Date: Sat, 14 Jul 2001 09:15:53 -0700 (PDT)
From: Kristen Abrhams <msraspberryswirl@yahoo.com>
Subject: Alicia-4

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Alicia-4
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"Shit! Shit! Shit!"

Karen was just this side of losing it.  I knew that, in her mind, she
was "out" whether she wanted to be or not.  Discovered by her high
school rival because she could control her lust for me... her
girlfriend.

While she freaked out, I calmly tried to figure out how to calm Karen
while making sure Mia would be quiet about what she'd just seen.  I
mean, I'd grown to love how experimental Karen had become.  Who wouldn't
love the idea of their lover wanting to fuck them at their high school
reunion?  We did it only to discover too late that we had an audience -
Mia.  Now, I was faced with a sex life where the most experimental she'd
want to be was keeping the lights on.

For some reason, I didn't think Mia was going to out us.  The look in
her eyes... and her masturbating to the sight of me in the mirror as
Karen took me from behind... told me we'd be O.K. if we handled this
correctly.

"What are we going to do?" mouthed Karen.  She was busy wiping herself
with baby wipes while dressing - ready to run.  I thought for a second.
Looking at the wipe in my hand, I remembered the strippers who showed us
how useful they could be.

"How much do you trust me," I asked.

"What?  We don't have time --"

"Do you trust me to straighten this out or not?"

Karen looked at me for what seemed like forever.  "Yes.  No questions
asked."  She knew what I was thinking and wasn't going to debate it.

Karen took a couple of wipes and finished cleaning me up.  I took the
scarf tied around her neck and tied it around mine.  Finally, I
whispered some final words to calm her down.  "I love you, baby."

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Maybe I looked like Aphrodite herself.  Mia gasped as though I was when
she finally opened her eyes.  Hair down.  Completely nude except for
Karen's scarf.  Still coming down from an orgasmic high.  I felt like
Aphrodite.

"Hi," I mouthed.  We were silent until I sat down next to her on the
sofa.  She wasn't sure what to do.  Half-dressed, Mia was amazing to
see.  Her sexuality hung in the air like a contagion.   Of course, it
was something that I was already happily infected with, so it didn't
matter.

Her exposed breasts were small and perky.  She could go for years
without a bra.  The red marks around the nipples looked like she'd paid
a lot of attention to them.  I smiled.

"You are so beautiful, Alicia."  Mia started trying to cover up... not
really, but just enough to make her feel better about being partially
nude in front of a naked woman she'd just spied having sex.

"Thank you.  I hope we didn't scare you."

Mia smiled.  "Far from it.  Actually, I liked it."

Caressing her face and kissing her lightly on the lips, I reassured her.
"Good.  If we'd known we had an audience, we might have made more of a
show of it."

"No, that would have ruined it."  Pause.  What do you say to a complete
stranger who saw you having sex and enjoyed it?  "Alicia, does Karen
know about you?"

Either she didn't know I was with Karen or she was playing dumb.  Either
way, it didn't matter.  I was going to make sure of it.

"Few people know.  Especially my friends."  Please, Mia.  Don't ask any
more questions.  I've deflected this pretty well.  "Does your husband
know you like to watch girls?"  Change the subject before she can think
to ask which of her high school classmates (or their wives) I was having
sex with.

That actually did the trick.  She told me about her life with her
husband and how it lacked what she needed sexually.  So, she started
fantasizing.  She watched porn.  She read erotic novels.  Immediately,
she took a liking to lesbian stories.

"I felt like I wasn't doing anything wrong.  I convinced myself that
they were just frustrated like me."

I thought, "Hmmm, sex with women just because you can't get a guy to
fuck you right.  How very straight."  Still, I listened to her tale of
woe.  I caressed her face.  I kissed her cheek.  I lightly kissed her
lips.

"Seeing the look on your face, Alicia.  I've never had that.  I've never
felt that."

I climbed up and straddled her torso.  Bending over so we were breast to
breast, I kissed her... slowly... open mouthed... and asked, "What
look?"

"Total pleasure.  Ecstasy."

I smiled.  Again, I kissed her long and passionately.  This time, she
responded.  I pulled back as she lunged forward to kiss me again.
"Would you like it?"

"What?"

"The look."

She gave a faint smile and nodded.  I smiled too.  Kissing her again, I
held her head like it was the most precious and delicate thing on Earth.

Next, I kissed down her neck to her chest.  Slowly, I sucked on her
glorious nipples.  Remember, I'm used to Karen and her full breasts.
Heck, compared to Mia, I look like Dolly Parton.  But, Mia actually made
me jealous.  While I enjoy having a set of hot lips sucking on my
nipples, Mia's nipples are sexual organs.  She gasped so loud, I thought
I'd hurt her.  But, she just enjoyed it so much that she couldn't hold
it in.  The more I kneaded her breast, the more she squirmed.  The more
nipple I sucked in, the more she gasped.

Finally, I sat up and scooted a little bit up her body until my own
nipples were inches from her face.  "My turn."

Mia's smile was infectious.  I smiled back as she reached for my breasts
like a girl given reign in a candy store.  As her moist, red lips sucked
in my flesh and her hot tongue lathed my swollen nipple, my pussy took
on a mind of its own.   Slowly grinding, I soon realized Mia's belly was
wet with my sex.  Wet with my excitement.  I couldn't contain myself. I
took Mia's free hand and pressed it to her wet belly.  She connected the
dots.  Soon, she was caressing my flesh, my pussy.  She, too, needed a
hand and pushed my hand back between her legs until I felt her open,
ready sex.

The smell of our sexes.  The blood pumping through my veins.  The lips
sucking my tits into perfect points of ecstasy -- I lost it.  I turned
around into a sixty-nine and devoured Mia.  First, kissing her lips and
tasting her.  Her excitement was copious and intoxicating.

Apparently, mine was too because Mia attacked me and would not let up.
I felt like she wanted to just put my pussy in a box, take it home, and
bring it out whenever she could.

I probably could have gone like that until I came from exhaustion.  But,
Karen was in the corner pointing to the floor by the couch.

There it was... our strap-on harness and the cock Karen just used on me
(obviously, she used some baby wipes to clean it up.)

I picked it up and inserted the shorter end that rubs right against the
clit.  Next, I started wrapping the harness around Mia.  I smiled.  She
just realized something was happening and stopped eating me.

"Wow."  That's all she could say when I got up.  I pulled her up to sit
and got on my knees between her legs.  Looking in her eyes, I lowered my
head to take the cock in my mouth.  As I got lower, I could smell the
unmistakable scent of her... her sex.  I reached underneath to feel her
moist lips stretched around her side of the cock.  Mmmm...

Mia caressed my head, running her fingers through my hair.  I knew she
was enjoying it, but I had to ask.  "You like me sucking your big girl-
cock, Mia?"

"Ohhhh, yes."

"You wanna do anything else with it?"

"Huh?"

"Would you fuck me?"

"Um, I don't --"

"What?  Know how to use it?  Yes, you do.  You've always known how to
use one -- even if you haven't had one."

"Um, O.K."  It wasn't so much that she wasn't confident as it was that
she was distracted by my fellatio.

Slowly, I stood up.  "Plus, I'll let you know when you've got it right."
I turned around, backed up and straddled her in reverse.  My back to her
chest.  Hard nipples scratching my back.  Mia's hands came around to cup
my tits as I slowly teased both of us.  My sex screamed.  As the tip of
the cock brushed my lips, I had to resist the urge to push down.  Tease.
Tease, I thought.

That is, until Mia suddenly grabbed my hips and thrust in one motion.  I
couldn't scream.  I couldn't cry.  Even though it hadn't been fifteen
minutes since Karen took me from behind, the surprise of suddenly being
full of cock had me speechless.  No energy for speech.  No energy for
thought.  Just energy to fuck.

Mia guided me through it all.  Hands on my hips, she held on as she
thrust into me.  I rotated my hips to feel the cock touch all of my
pussy -- not just what she hit.  Meanwhile, my hands were busy stroking
my clit.  With my sex wide open for Mia's cock, my clit stuck out far
and proud.

Somewhere along the line, Mia asked a question.  I could not tell you
what it was until she pulled me up and the cock out.  Quickly, she laid
me down and started all over in the missionary position.  "Oh," I
thought, "she wants to be on top."

As she thrust into my soaked sex, I could see Karen in the distance.
Wanting.  She wanted to join in, but knew what it meant.  Meanwhile, I'd
lost all frame of reference and just wanted this passionate woman on top
of me to make me scream.

As our climaxes neared, I needed to do something with those gorgeous
nipples of hers.  They scraped across my chest like nails scratching
skin.  I pulled her up so I could suck on them.  She was too small to
just pull her breast up.  I had to pull her.  Next, I pulled her down to
suck on my nipples.

When I let her go, I grabbed both of my breasts, squeezed the nipples
and pressed them against her bullet nipples.  The saliva and the heat
set both of us off.  Every thrust was one hundred times more.  Every
caress times one thousand.

"You like this, don't you, Mia?"

"Yes," was her breathy reply.

"You like fucking my pussy with you huge girl-cock, don't you?"

Again, "Yes."

"Well, I like you fucking me, you nasty girl.  I like to feel your
choice tits against mine.  Your nipples are amazing."  I reached up and
quickly bit them.

She was close.  I was close.

"You're really a big dyke, Mia.  Admit it.  You wanted to sink your
mammoth girl-cock into me from the moment you saw me.  Right?"  She
nodded.  "Well, you've got it.  You're fucking me like the dyke you are
and my pussy's screaming for joy.  I just want you to cum.  Cum inside
of me, baby.  Fill my pussy with your girl-cum.  Fill me full so I'll
have you with me always."

"Oh, Alicia!"

"Are you a dyke tonight, Mia?  Say it.  Say that tonight, with your cock
in my wet, wet pussy, you love girls... you want girls... you'll fuck me
whenever I want.  Do it for me, baby.  Do it and we can both cum."

Face to face, on the edge of insanity, Mia whispered, "I love girls.  I
do.  I love to look at my husband's magazines and imagine all of the
girls wanting me. And, I want you Alicia.  I'll fuck you whenever you
want.  I'll fuck girls exclusively.  Hey, I'll try to seduce Karen and
get her to sleep with you.  You guys look so good together, I'd love to
see you two together.  I'm a dyke, Alicia, and I'm going to fill your
hot pussy with my girl-cum.  Do you want that?  Do you?"

I was so close, all I could do was nod.

As soon as I did, we both exploded.  She thrust hard against my clit
with each pulse of her orgasm.  My sex grabbed the cock tight and banged
against her clit with each thrust.

You know how I am when I cum.  I lose all sense of reality for a while,
so I love to just lie there touching and caressing.

Mia's husband cut that short.

"Mia?  Mia, where are you?"

Just like with Karen, I told Mia to calm down and suggested a course of
action.  She liked my idea and told me to go.  After packing up my stuff
and quickly getting dressed, I left backstage close behind Karen who'd
witnessed the whole thing.

We stayed for a little while longer before leaving.  Before we went
home, I saw Mia holding on to her husband looking very satisfied.

I smiled.

Karen and I went backstage to collect a couple of things we forgot and
then went home.

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I was in the shower contemplating the night when Karen stuck her head
in.  "It's ready."  She smiled one of those, "You're so bad" smiles and
took in my naked body.  I grinned back.

In the bedroom, Karen had been watching the tape and stopped when it got
to what we had not seen yet.

Tape?  Yes, I'd brought my camcorder in my bag with the strap-on.  The
idea was "tape the friends from high school and show it years from now"
-- but, it soon changed to "tape your friend having sex with me so, if
she outs you, we can out her too."

But, when her husband came in, we left Mia alone and didn't have a
chance to grab the camera on our way out.  Yes, Karen had used it (got
some lovely close-up), but she put it down and trained it on us when she
couldn't contain herself (i.e. she masturbated).

So, we got this extra bonus footage of Mia and her man.  I won't bore
you all of the details, but I thought it was interesting that:

1.) Mia apparently didn't give oral sex very much.  I know this because
her husband came in, said "You're naked!  What are you doing?"

    Mia replied, "Waiting to give you head."

    As she reached to unzip his pants and pull out his real cock, he
said, "You don't like to do that.  You say you're no good at--"  He
never finished the sentence.  She had him all the way in her mouth and
was doing such a good job that it was apparent she'd changed her mind.

2.) That change of mind was, apparently, a little selfish.  He told her
no oral sex for her unless he got some too.  Two minutes after unzipping
his pants, they were sixty-nining it on the sofa.

3.) Soon after that, she had him on top of her and gave him a lecture
about their sex life while he thrust into her.  During that rant, she
said things were going to change.  He wasn't going to neglect her.  He'd
fuck her on her timetable, not the other way around.  If he didn't,
she'd take a lover - a woman - because her husband couldn't give her
what she needed.

4.) I think he agreed to her terms because the tape went on for thirty
more minutes.

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So, it was a night of firsts:
- First time Karen and I fucked where people who knew us could catch
  us.
- First time we had an audience
- First time I made love with a girl other than Karen (or my
  boyfriend).
- First time I realized that I am lesbian and not bisexual.  You can
fuck anyone -- regardless of sex.  And, that's what Mia was supposed to
be.  Somewhere it turned into honest to God passionate sex that felt so
good and so right that I can't ignore it.

I'm not leaving Karen.  No.  I'm with her for a long time.  She still
doesn't want to come out, and if I do, it'll screw up our relationship.
Right or wrong, I'm willing to pretend for a while longer.  But, I can't
pretend like I have been.  I have to do something that lets me live my
life without "outing" Karen.  I'm not sure what that is, but I can tell
you the first thing I have to do.

I'm breaking up with my boyfriend.

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