Date: Sun, 5 Feb 2006 16:43:02 -0800 (PST)
From: Arcana Sapphos <asapphos@yahoo.com>
Subject: Chapter 2 Arcanas Fetish

The taste and smell of pussy was completely taking me over.... my senses
were in overdrive. My heart was beating so fast and the ache in my pussy
and tits were agonising. My nipples, l knew, were rock hard......l needed
release ...l needed to touch my pussy....my tits! Oh it was unbearable but
at the same time such a turn-on.

Larissa started singing in the shower and broke my sex induced trance and l
started to think about the position l was in.

Here l was, on my knees, my arms tied behind my back, panties in my mouth
and over my face. What a sight l must look..... if the people that knew me
could see me now they would not believe it...Me! a high flying executive
running a whole department.... reduced to a sub....and to another woman!
Oh, l knew it was only a game between me and Larissa but l knew now that l
loved being ordered about and perform sexual acts. The thrill of doing such
perverted things against my 'will'....it was like an addictive drug

l thought of my staff seeing me like this and pictured myself under their
humiliating gaze and comments....'Arcana, the dirty perverted lesbian
slut!' God, l'd die.........l'd have to give up my job and move house. How
could l stay?

They'd have no respect for their boss....they could even blackmail me
... and to do what? ........ realistically anything! How could l do
anything else if l wanted to keep my job? My job?? Who am l kidding? That
would be the least of my worries ...it would be the risk of being exposed!
They could even take pics of me. Everybody has access to some form of
camera nowadays.......especially mobiles. They aren't gimmicks anymore,
they are actual high definition cameras capable of taking pics and videos
in minute detail.

To be in that actual situation? what would it be like for real? To be at
the beck and call and whims of these people who now control
you.................. and know you have to do it ...... regardless of what
they want.....

It made me think of my current staff....l have six people under me...all
females. 4 full-time, 1 part-time and 1 temp. 4 of them are women aged
between 26-38 (3 married) and the other 2 are girls ...a 16 and 17yr old. l
could feel myself blushing at the thought of being discovered by them.

I tried to calm myself down .... they wouldn't discover me here
.........l'm just with Larissa in our own private world.....secure in our
secret world in our little personal cabin.

Secure? Is the cabin door locked?? l glanced over to the door and saw to my
dismay the door latch was vertical .........the cabin door was not locked!

Panic hit me....l tried to get up but Larissa had tied the excess pantyhose
to the bed! .... l couldn't get up! Oh god, anybody could come
in. Larissa's friends from the Duty Free or the dancers.........or even any
of the Casino staff. They sometimes knocked but that was just a courtesy
before they opened the door. If you wanted privacy you locked the
door.......oh god.

The panic now made me want to pee....l was getting in a right state. l
tried to push the dirty panties out of my mouth so l could call Larissa but
the red ones over my face and mouth were not restricting me.

With that the bathroom door opened and Larissa stepped out dressed in a
towel.

Smiling, she said ' Arcana, are you trying to say something?'

I tried to answer but of course couldn't, at which point Larissa laughed
and bent down and pulled the panties out of my mouth.

'The doors unlocked! Lock it quick' l blurted out

That made her just laugh even more ' Ha ha , scared are we honey? Somebody
might come in and see my little pantysniffer? That would be something
wouldn't it? The whole ship would know in 5 mins and you can't run away
from it because you are stuck on the ship.


'Larissa, stop it. You're scaring me' l said

'Sorry honey' she said 'it's a strange feeling to have this power over
someone..........but l like it'

'Please' l said, somewhat begging.

She smiled and then walked towards the door ' l'm only joking.......l
think'

I sighed as she locked the door and heard her say 'Anything more l can do
for you lover?'

I told her l needed to pee. She came over to me and crouched down. She
started to play with my hard aching nipples and looked directly into my
eyes. She asked me if l was enjoying myself and is it turning me on. I
tried to tell her she was driving me crazy and l've never felt so hot in my
life but it came out muffled.....I was panty gagged. She smiled and asked
me if l wanted to continue and l nodded my head. She laughed and wanted to
know if that was a Bulgarian or Russian nod (in Bulgaria a nod means 'no',
this came to light as we had a troupe of Bulgarian dancers onboard and the
confusion it had caused was a source of great amusement). Pretending to be
annoyed I said she knew what l meant.

'Good, that's what l wanted to hear' she said and then pulled the red dirty
panties further down so the moist crotch covered my mouth and kissed
me. One of her hands was at the back of my head pulling me closer into the
kiss whilst her other hand continued stroking and pinching my nipple. Her
tongue pushed the fabric of the dirty crotch into my mouth and l sucked
greedily. She had only to touch my pussy and l would have cum but it seemed
she had no intention of letting me cum. She knew l wanted to pee but just
kept kissing me despite the discomfort l was in and how much l wanted
release. If l had died there l would have been happy......here was my lover
sharing my fetish with me. Pushing her own dirty panties into my mouth with
her tongue and me sucking her sweet nectar out of them. I was in sexual
heaven.

She stopped kissing and touching me and l started to speak but she put her
finger over my mouth and just went 'Shhhhhhhh'. Untying the bonds that held
me to the bed, she then got me to stand up. Taking the discarded La Perla
thongs that had been so recently in my mouth, she instructed me to step
into them. As she pulled them up my legs she playfully blew onto my pussy
which sent ecstatic shivers up and down my spine. Larissa slipped them all
the way up, positioned the back of the thong deep into the cleft of my ass
and then gave a sharp tug. I gasped as the thong dug into my engorged pussy
lips........God, l wanted to be touched but Larissa was having none of it.

I tried to speak but again she put her finger to my lips. She made me kneel
again and retied my hands to the bed. Walking over to the wardrobe, she
opened a draw and took a pair of black sheer hold-up stockings and came
back to me. Taking one of the stockings she covered my eyes and tied it
behind my head. She then caressed both of my nipples and then pinched them
hard which made me moan. I felt her lips again over my panty covered mouth
and then she repeated pushing the dirty crotch into my mouth with her
tongue. Lovingly, l sucked her dirty panty covered tongue. It only lasted
for a few seconds and then her tongue was replaced by what l knew to be the
other stocking. The stocking forced the crotch of the red panties into my
mouth and then she tied the stocking the same as the other....l was gagged,
bound and blindfolded.

I heard her walk into the bathroom and then out again. I felt her hands
start to stroke my inner thighs and thought 'At last, she's going to make
me cum' but she suddenly stopped and her soft voice uttered 'My dear sweet
Arcana, l know how much you are in control of your life but how much
control do you really have? I know you want to pee but you are going to
have to control it. I'm putting a towel between your legs just in case you
are weak. We don't want pee all over our cabin now do we? Is this ok with
you?

I shook my head, l did not want to pee myself and l was close to bursting.

I heard her laugh and then say 'Is that a yes or no? Are we talking Russian
or Bulgarian?.........l think l'll take that as a yes then' I felt the
towel forced between my legs and then l sensed her moving away and the
rustle of clothes.

After a few moments l heard her say, 'Lover, l'm going to see Krassi, you
remember her....that tall sexy Bulgarian dancer with the long blonde
hair. I don't know how long l'll be but there again neither will you
because you can't see any clocks' she then laughed.

She continued 'Now don't pee my expensive panties because l will be very
mad if you do.........so mad l will probably make you clean them with your
mouth'

I shook my head only to hear her say 'Now you are really getting me
confused, I still don't know if that's a yes or no....... l'm so confused
that when you hear me lock the door l'll do it a few times so l might end
up leaving it open....then god knows what could happen?'

With that l heard a little giggle and then the door open and close. I heard
the key in the lock but she locked it and unlocked it so many times l had
no idea if the door was locked or not.

The silence enveloped me and my thoughts once again turned to being caught
in this compromising embarrassing position. My body also craved
attention...especially my pussy. I have been teased before but never like
this. It would only take a few touches on my pussy and clit and l would
explode. My pussy was so sensitive and l could feel my juices soaking into
Larissa's dirty thong. What made it more uncomfortable was my need to
pee.....it was beginning to be unbearable. I steeled myself to concentrate
and not pee into her panties. She said that she would make me clean them
with my mouth if l did....was she serious or just joking....and would l
actually do it? I tried to stop thinking about it as it just turned me on
more......but l couldn't stop.

Because l was blindfolded my hearing began to get more acute. I could here
music in the next cabin and people walking and talking down the corridor
where all our cabins were. The cabins were all staff cabins and so l knew
that it was staff and not passengers.....and that meant that anyone could
call in.

Though l trusted Larissa l still had that nagging doubt that she could have
left the door unlocked by mistake. This was a game that could go horribly
wrong.

I did not know if Larissa had gone to see Krassi or she had just gone
somewhere for a while....either way she knew what she was doing to me.

She was not wrong about me remembering Krassi...once you'd met her you
would never forget her.........she was absolutely gorgeous. She turned
heads wherever she went.....men and women. Tall...5'10, perfect figure,
fit, deep blue eyes and a brilliant white smile, topped off with long
natural blonde hair....and an infectious laugh. She seemed to have fun
wherever she was and was always the centre of attraction. Like most of
these Eastern block girls, she could drink you under the table and like the
rest of the girls she smoked. She spoke 3 languages that l knew
of...Bulgarian, Russian and English but l had no doubt she had others
aswell. When she spoke in English it was with that Eastern block accent
that is so sexy. Put it all together and she just mesmerised you She was
the lead dancer onboard the ship and rightly so. The other girls were good
but Krassi was exceptional.

I'd watched her and her troupe (8 girls) in the shows on the ship and found
myself fantasising about them but mainly Krassi. The outfits they wore were
so revealing and sexy......especially when they were dressed in the Las
Vegas showgirl outfits. The way they danced always ended up with me leaving
the show with damp panties!

Sometimes me and Larissa would spend time in their changing rooms during
the shows. The girls rushing in to do a quick change, a drag of a cigarette
or sip of a drink.....we even helped with putting their various outfits
on...we both enjoyed that and l don't have to tell you why! Of course when
they left for the show l also had my eyes on their various discarded
panties etc which sent me crazy. Now that Larissa knew of my panty fetish,
l wondered what she would do next time we were there. We talked about which
girls we'd like to have and Larissa told me which of the girls were lez, bi
or straight. Krassi was bi. I knew Larissa had had a couple of the
girls......but she would not tell me who. She said that she liked to keep
me guessing....the bitch!

I had no idea how long Larissa had left me in the cabin. With no sense of
time every second seemed like an eternity and my need to pee was getting
desperate to say the least. I was not going to give in though...I was
determined not to pee myself......and Larissa's panties.

I heard female laughter and talk. The language was either Bulgarian or
Russian but l could never tell which. It was also very hard to tell who the
voices belonged to. Being in a totally foreign language to me l found it
diificult to put these voices to faces. Had Larissa brought Krassi back
with her?....surely she wouldn't? Fear and panic started to seep through me
and that increased my need to pee. When l'm frightened l always want to pee
though l understand that this is quite common. The voices reached my cabin
but carried on......again l relaxed, but not too much or my floodgates
would open.

'Come on, Larissa' l thought 'enough is enough....come back'

Time continued to pass slowly and it was getting extremely uncomfortable. I
wanted a drink now as my mouth entirely tasted of pussy...Larissa's.

KNOCK KNOCK 'Arcana, it's Krassi' I heard the handle being turned and held
my breath. I sighed a sense of relief when the door did not open...it was
locked!  OH NO! The sound of a key being put in the lock!....Larissa, what
have you done? WHY? I lost control and felt my pee filling Larissa's
panties, then seeping through, down the inside of my thighs. I couldn't
stop it, the fear had made me lose it entirely. It went on and on.....the
warm wet trickles....no...rivers flooded out of me.....and now Krassi was
going to see it all. My eyes started to fill up.....l was exposed!

But the door never opened, the key was taken out and l heard her walk
away. What had happened? Had Larissa told Krassi about me? But why hadn't
she come in? My mind was in turmoil. I didn't understand anything but l did
know l'd wet myself and l could smell it and feel it. Driplets of pee were
still running down the inside of my thighs.

Suddenly l heard a key being put into the lock again but this time
Larissa's voice 'Arcana, it's only me....Larissa' The door opened and then
closed along with the sound of it being locked again.

'Oh dear, have we had a little accident? chuckled Larissa.

I felt the stocking gag being removed and as l swallowed to get the dryness
out of my mouth (and panties) she then removed the blindfold. I blinked in
the light and Larissa's smiling face came into focus....her eyes sparkling
mischievously.

 The questions spilled from me 'You bitch! What did you do?  Why was Krassi
here? What did you tell her?

She kissed me and told me not to worry as everything was still our
secret. She then explained that she was in Krassi's cabin doing something
on her computer and had asked Krassi to come to our cabin to get a bottle
of Vodka. She had given Krassi her the key from her old cabin knowing full
well it would not fit....but Krassi did not know that and was to come into
our cabin if I was not in. Laughing, she told me if that didn't make me pee
myself..... nothing would. I couldn't be mad at her...afterall, l'd entered
into it willingly......well sort of.  She untied my bonds and grabbed the
pillows off the bed and put them on the floor. She told me to lie down I
tried to take of the pee soaked panties but she told me to leave them
on. She stripped off her tracksuit and l saw she was naked underneath.

She literally dived on top of me and started kissing me on my mouth, neck,
ears, telling me all the time she was so hot for me. If she was hot, I was
an inferno. Our naked bodies entwined together, our nipples rubbing hard
against each other and her pussy rubbing mine through the soaking panties.I
was not going to last long and she knew it. She moved slightly to the side
so her hand could cup my aching pussy. Her fingers rubbed and pushed the
wet material deep inside of me whilst her tongue invaded my mouth. I pulled
her closer to me, my hands running down her naked back and then back to her
head so l could pull her closer to me. She asked me if I was ready and I
screamed 'Yes' and she slid down my body between my open wide
legs...kissing and sucking my hard nipples along the way and caressing my
naked body with her hands. Her body slid further down...her mouth leaving
my tits and leaving a wet trail with her tongue as she neared my engorged
pussy. She run her face and tongue over the pee soaked panties until she
was at my very core. She then looked up and her hand snaked out to her
tracksuit bottoms.

'For you' she said lovingly 'Krassi's dirty panties' and brought them to my
mouth and nose just as her mouth covered my pussy. She sucked and licked me
my pussy through the piss soaked crotch and l knew she was tasting my pee
aswell as my juices.

As the fragrance and taste of Krassi's pussy invaded my mouth and nose, it
was all too much. I literally exploded, I bit onto the dirty crotch so l
would not scream out and cummed and cummed into Larissa's mouth. My orgasm
went on and on....I've never cummed like that...I almost passed
out. Larissa worked her way up my body and snuggled into my neck. Holding
each other tight and close we let time take it's course as l slowly
recovered. Larissa did not want me to do anything for her....she said
tonight was all for me.

Laid together we talked about the night. Larissa liked the control but did
not really care for the 'mistress' 'slave' talk but said she did it for
me. I said l felt the same way and did it for her, which made us both
laugh. I asked her what my pee tasted like and she said it was not bad at
all and could become an aquired taste. She described as just 'Jack Daniels
and coke' that l had drunk being served to her from a pussy...mine! but she
expressed doubts about being able to do it in a morning as it would be
quite strong. Kissing her, I said I would like to do the same to
her......soon I hoped. She called me a pervert but said she'd like to do it
anyway.

I enquired how she got hold of Krassi's panties and she replied that when
she had sent Krassi to our cabin she went into the bathroom and went to the
washing hamper and took them. She had seen Krassi take them off when she
had gone for a shower. I expressed concern that Krassi would notice them
missing and she feigned horror and said Krassi would think that she was a
panty thief! We decided to return them when we went for a drink at Krassi's
later that night. Larissa said that if l'm a good girl she would get a pair
of Krassi's cabinmate....Anna. I clapped my hands mockingly and she called
me pervert again....but her pervert.

The phone then rang and Larissa reached over and answered it. She talked
for a short while (Russian, I think) and put it down explaining that it was
Krassi asking when we were coming over as all the girls were there. We got
up and showered together and doing that thing that l love.........washing
each other along with a few caresses and kisses. I left the shower running
and threw Lariissa's pee soaked panties in...oh, and the towel. When
Larissa saw her panties in the bottom of the shower she said it was a waste
and I would now have to do some fresh ones.

'Just say when' I answered

'Oh l will' replied Larissa....grinning

We just threw on our big t-shirts that we slummed around in our
cabin. Larissa put on some fresh panties but made me wear Krassi's dirty
ones as she wanted to see me sitting with the girls knowing that l was
creaming Krassi's panties. I would then return them to the hamper when l
used the bathroom.....or maybe not.  We grabbed the Vodka and ciggies and
set off. We had only got a few yards down the corridor when Larissa stopped
me and ran back to the cabin.

She returned very quickly carrying the Sony DVD camera and gleefully
declaring 'It's Showtime!