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Subject: Journal Entry 154 / 0918 [ Reunion, Part 9 ]
Date: 19 May 1996 04:32:41 GMT
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Seren, Cerim 7, 0918
Garth took a deep breath of the cold morning air, looking out
over the valley. At the far end, he thought he saw a river fork in
two directions, one heading westerly, the other more to the north.
On the other side of that fork sat The Great Hall, looking as dark
and imposing as he could ever possibly have imagined it.
He wondered if he should wait for his guide to find him here,
or if he should head down into the valley and hope his guide would
catch up there. He decided on the spur of the moment that if his
guide were to find him, the Great Hall would destine the meeting.
Settling the pack on his shoulders, he set out down the hill.
He was glad for wearing a watch. He had never been an outdoors
person, preferring towns and cities and the infinite variety they
presented. He understood that there was variety out here, but for
him it was harder to find and he had never had the time to learn
how. And without the movement of the sun overhead, the only hint
he had of the passing of time came from his watch.
Glancing down at it once as he walked, he was surprised to
realize that more than five hours had passed since he had started
out. He looked around, wondering where his guide could be. While
he had heard that once in a while people walked the entire Hall
without a guide, he also knew that it was extremely rare.
He walked on, stopping at streams to refill his canteen and
take a cold drink from the fresh water himself. He had been
assured that there was nothing at all in the water around The Great
Hall that could poison or infect a Terran.
As he walked, he started to notice the movements of small
animals in the bushes. He'd been told that, depending on the
region, mammals or psaurids tended to dominate, but that around the
Great Hall he might see one or both. Nobody knew for sure why.
Squirrels bounced from tree to tree, as did something of equivalent
size but furless, with an extended jaw.
The forest seemed to come alive around him. He'd been told
that the only reason anything ever happened on a walk to the Great
Hall was part of a test, and he wondered what he was being tested
for right now. He thought back to his conversation with Skii
yesterday about Pamthreats and their smaller-sized cousins, the
Pardalet. Was that was this was about?
Shaking his head, Garth rose from the stream and walked on. He
knew that the Great Hall didn't intend to kill him. He felt that,
although he couldn't for the sake of him say why.
He walked on. The sky grew dark, then alight again. "What
the?" He looked up, not seeing a cloud in the sky, and then the
darkness swept over him again, and it was light. "First flash?"
"That's what it looked like." Garth turned around to see a
slim, black Felinzi approaching him. "Hi there. You Garth?"
Garth nodded. "Who are you?"
"Call me Pat," the figure said. Garth had trouble discerning
if the Felinzi was male or female; the voice seemed masculine, as
did the body mostly, but there were still elements to him that
seemed decidedly feminine. He decided, finally, that Pat was male.
"Where have you been all day?" Garth asked.
"Catching up to you, silly. You were walking like a horde of
Pamthreats were chasing you. I've been jogging at some points.
That's one big stride you've got there."
Garth looked down at his legs, wondering if Pat was being
complimentary. He decided that he was just being factual.
"Thanks. If it's going to be dark soon, shouldn't we get ready for
sleep?"
"We should at least get ready for dark," Pat said. With a
shrug, he dropped his pack on the ground. "This is actually a
pretty good clearing. You mind if we camp here? There's a stream
about forty meters that way and the ground looks pretty clear."
Pat examined the skies carefully. "I don't think it's going to
rain tonight, so we should do okay."
"I didn't bring a tent. What do we do if it rains?"
"We get wet." Pat smiled. "I don't think it's likely. Come
on, unroll your pack and pull out the food and tell me why you
chose to walk the Hall."
Garth set down his pack as well. "I don't know," Garth
admitted. "Let's just say it feels like the right thing to do."
"That's not a very good reason to walk the Great Hall. 'It
seemed like a good idea at the time.'"
"Do I really need a good reason? I'm going to Walk the Hall
and come out the other side. I'm not going to be changed. I'm
going to get the advantages and there's not going to be much in the
way of disadvantages to me, is there?"
"Depends," Pat shrugged, rolling out his sleeping bag. "What
do you think the advantages are?"
"Well, I'll be harder to kill, right? And I'll be fertile."
"Do you really think either of those are going to do you any
good? Terra's almost a world of soft rounded edges, and nobody
cares about fertility there. It's all plastic and birth bags. But
you're a little young to understand that."
"Look, are you here to guide me or criticize me? What right do
you have to take apart my motives piece by piece?"
Pat half-smiled, half-laughed for a moment. "Hey, I walked the
Hall when I was 11. They almost fought a war over me."
It took Garth less than a second to realize who he was talking
to. "You're that Patricia?"
"Patrick, now, thank you," the Felinzi smiled. "I'm surprised
you didn't figure it out quicker."
"It's not like I've ever seen your picture since you walked."
"True. Keershah and I sorta went underground after that. We
just wanted to be left alone."
Garth nodded.
"Look, uhm, I didn't mean to kill the conversation or anything.
We still need firewood. Do what you can to collect kindling, and
I'll cut us a few slabs of wood from that fallen tree I passed up
the trail a little." Pat pulled a small steel pommel from his bag.
"Be right back."
Garth collected what kindling and firewood he could from around
the campsight, relieved that most of it was dry. As he came back,
Pat was walking back with an armload of quartered logs. "These new
biphase microwave knives are the best. Just aim and woosh! organic
matter just falls apart."
"Including people?" Garth asked.
"It's programmed not to operate on recognized sentient tissue.
I wonder if Katckins are in its memory, or is it just Pendorians?"
He wielded the currently bladeless pommel in Garth's direction.
Garth flinched. "Just kidding. I wouldn't use it on you.
Besides, there's an easy override on it."
"Why?"
"Survival option. In case I ever meet a non-sentient
Pamthreat. They're close enough that the sensor at the tip can't
tell them apart."
Garth nodded. Pat sat down on one of the logs he had picked up
and started the fire. "What have you got to eat there?"
Garth counted off the contents of his pack. Pat examined the
contents of his own and scratched his chin. "Well, if you're
willing to eat soup, we can combine the contents of our packs. I
can cook something reasonable." He grinned. "Sorry, I've become
something of a cooking fiend recently, and the idea of living on
field rations doesn't warm my stomach very much."
"I'll make do." Garth looked up in what he assumed was the
direction of the Hall. "Do you think we'll make it tomorrow?"
"Probably. Sometime in the early afternoon, at any rate. Why?
Are you anxious to get this over with?"
"A little," Garth admitted. "Although I'm a little surprised
when they asked me that I told them I wanted the morphing off."
"Why surprised?"
"I guess because I've never really been comfortable with my
appearance. I look at you and I see someone who's perfect compared
to me. But recently I've begun to realize that compared to
anything else, this is the form I have to live with."
"Better the Devil you know then the Devil you don't, eh?" Pat
asked, looking in the same direction Garth had been staring earlier
and, like Garth, seeing nothing. "It's funny, but I never thought
about it that way. I always saw the Hall as something that would
put right the strangeness I was always feeling before I walked it."
"What kind?"
"I don't know," Pat admitted. "I mean, I was surprised when I
came out male because I was always very girlish when I was a little
girl. I played with dolls and worried about my hair and my
dresses. I was never a tomboy. But for some reason, my boy-ness
has become important to me. I like it in a way I could never
really describe."
"And the Hall did that to you?"
"I don't know." Pat shook his head. "Wish I understood it.
Someday, though, Garth, I hope you're as happy with your body as I
am with mine."
"I hope so too."
"Well, you're determined to try. That's a good first step."
Garth nodded. They were silent as Pat spooned out portions of
the dinner he had cooked.
Pat volunteered to clean the dishes as well, and Garth let him
disappear down to the stream to wash up. Although not by any
stretch an outdoorsmel, Garth prided himself on having enough
common sense to relieve himself downhill from the campsite and away
from the stream.
Pat returned. "So, tell me about Earth. What's it like a
century later?"
"I don't know. What was it like when you left?" Pat shrugged.
"I thought so. It's hard to say much has changed. You've seen the
politics. It's just the same place."
"It must have changed somehow," Pat said. "People change.
Places change. I mean, I understand they rebuilt the coliseum in
Rome again."
Garth nodded. "But, I mean, I'm not really the person to ask.
You could get a historian or something."
"I guess." Pat broke off half of a bar and handed it to Garth.
He tasted it warily, then ate the rest. "Ready for bed?"
"I think so," Garth said. "My feet are killing me. My legs,
too."
"That happens when you go walking," Pat said. "Wait until
tomorrow. You'll wake up stiff and sore and have to break that
down just to get comfortable walking again."
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