Date: Sat, 29 Oct 2005 13:07:25 -0700 (PDT)
From: Christy Smith <whosdog1981@yahoo.com>
Subject: Only in my dreams

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Only in My Dreams

	Have you ever wanted someone so bad you could taste
it? Ever just think of them and smile. When you see
them your whole world turns upside down.  Their voice
makes you wet, and the very mention of their name
sends chills up your spine. Have you ever felt like
that?

	The truth is with this women nothing has ever really
happened. I guess it's what would have if I had my
way. I don't have my way and even though I love them
more than they will never know. There are two many
barriers, and two many challenges, and not enough time
in the world.

	Angel is my best friend we have known each other as
long as I can remember. We meant in the first grade so
we were 7 now at the age of 27 it's been two decades
of tears, laughter, sorrow, pain, and undeniable
happiness. I am not sure when I feel in love with her
but it's been the most beautiful thing. Most people
would think that I would be miserable being love with
a women I can't have but I wouldn't change it for the
world. The weirdest thing is angel is just as gay as
me. She is such a tomboy. She wears the long shorts
and the tight tees, but has shoulder length brown hair
and these eyes that make it all ok.

	To make this story even more complicated Angel has
always had a thing for me, but I have never told her
about my thing for her. Why you ask? Have you ever
wanted to do something so bad, and you wait, and you
save up you do whatever ever you need to do to get
this, and when you finally reach that goal it's not as
wonderful as you thought, or it just plain sucks. I
don't want to ruin my fantasy I want it all in my mind
so none can ruin it or take it away. It's safe there
among my dreams, in my mind, but it's never safe out
in the open. So here are some pieces of fantasy there
mine all mine.

Fantasy # 1

	When Angel touches me on accident her
hand brushes against my leg, or her foot touches mine,
or her ass rubs against my stomach my mind wonders. It
normally happens after were cleaning up after dinner
so were in the kitchen doing dishes. What happens is
she says oh sorry what I want to happen is this. I
turn her around so she faces me I take my hands and
place them on her face and kiss her deeply. Our
tongues intertwine and our bodies meld together. I
then pick her up lay her on the dinning room table and
rip her pants off. I then climb on top of her,
thrusting 3 fingers deep inside her warm cunt and fuck
her till she screams for me to stop.

Fantasy #2

	We love scary movies and we love to watch
them in a movie theater not at home. She usually ends
up on my lap or wrapped around me. After the movie and
during my hands never leave my side and we never
mention it after we leave. What I want to happen is as
she begins to sit in my lap I slowly kiss her neck,
nibble on her ears and caress her arms. Then she
slightly tips her head back and our lips meet in a
soft gentle kiss then she turns back around. My hands
run up under her shirt caressing her breasts and she
softly moans. We sit there for a while as my hands
explore ever inch of her upper body. Flicking her
nipples under her bra, rubbing her beautiful toned
stomach, and brushing the tips of my fingers up her
sides. Then when she thinks I am going to stop I undo
the button on her jeans and slid my hand between her
underwear and her now soaking cunt. As we sit there
trying not to get noticed I slid the tips of two
finger inside of her. At this angle there not deep
enough but the teasing drives her nuts. As I tease her
hole with the tips of my fingers my thumb massages her
clit. She is so close to cumming and she's not a quite
one. I whisper in her ear to be quite. Just then her
body begins to shake and her finger nails dig into my
forearms her juices explode onto my hand, and her nail
digging drives me nuts I cum all over myself. I slowly
slide my hand out and lick my fingers. I whisper into
her ear much better than popcorn, and I smile. She
buttons her jeans back up and we watch the rest of the
movie my arms wrapped around her beautiful body.

Fantasy # 3

Another thing that Angel and I love to do together is
drive. She usually drives and I usually control the
radio. We always end up holding hands though. Nothing
ever happens, but what I want to happen is. She takes
my hand as normal and I slowly take each of her
fingers and run the tip of my tongue over each one.
Then as a small moan escapes her lips I take her
fingers one by one and slowly suck them past my lips
and let my hot mouth run all over them. My tongue
caresses ever inch of her long fingers. Then I slowly
pull her finger in and out of my mouth allowing my
teeth to gently scrape over her fingers. As I do this
I slid my hand under her shirt and begin massaging her
beautiful breast. As she moans louder now she tries to
remain in control of the car. I slowly slip her
fingers out of my mouth and move my head under her
shirt I move her bra asides and begin sucking on her
nipple. Slowly sucking it in and out slightly dragging
my teeth across it. Her hands slam on the steering
wheel trying to grasp on tightly. I then begin to move
my hands down her jeans and begin massaging her pussy
over her jeans. I cup my hand over her jeans and begin
to move harder and harder and harder. I slowly move my
hands up  to her button and undo it. I slid my hand
down her pants and massage her clit with the tips of
my fingers. She is moaning loud now, and gasping for
breath. That's when she pulls the car over (of course
were on some deserted road in the middle of no where
my fantasy not yours) slams the car into park, undoes
her seatbelt and climbs on top of me. She begins
kissing me shoving her tongue down my throat. Her
kisses are fierce and passionate. I want to cum right
then and there, but I hold it in. She then says get in
the backseat. I obey and climb in the back. In one
swift motion she is back of top of me pulling my shirt
off with one hand and undoing my bra with the other.
She begins to kiss me again this time with so much
force it knocks the wind out of me. I then gasps for
breath her tongue is exploring every inch of my mouth.
 Her hands are all over me, softly touching my neck,
rubbing my breast, running all over my side, grabbing
at my thighs. She then begins to move her lips down my
neck nibbling, kissing and licking ever inch of my
neck. She slowly moves down sucking my left nipple
pulling it in and out, my head feels like its going to
explode I just want to scream. I began whimpering
because I just needed release. She slyly smiled and me
and said "baby what do you want", I just looked at her
with my best pleading eyes, she came up and kissed me
hard and passionate. She said is that what you wanted
? I shook my head no, she moved to my right nipple and
began sucking on it, she stopped and said is that what
you want? I again said no she moved down and began
licking my stomach and said is this what you want I
again shook my head no. Then in one very fast motion
she undid my jeans and had them on the front seat. She
then plunged two fingers deep inside of me and said is
this what you want. I screamed YES! As she began
pumping her fingers deep inside of me she came up and
kissed me gently this time. Then I did something that
even surprised me I got up and sat in her lap. So that
her fingers went even deeper into me. By this time her
pants were off to so I slid my hand past hers and
slowly pushed three fingers into her cunt. So there we
are me on her lap getting my pussy fingered fucked so
hard and me fingering fucking her with such force I
thought I was going to hurt her. That lasted for what
she liked hours me riding her hand and her pushing
against mine. Until I leaned into her ear and said
"baby I can't hold it anymore I have to come." She
smiled and said "baby I don't want you to hold it
anymore, cum all over me, cum for me baby, oh please
cum for me. I didn't need anymore encouragment I
slamed my pussy down on her hand and she pushed back
it was then I had the greatest orgasm of my life. My
body shook so hard, my eyes literally rolled to the
back of my head and I screamed so loud  I thought the
windows would break. I came and I came and I came. I
am not sure when I stopped, but as soon as I did she
began moaning louder and louder, and then I felt her
pussy squeeze around my fingers and she to came very,
very hard, her juices flowed all over my hand. And
just  kept pouring out, sweat was pouring down both of
our bodies and our hands were still buried in each
others cunts. I was thinking about getting off but
then I plunged my hand deeper in to her and she
screamed in pleasure as I did this I began riding her
hand so hard I thought I would break it but without
missing a beat she fucked me with such force I thought
I would die. We came together the 2nd, 3rd and 4th
time. It was then that we both came close to passing
out. We decided to slow down and relax, I slowly slid
off of her knowing I was going to miss that hand
inside my cunt. I laid down on the seat, and we both
started to get dressed. We laid there for a while,
just holding each other, caressing each other, I
played with her hair and she messed with my ears, we
kissed without force this time but with such love and
passion. We laid there for almost two hours before we
got up and drove home. When we did get home, she
walked me to my door, and as she was going to kiss me
goodnight, she took my hands in hers "Kayla " she said
I smiled at her "yes baby what is it" she smiled back
with tears in her eyes and said "I love you I have
loved you for 20 yrs" , and I have fantasized about
you for just as long you are my world" With tears in
my eyes I smiled back and said I have fantasized to,
and I do love you.
	So I was wrong my fantasy my favorite one in the
whole world came true. I was better than I could've
ever imagined, and I have loved her for a year now. Ok
well 21 years now....

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you
really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I
have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes
along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
                                              Eleanor Roosevelt

One thing I learned about being who I am, and dealing with ignorance is to
have a sense of humor about it. Humor in my opinion is the best weapon
anyone can obtain.