Date: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 14:46:06 -0500
From: Miroslav Curren <mirocurr@gmail.com>
Subject: The Moon's Lament 2

His eyes fluttered open and struggled to adjust to the day light that was
now enveloping the room. He had a distant memory of a world, an experience
that was alien to him. He immediately grabbed his crotch but there was
nothing different about it, he peered inside his shorts and boxers to see a
sleeping little penis bearing the mark of the covenant. He looked over at
Rob but he was in deep sleep. He felt odd, he felt lost and empty.

He recited the morning blessings thanking the creator for returning his
soul to his body as he looked for his Kippah and went in search for relief,
his bladder felt like it was ready to explode. He stumbled around peering
inside of doors trying to find the bathroom.

"What are you doing?" He heard a boy whisper.

He quickly turned and saw Hayden standing in nothing but boxers smiling
back at him.

"Looking for the bathroom" Justin whispered back.

"Come on" Hayden replied grabbing his arm and dragging him towards a door
that was located down the hall, the only door that he had not looked in.

He hurried towards the toilet, pulled his shorts and boxers down and
released a torrent of yellow liquid causing him to shiver and sigh in
delight. He looked to one side and noticed another stream coming out of his
friend's penis.

"Whoa cool!" Justin said the moment he saw Hayden's soft member.

"Huh? What's cool?" Hayden asked as he sighed in pleasure.

"Your dick, it's still covered" Justin replied.

"Nuh uh...check this out" Hayden giggled as he peeled back the foreskin
revealing his pinkish moist head making Justin giggle.

Both boys finished taking their piss and washed their hands, Justin began
to recite a blessing in Hebrew before he washed his hands. Hayden looked at
him and furrowed his brow, he didn't know what Justin was saying but felt
it was rude to ask.

"It's Hebrew, we say a blessing before we wash our hands" Justin said as he
dried his hands knowing full well that Hayden wanted to ask about it.

"Oh..okay" Hayden said as he shrugged his shoulders.

They walked back out and into the living room where Rob was now fully awake
and making breakfast.  "Hey guys!" He called out to them.

Justin felt odd, he didn't know what had occurred and whether or not it was
real. He shook his head and ignored the sickening feeling he had in the pit
of his stomach.

"Hey Rob" the boys said in unison.

"Watcha making?" Hayden asked as he got closer and peered into the frying
pan.

"Frying some eggs and bacon, want some?" He asked the boys. "Wait, do you
eat Kosher?" He asked Justin.

"I gotta go" Justin said beginning to feel sick to his stomach.

"What? Why?" Hayden asked.

"Just gotta" Justin said as he rushed out of the house leaving his things
behind.

He ran to his house, he ran as fast as his feet took him, he wanted to
escape, to forget what Rob had done to him. As he walked in he was greeted
by his dog Kibbles.

"Hey boy...miss me?" Justin said as he knelt down to pet his Pitbull.

He wanted to be embraced to feel loved so he hugged Kibbles around his neck
tightly, the dog sensed his owner's pain and began to whine and lick
him. Tears began to flow freely from his beautiful grey eyes, the stress,
the pain, everything was overwhelming.

He rushed to his room with Kibbles hot on his heels, he desperately looked
for his iPod but remembered that he left it at Hayden's house. Instead he
turned his laptop on and went on iTunes to listen to the only thing that
would bring him comfort.

He woke up a few hours later to deafening silence, there was nothing
stirring, no life, no sounds, no colors, the world was dull, his world was
dying. He reluctantly got up and walked to the kitchen to get a bite to
eat, he was promptly greeted by Kibbles who tried to snuggle up to him
causing him to trip. This brought a smile to his face and when Kibbles
noticed this he began to wag his tail in excitement. He sensed something
was wrong with Justin, he always did, he knew when Justin was sad, hurt, or
afraid. He was always by his side, watching, protecting, keeping him safe,
Justin was HIS boy, it was his responsibility to watch over him, to protect
him.

He brought the milk out and decided to make himself some cereal to eat, it
was easy, and made almost no mess something he was all for. His mind was
still wrestling with the experience he had the night before but he still
couldn't grasp the enormity of what had occurred he couldn't comprehend
that what he experienced was real, it was real and something that he
shouldn't have experienced.

He shook the thoughts from his head and began to gobble down his bowl of
cereal. After eating he decided that the best thing to do was to get
started with his chores. He began by emptying out all of the trash cans and
took them outside to the larger garbage bins. He then came back in and
began to clean up the kitchen. His mother had taught him what to do and
what not to do, which chemicals were safe to use, and which chemicals he
needed to avoid. He was thankful that his mother was so patient with him
and to be honest he enjoyed spending time with her even if it was spent
cleaning with her.

As he was beginning to clean his room he heard a knock on the front door,
he reluctantly went to it, checked through the peep hole and opened the
door to see a sad looking Hayden.

"Hey..." he said as he pushed Justin aside and walked in.

Justin closed the door and walked into his room with Hayden following close
behind.

"Why you go?" Hayden asked as he sat on Justin's bed.

"I dunno..." he replied shrugging his shoulders.

He didn't know what to say, how to even begin to tell Hayden about what
happened, he was afraid that he wouldn't understand or even believe him.

"Yeah you do" Hayden pressed.

Justin sighed out loud and sat on the bed next to Hayden without saying a
word, he was lost and didn't know how to even begin telling him about his
strange experience.

"You can tell me you know..." Hayden encouraged.

"I know it's just that I don't know what happened..." Justin said looking a
bit in distress.

Hayden saw this and placed his arm around him to help him feel safe and to
let him know that he cared about him.

"I was sleep and then I felt something weird...down here..." He began as he
grabbed his crotch.

"Then it started to feel tingly and it kind of felt like electricity or
something, when I opened my eyes I saw someone between my legs and when I
pushed their head away I saw my thingy come out their mouth" Justin
continued, Hayden was listening to him intently, enthralled by Justin's
every word.

"I didn't know what they were doing, but then I closed my eyes and fell
asleep again" Justin finished.

"Who was it?" Hayden asked now curious about the whole situation.

"I think I saw Rob" Justin whispered as he leaned in closer to Hayden, he
wanted to feel someone's warmth, he wanted the unnatural chill deep inside
of him to thaw by the loving embrace of someone that truly cared for him.

Hayden was trying to digest everything that Justin had just said, he loved
Rob and knew that Rob would never hurt anyone, there had to be another
explanation for what he felt, there just had to be.

"Do you jack off?" Hayden blurted out making Justin blush profusely.

Hayden got up from the bed and went to Justin's door and locked it. He knew
that boys his age might be already going through puberty and having wet
dreams. This had to be the reason that Justin had that strange dream, it
had to be a wet dream that seemed all too real.

"Okay so I'll take that as a yes...but do you do it a lot?" Hayden asked.

"Umm...not really just sometimes" Justin shyly answered.

"Okay well I think I know why you had that weird dream, it's called a wet
dream...ever heard of it?" Hayden asked.

Justin nodded yes, "My uncle told me all about that stuff, told me that I
would be getting more hair and junk like that"

"Okay well you gotta do it more so that you don't have wet dreams like you
did last night, its prolly what happened to you yesterday, sometimes they
feel real" Hayden cheerfully said, he was so sure that it was something as
simple as a wet dream. He didn't believe that Rob was capable of ever
hurting anyone so the best explanation to this whole situation was puberty.

Justin thought about it for a minute or two, he had heard before that those
type of dreams can be realistic enough to make a boy ejaculate, it was
something that his uncle had warned him about but had never experienced
before, perhaps that was the answer to what he experienced. He began to
feel a weight being lifted off of him, his heart began to feel better and
not ache anymore. This had to be the explanation to everything; this had to
be the reason why he felt as if he was being jacked off by Rob's mouth.

"You okay?" Hayden asked when he saw Justin deep in thought.

"Oh...yeah yeah...I guess I just imagined it..." Justin absentmindedly
said.  "Yeah you need to jack off more" Hayden joked.

"Guess I do" Justin said as he began to fumble around for his zipper.

Hayden saw what he was up to and immediately felt his penis engorge with
blood. He was experienced with this type of play and would soon introduce
Justin to the joys of fooling around. He quickly undid his pants and was
standing in front of Justin in nothing but a shirt, this made Justin laugh.

"What?" Hayden asked starting to feel self-conscious about his nudity.

"Nothing it's just that you got naked hella quick" Justin giggled.

Justin didn't want to make Hayden feel bad so he began to take his shorts
and boxers off. He began to tease Hayden by doing a seductive little dance
as he slowly pulled them down to his hips. He turned to the side and pulled
more of his shorts and boxers down to reveal his left butt cheek to Hayden
making them giggle uncontrollably.

Justin quickly pulled them back up making Hayden pout. He then turned to
his right side and pulled his shorts and boxers down to show him his right
butt cheek. Hayden's dick was beginning to hurt from it being so hard. The
show that Justin was putting on was driving him wild, it was something he
had never felt for anyone before. Sure, he fooled around with his cousin
Travis and he loved it but it never made him feel this good and Justin
wasn't even touching him.

Justin then winked at Hayden and turned to face him. He stuck his thumbs
into the waist band of his shorts and boxers and pulled them down to reveal
his hairless pubic mound. His penis was now full of blood and beginning to
hurt. He wanted and needed relief, so in one swoop he pulled them down to
his ankles.

"You're beautiful" Hayden inadvertently gasped.

"Oh shut up" Justin replied as he began to blush profusely.

Hayden cringed knowing that he perhaps overstepped his bounds, he didn't
want to make Justin feel uncomfortable around him and knew that if he
continued to speak he might scare him away. He felt ashamed for being so
blunt but sometimes he spoke without restraint, he spoke the truth and
whatever he felt.

"Sorry..." Hayden said as he too began to blush, his penis began to deflate
as shame took over.

"No, it's cool, it's just that I'm not what you said I was" Justin said as
he got closer to Hayden and gave him a hug, he was completely oblivious to
their nudity, he didn't feel embarrassed or wasn't scared to hug his friend
who he knew was hurting because of something he had said. He wanted to
comfort him at that moment and really didn't care that they were in the
nude.

Hayden reached out and hugged Justin just as tightly, his penis began to
immediately engorge the moment he felt Justin's penis poking him on his
balls. He started to giggle as he separated just enough to show Justin that
their penises were touching. Justin looked down and began to laugh
nervously again. He had never been that close to another boy before but for
it being the first time he was truly enjoying the experience. Hayden
grabbed Justin's penis sending shivers throughout his inexperienced body.

"Oh wow..." Justin breathed.

"Yeah I know..." Hayden said as he began to stroke him gently.

Justin's body shuddered as he began to feel the pleasurable sensations that
his friend's fingers were giving him.

"Can I try something else?" Hayden asked but before Justin was able to
answer he got on his knees and took Justin's 4 inch circumcised penis into
his mouth. Justin sighed audibly and closed his eyes as he felt his penis
being engulfed by the warmth and softness of his friend's mouth. Hayden
gently grabbed a hold of Justin's balls and massaged them sending another
wave of new pleasure to Justin. Hayden slid Justin's dick out of his mouth
but stopped short and didn't allow it to leave his mouth, with his right
hand being used to massage his friend's balls he used his left to grab a
hold of the base of the penis. He began to lick around Justin's glans,
using his tongue he licked underneath the head making Justin moan softly.

His mind was on full throttle, he was enjoying everything that his new best
friend was doing to him, he didn't feel repulsed by what they were doing,
he wasn't afraid and knew full well that Hayden was doing this because he
cared for him. He instinctively began to move his hips to respond to
Hayden's motion, the new sensations his body was now feeling was driving
him insane, it was something that he had experienced while he masturbated
but this was just in a whole different level.

Hayden was enjoying everything about Justin, he loved his taste, his smell,
the feel of his friend's penis in his mouth. His own cock was now beginning
to tingle as if he was close to an orgasm, something he had never felt
before with Travis. He then plunged his friend's penis deep into his throat
sending another jolt of pleasure throughout his inexperienced friend's
body. Hayden didn't want to push things too far but it was as if he was
being controlled by someone else, he wanted to show everything that he had
learned from Travis.

He grabbed Justin's butt cheeks with both hands and began to rub them
occasionally spreading them apart. Slowly his left hand began to make its
way closer and closer to his friend's butt crack until it finally reached
it. He felt Justin clench them scaring him for a moment, he didn't want to
push too far but when he felt Justin sticking his butt out as if he was
inviting him he continued his trek to Justin's crack. The moment that his
fingertips touched the inside of his butt crack Justin began to shudder, it
was pleasure he had never known before. He had experimented in the shower
before, there were times that while he washed his behind he would run his
fingertips up and down his butt crack sending shivers throughout his entire
body but this was on a whole different level, it was something that was
driving him crazy.

Hayden then went deeper inside his friend's butt cheeks until his middle
finger rubbed up against the virginal opening.

"Crap!" Justin gasped startling Hayden.

He took Justin's dick out of his mouth and completely stopped with
everything that he was doing.

"Want me to stop?" He asked nervous about what he might hear.

"No keep going..." Justin breathed heavily.

Hayden grinned and stuck Justin's cock back into his mouth and immediately
went after his virginal butt hole. He immediately found it and began to rub
it, Justin clenched his butt cheeks again and let out a moan of pleasure.

"You like?" Hayden asked.

"Yah..." Justin replied.

"Come on..." Hayden said as he stood back up and led Justin to his bed, he
told him to lay on the bed and positioned him so that his legs were now
draping over the edge of the bed. He spread them apart and began to lick up
and down the boy's shaft. He looked deep into Justin's eyes and knew right
then and there that he was different from other boys, he had been wrestling
with things for a while now but at that moment there was no question of who
he was, what he was.  He began to suck Justin's dick harder and faster
letting his lips bob up and down the shaft, he would occasionally stop to
lick underneath the ridge drawing soft and gentle moans from Justin that
sounded almost like purrs.

Justin began to feel an amazing electrical pulse that ran throughout his
entire body, his entire body began to not respond to his wishes, it had a
mind of its own as it began to convulse. Hayden saw that his friend was
close to an orgasm and began to suck even faster. Justin's entire body
began to tingle as wave after wave of orgasmic pleasure took over his
little body. He let out a grunt followed by a moan as an atomic bomb of
pleasure exploded in his mind and body.

Hayden was not planning on stopping he wanted to suck more of Justin's dick
but also knew that if he continued to suck it would be too much for Justin
so he slowed his pace down until he let his friend's cock gently shudder in
his mouth as the orgasm began to abate. He looked up to see Justin panting
as if he had recently ran a marathon and looking deep into space. He
slurped on the dick as he gently took it out of his mouth causing Justin to
squirm.

"So?" Hayden asked.

"Oh..yah...umm...good..." Justin said as he tried to catch his breath.

Hayden then straddled his friend who now had a content look on his face. He
took his own cock in his hand and began to stroke himself as he sat on
Justin's tummy. It didn't take too long before he shuddered and began to
have an intense orgasm of his own. Justin was enthralled by what he saw,
volley after volley of a substance began to shoot out of his friend's 4 ½
inch uncut cock. 3 dime sized puddles were now covering his chest, he noted
that they were somewhat clear with some white to it.

He scrunched up his nose when he realized what it was "Is that sperm?" he
gasped obviously shocked by witnessing his first real life ejaculation.

"Yep" Hayden proudly responded.

"No way!" Justin said as he began to poke the one closest to him with his
finger. It felt gooey, and warm. He then took his finger up to his nose and
smelled it. "Not bad" he thought as he wiped his finger on his bed.

"Let's cleanup" Justin said as he gently pushed his friend off of him.

Justin went into the restroom and brought out a damp washrag and cleaned
himself off, he then tossed it to his friend who peeled his foreskin back
and began to clean his penis off. Justin couldn't keep his eyes off of his
friend's penis and realized that he truly enjoyed watching his friend do
that. Justin was curious by nature and asked many questions, one of the
things that he secretly enjoyed doing was to look at other penises, of
course no one knew about this strange hobby of his but it was something
that he secretly enjoyed. He made sure to sneak a peek whenever he could
whether it was his friends or at the beach, it didn't matter to him, he
just really enjoyed looking at other boys.

He had seen many different and interesting looking penises, he quite fondly
remembered one of his favorite penises. It belonged to a kid that lived
down the block, in fact it was Hayden's neighbor who was just a year older
than they were. Whenever they spent the night at each other's house the kid
who's name was Alex would change in front of Justin and he would be able to
sneak a peek.

During one of those sleep overs as they were changing Alex popped a boner,
at first Justin made fun of him but then realized that he was enjoying what
he was seeing. His penis had a slight curve and was circumcised just like
he was but what really drew his attention was the scar that he had right on
the head of his penis. He never dared ask what happened to him but it was a
penis he truly enjoyed looking at.

He didn't really think too much on the whole gay subject even though kids
at school joked about others being "fags", it was so far away from his
world, he didn't see anyone as either straight or gay, to him it just
didn't matter. Whenever the whole subject about gay marriage would come up
on news stations his mother would always seem to be supportive of the right
of gays to marry, whom they choose, she was raising him to be open minded
about everything. The new experience with Hayden didn't seem to faze him
one bit, he accepted it for what it was, mutual show of love between
friends.

After cleaning themselves off the boys got dressed and walked back out to
the living room to an awaiting Kibbles who was running around like a wild
rabid animal as he showed his excitement for the new boy he was now
meeting. At first Hayden was apprehensive about meeting the 90 pound
Pitbull but with some coaxing he relented and began to love on
Kibbles. They decided it would be best to go outside with the dog before
they broke something.

They spent about an hour running around and playing catch with Kibbles the
dog until the boys heard Judith calling from inside the house. Both boys
ran to greet her and help her with her bags, she asked her son how his
sleepover had gone and Justin being such a hyper and happy child he began
to animatedly flail his arms as he told her what they had done obviously
omitting their little sexual experimentation.

The boys parted ways when Hayden received a call from his mother telling
him it was time for him to come home and help put the house in order, he
complained and begged his mom to let him stay longer at Justin's house but
she refused. She promised that as soon as his chores were done he would be
allowed to return but he continued to groan and complain.

Judith was extremely excited for her son that he had found a friend to hang
out with, she knew that Justin had many friends but she always wanted him
to make a friend that was much closer to him than the rest were. She was
proud of the young man he was becoming and now that his 12th birthday was
coming up she would make sure to throw an amazing party for him.

Mother and son spent the rest of the day catching up, they spoke about
several things including the new friend he had made. She noticed that
whenever he spoke about his new friend grey eyes sparkled even more, she
knew that they would be best friends for all time and it just melted her
heart.

They decided to Netflix a movie and cuddle up on the couch with the
dog. They both chose Night of the Living Dead as they both enjoyed zombie
horror movies. Justin truly enjoyed sharing moments like that with his
mother, he enjoyed cuddling up to her and feeling like he was a baby again,
he felt safe and completely loved whenever he was in his mother's arms. She
had a special touch that always put him to sleep, whenever they cuddled he
would relax so much he would fall asleep. His mother knew that he wouldn't
last long before he fell asleep yet again and sure enough 45 minutes into
the movie he was fast asleep, safe in his mother's arms.

A little while after Justin had fallen asleep there was a knock on the
door, she carefully moved Justin to one side being careful not to wake him
and answered the door. She was mildly surprised when she opened the door to
see a person she had never seen before.

"Hi, my name is Robert McGinnis, Amanda's nephew...Umm...Hayden's cousin"
The man said as he extended a hand.

Judith smiled and shook his hand, "Nice to meet you" she replied as she
stepped aside to let him in.

"I see the little guy is asleep" Rob said when he noticed that Justin was
fast asleep on the couch. "I just wanted to see if he wanted to spend the
night with Hayden again, he sent me on a mission since he is busy with
chores".

Judith chuckled and thought about it for a second or two "Tell you what,
I'm sure he'll want to spend the night with Hayden but how about they sleep
here tonight?" she said noticing that he had a disappointed look on his
face.

"Sure that sounds good" he replied.

"Oh I'm sorry did you guys have plans?" Judith asked knowing that she had
disappointed Rob.

"No, not at all, I'm sure that Hayden would love to spend the night with
him here" Rob said.

"Well sounds like a plan, I'll give Amanda and Frank a call" Judith added.

"No, you won't be able to get a hold of them, their phones are drained,
trust me, it's a madhouse over there, I'm honestly glad to escape that
place even if it was just a few minutes" Rob chuckled. "I'll tell you what,
I'll stay here with sleeping beauty over there while you go tell them
yourself, I'm sure they would love to talk to you in person"

Judith thought about it for a second and decided to do just that, she would
have normally declined such a thing, especially leaving her child alone
with a stranger but since he was Hayden's family she thought a few minutes
wouldn't hurt.

"If he wakes up please tell him where I'm at okay?" She said before closing
the door and walking away.

Deep in the recesses of his mind he knew that he had to control his hunger,
he had to fight the urge but it was a losing battle. It was a hunger he had
to sate, it was a hunger that took control of him. Closer and closer he got
to the lamb, he smelled it from afar, he wanted it, he wanted to devour it
as he had already devoured it before. He looked down at his hands and
recoiled from the sight, they were covered in blood, there were traces of
flesh, marrow, bone fragments, and something else, something else that he
couldn't understand. Fur, it was fur that covered his hands and arms, he
clawed at it trying to remove it but he howled in pain. He saw his fingers
and noticed the sharp claws that caused the pain and discomfort. He gasped
in horror, what was he? Was he a monster? Was he a wild beast? What was he?
His heart began to race, he heard the blood coursing throughout his body
but something caught his attention. The bleating of a lamb, it was
screaming out in pain, what was he doing to it? He was devouring it,
tasting the delicacy of its flesh, the smell permeated throughout his
nostrils, he wanted more, he wanted to have it all. He enjoyed watching it
squirm, watching it breath heavily as he sunk his teeth in but there was
something that wasn't right. Was this really him? No, it couldn't be, this
was not him, this was not who he was, he was no monster.

He woke up with a start drenched in sweat. He looked down to see his
crotch, it was wet again, he was wet and felt tingly all over reminiscent
of when he had fun with his friend Hayden. He remembered that he had fallen
asleep in the warm embrace of his mother but where was she at? He
desperately looked for her quickly realizing that she must have seen him
have a wet dream. He began to panic and got up from the couch; he buttoned
himself back up and began to call out for his mother but heard no response.

He called again, more desperately, more in a panic than before. He was
afraid, he wanted his mother, he heard a click as the door knob turned. In
front of him was his mother, she looked at him with worry on her face, her
brow furrowed with obvious distress.

"Are you okay sweetheart?" He heard his mother's soothing voice ask. He
rushed to her side and hugged her tightly, he wanted to be comforted, to
know that things would be okay.

"Yah...just...had a dream" He breathed, he wiped the beads of sweat from
his brow.

"Are you sure?" She asked, the stress was obvious in her voice, "Where is
he?"

"Who?" Justin asked oblivious to who had visited him while he slept.

"Rob, I had Rob watch over you while I went to see if Hayden could spend
the night." She said as she looked this way and that trying to spot a
missing Robert. "I guess he left".

"Yeah guess so" Justin said as he wondered why another wet dream was
triggered.

"Anyhoo, guess what?" His mother asked trying to change the mood.

"Chicken butt?" Justin giggled.

"Yeah that and Hayden is going to be spending the night with you" His
mother said. She saw her son's facial expression change dramatically, he
went from a worried, concerned looking boy to one that she recognized, to
one that she enjoyed. His grey eyes sparkled, his beautiful lips formed a
smile that radiated joy.

"Really?"  He squeaked.

"Sure is" Judith said, Justin flung his arms around his mother and hugged
her tightly. He thanked her profusely and kissed her making her melt on the
spot. He was absolutely thrilled that his best friend would be spending the
night especially because he had so many questions about what they had done
just a few hours before.