Date: Thu, 22 Oct 2009 13:32:51 -0700 (PDT) From: Agent Orange <agent.orange_stories@yahoo.com> Subject: Weekend at Brian's 4 Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental. This work contains homosexual acts that take place between two minors. The author does not condone sexual activity with minors. If this is illegal in your area by local, county, province, or national law, please stop reading now and go elsewhere. Authors Note: This chapter is written in first person from Matt's point of view. Weekend at Brian's -- Chapter 4 I'm not sure what just happened. My eyes hurt from crying, and my stomach was hurting. Brian's supposed to be my best friend, why would he just leave like that? He knows I'm not supposed to be alone this weekend, which was the whole reason for him coming over. Well, that and for us to spend time together since its summer. I couldn't get Brian's statement out of my head, "The only time I ever really get boners is when I'm around you." The thought sent a chill down my spine. I should have just told him that I get boners around him too, that if what he said is true, then it doesn't matter who we're around when it happens. But what if it's not true? What if there's something more to Brian getting boners around me? I've heard guys in school talking about fags and being cock suckers and that kind of stuff, but never really understood what it meant. Does Brian getting boners around me mean that he wants to suck my dick? No, it can't mean that. At least, I don't think it does. I mean, Brian and I are close, we always have been close, and so it must be something pretty important for Brian to not tell me. But doesn't it work the other way too; if it was so important, wouldn't he tell me because I'm his best friend? I stood up and walked to the kitchen on auto-pilot. My appetite was gone, but I knew I had to eat something, so I popped some bread in the toaster and grabbed the butter. The toast tasted like cardboard in my already dry mouth. I only ate one piece, and put the other one in the trash. There just wasn't a way that I was going to be eating tonight. I could just watch a movie, but that was supposed to be our thing for tonight. I didn't want to do it without him. I decided to jump on the computer, with any hope Brian will have made it home and got on his computer. We needed to talk. Something was telling me that the conversation was more telling than Brian realized, or would admit. As the computer loaded the thought of Brian liking guys popped back into my head. I know a lot of boys my age are grossed out by that, but when I think about it, I'm not. If Brian likes guys, then he likes guys, right? I mean, it's not like he's going to try and get me to do anything with him because of it. And even if he did, I can't honestly say that I'd say no. I have been curious to see what another guy's dick looks like, but I wouldn't be caught dead looking at another boy in the locker room at school. Even at my age, I know that's social suicide. I've tried looking things up online about it, but haven't really been able to find anything. Finally, everything was loaded on the computer and I opened my messenger program to look for Brian. He wasn't online, so I decided to check my MySpace, hoping that he had sent me a message. No luck there either. I wondered if I should just send him one and tell him that it's ok, that I understand, or at least, understand some of it. The only problem is that I don't know how Brian would respond to that. Would he believe me; or would he just think I'm lying? I hope that he wouldn't think I would lie to him about anything. I decided to wait to see if he'd get online at some point tonight, so I opened a new tab in Firefox and went to my favourite gaming forum. I noticed a couple new threads started about the new game my mom bought me and decided to check them out. One was nothing but cheats for the game. While cheating is fun, it's still that, cheating. So I opened the next one. It was a walk-through. I loved these. There was no walk-through that took you 100 percent through a game because of all the different options there were in game play. But the fact that someone had taken the time to type out EVERYTHING they did in the game was pretty cool. I downloaded the walk-through and went to the third thread. This was a list of funny glitches to watch out for that people had noticed. It was open so you could add your own if you found a new one. I always liked looking at these then trying to find them in the game. Before I knew it, a couple of hours had passed. On my taskbar was a blinking IM window from Brian. I moved my cursor over it and brought it up. He had only typed one line: "Don't Matt. Just don't." I sat there, stunned and staring at my computer monitor. He'd known me well enough to know that I'd want to talk to him. To try and get everything worked out. I may not be the smartest kid in school, but I know when there's something wrong with my best friend. I fought with myself over whether to listen to him or not. I finally opted to just close my IM and lay down for bed. Hopefully my mom wouldn't call in the morning and want to talk to him. (To Be Continued) A/N: Many thanks to my editor who diligently goes over all my work and makes it legible. If you'd like to discuss my work, please join the nifty forums at: http://www.niftywriters.org/forums/ The authors love to hear from their readers, whether it is by email, or you joining the forum. Remember, this is our only pay for our work. 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