Date: Mon, 27 Nov 2006 08:05:05 +0000
From: Tommy Evans <tommy199212@hotmail.com>
Subject: Uriel and Jon 15

So the two of us went down to lunch. When we sat on the table my dad was
watching TV and my mom was cooking. I grabbed two glasses and served juice
for me and Uriel. It was odd because Uriel and I hadn't really spent much
time together lately but we still felt so comfortable. As if no time had
passed by.
"So, what did you guys do last night?" my mom asked.
"Nothing really, just watched a movie and slept. Well talked too" I
answered.
"Uriel, hows your family?" my mom asked.
"Good" he answered.
"So, you don't have plans for today do you?" my mom asked.
"Yeah,...no" I answered.
"Okay, well, I was wondering if you could stay here today because we have
this guy coming to check something and we need someone home. The problem is
that we didn't write down exactly what time he was coming...so it could be
anytime" she said.
"Okay...well...I guess...but, we're going to get bored" I said.
"Dude, we'll be fine" Uriel jumped in.
"By the way, Jon's mom wants to know if he can stay the night tonight
because after she comes back from her sisters' house she's going to go to a
party and she doesn't have enough tickets for Jon to go."
"that's nice of her" I joked.
"Well, you know some parties only give so many tickets. Plus come on, you
think he'd want to go?" she said, and well yeah she was right.
"Well, yeah that's cool" I said.
"Uriel are you staying again tonight?" My dad asked.
"No, I don't think I can"
"O because I was thinking maybe we could go out to eat and watch the soccer
game since you and Jon are going to be here." my dad jumped in.
"Well, I don't know, I don't think my mom will let me sleep over two days in
a row" he said.
"Yeah, I know, I understand" he said as he started eating.
I guess we had a family lunch. It had been a while since the family sat down
to have any sort of food together and actually talk. Uriel is sort of part
of the family so that was cool too. We finished a little after 12:15 and
then Uriel and I walked downstairs to the TV room to watch anything. We
ended up just turning the TV off and talking.
"Aaron, can you please tell me the truth?" he asked.
"About what?" I asked.
"Jon"
"What about him?"
"Do you like him?"
"Well yeah, he's like my little brother, like you"
"No,  I mean, do you like him"
"Like, would I do stuff with him?"
"Yeah, would you?"
"Well, I don't know. Never thought about it"
"Come on, be honest"
"Uriel, whats the deal with you and Jon. I thought he didn't bother you"
"He doesn't. I think he's a cool kid. But if you ask me, he's too close to
you."
"Dude, he needs a big brother, he actually doesn't have one. He's the big
brother"
"Well, yeah, but dude, you treat him like if he was baby"
"Yeah, well I treat you the same way" I said. Just then he lied down and
placed his head on my thighs.
"Uriel, why can't we just be good friends?" I asked.
"I don't see why not" he answered me.
"Exactly, see, the problem is that I always feel this sexual tension when
I'm with you. Like if I was scared to have sex with you or something"
"Well, why are you scared? Am I too wild or something?"
"No, not at all, its just...I don't want to get into that again"
"But, you say it like it's a really bad thing, its just natural human
behavior you know"
"Yeah, I know Uriel, but think about it this way. What happened when we did
do that? You and I stopped being friends, we hated each other, bunch of
problems came up"
"Aaron, I understand. You're totally right"
I was shocked, he had never let me be right, let alone TOTALLY right. I
looked at him. I didn't know if he meant that.
"Yeah,  I meant that" he added.
"Okay, well there's a first time for everything I guess" I said.
"Dude, so what do you do for fun around here?" he asked.
"Well, there's a couple of things I do. I watch TV, work out, play games, go
online, swim, talk to a friend, it's a really long list"
"Isn't it funny  how that list sounds long right now, but when you're
actually bored and have nothing to do, you find no one!"
"Yeah, actually its not funny, its totally unfair, we shouldn't have to go
through that" I joked.
"Well, you have me for now, but well when tomorrow comes, I won't be here,
I'll be...at home being bored"
"Yeah, and I'll be here bored"
"No you wont, you'll be with Jon, cuz he's sleeping over today isn't he?"
"O yeah"
"What do you mean o yeah, aren't you happy?"
"Well, he's been acting really weird lately, he's not the same kid I met at
first. He's just, really abnormal. He even talks differently."
"Maybe, it's that Oscar kid" Uriel jumped in.
"No, actually I'm friends with Oscar, and it's not him. Oscar is actually
pretty cool"
"Yeah, right, he's probably using you and when he's done using you, he's
going to throw you away, just like Jon...Aaron get a grip. Don't let these
kids use you"
"Some times I think you're right" I agreed.
"Yeah, well I think I'm right. I mean don't get me wrong, Jon seems like an
okay kid. But really come on, he's only a kid, he will move on with his life
and sadly, he'll leave you behind"
"How come you didn't' do that?" I asked.
"Because, I am a true friend"
"Yeah, you're right."
"Well, don't get all bummed out. Let's go have some fun" he said.
"Yeah, but what do we do?" I asked.
"Let's play a video game" he answered.
"Okay, sounds like a plan, what about that X-men game we used to play a lot"
"Hell yeah, I love that game. Maybe we can actually beat it this time!"
"Hell yeah! Lets go" I said as we went downstairs to the game room.
It was cool because we used to play this game for hours and hours, sometimes
without getting any sleep. We started over again, from the beginning just so
that we could get used to it again. It was awesome because as we kept
playing we kept talking and just, getting back in touch. We were friends,
that's it, just 2 guys playing a video game. It was cool. We didn't even
think about anything bad at that time, we were just happy to be playing our
favorite video game.
We kept playing until the doorbell rang. It was the guy my parents were
looking for, he was just going to check the pool and then something to do
with the heater.  So I let him do his thing while I went back downstairs to
play with Uriel. Everything went completely smooth until my door bell rang
again. Uriel went upstairs with me to open the door. It was Oscar. When
Uriel saw this he sat by the stairs.
"What's up" I said to oscar.
"Not much, hey, are you busy?" he asked.
"Um...I don't know. I have a friend over, but like, I'm not that busy, why?"



"O because, something happened"
"What happened?" I asked.
"Well, its sort of bad"
"What is it Oscar?"
"It's Jon"
"What about him?"
"Well, his friend, I don't know his name yet, well he took Jon somewhere, I
don't know where. Well, Jon hasn't come back and his mom thinks he's at my
house because he told her he was going to with me, but he's not. His mom
keeps calling me, but I don't know where Jon is"
"He left my house because according to him he had to go with his mom
somewhere and then his mom told my mom if he could stay because she was
going to a party. This doesn't make sense"
"Yeah, well his mom let him stay and not go where ever she was going because
he was going to end up staying with you anyway"
"Okay, so you can't find him, have you called his cell?"
"Yeah, he won't answer"
"Well, I'll call him right now, just tell his mom the truth"
"Well, I don't want to get  him in trouble"
"Oscar, I know, but he should have told you, now you have no other choice
but to tell his mom"
"Okay, so, call him, maybe he'll answer you"
"Okay, well come in" I said.
He came in, Uriel just nodded his head and walked up to my room. I didn't
even worry about him for that minute, I was too worried about Jon. To the
point where I was starting to tremble. I grabbed my phone and dialed his
number. He didn't pick up the first time. I sat there, on my stairs,
thinking.
"Oscar, this friend of his, who is it? Do you know him?"
"He's, a jerk. At least I think so. Lives near here, he's like, Jon's
baseball team's trainer or something. He's 17, he's like supposed to be
cool"
"O, well, Jon has not told me anything about him"
"Yeah, he told me once, but then, he got all pissed remember. I think he's
changing because of this dude"
"Why, they hang out that much?" I didn't know anything about this guy. It
was starting to really piss me off.
"Well, at practices and I guess now they hang out of practice"
Just then my phone rang and it was Jon, I told Oscar to be quiet.
"Hey, where are you, I've been trying to call you" I asked.
"O I'm at Oscar's, we were playing a game" he answered.
"Really, that's cool, what game?"  I was pissed.
"San Andreas" he answered.
"Where's Oscar, weren't you mad at him?"
"Yeah  I was, I'm not anymore, he's downstairs"
"really that's cool, what time you getting home?" I asked.
"I don't know, I guess I'm sleeping over at your house"
"Yeah, your mom told my mom"
"Yeah, that's cool" he answered.
"But you know what I don't get?" I asked.
"What?"
"Why is Oscar with me too?"
"What do you mean?"
"Oscar is right here next to me"
"O..."
"No...don't say o...where are you?"
"With a friend"
"Why did you lie to me?"
"I...Aaron, look"
"Jon, I don't care where you are, I want you to go home right now, your mom
is looking for you and Oscar is not going to lie to her"
"Aaron, whats your deal, you're not my dad"
"Well, I thought I was your best friend, but you know what, whatever. I'll
see you tonight I guess"
"maybe you wont"
"I guess I wont then"
He hung up. I was so fucking pissed like I had never been.
I turned to look at Oscar.
"Dude, he's messed up, I don't know where he's at and he gave me attitude,
just tell his mom the truth, have him deal with it."
"Okay, well I gotta go, my mom said she'd wait for me so we could eat. I'll
call you later" he said.
"yeah, don't worry, if Jon gets in trouble that's his fault"
"yeah, I know. I'll see you later dude" I said.
He walked out and I was so fucking mad I had totally forgotten about Uriel.
He walked down the stairs.
"So, whats wrong?" he asked.
"Jon, lied to his mom, said he was going with Oscar, but he's with some guy
somewhere. And then when I called him he lied to me too"
"Aaron, he's a kid, he's going to lie to people."
"Yeah, but why to me? I'm supposed to be his best friend. He's up to no
good"
"What could he be doing...having sex with the guy? I doubt it"
He didn't know how much that sentence hurt me at that moment. If he was
having sex with that guy I would go fucking mad. I love Jon so much that if
I found out some other dude was doing stuff to him I'd kill that guy.
"Aaron, don't worry, I'm sure he'll tell you where he went tonight when he
sleeps over"
"no, I don't think he is going to come.  He was pretty mad, he hung up on
me, didn't even say bye"
"Aaron, like I said, stop worrying. I know you care about him, but you can't
always make decisions for him. If he decides to fuck up, that's his problem"
Uriel was right, but it still hurt. I couldn't believe some other guy was in
Jon's life without me knowing. Like...how is that possible!
"Aaron, snap out of it! Jon is not your boyfriend!...is he?"
"Uriel, of course not. He's my brother, that's why I'm worried"
"THen, don't worry, come here, look what I found on the computer" he said as
he pulled my arm.
We went up to my room, but still Jon was still in my mind and my anger was
only building up little by little. I was next to Uriel in front of the
computer screen and he was showing me this cool video and then he showed me
some soccer stuff he wanted. I kept saying yeah...and stuff...but I wasn't
really paying attention to him. He looked at me, I was a few inches away
from him. I was totally in my own world. I saw him come closer to me, closer
,and  finally his  lips touched mine. He kissed me softly. I was, caught by
surprise. He looked at me.
"AAron, what's wrong with you?" he asked.
"I wish I knew" I said. I was so hurt. I was honestly hurting because Jon
had lied to me.
"Aaron, Jon is going to grow up, he has other friends, you can't let ONE
person make you sad"
"Yeah, but, still. You have no idea how much he means to me"
"I think I do, if you care for him even a half of what you care about me,
then yeah, I know he means a lot."
"Uriel, you are so, awesome. I don't know what I would do without you"
"I dunno, sit in a little corner and cry your eyes out, maybe"
"Uriel, why do you keep kissing me?"
"I wish I knew Aaron, I wish I knew"
"Uriel, a couple of months ago, I would have never imagined you and I
kissing. Now, I'm worried because I don't want to do more"
"Aaron, don't sweat it dude. Some things are just better left, like they
are. We already tried it, and it didn't work. Now lets just try, being the
best of friends. And well, look, if Jon doesn't realize that you really care
about him and he keeps treating you like this then he obviously doesn't
deserve a friend like you. You are too awesome"
"Uriel, you are honestly the best thing that ever happened to me. Lets never
get mad at each other again"
"Okay, sounds like a plan"
So I tried forgetting about Jon and well, I didn't do a very good job of it
because I still kept looking at my phone. I was wishing it would ring so
bad. Uriel and I just looked at funny stuff online and learned new jokes and
we honestly had a good time, its just, Jon was still in the back of my head.
At around 3pm Uriel's mom rang the doorbell and she said that Uriel needed
to go with her to a family get together. Uriel wasn't too happy and well
neither was I because we were  having a good time just hanging out. He said
bye to me and that maybe we could do this again next weekend and I said yeah
anytime.
When he left I got that feeling of being lonely. I was totally alone in the
house and the whole thought of Jon being with another guy completely worried
me.
I sat down in my room just watching TV and honestly I was not even paying
attention, the thought about Jon just being with another guy made me feel
like just freaking running out there and finding him no matter what. But I
knew nothing about this kid. He could be anywhere. I started playing my
soccer game hoping that it would help me a little. Then I called a friend
and I talked to her for about an hour. I finally realized that my best bet
was to just realize he was not coming that night. I decided to go workout. I
put on my running shoes and headed down to the workout area. I put loud
music and I unplugged from the rest of the world. I also started doing
weightlifting and well mostly dumbbells, but anywho, I was into my 2nd mile
and well about the 25th song on my iPod when out of nowhere I see Jon walk
into the room. Part of me felt so much better and relieved and another part
of me felt humiliated and then I felt really angry. I continued my workout
until he finally came over to my boom box, turned off my iPod and turned to
look at me.
"You're mad right?" he asked.
"Um...no, I'm very happy" I answered.
"you know, I don't have to sleep over"
"Well, no one is forcing you to"
"I could just go to Oscars"
"Yeah, you could"
"Aaron, what the fuck is your problem"
"I should be asking you that question. Not you asking me"
"Aaron, who I'm with, where I'm at, its my problem. You shouldn't be mad
about that"
"Jon, just listen to you talking. What matters to me is that, you lied to
your mom and you lied to me. And what for? To be with some stupid guy!"
"What are you jealous?"
"No, you know what, I'm not. I'm just a little hurt, but its okay. At least
no I know that I'm nothing more than a toy"
"What! You're crazy Aaron! What are you talking about!"
"Jon, look, you have to sleep over because your mom is going to look for you
here and you know it. Lets just get through the night okay"
"Okay, I'll be in your room"
"Okay"  I answered.
So I continued with my workout and as soon as I finished I went up to my
room. He was lying on my couch watching TV. He glanced over at me but didn't
really talk to me. I was so mad because the boy I used to know was changing
so much. I was beginning to really believe that this guy is really changing
Jon. I grabbed my clothes and walked into my bathroom and took a quick
shower. When I came out of the room I heard Jon talking to someone and well,
it didn't take much to realize he was talking to that guy. He said something
about hanging with him tomorrow and stuff. Just as I walked to my bed Jon
walked to me.
"Aaron, can I take a shower. I feel dirty" he asked.
"Um..sure. You know where you're clothes are at" I answered.
"Okay, cool" he said. He walked into the bathroom.
Just then I walked outside to my car to grab something. I saw this truck
pull up to my driveway. Some guy rolled the window down, I think he was
lost. He was a teenager.
"Hey, is Jon around?" he asked. This was the final blow to me. This guy was
FAT as hell! Tall, pale skin, just...scary looking guy.
"Um, no, he's sleeping." I answered.
"Well, he should be here I just talked to him"
"Like I said, he's sleeping" I repeated myself.
"Who are you and why are you lying to me?" he asked.
"I'm his brother" I answered.
"He doesn't have older brothers"
"Well, you know what, it's late. He's supposed to be in bed, can you just go
away and I'll tell him you came by"
"Well it's important, he forgot something in my car"
"Well I'll give it to him"
"it's private"
"Its okay I'm trustable"
"Um...I'd rather give it to him myself"
"Look man. I'm just watching Jon, I'm his big brother even if I'm not really
related to him. And today, he lied in order to hang out with you. You're not
really on my favorites list. So, do me a favor and never come looking for
Jon HERE."
"Geez, you know Jon can have other friends."
"Yeah, but not friends who encourage him to lie, now leave!" I said as I
walked away from him.
I walked into my house and I saw him drive away. I lied on my bed for a few
minutes until Jon came out of the bathroom.
"Your new friend came looking for you" I said.
"Really?" he asked very happy. This honestly killed me.
"Yeah, but I told him to leave. Its late and this is not even your house so
why come looking for you here"
"Um...ok, I guess" he answered.
"Jon, I don't like him"
"Well, he doesn't like you"
"whatever dude, you have the freedom to pick your friends. But I just say
this, you lie again to hang out with this jack ass and I will not keep your
lie"
"you didn't keep my lie anyway!"
"Jon, just tell me this, why him?"
"what do you mean?"
"Why did you have to lie in order to hang with him all day? Why are you
letting him come between us?"
"He's coming between us. You are just acting stupid"
"What! See this is what I hate! He's changing you"
"Well deal with it man!" Jon said as he walked to the couch and sat.
"That's all you can say? Deal with it?"
"Aaron, just, leave me alone, I'm sick of you trying to control me!"
"WHAT! Is that what he is telling you? That I'm just controlling you?"
"HIS name is Danny!"
"Okay, well DANNY is brainwashing you!"
"Why do you say that?"
"Jon, look at me. Is there anyone in this world that can love you like I
do?"
"I don't know."
"Is there!"
"I said I don't know! Now get off my case and leave me alone." Jon said as
he lied down on the couch. I hated this moment. This was something that I
never expected, not from him. I lied back on my bed getting angry and sad
and my emotions were mixing. I had  not clue what I was going to do. Did
this mean that Jon was through with me? That maybe he found someone to
replace me? Again? I mean this time it feels ten times worse then what it
felt like when Oscar came long. Who would have thought that now, Oscar and I
were becoming really good friends.
I lied there, not knowing what to do with myself. It was the first time in
my life Jon and I were in the same room and yet we were so far apart. It was
honestly ripping me apart in the inside. I thought about all the good times
we had, the smiles, the laughter, the hugs, the kisses, the times we just
held each other, and the first time he came into my life. It was making my
eyes water and I wanted to say something, I wanted to let him know that no
one could love him like I do. But I was so mad that my throat just locked.
Just then Oscar texted me. We talked through text messages.
-Aaron did Jon go to ur crib?- he asked.
-yeah but we got in2 a fite- I answered.
-Bummer what about-
-stupid danny-
-am sorry aaron. I will call u  tom we can talk. But now I g2g to bed. Good
nite-
-good nite oscar-
Jon wasn't saying a word. Just lying on the couch watching TV. He could have
falling asleep, but I couldn't tell. I knew that he probably would not want
to sleep with me. I simply lied in my bed, and hours passed by. Eventually I
heard Jon snoring and I realized he had fallen asleep. I turned off the TV
and grabbed a cover from my closet. I put it on him and he made himself
comfortable. A tear ran down my face and fell on his. He twitched a little,
but then went back to sleep. I couldn't take it anymore, I lied in my bed
and cried myself to sleep.
The next morning when I woke up I found Jon still sleeping. I simply lied
there. As I waited in my bed for him to wake up, his cell phone rang. He
woke up and he just said okay. He got up, looked at me and then, looked at
his cell phone again.
"I got to go to church." he said.
"Ok, bye" was all I said. He got up, walked out of the room but not before
looking back at me. I didn't let him break me. I just waved bye and lied
back down. He walked away.
As soon as he closed the door, I started to cry. I knew this was good bye
for a while. Although we had not really said anything, I knew that the
minute he defended Danny he had made his decision on who to be friends with.
After a while I got up and cleaned up my room. I went downstairs and had
lunch with my parents and then they left to the store. I sat in my family
room staring at the TV, not even watching it, just staring. Then, my
doorbell rang. I slowly got up. I knew it was not Jon, not possible for him
to be back yet. I opened the door, it was Oscar.
"Hey" he said.
"Whats up" I said sadly.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I guess, Jon found a replacement for me"
"o my god. Let him, he's stupid"
"I know, but it still makes me mad"
"Dude, he will see he was wrong"
"Well, want to sit down?" I asked as I walked to my couch. He followed me
and sat right next to me.
"Aaron, don't feel like shit. Its not worth it."
"How you know?"
"Cuz you got more friends. You got me now"
"yeah, I know. But you're oscar, he's jon"
"he's also stupid"
"I guess"
"Yeah, and remember, he's been changing ever since a long time. Its not just
now"
"I know Oscar, its just, unfair. Very unfair how someone can just come out
of nowhere and change someone's life"
"Aaron, no matter what, he'll never be better than you"
"Aww, Oscar you're so sweet"
"Yeah, thanks I can be when I try"
"So anyway, is he mad at you too?"
"Yeah, I guess. He called me and told me thanks for telling on him"
"And then what you answer?"
"I said, anytime. Then he answered me and called me a bitch"
"Man, I hate this Danny kid. I wish he never was born. He can't come and
take our friend like this"
"Aaron, its not all his fault. Jon wants to be with him"
"Yeah, I guess"
"Aaron, why don't you just forget it. You and me can still have fun"
"yeah, I guess"
Just then I lied back on the couch and turned on the DVD, a movie started
playing. He lied back with me and literally put his head under my arm and I
held him. We just sat there with each other watching the movie. No one said
anything, just sat in silence as we watched the movie. Little by little we
started to get sleepy and I felt him fall asleep in my arms I guess. I fell
asleep soon too. I woke up half an hour later and he was still asleep. I
tapped his head. He slowly opened his eyes.
"What?" he asked.
"lets go to my bed"  said.
"Ooo...why" he asked.
"never mind just stay still" I said as I picked him up and carried him. I
walked up the stairs slowly because he was a bit heavy. Then I put him down
on my bed where he made himself comfortable. I closed the door and got on
the bed.  I lied down and he moved closer to me. I put my arm around his
stomach and he turned away from me. Then he moved back closer and I got the
idea. I turned to face him and we were spooning. I didn't know if this meant
anything or what but we only slept like this. I held him and he held my arm
as I held him. It was so warm and relaxing. We slept for another good hour.
We must have been real tired. When we woke up we were hungry and it was
around 5pm.
"Oscar, did you sleep comfortable?" I asked.
"Yeah, you?"
"Yup"
"Feel better?"
"A little" I answered.
"Good" he said.
"So, what we going to do now? Just lay like this?"
"I guess. Unless you want to go eat somewhere"
"Hey, not a bad idea. What do you want to eat?" I asked.
"Whatever you want to eat. I'm up for anything. You tell me what and I'll go
with you and eat it" he joked.
"Okay, sounds good to me. How about some real nice place so that we can
waste time?" I asked.
"I dunno, I guess. It's up to you"
"Do you like Italian food?"
"Um, never had it" he answered.
"Okay then, gut your lazy ass up and lets go get ready"
"Well, maybe if you let go of me I can move"
"O sorry" I said, I guess I was blushing a little.
"Aaron..." he started to say.
"Yeah" I answered.
"NO nothing, never mind" he said looking a bit confused.
I didn't pay much attention to this because it could have been anything. As
I got up to go to my bathroom I looked out the window and out of nowhere my
eyes turned to see Jon's room. I couldn't help it, I missed him so much.
Even though we hadn't really fought or broke up or anything, but I knew it.
I knew it was over. My eyes started to get watery again. Just then I felt
Oscar tapping my back.
"Will you just let him" he said.
"I know, its just, he's like my little brother. I can't believe it, he chose
him over me"
"Aaron, if he doesn't see what I see then he's stupid. I would have never
left you for another person."
"If only he was like you" I said.
"Well, that's not possible. Can we get ready now?" he asked.
"Yeah, sure lets go" I said as I walked to my bathroom. I washed my face
real quick, got my hair wet and threw some gel in it. He did the same. Then
I walked over to my closet and changed into something comfortable. I didn't
want to change into anything fancy or nothing, just something comfortable. I
looked over at Oscar and saw that he was wearing a yellow t-shirt so I did
the same. He just looked at me when I walked out of the closet. I shrugged
my shoulders.
"Ready?" I asked.
"Yeah" he answered as he got up from my couch. We walked down my stairs and
into the garage. We jumped into my car. As soon as I jumped into my car I
remembered when Jon and I would just go for drives and go places. I just
couldn't take him out of my mind. Little by little I was realizing that I
did love Jon indeed. I loved him more than I ever intended to love him. I
mean just a couple of months ago Uriel was the and only person in my heart.
I remember always thinking about him. In fact I remember comparing Jon to
him and telling myself Jon was just not as good as Uriel, and look at me
now.
"Aaron, are you going to talk or just stare at the road the whole time?"
Oscar asked.
"o sorry. Just trying to remember how to get to the restaurant"
"Aaron, damn, what is it with you? Did you like love Jon or something?"
"Yeah"
"WHAT!" he asked surprised.
"As a friend and brother. He means the world to me"
"But he doesn't think the same of you"
"I know, that's why it hurts"
"Aaron, do I have to smack you to make you forget this thing?" he asked.
"Yeah, will you please?"
"Yeah" he said as he smacked my leg.
"Can you go lower and more to the left?" I asked.
"Um...maybe" he smiled.
"Sweet!" I joked.
"Nah, maybe later" he said.
"You killed the moment. I was totally forgetting about Jon" I said smiling.
"Aaron, no, its not like me smacking your dick is going make you forget him"
"I didn't say you had to smack my dick. You just have a dirty mind"
"Aaron what else could I smack more to the left of your leg and lower?"
"I don't know. But I never said my dick"
"Aaron, you're so sick" he laughed.
"yeah, I know. But you still love me right?" I asked.
"Yeah, I guess I do" he answered.
Well, we went to Olive Garden. We actually had a blast. Even though it was a
little odd walking in, just the two of us, to a casual restaurant. But
still, it was fun. We enjoyed the extra attention. We talked about
everything and he tried to avoid anything that had to do with Jon which was
very thoughtful of him. When we finished everything and were heading back
home his mom called. I guess it was a little past 8. I hurried up and drove
a little faster.
"Aaron, park at your house and lets walk to my house. We got to some how
work out because we ate a lot."
"Okay we can do that" I answered.
So as I parked my car in the driveway I swore I saw Danny's truck drive
behind us. I ignored because I could have easily imagined it. We started to
walk around my house and we were crossing my back yard when I saw Jon and
Danny playing catch. I instantly became angry and Oscar knew it. He simply
continued the conversation about I don't even know what. He started walking
faster and I just about had it. I mean what the hell! I was not going to be
replaced just like that. Who did Danny think he was messing with. When we
got to Oscars house he invited me to his room. His mom said to make sure he
did his homework and then she waved hi to me. As we walked up the stairs I
noticed Oscar had a real nice ass. Almost like Jon's. Either way, I tried
ignoring that and kept walking. I was just waiting to walk back home so I
could say something or do something. Anything, I just wanted to get rid of
Danny. I didn't want him around MY BABY! My JON! Oscar walked to his bed,
signaled me to close his door and then pulled out his backpack.
"Why don't you help me with my homework?" he asked.
"Isn't it late for me to stick around?" I asked.
"No, my mom knows its cool that you're helping with homework. Its only 8 or
something"
"Oscar, you have homework over the weekend?" I asked.
"Yeah, doesn't it suck?"
"Yup" I answered. I was just trying to get out of there.
"Aaron, drop it. If Jon has a good time with him what can we do? Its not
like you can go up to him and tell him to stop talking to him"
"Yeah? Wanna bet?" I asked.
"Aaron, what the heck is wrong with you. You have other friends. You have
me, you have your friend Luis, you have Uriel"
"Yeah, I know" I was surprised he knew all those names. I mean, I knew he
probably heard of them, but how did he pull them out of his head just like
that?
"Aaron, realize that not everything stays the same. Things change"
"I know Oscar, I just wish this didn't change. I mean we were so good for so
long, and then out of the nowhere comes this guy"
"Aaron I told you weeks ago that Jon was acting weird. Now we know why"
"Ok, lets work on your homework" I said as I lied on his bed next to him.
He moved a little closer to me and little by little I got to see that Oscar
was not afraid of body contact. I mean, sometimes I would lie on my side and
he would be in full contact with my dick on his side. He made no comment
about it or nothing and kept doing his homework. I pretty much just sat
there and made sure he had the right answer. It didn't take us long to
finish and when we did finish, he simply put his pencil down and turned to
look at me.
"Aaron, promise me that you won't go out there and start something"
"Dude, why would I do something like that?" I asked.
"I don't know. You look very mad about it"
"I'm not, I'm just focusing on your homework"
"Well I'm done with it"
"O...okay. I'm just focusing on keeping you warm" I said as I held him.
"Um...okay. Anyway, tomorrow, is it cool if I ride with you to practice?"
"Yeah, sure" I said.
Just then we heard his mom telling him it was time for a shower and then
bed. I knew that was the cue that I had to go home. I got up and so did he.
He walked with me to the door, and then he turned to look at me.
"thanks for the help" he said.
"No problem. Thanks for being there for me" I answered.
"No problem. Good night. I'll call you in a bit"  he said.
"Okay I'll be waiting" I said as I walked down the stairs. When we reached
the door we did our handshake and then I started my walk back home. I walked
really fast. I was hoping to still find them out there. Maybe I could hear
what they were talking about. I saw Danny sitting on the grass and I saw Jon
coming with 2 drinks. He saw me and looked right at me. I looked at with the
most mean eyes I could ever look at someone with. I wanted to walk over
there and beat the shit out of him. I wanted him out of my life. I just
wanted to take Jon back and hold him to me and tell him how much I love him.
Just then Jon walked over to Danny and sat right next to him. Danny placed
his arm around Jon's shoulders and held him close to him. Then he looked up
and saw me walk by. I guess he knew how much he was hurting me because he
shrugged his shoulders and then played with Jon's hair. I turned around and
walked into my house. My parents were sitting at the table eating.
"Hey, where were you?" they asked.
"With my friend Oscar" I answered.
"o okay, are you hungry?" they asked.
"no, I'm not sorry. I think I'm going to head to bed" I answered.
"Are you okay?" my mom asked.
"Yeah, I think I'm just a little tired"
"Okay, well good night. See you tomorrow" they both said.
I walked up to my room and looked out the window. I guess Danny was leaving
and he gave Jon a hug. Jon didn't really seem too happy but at the same time
he didn't seem mad. He just waved bye to him and as soon as he walked away
he looked over to my house. I knew he was looking at  my room. But since I
had the lights off he couldn't see much. I saw that he stared at my room,
sort of like thinking about something. I saw him start heading towards my
house and he seemed to be really thinking about something but then I saw him
pull his cell phone out of his pocket and he answered. Then he just walked
back into his house and I realized it was probably Danny. I lied in my bed
for a while. Thinking about how much it would suck from now on. I mean sure
I had Oscar to with but well, I knew he was not like Jon. No more hugs, no
more kisses and definitely no more sex. I was so sad at the fact that I had
lost Jon to a dumbass. I mean what does he have!
Just then my phone rang. It was oscar.
"Whats up Aaron" he said.
"Not much. Just chilling"
"Good, good, I didn't hear any cops so that means you didn't do anything to
Danny" He joked.
"No, I figured I'm going to be the grown man and just let the situation go"
"Good, I'm happy for you." he said.
"Hey, so how are we going to school tomorrow? I'm guessing you're not taking
Jon to school are you?" he asked.
"You know what? I don't know. I guess not" I said.
"That's weird. O wait, hold up he just sent me a text"
"Okay, I'll be here waiting" I said.
"Wait I have an idea. I'll call him and talk to him while you listen. Put
mute on your phone" he said.
"Okay..." I said. He dialed and then told me to be quiet.
"Hey dude" Oscar said.
"Hey whats up" Jon answered. He seemed okay.
"About the text, I don't know. I guess not. Since you're not talking to him"
"O, I knew it. Is he really mad at me?" Jon asked.
"No, he mad at the situation."
"Well its not my fault. Danny's nicer"
"I don't think so. You just mad and want to get back at Aaron"
"No I'm not! Besides it doesn't matter. He wasn't mad because he was too
busy being with you"
"Jon, that's not right. Because who else would he be with? You were too busy
with that fat ass"
"Hey! Don't say shit like that"
"it's the truth"
"Well, I don't know. I mean I was mad at him but not that mad. And now I
feel like he's totally mad at me"
"JOn  how would you feel if one of your friends did what you did to him?
Happy?"
"NO, but I wouldn't be acting like he is"
"You messed it up when you lied to him!"
"Yeah, well if you wouldn't have told on me'
"No, I told because I was worried. But I guess all you're worried about is
money!"
"I'm not a money digger" Jon fought back.
"NO? then why hang with that dude? What can he give you that Aaron and I
can't give you? We've been your friends for a longer time"
"He just helps me with baseball!"
"Jon, then why would he hang with you so much? You need that much help with
baseball?"
"No, he's a nice person."
"So then drop it. If he's so nice, then just let aaron be mad and let him be
happy. If you don't need him anymore then leave things and be happy with
danny"
"What! I never said I wanted to leave Aaron"
"Well it looks like you do"
"You just want Aaron all for yourself!"
"JON! Listen! Aaron is my friend. I don't pull the shit you pull. I don't
lie to him and I don't choose other people over him. Because when you find a
real friend you stick with that person and you don't backstab them. You just
too immature to realize that. I got to go now"
"Oscar all I'm saying is that if you try to take Aaron away from me I'll be
pissed. And I'll do something"
"Jon, don't be stupid. I don't even have to try. You losing him on your own.
I gotta go. Bye" Oscar clicked on him.
"Well, umm... that was a very interesting conversation" I said.
"Yeah, well it just shows you how stupid he is. He was just saying things
that didn't make sense." Oscar said.
"Yeah. Too bad, I really care about him. He ruined it for himself. But what
ever. I guess things just were meant to be this way. So I'll see you
tomorrow huh?" I asked.
"Yeah, same time same place right?" he asked.
"yeah, 7 on the dot and in my kitchen" I said.
"Good night and sleep tight" oscar said.
"You too" I said as I clicked. I went to my bathroom and took a quick shower
and then jumped into my pajamas. I walked over to my bed and before I jumped
in I looked towards Jon's room. Sadness took over my whole body. How could
this all have happened within a few hours? How could I have lost the love of
my life just like that? But I guess the world keeps rotating and well, I'll
hopefully meet someone else.
The next morning my alarm went off and I went through my usual routine. It
took me a good half hour to be all ready. I sat on my bed for a little while
just to think about how my week would be. I mean I had soccer practice and
then I had games so I could keep occupied, but I still came home like at 6
or 7 and there were still time to be sad. Just then I saw Jon looking out
his window. I knew he was looking towards my room and then I saw Oscar
walking through my yard. I ran downstairs and opened the kitchen door for
him.
"Good morning" I said.
"Yeah, I don't call it good but yeah whatever" he joked.
"Funny. All your homework done?" I asked.
"Yeah, so how'd you sleep?"
"Lonely"
"Damn, I should have been there huh?"
"Yeah, but I also felt horny so... you probably were safer at your house"
"Hmm... I don't know" he joked.
We had our usual breakfast that consisted of  cereal and orange juice. It
wasn't that bad. I mean I could cook something but I didn't feel like going
through the hassle of cleaning after myself. Either way we didn't really
talk about Jon which I knew it was his plan anyway. I knew the last thing he
wanted to do was bring up the subject. He mainly talked about soccer. He was
really into it now and well since he knows I love soccer he tends to try to
talk about it 24/7. It doesn't bother me in any way shape or form so its
cool. I mainly sat and listened to him talk about his plans for his soccer
career. Either way all I could think about was the fact that I was loosing
Jon little by little but I was gaining what seemed to be a great friend.
Oscar was proving to me that it doesn't really matter how long you've been
friends with someone. All it matters is how much you care about the person
and how much they care about you back. So far, I could say he has really
proven to me that our friendship is unconditional. He doesn't care that I
have other friends like Uriel, Luis, and well even Jon. Even if he knows Jon
is hurting me at the moment he still knows I care about him and won't forget
him easily.
"What the hell Aaron!" he said.
"What I'm listening"
"No you're not!"
"I'm just...admiring you" I said softly.
"What, why?"
"No, its just...you totally like soccer now. that's so cool."
"Yeah, so I've always liked it"
"But not this much"
"The point is AARON you just sit there! Can you at least say something"
"Something" I joked.
"Funny" he said as he gave me a mean look.
"O come on don't be mad at me." I said with a puppy face.
"Whatever. I think we should go its getting late" he said.
We headed towards my car and as I he walked in front of me I kept looking at
his ass. He did not have a bad little behind at all. I think I could manage
doing that little ass nice and slow. As we drove away I saw Jon walking
towards his bus top and he instantly looked at me. I saw that he was a
little ticked at the fact that we had not even bothered to wave or anything.
But why would I wave knowing that the last time we saw each other he made it
pretty clear that Danny was his best friend now. Not that he can't have 2
best friends, its just that I know that type of friend Danny must be.
Because no friend, no matter how close he is, touches his other friend the
way I saw Danny caress Jon. We didn't even talk about the fact that we saw
Jon. It was just an unspoken fact. He knew it, and I knew it but neither of
us talked about it. I guess it was the best thing to do. We talked about
simple stuff on the way to school. Plans for the weekend even if the week
had just started.
When I dropped him off at school we did our handshake and he said to wait
for him after school in the parking lot because he was going to be a few
minutes late because of a meeting. I told him I'd be there. I mean what else
did I have to do? We have like an hour before we go to soccer practice so at
least I could kill time with Oscar.
School for me pretty much sucked. I was getting tired of the same routine
day after day. But o well, at least it was something that I knew never
changed and I knew exactly what I was doing. So far I had no homework and I
had one last class. I had pretty much lost most of my popularity because of
Nikki, but I really could care less. I had a few friends in school and I
knew I could talk to them no matter what. They were my friends before I
became known and they were my friends through it and after it. For a while I
have to say I did get involved in the whole school scene thing and with
being a jock and all.  Anyway, on my way to my last class I stopped by my
locker. Something I rarely do since the only thing I carry now is my
notebook. I found a note that seemed to be very wrinkled. I opened it up. It
seemed to be a guys writing. It was very sloppy. It read:
				Aaron. I didn't know we went to the same school. But I found you. All I
wanted to tell you is that whatever you have against me because I'm friends
with Jon is dumb. It is not my fault that he likes me better as  a brother.
Obviously I'm a better friend and brother than you. So take a hint and just
get out of his life. Don't even try to find me. I'm a no one in this place
and no one will know who I am. Good luck at soccer practice.


I was furious when I found this note. I mean I had not even bothered Danny.
All I said was not to look for him at my  house. How bad is that? But just
telling me that he was better than me? What the fuck did he think? I knew
for a fact that one could care about Jon more than me. I would give my life
for Jon. No one tells me that they care about Jon more than I do. I knew I
had to do something about this. Danny had just ruined his life. If he was a
nobody before this, he's really going to be a no body after I get through
with him. I was so mad and so eager to hurt Danny that I almost forgot I was
still in school and that I had one more class to get through. I started to
run down the stairs and towards my class. I almost got caught by a teacher
but I just kept going and I guess he ignored me. I got to the class room and
the bell just rung. I made it just in time. I went to my chair and Josh came
and sat next to me. I was used to him sitting next to me and well sometimes
I almost forget what happened that day during the movie. Anyway, our teacher
started talking about our vocal chords and how people use them in different
ways. Although it was Fine Arts class our teacher always focused on singing
rather than acting, playing an instrument, and stuff like that.
Just then Josh took out his notebook and wrote something. He handed the book
to me.
-hey ready for practice 2day?- he wrote.
-yeah I guess. U actually stickin 2 it?- I wrote back.
-yup. I know you're makin it to da final team. But I know I will if I try-
-just keep trying hard-I answered.
-hey, maybe we can hang after practice-he wrote back.
But just then our teacher looked over at us and I just put the notebook down
and pretended to pay attention. The class went on and we had a stupid
activity to do. Then we had to practice some warm ups for singing and
finally he gave us a song. He said to memorize it. It was a cool song
actually. In fact, to be honest, I had already learned it because I had this
karaoke boom box that came with a song disc and this happened to be one of
the songs. Out of the nowhere the teacher stood up in the middle of the
class. He told us that in 5 minutes he was going to have everyone sing that
song and eventually sing it all alone in front of everyone for a grade. It
was part of fine arts he said. I was beginning to feel really scared. I
started to sweat and believe me, when I sweat I sweat. He asked us if any
pair of people would like to go first and I was hoping others would raise
their hands. A couple of groups went. Most did horrible only two girls
actually sounded good. Then, I felt a little safer because we had a few
minutes before school ended and well I was safe. But no, out of the nowhere
I saw Josh raise his hand and then look at me. The teacher asked him if I
was his partner and he said yes. I turned tomato red. We got up and started
walking towards the front of the class. He looked at us and said to begin
once we were ready.
Josh started and I have to say I really couldn't focus but he sounded okay.
When my part came, I started to choke but I told myself, I have to do this
or I'll never loose my fear of people. So I sang and gave it my best shot.
Our teacher's eyes completely focused on me. Everyone completely looked at
me and for a moment I felt really good. I was the center of attention. When
Josh sang again it was like it went unheard. When we finished my teacher
clapped.
"I didn't know you were a singer Aaron" the teacher said with a lot of
enthusiasm.
"I didn't either" I answered. Everyone laughed.
We went to our seat and Josh seemed very weirded out by the situation. The
bell rang just after we sat down and we headed out.
"Since when are you into singing?" he asked.
"Since I was a little kid" I answered.
"Well whatever thanks for stealing the show from me"
"No problem anytime" I answered.
"Aaron, what can't you do?" he asked.
"tons of things" I answered.
"The more I get to know you the more I realize how amazing you are"
"Josh, now that was very fruity and almost stupid" I joked.
"Aaron you are mean. anyway, ready for practice?" he asked.
"Yeah, as ready as I'll ever be" I said as I opened the door to leave the
school.
"So, where are you going?" he asked.
"To pick up my friend then I'll be back at the training grounds. See you
there"
"Okay, I'll be waiting with Jose I guess" I heard him say before I closed
the door.
I walked to my car as slow as I could since I was in no rush to get to
Oscar's school as I had to wait for him. I was crossing the parking lot when
I saw Danny's truck parked. I knew it was that truck because the last time I
saw it I realized it had a sticker on the window. I knew it was the truck. I
had not parked too far from it and well I literally hit myself for not
noticing it before. I walked to my car and stood by  it and I waited. I
finally saw him walking to his truck and he was alone. He was dressed in a
weird preppy but loser kind of way. Like as if he wanted to fit in but at
the same time he just couldn't. I guess he never saw me. I realized that if
I was at school I was the bigger dog. I mean I knew I wasn't known as much
anymore but I was still more than he was. I walked to him looking as tough
as I could and when he saw me he  sort of looked surprised. He sort of came
to a halt when I came real close to him.
"So you think leaving notes for me is going to scare me?" I said.
"Hey man, I was just proving a point" he answered kind of scared.
"Look dude, you messed with the wrong guy. You are in my turf. And you know
what, I don't care what the hell you tell Jon you are but to me you are just
a loser."
"Well, if I'm a loser...why does he like me better?"
"I really don't know. I mean, maybe because you pay him. I don't know. It
could be anything. Look, Jon means a lot to me but I'm not going to force
him to be my friend or to not be yours. All I can do is offer him my
friendship. I am not going to compete with you. I'm not into that sort of
stupid thing. But if you are going to go THREATEN me, then that's a problem"
"Hey, you can't hurt me. You'll get in trouble" he said scared.
"You stupid loser. You know, you are no one. You think they're going to
care? By them I mean the teachers and the principal"
"Well...yeah. Look you know what. You can't hurt me. Your just bluffing" he
said as he moved closer to me.
Just then a couple of my soccer buddies came up.
"Is this son of a bitch giving you shit big A?" one of them said.
"Nah, but I'll let you guys know when he does. You can take care of him for
me" I answered.
"Aight dawg. See you at practice. And don't make him pee his pants" they
joked as they walked away.
"You see, all it takes is a few words and you're as good as dead. Now, let
me make myself clear. Jon gets hurt and your head is mine" I said as I
pressed my finger against his chest. He backed away.  "peace out loser" I
said as I walked away.
I have to say that it felt awesome to have power over someone who in a way
is ruining your life. I mean yeah he is ruining my life by taking Jon away
from me. But at the same time I feel as if I could get rid of him if I
wanted to. I realized that he has nothing on me. He's really a loser with
money. I mean he probably just gives Jon tons and tons of gifts and takes
him places. Brain washes him to think that all this stuff will make him
happy. It will only be a matter of time before Jon realizes that true
friends are not made that easily. I saw him pull out and head out of the
parking lot. Just then I realized I was going to be late to pick up Oscar so
I sped up and headed that way.
When I got there he was just walking out the door with this girl. I was
really surprised and at the same time I was sort of mad. Why I was mad I
don't know. She smiled at him and she sort of hit him in the arm. I knew
what that meant but I guess he didn't. he kept walking towards me and waved
bye to her. When he came into the car he was smiling.
"So that's why you ware late?" I asked.
"No I was at a meeting. She was there too" he answered.
"Oh, well that's nice."
"Why? Its not like she's my girl"
"But you like her"
"No, I don't. She's too stupid"
"Why do you say that?" I asked.
"She's a cheerleader" he answered.
"Well...that's better in a way. You guys could be a jock couple."
"Umm, how about no. can we just hurry. We're going to be late"
"yeah, but where exactly are we going to change?" I asked.
"I'm going to change there in the bathrooms." he answered.
So I didn't say much after that and we just talked about our game the next
day. We were really happy because for some odd reason our teams played the
same days at the same field. Either way it was cool.
When we arrived at the training grounds we both walked to the bathroom. It
was weird though because the shower area was closed due to something being
fixed and three of the stalls were broken so I looked at him.
"We can take turns" I said.
"Lets just change in there, it's not like we have something different" Oscar
answered.
"Ok..." I said as I followed him into the changing stall.
He slowly took of his shirt and I took mine off. Then I folded mine and his
and put them into our bags. Then he pulled his shorts down I saw that we
were wearing the same kind of boxers. They were comfortable. Either way I
took my pants and folded nice and neat while he just rolled his shorts into
a ball and threw them in the bag. Then out of nowhere I heard someone come
in and Oscar quickly jumped on a little ledge the stall had.
"Aaron hurry up!" Josh said.
"How'd you know I was in here?" I asked.
"I followed you"
"Well...can't I have some privacy to change?"
"Can't I change with you?" he asked.
"um...no." I answered. Oscar looked at me rather weird.
"Aaron, don't be scared, it will be fun"
"No, now can you leave" I said.
"Okay geez you can't take a joke. Hurry up okay" he said. I heard the door
close. Oscar jumped back down.
"So...what is that about?" he asked.
"What?"
"He wants to change with you?"
"well..yeah. But not everyone is as lucky as you" I said as I winked my eye.
"I don't know if its considered lucky but whatever" he joked.
So he grabbed his new shirt and put it on. I did the same thing. Then we
both took off our boxers because they were sweaty and threw on some new
ones. Since our shirts were sort of long we didn't really see much of each
other. I mean I saw part of his ass which wasn't bad at all. I was just
wondering why he wanted to change together in the first place I mean, I
could have changed in the outside part of the bathrooms without a problem.
Anyway I put on some new shorts and then I was done. He turned around and
smiled.
"All done" he said. I smiled and then opened the door. No one else was in
there so we walked out without noticing that Josh was outside the hall
waiting for me.
"So where did he pop out of?" Josh asked.
"The air" I joked.
We slowly walked to my car.
"So Aaron, when are we going to hang out of after school?" Josh asked.
"I don't know really. I'm super busy. Give me a call on the weekend." I
answered.
"Ok, well, today is Monday, are you going to make me wait that long?"
"Okay look, tomorrow I'm not doing anything and my friend here has to go
out. Maybe you can meet up with me at the park and we can work on you soccer
skills. Is that cool?" I asked. I figured I couldn't really deny Josh that
easily. Maybe he was just looking for a friendship.
"Sounds awesome. See you tomorrow okay" he said as he walked off to his dads
car.
"So...you're going to hang with him tomorrow?" Oscar asked.
"Well don't you have something to do?" I asked.
"Yeah, but I'll be back by 6."
"So then you and me will meet after 6"
"Ok" he said.
We were pretty close to my car when out of the corner of my eye I saw Danny
and Jon get off his truck and head to the baseball field. They were throwing
a baseball around and they seemed to be laughing. The blood in my body
quickly boiled up and I was as angry as a bull gets when he gets poked.
Oscar noticed and he tapped my arm.
"Dude, don't let it bother you. There is nothing we can do" Oscar said.
But I knew I didn't lose completely because Jon and I locked eyes. We made
eye contact and in his eyes I saw sadness. I knew he had to miss me. You
can't forget about someone nor can you stop caring about someone that
quickly.
"Aaron honestly. Jon fucked up. We didn't."
"Oscar, that guy threatened me. Told me to back off because Jon was his
friend now. That I was nothing. That guy has nothing on me! You know how
easy I could hurt him?!"
"But why? To prove to him that you are bigger and tougher? No. I think that
if you really want to show him who is wrong you should just let it go. Be
nice to Jon but don't treat him like he's everything. Just let him know
things got fucked up but whatever. Let him see what he's missing out on"
"You know, you're very right Oscar. Lets go home" I said.
We jumped in my car and I put the top down. I turned my music all the way up
and mostly everyone turned to look at me.
"Does everyone have to know we're leaving" Oscar asked.
"yeah, don't you know how important we are?" I joked.
I know I only did it to get Jon's attention, which we did. I just wondered
what went through his mind as he saw me and Oscar pull away, peeling out of
the parking lot. We didn't exactly talk much on the way home. I kept
thinking about Jon. I couldn't forget him. He was always in my mind. I had
no doubt that he was the love of my life but now I had lost him. And I can't
really fight for him because it is obvious that he has made his choice. I
was nothing more than a throw away friend/brother/lover.
As I pulled into my  garage I noticed no one was home, as usual, and that
Oscar and I hadn't eaten anything. We were both hungry I could hear both our
stomachs growling. He got off the car and I closed the garage.
"So are you going to open your mouth anytime soon?" he asked.
"Well...it depends what for" I replied.
"Are you being sick again?" he asked.
"It was just a joke chill man"
"What if I don't take it as a joke and I take it serious?"
"Well then I guess we'd have tons of fun don't you think?" I answered. I was
a little overwhelmed with the whole Jon thing that I was losing control of
my emotions towards Oscar. He just looked at me a little funny but I guess
he let it go. We ran up to my room where he sat on my couch. I went to the
bathroom to freshen up. When I came out I found him lying on the bed just
relaxing.
"So, is there a reason why you're on the bed?" I asked.
"I'm tired" he answered.
"Want a massage?" I asked.
"Um...sure" I was not expecting this answer but I rolled with it.
"What part of your body is most sore?" I asked.
"My legs" he said a little confused.
He lied there as I sat on the bed in between his legs. My eyes kept glancing
over at his dick. I could see the thin shorts hugging what seemed to be a
very nice sized dick for a kid his age. I started rubbing the bottom of his
legs, more like under his knee. He just lied there with his eyes closed. I
applied more pressure, I had learned this a few weeks back when I watched a
documentary on soccer injuries. He seemed to be liking this massage. I
stayed on the lower side of his legs because I was afraid to get higher and
freak him out. As I massaged his legs I kept thinking about Jon. I kept
remembering whenever we were on the bed sometimes and how we would hold each
other and rub each other. I decided to make a leap. I moved up above his
knee. He opened his eyes and kind of jumped but then he just closed them
again. I focused on his thighs which felt really tense. Little by little
they loosened and I completely massaged his side thigh and everything.
"Legs feel better?" I asked.
"Starting too" he answered.
Just then I noticed the bulge in his shorts was getting bigger. He was
getting a boner. Why would he get a boner if it was just a massage. I wasn't
even all that close to his dick anyway. If he was getting horny because of
me massaging his thighs I decided to make a bigger leap. I moved up real
close to his dick area and I massaged the inner part of his legs. I was
literally centimeters away from his dick. I could see and feel him starting
to get excited. His breathing accelerated and he started to squirm a little
bit.
I looked up at him. He didn't say anything and he didn't make any movements.
It crossed my head at the moment. Should I massage his dick too? Would he
freak out? I mean I was excited myself and I knew he could tell. But then
why wasn't he saying anything?
I started to little by little move up and sometimes my hands would touch his
balls and he'd just squirm even more. I didn't quite get a good feel for his
balls but I knew they were nice and tight. I couldn't handle this anymore. I
had to make the move. I looked up at him and he had his eyes closed. I
decided to take my chances. I mean if he freaks out I'd just tell him that I
was trying to give him some good friendly pleasure and tell him that if he
didn't like it I'd stop.
I made my move. I quickly placed my hand on top of his dick. I felt it! It
was at least 3 inches big! It was nice and hard and I could feel through the
shorts how smooth it was. He didn't say anything, just looked at me. I
started to massage his dick and it started to get really hard. I massaged
more and more and I couldn't believe I was touching his dick! His breathing
became a lot quicker and deeper. Soon I started jacking him off on top of
his shorts. I could feel his little dick in my fingers and the blood pumping
into it making it hard yet soft at the same time. He began to smile and then
moan. I went faster and faster until I knew I had to stop or he'd finish. I
looked at him and he just looked back at me sort of as letting me know that
it was okay. I slowly pulled his shorts down. I revealed the cutest dick. It
was bigger than Jons and it had some pubes growing at the base. He was uncut
and it was just perfect. So soft and tender. I played with his silky dick
with my fingers until it was rock  hard again. I slowly lowered my head onto
his groin and he just looked at me in shock. I kissed his dick and he jumped
a little. I must haves sent shock waves through his body. I smelled the
sweet smell of boy cock centimeters away from my mouth. I licked his dick a
couple of times and I could already tell he was about to explode. His whole
body was shaking a  little and his legs twitched with every lick. I lowered
his shorts and boxers more to reveal more of his sexy body. His balls were
still pretty tight to his body but they were already starting to drop. It
was just perfect. I licked the bottom of his balls and he literally jumped
up.
"AHhhhh" he moaned.
I knew he was enjoying this so much he never wanted it to end. I honestly
hadn't done this to anyone. I was honestly pushing Oscar until he couldn't
take it any longer. I was giving him so much pleasure but so slow that he
just couldn't handle it. Then, I slowly engulfed all 3 inches of his dick
into my mouth. This must have been the climax of it all because he let out a
really loud moan and his dick was jumping in my mouth. I started to work my
magic and to slowly suck him. I played with his dick with my tongue and it
only took a few seconds before both his hands were on my head helping my
head go up and down. Within a few minutes his whole body tensed up and I
knew what was coming. His dick twitched in my mouth and he started to breath
real fast and moan real loud. He had reached his climax. He pushed his dick
into my mouth and twitched a few more times before plopping back down on the
bed and his dick slid out of my mouth limp. I put his shorts back on and
lied next to him. We lied there looking at each other for about 10 minutes.
Neither of us would say a single word. I decided to break the ice.
"I'm sorry" I said.
"For what?" he asked.
"I shouldn't have done that"
"No, its okay. I liked it"
"Yeah, but its  not right. You're a boy and I'm older"
"Dude, its fine. I don't care. It was the best thing that ever happened to
me"
"What? You're  not freaked out?" I was surprised.
"No! why would I be?"
"Because, you're a boy. You said you weren't gay"
"I don't know if I am or not. All I know is that  I liked what just
happened"
"Oscar, I hope you don't think that I became your friend just for this"
"No, that's not true. I know we're friends and this happened because it had
to"
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Aaron, I knew this would happen eventually."
"How did you know that?"
"Well, the jokes we had between each other and the way we are around each
other. I knew eventually we would end up like this"
"Wow, so you think I'm a rapist huh?" I joked.
"O well...I guess you can't rape the willing eh" he chuckled.
"So, was that your first time doing something like that?" I asked.
"yeah, it was so awesome. Can we do it again sometime?"
"Yeah, I guess. But not today. Its late and you should get home"
"O shit! I forgot I have to go somewhere. Okay well I got to go home" he
said as he got up. I got up too.
"Well don't be late now" I said.
To be honest I was a little depressed because adding Oscar to this sexual
mix of mine is not good. I did not want to get too attached to Oscar because
there are so many now. Now, Oscar was in between my feelings for Jon and
that was not good.
"Aaron, don't feel bad about Jon. He's not worth it. If it helps, I care
about you a lot"
"Of course it helps buddy" I said as I put my arm around his shoulders. He
simply turned around and completely hugged  me. I returned the hug. We held
each other like that for a few seconds. Then I looked down at him. It was
then when I saw something in his eyes I hadn't seen in him before. I saw a
little sparkle. He smiled at me and it was then when I knew what was going
to happen. We kissed. It was a soft, romantic peck on the lips. Nothing
more. He hugged me again and then started to walk away. I walked him to the
door.
"I'll see you tomorrow okay" he said with a big smile on his face.
"yeah, can't wait" I said as I closed the door.
I ran to my room and jumped on my bed. I was really happy and I started to
laugh. I couldn't believe all this had happened. I had just kissed Oscar! It
was so unexpected, it was so surprising...I think it was the most romantic
thing ever!
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Sorry again for taking a long time to write this. It is beginning to get
really hard to write but I always find time in between. I know many of you
guys saw this coming, many of you guys asked for it and  now will think I
added it  because I was told to. The truth is...I didn't. this is true. It
happened. Hard to believe I know. Any comments email me at
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reading.