Date: Tue, 27 Aug 2002 15:44:40 -0700 (PDT) From: G A <oubballnut@yahoo.com> Subject: lesbian adult friends first and only love 2 Slamming the door of my dad's house hearing it rattle . The quietness of no one at home . Knowing it's only me , everyone had left hour's ago . Storming up to my room throwing my thing's into my bag . Hearing the pounding on the front door , looking out the window seeing Kara's jeep in the drive. Swearing to myself just fucking great. Jenny open the damn door , Kara yelling . Her getting louder , the longer i wait . Jerking the door open , both staring wide eyed at the other . Her looking at the floor seeing my bag laying there . Closing the door behind her pulling me through the house out the patio door to the pool. "We are going to have that swim , even if I have to strip you myself , now get undressed" Kara replyed . Knowing there was no way out raising the shirt up, exposing my scared flesh to the one person i never wanted to find out . Hearing her gasp as i throwed her my shirt . " Are you happy now Kara , now you know, can i have my shirt back now " . The tears rolling down my face . " Oh ,, I'm so sorry Jenn I didn't know , what happened ?" . Kara asked . Handing me back my shirt . "I was in a car wreck and it caught fire and i got burned , it happened two years ago. I made my dad promise to never tell you , he said he would take it to his grave , so i guess he did ". "If I would have known I would have came and helped . Why would you keep this from me Jenn" Taking a seat on a lounge chair , kara sitting down beside her . Taking her hand , looking into her eye's " I didn't want you to find out , who could honestly want to stay with me , everyone who has seen me eventually leave's . You seem happy and i dont want to come between that , I've only loved you and always will , I tried dating but nothing ever came close to what I feel for you , I'm not saying this to make you doubt your feeling's for Lisa I just wanted you to finally know how I have truely felt all along". " I'm glad you told me Jenn , Everything is so new with Lisa I don't know if it will last , I've love you too , but I need to give her a chance to see if it will work out . I owe her to at least try , there have been time's I wondered about if you were seeing anyone , I'd ask your dad but he said you never talked about stuff like that". " He was like that , I would ask about you from time to time , he would alway's say , ask her your self you know her number ". Smilling , trying to hold this moment for as long as she could. " Well i guess i better be going so you can get some rest before you head back . Oh, and Jenn you can call if you want you know that now ok ." Kara replyed " Yeah , well it work's both way's you know , I'll call when i get home and let you know i made it safely ok". Walking Kara out front standing beside her jeep , watching her buckle her belt . Both not wanting the night to end . ' You best go now Kara , Lisa will probably be wondering where you are at , don't keep her waiting " leaning in kissing her on the cheek, smelling the strawberry shampoo in her hair . Grinning she never change's . Watching her back out , waving as she head's down the street . Feeling better about where she stand's , wondering how thing's will work out for both of them . heading back inside grabbing her bag , locking the door's . Walking to her truck getting in heading back to LA. send comment's on how you think it should work out between the two of them.