Date: Mon, 2 Oct 2006 08:04:29 -0700 (PDT)
From: Von Holte <lifeencounter@yahoo.com>
Subject: Something Was Different 12

Well looking back when I was child. I just love boys. Well growing up I
would things alot different then most boys. Some of the things I would do
as a child When it came to summer camp over nighters, I would open my
sleeping bag.  Puliing down my briefs enough so my dinkie would be shown,
and then i would roll over to show my asshole. I knew there were some boys
were looking and In some cases a boy would ask to sleep with me, and I knew
we were going have sexs. I knew by showing off my naked bum and dickie some
boy would love to fool around with me. I guess I was just gay or maybe just
horny.  When it came for a boy to sleep over at my house, well we would
sleep naked in bed together most boys at school Knew I like boys. Regarding
boys who slept over new we would fool around with each others sexual.
However there were some boys that knew nothing, but we still had sexs and
some of the boys became a regular sleep over, because they wanted more
sexs.

I would wear unddies that were tight, and part of crack would show.  The
unddies had to binki or I would not wear them. Best time when I had change
in front of other boys at pools, and school gym changeroom. I knew some of
boys were watching when I was changeing, but I was watching different
change aswell.

The other thing I did is at pools, I was not scared to ask a guy to help me
with washing my body and hair. Some guys would say no but there was always
a boy who wanted to help me. Most guys were scared, however I would tell
them I wont tell my parents. Most guys even dryed me and help me get dress,
even I was older I could it myself.

Babysitters, I told my parents I want a boy sitter only. my parent beleived
I was shy that I did not want girls because of the male thing. However that
was not reason. I wanted boy sitters, because I loved boys. So when my
parents would go out and they hire a boy sitter. Well the boy sitter did
not know what he has in for that evening. The first thing I did when my
parents were gone. I went to my bedroom to stip down to my biniki uddies.

I would go down stairs, and watch tv with sitter. The sitter would say is
that all your wearing? Yes Ok then. I sat in on the chair. I put my hand in
my biniki playing with my dink, inside of my briefs. The babysitter ask why
are you playing with your dink? Im horny. babysitter laughed.  Then I would
pull it out, for a good view for babysitter to see it. Do you want to play
with it? Most male babysitters said yes, and it led to sexs.  The other
thing Ive done as a child. I would leave my zipper open on my pants, so
when Im sitting or playing, sometimes boys could see my unddie and
hopefully they get to see the bulge.

When I would see guys looking at me for long time. I know some of them
thought I was cute and would not mind having sexs with me. So what i would
do, when Im by myself and the guy is by himself. I would come up to him and
ask him to suck my dick, and fuck me. Even then some guys would say oka and
some guys would be scared to say yes. The guys who were scared.  I would
say silly not here, your place or the woods. Some guys would be shock that
I ask them for sexs. Even then i would briefly show them my dick, when
noone else is around. Its a big turn on for guys. see a nice dick that
wants to be suck. After this point most guys would have take to the woods,
have sexs with me. Sometimes I just got blow job and I gave guy blow
job. sometimes i would get fucked and sucked, and sometimes i got a real
hard fucking, but i enjoy it.

When it came to a guy, I did not care how old the guy was, or if he was fat
or skinny aslong as I got my sexs. I was happy. I guess I was just a horny
boy growing up with a big sexs desire. Looking back at those days If I
could change anything I dont think I would. Some of the guys I still
remember some of them of the great time I was as a boy who was in love with
guys.