Date: Sun, 21 Feb 2010 00:40:09 -0000
From: Jono <justanothergayboy@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: Understanding Me, Chapter 4

Disclaimer: If reading stories such as this is illegal in your country then
please don't do it! This story contains scenes of a sexual nature between
underage boys.

Understanding Me Chapter 4

After the events that had occurred over the last couple of days my mind was
all over the place. With the discovery of what boys can actually do to each
other like putting a dick up my ass, sucking on a dick and being forced to
do it, I just couldn't really grasp what this was all about, I didn't
understand.  I had played with girls before in the sense of being a little
touchy feely when making out but you know, when you're both 9 years old
there isn't really anything to... play with. I just let my mind continue to
wander and take in all these new feelings, those uncertainties about the
meaning of life, am I too young to be dealing with this now? Should I tell
somebody what my brother had done to me or has he been punished enough? I
don't know.

"James... James... JAMES! Come on sweetie it's time to go.

"Yea, ok give me a minute. Was just day dreaming Mum."

I collected myself from my thoughts and headed out to the car and set off
on our journey to the church which was located in the next village. I
wasn't a choir boy for the church as the church was quite small, so the
school choir would head on over every few weeks to sing for the
congregation. I had discovered that as well as playing sports to get my
problems off my chest, singing helped this and I would just occasionally
belt out a song that I liked as loud as I could and it always made me feel
better. My favourite song at that time was by Eternal, I grew to like it
whilst on a trip with the school, most other people were into some cheesy
pop type stuff which I didn't really like that much. We eventually arrived
at the Church, I got out dressed in my white school polo shirt and trousers
and walked toward the entrance, I waved goodbye to my parents as they
headed back home. I turned and as I approached I noticed something
happening which had not happened before. I looked over at the other boys in
the choir standing and waiting to go inside, it was then that I felt a
weird tingling feeling in my groin area, there seemed to be one boy who was
making it worse, it was the football coaches' son, Ross. He looked just
beautiful, his black hair gelled up so it was spiked, his eyes a deep blue
and his skin looked just so... soft, I wanted to touch it and wanted
to... wait what am I thinking? This isn't right, is it? He turned away to
walk inside, my eyes wandered down to his butt it was a nice round shape, I
followed him staring as we walked down past the pews, his butt looked so
firm and tight like two bouncing globes it was just perfect! My eyes lost
sight as we took our positions to begin singing. Our school music teacher,
Mrs Carol told us previously what songs we were going to be singing so we
basically just went on her cue when to start, we generally sang most songs
together, I have been practising with Mrs Carol on some solo material that
she wanted to me to sing, but we both felt it wasn't really necessary to do
it when we both weren't 100% ready or sure on whether it would work or
not. As we were singing I kept looking over and taking a glance at Ross, my
god he was so cute! I wanted to do stuff with him now so bad! Maybe I could
ask if I could stay over at his house, perhaps try and come up with some
tactics for some football matches that were scheduled over the next
month. I was taking in every single detail of him, his hair, his blue eyes,
his cute little button nose and his teeth sparkling white, I just stood in
awe. It was at the point when he turned his head and looked into my eyes
that I had been caught, he simply just smiled at me and continued to look
straight forward, I realised that I had been gawping at him throughout
almost the whole of the first song, I tried to keep my composure but I was
now sweating with anticipation of asking him if I could stay with him
tonight, I couldn't wait!

The second song we were to sing was All Things Bright and Beautiful, it was
one of my favourite hymns to sing, although this time I could put the
message to something else which made it even greater to sing! It didn't
take long before we had finished and the church service was over, the
congregation thanked us once again for giving up our Sundays to come and
sing for them. As they made their way out slowly, with the Vicar talking to
each and every one of them, we stayed until they had all left before
heading out. I caught up with Ross, pulled him to one side and asked him if
I we could hang out for the rest of the day and perhaps I could stay the
night.

"Sure J, let me ask my Dad."

We headed outside as Ross lived literally next door to the church, he raced
over to his house and not 10 seconds later came out saying that I was
allowed to stay over and I was to phone my parents to check that it was
ok. I was elated that this was turning out how my I had planned it to, I
went inside and phoned my parents who informed that I was to be on my best
behaviour and if I was it would be ok for me to spend the night, they would
then bring my school uniform over for me later and I would just ride the
bus to school with Ross in the morning. Once I had been given my
instructions we rushed upstairs to Ross's bedroom and turned on the
Nintendo 64, I placed myself on the edge of his bed and he sat next to me
and we started to play Goldeneye. I couldn't really concentrate on the game
at all, I kept stealing glances at Ross and I had this strange nervous
feeling in my chest and it was causing me to sigh heavily. I had no idea
what I was going to say or do, so eventually after battling with my inner
self I plucked up the courage and decided to just ask him outright.

"Ross, you ever played with your willy?" I asked nervously

"What do you mean?"

"I mean you know make it hard and rub it so it feels good"

"No.. "

"Well if you rub it long enough it makes you feel really good, want me to
show you?"

I was now blushing, I hope he wouldn't tell anybody about this encounter we
were having, I wanted this to be our little secret.

"Err.. ok I suppose"

I lifted myself further back onto Ross's bed whilst doing so pulling my
school trousers off and my boxer shorts down to reveal my little cocklet.
Ross was now eyeing me up and down his eyes wide as he was taking in the
sight before him. I instructed him to do the same and lie down beside me,
he did so and that was then I first saw his little penis too. I told him to
stay pulling up and down on his penis and told him that it should get
harder after a bit. It didn't take long for me to get hard, I was sporting
an approx 3" uncut penis. I looked over at Ross and he was now hard too, he
was also about the same size as me as well, there was something a little
different though, he cock head was visible whereas mine is covered by skin.

"Ross why don't you...."

"James why do you..."

We both started talking at the same time, both enquiring about the same
features we had both noticed about each other.

"Why don't you have skin like me Ross?"

"I'm circumcised, my Dad is too and wanted me to be the same way"

"Oh, I'm guessing that's why I have this extra skin then?" whilst pulling
my foreskin down past the head and then quickly flicking it back up.

"Yea, my Dad says some people do it for religion, or just out of personal
preference."

I did find it a little strange why someone would want to get rid of their
foreskin, but I left it alone after all Ross probably didn't know the
reasoning behind why his Dad wanted him to be circumcised, and if he did,
it wasn't necessarily any of my business. I instructed Ross to hold his
penis between his thumb and his index finger and to move it up and down the
penis really fast, I told him to spit on his finger to make it wet so it
wasn't so sore when doing it. We both kept up pace of what we were doing
for what seemed like an eternity it felt really great and Ross agreed with
me. I asked him if he wanted to try something different.

"What else can we do?"

"I could put it in my mouth"

"Ewww that's gross, I pee out of this"

"Well I don't mind, here let me show you"

Ross was kind of hesitant in me even letting me touch his dick, never mind
letting me put it in my mouth. I turned around so I was leaning over his
body, gripped his dick in my hand and squeezed slightly, Ross let out a
gasp experiencing the first person other than himself to touch his penis, I
started to move my fingers up and down, I could feel the warmth of his dick
in my hand and could feel the veins on the underside of his 3" cock, I
moved in closer, I could now smell his aroma which made me shudder as my
heart began to race with the excitement of what I was about to do.

I stuck out my tongue and licked at the exposed head, I looked at Ross to
see if there was any reaction from him, his eyes were closed and a huge
smile was spread across his face. I returned to his cock and slowly licked
up and down it, onto his tiny balls and back up to the head. I engulfed the
entire shaft in my mouth and sucked on it whilst swirling my tongue around
his head. Ross's hands were now on the back of my head, slowly humping my
face as if he couldn't get enough of what I was doing to him, I worked on
him faster and faster, the pace of his humping increased, he was now
slightly moaning.  Ross then shot up in the air with an alarming look on
his face;

"J, I need to pee, get off!"

I ignored him and continued my efforts as looked up at his face as I felt
his penis begin to throb in my mouth, his eyes looked like they were about
to roll in his head.

"Oh shit, oh shit, J...."

All of a sudden he pushed me off and collapsed lying back down on his bed,
I immediately scooted up beside him to make sure he was ok, he was panting
heavily.

"Ross.. you ok?"

"J, what the hell did you do? That was amazing!"

Ross had a look of pure ecstasy on his face, he was smiling as I wiped his
brow of a slight sweat which had appeared. I'd never experienced it feeling
that good to me, I only got a slight tingling feeling but then again I had
never gone that far, when I needed to pee I would just run to the bathroom
and pee, I never thought of going past that point!

"I don't have a clue what just happened to you, I want to find out though!
Will you do me?"

"I don't know how to do what you just did though J"

"It's ok, just try and copy what I did"

"Ok"

I got up from the bed and stood with my back to it, I instructed Ross to
kneel down in front of me as my brother had. He slowly began to pull my
foreskin back and forth, I guess seeing a penis like this was a new
experience for him.

"So cool" he muttered.

He leaned in and licked at my erect cock, he pulled his head away to take
in the taste, it must not have been too bad as he then took the entire
thing in his mouth and starting working on my dick. A couple of times his
teeth gnawed on my dick giving me a slight pain.

"Watch the teeth, shape your mouth like you're sucking a lolly" I said

He did as I had instructed, he was looking up at me to get my approval, I
just nodded and he returned with a smile. I couldn't believe this was
happening, it didn't take long for me to get that tingly feeling again, it
felt like I wanted to pee but as with Ross, I withheld it and continued
on. All of a sudden a sore feeling started to come out of nowhere it felt
like it was getting sharper, sharper, sharper.....

"OH MY G......." I blurted the words unable to escape my mouth.

My knees buckled as I fell back onto Ross's bed, this new sensation making
me lose my balance and making my head feel all dizzy.

"Wow Ross, that was great! Now I know what it feels like"

"I quite enjoyed that" Ross informed.

"Me too, we should do this again"

"Maybe tonight...?"

My mind wandered for a second as I anticipated what was going to happen
later tonight, what else could we do that could make us feel this good?!

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Find out what else Ross & James get upto into the next instalment.
Apologies for this chapter been short, I just have been very busy and
started back at University since I finished Chapter 3.

Feel free to email me @ justanothergayboy@hotmail.co.uk with any ideas or
feedback which would be greatly appreciated. I want to thank Alan for his
support, special mention also for Zakkie <3 and Matt whom have been very
supportive and are my new online best friends J