Date: Fri, 7 Jul 2006 02:44:06 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jeffrey Uher <chefjlu@sbcglobal.net>
Subject: When I Knew I was Gay, Part 3

Disclaimer: If you are not yet 18 years of age or if it is
illegal to read materials of this kind where you live, then
please stop now. This story contains descriptions of sexual
activity between teenage boys and men. And is for adult eyes
only! The acts are consensual and are a result of their love
or lust for one another. This story is completely true, all
personal descriptions, and names have been changed to
protect people's identities and privacy.
I would love to hear from you, so write to me about your
experiences.



I'm a 5' 9", teddy bear, dark blonde hair, fairly hairy, 6"
cut, low-hangers with blue-gray eyes, and mid-forties now. I
have many stories to relate about my early years of sexual
experimentation. This story relates to my knowing I was gay.

I didn't sleep a lot that night so much was racing through
my mind. I was putting everything together in my mind of
prior thoughts and experiences. My curiosity with wanting to
see other boys naked, wondering what went on between certain
guys who always hung out together and slept over at each
other's houses and getting turned on by reading the graffiti
on rest room walls. I knew I liked other boys and older men
better than I did girls and women. When guys were trying to
peek at some girls tits, I really wasn't interested. I
didn't hate women or girls; I just didn't see any attraction
in them.

I had an older sister, about 8 years my senior, and
strangely enough later in life it turns out she is a
lesbian, but when she was a teenager in school she dated a
variety of older men. At least older to me, they were 17, 18
and as old as 23 or 24 years of age. Being the youngest she
watched over me when mom and dad were away. My brother was a
jock and involved in a lot of sports so he was off at games,
sports camps and the like a lot of the time. I found a great
deal of pleasure being around these older guys with their
hairy legs and chests, and I got to see a lot of them fully
or partially naked when they would go swimming and take me
along. It also gave me access to locker rooms at a local
college a couple of times when they played some sport.

Being younger than them I was treated sort of like a mascot.
They liked playing with me, taking me with them to get ice
cream, swim, boating, fishing and the like. None of them did
anything sexual to me (I'm sure more for fear I would tell
my sister than anything else.). I'm not sure they realized I
loved watching them change into gym clothes, swim trunks or
take showers. I got to see quite a few with partial if not
full hard-ons in the showers and even got to see a couple of
them take a piss!

My father being a coach for a couple of teams, baseball and
swimming during summers also gave me locker rooms access.
Being the coach's son usually meant I had an instant job as
team manager. My head was awash with images of my sister's
boyfriends, my father's team members and now sexual images
with Juan, Barry, Tom, Kyle and more! I loved the smell of
the locker room, picking up uniforms I loved the smell of
sweaty shirts, shorts and underwear. I really enjoyed
watching some of the guys shower, especially the late guys.

A lot of the late practice quitters would shower alone and
spend extra time washing their dick and balls. They lingered
in the nude, never in a hurry to dress taking a lot of extra
time finishing up. I was careful not to stare or appear too
obvious, but glimpses here and there were etched in my mind.
I used to make mental notes of the guys I really liked, or
who treated me extra nice. If they had a lot of hair, how
big their dick was, what their ass looked like, what kind of
underwear they wore and more.

With the new knowledge I had now it was going to get tough
to be in the locker room with these guys and not picture
them in a sexual way. Of course I was also wondering if
there was anyway Juan could extend his stay. I would have to
check with mom and dad in the morning.

After a bit of a discussion my mother called to see if the
boys could stay longer, another 2 week period would be
great. Whoever took care of these arrangements told her they
would check and get back to her as soon as possible to let
her know. Meanwhile, Juan and I headed to the lake for some
swimming. Mom said they would be down to pick us up around
2pm as there was a baseball game my brother was playing in
and afterwards we would go out to dinner.
When we got to the park we saw Barry and his brother parking
their car. Barry came running over and joined us as we
headed into the locker room to change. When Craig, Barry's
brother walked in I couldn't help but stare. He was
gorgeous, a thick head of light brown hair, deep blue eyes a
blond tipped mustache and a smile to brighten any day! He
said hi and I introduced him to Juan before pulling off his
shirt. He had a really hairy chest with a wide trail of
brown hair running down the middle of his stomach into his
shorts. I was getting real excited as this would be the
first time I had ever seen Craig naked below the waist. He
turned his back to us and I noticed he had a bit of light
hair on his shoulder blades. I found this incredibly sexy
and a real mark of a MAN! His armpits were bushy with hair
and I had always found them incredibly sexy. He pushed his
shorts down along with his briefs and sadly I couldn't see
his dick, but his ass was covered in ringlets of brown hair
and as he bent over to put on his bathing suit his ass crack
opened revealing a fur lined trench. I also caught a glimpse
of the back of his hairy ballsack. I had a full hard-on now
and Barry noticed.

He smiled and leaned down to whisper in my ear that his
brother was really a hunk wasn't he? I nodded yes and pulled
on my bathing suit trying to hide my hard dick. Craig turned
around and asked what was taking so long, last one in the
water was a rotten egg. We all ran out and straight for the
water where the coldness helped soften my dick. We played
some water basketball for quite awhile when I said I had to
go to the bathroom. Barry said to just go in the water and I
looked at him laughing, replying wrong number dork! He said
okay, and Craig replied he didn't want to step in "that".

Once in the locker room I noticed one man, about 40 with his
son changing. I didn't really have to go to the bathroom, I
wanted to check out the gloryhole and see if there was any
new graffiti. I went in the stall sat down and began to
peruse the wall for new writings; I also heard the door open
and close. After a minute or so I heard the door open and
close again. I sat real quiet wondering who it was and what
they were doing. Then I heard him step into the stall area
and enter the stall next to mine. An eye appeared at the
gloryhole and I leaned over to my right so he couldn't see
or recognize me.

I heard a zipper being lowered and saw his shorts hit the
floor under the partition. He took of his shirt also and
hung it over the top of the partition. He said and I could
tell what he doing by the sound being made. I carefully
leaned forward and peeked through the hole and saw a hand
jerking on a smooth dick that was pushed forward of the
toilet seat as he sat sort of perched on the edge of the
toilet seat. Suddenly he put a finger up to the gloryhole
and lightly rubbed the edges in a circular fashion. Later I
was to learn this meant he wanted my dick put through the
hole, but not knowing this at the time I didn't do anything.

His dick was real thin and maybe 5 or 6 inches long. He had
bright yellow blond pubic hair and his balls hugged the
bottom of his dick. He stood up and continued to jerk his
dick while playing with his balls by rubbing them. Next he
put one foot up on the toilet and reached between his legs
with one hand and started rubbing his ass. Then he stuck his
middle finger up his asshole and moaned. I watched as he
pushed and pulled his finger in and out of his ass while
jerking his dick. His hand moved so rapidly it was a blur
and then he let go and just shot his cum hitting the back of
the door. He quickly dressed and exited the stall and I
shortly heard the door open and close. There was a certain
level of excitement I was feeling and sat back down.

I didn't wait long as the door opened and closed again and I
heard a deep cough as another man entered the stall next to
me. I looked through the gloryhole and saw a man of about 40
or 45 with a thick black mustache. He looked like a
bodybuilder with well developed legs and arms as well as a
large chest barely contained in his t-shirt. He was here on
a mission as he dropped his shorts and immediately pushed
his dick through the hole. This was a thick dick surrounded
by black hair with a full ballsack covered with the same
black hair. It stuck into my stall about 3 or 4 inches and
had an intense male smell to it. It wasn't just sweat, but a
mixture of sweat, piss and even cum. A smell I was becoming
familiar with.

When I didn't do anything with his dick he spoke out telling
me to suck it. I took the head in my mouth and felt it begin
to grow and get hard. The smell of his crotch was really
turning me on and I reached down to jerk on my dick. He
noticed this somehow and told me to stop and only pay
attention to sucking his dick. It was now more than I could
swallow but the taste was salty from sweat and another taste
I wasn't sure of, but assumed that piss tasted like this as
I could smell piss in his pubic hair. It wasn't unpleasant,
just a bit surprising. Not something I was expecting and not
something I think I would want to encounter again.

As I began giving him a blowjob in earnest I heard moans and
a couple of muffled "Oh yeah!" comments. I felt his dick
begin to harden even more and then suddenly he began blowing
his load into my mouth. It was thick and almost what I would
call chunky and very sweet tasting. I was beginning to
realize that dicks and cum came in many flavors. I liked the
taste of this man's cum and swallowed it down quickly. He
pulled his dick back and leaned down to the hole surprising
me, asking me how often I came here. It scared me so that I
pulled my swimsuit up and ran out of the stall and back
outside. The guys were grabbing a hot dog and drink when I
spotted them at the concession and went to join them.

I kept an eye on the locker room door when I saw the man I
had just given a blowjob to leave and walk up the beach to
join a woman and 3 kids. As we were resting Juan pointed out
it was almost 2pm and that my parents would be by to pick us
up. I asked Barry what he was doing tomorrow and made plans
to join him and his brother as they were headed to the mall.
Juan said maybe we could catch a movie and we all agreed if
that was okay with Craig, he was driving. I heard my father
beep the horn and we quickly went, got changed and joined my
father. We told him of the plans for tomorrow he didn't see
a problem.

The rest of the day was uneventful with a boring baseball
game and some Italian food for dinner. We got home around
10pm and Juan and I headed to the camper. We were watching a
movie when he began quizzing me about what I was doing in
the locker room for so long. I told him about the first guy
and he explained that his rubbing of the hole was a signal
to put my dick through the hole. When I told him about the
second guy he mentioned it sounded a bit scary how the guy
was. I responded that it was, but at the same time that's
what made it exciting. I told him about him joining the
woman and kids and he nodded, mentioning how the guy
probably wasn't getting any sex at home and any mouth was
fine.

He asked me if I wanted to suck his dick and I said sure. So
he slipped out of his shorts and briefs and lay back letting
me lick and suck on his balls first while he jacked on his
dick. He placed his feet up on the bunk and readjusted
himself, pushing his ass out to the edge and spreading his
legs to open up his crotch to my tonguing. Even though I was
finding I really liked a hairy guy, Juan's very lightly
haired asshole was "clean" yet musky and tasty. When I began
kissing his hole and lightly sucking on it, that tight
little hole relaxed and began to open up allowing me to push
my tongue up into his ass. The more I probed and stabbed at
his hole the more it yielded to my ministrations. Soon I had
my head moving in a bobbing motion with my tongue sticking
out of my mouth in a stiff curled state, tongue fucking his
asshole for all I was worth.

Juan's shoulders were rocking from left to right and he was
moaning almost in tears from the sensation coming from his
asshole. What power this act had on a guy! Sucking his dick
certainly elicits a response, but eating out an ass seems to
send a guy into orbit! He asked me to suck on his dick for a
while which I gladly did. I felt his dick swell and harden
more which I now had learned was a signal a guy was getting
ready to shoot his load. I went all the way down his dick
pushing his dick head into my throat and felt it begin to
pulse and shoot his cum straight down my throat. As his dick
softened I pulled back nursing on the head licking up under
his foreskin and tasting the last of his load.

I went and got a towel to clean us up and we went to sleep.
In the morning we had some cereal and tidied up the camper
before heading up to the house. It was about 10am and my mom
was washing some clothes asking for our dirty laundry. The
phone rang and my mom talked for a couple of minutes before
hanging up and saying she had some bad news. Juan had to go
back home on Saturday as his mother had signed him up to
attend a church camp; Peter could stay on for another 2
weeks. I looked at Juan with sadness and decided to make the
best of our last day and a half.

When we got outside I told Juan we would request to have him
back later in the summer. We headed out to the barn where my
brother and Peter were playing basketball with a couple of
his friends, Jay and Doug who lived across the way from us.
Jay was a couple of years older than my brother but real
nice and was always nice to me. Doug who was the same age as
my brother was a jerk in my book. He always had an attitude
about him and was constantly teasing me. I told my brother
about Peter staying on for 2 weeks more and he was cool
about it. He asked about Juan and I said he had to go home.

Saturday rolled around and we headed to the bus station to
drop Juan off. We talked about writing each other and about
his coming back later after church camp. When we were saying
goodbye he quietly said to me to be careful at the
gloryhole. He knew some guys that got caught at them and
were really picked on after that. As he got on the bus I
waved goodbye and turned to go get in the car. Surprise! My
mother walked over with this incredibly handsome boy next to
her. She said since Juan had to go home she signed up for
another boy, this was Joey. He was about a year and a half
older than me, Hispanic with light tan skin, dark brown
eyes, curly black hair and very polite. He was quite
muscular and carried himself in a sexy way.

Before we went home we stopped and got some Kentucky Fried
Chicken and soda for dinner and Joey and I stayed in car
while my parents went into the grocery store for some snacks
and ice cream. We talked about school and what we liked to
do and he asked what there was to do around here. I told him
about the lake, the woods and if he wanted we could go to
one of my friend's farms. He thought that sounded cool what
could we do there. I said we could milk the cows, ride on
the tractors and play in the hayloft.

We got home and introduced Joey to everyone, took his
suitcase up to my room and set up outside to eat dinner.
Later when it got time to head to bed my dad asked if we
were sleeping in the house or out in the camper. Joey looked
at me and asked what he meant. I explained and he thought it
would be neat to sleep out in the camper. Mom gave me a new
box of cereal and carton of milk for breakfast and reminded
me about getting up for church. We were going to the early
service so we could drive to my grandparents for the
afternoon.

Once in the camper we watched a movie and talked some more.
Joey asked me about Juan and where in the city he was from.
I told him he lived in Queens, where did he live and he said
Brooklyn. His father was Italian and his mother was Spanish.
He had 2 sisters and 3 brothers, one sister and two brothers
older. His older siblings had all gone on Fresh Air summer
vacations as everyone he knew referred to them as. He said
they had some wild stories about what they did on these
trips, while at the same time he was rubbing his crotch. I
asked him what kind of wild stories, thinking they had
something to do with sex!

He said his brothers told him about going skinny dipping,
playing strip poker and so forth. I said we could skinny dip
at one of the farms as my friend and I did it out in the
creek on their farm. I could see his dick tenting his shorts
and asked if he ever jerked off before. He laughed and said
he'd been jacking off for over two years. He couldn't get
enough since his oldest brother showed him how to do it. I
pulled my shirt off and suggested we could jerk off
together. He was out of his clothes in an instant. I saw a
trail of hair running from his belly button to his pubic
bush and found it extremely sexy. His dick was uncut like
Juan's, hung down a good 6 or 7 inches as he was mostly hard
and was very thick.

We were sitting next to each other stroking each other's
dick when he said something about wishing some "maricon" was
there to suck his cock. It was the first time I heard the
word cock used and it was such a forceful word, way sexier
than dick. Our cocks were at their fullest, mine about 4 or
4 and one half inches, but Joey's was a good 7 or 8 inches
and my hand didn't fit all the way around it. I told him
Juan and I had played around with sucking cock and looked at
me asking if I would suck his. I got down between his legs
and inhaled his smell. Sweat, musk, piss and cum all mixed
together and practically causing my head to spin!

I pulled his cock away from his stomach and put his cockhead
in my mouth. He had leaked a bunch of liquid out of his cock
that made the head shiny and wet. It tasted great with a mix
of sweaty salt and cum. I pulled his foreskin up and suckled
on it tonguing under it and nipping at its edges. It was
driving him wild as he grabbed my head on the sides by my
ears and began pushing his cock in and out of my mouth. It
was a bit rough and I squeezed his balls until he let go
crying in pain. I told him I liked to suck cock but to stop
being so rough! He apologized and said it just felt so good
he got carried away.

I went back to sucking his cock when he readjusted himself
on the bunk a bit spreading his legs open slightly. When he
did this the smell from between his legs got stronger. A
rich, heady scent that screamed man crotch! I began licking
on his balls trying to find the source of this odor that
caused my mind to go wild. When I lifted his ball sack up to
lick behind them and at the root of his cock, I knew I had
found the "gold mine"! The funky musky odor was so intense I
began licking, sucking and nibbling on his cock root like a
banshee.

I was looking up from between his legs when he asked what I
was doing, it was fantastic. Nobody had ever sucked his cock
like this. I smiled and pushed on his thighs to lift them
up. With a bit of fear in his voice he asked what the fuck
was I doing now, he didn't get fucked so don't even think
it! Fucked? What did he mean fuck, the hairy root of his
cock was leading me to his ass and I wanted to eat his butt
out.

I finally got his legs pushed back with his knees on his
chest and just admired the sight before me. He had a fair
amount of black hair on each ass cheek, but once I got those
cheeks pulled open he had a virtual forest growing in his
ass crack! You could hardly see his asshole as it was hidden
by so much hair, but the pink little circle was there
pulsing. Begging for attention! I dove into his ass crack
and began wetting down his fur on my exploration to his
hole. I licked on his hole and tasted a bit of bitterness
something I hadn't encountered when licking Juan's asshole.
His ass was hot like a blast furnace and full of sweat, a
hot humid musky trough of sexual pleasure. My cock was hard
as a rock and as I continued licking and sucking on his
asshole working to get it open for a tongue fuck. I was so
turned on I shot my load on the bunk. It shot up and hit his
leg and foot. His cock was close to shooting also and as I
reached to stroke it he began shooting his load. In this
position, rolled into a ball he shot onto his own face and
it really seemed to disgust him as he grabbed whatever was
closest and began wiping it off immediately.

He stretched out and told me that was the hottest sex he had
ever had, with a guy or a chick. What the hell was I doing
with his ass? The only time some guy tried to play with his
ass it was to fuck him. I thought about it a moment and he
responded that guys stuck their cocks into each other's
asses, that is how a guy fucks. Some girls liked to be
fucked in the ass also. However, he never had someone lick
his ass! The feeling was intense and a big turn-on.

It was late and I said we needed to get some sleep, so we
cleaned up and went to bed. In the morning while we made up
the beds at one point Joey stuck his ass at my face and
asked me to give him a good morning kiss! I couldn't help
myself as I leaned forward and sniffed at his ass before
pushing my face into his ass crack and planting a big juicy
kiss on his asshole. He sighed and turned around with a full
hard-on sticking it in my mouth for a blowjob. As I sucked
on his cock I ran my fingers up and down his ass crack,
playing with his hole and bringing one hand to my face to
inhale his rich musky scent. Suddenly he began cumming, not
really shooting but more of a flow of cum running out of his
cock and onto my tongue. I jerked my cock a couple of times
and felt it pump out a load although nothing came out. He
said don't worry, another few months and I would be shooting
like a man every time.

We took showers, dressed and were ready for church. An hour

later and we were on our way to grandma's house.

More to come.....

In terms of the time, I was a cocksucker and really horny!