Date: Wed, 18 Dec 1996 11:24:48 -0800
From: Jason <vt_kid@mailmasher.com>
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Subject: Vermont Summer

Warning!  This story contains descriptions of intimate
relationships between teen boys.  If you are in any way
offended by this, do not read any farther.

If you are under the age of consent where you live, then
you may not read any farther.

The following story happened to me last summer and is, for
the most part, true. I have exaggerated some points and
have changed the names of all individuals in the story.  I
wrote this story for a contest and my English teacher
helped me a lot.  Of course, I have added more details
after I submitted the orginal!  :)

Remember, I'm only 14 (well almost).  Don't flame me if you
don't like the story.  As you'll read from my story, I'm
shy and last summer did a lot to bring me out (in several
ways!).

I'm not sure if it is even legal for me to write this story
and post it.  Is it okay for a kid to write about the stuff
he does with other kids?

For that reason I am posting this anonymously.  Don't try
to email me.

Okay...  This is your last chance. Don't go any farther if
gay teen boys offend you.  Don't say you weren't warned.

Jason (not my real name) in Vermont


Chapter 6 -- Fun in the Sun

Tuesday morning.  Our last day alone together before Chad's
mom came home from her buying trip.  We were determined to
make the most of it in work and in play.  Of course, we had
to clean the house thoroughly; my aunt is a neat freak. We
also had to make sure that the scraping had progressed
enough to satisfy her that we had been working hard.  We
made our plans as we sat nude on the deck, eating our
breakfast in the hot morning sun.

"Mom said she was getting home about nine o'clock.  So, we
spend the morning working hard.  We should try to finish
scraping this side of the house today. That might take some
extra work.  We'll spend whatever's left of the afternoon
down by the lake and start cleaning the house about five.
Sometime in there we'll eat dinner and by the time Mom's
home, the house will be perfect!"

"Sounds like a plan," I said as I absent-mindedly scratched
my hairless pink balls hanging low in the summer heat.

"Hey, at least you can wait until this afternoon at the
lake!" Chad laughed as he pointed in the direction of my
crotch.  Fuck, I couldn't believe how easy it had been for
me to relax so much with my cousin. That shy little me of a
week ago could feel so normal sitting naked in the morning
sun this week.

The day was humid as well as hot.  I think I probably lost
five pounds as we scraped.  Every half hour we would stop
to drink from the hose and to wash the sweat off our
bodies.  We took turns spraying each front and back, head
to toe.  We didn't bother taking off our shorts; they were
already wet from the sweat pouring off our bodies.

As I sprayed Chad, I remember thinking how sexy he looked
as the loose shorts would cling to his body, showing the
outline of his dick and balls hidden in the folds of the
baggy nylon.  Not much was left to the imagination.  I
could see every contour.  Even the ridge of his circusized
dick head was visible.

The morning proceded slowly because the heat and humidity
made the work so hard.  It wasn't until after one o'clock
that we finished scraping the entire south side.  Looking
over our work, we decided that Chad's Mom would approve of
the job we had done.  If the weather was nice, we would be
ready to paint the following day.

We put away our scapers and the ladder, hung our painters
caps in the garage, and returned outside to rake the paint
chips off the grass.  The old paint almost filled an entire
large plastic garbage bag.  After we finished that, we
turned the hose on ourselves again, this time removing our
shorts after we sprayed the chips off of them.  Naked, we
sat in the shade of a maple tree waiting until we were dry
before we made our way to the kitchen.

It was too hot to eat a big meal for lunch.  Instead, sat
outside in the shade, drank a gallon of lemonade between
the two of us, and munched on a bag of doritos.  The sugar
and water rejuvenated us just enough to make our way down
the path to the lake.  It was one of those days, though,
where the heat and humidity made us want to move as slowly
as possible.

By the time we got to the lake, we were covered in sweat
from just the quarter mile walk through the woods.  We
immediately plunged into the water and swam to the bottom,
seeking the cooler water below.  After about a half hour of
resting in the water with none of our usual horseplay, we
were cool enough to emerge and lie on our backs in the sun
on shore.

I looked at Chad's naked body lying on the towel next to
me. Tanned from head to foot, he was everything I hoped I
would be in a year.  His penis had that small dense bush of
blond hair and I had almost nothing.  He was over five
inches, even after being submerged in cold water, and I was
lucky to have four fully erect.  His shrunken balls, tight
against his body in their wrinkled sack, were twice the
size of my tiny pair of peanuts.

Chad looked into my eyes.  "Yo, Japer.  Don't worry about
it so much.  You're going to be huge.  You're larger than I
was. Besides, I like you just as you are.  You're fucking
hot."

I think I fell deeply in love with my cousin then and
there. I hadn't said a thing, and yet he knew exactly what
I was thinking.  I turned onto my left side, threw my right
arm over his chest and pulled him to me, hugging him close.
The moment only lasted a few seconds, though.

"What was that for?" Chad asked with a smile once we were
separate again.

"I don't know.  I guess I just wanted to let you know that
I'm glad we're together this summer."

"Not half as glad as I am," replied my cousin.

The moment passed as quickly as it came.  We spent the
afternoon swimming and lying in the sun, mostly swimming to
overcome the heat.  As late afternoon approached, Chad
began to play with himself again.  This time, I wasn't as
shy about joining him.

"This is my favorite place to jack off," Chad said.  "The
sun feels so awsome.  See how it makes my balls so saggy. I
like it when they hang low like this.  They're fun to play
with. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, it's a beautiful day for a
ballgame!"

It was so like my cousin to provide me with a play-by-play
of his masturbatory techniques.  It was almost like his
baseball commentary last night.  He was so goofy; I
couldn't help but abandon my own penis and laugh with each
of his utterances.

"The left one seems to be hanging mighty low today.  Of
course, this season, it's been the most consistent on the
team.  Day in and day out, Lefty has done his job without
complaint, even in those difficult double-headers.

"Of course, Righty has always hung in there as well.  But,
my vote for most valuable player has to go to Dick. He's
never failed to rise to the occasion."

Chad continued on in this way for the longest time.  He
started with baseball metaphors but soon just described
what he was feeling.  And all the time, he focused my
attention on his teen dick and balls.

"I like it when my dick gets hard and the sun beats down on
the underside up near the head.  That's the most sensitive
spot.  It feels so good and warm.  I wish it could last
forever."

Chad was stroking his cock with just his fingertips and
then he was waving it as if he was trying to collect more
sun on that sensitive area.  I watched him, enthralled.

"And now I'm stroking it gently.  It makes me kindof
shiver. And look!  Here's the precum.  Right on schedule."
he stopped stroking for a second and put his forefinger to
the small drop of liquid that had emerged from his piss
slit.  He pulled his finger back, creating a long string.
"Look at it sparkle in the sun.  It's so cool!"

And then he started stroking again.  He wrapped his hands
around the dick and pulled up all the way until his purple
dickhead disappeared inside his fist.  Then he stroked
down, releasing the fist and hooking his fingertips under
the ballsac and rolling it.  Then up again.

"I like to start slow.  I want it to last forever."

He continued his stroking.

"And now I am starting to feel it so I stroke a little
faster.  And my balls start to tingle.  Any time now and
they will pull up next to my body."

I watched as his hairless balls began to move up and down
and pull into his body.  Soon they were tight and showed
the wrinkles of full contraction.  Chad's strokes became
faster still.

"I am really feeling it now.  If I time it right I can go
right to the edge and then slow down and then bring myself
to the edge again."

There was my cousin, lying on his back, racing his hand up
and down his shaft.  The late afternoon sun shone on the
lake and bathed us in direct and reflected light. I watched
the muscles of his body glistening in the heat.  The
contours of his hard, muscled teen body were accentuated by
the shadows created by the sun.  It was a remarkable image.

Chad's breathing grew deeper and more rapid. He had trouble
speaking now, but continued to describe what he was
feeling.

"I'm feeling it now.  Tingles all over my body; behind my
shoulder blades; on the soles of my feet; in my neck; in my
belly.  Fuck!  It's coming now. Fuck!"

I watched as the first squirt shot from the slit at the end
of his dick and landed on his stomach.  Then another, and
finally a few more dribbles came out and mixed with the
small patch of blond pubic hair.

"That was fucking great!" Chad said after he had caught his
breath.  "It's amazing to do it knowing that you are
watching.  It made it even better.  Thanks!"

Sometimes I just couldn't understand my cousin.  He spent
his time teaching me about all this shit, and then when he
was done, he thanked me.

We swam one more time before heading up to the house.  we
still had to do major cleaning before Aunt Leslie got home
at nine.

Neither of us bothered to put on clothes as we did the
cleaning.  I took care of the kitchen while Chad vacuumed.
I remember he told me that he should do that job because,
"vacuuming sucks!"

Together we dusted and and straightened up the rest of the
house.  By seven-thirty we had done a pretty good job so we
decided to fix a couple of frozen dinners and watch Home
Improvement reruns on the tube.

By eight-fifteen, with dinner out of the way and the dishes
done, we reluctantly retired to our room to take quick
showers and dress.  My introduction to nudism had come to
an end.

Chad's mom was prompt.  Not more than two minutes after
nine we heard the roar of an engine and the sound of tires
on gravel.  She was home.

"Hello, boys!  How was the weekend.  Did you have any
problems?"

The house filled with nervous energy as Chad's mom brought
in her bags and began to look around the house, making sure
it was still in one piece.  She even went outside to
inspect our work.

"You boys have certainly been busy!  I expected to find the
house a mess.  And I expected that the south side would
only be partially scraped.  You've done a great job.  I
hope you did take some time out for play."

We assured her that we hadn't overexerted ourselves.

"Oh, by the way, Chad.  I ran into the Pearsons as I was
driving in.  Todd was so excited, he wanted to come over
tonight to see you.  I told him to wait until tomorrow
morning."

Chad explained to me that the Pearsons were from Boston and
had a summer house about a half mile away.  Mr. Pearson
worked all week and only showed up on the weekends.  Mrs.
Pearson often came up from the city during the week,
bringing Todd with her.  Todd Pearson was their only child,
eleven years old.

"You'll really like the kid.  He's kinda hyper, but he's
funny.  Until you came along, he was the closest person to
my age for miles around."

Fuck.  My ideal summer with my cousin was about to be
ruined by a third party.  Not only that, but a kid, two
years younger than I was.  I didn't say much more that
evening.

we got ready for bed. After undressing,I climbed onto my
bed, naked, but didn't get under the sheets.  It was way
too hot for that.  Chad came over and sat next to me.  I
looked up into his eyes.

"It'll be neat.  You'll see, Jase.  He's a neat kid.
Besides, nothing's ever going to replace you and me
together." He bent over and hugged me.  "Remember, you and
me together."

He always knew the right things to say to me.


-----
This particular chapter, in fact most of the story, does
not contain explicit sex.  If that's why you're reading it,
you will be disappointed.  On the other hand, I have tried
to capture the emotions of the time when I finally realized
who and what I am.  Sometimes this includes descriptions
that go beyond a PG13 rating.

The following story happened to me two summers ago and is,
for the most part, true. I have exaggerated some points and
have changed the names of all individuals in the story.  I
wrote this story for a contest and my English teacher
helped me a lot.  Of course, I have added more details
after I submitted the orginal!  :)

Okay...  This is your last chance. Don't go any farther if
gay boys offend you.  Don't say you weren't warned.

Jason in Vermont
-----


Chapter 7 -- Three's a Crowd

I slept fitfully that night.  I am not sure if it was the
heat, or the thunder in the distance, or if it was because
so much was happening in my life so fast. Everytime I woke
up, I would look over at my cousin.  He seemed so peaceful
in the shadows of the night compared to my restless
struggling to find a comfortable position amongst the
sweat-soaked sheets on my bed.

Chad was so natural in everything he did and I wanted so
much to be like him. And my cousin was so good to include
me and make me feel needed in his life. But, there was that
secret which, if he ever found out, would destroy
everything we had together.  I didn't like having to keep
things from him, but that's what you have to do when you're
gay.  I just couldn't risk having Chad hate me.

And then there was this kid coming over tomorrow.  I had
learned so much from my cousin during our first five days
together and he had made me feel so confortable about
myself.  But now that was going to end with this neighbor
kid who was certain to come between us.  I guess I had been
stupid to think the whole summer would be like the first
five days.

Outside, the wind began to stir the trees and the thunder
grew louder.  Lightning began to illuminate the room
occasionally as the storm came closer.  Finally I heard the
pounding of the heavy rain outside the window.  As the
storm disappeared into the distance, the air grew cooler
and I fell into a deep sleep.

-------

Wham!  The bedroom door slammed open.  I opened my eyes
only to be blinded by the sun streaming through the
windows.

"Chad, you awake yet?"

I looked in the direction of the loud, high pitched query.
Standing in the doorway was a very strange site.  In my
half awake state, it looked like a Munchkin, from the Land
of Oz, had somehow found its way onto the streets of South
Central.

The vision clomped over to my cousin's bed.

"Chad, you awake yet?  Your mom said it was okay for me to
come in and wake you."

I was able to focus a bit better now.  It was a boy,
dressed almost completely in black.  Huge Doc Martins on
his feet, the baggiest black jeans I have ever seen, a long
black Raiders warmup jacket over an Orlando Magic muscle
shirt, topped by a black wool ski cap.  Peeking out from
the folds of all this oversized clothing was the small,
pink face of a boy, not more than eleven years old.

"C'mon Chad. Wake up!  It's time to get up," whined the
high-pitched voice.

My cousin turned over under his sheets.  He opened his eyes
a crack, closed them, and then opened them just a bit
wider.

"Oh it's you Todd.  Morning.  What time is it?"  Chad
closed his eyes again.

"It's after eight.  Your mom said to wait until after eight
to wake you."

Fucking eight o'clock in the morning.  I couldn't believe
we had been awakened so early, especially since I had
gotten so little sleep the night before.  This was not a
good start.

"C'mon, get up!"  That voice!  I was ready to strangle the
kid.

Chad opened his eyes again and looked up at the black-clad
youth standing over him.  "Okay, Okay.  I'm awake."  Chad
shook his head.  His usual, goofy grin returned to his
face.

"Hiya, Todd!  You've grown since last summer.  What's that
you're wearing?  Looks like you could hide another kid in
there," he laughed, poking at the boy.

"It's my new clothes.  I'm gonna join a gang in Boston when
I go back.  D'ya belong to a gang here?  Mom and I bought
these clothes right after school was out.  She told me not
to wear them here, but I had to show you.  Are you gonna
get out of bed?"

This kid talked a mile a minute.  Did he ever shut up?

"C'mon, get out of bed.  Let's do some stuff."

"Okay, Okay.  Hold your horses, Todderoooski," Chad
laughed. He pulled back the sheets and brought his legs
down to the floor and sat on the edge of the bed.

As usual, his smooth young cock was at full erection.  He
didn't seem to notice.  Instead, my cousin stretched and
yawned.  The kid beside his bed seemed to notice, though.

"Wow, Chad!  Your dick is huge!  How'd it get so big since
last year?  And when did you get all that hair on it?  Do
you suppose I'll go through puberty soon?"

"Hold on, Todd.  Wait a minute.  I gotta take a leak.  Talk
to Jason while I am in the bathroom."  Chad pointed in my
direction and for the first time, the tiny gangster wannabe
noticed my presence.

Chad got up and walked to the bathroom, his woody bouncing
with every step.  Todd didn't seem to notice, though.
Instead he made his way over to my bed.  Fuck, now I was a
babysitter to the kid.

"Hiya.  I'm Todd.  I'm from Boston.  Where you from?  How
old are you?  You spending the whole summer here?"  The kid
went on and on.  I tried to answer his questions, but he
just kept talking.  Finally Chad came back into the room,
much to my relief.

"Yo. Todder.  C'mon.  You must be hot.  Take the coat off
at least."  Chad walked to the dresser and put on some
boxers while Todd removed his Raiders jacket to reveal a
skinny body lost in the folds of the oversized tank top and
levis.  A black leather webbed belt was cinched tightly
around his waist, keeping the pants from falling to the
floor.  He removed the wool ski cap to reveal a head of
fine reddish blond hair, fairly long and cut in a bowl
shape.

"Let's go get some breakfast, Todd.  Jason, you coming?"
Chad looked over at me with a small smile on his face.

"Yeah, you guys go ahead.  I'll be in in a few minutes."

The two went out the door together, leaving me alone. Fuck,
I hoped the rest of the summer didn't turn out to be like
this.

We had breakfast on the deck, Todd somehow managing to put
food into his mouth between questions and comments. Even
though Aunt Leslie had gone into town for the day, I guess
Chad felt his mother was too close to go the nudist
routine.  I was kind of glad, though.  It was something
Chad and I shared together and I didn't want this third
person horning in.

After the dishes it was time to get to the painting.  Of
course, Todd volunteered to help.  So, when we went to the
bedroom to change, we had to find something for the kid to
wear. We went through Chad's dresser until we found an old
pair of soccer shorts that might fit.

The boy took off his Orlando Magic shirt and then loosened
his belt.  His baggy pants fell to the floor with a plop.
The pale, skinny 11 year old stood there in just his red
boxers; they, too, were oversized.  With a quick motion, he
dropped those, too, to the pile on the floor.

And there stood Todd, stark naked, without a bit of
embarassment. He was skinny and I could count his ribs and
identify the bony points of his hips.  His skin was almost
transluscent; I could see blood vessels below the surface.

And then there was his penis.  It was tiny, not more than
an inch and a half long.  The minute, circumsized cockhead
was almost blue in color.  His balls were tucked tight
against his body, tiny peas in a wrinkled sack.  And there
was not a hair that I could see anywhere on his body.  And
I thought I was underdeveloped!

"Do you think it's any bigger, Chad?  I think I might be
starting puberty.  See, there's a hair that's starting to
grow," the boy pointed to what appeared to be a hairless
pubic area.

Chad peered closely at the indicated spot."Yeah, maybe
there's a hair beginning to grow.  But don't worry about
it, dude.  It'll come with time.  You can't force it," Chad
replied.  "Here, try on these shorts. Maybe they'll fit."

The boy pulled on the dark blue Umbros.  He looked
ridiculous, almost lost in the nylon fabric.  He couldn't
let go of the waistband because it just slipped past his
bony hips and the shorts fell to the floor.  Finally, he
grabbed his web belt and cinched the shorts tightly to his
waist. That seemed to do.  At least they didn't fall to
floor.

During all this, I was changing into my painting shorts. In
spite of the lessons I had learned from my cousin, I was
still not very comfortable changing in front of this
stranger.  I quickly tugged down my boxers and just as
quickly tried to step into my painting shorts.  All was not
successful, though, as I tripped on the shorts, stumbled
and fell to the floor.

The boys looked over at me, struggling to the floor to try
to pull up the shorts.  They laughed.  I turned red,
partially with embarassment, but mostly with anger.  I
wanted to say something, but held my tongue.  I finished
pulling up the shorts in silence.

The painting went much slower than we had planned.  The
first hour was spent just in preparation, arranging the
drop cloths and mixing the paint.  Then we found the dry
clapboards just soaked up the primer.  It looked almost
like we hadn't even painted yet.

What really slowed us down, though, was Todd.  He began the
morning by spending all his time tugging at his shorts,
trying to keep them up.  First part of the waist would fall
below the tight belt and slowly the rest would begin to
unravel.  Soon the shorts would fall to the ground and the
kid would have to stop and pull them back up, re-cenching
the belt.  After the third time this happened, Todd finally
gave up and left the shorts off.  He spent the morning
clothed only by the black leather belt around his waist. It
was comical.

I was surprised at how at ease he was in his nudity.  As he
painted his little penis wiggled.  His balls, warmed by the
morning sun sagged in their tiny sack.  When he stopped so
Chad could put sun block over his body, he didn't seem the
least embarassed as my cousin spread the oil over that part
of his body.  Shit, I was totally embarassed for him.  I
thought I was tiny!  I think if my penis was that small, I
would never allow anybody to see it.

As we worked, Todd became more relaxed and talked less,
much to my relief.  As the morning wore on, I realized that
he wasn't such a little kid, after all.  A year and a half
younger then me, we even seemed to have some things in
common. He didn't like his mother bossing him around and
trying to choose friends for him.  He spent his winters
skiing on a team in Westford, Massachusetts.  He was even a
Phish Head.

But probably the thing that brought me closer to him was
when he started talking about some of the things his
friends would say to him.  He complained that they kidded
him by his tiny penis.  He complained that all his friends
were going through puberty except him.  I knew the
complaints well.  My heart went out to him.

And Chad, as usual, set things right for him.  I was so
proud of my cousin explaining things in simple terms about
how the boy should be proud of his body, how puberty would
come, and how he should have fun being just what he was.

We lost track of time and were brought back to reality when
we heard the roar of Aunt Leslie's truck  coming down the
track through the woods.

"Shit!  It's your Mom," screamed Todd.  The skinny boy
raced around the yard looking for his shorts which were
lost somewhere among the drop cloths.  As the sound of the
vehicle grew louder, Todd became more animated.  Finally he
threw up his hands in frustration, bounded up onto the deck
and into the house.

We heard the old cargo truck pulled into the driveway just
as Todd's naked white ass disappeared through the door. The
engine stopped, the truck's door slammed, and Aunt Leslie
emerged around the side of the house.

"I thought you boys might be hungry.  I brought some
burgers home for lunch.  Clean yourselves up and they'll be
waiting for you on the deck.  Did Todd go home?"

Todd emerged from the house, dressed again in his gangster
outfit.

We ate in the warm sunshine and after Aunt Leslie left, we
resumed our work and continued throughout the afternoon.
Todd didn't bother putting on his painting outfit, though.
He just stripped there in the yard, carefully placing his
clothes in a pile where he could find them this time.

The work progressed slowly and by our agreed quitting time
of four o'clock, barely half the south side of the house
was primed.  We cleaned the paint off the brushes and
ourselves with mineral spirits.  We then raced down the
path through woods to the lake, Chad and I in our shorts,
and Todd running along ahead in nothing at all.

With a war whoop, we emerged from the woods and jumped into
the water to wash off the gunk from our bodies.  It was
cold and we could only last a minute or two in the water
before we emerged to dry off.

Shivering in the cool afternoon sunlight, we toweled
ourselves dry.  Todd's skin was almost blue from the cold,
his little nipples purple and erect, and his tiny genitals
contracted tight agains his body. I've never imagined
anything as tiny.

Bundled in our towels we made our way back home.  Todd,
after dressing, made his way home, leaving Chad and me to
take warm showers and dress before my aunt returned.

That night, as we lay in bed we talked about Todd.

"You were really good putting up with him today, Jase," my
cousin said.  "He just needs confidence in himself."

"Well, I have to admit I couldn't stand him at first.  But
you were right as usual.  He's a great kid when he's not
hyper."

I heard the Chad's bed springs squeak and made out my
cousin's naked body cross the gap between our beds.

"Can I get in with you?  I want to give you a hug.  We
haven't been alone all day until now.  I've missed being
with just you."

I lifted the sheets and felt his warm body wrap itself
around mine.  He held me tight for a minute before
speaking.

"Thanks, Japer.  I promise we'll get time together for just
the two of us."

After he returned to his bed I wondered what he would ever
do to me if he found out my secret.  I did my best to shove
that thought out of my mind and mananaged to fall into a
dreamless sleep.


Chapter Eight -- The Rains Come

Thursday morning broke cool and clear.  Somehow during the
night I had managed to kick off all my covers and I found
myself curled into a little ball, shivering in the cold
morning air.  I looked over at Chad and saw him on his side
with the covers pulled up to his chin.  He was awake and
staring at me with his big goofy grin.

"It's 'bout time you woke up.  Shit, you looked funny
shivering there in the cold."

"At least you could have pulled the blankets up around me
so I wouldn't freeze," I said, pretending to be angry at
him.

"What?  There's no fucking way I'd leave my warm bed to
help you, squirt. It's too cold out there.  Besides, I
wanted to see if you would wake up first or freeze to death
first!"

"Fuck you!"  I lunged from my bed with a high pitched
scream.  I sailed across the eight feet dividing our two
beds and snatched the blankets from his warm body.  Of
course, just like me, Chad sported a raging boner.  I fell
onto him, moving my icy hands all over his neck, sides, and
stomach. He fought in vain; no matter which way he turned,
I was able to chill yet another part of his body with my
cold hands.

"Okay, Okay!  I give!"  Chad's voice squeeked from high to
low as he screamed at me.  "Next time I'll wake you up!  I
promise!" I know he could have picked me up and thrown me
across the room, but I appreciated my cousin for allowing
me to win this round.

Out of breath and panting, I collapsed on the bed beside
him.  Chad pulled the blankets up over our two bodies. "Now
I have to get warm all over again," he said.

Chad snuggled closer to me and pulled me into his body.  I
was on my back and my cousin was on his side facing me.  He
draped his hairless leg over my stomach and wrapped his
arms around my shoulders and chest.  I could feel the
underside of his stiff prick sticking into my hip.  The
fuzziness of his small patch of pubic hair tickled me.  His
breathing was steady and I felt the hair on the top of my
head move with every exhalation.

Having Chad holding me like that made me feel funny inside.
I was comfortable and at the same time I was shaky from the
thrill of having my buff cousin so close.  I felt safe and
loved, but I was also nervous that Chad would discover that
the closeness of his body was making me horny.  I didn't
care if I was gay or not, but I didn't want my cousin to
hate me because of it.  It felt so good, though.  It was
all I could do to keep from pumping my woody into the
muscles of his lower leg draped down my belly and resting
alongside the shaft.

We lay like that for what seemed like an hour.  Eventually
Chad stirred. "Fuck, I gotta piss."  He crawled over me and
got out of the bed.  He stood up alongside me and raised
his arms high over his head, stretching them as he loudly
yawned.  He grinned down at me when his voice cracked.

God, his body looked like those drawings of the Greek
athletes I used to look at in the encyclopedia; I still
can't get that picture of my cousin out of my head.  The
morning light streaming through the windows emphasized
Chad's youthful muscles, casting shadows on his smooth,
tanned skin.  The long muscles of his biceps and triceps
trailed down to form hairless armpits which were several
shades lighter than the rest of his tanned body.  I could
see his chest muscles rising and falling in time with his
breathing.  The abs were slightly rippled and formed a
v-shape which trailed down to the small patch of blond hair
sparkling in the sunlight.

What really got my attention was my cousin's stiffy
pointing almost straight up to the ceiling, pulling just
slightly to the right.  The pink underside of the shaft was
almost transluscent and I could see pulsing red and blue
veins just under the skin's surface.  The upside-down V
where his shaft met the purplish dick-head led up to his
piss-slit which had a small drop of clear liquid balancing
and sparkling in the light.

Chad's pink, hairless balls were loose and sagging, the
right one slightly lower than the left.  As I watched, they
played a chase game moving up and down in their ball sack.
The right one never seemd to be able to move up far enough
to catch its mate.

At that moment, I think I realized how much I really loved
my cousin.  It wasn't just a physical thing.  Anybody else
in the world, in total embarassment would have hidden
himself from my view. Instead, the boy stood there, sharing
the intimate details of his body with me, never caring
about what I would think.  That simple stretch told me that
we could do or say anything with each other.

Of course, there was that one thing I could never tell him.
If he knew that I thought I might be gay, he would he would
hate me. Until I grew out of this phase of my life, I would
just have to keep that a secret from him.

The moment ended and he shuffled off to the bathroom,
scratching the round muscles of his ass.  I heard the water
in the sink run and the sound of my cousin brushing his
teeth.  Eventually I heard him piss.

As he emerged from the bathroom, I got out of bed to take
care of my morning preparations.  It felt so good not
having to cover myself or worry that he saw my raging
four-incher waving a morning greeting as I walked past him
to the bathroom.

We dressed and ate breakfast in the sun.  Chad's mom had
left us a note telling us to work hard all day because the
weatherman was forecasting a few days of rain.  She would
be in Bennington and wouldn't return until dinner.

Todd came over just as we were finishing our breatfast.
This time he was dressed more normally, and he brought some
work clothes to change into; slightly oversized basketball
shorts and a faded Boston Celtics tee shirt.

With bad weather on the way, we set decided that finishing
the priming of the south side of the house would be our
goal for the day.  Todd seemed to be a different boy today.
He was much more serious, less hyper, and worked hard. He
hardly talked at all.  I kept picturing the kid as he was
the day before; naked except for that belt, he had provided
us with lots of laughter.  I'm not sure if I liked this new
Todd as much.

The winds began to pick up as we worked.  Blowing in
directly from the lake to our south, it was heavy with
moisture.  By lunch time, the winds were whipping the trees
and blowing dead leaves from the woods across the lawn.

After lunch we continued to work as fast as we could
throughout the afternoon.  The leaves continued to blow in,
occasionally sticking to the newly painted primer.  We
finished priming the south side of the house just in time.
We rolled up the drop cloths and stowed them in the garage.
As we were removing the paint from our bodies with mineral
spirits, we heard a roar from across the valley.  Looking
out the back door, we saw the hills to our south disappear
behind a gray wall of driving rain, a wall which was moving
towards us rapidly.

When the roaring mass was on top of us, we ran outside to
wash the spirits from our bodies.  The pounding rainstorm
was so heavy that the water couldn't soak into the ground.
Instead, deep puddles formed all over the lawn.

"Watch this," Chad shouted to us above the the din of the
downpour.

As we watched he began running across the lawn at top
speed. Halfway to the woods he dropped as if he was sliding
into second base.  He must have slid thirty feet and water
sprayed up in fantails on either side of his path.  He
stood up grinning that stupid grin, covered with mud and
loose grass.

"Try it!  It's radical!."

That was all we needed.  I ran off in one direction and
duplicated my cousin's sliding technique. It was awesome!

Todd went off in another direction and did a headfirst dive
onto the grass.  Water flew up in front of him as his body
hydroplaned across the surface.  He looked like a skipping
rock.  When he stood up, his face was covered with mud. All
we could see was his white teeth grinning behind the grime.

Then Chad came up with an idea.  "Hey, I'm gonna try it
naked!" He stripped and sped off, sliding much farther this
time.

"Neat!" screamed Todd and he, too dropped his shorts to the
ground.  I winced as I watched him duplicate his head-first
dive, but he sprang up uninjured, his tiny penis in one
piece.

Embarassed as I was at the thought of taking my clothes off
in front of Todd, it looked like too much fun to be left
out.  Besides, yesterday the kid told me I had a big dick.
There was certainly nothing to be embarassed about in front
of him.  What the fuck.  Why not?  I stripped down, my
nearly hairless four  inches exposed for the world to see,
and did another slide. It was so perfect!

We must have looked an amazing sight, three naked kids
running around, covered with grass and mud, sliding through
every puddle we could find.

Eventually the rain slowed and the puddles soaked into the
ground.  The mud sliding stopped.  We stood in the warm
rain for several minutes, letting the water wash our
bodies. Finally we were clean enough to go into the house
to finish the job properly.

"C'mon, let's take a shower together!  We can wash each
other off," suggested Chad.  I wasn't so sure I could
handle being that close to the other naked boys.

"Yeah, great idea," replied Todd.  Oh well, I guess I was
trapped.

Chad turned on the water and adjusted it.  He got in,
followed by Todd.  Reluctantly I got in with them.  It was
a tight fit.  None of us could move without brushing up
against another naked body.

Todd grabbed the soap from the tray and began lathering his
pale, hairless body.  "Do my back, Chad," he pleaded.  Chad
grabbed the soap and lathered up the child's back.

Chad turned to me.  "Turn around.  Let me do your back,
now, Jay," he said to me. I complied.  It took every bit of
concentration I had to keep from popping a boner, but I
somehow managed to keep it down.

Todd wasn't as fortunate.  When he turned around to face
us, he blushed in embarassment.  "Stupid dick," he said as
he covered his tiny, stiffening boner with his hands.  He
turned away.

"That's okay, Todd," I found myself saying.  "It happens to
everybody.  We're all boys here and we all pop woodies."  I
looked over to Chad who smiled in approval.

"Yeah," he said.  "You've seen me plenty of times like that
in the morning.  It's okay."

Todd hesitantly removed his hands from his little erection.
I was strangely fascinated by what I saw.  It wasn't more
than an inch and a half long, fully erect.  It stood up
straight against his belly, the circumsized head now a
purple color.  I could see the little veins below the
surface of the pale skin of the shaft.  His balls, warmed
by the shower, sagged in their little sack.

Soon we were clean and the hot water began to run low.  We
emerged from the shower refreshed.  As we dried, we took
turns towelling off each other's back.  We then trooped
into our bedroom and changed into dry clothes.

The rain let up enough for Todd to run home just before
dinner.  After eating we watched the tube for a while.  The
Red sox were in Texas and Chad gave me another lesson in
watching baseball.

As we got ready for bed that night, Chad mentioned that
something was bothering Todd.

"We've got to figure out what's wrong with him.  Yesterday
he was a little overboard.  Today he hardly said anything.
Only the mudsliding seemed to bring him out of it."

"Well maybe he's just going through puberty," I laughed.
"He really wants it. You know all the hormones and stuff."

"Well, I was really proud of you today," said my cousin.
"You  made  him  feel  so  much better when he popped that
woody.  Most people would have made fun of him."

"Well, I've had a good teacher," I replied modestly. Inside
I was beaming with joy.  My cousin was proud of me!


Chapter 9 ---

The next few days were uneventful.  The rain continued all
day Friday so we were stuck in the house with only videos.
Todd came over and watched with us.  He was still quiet and
inactive.  Chad was right about something eating at the
kid.

Aunt Leslie took Chad and me into Brattleboro for dinner
and a movie.  The ride home was over a dark, winding road.
We rode in silence for most of the way but Chad finally
spoke.

"Mom, what's wrong with Todd?  He seems so quiet."

"I don't know, son.  Have you asked him?"

"I've tried, but every time I mention it to him, he seems
to get all sad. So I change the subject," Chad said.

"Well just keep at it.  When he's ready to get it off his
chest, he will.  Remember, you can't fix everybody's
emotional hurts.  Heaven knows you try, though," she smiled
at her son.  "That's what I love about you."

Sunday was gray, foggy, and cool with the wind coming out
of the north.  Todd didn't come over that day.  His mother
took him to church in Bennington and they spent the day
there.

We were afraid the rains might return so the only painting
we did was the underside of the eves.  The dark green paint
covered the primer in only one coat so we finished by mid
afternoon.

Aunt Leslie fixed us her famous fried chicken that night
and made plans for her buying trip to upstate New York. She
would leave early Monday morning before we got up, and
would return late Thursday night.  We would have four whole
days on our own!

Monday morning broke bright and sunny, one of those crystal
clear Vermont summer days with white puffy clouds in a dark
blue sky.  With Chad's mom gone, we didn't bother to put on
any clothes.  I was really beginning to like being a
nudist!

We ate our breakfast out on the deck in the warm sunshine.
Everything was still wet from the rains over the weekend so
we had to dump the water from the chairs before we sat
down. The moist plastic was cold on my butt and my balls
began to shrivel up.

I looked over at my cousin and noticed his his scrotum was
shrinking as well.  His tanned, circumcized dick hung over
the ballsack and the head rested on the white plastic.  I
wished my dick would grow big enough to rest between my
legs like that.  As it was, my limp penis just bent over my
balls, tight against my body.

As we were eating, Todd showed up.  I was somewhat
uncomfortable being nude around him, but he didn't even
seem to notice that we were naked.  I guess he had seen
Chad this way many times the previous summer so it wasn't a
big deal to him like it was me.

If possible, Todd was even more silent today that he had
been before.  The young boy just watched us while we ate,
an almost sad expression on his face.

"Want something to eat, Todd?" Chad asked?

"Nah, I'm not hungry."

"What, you're not hungry?  You must be sick, then.  Maybe
we should call the doctor!" Chad joked.

The small boy smiled briefly and continued to watch us eat.

"Hey, guys.  It's still too wet to paint today," said my
cousin suddenly.  "We need to let the wood dry before we
put on the first coat.  How about we spend the day down at
the lake?"

I knew that the weather would dry the clapboards before
mid-morning, but I figured that Chad made the suggestion to
try to make Todd feel better.  So I agreed, telling him
what a great idea that was.

We made some sandwhiches and packed them in a cooler with
Cokes, Doritos, and other snacks.  I was still feeling a
little uncomfortable walking around nude while Todd was
fully dressed, so I put on a pair of gym shorts.  When we
were ready, the three of us made our way through the woods
carrying everything we needed for a day at the lake.

The sunshine on our bodies was awesome after almost three
days of wet weather that had kept us trapped indoors.  As
soon as we put our towels down and stowed the cooler in the
shade of the large maple tree, Todd stripped down naked.
Standing in the sunshine, he ran his hands up and down his
pale, skinny body.  His fingers lingered on the cute, tiny
stub of a dick, rubbing it absentmindedly.

With both Todd and Chad nude, I felt very uncomfortable in
my shorts so I got naked, too.  I got such a feeling of
freedom being naked without any worries as the three of us
sat on our towels playing cards and listening to music.  As
the day warmed, we went for a swim, racing, wrestling, and
dunking each other. Both Chad and I were gentle with Todd
but I soon found there was no need; he fought like a demon.
As my dick rubbed up against the two naked boys, I found
myself getting hard so I avoided contact as much as
possible.  I didn't want the little kid seeing me that way.

Exhausted, we got out of the water and laid on backs
letting the warm sun dry us.  I was fascinated with the
naked bodies beside me, one well built with a a body
budding into manhood, the other tiny and undeveloped.  And
I looked down at my own body and saw myself as a link
between these two boys.  My muscles were just beginning to
stand out.  My penis, while larger than Todd's by a long
way was still immature with just a few hairs beginning to
sprout.  It felt so good and natural to be lying there in
the sun with my friends, none of us worrying about being
naked in front of the others.  Shit, if my friends in
Springfield could only see us!

We ate some of the sandwiches and each had a Coke.  Todd
seemed to be a bit happier and was beginning to talk a
little more.

"Hey, I got an idea.  Let's go to the rope swing!" the
small boy shouted.

"Yeah, Let's do it," replied my cousin.  "I haven't shown
it to Jason yet."  Turning to me he said, "You're gonna
love this thing!"

I remember that Chad had mentioned it my first day at the
lake.  It meant that we would have to walk along the edge
of the lake and around the distant point.  It also meant
that we would have to go through the gay nude section of
the shoreline.  The thought excited me, but made me
nervous, too. I looked around the edge of the boulder that
sheltered our spot on the lake and saw perhaps twenty men,
almost all naked lounging on the boulder-strewn shoreline,
a good distance away.  They seemed harmless, not the
perverted, sex-starved deviates that my friends in
Springfield said gay men were.

We gathered our towels and hung them around our necks. Chad
and Todd began walking.

"Hey, aren't you guys going to put on any clothes?" I
shouted after them.

Chad stopped and turned around grinning.  "Nah, we'll just
have to take 'em off again.  Besides, everybody else is
naked down there. C'mon.  We do this all the time."

I wasn't about to go wandering along the shore naked where
everybody could see me.  All the guys down there were men,
fully developed, and I didn't want them laughing at my tiny
equipment.  I put on my shorts and hurried after the two
naked boys.

We picked our way among the rocks and boulders, heading
towards the distant point.  After several hundred yards, we
began encountering naked men on the shoreline, single and
in groups.

The first ones were a couple, maybe in their twenties who
were sharing a blanket spread out on a flat boulder.  They
were both thin, muscular, with deep tans all over their
bodies. The two, both longhaired blonds, were sitting up
facing the lake.  One was sitting between the spread legs
of the other.  The one behind was spreading suntan lotion
over the other's back.  As he rubbed in the liquid, his
hands strayed down and even reached around to the guy's
inner thighs.

I almost popped a woody right there watching that.  I tried
not to look, but I could hardly turn my eyes away.  The guy
in front didn't even try to hide his dick from us as we
approached.  It was much larger than any cock I had ever
seen before and he was covered with blond pubic hair that
rose nearly to his belly button.  The two guys smiled and
said hello to us as we passed in front of them.  They sure
seemed narmal.

God, it was amazing to walk among all those naked men. None
of them was embarassed to be seen.  Some were hugging each
other, others were lying on their own or in groups.  They
were men of all ages from late teens to the elderly.  Some
were slim and some were quite fat.  Most were circumsized,
but some were uncut.  The thing was, they were all naked.
Most if not all were gay. And they didn't mind us walking
among them.  I have to admit, some of them actually looked
quite interested in us as we passed, but nobody tried to do
anything.

Eventually we rounded the point of land and walked a trail
which snaked through the woods above the lake.  Finally we
reached a spot that seemed idealic.  It was a ledge, about
fifteen feet above the water's surface.  A large beech tree
spread its branches across the ledge and over the water.  A
fat manila rope hung from a thick branch.

Beyond the rope swing, down the shoreline a couple hundred
feet was a large, flat rock which stuck out into the water
about sixty feet.  Forty or fifty people were there
sunbathing naked.  Men, women, boys, and girls of all ages
were lying there, playing in the water, or building sand
castles on the small beach beyond.  I had never realized
that so many people were nudists.  It kind of made me feel
funny to be one of the only ones around with shorts on. But
I didn't feel funny enough to take them off!  No way I was
getting naked where all those people coud see me.

"There it is!" said Todd.  "What d'ya think.  Isn't it
awesome, Jason?"

"Yeah, it looks pretty cool," I said.  "Are you sure it's
safe?"

"There's only one way to find out!" piped in my cousin.
With that, Chad threw down his towel, reached out and
grabbed the rope, and pulled it back to a large rock about
fifteen feet from the dropoff.

"Cowabunga, dudes!" said my cousin in his best California
surfer imitation.  With that, he stood on the rock, reached
as high as he could on the rope, and leaped forward.  His
naked body swung in an arc, first down and forward and then
beyond the ledge as it began its upward flight.  At the top
of the arc, Chad let go and tried to manipulate his
weightless body into a dive position.  He didn't quite get
it right, though, and it was almost like slow motion as his
arms windmilled and he began the descent toward the lake
surface.  He hit the water half on his side, half on his
stomach, with a thwack sound.

A second later Chad's head emerged from the lake, that
goofy grin on his face.  "Ouch," he said, almost in a
whisper.

Todd and I were rolling on the ground laughing.  Todd
recovered first and took his turn on the rope.  With a high
pitched Tarzan yell, he swung his little naked body out
over the lake and let go, falling feet first into the
water.  He emerged with a huge smile on his face.

"Awesome!" he squeeled.

Then it was my turn.  I wasn't about to try a dive on my
first swing.  Instead, standing on the rock, I grabbed the
robe as high as I could, making sure the lower part was off
to the side so it wouldn't snag my balls when I let go.  I
jumped straight up in the air and I found myself hurtling
forward.  I crossed over the ledge, sailing high above the
water.  At the highest point of the swing, I let go and
staying almost motionless in the air before gravity took
over and I began my descent into the water. Toes pointed
down, I entered the water with hardly a ripple.

My head broke the surface.  "Radical!" I screamed.

We each took several more swings, Chad still not perfecting
his dive.  Finally I was ready to try to dive myself,
hoping I could show up my cousin.

I mounted the rock, reached especially high on the rope,
and leapt straight up into the air.  I swung down and out,
arced upwards, and at the highest point above the lake, let
go.  I piked my body, nearly bringing my thighs into my
face, and my body rotated.  I released the pike, looked for
the surface of the water, and stretched my body into an
upright position, head first.  I cut the water with hardly
a splash.  It was perfect!

Well, it was almost perfect.  The trouble was, I had
forgotten to tie my gym shorts before the dive and they had
come completely off when my body had entered the water!  I
was frantic as I looked around, spinning one way and then
another looking for the shorts.  Finally I saw them
floating just below the surface to my right and I grabbed
them. Submerging my body, I was able to get them on without
too much trouble.

Todd and Chad were clapping and cheering.  "A perfect 10!"
shouted my cousin.

Red faced, I walked up the path to the two naked boys.

"Who taught you how to get dressed?" my cousin laughed,
pointing at my gym shorts.

I looked down and was embarassed to notice that in my
haste, I had put them on inside-out.  I looked around to
make sure none of the people around had noticed.  Nobody
was even looking in our direction so, standing on the ledge,
out in the open, I chose to be bold enough to take them off
and turn them right-side-out before putting them on again.
It was a new kind of feeling, knowing that I was getting
naked where anybody could see me.  It was kind of
liberating, but I wasn't about to stay naked!

We continued swinging for a long time.  After a while, I
noticed a boy, about 11 years old, and what looked to be
his father approaching us.  They were both quite tanned and
naked. The boy was talking.

"Can I try it, Dad?  It looks awesome!"

"Let me check out first, son."

The two reached the ledge and watched as Todd swung out in
his best imitation of Tarzan.  I got a chance to study the
pair. The boy with blond, almost white hair, was very
relaxed in his nudity.  His small, hairless penis was
circumcized and hung about halfway down his loose balls.

The boy's father was a larger, hairier version.  His dick,
of course, was much larger and there was a lot of blond
pubic hair which covered his lower belly.  His legs were
also covered in curly blond hair which accentuated his tan
body. He looked to be about 35 years old and was tall and
thin.

I had never seen a naked man so close before.  He stood not
more than five feet from me.  I got a chance to study him
out of the corner of my eye, not wanting him to know I was
looking.  I really liked the way his thin abdomen curved
down to his genitals.  His cut dick, about five inches
long, nestled between the two hairy balls sagging in their
sack. It wasn't much longer than my cousin's but it was
much fatter.

I didn't get hard as I looked at him. It seemed natural to
have him standing there naked.  I noticed the man had
placed his hand on his son's shoulders in a gesture of
familiarity.

The man tried out the swing and did a dive at the end.  He
wasn't as good as I was, but he was much better than Chad!
Then it was the boy's turn.  He did a normal feet-first
release.  When his head broke the surface, his face broke
out into a broad smile and a squeal of delight.

I took time out to watch the naked father and son.  The man
had such an easy, familiar manner with the boy.  He kidded
the child from time to time, giving him little pokes in the
side. The 11 year old giggled whenever this happened and
would poke back.  It was obvious from their innocent
father/son play that they enjoyed being together.

Then I noticed Todd.  He had wandered a little way off and
sat down under a tree, facing away from the rope swing.

Chad noticed, too and together we made our way to where the
small boy was sitting.  We sat on either side of the naked
boy.  He quickly wiped away a tear that was sliding down
his cheek.

"What's wrong, Toddster?  Did you hit the water wrong?  Did
the rope get wrapped between your legs?  What's eating
you?" asked my cousin.  He wrapped his tanned arm across
the smaller boy's pale shoulders.

"Nothing," he said with a pout.  He shrugged Chad's arm off
his shoulders.

"Look, dude.  Jason and I aren't going anywhere until you
talk to us.  Now, what's eating you?"

"Nothing.  I just miss my dad, that's all.  I told you it
was nothing."

Chad throught a minute.  "Well, that's not something I can
fix.  But he'll be up next weekend I'm sure and then you'll
feel better."

"No he won't!  He's not ever coming here again!" the boy
almost screamed at my cousin, tears welling up in his eyes.
"He and Mom are getting a divorce.  He's moving away and
I'll never see him again!"

My cousin pulled the boy towards him and hugged the blond
head against his chest.  He stroked Todd's wet hair and
wiped away the tears which were streaming down the boy's
freckled cheeks.

"Shhh.  It's okay to cry.  We know what you're feeling," he
said qently.  "Fuck, Todd, I'm an expert at what you're
feeling.  And so is Jason.  We both don't have dads.  We
know how much it hurts, don't we Jason?"

"Yeah, Todd.  We know.  We're with you."  I reached out and
touched his arm, running my fingers up and down letting him
know I was on his side.

We sat there in silence for a long time, watching the sun
sparkling on the water with the sounds of families
frolicking behind us.  Eventually Todd's tears dried and we
got up.

We each took one more swing and then began journeying back
to our own, private beach.  We paused when we emerged from
the woods at the edge of the boulder field that led along
the shoreline back to our beach.

"C'mon, Todd!" said Chad.  "Stop dawdling.  I suppose I'll
have to carry you," he said in mock seriousness.

Todd smiled for the first time in a long time.  "Yeah, I
think you'll have to carry me!"

With that, he jumped onto my cousin's back.  "Okay, let's
go. I'm ready," he giggled, slapping Chad's naked butt as
if he was riding a horse.

Together, we made our way back, picking a path that took us
past the naked gay men on the beach.  I felt so at home
now. These guys are gay, I said to myself, and so am I.
They seem so normal.  They aren't perverts like my friends
in Springfield said.  They were just like anybody else.

I felt a little more normal.



Sorry about the delay in this...  It's been ready for a
while but Mailmasher has been down even longer.  I even had
to start a new account and email name at Mailmasher. I hope
I can get some more posted soon.

Warning!  This story contains descriptions of intimate
relationships between teen boys.  You won't find a whole
lot of sex happening in each chapter, but there are some
typical reactions of gay teens to being together alone in
some of them. If you are in any way offended by this, do
not read any farther.

If you are under the age of consent where you live, then
you should not read any farther.

The following story happened to me a couple of summers ago
and is, for the most part, true. I have exaggerated some
points, speeded up the timescale, and changed the names of
all individuals in the story.

Okay...  This is your last chance. Don't go any farther if
gay teen boys offend you.  Don't say you weren't warned.

This is an ongoing project.  There will be many more
chapters which I will post as I finish each one.  It's a
slow process, though.  My teachers seem to think I should
concentrate on doing my homework.  :)

Jason in Vermont


Chapter 10---

When we returned to our own sheltered cove, the long
shadows and our growling stomachs told us it was almost
time for dinner.  We finished off our junk food and took
one more swim in the lake before making our way, naked of
course, to the house.

Todd called his mom and got permission to stay for dinner
and to watch the baseball game with us.  We took a couple
of large steaks from the freezer and thawed them in the
microwave.  While I fixed a salad and some peas (Chad
insisted that we had to eat a balanced meal since Todd was
with us), my cousin grilled the steaks on the barbeque on
the deck.

With dinner ready, we sat down on the floor, our backs
against the couch with our plates on the coffee table in
front of us.  About halfway through eating it dawned on me
that I was stark naked, sitting with two other nude boys,
and it seemed to be the most natural thing in the world.

"What's that shit eating grin on your face?" my cousin
asked.

"Nothing," I replied.  I took a bite of steak so I wouldn't
have to explain.  I didn't want them thinking I was weird.

We cleared off the dishes, made a big bowl of popcorn with
lots of butter, and settled into the living room for the
Sox game.  I sat in the recliner while Chad and Todd
snuggled together on the couch.

It wasn't sexual or anything.  They were just lying there
together.  Chad was on his back with his head propped up
with a pillow.  His soft penis lay on his tanned hip.  Todd
was on his side, wedged between my cousin and the back of
the couch.  He had his head resting on Chad's chest, a leg
draped across his thighs, his hairless crotch pressed
agains his hip. Chad's arm was wrapped around the smaller
boy's shoulders.

I felt jealousy begin to raise its head again.  I knew that
Chad was doing his best to comfort the poor boy.  It's
mighty tough having your parents divorce, especially when
you're Todd's age.  Still, I kept wishing that it was me
lying there alongside my cousin.

Todd reached across Chad's body and grabbed a handful of
popcorn from the bowl on the coffee table.  He took more
than his small hand could hold; as he drew it back, popcorn
spilled across the floor and all over Chad's torso.

"Hey, dude!  Are you going to eat that popcorn or are you
going to throw it around the house?" my cousin smiled at
the small boy lying at his side.

"I'm gonna eat it," Todd giggled.

Chad picked up a fallen kernal which was lying in one of
the crevices of his abdomen and threw it at the small boy's
face. It bounced off Todd's forehead and was lost somewhere
behind the couch.

"Brick!  I can't believe I missed your mouth.  It's such a
huge target!"

Todd, giggling, took his handful of the buttery popcorn and
threw it at my cousin.  All hell broke loose as kernals
flew everywhere. The small, naked redhead and the much
larger blond wrestled on the couch, trying to shove popcorn
into the each other's closed mouth.

Eventually the two boys tired of their play and quieted
down. Chad whispered into the smaller boy's ear; I couldn't
make out what they were saying, but I was right to feel
nervous. Suddenly with a scream, the two boys bounded off
the couch and across the room.  Chad dragged me from the
lounger to the floor.  He sat on my chest, pinning my arms
with his knees. His soft penis was only inches from my
face, wiggling back and forth as he struggled to keep my
bucking body under control.  Luckily, I was so busy
fighting him off that I didn't pop a boner.  That would
have been really embarassing with Todd there.

Todd brought the bowl with what remained of the popcorn and
crouched down just beyond the top of my head.  As I
struggled, he took first one, and then a handful of popcorn
and shoved it at my face.

"Eat the popcorn, Jason!"

"No! Never!" I screamed and turned my face away from his
hands.

We continued fighting like that until all three of us were
exhausted as much from laughing as from our wrestling.  The
three of use collapsed on the floor, panting, trying to
catch our breaths.

I looked to my right and saw my blond cousin's tanned body
heaving up and down with each breath. The ripples of his
abdominal muscles were highlighted by the blue light from
the TV set.  His soft clock lay between his sagging
tersticles.

To my left was the smaller boy, Todd.  His hairless,
freckled chest was rising up and down with each breath. His
tiny penis was was contracted fully, almost lost in his
tight, wrinkled ball sack.  I was fascinated by its tiny
size.  I can't ever remember being that small.

The moment passed and we proceded to clean up the living
room.  I found it amusing to watch the naked younger boy,
on hands and knees, peering under the tables and chairs,
hunting down each piece of popcorn.  Chad pulled out the
vacuum cleaner and proceded to do a naked sweeping up. With
the three of us working, it didn't take long to put the
house back in order.

Todd had to be home by ten o'clock, so soon Chad and I were
alone, watching the end of the Sox game.  We lay on the
floor, side-by-side.  Chad broke the silence.

"Thanks, for being so good to Todd today, Jayster.  When my
dad left, I thought I would die, I missed him so much. I'll
do anything to keep the kid from hurting like I did."

"That's what I love about you, dude," I replied, half
seriously.  "You care so much about how everyone feels."

He looked at me, and then leaned over and gave me a hug,
holding me tight for about ten seconds.  I could feel
myself popping a woody, so I was grateful when Chad let me
go.  He might care about the feelings of others, but if he
found out that his body turned me on, I was sure he would
hate me.

We went to bed after the game.

"Man, I'm horny," my cousin said as we lay in the dark.
"Having Todd here has kept me from taking care of myself. I
hope I haven't forgot how to do it," he laughed.

I looked across the room and saw, in the dark shadows, the
sillouette of my cousin lying above the sheets.  I could
just make out both hands slowly running down his pubes to
his erect penis.  His right hand stayed wrapped around the
shaft while his left roamed up and down his torso.

That picture was all it took to get my smaller dick fully
erect.  I suffered no embarassment taking it into my hands.
As I stroked, I watched Todd working on his much larger
penis.  I imagined that his hands were mine, and I was the
one giving him all that pleasure.  His hardon fascinated me
and I wished that I could hold it.  But I knew that would
never be.

Our motions got more and more hurried as we stroked
ourselves in the dark.  Soon I heard a sharp intake of
breath and I knew that Chad was coming.  I wished I could
see it, but it was too dark.  It was only a minute or two
later when I felt that wonderful tingling which signaled
the ejaculation of the small, clear liquid from my raging
four-incher.

Chad got up and disappeared into the bathroom, returning
with a wad of toilet paper.  He handed some to me and used
the rest to wipe the stickly liquid off his chest and
stomach as he stood over my bed.

When we had both finished our cleanup, he sat down, leaned
over and gave me another quick hug before returning to his
bed.  I fell asleep almost immediately.

The Next Morning--

WHAM!  The door flew open, startling the two of us out of
our deep sleeps.

"Chad!  Jason!  Guess what?  Mom's taking me to Boston. She
talked to Dad last night and he says I can stay with him
for the whole week!  He even said he would take the time
off from work to be with me!"

"That's great, Toddster!"  Chad tried to sound enthusiastic
in spite of the early hour.  I looked at the clock on the
bedside table and saw that it was not quite seven thirty!

"Yeah, were leaving in a half hour.  I just wanted to let
you know I won't be able to help you with the painting this
week. Is that okay?"

"No problem, dude.  We'll manage without you.  You have a
good time with your dad.  That's more important."

Chad rose from the bed, his ever-present morning erection
pointing almost vertical, and gave the boy a hug.

"Ick!  Your boner poked me in the stomach!" Todd giggled.

"Sorry, Toddster.  I'm just so happy for you.  I forgot
about it."

"That's okay, Chad.  We all get them," the boy smiled.  "I
gotta go and pack.  I'll see you next week.  I promise to
help you paint then."

He turned and scooted out the door shouting, "Bye,  Chad.
Bye, Jason."  The front door slammed and silence engulfed
us.

"Whew, that was a quick conversation," Chad said.  Well,
I'm glad he's happy.  And maybe it's a good thing he woke
us up at the crack of dawn.  We've got a lot of work to
make up for our day off yesterday."

We didn't bother putting on clothes as we ate our breafast
out on the deck.  It was another beautiful day, even if it
was so early.

That day was our hardest work day ever.  We were
determinded to finish painting the south side of the house
by lunch.  In the afternoon, we set about scraping the
chipped paint from the clapboards on the west side.  It was
difficult work; the paint seemed to be baked on in spots,
and flaked in others. By five o'clock we had completed all
the scraping we could reach without the use of the ladder.

We were wiped.  With the sun beating down relentlessly, and
the stubborn old paint forcing us to use all our strength
in the scraping process, we barely had the energy to take
care of the cleanup.

Finally, we made our way slowly down the path to the lake.
The cool waters of Harriman Reservoir revived us a bit and
we managed to wrestle a bit before we collapsed, naked, to
rest in the late afternoon sunshine.

I think summer evenings are my favorite time of the day.  I
think I'll always remember lying nude in the sun alongside
my cousin, without a care in the world.

"Ohhhh.  I think we overdid it today," Chad moaned.  "My
body aches all over."

We laid in silence for an eternity.  Our growling stomachs
told us, though, that we needed to muster the strength to
return to the house for dinner.

We prepared the meal almost silently and sat down together
at the coffee table to eat our meal and watch MTV on the
tube. After eating, it took us forever to clean up our
dinner mess. Finally, though, we were able to collapse in
the living room.

Chad laid sprawled out on his stomach, resting his head on
the floor with his hands at his side.

"I don't think I'm gonna be able to move until morning.
Japer, will you turn the channel?  I'm to tired to click
the clicker."

I grabbed the remote control and worked up and down the
channels until we finally found an old rerun of Cheers.  We
watched that in silence.

Finally Chad got up and went to the bathroom.  He returned
a minute later with a bottle of baby oil.

"Yo, Jase.  My muscles are killing me.  I'll massage you if
you'll do me."

I couldn't refuse.  God, I loved my cousin's body and now
he was asking me to rub my hands all over it!

I took the bottle of baby lotion from him, he resumed his
position on the floor, and poured some of the clear liquid
onto his back.  He shivered.

"Yowzer, that's cold!  Put some on your hands and rub them
together to warm it.  Friction does wonderful things," he
laughed.

I spread some on my hands and warmed them with vigorous
rubbing.  Then I knelt down, straddling his thighs.  My
small dick dangled only inches above his muscular, tanned
ass.

I began the massage where his neck met his shoulders.  I
kneaded those muscles a bit and then extended my strokes to
include the deltoids on his shoulders. I used firm, slow
strokes and Chad moaned quietly to himself.

I then worked my way down his spine, stroking the the long
muscles on either side.  After several minutes I moved out
and massaged the tightness under his arms and on his
ribcage. All the while my cousin kept up those small moans
of peasure.

I loved how his soft, bronze skin moved under the pressure
from my hands.  As I watched the skin gleaming with the
baby oil I was massaging in, I could feel my penis begin to
grow hard.

I worked down to the small of his back, still with firm,
slow strokes moving from the spine outward.  The moment of
truth came, though when I reached his round, firm ass
cheeks.  I hesitated.

"Don't stop," Chad whispered.  "Keep going."

I took this to mean he wanted me to do his ass as well.  I
moved back, now straddling his legs at the knees. I poured
more liquid into my hands, rubbed them together, and then
began kneading the tight cheeks.  As I looked down between
his legs, I noticed Chad's pink, hairless balls were
visible in the crevice with the even pinker underside of
his cock nestled below them.  I was in heaven as I got the
chance to feel the firm, muscular ass cheeks and peer down
the the underside of the perfect penis I loved so much.  I
was now as hard as I had ever been in my life and was glad
that my cousin's eyes were closed.  I didn't want him to
discover that his body turned me on.

I continued working his butt, massaging between the cheeks.
I think Chad's moans became more audible.  I worked down to
his thighs, rubbing in long motions along his hamstrings
and then down between his legs. Twice my fingers
accidentally touched his ball sack and I could feel my
cousin shiver a bit beneathe me.

I worked all the way down to the soles of his feet.  In
all, I think I spent almost thirty minutes giving him his
massage. Without comment, I finished with a little tickle
to my cousin's feet and flopped down on the floor beside
him, face down.

"My turn," I said.

"Oh god, that was so perfect," Chad said quietly.  "You
should get a job doing that.  I bet people would pay you
big bucks."

He slowly rose and straddled my body.  As he leaned forward
to start at my shoulders, I think I could feel the head of
his dick trail along my ass and up to the small of my back.
 I was in another world as my cousin began the strong,
smooth strokes on my tired muscles.

In a trance, my whole mind concentrated on his fantastic
hands as the moved around my body.  My sense heightened
when he reached the small of my back, anticipating his next
move.

My whole body shivered as I felt his warm hands spreading
the baby oil on my tight ass muscles.  First he worked on
the outsides, and then, slowly, he moved his fingers closer
and closer together.  I let out a gasp when I felt his
first tentative moves between my cheeks.

His well-oiled hands massaged my inner thighs and he seemed
to show no hesitation when his fingertips brushed my balls
more than once.

After about a half hour, but still way too soon, Chad
finished the job and collapsed at my side.  I could feel
the warmth of his body to my right.  I reached out and gave
him a weak, brotherly hug.

"That was way cool," I said.  "I've never felt anything
like it.  Thanks, Chad."

"Anytime, Japer," he answered.  I hoped he meant it.

We showered.  Chad went first and called to me when he was
about finished so I could jump in before the hot water ran
out.

Warm and relaxed, we got ready for bed almost silently.
Standing in the middle of the room, Chad gave me a quick
hug before we got into our beds for a restful sleep after a
long, hard day.

More to come...