Date: Thu, 17 Aug 2006 21:42:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jeffrey Uher <chefjlu@sbcglobal.net>
Subject: When I Knew I was Gay Part 8

Disclaimer: If you are not yet 18 years of age or if it is illegal to read
materials of this kind where you live, then please stop now. This story
contains descriptions of sexual activity between teenage boys and men. And
is for adult eyes only! The acts are consensual and are a result of their
love or lust for one another. This story is completely true, all personal
descriptions, and names have been changed to protect people's identities
and privacy.  I would love to hear from you, so write to me about your
experiences.



I'm a 5' 9", teddy bear, dark blonde hair, fairly hairy, 6" cut,
low-hangers with blue-gray eyes, and mid-forties now. I have kept a journal
since I was quite young of my adventures, as well I have a photographic
memory and can recall past events with great clarity. These are the
continuing adventures as I entered into junior high.

In school that week we were all assigned a large science project with
partners. Luckily my usual partner was paired with me. Paul was one of my
best friends, our families went to the same church, they had a large farm
and were originally from Norway. I went to his house a lot after school
riding the bus to his house and sometimes after church when I would sleep
over. Near their farm lived a couple of other friends and we would all get
together and play in the barn or help out on the farm having a lot of
fun. He had an older brother and sister and one younger brother and they
all had bright blonde hair and blue eyes.

It was fun being at the farm and helping to milk the cows and riding around
on the tractors. His mom always fixed a big breakfast in the morning and to
many we were almost like brothers, right down to my blonde hair and blue
eyes. Being that they were very European in attitude they were more relaxed
about sex and discussing the breeding of the cows and such. I had seen cows
being impregnated artificially and having his father explain the
procedure. The same about other farm animals they had also.

As Paul and I got started on the project we decided I should go home with
him tonight and we could set up everything for the project in a corner of
the barn. Our project was to nurture an egg from fertilization to hatching
and record the necessary conditions for this to happen. We knew his father
would help us with it and it was one of the reasons the teacher gave us
this particular project. She knew we would put the time into it that would
make it interesting to everyone.

At lunch I called my mother from the office and explained the project and
that I needed some overnight clothes. She said she would call his mom and
that we could walk to the house and she would drive us to the farm
later. So everything was all set and I was excited since I hadn't been up
to Paul's since early in the summer. As lunch ended I ran into Peter and
told him what I was doing and that we would have to postpone his tutoring
until tomorrow. He appeared disappointed and I told him that Paul and I
were good friends and maybe in the future he could come up to the farm.

The day at school finally ended and we were headed to my house talking
about what we wanted for breakfast in the morning. At the house my mom had
packed me a small bag with clothes and said as soon as dad got home she
would take us to Paul's house. She needed to see his mom about something
they were working on for the church anyway so this worked out fine. About
thirty minutes at the house and dad pulled in. Mom told him what was up and
off we went.

When we got to his house his mom was sitting out on the porch and waved as
we pulled in. She yelled to Paul's older brother something in Norwegian and
Paul and I headed up to his room to drop my duffle bag. I noticed his
brother straightening his room and Paul asked him what was up. He replied
that their mom suggested he let his youngest brother stay in his room
tonight so Paul and I had the other bedroom to ourselves. Paul said that
would be great, although it didn't appear that his brother was quite so
happy. As we went into his room Paul chuckled a bit and told me his brother
was a real pain to sleep in the same bed with. He kicked and tossed and
turned all night. You wake up with bruises from him he laughed.

I said I didn't want to cause any problems, get me a sleeping bag and I'll
sleep on the floor. He said "no way"; his mother would throw a fit once she
found out. Besides it would be nice to have his brother out of the room for
a night. We went out to find his dad and explain what we needed to do. He
was out in the milking parlor cleaning up things and preparing to bring the
cows in. He said he had just the thing and once the cows were milked he
would help set things up. In the meantime we needed to head over to their
neighbor's farm and get ourselves several eggs. Tell Mr. Todd what we were
doing and he probably had a manual that would describe and help us with
incubating an egg. (The Todd's owned a chicken farm where they raised
chicken's for a local supermarket. They also had a few egg laying chickens
for themselves and others around the area.)

Soon nighttime came and after setting up the project and laying out our
progress sheets we headed to bed. We were just crawling into bed when
Paul's older brother walked into the room. John was 10 years older than
Paul and I had never paid much attention to him because of that, but this
time I couldn't help but take notice. He was only wearing a pair of light
blue mini-briefs that hardly contained his cock. The material was so thin I
could see his cock and balls through it. When he turned to close the door
quietly those mini briefs barely held in his butt cheeks. I noticed a patch
of dark blonde hair on his lower back and when he turned again I saw his
chest and stomach were covered in the same medium dark blonde hair. He was
tanned everywhere, I couldn't detect any pale skin on him. I felt my cock
hardening and got under the covers to hide it. He sat down at the desk by
the window and said his dad had told him to see if there was anything he
could do to help us. He had done the same project in school when he was our
age.

I couldn't help but check out John. I had seen him working around the farm
shirtless many times but was more into having fun at that time. Now I
noticed how muscular John was and how tall he was, almost 6' 4". His
muscles weren't unnatural, but were naturally built from the hard work
around the farm. Unlike Paul, John had curly blonde hair and a great
smile. His skin was smooth and it hardly looked like he shaved. He exuded a
natural sexuality about him and was very comfortable sitting there in just
these little mini briefs. I couldn't help but get a hard-on!

I came out of my "fog" as Paul immediately replied, "Yes!"  Give us your
notes and anything you still have. He replied he would try to find them,
but wasn't sure if he still had them. What he did have was a book that
explained the process. We said that didn't matter Mr. Todd had given us a
book about incubating eggs. Just the same John said we should check it
out. I saw John reach down and scratch at his balls and immediately brought
his fingers to his nose and smelled at them. I chuckled inside noticing
again how guys always seem to scratch their balls or ass and smell their
fingers.

As John sat there he began asking us how school was and what was going on
now. He talked about when he was our age and what he did. He asked about
our teachers and which ones we liked better and soon Paul told him we were
tired and needed to get to sleep. He said no problem and stood to leave the
room. He was a handsome man I thought to myself and noticed that it
appeared his cock had gotten bigger since he came in the room. I wasn't
really sure of that, it was probably just wishful thinking. Before he left
he asked if we wanted to be woken up by him in the morning. Paul said that
would be fine.

After he left Paul laughed and said something about John trying to avoid
the abuse he was about to receive in trying to sleep. We talked about the
project a bit more and we trailed off to sleep. At least I thought
so. After a few minutes I heard Paul breathing more loudly than I had ever
noticed. I peered over to his bed and could see that he was beating his
cock. In the darkened room I could see his covers pushed down to his knees
or so and his right hand moving up and down his hard cock. I couldn't see a
lot of detail, but could distinctly make out his cock stroking. I watched
intently trying to make out details as I could. As I heard his breathing
become more labored I knew he was gonna shoot his load. In a few moments I
heard him moan and saw he stopped stroking as he shot his load.

I could smell the odor of cum in the air and watched as he pulled the
covers up and went to sleep. I remained awake and was determined to go to
the bathroom and beat off. After about ten minutes and listening to Paul
breathing in a measured rhythm I headed to the bathroom. Once inside I
closed the door but forgot to lock it. I dropped my shorts and started
stroking my cock. I hadn't been at it for only a minute or so when the door
came open and in walked John stark naked and sporting a hard on sticking up
against his stomach. He was scratching his ass with his right hand and
covering his mouth as he yawned.

He looked at me a bit startled saying he didn't know I was in the
bathroom. Then he noticed my hard cock, I had stopped stroking and tried to
cover myself. He laughed and said he could see I was having the same
problem he was having. I blushed in embarrassment and could feel my cock
softening.  He asked who was causing my blue balls and I didn't really
understand. He leaned against a small chest facing me and said it was okay,
a guy has to relieve himself from time to time. I first said it wasn't
anyone in particular and he chuckled saying something about when you first
get interested in girls you pop boners all the time. He said since we were
both in need why didn't we just beat off together. There was no real
intention on his part to make it a buddy session; at least it came across
that way. I also knew John was engaged to a girl at church and everyone
said once they completed college they were going to get married. John
reached down and stroked his cock a couple of times to get it hard again as
it had softened some and was hanging heavy between his legs.  I guess I was
staring a bit too much when he walked over to me and said it was okay to
help out a friend. I tentatively reached for his cock feeling the heat and
inhaling the odor of his crotch. I felt my cock getting hard again as I
assessed John's cock. It was probably about 7" long and just thick enough
for my hand to wrap around it. His pubic hair was the same golden color as
his chest and got thicker as it grew between and down his legs.

He kneeled down next to the toilet and tickled my balls causing me to open
my legs. Next thing I knew he leaned into my crotch and engulfed my cock in
his mouth laying a heavy coating of saliva on my cock. He pulled off and
began stroking my cock with his left hand. I was in ecstasy and moaning
when he whispered I needed to be quiet or Paul and Andy would wake up. I
reached down into his crotch to find his cock as he lay on his back and
lightly pulled me down on his chest with my legs straddling his chest. He
leaned up and engulfed my cock sucking up and down on it several times. I
felt a rush to my crotch and realized I was near cumming. I pulled back and
grabbed his cock pushing it into my mouth. I went wild for a moment pushing
it into my throat and pulling back licking at the head like an ice cream
cone.  He was leaking a bunch of pre-cum and it tasted delicious.

He had his forearm covering his mouth to muffle his moans when I felt his
legs tense. He didn't say anything but I soon felt his cock spasm and
tasted his cum in my mouth. When he stopped shooting he lifted me up and
pulled my cock to his mouth giving me a blowjob I have never forgotten. He
sucked, he slathered, he licked at my balls and all the while he was
fingering my ass. Just as I felt the first wave of my orgasm hit he pushed
his finger into my ass deeply and rubbed inside causing the most intense
cum I had ever had. I was covered on my pubes and waist with my cum so I
stood to clean myself up. When I looked back at him he was sniffing at that
finger he had shoved up my ass.

I went over to get my shorts and before I got them pulled on he grabbed my
left leg and pulled me down on top of him. He said that was a lot of fun
and he hadn't done anything like that since he was Paul's and my age. Carol
(his girlfriend) was saving herself for marriage so the most she would do
was jack him off. Maybe we could do this again next time I was at the
house. Also, don't talk about it with other people we needed to keep this a
secret. He kissed me on the forehead and stood up, pulling me up and we
went back to bed.

John was up at 6am and poked his head in to wake us up. Paul jumped out of
bed and I could see he had a hard-on tenting his briefs. He didn't really
hide it and when I got out of bed I too had a hard-on pushing at my
shorts. He laughed and told me that for the past two months he always woke
up with a hard-on pointing at mine and saying it appeared I had the same
problem. I remarked I did but it usually went down after I took a piss. His
brother was coming out of the bathroom as we were heading in. He was
totally naked and I admired his body. I also noticed how he was tanned
everywhere. As Paul walked through the door of the bathroom he pulled off
his briefs giving me a good look at his pale white ass. I had seen Paul's
cock before as we swam at the lake a lot. His cock was about the same size
as mine, maybe a bit thinner and surrounded with white blonde pubic hair.

When I closed the bathroom door Paul was stepping into the shower. He had
the water running but I could see by his silhouette on the shower curtain
that he was jacking off. As I went to piss I mentioned I could see him
jerking off. It didn't stop him; as a matter of fact he pulled the curtain
back part-way and jerked on his cock for anyone to see. My cock which had
softened was now back at attention and he asked why I didn't join him. I
leaned against the wall across from him and began jerking on my cock and
within a couple of minutes we both shot our loads.

He finished his shower and left the water on for me. We finished up in the
bathroom and headed down for breakfast. We'd help in the barn for a bit
before the bus arrived and took us to school. I was in the milk collection
room wiping down things when John came in. He was dressed in bib overalls
with no shirt as it was warm in the barn. I asked him if Andy beat him up
much and he smiled remarking things were fine until he kicked him in the
balls. All guys know how much that hurts and I couldn't help but laugh,
glad it wasn't me. He walked by me and tapped me on the back of my head and
said, "it wasn't that funny!" When he did this I caught a whiff of his
sweat when he lifted his arm. Boy was I glad we heard the bus honk to pick
us up because I could feel my cock hardening.

Paul and I got on the bus and sat in back.  Once we were underway Paul
grabbed at my crotch and asked what had given me a hard-on. I grabbed at
his and asked what was making him hard. He got quiet for a second before
saying he heard John and I in the bathroom last night. I didn't say a thing
and felt myself blush. He asked what we had been doing. I told Paul that
John had walked in on me when I was going to the bathroom and we just got
to talking about nothing in particular. He seemed to believe me and left it
at that.

At school Peter was waiting for me at my locker. He was excited about his
earlier pop quiz he had in math and scoring an 89 on it. I was excited for
him also and told him he was making some good progress. He wanted to get
together after school today and do some more work. I told him we were
already scheduled for a study room in the library at 2:30.  He asked about
lunch and I said fine, John and a couple of other guys were joining me
today just find us and I'll introduce you to them.

He quickly leaned into my locker and gave me a quick kiss. I told him to be
careful, someone would see us. He said he didn't care and I replied yes he
did. We didn't need to broadcast ourselves across the junior high. Peter
went to his locker and as I pulled back out of my locker to close the door
I found Rob leaning against the locker next to mine. He whispered to me
that he needed some help and I was just the guy to help him. It had an
ominous sound to it and I asked what he was talking about. He smirked and
reached down to grab at his crotch and said, "you know what I mean. Now
let's go find a private place!"

I asked him again what he meant and he said he needed some help relieving a
load. I told him in a term of that time to, "sit on it and rotate!" He
asked if I wanted the whole school to know I was a cocksucker! I told him
he wouldn't dare and he replied yes he would. I said what about what people
would think of him letting a guy suck his cock. He said he'd risk it since
it wasn't him doing the sucking and besides he'd explain he took me up on a
bet!  I couldn't risk him telling everyone and said fine let's go into the
gym bathroom. There were no gym classes the first two periods and no one
would be in there.

Once we were in the bathroom area he pushed me into the end stall and
pushed me down on the toilet. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his
half-hard cock. He slapped it against my face a couple times and told me to
open up. He shoved his cock into my mouth and told me to suck on it! His
crotch smelled clean like soap with only a hint of sweat. After a couple of
minutes of moving his cock in and out of my mouth while I sucked on his
cock he pulled out and pushed my face into his balls telling me to lick his
balls. They tasted a bit of sweat and smelled clean like his pubic hair. He
must have just taken a shower before coming to school.  He pulled back and
pushed his cock back into my mouth just leaving it in my mouth while I
slithered my tongue around the head and tasted his pre-cum.

I reached out to grab onto his waist while I continued giving him a blowjob
and noticed he had pushed his pants to the floor. When I pulled off his
cock for a moment I noticed he wasn't wearing any underwear and was using
his left foot to remove his loafer and slip his foot out of his pants.  He
reached down and pushed my head back to his balls and told me to suck on
his balls. I sucked on each one, one at a time when he pulled away and
grabbed my forehead tilting my head back. He looked down and said, "now you
little faggot it's time to lick some ass! I cleaned it up nice for you, so
enjoy!" He turned around and bent over slightly grabbing hold of the top of
the stall door presenting me his ass.

I had to admit he had a sweet looking ass with short red curly hair
covering his ass cheeks and leading to an ass crack filled with long soft
red hair ringlets that were thick around his pink asshole. His ass smelled
clean as he had said but it also had built up a bit of sweat from riding
the bus to school. I leaned down and took a sniff of his ass before licking
out at his ass cheeks. Rob was impatient and reached back grabbing the back
of my head and forcing my face into his ass crack. I licked out at his ass
crack and was delighted with the clean taste of sweat. I licked up and down
his crack before zeroing in on this ass hole.

I tentatively licked at his hole and not tasting anything offensive pushed
my lips against his hole and kissed it hard. As I pointed my tongue and
speared at his ass hole I felt him tense up and then push back harder
against my face. I continued licking and nipping at his ass hole when I
felt it relax and allow me to stick my tongue up his ass! He moaned loudly
and I heard him say, "oh yeah! Do that again!  Stick that tongue up my
ass!" I stuck my tongue out to lick up his ass crack when he began moving
his ass up and down dragging my tongue through his ass crack as my head
stayed still. I pulled back a moment when his reply was, "you're not done
yet! Get back in there and lick my asshole!"

Instead I used my thumbs to massage the outside rim of his asshole and to
slowly pull his hole open. I had his asshole pulled open and licked at his
hole again. He let go of the door and reached back to pull his ass cheeks
wider apart allowing me to get in deeper. I could hear his raspy breathing
and under his breath I could hear him rambling about how good it felt. He
reached back and grabbed my head again and pulled harder than ever grinding
my face into his ass. When I went back to tongue fucking his asshole I
reached through his legs and began fondling his balls and cock. It was a
steady stream of "fuck yeah!", "keep licking my hole!", "suck on my ass!",
"I've never felt anything like this!" and more. Finally I pulled out of his
ass and slid off the toilet so I could lick and suck on his balls. I licked
and nipped on the root of his cock between his balls and asshole and I
actually thought he began crying. I began fingering his asshole and turned
my head to take his cock into my mouth. He began fucking his cock into my
mouth and I gagged a couple of times because of its length. I pushed my
finger into his ass and tried to imitate what John did to me last night. He
groaned loudly and began shooting his cum into my mouth. When he finished
shooting he grabbed his cock and wiped it on my face before stepping into
and pulling up his pants. I hadn't realized that I had shot off already
covering my left ankle with my cum. I sat up on the toilet again and was
straightening my clothes when Rob said he now understood what was so great
about getting your ass licked. We'd have to repeat it again sometime and
then he stepped out of the stall. As I was leaving the locker room I ran
into the basketball team coach.  He asked what I was doing and I said I was
looking for the gym teacher to discuss my offer to help ref some of the
intramural games.  He said the gym teacher had told him about that and he
thought it was great! If I needed any help let him know.

I wasn't happy about being "blackmailed" by Rob and was trying to figure
out how to get out of the situation. I didn't want everyone to know I was a
cocksucker but knew this had to stop. Rob really didn't have anything to
lose by telling someone, while I had a lot to lose. For the rest of the day
I ran the scenarios through my head and was close to what I thought would
work. After my last class I headed to the library to meet Peter and was
both startled and elated by the big kiss he planted on me when we got in
the study room. He gave me a big hug and I felt so safe in his arms. He
sensed something was wrong and asked what it was. I didn't know how much I
should tell him but knew I needed to tell him something.

He knew Rob and he also didn't like Rob very much. I told him about my
first encounter with Rob and a partial story of the encounter today.  I
told him that Rob had threatened to tell everyone he could at school about
me being a cocksucker. I could see and sense the anger that was building up
inside Peter. He kissed me very lightly and hugged me telling me not to
worry, he would take care of it. I asked him what he meant and he told me
not to worry about it. I was concerned what Peter would do and told him I
had worked out a solution I thought would work and to calm down.

He asked what I was going to do and I told him I was going to talk to one
of the teachers and let things take their course. He doubted this would
work, but would give it a try and if nothing happened he would fix it. I
didn't tell him that I also was going to talk to one of Rob's older
brothers who was my sister's age and they knew each other. I didn't really
know him but knew my sister would help. We worked for over an hour on his
math projects and decided to call it quits. We had worked past the last bus
run so Peter walked home with me so Dad could take him home.

My sister was at the house as well and after we got back from taking Peter
home I talked to her about talking to Jack, Rob's older brother about a
problem I was having with Rob in school. My brother overheard me and being
the protective older brother asked if he could help. I told him not right
now I thought I had it worked out.  Privately my sister pushed about the
problem and I told her only that Rob was going to tell everyone I was
queer.  She mentioned she was going to see Jack the next day as he worked
at the same company as her. She knew Jack quite well and he wouldn't
tolerate the way Rob was being.

The next day in school the first person at my locker was Rob and he was
again mentioning how I was gonna help him out today. I didn't really say
anything and he told me to meet him outside after lunch. A couple of my
friends had noticed Rob talking to me and asked me if he was giving me a
hard time. I told them yes but had found a way to deal with it. Jeff, one
of my friends told me Rob had picked on him some last year and the only way
he got it to stop was to tell the principal. I told them I'd be okay.

I tried to keep a low profile for most of the day, avoiding Rob as much as
possible. I didn't meet him after lunch and he tracked me down to my 6th
period class. He came up behind me and told me I had screwed up. Then he
punched me in the back hiding it from the other people around. It hurt and
tears came to my eyes.  He left telling me I had better meet him after
school! The teacher noticed me standing by the windows and asked me what
had just happened.  I wasn't going to say anything at first, but she
pressed and said she knew something was wrong. I wiped away the couple of
tears and told her Rob had punched me and had threatened me.

She went into action quickly calling down to the office and alerting the
principal's office about who, what, where and the details. When the class
was over she asked me to stay and told me to go down to the office to work
things out. When I walked into the office one of the secretaries was there
and so was Rob. He stood up and walked to me and told me I was in big
trouble now! The secretary heard everything and got the school counselor
who was free, who came out and asked Rob what was up.  Rob got real humble
and said nothing when the secretary stepped over and said that wasn't what
he said to me. She told the counselor what had transpired and was just
finishing her story when the principal walked in followed by Rob's father
and his older brother Jack.

Rob looked surprised and shocked and immediately went to his brother trying
to talk to him and give his story. His brother grabbed him hard on the
shoulder and told him he had better sit and just shut up! Rob's father was
in the principal's office and you could tell the conversation was
serious. Jack looked at Rob and told him this might be the end for all of
his shenanigans. Rob tried to defend himself and Jack just looked at him
and told him it was probably best if he just said nothing.

Jack asked the counselor if he could speak to me privately and he saw no
problem with that. We went into another office and Jack said he had spoken
with my sister and wanted to know what was going on, everything. I told him
about being assigned to tutor Rob and he asked me how that was going. I
told him I didn't think he needed tutoring, he knew the work he just didn't
apply himself or take the time to do it.  He asked me what else had
happened. I didn't want to talk about sucking Rob's cock, but after a
couple minutes of me trying to invent a story Jack looked at me and told me
"I won't tell anyone, I know something else happened.  I'm here to fix
it. I could tell by the conversation I had with your sister it's more than
the story you're telling me. No matter what it is, tell me." I started
telling Jack about going outside with Rob when he went to smoke a
cigarette.

Jack's eyes lit up and he asked me how long Rob had smoked. I told him I
didn't know. Then I told him about how Rob suggested I help him out and
that led to my sucking his cock. I didn't tell him anything else except Rob
coming to my locker telling me I would helping him out or he would tell
everyone. I had tears in my eyes and Jack told me not to worry, everything
would be fine. There was a very trusting tone to his words. When we stood
up he hugged me and told me I was a good kid and didn't deserve the grief
his brother gave out.

When we came out of the office the principal, counselor, Rob and his dad
were in the principal's office having a very serious conversation. Nobody
was smiling and Rob's father raised his voice to his son a couple of
times. I looked at Jack and he smiled at me, again saying everything will
be fine. We sat down to wait and Jack talked about my sister and how he
wished he had known sooner what was going on. I mentioned to him about what
Rob had said about their family and Jack was shocked! He told me his father
didn't drink at all and the "problems" most people referred to had to do
with the fact that his older sister had gotten pregnant when she was still
in school and most of the teachers made it an issue that the rest of the
family defended. The principal at the time (retired now) actually suggested
that she have an abortion if she was going to continue going to school!

Well the meeting in the principal's office was finished and when they came
out the principal asked to speak with Rob and me in his office alone first.
Once we were in the office the principal told us he knew most of the story
and didn't really care about the rest. Rob was made to apologize and right
then was put on notice that anything that happened between us or otherwise
that connected to Rob would be dealt with harshly. I would no longer be
Rob's tutor and that at the end of the semester Rob would be leaving our
school to attend a military school for the rest of his schooling.  Rob's
father had assured the principal that any contact outside of the school
between us would be dealt with by him or his eldest son and if need be with
the police.

Next in came Rob's father and his brother whereupon his father let him know
that his days of lying, conniving and manipulating everyone were over! His
father looked at me and apologized for his son telling me he was sorry for
anything done that hurt me. He turned back to Rob and asked what he had to
say and Rob responded nothing.  Whereupon his father remarked about how
tough he was when nobody knew his game but suddenly now he was quiet. His
father told him his brother was here because he didn't know how long he
would be around. His father told us all that he was recently diagnosed with
cancer and only had a year or two to live. It was untreatable. Upon his
death, Jack would be his guardian. Rob looked at Jack and started to cry
saying he was sorry and Jack replied back it was too late. His brothers and
sisters were fed up with his shenanigans.  The meeting ended and Jack told
me to let him know if anything happened before the end of the semester. His
father shook my hand and said he was sorry again as he left.

Before I left the offices the principal called me back into his office. I
knew him quite well, my mom was on the state board of PTA and he looked at
me seriously and asked "Are you really homosexual?"  I wasn't going to say
anything when he said, "this conversation is just between you and me." I
told him yes I liked other guys to which he replied "you're only 12 and you
know this?" I told him I was quite certain. He said he really didn't
understand anything about it, but I needed to be careful. Many people
dislike, even hate homosexuals. I told him I knew that but it was who I
was. Then he quietly asked me if there were other people in school who
were. I said it wasn't for me to say that and I left.

When I got home my mom told me the principal had called and said Rob and I
had a problem but it was all worked out now. She asked if everything was
okay and I said it was fine. The phone rang just then and it was Barry's
mom calling to talk to my mom about Thanksgiving. I asked her about Barry
and she said I could talk to him when she was done talking with mom.

In about twenty minutes mom called me to pick up the phone Barry wanted to
talk to me. It was great hearing Barry's voice, it sounded deeper than when
he was here in the summer. We talked about school and what we were
doing. He made the JV Football team as a running back and was even bigger
than when I saw him in the summer.  He was close to 6' and weighed about
165lbs.  and was working out a lot. We finished up said our goodbyes and
hung up. I couldn't wait until Thanksgiving, I really wanted to see Barry
again.

Back in school the next week life returned to normal without the intrusion
of Rob. He really became a wall flower and the rumor around school was he
had to attend military school or go to a state delinquency center. I must
have gotten 20 notes stuffed into my locker congratulating me on "taking
care of Rob!" I never discussed the issue with anyone except Peter who
wanted to know how it was settled. During lunch Peter and I sat in the back
corner of the cafeteria where Paul and Rick joined us.

Paul and I talked about the science project and made arrangements for me to
stay over the weekend. Peter and Rick were talking about football and
seemed like they had been friends for years. That's a real tribute to Rick
he was so easy-going you were instantly comfortable talking with Rick about
anything. Peter looked at me with a longing look in his eyes and then
whispered in my ear about going to Paul's farm. I asked Paul directly and
he said if his mom agreed it would be fine. Rick laughed and said "yeah,
like Mrs. A would turn you down! She thinks of you as an extension of the
family same hair, same eyes, you look like Paul's brother and have you two
ever had a fight?" Rick was right; I almost got my way more with Mrs. A
than Paul or his brothers or sister.

Before we left Peter asked if we could do some work after school today and
I said sure - in school or at my house. He said at my house was fine. We
all said our goodbyes and headed to class. Rick and I walked together and
he remarked how nice a guy Peter was. I agreed with him. Rick said he
thought Peter had a crush on me. Rick and I had been friends since
kindergarten and fooled around together since first grade, nothing serious,
just rubbing against each other, massaging each other and actually learning
how/figuring out how to masturbate.  In our own way we loved each other and
could talk to each about anything. We just had that connection. We talked
often about each other's sexual adventures.

I again asked Rick why he thought that about Peter and he said he could see
it in his eyes. I hadn't really thought about it and now it had my
curiosity peeked. As we sat down for class Rick said he didn't think it was
a bad thing, Peter was a real sweet guy. The rest of the school day seemed
to drag on forever. Finally we were headed home and on the way Peter looked
down at the ground as we walked and asked what I was thinking. I told him
nothing in particular, which was a lie. I was thinking about how to ask him
how he felt about me. I turned the tables and asked what he was thinking
about and he blurted out he was thinking about how to ask me to be his
boyfriend.

I looked at him and smiled telling him all he had to do was ask! A big
smile came across his face and he blushed a deep red before saying "will
you please be my boyfriend? I think I'm in love with you!" He stopped
walking, staring at the ground again waiting for my reply. I looked around
cautiously to see if anyone could see us and kissed him on his cheek saying
I think that would be nice. He asked me then if I loved him. I told him I
didn't really know as I wasn't sure just how that felt.  He said I can
accept that. I'm not sure how it feels either, I just know I like you and
being around you. You make me smile inside.

His words brought a tear to my eyes and I said "come on let's get to the
house where we don't have to worry about someone seeing us." He looked at
me funny and I said "you know what I mean, the Rob situation." He nodded
his head and replied I was right, we needed to be careful. Once we got to
the house we fixed a snack and headed out to the barn. Once we were truly
alone he wrapped me in his arms and planted to biggest kiss on my lips
lifting me off the floor. He reached down and grabbed onto my ass giving it
a squeeze. I was enjoying being in his arms told him to never let me go.
Next he moved his hands up and slipped them down into my pants and briefs
and massaged my ass cheeks before running a couple of fingers through the
crack of my ass.  I was moaning and rubbing my crotch against his feeling
our cocks get hard when he released me and kneeled down in front of me
pressing his face into my crotch inhaling my scent.

He reached up and opened my belt and zipper and pulled my pants and briefs
to my knees. My cock was hard and sticking up against my stomach and he
began licking at my balls. It felt so good I shuddered and moaned. He took
a hold of my cock and pulled it down to his mouth and began sucking on
it. When he began moving my cock in and out of his mouth I could feel my
orgasm building and told him I wanted to suck his cock! He let go of my
cock and stood up to remove his pants and briefs. I had kneeled down beside
him and pulled gently on his right arm telling him to lie down. I kneeled
on all fours to his side looking down at his hard cock and began licking at
the head. As I continued to lick at his cock and fondle his balls he
shifted a bit to his right and moved us into a "69" position with me
kneeling over him.

Just as I engulfed his cock in my mouth all the way down he began sucking
on the head of my cock. With his right hand he stroked my cock and just
continued sucking on the head. I pulled his cock from my mouth and moved
down to lick and suck his balls.  He moaning and squirming below me and
when I sucked his left ball into my mouth he cried out asking me to stop!
He gotten hit in the balls today playing dodge ball and they were still
sore. I said I was sorry and went back to sucking his cock. I shifted
around pulling my cock from his mouth and getting in between his legs.

I grasped the back of his knees and gently pushed for him to lift them and
then I pushed his thighs back until they rested on his chest. I told him to
hold them there and immediately went down and inhaled the rich smell rising
from his ass. It was that heady mixture of musk, sweat and maleness that
made my head spin. The hair in his ass crack was damp with sweat and when I
licked out into his ass crack in search of his hole he giggled some and I
could feel him relax. I used long broad strokes at first, tasting his sweat
and maleness. On the last couple of swipes I really released the saliva and
matted his ass down along the sides of that valley. I could easily see his
ass hole now and it almost appeared to be winking at me! I told him this
and he laughed, telling me I was crazy.

I moved in closer and planted a big sloppy kiss on his hole. As I pulled
back I could see it spasm slightly, pulling in and then releasing and
relaxing.  I went right back in and probed his hole with my tongue. It
opened up and I pushed as much of my tongue up into his ass as possible. He
groaned and shifted, then I felt his left head grasp the back of my head
and try and push me into his ass deeper. He cried out with a loud "Oh God!
I can feel your tongue inside me. Don't stop!"  I pulled away to catch my
breath and then went back at his hole and pushed my tongue back inside and
began a rapid tongue fuck that had him wriggling his ass and telling me to
never stop. I was into the sex so much I began to shoot my load and I
wasn't even touching my cock.

Just as I was finishing cumming he yelled out he was cumming and I pulled
my face out of his ass and shoved my middle finger into his ass and
massaged that little button John had offhandedly taught me about. Peter
shot his load and it was flying everywhere. The first spurt hit me in the
face and the second shot over his head. Then he shot twice more on his
chest and stomach before settling down. Every time he shot I felt his ass
hole clamp down on my finger. He asked me what I had done and I told him it
was a trick I had learned recently.  He replied "some trick, I came so hard
it almost hurt!" We lay down next to each other and talked about nothing in
particular when I heard my dad pull into the driveway. We cleaned up and
headed into the house.

My mom called his mom and said we were headed out for pizza and if it was
okay Peter could join us and just stay overnight. He could borrow some
clothes from my brother for school the next day. She agreed and off to get
pizza we went. After we got back we did some math work and I helped Peter
finish up some homework.  Then off to bed we went.  My brother was staying
at a friend's house so we had the whole back of the house to ourselves.

We spent half the night in one bed exploring each other both intellectually
and body wise. We talked about what turned us on and what didn't. We talked
about who we thought was cute and who was handsome. Then we began exploring
each other's body and telling each other what we found. We fell asleep in
each other's arms. When I woke up it was to the feeling of Peter sucking on
my cock. I cried foul, I didn't have anything to play with!  He spun around
and crouched above my face, his cock hard and up against his stomach, while
his balls hung down from his crotch looking like a piece of fruit hanging
on a tree.

I lightly fondled his balls and asked if they were still sore and he said
yes, please be gentle. I could easily slip them both into my mouth and just
let them "soak" in my saliva. We hadn't showered before bed and I loved the
smell of his crotch. I began to lightly suck on his balls and he said it
hurt too much. I understood how tough it was to get hit in the balls and
sympathized so I let them out of my mouth and lightly pulled on his butt
getting him to sit his ass on my face.

As he continued sucking my cock I reveled in licking and chewing on his ass
and ass hole.  His scent was stronger than ever and an even bigger turn-on!
He surprised me by grabbing onto my legs and pulling them up and basically
over his shoulders before diving into my ass and drilling at my ass hole. I
could feel him drooling saliva into my ass crack and then I felt a finger
massaging my hole. I heard him quietly say, "Let me in! I want you to feel
what I felt yesterday!" Then I felt him go back to licking at my hole while
working his left index finger into my hole.

I continued my ministrations to his ass, licking up through his hairy crack
and then zeroing in on hole and shoving my tongue deep into him. One time
as I pushed my tongue into him he ground his ass down hard on my face
almost smothering me!  Without moving his ass he let my legs and butt back
down to the bed and began sucking my cock again. At the same time he
continued fingering my ass. Boy did that feel good and I was getting ready
to shoot my load. I didn't have to tell him, he seemed to sense it and I
suddenly felt him shove his finger into my ass as he went all the way down
on my cock and I could feel my cum shooting into his mouth.  It was an
intense orgasm and it turned him on as well for when I grasped his cock he
shot his load all over my chest and stomach.

He turned around, pulling his ass off of my face and leaned down to kiss
me. I couldn't help myself, there was a couple blobs of my cum around his
mouth and I licked at them to clean them off of him. He kissed me and I
caught another taste of my cum and when he pulled up slightly he said "I
love you!" I looked at him and said "I love you!"  Just then I heard mom
yelling up that breakfast was almost ready, we better get a move on.

The next few weeks flew by and Peter and I had some great sex together as
well as other fun going to the movies, going to the mall and even going to
a few games my brother was playing in. One night we even went to Paul's
farm and stayed overnight. He had a lot of fun on the farm. John and I
couldn't really get together that time and the only thing Paul was really
interested in was having circle jerks. As Thanksgiving week neared Peter
told me they were going to relatives for the holiday and he was going to
miss me. I told him I would miss him but it was only a few days.

The Monday before Thanksgiving Barry and his family arrived in town and he
was at our door first thing. He was right on the phone; he had grown quite
a bit.  He looked even better in my eyes. We went to watch some TV and
catch up. We were alone as my brother was at practice.  We talked about a
lot of stuff when Barry turned the topic to sex. He asked what I had been
up to and I told him I had a boyfriend. He wanted to know everything and I
filled him in on most of it. He looked at me and seriously asked me if I
was really homosexual and I told him yes. Then I asked him if he had a
problem with it. He looked sheepishly and told me he thought he was to.

I asked if it bothered him and he said he wasn't sure. He was confused and
didn't know how to feel about it. I asked if he talked to someone about and
he said he was scared to talk to his older brother. I asked him if he had a
best friend or someone and he said he was afraid to ask him too! They were
teammates on the football team and Curt was real macho about everything. He
referred to different people as fairies or fags or homos and was always
bragging about getting to first or second base with some chick. Curt hadn't
had actual sex with any girl but he was chased by a lot of girls.

I asked Barry what he had been doing and he said nothing. He was afraid of
what might happen if any of the football players even suspected he was
homosexual. He beat off a lot and that was it. I told him that if Curt was
a real friend he would stand by him in confidence. He said he wasn't so
sure. He pushed about how I really knew I was homosexual and I related to
him about the magazines I had stashed away and how the women didn't make me
hard but the men did. I liked the smell of men, the hair, the look just
everything about a man. He asked if I had done anything with a girl and I
said no and I didn't want to. I don't even get a hard-on when I see a naked
woman!  I asked him how he felt and he said some guys turn me on and some
girls turn me on. I said to him that he was probably bisexual. He said that
was even more confusing to him. I said then you need to try both and see
what turns you on the most. He looked at me very seriously again and asked
if he could have sex with me to try the male side. I was both turned-on and
a bit taken aback. I have a strong loyalty streak in me and had never
fooled around on Peter without him knowing. Then again I had wanted to fool
around with Barry since I don't remember when.

He practically begged me before heading home for dinner and I told him I
would give him an answer the next day. I didn't sleep real well that night
trying to come up with scenarios that would happen both ways and how to
answer him. Around 11am he showed up and I was in the barn doing chores
when he walked in and asked me what my answer was. I told him I would do it
but there were a few conditions. I told him I had always had a crush on
him. Then I said there couldn't be anything off limits except if it hurt he
really didn't think he could do it. We were men and so he couldn't be a
baby about things.  He said that was fine and asked how this would work. I
told him to be back after dinner and we would come out to the barn to play
basketball.  My brother was going to the movies with friends and we would
have the barn to ourselves. He said fine he'd be back later. I sat on pins
and needles for the rest of the day. After dinner I headed out to the barn
and told my parents Barry was probably coming up. Dad said he had stocked
the refrigerator in the barn with soda and there were some apples also.

About fifteen minutes after I was out in the barn Barry came upstairs and I
have to say he was the most handsome man.  He was wearing a dark blue
sweatshirt with a flannel shirt underneath and khakis with a pair of
loafers. I said the loafers are a nice touch, how did you plan to play
basketball in them? He laughed and said it didn't even occur to him. He
then looked up at me and asked how we were to get started.

I walked over to him and put my arms around his neck pulling his mouth to
mine and giving him a big kiss. I was about 5' 7" and he was near 6' at
this time so he was a bit towering. He looked at me with wide eyes and then
returned the kiss.  When we broke the second kiss he said that felt good. I
then pulled his sweatshirt off before practically ripping his flannel shirt
off and then just stared at his chest! He had really begun to fill out as
they say and there was hair on his chest and trailing down the center of
his stomach to his belly button and then to his waist and into his pants. I
reached up and tweaked his nipples, something that drove Peter wild and he
shuddered lightly at this touch. I walked around him and admired his ass, a
prominent yet athletic shape protruding out from his waist and legs. At the
small of his back there was a light growth of hair.

I got back in front of him and began to strip off my clothes. He looked at
me a bit strangely and then slipped off his pants, but leaving on his
briefs. I smiled and reminded him we had seen each other naked many
times. He remarked you're right and pulled his briefs off. His body had
filled out in other areas I noticed. His cock wasn't much longer than I
remembered it, but it was thicker and his balls were bigger and the nest of
hair surrounding his package was dense and almost acted as a covering. I
walked around behind to admire that ass of his and just about passed out.
It was covered in short light brown hairs and looked plump and meaty.  I
got back in front and dropped to my knees.

I immediately caught a whiff of his male odor and it was intoxicating!  He
hadn't showered recently and I was glad.  His cock had retreated a bit, a
sign of his fear.  I leaned in and took the 2 or 3 inches protruding into
my mouth and began sucking on it. I could sense and feel his legs weaken
almost causing him to collapse. I pulled off to his bewildered look and
told to go sit in a chair.  When he sat I pulled his butt forward and told
him to place his legs over the arms. This opened him for me and the sight
was almost too much. His cock was hardening now and his balls hung down in
their hairy sack covering his hairy ass hole from my sight. I could smell
his sweat and male musk from his crotch and I leaned in slowly and began
licking at his balls. I tasted salty sweat and a bit of tang I now realized
was dried drops of piss.  Barry let out a sigh and reached down to stroke
his cock. I pushed it away and moved up to engulf his cock in my mouth. I
just let is rest in my mouth while I lightly just sucked on it. I grew
harder still and I could see he was growing in other areas, his cock had to
be between 7" and 8" and curved upward making it hard to suck him in this
position. I let go of his cock and moved back to his balls and with my left
hand lightly pulled them away from his body somewhat `pinching' them off
from the rest of him and popped them into my mouth.

He reached for his cock again to stroke it and when I looked up at him his
eyes were closed and his head was tilted back. I pulled his balls from my
mouth and kept them stretched out and up away from his asshole. I now had a
clear look at his hole and the lower part of his ass as well as the root of
his cock. The back of his balls and the root of his cock were damp with
sweat and saliva and I couldn't resist leaning in and taking a deep whiff
of his male scent. I then nipped at the skin covering the root of his cock
a couple of times and giggled as he jumped in his seat when I did
this. Pulling away just a bit I was looking directly at his ass hole and
the snarl of hair that seemed to guard it.  I licked at it but only made
contact with the slightest bit of his ass cheeks. He asked what I was doing
and I told him to relax and then I planted a big wet kiss directly on his
hole! A raspy gurgle escaped his throat and I heard him whisper "oh do that
again". I did it again except I also pushed my tongue out and tried to push
it into his ass. It was like a whimper that escaped him and I went back at
it, determined to get my tongue up his butt. I kissed his hole, massaged it
with my tongue and then I began to play with it with my right index
finger. It was beginning to open up and I had my finger in up to my second
knuckle when he reached down and grabbed my hand asking what I thought I
was doing. I again calmed him and told him there was nothing to worry
about, I wasn't going to hurt him.

I pulled my finger out and when back to tonguing at his hole when I felt it
open up for one of my plunges. I immediately went back at his hole and
began working my tongue inside. After a minute of so I felt his left hand
at the back of my head just keeping my face planted in his ass.  He was
moaning and groaning mumbling how good it felt. I started a slow steady
rhythm of tongue fucking his ass hole when he grabbed me by the ears and
pulled my face hard against his ass announcing he was gonna shoot! I tried
to push back, I wanted to taste his cum but he was determined to keep me
planted on his ass hole.  Next I felt his hole contract and release around
my pointed tongue and knew he was shooting his load. He also began to cry
out and I felt his hole relax while he let go of me. I went up and licked
at his cock tasting his cum before grabbing a towel to help clean him up. I
looked up at him with a smile and noticed tears in his eyes. I pulled at
him to get out of the chair and lie down next to me and when he did he
wrapped his arms around me and began crying.

I asked him what was wrong and he wouldn't say a thing at first so I pushed
it further. I pulled his face to mine and tried to kiss him but he turned
away saying he couldn't! I asked him why and he said because that would be
too girlie-like. I grabbed his face more forcefully and kissed him on the
lips. He looked at me and then kissed me back. I felt his cock hardening
again along my thigh and he began rubbing it against my leg before moving
and rubbing it against my cock. He looked me in the eyes and said he was
determined to suck my cock and see what it was all about. He moved down my
body and just stared at my hard-on for a minute or so before tentatively
licking at the shaft. I jokingly asked him if I passed the taste test and
he replied sternly to let him go at his pace. He stroked my cock four or
five times before moving back down and placing my cock head in his mouth.
Then I felt his tongue licking at the head just before he began pushing
more into his mouth. He began a slow but determined rhythm of sucking on my
cock and I even felt his hand fondling my balls. He stopped a second and
asked if what he was doing was okay. I told him it was fine just do what
felt good to him.  He continued sucking my cock in and out of him mouth
when he pushed in too far and gagged a bit. I caught him by surprise and he
pulled off with a cough and jerked hard on my cock.  Just as he put my cock
head back in his mouth I felt my orgasm coming on and told him I was gonna
shoot! Just as he pulled off I shot a glob of cum on his face and he reared
up quickly. He quickly grabbed a pair of underwear and wiped his face
off. It was quite comical when he realized he was wiping his face with his
briefs. He threw them towards my face and started laughing. He sat back
against the chair just looking at me before telling me he didn't think he
could do anything else, like lick my ass or anything.

I told him that was okay, what else was he thinking? He said he enjoyed
what we had done but that he couldn't be a homosexual. It would end his
sports playing and he was sure his friends would hate him. I said to him
again that he could be bisexual and might like both girls and boys even if
I didn't understand that fully. I moved around and sat next to him putting
my arm around him and told him he needed to speak to someone who could help
him sort it out. Maybe his brother could help him out. He said he would be
scared to talk to Craig. I said maybe he could talk to the counselor at
school. He wasn't sure. Then he put an arm around me and pulled me into a
hug and said he was my friend and always would be no matter what. I kissed
him on the cheek told him would always be my friend and if he ever needed
to talk he could call me. We got straightened up and went in the house to
watch some TV. My dad fixed us some popcorn and we were watching some rerun
when he brought up the topic of sex again.

We were sitting on the couch when he moved closer to me and reached into my
crotch and began fondling my cock. I was hard in an instant. I asked him
what was up and he said he wanted to try things again as he wouldn't be so
nervous this time. I told him my parents were just upstairs and my brother
hadn't got home yet. He replied he would be extra careful and quiet.  He
unzipped my pants and fished my cock out of my briefs and began to suck on
it. His ministrations were much more natural than earlier and I stretched
out alongside him and began playing with his hard-on through his pants. I
opened his pants and pulled his cock out of his damp briefs. I could smell
my cum on them where he had used them to clean up with. His crotch smelled
real gamey now and I dove onto his cock like I was starved! I pushed a
couple of fingers between his legs and began fondling his butt hole. I
pulled my hand back and wet my fingers in my mouth smelling his ass on them
before moving them back to penetrate his hole. As I continued to suck on
his cock I pushed both fingers into his ass hole and began fucking them in
and out rubbing the nub a guy has up his butt. I worked like clockwork and
shortly I felt Barry shooting his load into my mouth.  His cum tasted salty
and sweet and most of all delicious.

After he came he surprised me by getting off the couch and kneeling in
front of me while pulling my pants off. He pushed me to roll over and as
soon as I did he began licking my ass cheeks. I was taken by surprise when
I felt his face in the crack of my ass and he took a deep sniff. He must
have been satisfied because next I felt his tongue licking over my
hole. This was more than I could believe! He sat on his butt with my butt
at face level and just went to town licking and slobbering all over my ass
and ass crack! I noticed him stroking his cock again and I almost jumped
off the sofa when I felt him dip lower and lick the back of my ball
sack. He was a whole different guy from earlier in the barn. He pushed his
right middle finger into my ass and began a rapid finger fuck of my ass. I
pushed back some giving my cock some breathing space from between the sofa
cushion and my stomach when he stopped stroking his cock and began stroking
mine. He pulled his finger from my ass and almost as quickly went down to
my hole and began stuffing his tongue up my ass. He was in a frenzy tongue
fucking my ass hole and jerking on my cock. It was too much and I began
shooting my load. It's a good thing that couch was leather!

He fell back on his back and I turned to look at him with a look of
amazement. What a sight he was. He still had his flannel shirt on with only
a couple of the bottom buttons undone.  His pants were around his ankles so
his hard cock just stuck up through the tails of his shirt. I got down on
top of him and he grabbed me in a bear hug and kissed me. When the kiss
broke he looked at me with puppy dog eyes and simply said "thank you".  I
looked at him with a question and he knew because he just said "thank you
for being my friend". I heard a car outside and said my brother must be
home and we got our selves spiffed up and were back watching TV when he
came in.  One of his friends from the team was with him and was going to
stay overnight, his name was Darryl. They watched TV with us for a while
before going to bed, they had an early morning practice tomorrow. After
they were upstairs Barry looked at me and wanted to know who Darryl was.
Darryl was a very good looking guy with an athletic build, angular face,
short reddish- brown hair in a brush cut of sorts and was freckled on his
face, neck and shoulders. He was a really nice guy also. Barry asked if I
thought my brother and Darryl fooled around and I laughed "are you kidding?
No way! From either of them!"  Although I did say I enjoyed looking at
Darryl and had seen him naked several times in the locker room. I just knew
my brother and even Darryl better than that, they were both quite
conservative especially at their age. Darryl was around the house a lot so
I overheard many a conversations.

I then asked Barry about what just happened between us? This was a
different person sucking on my cock and eating my ass 30 minutes ago. He
blushed deep red and got quiet all of a sudden. I moved closer to him and
cuddled up next to him and said it was time to explain what happened
between earlier and now.  He said nothing really but that he hadn't quite
told me the truth. In school there was a new guy who just moved into their
town and they hit it off real well as friends. It turns out that this guy
also plays football and made the JV team as well. About two weeks into
practice they were in the showers next to each other when they both popped
boners! They were able to hide them from the other guys and were able to
get their towels and get back to their lockers. Since they were becoming
friends they had lockers next to each other in the back of the locker
room. They sat around just talking until their boners went down so they
could dress. Only a couple of the other guys used lockers back in their
area and once they were finished and left they somehow started quietly
jacking each other off!

Once they got dressed and were headed home Barry went to his house for
awhile before heading home. That was their first sex together, sucking each
other off. From that time on they got together at each other's house as
much as possible and played with each other trying new things all the time.
Barry looked at me seriously and said they had even fucked each other a
couple of times as of late. It was at this point that Barry said he started
to get worried. He said to me "When he fucked me the first time it hurt a
bit but the second time I really enjoyed it. It felt really good and it was
all I could think about for the next week, then we were headed here for
Thanksgiving." I asked what this guy was like and he told me he was part
Asian and part American and very cute 2 years older than Barry with black
hair, deep brown eyes and the sexiest lips imaginable.  He was slender in
build (kicker/punter) and about 5' 8" tall. He was worried because Tim (his
name) told Barry he loved him the last time they fucked. He just couldn't
deal with that right now and he was worried the other guys on the football
team would find out what they were doing. I asked him what he thought of
Tim and he said really liked him, but love? Barry wasn't sure about that. I
asked him about any girls he had feelings for and he said there were a
couple he really liked but wasn't sure how to approach them about a date. I
told he needed to act on some of that and get a feel if that was part of
him. He also needed to talk to Tim and tell him the truth.  I told him
about Peter and myself and how this had come up with us recently but we
both are quite sure of who and what we are.

He told me he was scared if he told Tim about his feelings maybe Tim would
use it against him. What if he told some of the other guys on the team, who
would they believe?  I told him that if he were honest with Tim that I
doubted he would use it as a weapon against him. He just wasn't sure and it
was why he was confused. I went back and asked him how he felt about having
sex with other guys and he breathed a deep sigh saying that was the
problem. He really enjoyed sucking on a guys cock and getting fucked. How
was he supposed to deal with those feelings and what if he tried something
with a girl and didn't like it? Worse yet, what if he couldn't get a hardon
with a girl and she told a bunch of her friends! He'd be branded a
limp-dick faggot! I told him my best advice is to honestly talk to
Tim. After a little more TV he asked if he could sleep over as it was
late. I said I didn't think my mother would mind what about his and he said
he told them he might sleep over. I left a note for my mother to call his
mom in the morning and also so she wouldn't be surprised in the morning.

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