Date: Wed, 18 Dec 1996 11:24:48 -0800
From: Jason <vt_kid@mailmasher.com>
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Subject: Vermont Summer

Warning!  This story contains descriptions of intimate
relationships between teen boys.  If you are in any way
offended by this, do not read any farther.

If you are under the age of consent where you live, then
you may not read any farther.

The following story happened to me last summer and is, for
the most part, true. I have exaggerated some points and
have changed the names of all individuals in the story.  I
wrote this story for a contest and my English teacher
helped me a lot.  Of course, I have added more details
after I submitted the orginal!  :)

Remember, I'm only 14 (well almost).  Don't flame me if you
don't like the story.  As you'll read from my story, I'm
shy and last summer did a lot to bring me out (in several
ways!).

I'm not sure if it is even legal for me to write this story
and post it.  Is it okay for a kid to write about the stuff
he does with other kids?

For that reason I am posting this anonymously.  Don't try
to email me.

Okay...  This is your last chance. Don't go any farther if
gay teen boys offend you.  Don't say you weren't warned.

Jason (not my real name) in Vermont


Chapter One  --  I Become a Slave

Shit, man.  What a drag.  School was almost out for the
summer and all the plans I made with my friends went down
the tubes. I can't believe my fucking mom.  She decided
that I would only get in trouble staying here in
Springfield.

"You know I don't like your friends, Jay.  They aren't as
good as us.  Besides, your aunt needs you to help paint the
house with Chad. You always liked your cousin, Chad.  He'll
be a good influence on you.  Anyway, there's lots to do
down in Wilmington."

Wilmington, Vermont.  One traffic light.  Lots of little
antique and gift shops. And over an hour by car from home.
If I could even drive.  Fuck, I won't even get a driver's
license for another two and a half years.

What's wrong with mothers? I'm not a slave.  Don't I have
some say in how I am going to spend my summer?  And what's
wrong with my friends?  We just like to have fun.  All the
guys act like that.  But, my Mom never listens.  She
doesn't understand that I'm not a baby anymore.

The next day wasn't my best at the middle school.  I told
all my friends. They tried to make me feel better, but I
felt really out of it.  Shit, they kept talking about the
things they were going to do and I wasn't a part of that
anymore.  In gym, the coach had us running on the hottest
fucking day of the year.  In the locker room afterwards,
vacation was all the guys talked about.

"Too bad, you can't be at my party, Jason.  Jeremy's
brother bought us some beer and wine.  He also got us some
porno magazines," said Brian as he stripped down to his
plaid boxers. "Somehow, though, we'll manage without you!"
He laughed in my face.

I don't know what got into me, but that laughter hurt.
"Shut the fuck up, Brian," I shouted as I shoved him.  I
just wanted to be alone.

I heard him whisper, "What an asshole."  I just kept
walking.

I walked over to the shower room in just my boxers.  They
say that in the old days the boys had to take showers after
gym.  We never did, though.  The only time the showers were
used was to dunk our heads on hot days like that one.  I
quickly shoved my head under the cold stream of water and
tried to cool off.

I'm not sure what I would do if I had to take a shower with
my friends.  I am what Mr. McClain, our health teacher,
called a late bloomer. There I was, thirteen and my voice
was just beginning to change.  Brian was younger than I was
and already had hair under his arms!  Nope, there was no
way I would ever get naked in front of the guys.  They
would just laugh.

Besides, I'm not sure how I would react around a bunch of
nude boys.  For as long as I remember, I have always been
much more interested in seeing naked guys  than naked
women.  When My friends and I looked at those porno
magazines, I never let on that it was the men who excited
me.

Don't get me wrong.  I like girls and have lots of friends
who are girls.  It's just that the thought of doing "that"
with them makes me ill.  Mr. McClain says that almost half
of all guys have gay feelings at some point in their life.
I guess that my feelings are taking just a bit longer to
work themsleves out. And if I really am gay, I guess I
don't really care.  I like the feelings that I have.

Lost in thought about the generation of boys who used the
showers every day, I applied deoderant to my hairless
armpits, hoping to mask the smell that all us guys had
after gym everyday.  I got dressed without talking to my
friends.

I kept to myself the rest of the day.  Even Mr. Charles, my
math teacher couldn't get me out of my funk.  I liked Mr.
Charles.  He was the youngest teacher in the school and
liked the same things I did.  In the winter he coached the
ski team at the high school.  In the summer he did a lot of
camping and hiking.  Any other day he could make me smile
with his stupid jokes.  But not this one.

At two-thirty I got on the bus to go home.  On these warm
days, I usually walked with my friends, but they were all
going to Brian's house to make plans for the first party of
the summer.  Brian's parents were going down to Boston for
the weekend and were leaving Brian alone.  He was planning
a pool party. Of course I would be in Wilmington, painting
my aunt's house.

So I spent my last two days in Springfield packing for a
fun-filled summer in Wilmington.  A summer to be spent
painting my aunt's house and watching that fucking traffic
light changing colors.


Chapter Two -- I Lose All Privacy

"I'm so glad you agreed to help Chad.  I can't pay you
much, but the two of you will have lots of fun, I'm sure,"
said my Aunt Leslie as my Mom pulled away.

I had endured the hour drive down from Springfield in
silence.  The day was dark and gloomy and fit my mood. When
we got to Wilmington from Springfield, we had to go another
few minutes down Route 100 and then turned onto the dirt
road leading to Aunt Leslie's house.  If Wilmington is in
the middle of nowhere, then my aunt's house was five miles
beyond nowhere.

And the house really did need paint.  Leslie and my
fourteen year old cousin, Chad, had lived there forever.
The house was in the middle of a heavily wooded area at the
end of a dirt road, a mile from their nearest neighbor.  It
looked like it had its last coat of paint  before I was
born.  The white pigment had almost disappeared in some
spots.  The green paint was hanging off the trimming in
strips.  It would take a lot of scraping before we could
even start painting.

"Let me show you to your room," Said Aunt Leslie.  "I can't
give you the guest room.  I've got all my goods stored
there."  My aunt Leslie is a buyer and seller for the
antique shops in this town.  She travels all over New
England in her used U-Haul truck.

"Chad said he would be happy to share his room with you.
You've always gotten along so well," she said as we walked
into his room.

Fuck!  I give up my summer and now I give up my privacy.  I
like to spread out when I am home.  My mom always complains
about how messy my room is, but it's mine and I live the
way I want.  Now I don't even have my own space.  Nothing
to call my own except my clothes.

"I'll leave you to settle in.  You're bed's the one against
the wall.  Chad brought in that dresser this morning so you
can use all the drawers.  You have your own bathroom, of
course."

My own bathroom.  Yeah, right.  I only share it with one
other person. He'll probably stink it up and forget to
flush after he takes a dump.  My thoughts got more and more
morose as I put my clothes into the antique dresser in my
shared room.

"Yo, Japer!"

I jumped when I heard the shout.  There was Chad with his
ubiquitous goofy grin, charging into the room.  His armed
reached out and snaked around my neck. He pulled my head
into his chest and gave me a good-natured squeeze with both
arms. "Am I ever glad you're going to help me with the
house.  I wasn't looking forward to doing this alone."

In many ways, Chad and I are opposites.  I am usually quiet
and serious and keep my thoughts to myself.  I get
embarassed easily and avoid making myself look stupid. Chad
is always open, never afraid to make a fool of himself, and
always smiling.  Mom calls him gregarious.

Although he is less than a year older than me, he is a good
five inches taller. Our builds are similar, quite thin, but
Chad is beginning to bulk up. We are both blonde; he's got
a flattop; my hair is shaved on the sides and longer on
top.

In spite of myself, I just couldn't keep up my bad mood.
Chad started telling me about his year, his baseball team,
his skiing last winter, and his stories of his school.  I
soon found myself laughing as he related his experiences in
trying to pass algebra one.  Too bad he didn't have Mr.
Charles.  The two of them would have bonded instantly.

I don't know how he did it, but Chad got me out of my
rotten mood.  Soon we were laughing together at really
stupid things.  When Aunt Leslie called us for dinner, Chad
grabbed me before we could leave the room.  He pulled me
over to him and draped his gangly, tanned arm over my
shoulder.

"I'm glad you're here, Jase," he said, suddenly serious. "I
was afraid it was going to be another lonely summer for
me."

As quickly as it came, the serious mood left and we raced
for the dining room for a great meal of my Aunt's fried
chicken, mashed potatoes, and real gravy. As we ate, we
made plans for the coming days.

"I'll be off down to Connecticut starting early tomorrow
morning," my aunt said.  "I want you boys to get started on
the house while I'm gone.  I've left plenty of money if you
need to buy some food or rent a movie.  I've left the
numbers where you can reach me if there are any problems."

"Yep, Mom.  I know the drill; I've been through it a
thousand times.  Don't worry about us.  There's plenty to
keep us busy."

The evening passed quickly.  Chad and I sprawled out on the
livingroom floor and watched Speed as Aunt Leslie bustled
in and out of the house packing her truck with last minute
items for her trip to Connecticut.

"I'm leaving at five in the morning, boys.  You boys can
get up and fix your own breakfast.  And don't stay up too
late!  You've got a lot to do tomorrow."

"Yeah, Mom.  We're just going to watch Saturday Night Live
and then go to bed."

"Okay, goodnight, boys. I'll see you Tuesday evening."

With that, she went to bed and the house suddenly grew
quieter.  Chad was engrossed in the movie but all I could
do was think of Springfield and the party going on at
Brian's house.  They were probably all shit-faced by now.
And I was here, in the middle of the woods watching a movie
I had seen a hundred times before.

Saturday Night Live was SOS, the same old shit.

"I've seen this one before.  I'm going to bed," I told
Chad.

"I'll be there in a little bit. I just want to catch the
Weekend Update."

I took a leak and brushed my teeth before getting into bed.
I stripped to my boxers and stuffed my dirty clothes into
the hamper in the closet.  I didn't want to leave my shared
room a mess on the first night.

I turned out the light pulled the covers up to my chin, and
rolled onto my side, facing the wall.  I tried not to, but
all I could think about was Springfield and everybody
partying without me.  I really don't know what got into me.
Perhaps I was tired, but all of a sudden I felt a tear drop
down my cheek.  I'm such a baby.

I heard the door open and Chad walked quietly into the
room.  I could tell he was trying not to wake me as he made
his way to the bathroom.  I heard the door close quietly
and then the sounds of a heavy stream of piss hitting the
water in the toilet.  A flush and then the sounds of water
running as Chad brushed his teeth.  When all was quiet, the
door opened.

"Jase, are you awake?" Chad whispered.

"'Course I'm awake.  You thought I could sleep with you
banging around the room?" I replied.

I turned over to smile up at him.

"I'm going to leave the bathroom light on, in case you have
to go tonight. Okay?"  Chad always made me feel he cared.

He removed his t-shirt and threw it into the middle of the
floor. I admired the smooth definition of his developing
teen muscles.  He sat on his bed and began unbuttoning his
501s. I watched as he peeled off the pants revealing his
black silk boxers.  The Levis ended up in a pile on the
floor, too.

"Nice shorts," I said.

"Yeah.  They make me feel like I'm wearing nothing.  I walk
around the house in them on hot days, at least when Mom is
home.  When she's gone, I usually don't bother to put on
clothes.I like being naked when there's nobody here to see
me."

Shit, I would never even think of walking around my house
in my underwear. Besides, Mom would scream at me and make
me put my pants on.  She never even lets me go without a
shirt on hot days.

Then Chad did something that surprised me.  He hooked his
thumbs into the wasteband and peeled off the boxers, adding
them to the growing pile on the floor.

This is something none of my friends would ever do.  Chad
was standing there in the light from the bathroom
completely nude.  He didn't even try to turn away or hide
himself.

I tried not to, but my eyes went right to his dick.  It was
circumsized, just like mine.  But, it was larger, maybe
five inches long.  The skin was smooth and pink and his
cock pulled a little to the right.  His balls hung loosely
in a hairless sac, the left one slightly lower than the
right.  A small, but dense crescent  of blond hair rose
above his equipment.  God I wished my body would develop
like his.

His nakedness kind of excited and embarassed me at the same
time.  With no father or brothers, the only live nude guys
I had ever seen were the fat old men in the changing room
at the pool.  It wasn't cool to change in front of my
friends.  We always turned our backs when we took our
clothes off.

Chad walked quietly over to me, his dick and balls rolling
back and forth with each step. He sat down on my bed, his
smoth cock no more that a couple of feet from my nose.   I
could have reached out and touched it if I wanted.  Chad's
serious face reappeared as he placed his hand on my
shoulder.

"Dude, I'm really glad you're here.  This is going to be
our summer.  It's going to be excellent.  Nobody can take
that from us."

He walked over to his bed and climbed in, pulling the
blankets to his chin.

"'Night, Japer," he said.

"'Night, Chad."

I fell asleep almost immediately.


Chapter Three  -- Just Us Guys

I awoke with the sun streaming through the windows.  It was
only eight-thirty but already the day was warm.  It would
probably climb to ninety degrees before evening came.  A
light wind rustled the bright green leaves of the maple
trees outside the window.

I looked across the room to Chad's bed, but it was empty
and unmade.  Suddenly the hiss of the shower began behind
the closed door of the bathroom.  As usual in the morning,
my penis was hard and I had to take a wicked piss. The
sound of the shower wasn't  helping things, either.  I
grabbed my woody and held on, hoping Chad wouldn't take too
long.  I turned to the wall and scrunched up into a little
ball, hoping that would relieve the strain on my bladder.

After an eternity, the shower finally stopped and a few
minutes later Chad entered the room.  Still in the fetal
position, I began the wait for my cousin the leave the room
so I could get out of bed without him seeing my hardon.

Suddenly a scream pierced the silence and I felt the wind
almost leave my body when Chad's lanky, naked form crashed
down on my tightly rolled body.  He nearly scared the piss
out of me.  Literally!

"Morning, dude!  Get out of bed!"  Chad extricated himself
and began to pull the covers off me.  It became a war as he
pulled and I held on to them for dear life.  Hell, even
though I was in my boxers, there would be no way to hide my
boner sticking out of the fly.  There was no way I was
going to let him see me in that state.  I'd never hear the
end of the kidding from him.

"C'mon Chad.  You scared the fuck out of me.  I nearly
pissed in the bed. Leave me alone."

"Okay, suit yourself.  I'm going to make some breakfast."

With that, my cousin got up and walked out the door to the
kitchen, stark naked.  I didn't have time to comment.  All
I could do was bound out of bed and sprint for the
bathroom.  I think I set a world record for the single
longest pee after my dick finally got soft enough to allow
me to unload.  After jiggling to get the last few drops, I
buttoned up my paisley boxers and ventured into the kitchen
to find something to eat.

Standing at the stove cooking bacon, Chad's young body
gracefully waved back in forth in time to the Phish tape
blasting from the stereo in the living room. The song was
one of their slower, blues tunes.

"Jesus, Chad.  Put on some clothes!  Aren't you afraid
you're going to burn your pecker?" I laughed.  I didn't
mention that he was giving me a hard-on.

"Nah, I'm an expert at this.  Turn the heat just low enough
to keep the grease from splattering.  Don't you ever cook
nude?"

"Yeah, right," I replied.  "Doesn't everybody?"

Chad turned and grinned at me.  "I guess I do look a little
funny.  I never thought anything of it.  I've never really
bothered getting dressed when my mother's gone.  What's the
point?  I told you, I like being naked when nobody's here.
Besides, if I spill something on myself, I don't need to do
any laundry," he chuckled.

With the bacon done, Chad pointed to the cupboard with the
cereal and directed me to pour him a bowl of Cheerios while
he fixed us some orange juice from the refrigerator.  He
opened the sliding glass door and carried our juice to the
table on the deck.  He came back for the bacon as I carried
our cereal bowls out.

"I eat out here every nice day.  Helps me with my tan,"
Chad reported.

For the first time I noticed the smooth, all-over tan on my
cousin's body. With just the hint of a paleness around his
middle, Chad's tall, lanky body was a golden brown color.
His blonde hair glistened in the sun and the contrast made
him seem even darker.  Compared to my pale torso, Chad was
a greek god.

"You must eat out here a lot."

Instantly understanding the comment, Chad replied, "Yeah, I
do.  But I spend a lot of time in the sun.  I guess I am a
nudest.  I love the feeling of the sun on my body.  Mom
says that when I was a small kid, she could never get me to
keep my clothes on.  Even now I go naked as much as I can.
Of course, Mom makes me wear at least my boxers when she's
home."

I envied my cousin.  He was only a little older than me but
seemed so self assured.  I'd never have the guts to walk
around naked in front of another guy. Hell, Chad would only
laugh at my small dick and tiny tufts of almost invisible
blonde pubic hair.

"If you want to, we can go skinny dipping later.  Harrison
Reservoir is just down the path through the woods.  Nobody
wears clothes there.  Heck, people drive from five states
just to spend the day sunning on the rocks nude."

No way!  The thought of stripping naked in front of Chad
was bad enough. There was no way I was going to let
complete strangers make fun of my body.  I hate being a
late bloomer.

On the other hand, the thought of naked people lounging
around, just down the path excited me.  I decided then and
there that we would at least make a visit to the lake so I
could see for myself.

We took our dirty dishes to the sink and ran a damp cloth
over the counter. Chad said his mother got really mad if he
left the place too much a mess.

"Let's get started with the painting before it gets too
hot."  We went to our room to get dressed. I pulled on a
pair of baggy old basketball shorts over my boxers.  Chad
put on only a pair of ripped nylon soccer shorts.  He led
me to the garage where we dug out scrapers from an old,
dented toolbox.  He also grabbed a couple of old cloth
painter caps hanging from a hook on the wall.

"I hate all that old, chipped paint getting into my hair.
It takes me forever to get it out," he said.  I laughed at
the thought of the paint chips lodging between the short
stubbles of his flattop.

We went to the south side of the house and began chipping
away at the trim around the windows.  Because he was
taller, Chad scraped the crud higher up. I took care of all
the trim on the lower parts.  Of course, as we worked, the
old chips flew off and covered everything in sight,
especially me.

Every once in a while I would pause to admire Chad's lithe
body working up a sweat as he threw his weight into a
particularly stubborn section.  I could see up his loose
soccer shorts; the globes in his sagging, hairless ball
sack would slap against his legs in rhythm with his
scraping motions.

By noon the heat had become unbearable.  Chad and I decided
we had done enough work for the morning and cleaned up.  My
body was covered with dust and paint chips so as I brushed
off my front, my cousin took care of my backside My body
tingled as he swatted and rubbed the paint off my body.  I
did the same for him.

Then we stripped.  Again chad was naked and I was in my
boxers.  Paint dust encrusted sweat clung to his waist
where the elastic of his soccer shorts had caused pinkish
wrinkles to form.  He rubbed away the grime as best he
could, but had me take care of the dust on his backside.  I
quickly rubbed in downward motions.  Just these fleeting
touches to his tanned, muscular ass cheeks caused me to get
that feeling deep down in my balls.

I quickly turned in case my dick betrayed my lust.  I guess
Chad throught I wanted him to take care of my backside.  He
pulled my boxers down a few inches and swatted the grime
from my ass.

The moment ended quickly enough and we went into the cool
house for lunch.  I found myself hardly noticing Chad's
nudity as he fixed sandwiches and I made lemonade from a
can of frozen concentrate.

Again we sat out on the deck to enjoy our leisurely meal.
My cousin sat in a lawn chair with his legs spread-eagled
and his balls hanging loosely between his thighs.  We
discussed the afternoon's activities.  First we would go
for a swim, then we would bicycle into town to return Speed
and pick up another video.  When the afternoon cooled
enough, we would do some more scraping and then cleanup
when darkess came.  It sounded like a plan.

About 1:30 Chad bounced up and announced it was time for a
swim.  He jumped gracefully from the deck onto the back
lawn and began walking toward the path through the woods.

"Aren't you going to put on some clothes first?" I asked.

"What for?  If we run into anybody, it'll just be nude
sunbathers at the lake. they won't even notice."

I figured my boxers would pass for a swim suit so I wasn't
worried about walking down in my underwear.  But Chad, he
was naked.  It would be mighty embarassing if we ran into
anybody.  But I dutifully followed.  Nobody can talk Chad
out of anything he gets into his mind.

It wasn't a long walk.  The narrow path twisted among thin
oaks and maples.  I marveled at the patterns the sun and
shadows played on Chad's body as we walked.  His leg and
ass muscles reminded me of the sinews of the throughbred
horses I see on television.  It  seemed  almost  natural
for him  to  be  walking  through  the  woods  in  this
state of undress.

Within a quarter mile I glimpsed the shimmering water
through the trees.  After another hundred yards we were on
a rocky beach on a point of land.  We passed nobody along
the way, much to my relief.

It appeared to be a private beach.  A canoe rested on its
gunwhales under the shade of a large beech tree high above
the shoreline.  Several lawn chairs were placed in a circle
near the water.  Reassuring was a large boulderw which hid
the beach from the sight of most of the lakeshore.

Lake Willoughby was several miles long and up to three
quarters of a mile wide. The shoreline was littered with
boulders.  Rocky outcroppings and ledges jutted into the
water at various points along this northern shore.  The
entire shoreline was devoid of any buildings.  Pines and
mixed hardwood trees surrounded the lake.  It was as if we
were in wilderness.

"The nude sunbathers are over there," Chad said as he
pointed beyond the boulder. We walked around the boulder to
view the shoreline running to our left.  Large slabs of
stone and boulders emerged from the woods into the lake:
all were occumpied by one, two, or small groups of people,
almost all of them undressed.

It wasn't quite what I expected.  I'm not sure what I
thought I would see, but for some reason, I had never
pictured nudists just resting, sunning, or swimming.  I
guess I expected to see a wild orgy, or maybe couples
fucking wildly.  Instead it was an average group of people
having an average outing at the lake.  Except they were
naked.

Another thing that struck I didn't expect was the number of
male bodies.  As a matter of fact, I saw no females
anywhere.

"That's the gay section.  The straight people use the area
beyond that point." Chad pointed at a spit of land in the
distance.   "We'll go down there if you want, sometime."

"You mean all those guys are gay?  They look so normal," I
said.

"They are normal," Chad replied.  "Actually, they're pretty
cool.  I talk to them all the time.  There's a fucking
radical rope swing between the gay and straight sections."

"Let's swim," he said.  With that, Chad dashed into the
water, performed a graceful dive, and disappeared beneath
the sparkling water before reappearing thirty feet away.

The water felt great as I waded in.  I quickly submereged,
floated to the surface, and took three powerful butterfly
strokes.  My momentum carried me almost twice as far as
Chad had gone.

"Wow, you're good.  I wish I could do that.  Do you think
you can teach me to swim like you, Japer?"

I was speechless.  All this time I looked up to Chad and
now he wanted to learn from me.

"Sure," I said.  "It's easy.  You just have to learn the
timing."  We moved closer to shore and I began going over
the basics of the stroke.

Chad's a pretty good athlete, but as much as I tried to get
him to relax, he kept trying to kick at the wrong time.  He
was actually comical as he flailed away at the water. He
just couldn't get it.

Finally Chad called it quits.  Sputtering and coughing as
he raised his body up out of the water, Chad laughed, "I've
swallowed half the lake. I think you are teaching me wrong
on purpose!"

Unexpectedly he lunged at me and dunked me by mounting
himself on top of my head.  The closeness of his body had
is effects on me.  I think I even felt his pubes pass
against my hands as I struggled beneath the water.  All of
a sudden, I felt a woody growing in my shorts.

Afraid of being found out, I quickly swam to shore.  As I
struggled to stand in the shallow water, Chad caught up to
me.

"You'll pay now, Jason!"  My cousin grabbed my boxers as I
scrambled forward. They ended up around my knees and I
found myself face down in the shallow water. I fought
mightily to get my shorts back up, but Chad was too strong
for me. With a sickening tearing noise, I heard the
material rip as they slid from my hands. I looked around
and saw Chad with my tattered shorts raised high above his
head.  A look of triumph covered his face.

I was humiliated.  My only thought was to get myself out of
the water, up the path, and to the house before my cousin
or anybody else laughed at my underdeveloped, little boy's
body.  I ran as fast as I could.  I heard Chad's footsteps
right behind me.  Somewhow I ran even faster.

But my legs were no match for my cousin's.  As I emerged
from the woods and onto the lawn, Chad caught me and
wrapped his long arms around me as he tackled me to the
ground.  Our two naked bodies wrestled on the grass, but
very quickly I found myself pinned to the ground, staring
up at my cousin sitting on my chest.

"Hah!  You're no match for me.  Say you're sorry for trying
to drown me," Chad jokingly teased.

I tried my hardest to come up with a smart remark, but I
could only feel the hot tears of humiliation welling up in
my eyes.  I choked back a sob.

"Hey, what's wrong?  Did I hurt you?  I'm sorry.  I didn't
mean it, Japer. c'mon, don't cry.  Sometimes I get carried
away and don't know my own strength."

He let go of me.  I scrambled up and ran into the house and
flopped down on my bed.  I grabbed the sheets and pulled
them over my naked body.

"Yo, Jase.  You okay?"  Chad's lean, naked body entered the
room.  "What's wrong?" he asked as he lay on the bed
facedown beside me.  He put his tanned arm across my chest.

How could I tell him what was eating me?  Having him laugh
at my little kid's body would be bad enough, but admitting
that I was embarassed that he had seen me naked would be
even worse.

"N-n-n-nothing," I sobbed.

"C'mon, look at me.  we're going to be together here all
summer.  I need to know what's eating you.  I don't want to
hurt you anymore.  I love you, dude. I've loved you since
we were little kids together.  I would do anything for you.
Now tell me what's wrong."  He pulled my my body closer to
his and began stroking my hair.

"Y-y-you pantsed me...  I w-w-was embarassed.  You wouldn't
let me go."

A look of concern came over Chad's face.  "I embarassed
you?" he asked.  "Look, dude.  I didn't know you would be
emarassed.  I'm really stupid sometimes.  I think just
because I like being buck naked, everybody must."

"Well, I don't like it," I replied.

"Why not?  I'm not going to force you, but have you ever
tried it?"

"No.  And I don't want to.  You'd only laugh at me!"  Oops.
There I said it. Now he really was going to laugh at me for
being such a baby.

"Laugh at you?  "i'd never laugh at you,"  Chad told me.

"Yeah you would.  I'm so skinny.  And I'm such a late
bloomer.  I've hardly got any hair and my voice hasn't
changed.  I'm just a little kid and you look so cool when
you are running around buck naked.  I'd look like a real
dork next to you."

Chad smiled at me.  "You think I would laugh at you?  Dude,
I couldn't do that. Fuck, when I tore your boxers off and
saw you naked, the only thing I thought was how hot you
were.  Shit, Jase.  Don't you know how good you look?"

"But I'm so tiny.  My dick's only half your size.  Besides,
everytime I take my clothes off, I get a boner.  You'd only
make fun of me."  Shit, there I go again,  saying more than
I should.

"You think you have a tiny dick?  It's much bigger than
mine was when I was your age.  And there's nothing wrong
with popping a woody.  We're teens. there'd be something
wrong with us if we didn't get hard half the day," Chad
laughed.  "Look, mine's getting hard right now."

Chad turned onto his side, facing me.  Sure enough, his
pink pecker began to make short jerking movements.  With
each tiny jump, his dick stood up straighter and
straighter.  Chad turned onto his back and pulled my head
so it rested on his chest.  I could hear his heart as it
pounded.  His dick seemed to pulsate and jump with each
beat of his heart.

"You'd better get used to seeing me this way," Chad said.
"I have no control over the big guy. Sometimes it seems
like it is hard the whole day!"  Chad reached down and
pulled his cock away from his belly.  It snapped back
against his stomach with a loud slap when he released it.

I felt my own dick grow to full size as I stared down at
his huge erection. I'd never seen anything so big and
beautiful.  The pink shaft was fat at the base, nestled
among the small patch of blond pubic hair.  The six inches
tapered slightly at the purple head.  The dick head was
perfectly formed; a tiny drip of clear liquid emerged from
the piss slit.

"Looks like you're popping one, too," Chad laughed,
pointing at the tented sheet covering my body.  "Can I see
it?"

"I don't know.  I'm not sure I'm ready."

"Hey, dude.  That's okay.  I'll leave you alone if you
want," Chad said.

"No, don't go away.  I really like having you hold me.  It
makes me feel good. Like I am safe.  Like I'm a man.  It's
kind of like we were supposed to be together."

Chad rolled over and draped his arm over my chest and his
leg over me crotch. I could feel his hard dick poking into
my hip and my hard dick poking his leg.  I felt warm and
content. We stayed that way for a long time.

"Do you really think I have a good body?" I asked.

"Shit, yes!  You're going to grow into a real stud.  I wish
I looked as good as you."

I looked up at his eyes.  He was sincere.  I wrapped my
arms around his head and pulled him closer.

Soon we broke our hug and my moment of truth came.  My dick
had softened enough that I had the confidence to expose
myself freely to my cousin. Slowly I lfted the sheet away
from my body and extricated my legs from its folds.  It
wasn't so bad.  Of course I closed my eyes so I'm not sure
if my cousin was looking, or laughing, or what.  I don't
know, but I'd never felt like this before.  It was a kind
of freedom, as if some heavy object had been lifted from my
shoulders.  I think I liked being naked in front of my
cousin.

"You go, Boy!  God, you're hot, Japer.  I'm so glad we have
a whole summer together."  Chad always knew what to say to
make me feel better.


Chapter Four -- We grow comfortable together

We fell asleep for an hour or so, our nude bodies entangled
with each other.  I awoke first, again with a boner.  This
time I didn't try to hide it.  If my cousin woke up and saw
me, so what.  Heck, we're both teen boys, and everybody
knows that teen boys spend half the day hard.

I tried not to wake Chad.  I examined him as he slept.  His
balls sagged in their loose pouch resting on his thigh as
he lay on his side.  His dick wouldn't stay still.  For a
minute it looked like it was getting hard, and then it
would relax and shrink smaller again.  Again it began to
harden and again it shrank.  A third time it hardened, but
this time it didn't shrink.  It continued to grow until it
was as large as I had seen it before.

Chad, still asleep, rolled over onto his back and moved his
hand down to his throbbing cock.  He gently caressed the
underside, his fingers tracing a line from the head to his
loose ball sack.  The blonde boy brought his other hand
down to this forbidden area and cupped his balls.  He
grabbed the shaft in his right hand and began to slowly
pull up and down on the pulsating meat.  His dick head grew
darker and a long silvery thread of liquid emerged from the
piss slit and dripped onto the tight muscles of his
abdomen.

I heard Chad's breathing growing louder and saw his body
tense up, arching his back and thrusting his pelvis
slightly upward.  I marveled at the ripples of his stomach
muscles and soft shadows cast by his defined thigh muscles.
A quick intake of air caused me to look up into my cousin's
face.  His eyes were open.

"Oops.  You caught me," he said, his face reddening.  "Oh
well, I expect this won't be the last time you see me
beating off in my sleep.  I have some great dreams.
Somtimes I wish my imagination wasn't so overpowering."

"I'm sorry," I said. "I haven't really been watching a long
time.  If you want, you can look at my dick.  I've got a
stiffy, too." I couldn't believe I wasn't hiding myself.  I
guess I didn't want my cousin to feel embarassed that I saw
him hard.

"Look at that thing!  Shit, it's almost as long as mine is
and you're so much younger than me.  Damn when you get to
be my age, it'll be a monster!"

I beamed up my cousin.  I knew he was saying that just to
make me feel better, and it felt good to know he cared
about me.  I didn't think I would ever hide anything from
him again.

"Dude!  Look at the time.  We'd better get dressed and into
town if we're going to get a video for tonight."

Chad and I got out of bed and got dressed quickly.  We
grabbed some money from the stash my aunt had left and got
onto our mountain bikes for the five mile trip into town.
As we approached a Y in the road, Chad pointed to the right
fork.

"That goes to the part of the lake where all those people
we saw earlier park their cars."

By the time we had ridden into town and back, there was
just enough time for dinner and another hour of scraping
before it was too dark to work.  We had accomplished quite
a bit during the day.  All of the south side of the house,
except for under the eves had been scraped and was ready
for priming.

Chad took a shower while I put away the scrapers and
cleaned up the dinner dishes.  We had nuked some Frozen
pizza so there wasn't that much to do.  I put our dishes
from the day's meals into the dishwasher and cleaned off
the counters.

By the time I was finished, Chad had emerged from the
shower and was toweling off in the kitchen, keeping me
company.  He had that clean, soapy smell; even today, every
time I smell that aroma, I think of my cousin drying
himself in the kitchen.

After my shower, I came out of the bedroom drying myself,
just like my cousin had done.  It felt so neat, being able
to wander around the unfamiliar house without worrying that
somebody would see me naked.

The dark of night had finally fallen at about 9:30.  Chad
and I went and sat outside on the deck.   The lights in the
house were off and the stars shown in the sky brighter than
I had ever seen them.  We were quiet for a while, listening
to the sounds of the night; crickets chirped, a light wind
rustled the leaves in the forest surrounding us, and I
could hear the hooting of an owl off to  my right.  I had
never felt so content in my life.

Chad broke the silence.  "This is my favorite time of day.
All winter long I think about the warm evenings sitting on
this deck.  I think hot, humid days are worth it, just to
be able to cool down like this."

More silence.  When we heard the fluttering of wings as the
owl moved off farther into the woods, we bagan our plans
for the following day.  If it was sunny we would grab
ladders and scrape the under the eves of the house.  We
figured it would take a long time since we would have to
constantly move up and down to move the ladders.  Of
course, we would take time out to swim.  Chad promised me
he wouldn't rip off my boxers anymore.

It was after ten o'clock when we returned to the house to
watch the movie we had rented.  Chad went into our room and
brought out pillows as I put some popcorn into the
microwave.  Chad poured us some Pepsis and we finally sat
down on the floor to watch Meteor Man.  It was a pretty
lame movie, but Chad and I laughed our asses off.

The two of us spent the evening naked, lying on the
livingroom floor; the funny thing was that I hardly even
thought about my nudity.  As the evening cooled, though,
Chad and I found ourselves close together.  Eventually, I
rested my head on his chest and watched the movie as he
stroked my hair.

It was almost midnight when we got to bed.  I didn't worry
about putting on my boxers.  I figured the my cousin
wouldn't mind if I spent the rest of the summer naked.  As
I tried to sleep, I reviewed the events of the day.  I
don't think I had ever been so happy.  With my cousin lying
in his bed, breathing deeply I felt safe and secure.  I
don't think anybody in the world knew the real me except my
cousin.  I fell asleep anticipating the new day.


Chapter Five --I learn new things

It was almost nine when I woke up on Monday morning.  As
usual, my stiffy was screaming to release a gallon of piss.
As I got out of bed I glanced over at Chad. His eyes were
open and he was looking over at me.

"Morning, Jase.  Wow, are you happy to see me or are you
like that all the time?"

My immediate reaction was to cover myself, embarassed that
he had seen me.  But things were different now.  After all,
I was a teen boy and it was only natural to have a hardon
in the morning, wasn't it?  I released my hands from my
straining cock and it snapped up and slapped my stomach,
bobbing almost straight up.

"I'm sure it's only half the size of that tent pole in your
bed," I laughed.

I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth while
waiting for my throbbing erection to go down.  The running
water did nothing to ease the burden on my strained
bladder.  It was quite a relief to finally let loose a
massive stream.

I shook the last drops from my dick and flushed.  Entering
my room I saw Chad with his back to me lying with his face
to the wall.  I figured that it was only fair that I scare
the shit out of him this time.  I screamed at the top of my
lungs, my voice cracking at least two octaves, and jumped
on top of his startled body.

"Shit, Japer, you scared the fuck out of me!"

"Hey, it's only fair.  I almost pissed in the bed when you
did it to me yesterday.  Maybe if I tickle you, you'll pee
in your bed."  With that I started probing and poking his
ribs.

We struggled together for a few minutes before I collapsed
exhausted on top of my poor cousin's body.  His bed clothes
had fallen to the floor and I could feel the warmth of his
erection poking into my stomach.  My dick suddenly began
growing again and my half-hard cock pushed into  his leg.

"Fuck, I gotta piss!" The boy under me threw me off of him
as he got up. His dick, too, was sticking up into the air
as he made his way to the bathroom. As he was getting
ready, I made my way to the kitchen to begin work on
breakfast.

I wasn't as brave as he was so I decided that frying bacon
was out of the question in my state of dress.  Instead I
found some frozen waffles and popped them into the toaster.
I got the cereal, milk, and juice ready.

Several minutes later Chad emerged from the room and helped
me finish preparing  breakfast.  We ate out on the deck and
I marveled at the warmth of the morning sun on my body.
Looking down at my hairless legs and the relaxed, sagging
ball sack hanging between them, I noticed with amusement
that the sun sparkled as it reflected off my sparse patch
of blonde pubic hairs.  I really liked being a nudist.

But we had work to do and after clearing the dishes we
grabbed our shorts and painters caps and went to the garage
to get our equipment.  We dragged out two step ladders and
our scrapers and got to work.  The morning passed quickly
as Chad and I worked up a heavy sweat, scraping the old
paint off the eves.  By lunch we had finished two thirds
the length of the south side of the house.

After stripping down and helping each other brush the paint
chips off our bodies, we entered the cool house for lunch.
We must have drunk a gallon of lemonade each; the sweat we
had built up had drained us of water.

After lunch Chad brought out towels.  I wasn't too keen on
going down to the lake without clothes on, but my cousin
convinced me that we wouldn't run into anybody.  "Besides,
if we do, it'll only be the nudists down by the lake."

It felt weird walking through the woods nude.  My dick and
balls swayed and bobbed with each step.  Soon we were at
the beach, sheltered to our left by a giant boulder and a
point of land to our right.  I didn't feel too
uncomfortable because of this shelter.  I'm sure I wasn't
brave enough to venture out where I could be seen by
others.

Chad and I spent the afternoon swimming and soaking up the
sun.  My cousin began to worry that I might become
sunburned so he went up to the canoe at the edge of the
woods and brought back a bottle of sunscreen.  He made me
put it on all over, but told me I should really concentrate
on my crotch.

"I know from experience.  Don't let your balls get burnt.
It is annoying as hell.  You can't even walk without pain,"
he laughed.

I took has advice and poured liberal doses of the SPF 30
lotion onto my privates.  Of course, as I rubbed it in I
got a stiffy.  I looked around nervously but nobody but my
cousin was around so I relaxed and enjoyed the feeling as I
rubbed the oil into the smooth skin of my dick and balls.

Chad took care of my backside.  At first I grew excited by
his touch as he massaged the lotion onto my skin.  With
small circular motions he began at my shoulders and upper
back.  He changed to smoother long strokes down my back and
sides. Finally he concentrated on my ass and thighs.  I
could feel his hands gently kneading the muscles as they
smoothed the lotion all around my ass cheeks, including
inside the crack.  As he moved down to the inside of my
thighs, his fingers accidentally touched my balls.  I
shivered as a wave of pleasured coursed through my body.

It was one of those lazy afternoons when the air is too hot
to do any work. Every twenty minutes or so we would jump up
and run into the water to rough house.  Chad and I worked
on his butterfly stroke some more, be he ws still hopeless.
He could really get me laughing sometimes.

That evening we decided not to get a movie.  The Red Sox
were on the tube playing a game out in Seattle.  My cousin
is a big baseball fan and he was looking forward to the
Clemens/Griffey matchup.  I'm not as interested in baseball
so Chad began the game by giving a play-by-play, explaining
the strategy of the game.  I never realized how much action
goes on in every pitch. All the players are in constant
motion.

Chad likes to pretend he's dumb, but as he explained the
game, I came to see how smart he really was.  He actually
made baseball enjoyable.  Of course, I was just happy to be
with him, knowing that this would be our last night alone
for a while.

As the innings progressed, I began to watch Chad more and
more.  He was never ashamed of his body.  As he lounged on
the floor with his head on his pillow, his right hand moved
down and began massage his limp dick.  Soon it grew to its
full size.  I couldn't keep my eyes off his movements.

"Ack!  I forgot you were even here.  That shows you how
comfortable I am with you.  Don't mind me.  I haven't beat
off since before you got here. that's a new record for me.
Fuck, I'm horny!"

I couldn't believe what I was seeing.  My friends say that
only losers play with themselves.  Of course, Mr. McClain,
my health teacher said that all boys masturbate.  I know
I've rubbed my cock sometimes in the morning, but I've
never done it for too long.  I don't want to be a loser.

As the night grew later Chad concentrated less on the game
and more and more on pumping his woody.  I was fascinated
as I watched him.  While his right hand worked up and down
on the shaft, his left hand alternated between playing with
his balls and lightly massaging his belly and tits with a
feathery touch.

I watched as he increased the tempo of his strokes.  His
breath became labored, as if he was running a marathon.
Suddenly I saw his body tense.  He arched his back and
lifted his ass from the ground.  His toes curled and a
pained expression covered my cousin's face.  In a few
seconds Chad's dick shot a load of white liquid which flew
up and landed on his chest.  A second spurt came to rest
just below the first deposit.  Several more shots of cream
emerged before Chad finally collapsed back down on the
carpet, exhausted.

I couldn't speak.  I had never seen anything like that
display.  I suddenly noticed that my own dick was rock hard
and making little jumping movements on my belly.

A few mintues later Chad went to the bathroom to clean
himself off.  Soon he returned and laid down next to me.

"Shit,  that  was  a  good  one. It  felt  neat  knowing
you  were  watching me! I'm sorry if I offended you.  I
really needed to let it out, though. Hell, we'll be
together all summer and it was only a matter of time before
I did this in front of you."

"How often do you do this, Chad," I asked.

"Well, before you got here, I guess it was once or twice a
day.  Sometimes more.  How often do you beat your meat?"

"I've never tried it," I answered truthfully.  "My friends
say only losers do it."

A frown came over my cousin's face.  "So you think I'm a
loser?"

"Oh, no!  I'd never think that.  It's just, well, they say
they never do it."

"Jase, there are two types of boys in the world.  Those who
beat off and those who lie," he laughed.

"Well, I've never done it," I admitted.

"I'm sure that will change soon," Chad replied with a
smile.  "Hell, it feels too good not to do it.  So, I guess
you don't know if you can come yet or not."

"I don't think I can cream yet.  Mr. McClain says that when
boys begin making sperm they have wet dreams.  Luckily I
haven't done that yet.  I don't know what Mom would say if
she had to cleam up my messed sheets."

"Dude, that's another reason for you to start beating off.
It'll keep you from having wet dreams.  I don't know,
though.  The dreams I've had have been radical!"  We
laughed at this.

"Chad, um, do you think maybe you can teach me how to do
it?"

"Japer, there's really nothing to it.  You just start
rubbing and thinking sexy thoughts and your hands will know
just what to do.  Fuck, I'm getting horny again just
talking about this. Wanna do it with me this time?"

"Well, if you're going to do it again, I'll give it a try,"
I said.

We lay on the floor, inches apart.  I could feel the warmth
of Chad's body to my left.  I watched as he reached down
and began to gently rub his hardening cock.  I did the same
to my already throbbing member.  All I had to do was think
sexy thoughts.  The only thoughts in my mind were about my
cousin, lying within reach of me.

There we were, Chad with his six inches in hand, beating
steadily and I with my massive four inches trying to time
my strokes with his.  Just as Chad had said, my hands did
figure out what to do.  I found my left hand roving up and
down my body, playing with my tits and balls.  My right
hand pumped up and down, pausing now and then to tickle the
tender underside of my pink virgin dick head.

My strokes increased in tempo and both Chad and I began
breathing harder. Suddenly I felt a strange feeling as my
balls tighted within their sack.  I noticed my sexy cousin
had increased the speed of his pumping, too.  I almost
cried out when I felt the tingling of my first orgasm.  It
was kind of like I had to piss really bad, but it seemed to
come from all over my body.  A small drop of liquid emerged
from my piss slit and I collapsed, completely exhausted and
sweaty.  I had never felt anything as good as that in my
life!

I looked over at my cousin and saw him orgasm.  This time
there was nowhere near as much cream, but the intensity
seemed even greater, judging from the look on his face.
Chad smiled at me, his eyes twinkling.

"Dude, welcome to the club.  Now you know!  Isn't it
awesome?"

"Chad, I can hardly speak," I panted.  "I think I found a
new hobby!"

I reached over to give my cousin a quick hug, forgetting
that he was covered by a sticky mess.

"Let's get cleaned up and get to bed, Jase.  We have all
summer to play, and I plan to show you some really awesome
stuff.  Wait 'til we do it outside in the sun!"

I fell asleep right away that night.  It was an exhausting
day, but I had learned a lot.  I was looking forward to the
rest of the summer.  I was really lucky to get to spend the
time in Wilmington rather than doing the same old shit in
Springfield.