Date: Fri, 21 Jan 2000 12:13:57 PST
From: Nicole Jamais <nicolecd69@hotmail.com>
Subject: New Me

							12/04/1999
				THE NEW ME

	Sitting in my office looking out the window from the 17th floor, I was
depressed. My life sucked. All around me, women seemed a lot happier than I.
They had boyfriends or husbands and families. Me on the other hand, just had
myself. It had been that way for a long time. Why, I don't know. I don't
think I am hard to look at. I look after my body. I am not a big woman, only
5'8" and 126 pounds but I am solid. I guess most men are looking for missus
tall dark and sexy. Maybe I should reinvent myself. How do I do that? Maybe
if I changed the way I dressed and changed my hairstyle. I have had my hair
the same way for the last 20 years and I think it is time for a change. I am
going to call Julie right now and make an appointment for this evening, even
though it is Friday night I have nothing planned anyway.
	Fortunately, Julie's Salon was open this evening and I told her what I had
planned. She had tried to persuade me for a long time to change. She had
told me she knew exactly what I needed but I was always reluctant. I had
been comfortable with the way I looked, but now it was time for a change.
	As I entered the shop, Julie was just finishing up with a customer and so
was Brian her partner. She told me she wouldn't be long and asked if I would
like a coffee while I waited for her. I told her I would love one, since I
had nothing else planned for the evening. With that she went into the back
and came out with a very hot cup of Java. I watch the two of them go about
their business. They sure knew how to bring out the best in people. The two
customers they were finishing were older women but when they left the salon
they looked about 20 years younger, even their attitudes were different.
Probably because of the way they looked.
	Julie said she had something to look after and she would be with me in a
minute. I could wait for her in her chair. While I waited, I talked to Brian
and watched him as he swept up the floor and I thought to myself, he is a
little light in his loafers and I chuckled at the thought. Julie returned
and I told her I would like my hair washed. I always enjoyed a wash; it was
just like a free scalp massage. As Julie tilted the chair back, I began to
relax and I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of Julie rubbing the
shampoo into my scalp. I began to wonder what style she had in mind for me.
	I must have dozed off. I could hear music playing and when I opened my
eyes, there were people all over the salon. It appeared there was a party
going on.  I was still reclining in the chair and when I tried to get up I
couldn't move. I was still feeling a little drowsy and I had trouble
focusing my eyes. Everyone around me seemed to be having a good time. Julie
must have seen me trying to move and came over to me. She looked very
different. Her long blond hair was tied back in a ponytail and she had on
lots of makeup, bright red lipstick and lots of eyeliner. She said something
about me missing the party and it was about time I woke up to enjoy it. I
tried to move again and I realized my arms were tied to the arms of the
chair. I was about to say something to Julie when she put her finger to her
mouth and told me to be quiet. She asked me it I would like to see my new
look. Of course I nodded yes and she lifted up the back of the chair and
started to turn it so I could face the mirror. When I sat up I felt
something fall on my shoulders and when I saw my reflection in the mirror, I
realized what it was. I was wearing a long wig and I was heavily made up. I
was shocked. Not only at my appearance but also at the beautiful woman I saw
looking back at me in the mirror.
	Everyone there had gathered around me to see what my reaction was going to
be. Looking around, I noticed everyone was not dressed in street clothes but
in clothes that can be best described as fetish wear. The women were wearing
lots of leather in different styles of skirts and dresses. Very erotic. The
men were more undressed than dressed and some were obviously dressed as
women. It was then, that I looked down at myself and realized I was one of
them. I was sitting there in a black bra, garter belt and black nylons with
black pumps on my feet. I had on no underwear and all the hair on my body
had been removed, except for a little patch of pubic hair. I was sitting
there virtually naked and I couldn't do anything about it. I turned and
looked at Julie who was still beside me. She must have seen the questioning
look on my face and she said to me that I had wanted to reinvent myself, so
she did it for me and if I was a good girl I could enjoy the party. Then
looking down at my groin area, she said it looks like I was already enjoying
it. Not knowing what she meant, I looked there and to my embarrassment, I
was already showing traces of moisture. Julie called out for Natalie and
almost immediately there was a beautiful woman standing before me. She was
about my height and had long dark hair. She too had bright red lips and lots
of makeup on, but she was very attractive. Natalie was wearing an outfit
similar to mine, but I could see she had on a black thong as well.
	Julie told Natalie to make me feel comfortable. As everyone watched,
Natalie bent forward and with her hands began to use her fingers on me. At
first I tried to resist but being tied up I realized it was futile and as
soon as I relaxed, I began to enjoy it. Natalie then brought her face up to
me and her tongue flicked out and licked the drop of moisture from me, then
she slowly licked around my clit and opened her lips and stuck her tongue
into me. It had been so long since someone had done this to me and I felt
like I was going to cum immediately. Natalie was now using all of her mouth
and tongue on me; I could feel my body start to spasm. Then Julie told her
to stop. All sensations stopped and I was left hanging, my body jerked but
nothing was happening. I wanted it so badly. Julie then approached me and
teased me, telling me how nice it must have felt and too bad I didn't get a
chance to release myself. But why should I get all the pleasure. A girl like
me should be able to provide pleasure as well as receive it. If I wanted
Natalie to continue then I should please her first. I thought, Hey, I am not
a man. But right now I would do anything just so I could cum. It had been
such a long time. I nodded and Natalie came up beside my head and I turned
to look at her just as I saw her pulling down her thong. To my surprise, she
was a he. There right in front of my face was a penis. Natalie took hold of
herself and directed it towards my mouth. No way was I going to do that.  I
went to turn my head and I couldn't, Julie had taken a hold of it and began
to finger me at the same time and the urges returned and all I wanted to do
was cum. She began to rub my breasts and pinch my nipples.
	Once again I was just about at the point of no return and Julie stopped. I
was almost delirious. I had closed my eyes and did not know it, as I opened
them, I saw Natalie still standing there in front holding herself in her
hand. Without a second thought I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue.
Natalie moved forward and placed her flaccid penis onto my tongue. I closed
my lips around it and I could feel it getting larger. I moved my tongue
around the head and I could taste the pre cum that was oozing from the tip
and without realizing it, my head began to move back and forth over it.
Natalie began to pump her hips as I hungrily licked and sucked her.
	I felt my legs being untied and they were lifted into the air and I could
feel someone playing with me and then a mouth was over me, sucking and
licking, like I was doing to Natalie. At this point I didn't care who it was
and I was concentrating on Natalie. I could feel her body tensing and she
was plunging herself into my mouth and throat. I wanted to take her in my
hands and pump her to completion but my hands were still tied. All I had was
my mouth, so I sucked harder. Then I noticed someone was slowly working
their way into me and I felt both pleasure and pain. I could feel the head
working its way in, and then it would withdraw and start over again. I
wanted it in me and I tried to push myself onto it. I felt the last bit of
resistance as the head passed through and then I felt it pushed all the way
in and it filled me up. Slowly it pumped in and out of me and I tried to
squeeze my butt to make it tighter. I thought I could feel it getting harder
as it pumped into me and it was moving faster.
	I could feel Natalie grab the back of my head just as she exploded into my
mouth and I sucked and swallowed all I could get of her. When she began to
slow her pumping I could feel the pounding in my butt and the other person
was cuming as I was licking the rest of the cum from Natalies' penis. She
then withdrew from my mouth and smiling at me, she turned and joined the
rest of the party. The other person pulled away from me and my legs were
placed back down. I lay on the chair, satisfied and still not believing what
had just happened. Julie came back over to me and said I could walk around
and join the party if I wanted. I nodded yes. She untied my hands and I got
out of the chair. It took a little getting used to walking in such high
heels but if I moved slowly, I was okay. As I walked I could feel the cum
oozing from me and I felt so sexy because of it. A day ago I would never
have even considered doing what I just did and now here I was, looking for
more.
	Walking amongst the people at the party, I saw all kinds of combinations of
sexual activity. I never knew that Julie was into this type of lifestyle and
that this went on after hours at the salon. I think I am going to come here
more often. I noticed Julie sitting on the service counter and a girl, who
seemed to be in her late teens, was on her knees before her with her face
buried in Julie's crotch. Julie was leaning back on her arms and Natalie was
sucking one of Julie's nipples. I have never seen nipples that long before.
Julie told me to take my pick. The girl on her knees in front of her, or
Natalie. Now, before today, there would have been no choice. I would have
chosen taking the one with the penis, Natalie, but now with the girl looking
so sexy and her butt in the air, I chose her. I still had not cum yet and I
was raring to go.  I walked up to her and knelt behind her and grabbing her
hips, I rubbed myself up and down on her butt. The girl stopped sucking
Julie and turned to see who was taking advantage of her. She smiled and then
turned back to pleasing Julie. Turning, I lay on my back on the floor and
slid my head between her thighs. Looking up into her sparse pubic hair I
could see how wet she was. Reaching up with my hands, I held her hips and
pulled her down onto my anxious tongue and I slowly eased my tongue into
her. All this was so new to me. I had never done this before but it seemed
so natural to me. I did to her what I liked to have done to me.  I could not
believe the sensations I was getting and the tightness I felt. Her juices
were flowing, I swallowed all I could, enjoying the new taste. Her inner
thighs were so soft against my face and her hair tickled my nose. My tongue
licked and probed as I sucked on her with my mouth, trying to devour her. I
was getting pleasure from pleasing her and I knew I would cum buckets if
someone just touched me. I held on to her hips as I rammed my tongue into
her and in what seemed like only a few moments she was spurting over my
face. Her legs gave out and her whole weight rested on my face. I was held
captive between her thighs and I loved it! In the meantime an experienced
tongue had started to work on me and my orgasm just seemed to keep going and
it was so intense. At that moment, I realized what I had been missing all
these years by limiting myself to just men and mainstream sex, but not any
longer, this was The New Me! Julie was next on my list.


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