From: elf@halcyon.com (Elf Sternberg)
Subject: Journal Entry 061 / 1026  [ Planetfall: Beth, Dao, and Nuclear Weapons ]
Date: 29 Jun 1996 19:00:23 GMT
Organization: Pendor, UnLtd.

Elenya, Sulim 12, 1026

    I felt a little sad, watching Tonni and Noah getting along so 
well, knowing that even as I watched Noah was moving away from 
Tonni, distancing himself from his mentor, finding his own way into 
the adult world.  His maturity had come a little slower than most, 
I suppose, still attached to Tonni even at seventeen, but Tonni had 
told me that Noah was spending less time with his planetology team 
and more with a young femSsphynx named Remy.  I smiled when I heard 
that.  

    "I can't wait until I'm warm again," Dao breathed.  

    "Whine, whine, whine," I replied.  "I don't even have fur and 
you don't hear me complaining."  

    "But you are cold," Dao said.  

    "Yeah, I'm cold," I replied, panning around the sensor pad I 
carried, "but that doesn't mean complaining about it is going to do 
me any good."  

    "Well, let those of us who haven't a millennia of maturity 
behind them do a little healthy griping," he said cheerfully.  

    "Find anything?"  I asked.  

    "Nope."  He walked away, reading on his data scanner where the 
next circular pad he carried should be placed down.  He took one 
out of the saddlebags he carried across his back, aligned it until 
he was satisfied, then returned.  

    "Ken?  Can I ask you for a favor?" he said as he consulted his 
PADD.

    "What kind of favor?"

    He paused.  "When I was about Noah's age," he said, pointing 
across the glacier with a gloved finger to indicate the two moving 
shapes several hundred meters away, "I tried dating a few females.  
Those were disasters.  So I tried mels, and mels were, well, mels.  
They were easier, faster, and, at least for me, better.  I sort of 
developed a discomfort around fems that were interested in me 
sexually.  They frightened me."  

    "Yeah?  So?"  

    "Well, don't think I haven't been paying attention to what 
Aaden and Tonni are doing together.  Aaden is thrilled to have 
someone he can mentor as a top, and Tonni is just as thrilled to be 
learning.  One of the things I've learned about sadomasochism as 
you guys practice it is that you find what frightens you and you 
enjoy that experience safely at someone else's hands."  

    I smiled, then I started laughing.  "Dao, are you suggesting 
what I think you're suggesting?"  

    He nodded.  "I asked you for a favor on Tonni's behalf.  Now I 
want to ask you for one for me.  I want you to set me up with a 
fem."  

    "Easier said than done," I said, kissing his neck.  

    "You'll manage.  You always do."   

              -               -              -

    Sometimes life throws me curves.  And sometimes it tosses me 
handgrenades.  

    Take, for instance, Beth.  168 cms tall, broad-shouldered, 
magnificent curves, full breasts and blond hair, in an earlier age 
women of her beauty were legendary.  It was part of her personal 
frustration that such women were now commonplace.  For her, such 
beauty was inborn, not the result of surgery.  Or so she claimed.  

    She was also a rabid fan of morning exercise, a fact I 
discovered as she returned to the tent with the first light of 
dawn, heaving and drenched with sweat under her light cotton gi.  
She stripped off the top and sat at the end of the bed, catching 
her breath.  This, by the way, is what woke me up.  "Good morning?"  
I asked cautiously.  

    "Hi!" She leaned over and kissed my cheek.  "You're still 
here!" 

    "Some of us wake up more slowly than others," I pointed out.  
"Exercise is fine, but not before dawn has even broken."  

    "What about the love of your life?"  she chided.  "At least 
Aaden's a health nut, if I recall correctly."  

    "Don't tell me.  You read The Journal Entries."  

    "Who doesn't?"  she laughed.  "I think everyone has read at 
least one of them, whether to determine if they hate you or agree 
with you."  

    "But nobody loves me?"  I asked.  

    "I'm sure some do."  She fell over slowly into bed, landing 
with a whumph! and stretching out with a satisfied sigh.  I found 
the fresh- sweat scent of her body invigorating, surely the thing I 
needed to wake up first thing in the morning.  I reach over and ran 
my hand down her back; she arched with a satisfied sigh, lowering 
her head to the pillow fetchingly.  "Can I... can I make a small 
confession?" she asked.

    "Does your soul need confessing?"  

    She turned to me; her hair fell about her face, and her eyes 
peered through those golden tresses at me.  "I'm never going to 
forget this night; I'm going to write down in my diary about the 
night I slept with Kennet Shardik."  

    I grinned.  "I can sleep with that," I replied, kissing her 
cheek and getting a kissful of hair in the process.  "Is that it?"  

    "No," she said, and she seemed even more embarrassed.  "I hope 
you won't think I'm too weird or something, but I think your son is 
one of the sexiest men I've ever met."  

    "Noah?"  I asked.  She nodded.  "It's mel, by the way.  'Men' 
is a construction that Terrans apply to human males, and we try to 
avoid it on Pendor.  Sometimes I slip up myself."  

    "Mel, then."  

    "Just Noah, or all Ssphynx?"  I asked, my fingertips trailing 
lightly over her still-clothed butt.  

    "Rrrrah..."  she sighed.  "I can't think when you do that.  
Mostly just Ssphynx; I think they're so gorgeous.  I've always been 
something of a cat person, but Katckin are so... lanky.  Ssphynx 
have everything.  I really fantasize about loving one."  

    I grinned at her sweetly.  "Beth, if I ask you for a really 
strange favor, do you think you could do it?"  

    She rolled over onto her back, stretching.  I smiled and kissed 
her shoulder.  "I could try," she said.  

    "Trust me; it'll be something to write about in your diary.  
It's a bit of an s/m scene, though..."  

    "No pain," she stuttered suddenly.  "No tying me up or anything 
like that."  

    I laughed.  "No, no.  I need you for something else.  I have 
this friend," I paused.  She looked at me curiously.  "He's around 
two hundred years old, but he's never slept with a female.  He's 
gay."  

    "Ohhh...kay," she said.  

    "He has a fascination he's never satisfied; he's never slept 
with a female.  And I was the first and thus-far only human he's 
slept with."  I snuggled closer to her, now that she had cooled off 
a little, feeling my skin slide slickly over hers, throwing a leg 
over her hips and an arm over her shoulders.  "So, what do you say 
to my finding a quiet place in the southern forest, away from where 
we're likely to disturb Battia's thought processes or her insect 
colonies, and we tie him to a tree and let you have your way with 
him?"  

    Her eyes were as wide as sensor plates by the time I was done.  
"You would do that for me?"  

    "I'll make my confession, Beth.  You're available, and if 
you're so interested in having a Ssphynx, I know a Ssphynx who's 
interested in being had."  

    She rolled, pushing me over onto my back.  "I'll tell you 
something, Mister Kennet Shardik.  If you do it, I'll probably 
implode with good luck!" She straddled my body, looking down at me; 
her hair cascaded down around her face, framing it in shadow.  "One 
thing, though... if he's gay, why is he so fascinated by women?"  

    I explained the conundrum of fear to her, and she seemed 
fascinated by my explanation.  "So, because he's afraid of me, you 
think he's learned how to be sexually excited by me?"  

    "That's about it," I replied.  

    "That's so weird," she said.  "Sometimes, you people are so 
strange."  

    "Hey, it takes a little oddness to be Ken Shardik and Company."  

    She laughed.  "One thing, though..."  

    "Hmm?"  

    "About... being afraid?  Isn't that bad?"  

    I "Hmm'd" again thoughtfully before replying.  "It can get bad.  
I'm sure you've heard about guys who get off on feelings they only 
get through being afraid.  But I give smart people the benefit of 
the doubt.  I know I can separate the things that scare me 
naturally, and the things that scare me but I can enjoy because I 
know it's time to enjoy being scared."  

    She shook her head.  "More weirdness."  

    I stroked her thigh gently with my hand, my fingers sliding up 
between her thighs to stroke between them gently.  She murmured my 
name softly.  I murmured hers back.  "It's not that hard to 
understand."  

    She smiled down at me.  "If I'm going to be getting any work 
done today, I'm going to need a shower first."  

    "Want someone to wash your back?"  

    "I'd love someone to wash my back."   

              -               -              -

    "Come here," I said.  "Stand right here, on this blanket."  Dao 
walked forward slowly.  "Nervous?"  I asked.  

    "A little... sir," he replied.  

    I stroked his muzzle slowly, drawing my hand across his 
whiskers.  "Don't be.  You're going to enjoy this."  

    "That doesn't mean I can't be nervous," he said, echoing words 
I'd heard from at least a thousand other people.  I smiled as I 
slowly fitted the cuff and glove to his left hand, easing the 
leather over his wrist and then methodically lacing up to his 
elbow.  "How's that feel?"  I asked.  

    "Pretty good," he said.  I did the other one in the same 
fashion, being careful about getting his fur caught in the leather.  
Both gloves tinkled with dangling solid-steel D-rings.  I wandered 
over to one of the two trees I had selected and threw a rope over a 
branch hanging about three meters off the ground, and then did the 
same with the other tree just a few steps away.  I pulled one end 
of the rope to Dao's wrist and began tying a secure release-knot to 
it.  I looked up at his face and smiled at him; he swallowed hard 
and tried to return the smile, not entirely succeeding.  

    I smiled wide, running my hand down the side of his face and 
stroking his sensuous neck and shoulders.  "I'm not going to hurt 
you, Dao."  

    "I know," he said.  "I'm just nervous.  I've never done 
anything like this before.  I feel strange, especially since it's 
not Tonni tying me up."  

    "Hey, my coimelin was the first person to tie yours up.  
Besides, think of it this way... you've slept beside me, naked and 
vulnerable and very lovely.  If I was secretly some blood-sucking 
monster, you'd know by now."  

    He nodded.  I moved to the other wrist and soon had two secure 
knots.  I walked back to my backpack and pulled out a small 
battery-driven winch.  I tied one rope to an eyehole at one end, 
then threaded the other through the spool.  With the remote 
control, I let it begin winding.  "Tell me when it's starting to 
get too tight," I said.  

    "Okay."  Slowly, the spool wound up the two ropes, pulling the 
slack over the branches until Dao stood, his arms spread wide at 
his sides.  I turned the winch off, deciding for myself that he was 
exposed enough for my tastes.  I walked around behind him and 
petted his Ssphynx lower half, reaching under his tail and teasing 
his asshole gently.  He murred, his two rear feet stamping the 
ground slightly.  

    Reaching into a pocket, I pulled out a black handkerchief and 
tied it about his eyes.  He whimpered softly as I pulled the knot 
tight, but he didn't object too much.  "Relax," I whispered, 
running my hand down his chest playfully.  "I'm going to give you 
something you asked for."  

    "What's that, sir?"  he asked.  

    "You'll see."  

    I walked away from him, just enough distance so that I could 
see him clearly but he couldn't hear me.  I watched him toss his 
head and paw at the ground with his four feet.  "Okay, Beth," I 
whispered, "We're ready for you."  

    She smiled softly as she stepped out from behind the trees 
where she had hidden herself just as I had begun restraining Dao.  
"Thanks," she said.  

    "Ready for this?"  

    "Mm-hmm," she agreed, letting the hum break off and descend 
into a soft and lusty sound.  I led her by the hand back to Dao, 
who had become still in the few minutes I'd been away.  

    "Dao?" I said, walking up behind him and straddling his back 
with my legs.  

    "Sir?" he breathed.  

    "We have a visitor.  I'm going to leave you two and just go sit 
over there and watch.  Do you understand?"  

    "Y... Yessir," he said suddenly.  

    "Good."  I walked away and sat down by a tree that gave me a 
reasonable side-view of the proceedings.  

    Beth, who had been a complete and utter gymnast in bed two days 
ago, now seemed at a loss as to where to begin.  But finally she 
reached out with one hand and touched Dao's chest gently.  He 
started, tossing about against the ropes.  Still completely silent, 
she pressed her hand fully to his chest, stroking the fur with her 
fingers.  Dao's muzzle hung open, his chests heaving rapidly, 
trying to get more air into his system.  She stood in before him, 
her smile slowly twisting into something more scampish than before 
as she began to tickle him slowly, her fingers jostling his fur.  
Dao whimpered aloud, straining against the ropes, and finally he 
shouted "Stop it!"

    I grinned and Beth did too, slowly walking around him, ducking 
under one of his outstretched arms to stand beside his felinoid 
body.  Her hand ran long his neck and down his back, coming to the 
wither and then progressing downwards, along his lower spine to his 
tail, which whipped back and forth agitatedly.  She grabbed it with 
one hand, sliding down until she had the tip in hand and then shook 
it violently.  "You could try skipping rope with it!" I shouted to 
her.

    "No!" Dao shouted.

    "Oh, calm down, Dao," I said.  "I was only kidding."

    Beth crouched down behind the Ssphynx's rump, still holding 
onto the tail with her left hand.  Her right hand rubbed her chin 
thoughtfully for a moment, and then she reached forward, between 
his legs, and slowly closed her fingers about his testicles.  He 
whimpered as she slowly played with them, weighing them and tugging 
on them gently.  "Please," he whispered, "Please don't hurt me."

    "Does that hurt?" I asked.

    "No..." he said.  "But it frightens me."

    "Shhh," I said, standing up and stroking his face.  "Do you 
mind?" I asked Beth.  She shook her head.  "We're not going to hurt 
you, Dao."

    He nodded slowly as I stroked his cheek, feeling his whiskers 
tickle the back of my wrist.  I caressed his chest and leaned 
forward to kiss him.  The kiss was completely overpowering; I 
nearly lost control of myself when my lips met his muzzle and his 
strong tongue pressed against mine.

    Beth, still crouching, set herself onto the ground and slid 
under him, looking up along the powerfully feline length of his 
lower body.  She played with his sheath, caressing it with her 
hand, stroking and encouraging him.  He whimpered into our potent 
kissing as she closed her mouth about his cock.  I released him to 
crouch down on my knees and watch myself as she took his cock 
against her tongue and sucked him, bobbing her head back and forth.  
He could barely hold still, but I could look up and see his tongue 
hanging out and how badly he wanted to hold still for whoever was 
sucking his cock.

    Beth gave me a glance as she worked, and I gestured with a jerk 
of my head.  "Come 'ere."  She slowly and reluctantly released his 
shaft; the glint in her eyes told me just how much she had enjoyed 
sucking on his cock.  "Dao, I want you to meet your playmate.  Say 
hello, Beth."

    "Hello, Dao," she exhaled, still breathing hard with her own 
desire.

    "He... Hello, Beth," Dao replied, gasping.

    "Guess what?" she said, stroking his chest with her hand.  
"You're going to fuck me, Dao.  Do you think you can manage that?"

    "Yes... yes, I guess so!" he replied, a huge smile on his face.  

    "And you're going to fuck me hard," she said.  "As hard as you 
can.  Do you understand?"

    "Yes, Ma'am!" he replied.  I was grinning like a madman myself, 
and Beth, seeing my grin, smiled one of her own just as wide.

    "Good," she said.  She leaned forward and, taking his head in 
her hands just like I had, kissed him hard, crushing her breasts 
against his chest.

    "Can I... Can I make one request?" he asked.

    "Depends," I said.

    "Free me.  Let me touch you."

    "Ken?" she asked. 

    "Go ahead.  Just pull on the ends of the ropes.  And don't you 
take off the blindfold."  She reached up and tugged on the end of 
the rope, fixed with red plastic tape to keep them from fraying, 
and the knot came free, sliding easily out of the D-ring.  I freed 
his other hand just as easily.  The winch thumped to the ground.  
Without removing the blindfold, Beth and I tugged at the glove 
laces, pulling off the suspension gear and setting his fingers free 
to touch.

    He reached forward, running his hands over her face, stroking 
her throat as she stood in front of him.  His fingertips seemed to 
be taking in every cent of her skin in frantic appreciation, 
sliding over and around the swell of her breasts, caressing each 
one lightly, playing with them, grasping them full with his palms 
and slowly flexing his palms as if to get a permanent memory of 
what they were like.  Still blindfolded, he let his hands explore 
her body, grazing down her belly and touching her light spattering 
of pubic hair before pulling her close and caressing her ass.  She 
wrapped her arms around him, her eyes closed and her face in deep 
concentration as she allowed and enjoyed his contact.  "Dao," she 
whispered.  "I want you to fuck me."

    "Get ready, then," he replied.  She slowly crouched down onto 
her knees over the blanket and crawled under him; there wasn't much 
room, and she had to spread her legs wider than she was probably 
used to.  The task was slow and somewhat amusing to watch.  Dao 
growled.  "Aim for me," he said.

    She reached between her legs as he slowly, still blindfolded, 
found his way comfortably over her body.  She found his cock, still 
hard, and he eased himself into her.  He hissed softly, "Wow."

    "Don't hold back," she murmured up to him, her head resting on 
her arms crossed on the blanket, her buttock thrust up against his 
hips; there wasn't much room between them at all, and Dao began 
rocking back and forth.  He planted his forelegs forward and 
slightly apart, giving himself better leverage as he began a 
building rhythm, fucking Beth slowly but forcefully.

    A growl came from deep within his throat as his thrusts built 
in intensity.  Beth reached her hands forward to brace herself 
against something, probably a tree root under the blanket, as he 
fucked her with a force majeure, potent and authoritative.  A snarl 
curled on his lip, and still Beth cried "Harder!"

    It was almost more than I could watch.  I mean, I've taken 
'taurs before, but what Beth was asking for was scary.  I'm glad we 
did this outdoors; even a sturdy bed would have broken under his 
vehemence.  "Yes!" Beth cried out as his haunches and thighs thrust 
and withdrew faster and faster.  The snarl in his breathing grew 
louder, and suddenly he exploded, a deep, screaming roar of release 
and ecstasy as he came, his body a blur of raw impact.

    My hand was covering my mouth as Dao shook his head wildly to 
send droplets of sweat flying off the tips of his whiskers and 
ears.  "Yes!" he cheered loudly as Beth collapsed out from 
underneath him onto her side.  Concerned, I rushed to her side, and 
Dao tore off the blindfold to turn and fall to his knees.  "Beth?" 
I asked.

    "Oh, wow," she whispered, still quivering where she lay.  "That 
was... awe inspiring."

    Momentarily too stunned to speak, I recovered quickly and 
laughed.  "You're gonna have bruises on your butt."

    "Oh, but they're gonna be worth it!" she insisted.  She stood 
up slowly, wincing as her leg muscles, too long in one awkward 
position, protested.  "Oh, Dao, thank you."

    "You're most welcome, Beth," he replied, stepping forward 
awkwardly and hugging her.

    Laughing, I suggested we dress and head back for the small 
atmospheric flyer that had brought us here.  "So, tell me, Dao, 
what do you think of women now?"  

    Dao stepped into a 'taur flight bench and began strapping 
himself in.  He shook his head thoughtfully, saying "I understand 
Tonni a little less now."  

    "Is that a bad thing?"  

    "Not really.  I mean, I still love him a lot.  But this 
complete dislike of fems I just don't understand.  It doesn't make 
much sense to me."  He reached over and stroked Beth's arm gently.  
She startled, then eased, smiling and returning the touch.  

    "You aren't afraid of me still, are you?"  

    He shook his head.  "No.  I don't understand fems yet, but I'm 
not afraid of them anymore.  Still prefer mels, though.  And I'll 
probably stay with them."  

    "Good for you," I said.  

    Beth reached forward and played with my hair for a moment.  
"You're just like your books," she said.  

    "How so?"  

    "Always teaching," she said.  "That was one of the few things 
that impressed me about your books, that propensity of yours to 
constantly be in, what did you call it?"  

    "Didactic mode?"  

    "Yes, that."  

    I looked out the window and said "Campsite in about an hour.  
You can take off your belts, but I would recommend you leave them 
on.  Just in case."  

    Beth handed forward a bottle of carmel soda.  "And it's even 
got caffeine in it," I said, laughing.  She smiled and replied "I 
know what you like."  

    "You've read more than just one Journal Entry," I said.  

    "A few," she replied.  "It's easier to read about your life 
than to live it."  

    "It's also easier to write about after the fact," I said.  Time 
passed as the terrain flew by below us.  "You know, watching you 
two really had me worried for a while there.  I mean, I know fems 
like to prove how much tougher they are than mels, especially in 
the sexual arena, but Rings, you too, it looked like Dao was trying 
to kill you."

    "I was concerned myself," Dao admitted.  "With you, Ken, I was 
always careful to be so gentle."

    Beth leaned back in her chair, her eyes rolling in an 
exasperated look.  "You didn't give me anything I didn't ask for, 
Dao, or wouldn't willingly beg for again."

    He smiled.  "I have to admit, part of it was the idea of 
getting back at the person who had set me up to be teased this 
way."

    "You mean Ken?" she asked.

    "No, you.  You were my tormentor.  I asked Ken for something 
like this.  I just didn't think he'd manage both female and human 
in the same day."

    I laughed.  "She fell out of the sky, Dao.  I mean it.  One day 
you're telling me how much you'd like to try a fem, and a week 
later here's Beth telling me just how much she'd die to make love 
with a male Ssphynx."  I paused, checked my displays.  "You know, 
Dao, kissing you made me very hot."

    "It did?" he asked, grinning.

    "I told you I think you're sexy," I said.  "I didn't ask you to 
my cabin on the *Inquiry* for nothing, you know."  I thought of 
something my daughter had said.  "Get over it, Dao."

    "Right now I...  I just realized, Ken.  I left my pack in your 
tent.  I have to pick it up; the PADD's local memory has some notes 
in it, and I didn't leave the transfer gate open."  

    "No problem."  I thought for a moment.  "Strap in if you've 
loosened up at all.  There's camp."  I located my landing beacon 
and parking slot, slowly setting the aerodyne down into the 
burgeoning landing pad.  With the Terran vessels crowding close to 
the Pendorian, what had once been a quiet meadow had been 
transformed into a landing field.  

    The walk from the field to my tent was nearly two kilometers, 
but I don't object to hiking and neither did my companions.  We 
passed many people, many of them friends, a few of them contentious 
rivals for the scientific marvels Battia II had to offer.  But for 
the most part we passed just folks, people we knew.  Beth at one 
point tripped over a tentline running to hug someone she introduced 
only as Vladimir.  There were only 37 Han, but they were making 
themselves very visible; on the other hand, it's hard to miss 3.5-
meter tall people walking around. 

    Finally, though, we reached my tent.  "Home again, home again," 
I sang cheerfully, throwing open the tent flaps to let some air 
into the stuffy and hot tent.  I wondered where Sheja was.  "Here's 
your bag, Dao..."  I left the thought hanging. 

    "What?"  

    "Shh, I heard something.  Do you hear that?"  

    "What?"  

    At first I thought I had heard a soft thumping sound, like a 
thrown pillow.  Now, though, I clearly heard an electronic whining 
sound slowly going up in pitch.  I followed it, tossing my head to 
zero in on my target.  Whatever it was, it was buried in my 
laundry. 

    I pulled aside the towels; underneath was a small steel box, 
about the size of a carry case.  "LANCE!" I screamed, jumping and 
twisting away from it, grabbing Beth and Dao and throwing them to 
the ground.  In my head my biocybernetics flared to full power, 
sending Lance the visuals of Box--SDisk--As-far-away-as-possible.  
The box vanished silently, the whine with it.  

    A loud >BOOM< sound came from outside, probably near the 
administration tent.  "What was that?"  Dao asked, picking himself 
up off the ground.  

    "I hope it was just the capac-" 

    The entire sky outside the open tent flap lit up with a new, 
second silent sun.  I gasped loudly; Beth screamed.  "Lance, what 
did you manage?"  

    "Seventeen kilometers," he replied calmly.  "The rumble will 
arrive in about 20 seconds."  

    "Rumble?"  Beth asked, her voice nervous.  Dao looked like he 
had gone completely into shock.  

    "You've never seen a fission-fusion explosion before, have 
you?"  

    "WHAT?"  Beth screamed, her face terrified, her hands gripping 
my arms tightly.  

    "That little suitcase was a nuclear bomb, Beth."  I reached 
over and laid a hand on Dao's back.  "Dao?  Dao!" 

    "Wha!" he asked, looking up, his eyes darting back and forth 
with shock.  "That-- That really was a nuke?"  

    "That really was a nuke."  

    "An appreciable one, too," Lance observed thoughtfully.  "About 
twenty kilotons, I would guess.  I'm surprised; I would have 
thought a Morrow Five-Mod would have been more suitable."  

    "Harder to build," I pointed out, standing up and dusting 
myself off.  "Also, you can't fire them off of batteries; it takes 
a Morrow Five-Stan to crank one up."  

    "You're still in shock."  

    "You're right," I agreed logically.  "Are there wounded from 
the SDisk self-destructing?"  

    "No," Lance said.  "But thank you for offering."  Just then the 
rumble rolled over us, a low, ugly growl of power.  I felt it as if 
it pushed itself through me, making me realize that someone had 
just tried to kill me... with a nuclear weapon.  

    My hands started to shake as I stepped out of the tent and 
looked around; people were still wandering as if in a daze.  Even 
the insects had gone silent, and I wondered idly what Battia would 
make of this indignity to her atmosphere.  "Ken," Lance interrupted 
my thoughts quietly.  "I think Gary wants to talk to you."  

    "I'm, uh, not surprised."  I made my way slowly towards Ops, 
entering through the front door along with a growing crush of 
Terrans and Pendorians.  

    "Ken!" Garenna shouted as I entered the central room.  "What 
the fuck just happened?"  

    "An assassination attempt," I said dully.  My mind was going 
numb with the implications of what had just occurred.  

    "A what?"  

    "Someone tried to kill me.  I'm sure they were after me; the 
nuke was in my laundry basket.  About so big," I said, measuring 
out with my hands the approximate size of the suitcase I had seen.  
"I know they were after me because I heard the capacitors fire the 
moment I said something; it was voice-recognition activated, Gary."  

    Gary looked at me, still as stunned as I was.  "Ken, we have an 
assassin running loose."  

    "Why now, Gary?"  I asked.  "There's no logical reason for 
someone to try and kill me.  I mean, sure, people have tried in the 
past, but never with this kind of violence.  Whoever did this was 
willing to kill nearly four thousand people.  Nobody would use a 
nuke just to take out one mel.  And the Terrans have been here for 
months.  This doesn't make sense."  

    "Yes it does," Garenna interrupted us softly.  "Remember that 
mail spools before news, Ken, and AI to AI transactions are always 
sent last unless they're prioritized at the source.  I suggest you 
look at the Headline News textpage on that PADD on the table to 
your right."  

    I picked it up and read it, slowly, my breathing becoming 
faster and shorter as I read:

    Whereas: The only two resources required 
by an advanced technological society are 
sufficient energy and sufficient living 
space,  

And Whereas: By any measure, the planet known 
as Earth (Sol-3) has been inadequate to meet 
the needs of the human race for at least ten 
centuries,

And Whereas: The human species as a whole is 
now capable of managing its own collective 
and biological destiny,

The United Nations of Earth do accept the 
offer of The Sovereign World of Pendor for 
the construction of an inhabitable ringworld.  
We do also accept as payment for construction 
that ownership and administration of the 
world known as Sol-III shall be turned over 
to Pendor, UnLtd., upon acceptance of the 
inhabitable ringworld.

              -               -              -

    I glanced up at Garenna, stunned and completely unable to 
speak.  He smiled at me tolerantly.  "That's right, Ken.  We 
finally did it.  We've purchased the Earth."  He looked around at 
the milling crowd.  "And someone here is out to kill you because of 
that."

    I paled.  "Gary, do you think you can handle the people 
outside?"

    "I can.  Any second now, David's gonna be SDisking down here to 
talk to you, you know.  You're supposed to go with him to the 
archeological site at Weekday."

    "I know," I said.  "We'll have to delay that flight, I think."

    He nodded.  "Let's get the camp in order.  I don't think 
seventeen kilometers is very far, and we might have some radiation 
cases to take care of."

    I nodded, still shaking slightly.  "Ken, will you be okay?"

    I nodded.  "I will be.  Eventually."

    He grinned.  "Okay.  Take care.  I'll be back in a little bit."

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