Date: Sat, 20 May 2000 05:38:45 -0700 (PDT)
From: Kristen Abrhams <msraspberryswirl@yahoo.com>
Subject: Old Self 5

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Old Self 5

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About a week after I got back from Las Vegas, our new neighbors moved in.
Immediately, the girls were over there looking to see if there were any
kids.  The two of them (I have three, but the youngest is almost a year
old, so she's not interested in much besides sleeping and breast feeding)
came back to report a mirror image of what we have.

"They have three girls our ages.  One's a baby," said Katherine, my oldest.

Later, Kelly, my second, asked, "Mommy, what does it mean to have two
mommies?"

My heart skipped a beat.  "What do you mean, Kel?  Where'd you hear that?"

"The neighbors.  They have two mommies and no daddies."

"Don't worry about it, baby.  It's just what some people do.  At least they
don't have just one mommy and no daddy."

I walked to the window facing their house.  The move was winding down, but
I could make them out.  There was a tall, athletic blonde.  Next to her was
a smaller, diminutive, raven-haired beauty with an infant on her arm.  All
the kids had dark hair like, I assumed, their mother.

"Gonna have to visit," I muttered to myself.

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Their names were Lisa and Tammara.  Tammara, or Tammy, stayed home for the
kids like me, so we managed to spend a great deal of time together.  By
their pool in back, we'd lay out in the early morning sun.  In our house,
we'd talk for hours in the den while watching our babies marvel at the fact
that there was someone as small as they were in the room.

Tammy and Lisa had been together since college.  Tammy had a series of
boyfriends, but when they broke up, Lisa was always there to pick up the
pieces.  So, they roomed in their senior year and never stopped.
Eventually, Lisa convinced Tammy to get artificially inseminated.  Tammy
told that her feelings about artificial insemination were like mine had
always been.  "I felt like it'd be a medical experiment.  Children of
Frankenstein."  But once she was pregnant, she changed her mind.  "As long
as I knew they all had the same father, I didn't care because Lisa was so
great with them and with me."

Tammy saw something in my face.  It was a combination of admiration and
consternation.  Admiration for her for living her life like she did.
Consternation for not telling her everything about mine.  She asked what
was wrong.

I told her everything.  Suddenly, I was detailing my love affair with
Kailen and our college exploits.  I told her about Alex.  I even told her
about getting married in Las Vegas.

When I was done, I half expected her to invite me to leave.

"So, you're telling me that I'm living next to an
'in-the-closet'-polygamist-lesbian-mom?"

I bit my lip.  "Yeah, I guess you are."

She smiled.  "Cool."

So, we talked like girlfriends.  We talked our lovers and well....  I'd had
plenty of 'girlfriend' conversations, but this was the first where I talked
about sex with girls.  Apparently, Lisa is the dominant one in their
relationship.

"Yeah, I assumed."

"Well, that's not always a bad thing.  She always wants to have sex with a
strap-on, which I don't mind.  But she doesn't really like the one I love."

"Yeah, why not," I asked.

"She likes the usual one with the leather briefs and the cock hanging down
from the front and the slit underneath."

"Yeah, Alex wears that one."

"Well, I prefer the one we've used for insemination.  I get to feel more of
her and less leather."

"Why doesn't she like that one?"

"Says she feels like I want to have more kids."

I smiled.  James has been like that sometimes when I didn't want him to use
a condom.

"But you're just looking for sex, right?"

"Exactly.  But since she's the 'father', so to speak, she feels I'm just
trying to be a baby machine.  She says she feels better and safer with the
other cock, but still."

Suddenly, I was curious.  I'd had my share of flesh and latex penis.  What
did this thing look like?

Tammy brought it out.  "It's basically a hollowed out, gel filled, double
headed dildo.  If you're using it exactly as designed, the one end contains
the sperm sample and goes inside the person doing the inseminating.  Then,
she puts on this pair of panties that cup the underside and bring the free
end up like an erect penis.  The two make love... or just fuck... and when
the first one orgasms, she ends up sending the sample through the cock
along with a lot of her own fluids.  I call it the SEMEN COCK"

I stared in wonder.

"Why don't you and Alex try it out?  Wanna borrow it?"

"Um, thanks for the offer, but it'd probably be best if I could just get
one that's new."

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A week later, I showed up dejected.

"I got it, but Alex wanted nothing of it.  Says she likes what she has."

"And what did you think?"

I answered, "I wonder what I'd feel like."

There was pause.  Tammy said, "Follow me."

I followed her to the kitchen.  She poured two glasses of wine.  "Drink."

"But it's nine-o'clock..."

"It's not important what time it is.  I can't ask what I want to ask unless
you've had one drink."  She gulped down the wine.  I followed suit.

"Now, if we want, we can blame it on the wine... regardless of whether it
does anything to us.  How do you feel about sex between neighbors, Shelly?"

I knew where she was going, but I wanted to see how she'd do this.  "Why do
you ask?"

"You want to try out the SEMEN COCK.  I want to use the SEMEN COCK.
Neither of us can get our respective mates to do it, so here, at nine
o'clock in the morning, I was wondering..." She stepped closer.  The
seduction was on.  "Would you be interested in trying out the cock on me?
I'd love to try it out on you too."

I lowered my head for a moment as though I was making up my mind.  Looking
up, I stared her in the eyes.  "I'm not the kind of girl that goes around
cheating... except when..."  I tried to come up with something witty to
say, but Tammy beat me to it.

"Except when you're fucking your girlfriend instead of your husband.  I
know.  But we're just two friends trying to help each other through some
sexual turmoil.  Kind of like how some girls start with other girls at
school."  My mind went back to when Kailen and I first slept together.

"O.K.  Let's do it."

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In their guest bedroom, Tammy pulled down the sheets and we stripped.

"Lay down.  You drive first," she said.

Soon, I was splayed on my back with Tammy sucking on my pussy to get me wet
and excited enough to accept the cock.  Her tongue was soft and gentle.
Her fingers gently caressed my thighs.  She even put my legs over her
shoulders and reached up to tease my nipples.  All this without asking.
WOW!

After I had a tiny mini-orgasm, she pulled back and grabbed the cock.

"This," she indicated a small compartment at the end near a screened
opening, "is where the sample goes.  We won't utilize that feature today.
But this opening is where all your lubrication will collect regardless of
whether or not there is a sample.  Ready?"

I nodded.

Slowly, she slid the cock inside of me.  My sex opened and accepted it like
any other cock.  It could move from side to side.  How was this going to
work?

"Ready for the next part?"

Tammy started squeezing and pumping the exposed part of the cock as though
she were trying to get me hard.  That made my end swell.  Soon, I was
completely full.

"Now, when you cum, the pressure from your pussy will contract around the
cock and I'll feel it on the other end."

She put the panties on me and I stood up.  It was light.  It swung around
like a real cock.  I was impressed.

Tammy could see it in my eyes.  "Oh, girlfriend, wait until you try this
end."

With that, she summoned me to the bed and had me stand in front of her.
Licking her lips, she swallowed the exposed end.  I felt everything.  My
end increased in size when she squeezed down on it.  I felt her hot breath
on my clit.  I ran my fingers through her hair and caressed her cheek.

Suddenly, she stood up but never released the cock.  She kept squeezing.
Kept my pussy full.  She stood in front of me and whispered in my ear.
"You convinced?"  I nodded.  She took the tip and placed it between the
folds of her pussy.  "You wanna fuck me?"  I nodded.

Melting on the bed, the fire in my flesh grew and exploded with every new
inch of her I touched.  Her strong thighs around my waist seared me.  My
breasts caressing her belly as I slowly sank into her left a trail of smoke
behind them.  And our clits sliding against each other as the length of my
cock fully entered her made me see stars.  First, they slid against each
other.  Then, they bumped.  Finally, they pounded.  Slam.  Slam.  Slam.

Finally, she started getting fancy on me and squeezed down with her pussy
on the cock.  "You try it, Shelly.  Like in delivery.  Press down."  I did.
After three kids, anyone who's been paying attention should have a strong
pussy.  So, we both pressed down with our pussies and screamed with
excitement.  The feelings grew.  The excitement spiked.  We were both on
the edge.

"Cum, daddy.  Cum for momma," Tammy chanted.  She pinched my nipples and
sucked on them like a hungry baby.  She sucked hard enough to get my milk
flowing.  We'd breast fed our kids in front of each other.  She knew what
she was doing.  For half a second, I worried about what I'd feed my baby,
but the memories of milk I'd stored in the refrigerator were pale in
comparison to the feeling of having sex with someone who wanted to drink
your milk.

"Are you close, Shelly?  I'm close.  Cum for me, baby.  Cum."  Her
milk-covered lips instantly went back to my nipple and sucked harder.

In.  Out.  In.  Out.  I felt it all.  I wanted it all.  My tits.  My pussy.
My sexual life was on overload.  As the temperature of our bodies was
probably ten degrees higher than the rest of the room, we threw off the
covers and fucked and fucked and fucked.  Breathing became shallow and
quick.  Thoughts weren't more substantial than "cum cum cum cum cum cum
cum".  Swimming in our pool of hedonism and feeling our decadent
satisfaction, our sexes simultaneously sang out to heaven followed by our
own hoarse, passionate voices.

In the quiet, we caught our breath.  Not wanting to move.  I felt my pussy
pulse against the cock.  Squeezing it.  Tammy imitated the pulse she could
feel on her end.  "Boom.....boom.....boom.....boom."

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By the time we were strong enough to stand, we realized it was almost time
for our girls to get back from kindergarten.  So, we showered and dressed.
I collected my baby and headed for the door with Tammy and her baby
following.

At the door, Tammy asked, "Same thing tomorrow?"

I looked her in the eyes and said, "Oh, yeah.  Though you get to be in the
driver seat,"

"Deal."

We kissed goodbye and she opened the door.  I turned around and asked,
"You've got spare bottles of milk for her, right?"  I gestured toward her
baby.

"Of course, why?"

"Well," I stepped closer, "you may need them.  Given what we did today, I
have a feeling this big, old' baby girl is gonna be really hungry for
mamma's milk tomorrow."

She looked a bit stunned and embarrassed... which was my point.  But, as I
let my baby her bottle, I looked down and flashed on Tammy sucking on my
nipples.  I imagined what I'd look like to her.

I looked forward to it

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THE END

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