Date: Wed, 27 Jan 2010 19:57:00 -0000
From: Jono <justanothergayboy@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: Understanding Me, Part 3

Disclaimer: Should you be reading this? This story contains descriptions of
sexual interactions between un-consenting underage males and if it's
illegal where you are then, don't do it!

Author Notes: This chapter is longer and this may well be how long the
following chapters may be in the future. I want to thank all those who have
sent me comments, i appreciate them very much and probably wouldn't get
chapters out so quick without them. If i haven't personally responded to
your email, i apologize as i may not have received it.

I looked around the room trying to work out how I could escape without my
brother forcing me to stay. I could see outside the sun was shining, it was
quiet and I could hear the humming of a tractor in the distance from the
farm down the road in the neighbouring village. I never thought about my
brother being so aggressive I mean how he goes from being a normal, well
almost normal brother to being so hands on and almost angry sounding all
the time. I mean he is a year older than me and I certainly don't want to
be like that in a year's time, I'm quiet and shy and this forcefulness he
is showing just makes me feel completely uncomfortable.

So back to the plan, how to get out of here... before I even think I just
get up and run as fast as I can down the hall and into the bathroom and
lock the door as fast as I can. I hear a slight knock and the door and my
brother cussing on the other side. I sat there now smiling to myself that
I'd actually gotten one up on him, oh how I was so wrong. Whilst I was
sitting there doing my business on the toilet, he must have been busy
creating his own plan at getting me back, as soon as I'd flushed the toilet
and washed my hands I slowly opened the bathroom door.

BANG, with an almighty crack the door flung open and knocked me flying
backwards on to the bathroom floor. The door hit my head and it was now
pounding, my hand went straight to my forehead, the pain was immense, it
really hurt. While I was doing this my brother had now locked us both in
the bathroom he walked over to me and pulled me to my feet and told me to
sit down on the toilet, he slowly bent over and whispered in my ear.

"You know the best thing about this James"

"What?"

"Nobody is home, but us"

Oh fuck I thought, what is going to happen now, my brother now had the
house empty and me inside so he can do what the hell he likes with me, I
start to scream out knowing nobody could hear me, tears streaking down my
face I try to push him away but I'm not strong enough and still feel light
headed from the door hitting me. After a few minutes I just give in trying
to fight and ask him what he wants.

"I knew you'd see sense sooner or later" he said while a grin spread across
his face

He slowly began to lower his black Nike tracksuit bottoms, I could see a
tent shape in his underpants and my eyes began to bulge. How is he so big
down there already, I'm not that big! He then lowers his underpants and
instructs me to touch his dick. I began so sob, silently chanting to
myself, no no no no no why is he doing this, this isn't normal is it?

"DO IT!" he erupts grabbing my hand and resting it on his 4" erect penis.

I touch it, it feels kind of silky and bumpy at the same time, and it has
veins running up and down it. It is also quite thick, with a mushroom
shaped head that was like a purple-red colour below that were was a tight
sack with two things in it that are like egg shaped, quite big they were,
well compared to mine anyway not that I'd taken any notice of my own
either. I don't really understand what he wants me to do, I mean I'm now
touching it but he is just stood there closing his eyes and I wonder what
the hell he is doing. All of a sudden he opens his eyes,

"lick it" he commanded whilst grabbing the back of my head and pulling my
face closer to his groin.

"why"?

"because it makes me feel good, that's why"

"oh.. ok"

"look your my little brother and you must do as I say"

"yea"

I lean forward and stick my tongue out and touch the tip of his penis, I
then leaned forward a bit more and licked it as instructed. I swallowed
after licking to see what the taste was like, it didn't taste of anything
so I continued and put it in my mouth and continue to suck on it trying to
repeat what my brother had done to me the previous night. It was still
fresh in my mind as it would be something that I'm sure I'd never forget.

"OUCH! Keep your fucking teeth out the way"

"sorry"

I continued to suck on him this time like I was sucking on a lolly from the
ice-cream van. I must be doing something right because now he is rocking
back and forth trying to get me to take more into my mouth. It felt like I
was sucking on my thumb, but it was like a really kind of warm feeling I
was actually enjoying what I was doing as it was making my brother happy
and he wasn't being aggressive at me at the same time, and with no taste I
could easily do this all day long. After a few minutes it felt like his
dick was about to get bigger in my mouth and it felt like the veins were
pulsing along my tongue, he starting making a grunting noise and then
sighed, he pulled his dick from my mouth and sat down on the floor with his
back against the bath. He was slightly out of breath, I wondered if I had
done something wrong, he then turned and looked at me.

"Thanks little bro, that was the best" he said and smiled.

"What happened? Are you ok?"

"Yea, you know Dan? Well his older brother showed him that and then Dan
told me. He also told me other stuff we should try."

I wasn't sure about this, I liked what we just did and would do it again if
asked because I really liked it. It was nice and it's like having your own
personal lollypop. I wondered what he meant by other stuff, I mean what can
two boys possibly do together?

"Wha.. what.. other... stuff?" I stuttered.

"Oh you'll see sooner or later, maybe tonight."

His face began to get all serious now as he got up pressured his thumb into
my shoulder again and made me swear I wouldn't tell anyone. Just as he let
go and we made our way out of the bathroom, I became kind of thirsty so I
headed downstairs I was shocked by what I saw. Sat there on the sofa was my
Dad he had a set of headphones on listening to music, most likely he was
listening to Queen which was his favourite band.  Was he here the whole
time? He didn't hear me calling for help, he was downstairs the whole time,
I felt like I could just cry right now on the spot.

"You ok son?" he said while taking his headphones off and waiting for a
response.

"yea" I replied half-heartedly.

"Son, what's wrong?"

"Nothing Dad, just Anthony broke my K-Nex set so now I have to start again,
not a big deal."

"You sure?"

"Yea, I'm just going to get a drink".

I walked through into the kitchen/dining room, grabbed myself a plastic
tumbler out of the cupboard poured a bit of Robinsons Apple & Blackcurrant
into the glass and filled the rest with water. I grabbed my back from the
shoe cupboard and got out the homework I had for Monday. We had the same
type of homework every week, our teacher every Monday morning would give us
general knowledge questions, these questions were to be answered by the
following Monday and then a new set would be given out. The questions we
were given are set out so that we would actually learn the answers to them
throughout that week so we would be able to answer the questions without
having to look it up, though sometimes I would forget and look it up
anyway. I would normally just keep the general knowledge answer sheet with
me in most classes as I'd just fill in the answer as I learnt but some of
the teachers were a bit too fast paced for me. As soon as I'd finished I
put the homework back into my school bag and put it away, that was all my
home work done for school and I now had the rest of Saturday night and the
whole of Sunday to do what I want.

Soon enough it was nearing bedtime, my brother has been looking at me kind
of strange after what happened in the bathroom. I actually want to find out
what he plans on doing next, I hope it's something like we did in the
bathroom again! I readily got up from the sofa where I'd just spent the
last hour or so watching TV with my Mum and Dad and went up to the
bathroom. I took a quick shower, after drying myself off I brushed my teeth
and put on my pyjamas. I unlocked the bathroom door and headed into the
bedroom, my brother wasn't there! I was slightly disheartened but thought
nothing more about it as I jumped into bed, pulled the covers over and
before long I was fast asleep.

I could feel hands, hands rubbing me and caressing my skin. I opened my
eyes as light was filling the room from small table lamp next to the bunk
beds, I quickly closed them again to attempt to adjust them, it felt like I
was blinded. After a few seconds I looked up to see my brother was
straddling me, his legs on either side of my legs and he was sat on the
lower part of my body, close to my groin.

"You thought you could go to sleep without some attention from me huh
James"

"I looked for you when I came in but I was so tired after the game today I
just fell right to sleep"

"Now you've had some sleep you will have enough energy for me to show you
something new"

He grasped my dick through my pyjamas, my dick was small because I'm only 9
but it's still big enough to grab. He start moving his hand around in a
circular motion and it began to get hard he then got off me, removed my
bottoms and started to suck me again like I had him earlier, he didn't go
as long as I did though because he just stopped and then ordered me to
listen to him and obey him.

"So what are you going to show me?" I asked

"Well.. I'm going to put my dick up your bum"

"WHAT?!? No way I'm not letting you do that"

"James I can make you do anything I want! Now, lift your legs up in the
air"

"NO! Go away, you can't do this to me"

"YES I CAN" he shouted, and proceeded to lift my legs over his shoulders,
grab me by the wrists aimed his dick for my bum hole.

He then forcefully poked it at the hole and tried to force it in.

"Anthony please don't do this, it hurts!"

There were tears now streaking down my face, this feeling was like nothing
I had ever felt before, it was painful, very painful! It feels like he has
just broken my ass into two.

"Just relax James and it won't hurt, push like you're having a poo"

He was going to do this to me whether I liked it or not, I relaxed and
pushed so my butt muscles could retract and let his dick into me, I was
still crying I wanted this to stop but I knew it was going to continue
until he was satisfied. In and out, in and out he kept going, it actually
started to feel pretty good now and with each thrust he was making it was
getting better and better, I still didn't want to do this but it was like I
was in heaven I didn't want to stop but then he suddenly he gasped

"Oh fuck! That was amazing James" he said whilst now collapsing onto me,
letting my legs fall from his shoulders.

His full body was now on top of mine, and he was kissing my face and trying
to turn my head to kiss me on the lips. I just kept my mouth shut I didn't
want him to kiss me I didn't want to do anything of this. I think he got
the signal I was emitting when he get off me turned off the lamp and got
into bed. I pulled the covers back over myself, and rolled over onto my
stomach this being my sleeping position. It took me a while to get to
sleep, I was still sore and it was like a pulsating pain throughout my
lower half that made me judder each time the jolt of pain spread
throughout.

The next morning when I woke up I was still very sore. As I stood up the
pain got worse, I turned around to see my brother already gone. Today was
Sunday which meant I was to go and sing for the school choir down at the
local church in Adlingfleet. The service didn't start until 11am and it was
only 9am now so I had about an hour and half to get into my school clothes
and then prepare to set off. I tried to walk normally as I headed
downstairs to get some breakfast, my Mum was awake too and making breakfast
for us. Dad was sat at the table with a paper he must have been out and
bought and a glass of orange juice. He must have seen me limping and the
excruciating pain that must have shown on my face.

"Whats up James, why the face and walking funny?"

Mmm I thought to myself, perhaps this is a way for Anthony to not do this
to me again.

"Anthony hit me and kicked me loads of times and my leg is really sore"

"Right, thats it! ANTHONY!"

Not ten seconds later Anthony came rushing through to the dining
room/kitchen with a look on his face like he was about to die, he looked
like a beetroot red raw!

"Why have you been hitting your brother? How many times do I have to tell
you to not hit him"

"Sorry Dad"

"Sorry isn't good enough now get to your room now and I'll be up in a
minute"

My Dad approached me and asked me If he could look at my leg, I told him no
and that I would be ok. He saw tears in my eyes and before long he was
storming out of the room, you could hear the thunderous noise of him
charging up the stairs. I limped after him to see what was going to happen,
as I reached the top of the stairs I could see my Dad removing the belt
from his jeans and grasping the buckle in his hand, he opened the bedroom
door and closed it behind him.

"Dad please no!" I could hear my brother shouting from the bedroom

There were loud whipping noises, followed by the cries from my brother. I
almost felt sorry for him but he deserved this for what he did to me.

"STOP DAD PLEASE" I could still hear him shouting, I thought it would never
stop before my Dad then opened the door, he saw me and beckoned me toward
him. He got me to enter the room, I could see my brother curled up in a
ball in the corner of the room crying his eyes out, I didn't care for him
in the slightest.

"James, why is there blood on your bed? I don't see any cuts on you."

After he said this Anthony looked up at me, his eyes pleading me to not say
what had happened the night before.

"It's been there a while Dad, I got a cut on my knee from the match but its
small and the scab must have come off during the night, here look"

He examined my knee and was satisfied with the cut he saw luckily I was
always picking scabs off so I didn't have to lie too much.

Dad left the room and left me and my brother there, he looked up at me.

"I'm so sorry James, I didn't realise that I was hurting you that bad."

"Well you did, and you didn't even think about the fact that I didn't want
to do what you did."

"I'm so sorry, I will never do it again, I promise!"

"I hope so too, otherwise I'll get Dad to do that again"

I walked out of the room and into the bathroom I showered and got ready to
head out, was this day going to have any new things happening or have they
now stopped.

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