Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2000 00:43:23 EDT
From: William Watts <bwstories44@hotmail.com>
Subject: You Pass This Way But Once - Chapter 10

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You Pass This Way But Once - by BW
            Copyright 2000 by bwstories44
Chapter 10 - A new discovery.
                       March 2000

Timmy was gone and the holidays were nearly over.  Seth and I were trying
to decide what to do for New Year's Eve when Robbie called to invite us to
his New Year's Eve party.  His parents had agreed to let him have his
friends over as they were going out for the evening and they would be
staying at a friend's house.  Robbie invited all of our regular group to
join him at his house.  As it turned out, all of the others had other
commitments or their parents had made plans for them instead.  Seth and I
still decided to go as we had no better offers and this might be our chance
to learn if Robbie was gay.

Robbie was somewhat embarrassed that there were only the three of us at his
little soiree but we told him not to worry about it.  We were going to make
the best of the situation.  Once Robbie was over his disappointment, he
began to ask about Timmy.  He wanted to know if Timmy got home OK, he
wanted to know if we could give him Timmy's phone number, if he could
attach a message to our next email to Timmy and he wanted to know when we
thought Timmy might come here again.  Seth and I only looked at each other
and smiled.

"You really have it bad for Timmy, don't you?" I asked him.  Robbie blushed
before he responded.

"What do you mean?"  He paused while we just stared at him.  "I like him as
a friend.  Is there anything wrong with that?"

"No there isn't," Seth continued, "but we know it's more than that, Robbie.
Don't worry.  You can tell us."

"Tell you what?"  A look of horror was spreading over his face.

"Robbie, we know you have a crush on Timmy.  It's all right.  We
understand."

"No I don't really." he started crying and he ran away from us.  He stopped
and turned back around.  "Please, don't tell any of the others, please."
His chest was heaving in spasms as he sobbed uncontrollably.  "You can't
tell them.  Everyone will hate me.  They'll all call me names.  Please,
I'll do anything just don't tell the others."

"Robbie.  Robbie.  Calm down.  We're not going to tell anyone."  I grabbed
him and pulled him to me as I tried to reassure him.  "Seth and I think
it's great about you and Timmy."  Seth wrapped his arms around both of us
to show Robbie that he cared to.  Robbie looked up at us both.  Tears were
streaming down his cheeks and fear was showing in his eyes.  He scanned our
faces and then looked confused.

"Robbie," Seth started, "we think Timmy likes you too.  I think he was
hoping for something to happen while he was here."

"And you don't hate him.or me?"

"Why should we?" I asked him while grinning at him.  "We think it's kind of
cute that you two feel like that about each other."

"You don't think it's wrong.for.you know.two guys to.well.like each other?"

"What's wrong with that?" Seth wanted to know.

"It's queer.and gay.we'd be homos or something."

"Some people may look at it that way but Seth and I certainly don't."

"You don't think it's wrong if.if I.if I like Timmy more than.just as a
friend?"

"We think it's great that one of our best friends thinks that much about
another of our friends," Seth told him, "and we have a suspicion that Timmy
feels the same way about you."

"Really?  And you guys are all right with that?"

"We are," I answered him, "but I wouldn't make that fact known to just
anybody.  Seth and I don't care whether you fall in love with a girl or
another guy.  If you love them, you love them.  Why should that be wrong?"

"But everyone else says that's gay and that feeling that way is wrong.
Most guys hate gays and they call them names and beat them up.  Why don't
you guys think like that?"

"Why should we?  Just because other guys don't understand that two boys can
love each other, that's suppose to make it wrong?  Why should it be wrong
for you to love Timmy but not Tanya?"

"Who's Tanya?"

"That's just a girls name that I used.  What I meant was why should it be
wrong for you to love a boy but not a girl."

"Because that's what everyone says."

"And just because everyone says it, that makes it true?"

"Well, maybe not true but that's how most people feel."

"So because most people feel that way, THAT makes it true?"

"Well, no.yes.I don't know.  I just know that I'd lose all my friends and
have to move to another school if the other guys found out.  Please don't
tell them even if you think it's OK."

"Robbie," I was looking at him very sternly.  "Get it in your head that
Seth and I aren't going to tell anyone.  This is between the three of us.
We won't even tell Timmy unless you want us to."

"Oh, god.  I don't know.  Maybe he'd hate me too."

"Or maybe he'd love you," Seth informed him.

"But he can't.we're both guys."

"Robbie, look at me," I told him grabbing him by the shoulders.  "Do you or
do you not love Robbie?"

He started crying again.  "I do but I shouldn't."

"Do you want Timmy to love you?"  He only nodded his head up and down, not
looking at either of us.

"And if you found out that Timmy did love you, would you want it to become
a physical relationship?"  Robbie froze in place.  "Robbie it's OK with us
if that's what you want and we won't tell anyone.  Would you want a
physical relationship with Timmy?"

"Yes," he said before he crumpled into a ball on the floor.  Seth and I
reached down and pulled him up, dragged him over to the couch with us.  I
pulled him onto my lap as I sat down, cradling him to my chest.  Seth sat
beside us with his arms wrapped around Robbie.  "Why do I feel this way?
It's not right.  Why do I think about Timmy all of the time?  Why do I want
to.why?  Why do I want to.do those kinds of things with him?"  Now he was
really sobbing, letting out all of the emotions that he had been holding
within him.  We thought it best to let him get all of these feelings out.

"How did you guys know?" he asked as he began to regain control of himself.
"I haven't told anyone.  I couldn't tell anyone, not even my
parents.especially my parents.  My dad would hate me if he knew.  He makes
fun of fags all of the time.  He'd kill me if he thought I was a fag."

"I don't know your parents," Seth said, "but some people do feel that way.
There afraid of anything that's different or anything they can't
understand.  If you want to love Timmy it's going to be tough, we won't lie
to you and tell you that it will be easy."

"It's like my dad often says," I told him.  "He keeps telling me that 'you
pass this way but once'.  That means that opportunities in your life happen
all of the time but it's whether you act on these opportunities that
counts.  If you don't act, you might miss the chance of a lifetime.  If you
do act, you might be taking a huge gamble.  Only you can decide whether the
possible outcome is worth the gamble.  You may not get a second chance to
make that same choice.  If you want to see if there is anything between you
and Timmy, we'll help you find out and we'll try to help you keep it a
secret from anyone else.  If this is what you want, you just tell us and
we'll help you all we can."

Robbie sat up and looked at both of us.  He was trying to look into our
souls to see what made us tick.  When he couldn't tell that way, he asked
us, straight out. "Why are you guys so different.  Why do you want to help
me like this?"

Seth and I looked at each other and Seth nodded to me.  I had his
permission to tell Robbie our secret.  "It's because Seth and I feel the
same way about each other as you do about Timmy."

Robbie sat up, his mouth hanging wide open.  "You two love each other?"
His mouth remained open as he continued to scan for our reactions.

"Yes but you can't tell anyone about that, either."

"I won't.  I promise.  I just would never have guessed that.you know.you
guys really love each other?"

We both grinned and nodded to Robbie.  "But you guys are football players
and wrestlers and all.  How can you be gay?"

"Being gay doesn't mean that you have to be weak, effeminate or sissies.
Seth and I have known for some time that we like each other and that we
don't have those feelings for girls."

"But I've seen you guys go out with girls."

"Yes," Seth said.  "We have to cover our being gay.  We both feel bad that
we've been misleading those girls into thinking we care about them but
we've had to do that to avoid suspicion.  We don't feel right doing it but
we have to play the game."

"Is Timmy gay?"

"We can't or won't tell you yes or no.  We will tell you that Timmy might
feel the same way about you and you might have a chance.  We can also tell
you that, even if you do tell Timmy how you feel about him, Timmy won't
turn on you or tell anyone else.  We both know him well enough that we can
promise you that he'll keep everything you tell him a secret."

"But I wouldn't know what to say to him or what to do if he felt the same
way."

I looked him straight in the eye.  "Just tell him how you feel and, if
Timmy's interested, I'm sure you two will be able to figure out what to do
next."

"But that's just it.  I don't want to take the chance that we won't know
what to do next.  What if Timmy is as dumb as I am about this?"

"Don't you think it would be fun to find out about things on your own?"
Seth asked him.

"I don't know.  If neither of us knows what to do, we just might mess
everything up and lose our only chance to find out if we love each other."

"Do you know how to kiss?" I asked him.

"Not really.  I've only kissed my mom and my aunts but that's not how you'd
kiss someone you loved.like a boyfriend or something."

"Well, you are right there," Seth told him.  "Haven't you seen couples kiss
on TV or in the movies or AT the movies?"

"Naw, I've always been to embarrassed to watch."

"Well you better start keeping your eyes open," Seth told him, "if you want
to learn how to do these things for yourself."

"Can't you guys just teach me?  It would take me too long to figure this
out on my own."

Seth and I looked at each other.  "OK," I answered him knowing that I had
Seth's approval.  "We'll tell you things you can do and tell you how you
can do them.  We'll even print some stories off of the Internet that you
can read to learn about these things as well."

"Can't you just show me?  You guys must do these things with each other.
Can't you just do them with me so I would know what I'm doing?"

I looked him directly in his eyes as I spoke to him.  "Robbie do you really
want to do these things with us instead of having your first time be with
Timmy?"

"YES.  If I'm going to make mistakes and be unsure about what I'm doing, I
want to do that with you.  I want everything I do with Timmy to be
perfect."

"That's pretty intimate stuff.  Are you sure you want us to do that with
you?"

"Yes.  You're my friends and I trust you.  Who else could I get to help me?
There is no one else.  Hell, I didn't even know you guys could help me.
Now that you know about me, won't you help me out?"

"OK, we'll help you," I told him.  "You'll just have to let us know what
you want us to teach you and you'll also have to let us know if we do
something that you don't want to do.  You can stop anything at any time.
You get to call all of the shots and you must let us know when we start to
do something that you don't want to do."

"Great.  I want to learn everything.  We can go up to my room.  Thanks,
guys, you're the greatest."

We had trouble keeping up with Robbie as he flew up to his room.  We shut
the door, even though we knew that no one else was going to be there.  Here
he was, from tears to a huge grin in less than an hour.  It's sometimes
hard keeping up with these emotional roller coasters.  I whispered quickly
with Seth to plan our strategy.

"Here's the deal," I told him.  "Seth will teach you how to do some things
and, then, you can practice on me to see if you've learned the lesson.
Does that sound all right to you?"

"More than all right.  It sounds great.  Thanks, guys.  I owe you big time
for this one."

Seth didn't give Robbie time to say any more.  He walked up to him, bent
forward and placed his mouth over Robbie's.  Robbie froze, uncertain of
what to do, and Seth began to run his tongue over Robbie's closed, nearly
clenched lips.  Seth started to tickle Robbie to get him to loosen up.

"What are you doing?" Robbie asked him.

"You're too tight.  You've got to loose up.  It's like kissing a wooden
soldier."

"I'm sorry.  I'm just nervous."

"I know but relax.  I won't hurt you.  In fact, you may start to like what
I'm going to do."

Robbie smiled at Seth and Seth moved back into him.  This time Robbie was
much more relaxed and Seth was able to slip his tongue into Robbie's mouth.
Seth let his tongue wander around the inside of Robbie's mouth, sampling
the new flavor before him.  Even though Robbie's mouth was now open, Robbie
was still either hesitant or confused about getting directly involved.  As
Seth's tongue rubbed over the surface of Robbie's tongue, Robbie's muscle
never moved, not even a twitch.  Seth placed his tongue under Robbie's
trying to lift his oral muscle upward.  Slowly, there was a response as
Robbie began to take Seth's subtle (not very) hint.  His tongue began to
spar with Seth's as he learned to explore with more than his vision.  As
their tongues flicked back and forth, Seth managed to wrap his lips around
Robbie's tongue and suckle on it briefly before Robbie pulled it back.
Having enjoyed the sensation, Robbie offered his tongue once more and Seth
immediately took advantage of the situation.  He sucked and dove up and
down on that pink muscle, causing Robbie to moan before he extended it
further.

The two continued their kissing as Seth sucked and nibbled on Robbie's
lips, his ear lobes and, then, the soft underlining of his neck.  Robbie
began to squirm and moan even more as Seth hit all of those sensitive spots
around his face.  Satisfied with what he had done, Seth lifted Robbie's
shirt up and over his head before he moved down and started to work on his
chest.  Seth let his tongue flick out and tease the tiny pink nubs, causing
them to harden and Robbie to make animalistic little noises.  While he was
tonguing the nipples, Seth was undoing Robbie's pants.  He unzipped them
before he unsnapped them and they fell abruptly to the floor.  He let his
hands round over and around the cotton-covered area, stroking his penis and
kneading his buttocks.  Eventually, Seth put his hands into the waistband
of Robbie's snow-white briefs and lowered them.  They soon slid down to
Robbie's thighs before they fell all the way down to the floor.

Seth pushed Robbie back onto the bed, maintaining his contact with Robbie's
nub, and, now, he was massaging Robbie's cock and scrotum as he moved over
to the other nipple.  Robbie was squirming like a worm on a hook as Seth
wrapped his hand around Robbie's 4" cut wand and he began to masturbate his
young partner.  Robbie was making more and more noises as Seth kept pumping
his pole and it was almost a scream as Robbie's body arched upward,
stiffening in a semi-circle, as jets of a thin, clear fluid spurted out of
his dickhead, coating his body from just above the navel and down to the
sparse blond pubes at the base of his cock.  Robbie fell back onto the bed,
breathing heavily and sighing as Seth moved up and covered his lips with a
series of soft angel kisses.

"Man, that was wicked," Robbie exclaimed as he regained his voice.
"Thanks, Seth.  I learned a lot and that felt really super."

"As soon as you're ready," I advised Robbie, "you can show me how much you
learned by doing the same thing to me.  Remember, I won't do anything
unless you signal me to respond by your actions.  It's all up to you, I'm
just going to follow your lead."

Robbie nodded and then he took a little longer to enjoy his recent climax.
I was sitting on the bed next to him and he soon sat up and began to kiss
my face.  He let his lips brush lightly over mine before he let his tongue
push between my slightly parted lips to enter my mouth.  He tongue flipped
around all too hard and too quickly to do much more than bruise my soft
interior.  I pulled back and looked at him.

"Slowly and softly," I advised him.  "You're not clubbing my mouth with
your tongue, you're supposed to be searching, tasting and sampling.  I was
beginning to feel that my mouth was a bar-room and that you were starting a
brawl or a mugging."

"I'm sorry.  I'll take it easy and slow down."

Robbie began again, this time lovingly letting his tongue roam my interior.
I let my tongue parry with his and we sucked on each other tongue after he
had examined my teeth, gums and soft lining of my mouth.  He was
unbuttoning my shirt, pulling the tails from my trousers and pushing it
back off of my arms.  Then he pulled my tee shirt up and over my head,
breaking his kiss only long enough to tug the shirt past my head.  Now he
moved down to my boy teats, licking, sucking and nibbling at my brown
little circles.  One nibble was a little too hard and I flinched backward
in pain.  He blushed, apologized and rubbed the area with his palm before
he resumed his attention to my breast.  His right hand was fumbling with
the front of my pants, first unzipping them and, then, unbuttoning them.
Although it was not a smooth, flowing activity, it served its purpose and I
lifted up for him to slide the outer garment down, past my butt.

Robbie was rubbing the front of my boxer briefs, stroking my already stiff
rod, when he pulled away from me, pulled my underwear down and stared at my
tool.

"Damn, that sucker sure gets big when it's hard.  I've seen you in the
shower before but I'd never have guessed that that sucker grew that much
when it got hard."  Seth and I both chuckled until Robbie regained his
composure.  Afraid that he'd embarrassed himself, Robbie went back to work,
sucking on my other nipple while he began to fondle my crotch.  He began to
stroke my boner, barely able to wrap that hand around it, and he pumped and
pumped to bring me off.  Robbie was complaining that his hand was starting
to go numb before I felt my simmering juices start to rise, finally
exploding from my tip in six ropes of my creamy seed.  Robbie continued to
pump me until he was satisfied that all the fluids had exited my shaft and
then he let it fall onto my abdomen.

"Shit, you even shoot a ton when you cum.  That things like a damn fire
hose.  I hope mine gets like that."

We both smiled at him before Seth responded.  "Give it time, Robbie.  Just
give it some time."

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