Date: Wed, 14 Feb 2007 19:19:07 -0800 (PST)
From: D B <fupduck_il@yahoo.com>
Subject: Life Goes On - David and Chad #63

STANDARD DISCLAIMER: This is the continuation of David's story.  One of two
boys loving each other.  So the same disclaimer applies.  If you can't
handle that, or it's illegal to read this in your area, or you're underage,
then now is the time to leave.  If you continue reading after that
admonishment, Nifty and I aren't responsible.

There could also be incidents of unprotected sex.  As always, I don't
condone this practice - especially in this day and age.

Okay, so my editor and I discussed this chapter a lot.  Each of us had
different recollections, so this chapter went back and forth a few times.
Hence the delay in posting.  Hopefully, it was worth the wait.

And yes, I am catching up with your emails, between shoveling snow and
other mundane stuff. :-)

Take care, and be safe.

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FROM CHAPTER 62

"Nah, lawyers are expensive.  Think I'll keep you around for a while."

"Me too," Chad laughed as David slid onto the bed beside him.  When David
rolled onto his back, the teen rolled to his side, pressing the warm length
of his nude form against the older boy.  David watched as the brown eyes
moved up and down his body, then focused on his face with a grin.

"What?"

"My back hurts."

David sighed and patted his stomach.



LIFE GOES ON - DAVID AND CHAD #63 - Realities

"Don't you dare fall asleep," David chuckled a few minutes later as he felt
Chad relax into the back rub.  "Be hard to explain our position to the
folks."

"Hmmm nnnn," Chad replied, turning his face into David's neck.

David shivered slightly at the feeling of the teen's warm breath on his
neck and paused in his ministrations to give a brief hug to the body draped
over his.

"That was pretty nice, kiddo.  But..."  Chad snorted and bounced lightly,
eliciting a grunt.  "Okay, fine.  Just that..."  Another bounce.  David
sighed and continued to run his hands up and down Chad's warm back, keeping
them above the teen's waist.  "Okay, I get it."

"Bout time," Chad mumbled into David's neck.

"I just..."  Bounce.

Chad sighed and raised his head from David's neck to look him in the face.
"I know, Dave.  You don't have to keep worrying, okay?"  David nodded, then
furrowed his eyebrows as a grimace passed across the teen's face.  "I gotta
go," the blond boy stated and rolled off, walking quickly out of the room.
David heard the bathroom door close and smiled slightly.  Chad was still a
little private when it came to that.  After a few minutes, he began to get
concerned and left his bedroom, knocking on the bathroom door.

"You okay in there?  Didn't flush yourself down the drain, did you?"

"No, I'll be back in a little bit," came the muffled reply.  David gently
tried the doorknob, but it was locked.  He shrugged and returned to his
bedroom, reclining on his side.  After a few more minutes, he heard the
toilet flush and the water running, then Chad was walking back into the
room with a small, embarrassed grin.  "Well, that was gross."

David shrugged.  "Your fault," he grinned.

"Yeah, well," Chad replied sliding back into the bed, snuggling up against
David's side.  "Just wanted to give you a good present," he smiled.

David slipped his arm across Chad's stomach.  "I'm not gonna say anything,
cos you'll yell at me," he laughed.

"Wow, you DO learn."  David sighed and rolled onto his back, slipping an
arm under Chad's neck.  The teen shifted, laying his head on David's
shoulder.  "So how's school?"

"It's okay, kinda hard this year, but I guess I'm doing all right."

"Cool, I made honor roll last term," Chad informed him.

"Bout time," David chuckled.

Chad didn't rise to the bait, remaining serious.  "Well, I want to go to
college."

"That's cool.  Any place in particular?"

"Not really, been in the counselor's office looking though."  Chad rolled
onto his side, keeping his head on David's shoulder.  The older youth began
running his hand up and down the warm back.

"Know what ya wanna do yet?"

"Not really."

David chuckled.  "Well, you should know that before you look at schools."

Chad snorted.  "Yeah, I know.  Now you're starting to sound like mom."

"Sorry," David laughed.

"Umm, Dave?"

"Uh oh, I know that tone," David smiled.  "What?"

"Never mind," Chad sighed heavily.

"What, kiddo?"  Chad slid slightly away from David and rose to a sitting
position, cross legged on the bed beside David, looking everywhere but his
face.  David rolled to his side and placed a hand on Chad's thigh.  "What's
up?"

"Umm, well, this is kinda hard."

"Chad, what's on your mind?"

"Well, umm."

David also rose to a sitting position, putting his hands on the teen's
shoulders.  "C'mon, kiddo."

"Well, it's just
that....momthinksIshouldhaveagirlfriendandIdon'tknowwhattodo," Chad blurted
in a rush.

"Whoa," David said.  "Wanna do that slower?"

Chad's face was crimson as he repeated himself.  "Mom thinks I should have
a girlfriend."

David's stomach twisted slightly.  He focused on Chad's downcast face.  "So
what do you think?"

"I dunno," Chad mumbled.

"Any possibilities?" David asked in a neutral voice.

"Maybe."

"Well, Chad, guess that's up to you," David said slowly.

"You're mad."

"No, I'm not mad."

"Yeah ya are."

"I'm not mad, kiddo, just surprised, that's all."

"Well, I don't know what to do."

David sighed softly.  So this was it.  He had figured it was coming sooner
or later.  He could relate though to the pressure of wanting to be normal.
David squeezed his hands on Chad's shoulders, still running through the
thoughts in his head, trying to come up with the answer.  "What do you want
to do?"

Chad shrugged his shoulders under David's hands, still not making eye
contact.  "It's kinda weird not having one when everyone else does," the
teen admitted softly.

"Well, then there's your answer," David replied evenly, his stomach
clenching.

"Yeah, but, well, I mean..."

"What?"

"This."

"Uh huh.  What about it?"

"Umm, well like..."

"What, Chad?" David asked, a hint of sharpness in his voice.  His tone
caused Chad to finally look into his face.  The teen was obviously in a
quandary, the look on his face was one of fear and confusion.  David was
taken aback at the look and softened his voice.  "Look, Chad, I told you
this was all up to you.  If you want to stop and have a girlfriend, then
that's okay.  I'll get over it."

The look of confusion deepened.  "Stop?  You mean if I get a girlfriend,
then we can't do this any more?"  David bit off the 'yes' on the tip of his
tongue, remembering not that many years ago going through the same
thinking.  It would be entirely too easy to force Chad into a choice that
even HE didn't want to make at that age.  He wasn't sure if the answer
would be what he wanted to hear, and it would really put Chad between a
rock and a hard place - as his grandmother always said.  David sighed and
got off the bed, pulling on his jeans and tossing Chad his briefs.  Chad
caught them and looked at them like they were alive.  "What?"

"Put 'em on, kiddo.  I think we need to talk and I can't do that with you
naked," David chuckled softly, sitting on the edge of the bed as Chad
pulled on his underwear.  When Chad sat back down, David wrapped his arm
around the teen's shoulders and pulled him tight against his side.  Chad
snuggled against David, slipping his arm around the older youth's waist.

"I'm sorry I made you mad," Chad said softly.

"You didn't really.  Just took me by surprise.  So do you want a
girlfriend?"  He felt Chad shrug.  "Kinda hard to go through school without
one, isn't it?"  The blond head on his shoulder nodded.  David exhaled and
took the plunge.  "Well, if you want one, go for it."

"Yeah, but...."

David chuckled and tightened the hug briefly.  "We don't have to stop,
okay?  I told you it was up to you, and it is.  If you want to stop what
we're doing, that's fine.  If you don't, that's even better, but it's
entirely up to you."

"You won't be mad?"

"Mad about what?" David asked slowly, preparing for the worst, as usual.

"About me having a girlfriend," Chad paused slightly, "and still wanting to
do this."

"Why?"

"I don't know.  It's kind of like....I dunno."

"Like cheating on me?"  He felt Chad nod again.  "Look Chad, you have to do
what makes you happy.  Kel and I had girlfriends in high school."

"You did?" Chad asked, raising his head.

"Yep."

"Well, did you, ummm, break up when you had 'em?"

"Not really.  But girlfriends took up a lot of time," David smiled.

"Oh.  But you guys were still like friends, right?"

"Sure, and we still did this."

"Oh."

David shifted until he was facing Chad.  "I just don't want to hear all
about your sex life, okay?"  He kept a straight face as long as he could.

"Ugh, sex life?" Chad grimaced, causing David's laugh to come to the
surface.

"Yeah, don't wanna hear about your games," David continued to laugh.

"Ewww, I don't think so," Chad shuddered, still serious.

"Awww, c'mon Chad, you know you wanna...," David teased, wiggling his
eyebrows.

"No way, Dave, I just wanna have a girlfriend, that's all," Chad replied
angrily, pulling away from David's embrace and standing up.

"Whoa, whoa, kiddo, just teasing you."

"Well stop, I don't like it," Chad replied.

David held up his hands.  "Okay, truce."

"I didn't want to tell you, you know," Chad continued, still angry.  "But I
thought I should, and you make fun of me."

"Chad!"  David barked, getting the teen's attention.  "Look, I'm sorry I
teased, okay.  But you're gonna hafta get used to it.  Your friends are
going to tease you that way too."  Chad's angry expression faded as his
body visibly relaxed.  David hadn't realized how upset Chad had been, too
worried about controlling his own reactions.  "You know maybe if I was
home, it would be different.  But I'm away more than I'm here, ya know?"

"Not in the summer."

"Yeah, well what are you gonna do then?"

"I'll just break up with her."

"That's not really fair, kiddo."

"Well, what do you want me to do?" Chad asked, anger creeping back into his
voice.

"You're right.  Whatever you want to do is fine, okay?  Something you have
to work out in your own head."  David replied calmly.  "You're 16, kiddo.
You told me this summer that I was treating you like a kid.  Welcome to the
grown-up world," David said with a shrug.

"This sucks," Chad answered with a sigh, dropping back down to sit beside
David.

"Yep, sure does," David agreed.

"Why?"

David shrugged.  "Dunno.  Wish it wasn't this way, but it is, ya know?"

Chad turned to face him.  "You sure you're not mad?"

"I'm sure.  I'm just kinda happy that you still want to do this."

"Kinda?" Chad asked, a small grin turning up the corners of his mouth.

"Well, I guess a lot more than that," David admitted.

"You'd better."

"Guaranteed.  So did I tell you that Greg and I messed around?" David
asked.

Chad's head jerked and swung toward David.  "What?"

"We messed around," David repeated, then shrugged.  "But it was a dream."

"Huh?"  Chad's angry glare turned into a look of utter confusion.  David
began chuckling as he told Chad about his dream.  "It was so real," David
concluded.

It was Chad's turn to laugh.  "And I walked in?" he asked, then collapsed
back onto the bed.

"Yeah, weird huh?"

Chad laughter turned into chuckles.  "I WOULD have been mad."

David shrugged.  "I guess since we're telling each other our secrets, I'd
tell ya."

Chad's expression turned thoughtful.  "Would you mess around with him?  I
mean if we went, ummm, you know."

David reclined on his side next to his brief clad boyfriend, propping his
head on his hand.  "Would you be mad if I said yes?"

Chad shrugged.  "Dunno.  Would you?"

David placed his palm on the teen's stomach and began absentmindedly
rubbing it in circles.  "I dunno, maybe.  But it's weird with him."

Chad shifted slightly under David's hand.  "Weird?"

"Yeah, hard to explain, but I don't think it would work."

"Why?"

"He just acts all strange about it."

Chad snorted.  "That's not a good reason."

David's hand slipped down to Chad's briefs and cupped the teen's semi-hard
dick.  "Sure it is, I don't know if he'd be into it really or not."  David
squeezed the now erect flesh under the cotton.

"Umm, yeah, I guess," Chad breathed as David fondled him.  His hands
reached for the waistband of the briefs and pushed them down as far as he
could in his position.  David grinned and helped with the task, slipping
the briefs down and off the downy legs.

"If I didn't know any better, I'd say someone is into it."  Chad nodded as
his eyes closed, shifting his hips slightly under David's hand movements.
David gently tickled the smooth sac with his fingers, then pulled his hand
away.  Chad's eyebrows furrowed, followed by a soft, inquisitive grunt.
David slipped his hands under Chad's shoulders, repositioning him
lengthwise on the bed.  "That's better," he mumbled and resumed his
stroking.  He crawled over the supine form and slid next to the nude body
on his side.

Chad's lips were parted slightly and David couldn't resist pressing his
against them.  He gave a soft grunt of surprise as Chad's tongue buried
itself in his warm mouth, almost spastically exploring his own tongue.
Chad's arm slid under his side and pulled him deeper into the kiss.
Closing his own eyes, David kissed back.  Their tongues twisting around the
other's as David continued to stroke his lover's erection.  After a few
minutes, Chad's hips began to gently thrust upwards, sliding his hardon
through David's fist.  David felt the flesh flex and Chad softly whimpered
into David's mouth as the older youth felt the slimy wetness of the teen's
cum dribble over his fist.  David gave a few more strokes then stopped his
motions, fingers still wrapped loosely around Chad's erection.  He pulled
his mouth away and looked down into the slightly sweaty face of his
boyfriend.  "Like?"  Chad silently nodded and exhaled loudly, rolling
against David's body, arms wrapping around his waist.

David removed his hand and returned the hug, inadvertently smearing some of
Chad's release on the teen's back.  He held the teen close as Chad
recovered, his breath slowing gradually as he relaxed.  Chad mumbled
something unintelligible into his shoulder.

"Huh?"

Chad pulled his face back slightly.  "Love you."

"Hey, it's mutual kiddo."  He thought Chad would release the embrace to
clean up, but continued to hold himself against David.  "You okay?" David
asked after a few more minutes.  He felt Chad nod and the arms tightened
further.  He glanced at the bedside alarm clock.  "Umm, I hate to spoil the
moment, but we oughta get dressed.  Mom'll be home in a little bit."

"Don't care," Chad mumbled.

David sighed softly.  Obviously Chad was in a mood.  He rubbed his hands
lightly up and down Chad's back and across the smooth cheeks, which tensed
then relaxed.  "What's wrong, Chad?"

"Nothin'."

"Oookay."

After a few more minutes, Chad drew in a deep breath, tightened his arms
briefly - almost painfully - around David, then released him, rolling onto
his back.  He looked up into David's face and smiled.  "I owe you another
one."

"You goof, I was worried."

"You worry too much."

"I just don't wanna ruin anything, you know?"

"Yeah, I know, jeeez, I'm not dumb," Chad scoffed.

David chuckled and shook his head.  He gave Chad a brief kiss before
sitting upright.  "Guess we oughta get ready to take you home, huh?"

"Yeah, I guess," the teen replied.  "When can I come over again?"  David
watched as Chad put on his briefs, then stood up to slip on his jeans.  He
waited until his silence got the best of Chad, who turned around after
slipping his shirt over his head.  "Well?"

"I was kinda thinkin'," David began.

"Oh no," Chad laughingly moaned, tossing David his shirt.

"Well, Lynn told me that mom and dad are going out New Year's Eve.  Maybe
if she's gonna go over to the boyfriend's house, you could spend the night
or something."

"That would be cool," Chad enthused.

David held up his hands.  "No guarantees now, I still hafta convince Lynn
to leave, you know."

"Yeah, I know, but it would be cool."

David again shook his head as he slipped on his shirt, socks and shoes,
then stood up.  "For someone who wants a girlfriend, you sure aren't acting
like it."

Chad's expression began to sour, then he saw David's grin.  "Okay, jeeez,
told ya to quit doing that."

"Couldn't resist, kiddo.  So you want to maybe plan on that?"

"Yeah, wow, but where are we gonna sleep?"

"Who said anything about sleep?" David asked, raising his eyebrows.  Chad
rolled his eyes and reached for his socks and shoes, sitting on the edge of
the bed to put them on.  "I guess we could camp out in the basement."

"Cool, like you and Kel used to do?"

"Yeah, it took me a couple of years," David laughed, "but you finally get
to spend the night.  Maybe."

Chad, finished with his dressing, stood and walked to David.  Wrapping his
arms around the older boy's waist, he gave him a tight hug.  "That would be
great."

David returned the hug and kissed the blond hair on top of Chad's head.  "I
think so.  Let's see what I can come up with."

"Okay, this will be so excellent," Chad grinned, releasing David and
backing away to grin up into David's face.

"No.."

"Guarantees," Chad finished.  "I know."

"And you owe me one too," David grinned.

"No guarantees," Chad laughed then ducked through the bedroom door and out
the hallway.

David followed the teenager and by the time he got to the dining room, Chad
had donned his coat and was waiting by the door.  "In a hurry?" David
laughed, reaching for his own jacket.

"Just don't wanna ruin anything," Chad replied, mimicking David's voice.

"Yeah, yeah, pay backs will come," David threatened.

"Promises, promises," Chad continued to grin.

"C'mon, let's get you home before you explode.  I really don't wanna clean
up the mess."

"Goof," Chad replied, opening the door.

"Takes one...." David answered, popping Chad on the butt with the back of
his hand.

"Hey!  That's my butt."

David laughed, "Yep, c'mon, let's hit the road."

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So we all have realities.  And sometimes they even interfere with our
lives...lol.  And while it didn't come 'crashing down', this chapter's
reality has lasting effects....

Until later, friends, take care.

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