Date: Thu, 14 Nov 2002 12:46:35 -0800 (PST) From: Thomas Gaige <togaige@yahoo.com> Subject: Wade Grows Up - Chapter Seventeen - Alaska - Part IV DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions of sexual activities between men, teenage boys, and sometimes between men and boys. If you are not over 18 years of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this material is illegal where you are, then please DON'T READ IT! If you choose to read it, then please enjoy. Please note that this will be the last chapter in the series, although it will be broken up into more than one part. WADE GROWS UP Chapter Seventeen - Alaska - Part IV ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- It didn't take me very long to settle in in Lake Chinook. David was around most of the time, and after only a couple of weeks, it seemed he was practically living with me. I didn't mind in the least. He was a wonderful boy. He showed me all the trails in the area to hike on, and everyday we tried a different one. We fished in the river, and on the lake. Although the lake water was pretty chilly, on really hot days (anything above 70 degrees up there) we'd take a quick dip in the crystal clear water, then lay on the dock in the sun. Evenings we'd take a canoe ride around the lake. Whenever I went to White Horse, David came with me - he'd have been really disappointed if I didn't offer to bring him along - as you could do things there that you couldn't do in Lake Chinook - like get good Chinese and Mexican food, and play in the video game arcade! So, until school started in the fall, any plans I had to visit the Porn Shop on my way over to White Horse fell by the wayside. I didn't mind though, I enjoyed having him come along with me. Eddie came out and visited me a couple times a week. I usually tried to set up a time for him to come over when I knew David would be busy. Usually this was if David and Eric were getting together to hang out, or for an overnight. This of course kept me from following the boys off on their forays into the woods. So I was in the dark on whether they were continuing their mutual masturbation with each other, or if better yet, they'd progressed any further, and were having full blown sex with one another. David was very comfortable being with me and talking with me about anything, but when it came to his and Eric's sexual explorations, he never said a word, and since I'd never let on that I'd seen them together, I had to keep quiet about it. I believe they probably were at least still masturbating together. I know David was still at it himself, because every so often he'd come over early, and if I hadn't showered yet, sometimes when I came out of the bathroom, I'd find my bedroom door shut, and hear the sounds of him laying on my bed masturbating - greased up with some KY jelly. The first time he came out after enjoying himself, to find I'd finished showering and was sitting in the living room, he got embarassed. I had him sit down and told him I knew what he was doing, and that it was OK with me, as long as he was neat and cleaned up any mess he made. He blushed and smiled shyly. I winked at him and told him he could use my room, and lube whenever he wanted. He grinned then. The next big grocery and supply run I made I had to pick up some extra KY though, as it started running out much faster than it used to. After a while, David wouldn't even wait for me to go to be in the bathroom, every so often he'd excuse himself and disappear into my room, while I was busy doing something else. He was always a bit pink in the face, but happy looking when he emerged. I never found a mess either, and he always washed his hands well afterward! Once when he came out smiling, he looked at me and shyly said "Thanks for being so cool!" He was standing close to me, so I wrapped an arm around him and gave him a hug, and a quick peck on the forehead and said "You make it really easy to be cool - because you're so cool yourself!" He just smiled up at me, and snuggled into our hug a little closer. I was beginning to fall in love with this boy - in a father-son or big-brother kind of way! Don't get me wrong - the kid was hot - but I really didn't want to do anything to ruin the great relationship we were developing! Anyway, whenever Eddie came over, he and I of course would head straight for the bedroom, and spend an hour or two having sex. We did everything together, but what he seemed to like the most was when I would rim him, then finger fuck him, and finally fuck him up the ass with my cock. Most everytime he came over, first he'd suck on my cock a little and give me a little rimming, then we'd end up with Eddie laying face down on my bed, a pillow under his crotch to raise his ass up. He'd spread his legs and I'd come in from behind him and start licking his ass. I'd lick all around between his cheeks, swirling closer and closer to his rose bud. Eventually I'd lick across it, and he'd shudder with pleasure. I'd work then on licking his hole repeatedly, while he relaxed and enjoyed the warm, wet, soft lapping at his hole. Eventually, I'd put some lube on his hole and my fingers and begin finger fucking him. After I'd worked his hole open by fucking him with three fingers, I'd lube up my dick, and gently, but firmly press the head of it up against his hole, and push forward. After the second or third time I'd butt-fucked him, it got easier, and I'd slide right in. I'd start out gently fucking in and out of him, getting faster and fucking harder as time went on. Eventually, one of us would have an orgasm, which would set off the other's orgasm! When we were finished, we'd roll onto our sides, with me still inside of him, and we'd wait until my penis had shrunk down, and slid out of his asshole by itself. Usually we'd shower together and have a couple of beers, then Eddie would take off. I really enjoyed these encounters with Eddie. He had an incredible body! We also got to be good friends as well, during our visits afterward. Many nights, late at night, John would come home from a long day at work. He'd come over. We'd fire up the hot tub, get naked, and jump in together. After soaking and groping each other a few minutes we'd climb out and take turns sucking each other off, or sucking each other in a '69' position. Sometimes, if he wasn't too tired, we'd fuck each other. After we'd both come, we'd climb back into the hot tub, and often John would fall asleep with his head leaning on my shoulder. He was always exhausted, because there was too much work for one doctor in our area, and he was the only one in the area. I'd end up having to wake him up, so he could pull his clothes back on and wander back over to his house. Toward the end of the summer, I got a call from Mr. Murphy, who owned the house. His wife wasn't in such good shape anymore, and he said they had decided they'd never get back up to Lake Chinook, and wanted to sell the house, everything in it, and their chunk of land across the road from the house. I hadn't realized they owned several acres directly across the road - the field, and woods David and I hiked in, right on up to the top of the mountain! He wondered if I'd be interested in buying him out. We talked some, and he quoted what sounded like a fair price to me. I thought a minute and decided that indeed I'd found a new home, so we verbally agreed on a deal on the phone, and a few days later, The Murphy's attorney sent me the paperwork. I found an attorney in town who checked it over and OKed it, and we closed the deal. By September, I owned the house! On Labor Day weekend, I invited all my new friends from Lake Chinook over for a party - we had a Barbeque, and I announced that I'd bought the house and was going to be staying in Lake Chinook. I was happy, and everyone else seemed to be too, most of all, David - who was beaming! Many evenings I'd head down to the Lonesome Moose and have supper there. Henry always asked if I'd care to play the piano, so I usually did for a while. He never charged me for my meals or beers, telling me he was getting really great entertainment, really cheap! Every so often I'd take my guitar with me and play that and sing for a change from the piano. Seemed to me like more and more people were showing up nights when they knew I'd be playing. I guess Henry was right! It didn't matter to me, I was enjoying myself, and keeping up my musical skills! Besides that - I was eating and drinking free! Surprisingly to me, I became pretty close friends with David's father Tom over the summer too, although he wasn't around much. Being a trooper, he worked a lot of hours, and often was pulled far away from home and ended up sleeping at a substation somewhere. About once a week I'd run into him down at the Lonesome Moose. He'd come in for a few beers once the kids were getting ready for bed. We'd sit and have a few beers together. He was a nice guy. We talked a lot about Alaska and the hiking trails and outdoor activities. Of course we talked a lot about David too. I was surprised when he thanked me for spending so much time with his son. I told him that quite frankly I was surprised that he felt that way, and thought he probably would've felt somewhat jealous that his son was spending so much time with another man. On the contrary, he told me that he knew his son needed a man's company, and that he himself was unable to give him the attention he needed, and he was glad David had found a nice guy like me who was willing to spend so much time with him. He told me that he was probably going to be gone longer once winter set in, and asked if I'd keep an eye on Annie, David, and the girls. I told him it'd be my pleasure. On and off over the summer, I had visitors show up from home too. My father, step-mother, Matt and Sean came to visit. Matt and Sean were a couple now. They'd come-out to my father and step-mother, and happily were accepted by them for who they were. I had tears in my eyes when Matt and Sean told me that, and said how happy they were. They told me this right in front of our parents, who both then gave me a hug and told me that if I ever had anything I needed to talk about - it was OK. I glared around them at Matt. He wouldn't meet my gaze. Then I glared at Sean, he inperceptibly shook his head no, but then mouthed "it's OK" to me. So I bit the bullet and came out to them too. I was surprised when they both hugged and kissed me and told me they loved me unconditionally. By then I was crying for real, and couldn't stop. I saw that Matt and Sean were crying too. Eventually I pulled myself together, and my father gave a really longwinded speech about how it was OK with them if we were gay - they just wanted us to be happy and healthy, and we all appeared to be now. I asked if Matt had ratted me out, but Dad said that wasn't the case, that they'd realized my preferences when Brian died. I looked at Matt, but he still looked a little guilty to me. I apologized for thinking he did anyway. He looked even more guilty. Finally, he muttered, "well, after they'd figured it out, I kinda confirmed it - I'm sorry." I went over and hugged Matt and told him it was OK. Then I asked everyone to keep mum though about me coming out, and they all agreed. That was all that was ever said about my orientation. Afterward, things went right back to the way they were before. They stayed a week, and we all spent a lot of time enjoying the outdoors. David came along on the hikes we took. He loved Matt and Sean, and they thought he was the greatest. Before they all left, Dad told me that I was welcome to come home for a visit anytime, and I could bring a boyfriend if I wanted. I told them that I'd be home eventually and I'd keep that in mind! The day after they all left David came over and I could see that he seemed pre-occupied, and a bit nervous. I looked at him and said "what's wrong with you?" He just looked at me and said "well, there's something I want to ask you, but I'm not sure I should." I laughed and said "well that's a first! C'mon - you always ask me everything and anything - shoot!" He hesitated, then blurted out "OK - are Matt and Sean gay?" I chuckled and said "what makes you ask that?" He started to apologize then, but I stopped him and said "yeah - they're gay, and they're a couple." "Oh" he said. After an awkward pause I asked him "well - how do you feel about them now?" He looked at me and said "I still like them just like I did all week." I smiled and said "I'm glad, and they would be too - they liked you a lot." "Well I liked them too" he said, "Does it bother you though that your brother's gay?" "No, of course not" I said. "I like people for who they are, not who they want to sleep with" I added. He kept looking at me. I said "anything else?" He said "no", and that was the end of the conversation, although I could see he still wanted to ask something else. A week after they left, Al flew in to spend a week with me too. He came alone, and he and I spent most of our time alone. We even took off for three days and a couple nights tenting up in the mountains. David was a little miffed that I didn't invite him to join us, but of course he had no idea that Al and I were old lovers and that we were planning on having a lot of sex together. David also was surprised one morning to find the security chain on the door to the house, locked, so he couldn't get in. Later, he asked me about that. "Al must've put it on out of habit" I lied, not wanting him to figure out we did that to keep him from walking in on us having sex. Al and I had wonderful sex together, several times a day for the whole week he was there. The first night he was there, we crawled naked into bed together, and he couldn't wait to slither below the covers and go down on me! With a sense of urgency, he sucked my semihardon into full life, and like a piston he sucked up and down my engorged rod, while massaging my anus with a wet finger. It only took a minute or so, and I could feel I was going to come. I gasped "Al, I'm gonna come man!" and Al started sucking even faster. Suddenly I coated his tonsils with my load of cum. I squirted several times into his mouth. Al hungrily swallowed it all, before finally pulling off of me. It was my turn then, to give Al a taste of his own medicine. He laid down, and I went down on him, giving him exactly the same treatment, until he was pumping my mouth full of his hot jism as well. When he was finished I climbed back up and laid down next to him. He snuggled over to me, and being that he was pretty tired, he fell asleep in my arms. On our camping trip, we hiked a couple miles into the woods and found a nice spot near a stream to set up our tent. Once we'd made camp, we spent the rest of our time there, either having sex or talking. We realized that we both still loved each other very much. We talked about him moving to Alaska, or me moving to California, but unfortunately, neither of us was willing to give up our lives that we'd made for ourselves so that we could be together. We were both upset for a while, and both cried a bit. Finally, we realized that even if we couldn't be together, we'd always be best friends and lovers, so we spent the rest of the week enjoying our physical passion for each other, and vowed to get together again soon. He left the day after we came back from our camping trip. As I said, David was a little miffed that I didn't invite him to come camping with Al and me. The fact is his feelings were pretty hurt over it. As soon as Al was gone, he came over. I could tell something was wrong. I asked a couple times, but got no answer. Finally, I could see he was really upset. He practically had tears in his eyes. I made him sit down with me and look at me, and asked him "OK - enough - you know we can talk about anything - now I want to know what's bothering you!" His eyes started to well up with tears, and his lip trembled a little. He looked away and wiped his eyes, fighting the feeling to cry. I reached over and pulled him up close to me, hugging him and said, "Hey - C'mon - talk already - I want to help." He was working hard not to start crying. Finally he pitifully asked me "Why didn't you take me camping with you? You knew how much I've wanted to go all summer!" "Oh - that's what this is all about" I said. "NO! That's not all!" David shouted, starting to sound angry as well as hurt. I asked him, "OK, well what else then?" He looked at me, and a tear ran down his face. "Al gets here and you just dumped me!" he said sniffing, and then he couldn't hold back his tears. I felt terrible. I pulled him close to me and hugged him. He tried to struggle free though. So I let go of him. He looked at me, and I saw he was actually angry with me as well as hurt. I put the box of Kleenex in front of him and said firmly "Fine! We'll talk about this when you've calmed down." I got up and went to let Jack out. I took my time so he could pull himself together. Once he was under control again, I went back and sat next to him. I made him look at me and I explained to him that Al and I were really old friends from way back. I told him that we had a lot of things to discuss with each other that didn't concern him, and that we couldn't talk about in front of him. I told him that the things we had to talk about were personal and private. Then I told him that I never meant to hurt him, that I cared a great deal about him, and that just because I needed a little time alone with an old friend, didn't mean I didn't love him anymore. When I stopped talking, he sat for a minute and then asked "you love me?" Realizing I'd said a bit more than I'd meant to, but that it was too late now, I leaned closer to him and looked into his eyes and said, "Yeah I love you - very much! And nobody's gonna change that!" David just sat there, sniffing, and then suddenly threw himself against me, wrapping his arms around me, crying again, saying through his tears, "I love you too Wade, that's why I felt so abandoned when you only had time for Al suddenly." I hugged the boy close to me, and said softly, "I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way, but from now on you need to remember, that even if I get busy every so often, it doesn't mean I don't care about you! I do love you - very much - and that's true whether I'm with you or not!" We sat hugging each other like that for at least a minute. Finally, I pushed him back a bit, and looked at him and said "besides that - I had no idea you wanted to go camping so badly!" Weakly, he smiled then and said he loved to tent out, but nobody ever would take him. His dad kept promising, but never came through. So I said that we'd have to talk to his dad about that. Maybe he'd let me take David camping some night. David grinned. That evening, Tom happened to be home, so I wandered over and related what had occurred. He looked at me guiltily, and said he'd been promising to take David camping all summer, and just couldn't find the time to do it. They were short-handed and he couldn't get time enough off of work. I asked him if it was OK with him if I took David up into the mountains for an overnight. He said that'd be fine. So we went and found David and told him. He was ecstatic, and hugged and kissed both of us. Tom looked a bit taken-aback when his son planted a sloppy kiss on my cheek too! He also looked a little depressed - probably because he wasn't able to take his son camping himself. He promised David that he'd try to get a long weekend in the fall, so the two of them could go once too. David beamed at that as well - which made Tom feel a bit better. A few days before school started for David, I took him up into the mountains to go tenting overnight. We went to the same spot Al and I had gone. Rather than having sex and talking like Al and I did, we hiked, and tried to catch minnows, toasted marshmallows and things like that. And of course, we talked a lot too! When night-time fell it was unseasonably chilly. David wondered if we'd be warm enough. I told him I thought we would be. He said that he and his dad would zip their sleeping bags together when they camped if it was cold, because their combined body heat kept them warmer. I said we could do that if he wanted. After we doused the fire, and went off to find a bush to pee behind, we got in the tent and zipped it shut. Then we zipped our sleeping bags together. David started taking his clothes off. I said "what're you doing?" He said "getting ready for bed." I asked why he was taking his clothes off if he was cold - he said that his dad always had them strip down to their underwear, so their bodies would heat the bag better, and so that they wouldn't be too hot in the bag either. Then he told me to get undressed. So I did. We crawled into the big sleeping bag together. David was shivering, and I could tell he was trying to lie close to me, so I told him he could snuggle up to me. He scootched right over then, and smushed up against me. I let him lay his head on my shoulder, and he turned into me, draping his leg over mine. I could feel his genitals pressing against my hip, and his hip pressing against my genitals. We laid together quietly for a minute or two like that. Then I thought I felt David's penis starting to get hard. David said "Wade, can we talk?" I said "sure, what about?" "Matt and Sean" he said. "Oh" I said. "Well - not really about them" he said. "OK - so what do you mean?" I asked, feeling his cock twitch. My own cock began to stiffen then! "Well," he began, "Are you really OK with your brother being gay?" I said "yeah - I am." "Would you sleep in the same bed with him if you had to, if you knew he was gay?" David asked. "Yeah - I would, and I have." I said. "Oh" he said, as his cock twitched against my leg again. He was quiet a minute. Then he asked "if your brother is gay, does that mean you're gay?" His cock was was fully hard now and the bottom of it was pressed against me. My own cock was pretty stiff now too, but it was still bent. I reached down between us and adjusted it so it laid flat against my belly. David settled back in against me, his hardon pressed against me, and his thigh pressing down on my hardon. He had to realize I was hard, and that I could feel his hard dick too. "Just because one boy in a family turns out to be gay doesn't mean that all boys in the family will be gay" I said. Silence as he contemplated how to ask what he really wanted to know. "Um - that's not what I really meant" he said. "OK - so what do you really want to know?" I asked, sighing. "Um - and don't get mad please - but - um - are you gay?" he asked, pressing his thigh more firmly against my rigid shaft, and breathing a bit more heavily. "Are you?" I asked, more in response to his thigh movement, than to try and outwit him. "I asked you first" he countered, slightly grinding his own hard cock against me. I looked down and in the darkness, caught a glint from his eye as he looked up at me expectantly. "Yeah David, I'm gay, I hope that's not a problem for you" I said finally. David's breathing seemed heavier, and his cock twitched a couple of times. I felt him start to hump against me a bit more noticeably. Finally, he said "No Wade, it's not a problem, cause I think I'm gay too." He hugged me harder, and then I felt his hand moving down toward my crotch. I didn't say anything right away, but waited to see what he would do. I felt his hand slide under my waistband and wrap around my hard penis. He stopped then, just holding it. I guessed he was waiting for some sign from me that what he was doing was OK. My mind was reeling. God I wanted this kid more than anything else, but then I knew it was wrong, and the way that I loved him wasn't really romantically, it was more as a father to a son, or older brother to a younger brother. Finally I reached for his arm and pulled it back out of my briefs. I heard David sniff, and could tell he was starting to cry. "Shhh" I said, "it's OK, you and I are both just fine. You need to know how very much I love you. You see, I love you so much, that no matter how much I might want to do this right now, I know it's wrong, and that it would change our relationship, and not for the better!" I pulled him to me and kissed him on the forehead. "I love you so much David, that I have to stop us from ruining the wonderful love we share for each other. I think you're beautiful, and there's nothing I'd like to do more than make love to you right now. But if we do, things will never be the same for us. If we stop right now, they will be. We can both love each other just like we always have, and still be together just as much as we always have - but we can't have sex - OK?" I felt a hot tear drip onto my chest, and he was sniffling, but he said "OK, I love you Wade." I couldn't help myself from starting to cry quietly too. "I love you too baby boy" I said and squeezed him tighter to me, and kissed him on the forehead again. We both weeped quietly in each other's arms for a few minutes, then finally pulled ourselves together. By this time we'd both gone soft again. "I'm sorry I brought this up Wade" David said finally. "Don't you ever be sorry for loving someone David" I told him, "I love you so much, I can't begin to describe my feelings for you. I'm just glad you didn't turn against me when you found out I was gay, but I kind of thought your dick pressing against me was an indication you wouldn't." We both chuckled. "Please don't tell anyone about me being gay!" David said. I said "and you don't tell anyone about me either!" "OK" he said, "I love you Wade." "I love you too David, but let's get some sleep now." I said. In a couple minutes I could tell by his breathing that David was asleep. I must've fallen asleep soon afterward myself. Next morning, we woke up in each other's arms yet. Of course we both had hardons! We laid that way and talked for a while about our conversation from the night before. I explained in detail how I felt for him, and he admitted that he felt more like a son or little brother than a romantic lover to me. We both talked about our feelings a lot and decided that we loved each other in a very special way, one that would never stop. We also talked a lot about what it meant to be gay. David said then that he couldn't imagine being with any other guy than me. I chuckled and asked "not even Eric?" David laughed and said "I like him, and all, and he's good at jerking off -" and he stopped realizing what he'd said. As David turned red, I said "go on, I already realized you two were doing things together." David was really embarassed, but he finished "well - it's just that he's not who I want to spend my life with - you are!" I had to fight off tears as I told him that for the time being he shouldn't worry about anything. He should concentrate on being a boy, and not worry about the rest of his life. I told him that eventually he'd meet someone who he would want to have a relationship with, and I told him that no matter what, he'd always have my love. He grinned when I said that. Then we got up and got dressed. We cooked up some breakfast over the campfire, then packed things up and hiked on for the rest of the morning, before turning back toward the truck. By the time we got home that evening, we were both pretty exhausted. I sat down and read the paper over before I went to bed. In it there was a Help-Wanted ad. The school needed a part-time computer teacher. It sounded interesting, I thought before I dozed off. The next day, I thought some more about it, and decided I might as well try it. I called the school. The principal herself answered. She asked me to drop by for an interview later in the day. So I put on a shirt and tie, and made my way to the school. It was a rather informal interview. Mrs. McGrath already knew me from my singing and playing at the Moose, as did most people in town now. She said she'd already called my old school, and had gotten a good reference over the phone, so if I wanted the job it was mine. She told me all about it, and I decided to take it! I'd only have to work 3 days a week one week, and 2 the next week. It was perfect! She gave me a raft of paperwork to bring home to fill out and read, and lesson schedules etc. As I was leaving she asked offhandedly if I'd consider coaching the 11-13 year olds in soccer, she had a position open for that, after school the same days as I was teaching. I said "Sure, what the heck", so she threw another folder on my stack of paperwork and said to go through that too! I spent the next two days going through all the paperwork, and filling out forms, and by the last day before school started, I was ready, and I'd even filled out a couple weeks worth of my lesson plans! David hadn't been excited about school, but when he heard I'd be teaching, he started to warm up to the idea, and decided to take my computer course, and to play soccer too! After David went home for supper, I took a beer and went out and sat down on my porch looking out on the lake, with Jack at my feet. It looked like my life was finally coming back together again. I really liked Alaska... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- The next part of this chapter will be published shortly.