Date: Sun, 2 Aug 2009 23:21:16 -0400
From: amanda myers <amanda7042@hotmail.com>
Subject: Three Little Words Part 2

Three Little Words Part 2

By: Amanda C Myers

The night I told Alex that I loved her; we made passionate love and took
the next step. Everything that she had owned was now packed with in a week
and ready to be moved into my house.  It took us almost a month to bring
her stuff in from the garage because of work and the holidays. We got
everything into my house and she was putting up some of her pictures of her
family.

"Baby, is it straight?" She asked.

"It's fine Alex. Come sit with me."

"Give me a moment hun. I'm almost done."  She stated. I was watching her
ass sway back and forth as she put the picture up. She had a very cute
ass. Alex turned around and my gaze went up to her eyes. A smile spread
upon her face. "See anything you would like hun?" I only nodded and
smiled. She came over and straddled my lap running her long fingers through
my hair. "What are you thinking baby?"She uttered.

I nuzzled my face in her shirt and pulled her hips closer to me. I inhaled
her sent again like the first night. She lifted my head and stared in my
eyes searching for answers. "I'm still scared Alex. I'm sorry." I put my
head back to her shirt. Again she lifted my chin and smiled.

"It's ok Amanda to be scared. I love you and I'm not going anywhere."She
whispered. I am supposed to be the strong one for us not her.

"And I love you Alex. " I sighed. She leaned down and softly pressed her
lips to mine. We parted and she hugged me.

"I will never get tired of hearing you say that." She held on to me.

"Good."I said. It was late and both of us had meetings in the morning so we
shut off the lights and crawled into our bed. I held Alex in my arms in
front of me and her cute little ass was up against my mound keeping it very
warm. We said our I love you's and kissed good night we were to be to work
early in the morning.

In the middle of the night Alex woke up screaming and trashing around in
the bed. I held on to her trying to calm her down. "Alex...Alex...its ok
I'm here with you. It's ok hun." She was crying uncontrollably and
shaking. She finally was calm enough to talk to me. "Baby, what happened?"
I asked concerned. She nuzzled her face in my shoulder telling me she
didn't want to talk about it. I sighed and just held on to her even tighter
trying to figure out what went on in her dream in my head. We went back to
sleep still holding each other.

Morning came and for some reason Alex was giving me the silent treatment
and I didn't know why. The whole ride to work I would look over at her and
she was just staring off out the window. I parked and we got out and she
didn't even wait for me to get to the elevator she just left me in the
parking lot. I whispered to myself. "What did I do wrong?" I sighed and
waited for the elevator to come back. I looked in and it was empty. I got
in and went to my office. I looked at Alex's office door and it was shut,
she rarely shuts her door. I went in my office and there was a note on my
desk. I picked it up and it was Alex's hand writing. All it said was "I'm
sorry." I sat in my chair and took a deep breath. "What did I do wrong?" I
kept asking myself.  I put my head in my hands and cried for a half hour. I
wrote a letter to Alex after I regained my composure. "My Love, I don't
know what I did wrong but I'm sorry honey. I love you and I would like for
you to talk to me. Please? Love Amanda."  I went out of my office and went
into Alex's office, I didn't look at her or speak to her, I just set the
note on her desk in front of her and walked out. I picked up my stuff and
called Terri and told her I was going home to work.

"Are you ok Amanda?"

"I don't feel myself today Terri. I'm sorry." Not telling her that Alex and
I were having some issues.

"Ok. Well I hope you feel better." Terri said. I hung up the phone and was
just to go out my door when Alex came in. She looked at me and then my
stuff.

"Are you leaving?"

"Yes."

"Why? We have a meeting to go to."

"I called Terri and told her that I was just going to go home and work."

"Oh." Alex was biting her lip hard. She stepped forward to me and kissed my
cheek and whispered. "It's not you baby. I promise."

I took a step back and looked at her. "If it's not me then what is it?
Since it's not me then why are you treating me like shit? Do you want
someone else?" I was getting mad at her.

"Amanda calm down please. Baby, I love you and I want to be with you."

I interrupted her "Then what is it?"

She sat down on my couch and patted the seat next to her. I sighed and sat
with her staring at her. She took my hands in her own and looked in my
eyes. "Amanda, an ex-girlfriend came into my office the other day and she
told me that she wanted me back and then she tried to kiss me but I pulled
away and told her I was with you and that I loved you. She told me before
she left my office that she was going to kill you so only she could have
me. In my dream she was killing you, that's why I was screaming and
crying. I'm sorry that I waited to tell you but I was scared. I didn't know
what to do. Tell you or not."

"Who was it?" I inquired.

She lowered her head. "Jennifer."

"That crazy bitch you had a restraining order on because she almost killed
you last time until I found you." Now I was pissed. Alex only nodded."Alex,
do you still have the restraining order on her?" Trying to stay calm.

"No. I thought she moved. I let it laps."

"Well file a new one baby. If you see her again call the cops or me. Ok?" I
told her. She just nodded. We kissed lightly. I put my forehead against
hers and sighed.

"Can we both go home?"

"If Terri allows it. Are you scared?" I looked at her. She only nodded and
hugged me tighter."I will call Terri baby." I sighed to myself and went to
the phone and told Terri what was going on and she started the paper work
for the restraining order. Alex and I went to Terri's office and she signed
the paper work sending it right out to be delivered to Jennifer once
again. Alex and I drove home, once inside Alex showered and I sat on our
couch remembering what had happened last time.

Alex and Jennifer had been dating for three months and everything seemed to
be going alright until Alex came to work with a black eye. She tried to
play it off as an accident, but her eyes and body language said something
different.  Alex was nervous and jumpy all the time, like she felt someone
was watching her all the time. During their relationship Alex never called
me; she would be short every time I would call her. Even at work she was
short with everyone. We didn't find out till later why that was. Jennifer
was almost six foot and built like a guy; what we in the lesbian world call
a very butchie woman and she played the part too. Very nice to your face
but very nasty behind your back. One day I called Alex and she picked up
and all I heard was a string of curse words, a very loud thud, then I heard
crying. I rushed over to Alex's house and I knocked but no answer so I used
the key that Alex gave me a long time ago and opened the door. I called out
for Alex but no answer so I went looking for her. I found her moments later
in the kitchen lying on the floor bloody and beaten. There was blood
everywhere and she was not responding to me. I called 911 and they rushed
right over and took her to the hospital where they barely had a pulse. She
almost died from her wounds. Jennifer broke three ribs and ruptured her
spleen and fractured her vertebra in her neck and cracked her skull near
her eye socket also breaking a few back teeth of hers. Alex was in a coma
for two weeks until she woke up to me lying with her holding her in my
arms. I stayed every day with her until they released her. The day before
they released her some cops came asking questions and Alex finally told
them what had happened. Apparently Jennifer came over completely plastered
and my phone call caused Jennifer to get jealous and start hitting Alex. I
felt horrible that I caused this but Alex kept assuring me it really wasn't
my fault yet I still felt bad. Alex put a restraining order on Jennifer,
but that really didn't stop her from getting to Alex. She stayed at my
place until she got better and was able to find a nice gay guy for a
roommate that way she really wasn't alone.  Alex hadn't seen or heard from
Jennifer for over year till now.

Alex came out of the bath room to the living room completely naked and
touched my shoulder. I jumped a bit snapping me out of my flash back. I
tried to smile at her but the memory of her lying in the hospital was still
vivid in my mind."Alex, she doesn't know where we live, does she?" I asked.

"I don't think she knows." Alex answered with a worried voice. I looked at
Alex and she knew what was on my mind. "We aren't going to move are we?"

"I was thinking about it and have been thinking about it for a while but
now I have a good enough reason to." I smiled a bit at her. She sighed as
she lay on the couch. I crawled on top of her straddling her hips. We
stared at each other for a while, trying to figure out what each other was
thinking. "Do you want to move?"

Alex spoke. "I don't really know babe."

"Well, if we move it will give us a chance to have a house in both of our
names that way if something happens to the other we would still have a
place to live and what not." I gently kissed her lips.

"I just don't know hun."

I haven't ever seen Alex confused on what to do. She usually had all the
right answers for everything. I think she was just scared. "Baby, do you
still love me?" I asked.

"Yes I love you. How can you ask me a question like that when I've loved
you for so long Amanda? That's just not right." She was now glaring at me.

"I'm sorry hun; I was just worried that's all." I nuzzled my face in her
neck. My phone rang making us both jump. I looked at it and it said Terri;
I took my phone call out back on the porch still watching Alex from the
sliding glass door making sure she was ok. "Terri. What did you find out?"
"Hey girl. Well apparently Jennifer's on the run from the cops in Nevada;
there's a warrant out for her arrest for doing the same thing she did to
Alex, but worse she actually killed a girl." Terri stated. "Oh fuck." Was
all I could say. "All I can suggest is that you two take off and go hide
out for awhile till they actually catch her and extradite her back to
Nevada to stand trial." Terri told me. I was still staring at Alex through
the window she was staring at me still naked. "Ok. Thank you. We will take
off for a while. When we figure out where we will be going I will call
you. Please keep us informed."  "Will do. Stay safe." "Bye." "Bye." I hung
up with Terri and sighed. I grabbed a pack of smokes that I hide on the
porch from Alex and lit one with her watching. She's knows the only reason
I smoke is when I'm truly stressed out. Alex left the room and from my
view. I put my phone in my pocket and watched till Alex came out fully
dressed and outside with me. She hugged me tightly.

"What's wrong baby?" She asked. I bit my lip for a moment. I know I need to
tell her but I don't want her to freak out. She gave me her puppy dog
eyes. I had to tell her so I explained everything to her and she was really
quite for a long while taking it all in. We sat out there for about a half
hour when she suddenly got up and ran into the house and into our
bedroom. I followed and watched from the doorway. "Let's go baby." She
looked at me packing her bags.

"Where do you want to go Alex?"



"Anywhere away from here until she's caught. Please." We packed our bags
for at least two weeks any longer we could just buy something if we needed
too. We didn't know where we were going but we just wanted somewhere that
was going to be safe. I walked to my explorer and started putting things
into the truck, pillows, blankets, water, toilet paper and anything we
needed to camp for a little while just in case. We locked the whole house
up and I set the alarm and I opened the garage door and we were off. Alex
took her hand in mine and was nervously rubbing my palm with her first
finger. I watched the rear view mirror for any other cars following us. I
don't know what Jennifer was driving but I knew what she looked like. I
drove and drove listening to some music while Alex was napping next to
me. I stole glances of her ever now and then making sure she was still
alright. She was dreaming I could sense it, her body tensed up every now
and then. I stopped for gas a few times and Alex woke up looking around
trying to figure out where we were. "Where are we baby?"

"Well, right now we are in Oregon."

"We are going to go see your family?" She asked. I only nodded. "Ok." It
was gonna take us awhile to get back to Hermiston Oregon to stay with my
parents I had called them from the last time we stopped for gas to let them
know what was going on and to say that we were going to visit in which my
mother was completely excited as I hadn't visited in about four years. I
had to stop because I was dead dog tired from driving from southern
California to New Port Oregon on the coast. I tried to look at some of the
sights but my main focus was to get further enough away from California and
further enough from crazy Jennifer. I pulled into a hotel leaving Alex
sleeping in the truck. I paid for a room with a king size bed and looked
around for anyone around just in case. I was being very careful because you
never know what could happen. I woke Alex and grabbed our bags looked
around again and put the alarm on my truck as we walked to the room. Alex
was tired but nervous all at the same time; she kept looking over her
shoulder making sure no one was around or watching us. Inside I locked the
door behind us and through my bag on the floor and started the shower. Alex
was sitting and fidgeting on the bed, I gave her that look of come with
me. She followed shortly stripping off her clothes and coming up behind me
wrapping her arms around me hugging me tightly. I turned around and held
her in my arms. I whispered "I love you Alex."

"I love you to Amanda."She sighed. "I'm sorry you have to go through
this. She was my mess not yours." I lifted her chin.

"Baby, I'd go through anything as long as it was with you and only
you. Alex I am completely devoted to you." I told her. She kissed my neck
and left my arms getting into the hot streams of water.  I went to the
mirror and looked at myself then I thought of Alex and a smile came to my
face. No matter what she always can get me to smile. I shortly joined her
in the shower. After our shower we went to bed but every little noise that
went on woke us both yet we tried to get some sleep.

Morning came and it was gloomy out but mind you it was almost February and
still really cold out on the coast and the wind and rain was working over
this little town. Alex was still sleeping as I sat on the side of the bed
getting my shoes on to go out and get some coffee and some breakfast for us
both. Apart of me didn't want to leave her alone for the fear of her waking
up and freaking out that I was gone so as I walked out the door I texted
her phone knowing it would wake her for a moment and she would read it and
hopefully go back to sleep until I come back. As soon as I walked outside I
felt a cold chill run down my back just thinking that it was the wind and
rain, I kinda felt like there was something wrong but I didn't know what it
was. I got breakfast and coffee for us and brought it back to our room, I
tried to get the door open but I had my hands full so I just knocked. Alex
came to the door and asked "Who is it?"

"It's me love. I have my hands full." I said. She opened the door just a
bit to look out and saw that it was me and let me in. She was being
paranoid but wouldn't you if you had an ex that killed someone and was
looking for you and your new lover. I went inside and put the food down on
the table and looked at her. "Are you alright hun?" She shook her head no
and was crying she gave me her phone. She got a text message from
Terri. "The police are still looking for her. She ran sacked and torched
your house glad you two took off when you did." There were pictures added
after that of our house. There was writing on the outside of the house
saying "She's mine I will find you and kill you Amanda." She torched the
house and everything in it. I shut my eyes and sighed "fuck." Is all I
could say. I looked up at Alex she was curled up in a ball on the bed and
kept saying she was sorry. I walked over to her and held her close to
me. "We are fine and that's all that matters baby."

"I'm sorry hunny, I'm so sorry." She was still in tears. I sighed to
myself. We sat on the bed for a long time until Alex got up and went to the
bathroom. I looked over at the clock and it was just about check out time
so I got up and knocked on the bathroom door and turned the knob. Alex was
still crying on the toilet.

 I went in and sat on my knees in front of her running my fingers through
her hair. "Hun I know your upset but we need to get going." She nodded and
wiped her tears away. She got dressed and we off and running again. We
still had five hours to go to get to my parents house. Alex rubbed my hand
with her fingers. "Alex, I love you."

"I love you too." I put some music on and noticed she was singing to it
lightly. It made me smile that she was feeling a bit better. I stopped at a
rest stop that I knew just out of Portland where squirrels would come up to
you looking for food. I stopped the car and opened her door for her. "What
are we doing here baby?"

"I know we are on the run but it doesn't mean that we can't have a little
fun together." I took some chips out that we had left and she stood out
there watching me.  I sat on a brick wall and started tossing the chips
out. The squirrels started coming up and taking them, I stopped for a
minute and they started coming up to me. I had one on my knee and was
feeding him; Alex took a picture with her phone. She actually smiled and
came and sat with me. They started coming up to her looking in her hands
then going back to me and my bag. She took some and held some out to one
and he came up to her sniffed her hand and then took the chip letting Alex
lightly touch his back before running off with his chip. We sat there for
an hour just enjoying the animals. We had people watching us and smiling. I
still was watching over our shoulders just in case, but my fear was low
since last we knew was that Jennifer was at our home.  We ran out of chips
and the squirrels seemed to figure that out leaving us by ourselves. I
lightly kissed Alex and she moaned softly. I knew she was missing us being
able to be close; she held on to me a tightly not wanting to let go or
stop. "Hun we are about two hours away from my parent's house."

"The first night can we stay in another hotel that way we can be alone?"
She asked quietly. I knew what she wanted; after she moved in our sex life
kinda got left behind due to work and working on the house all at the same
time and the holidays. It's not like we didn't want to, we just didn't have
the energy we both are getting older. I mean I'm 38 yrs old and she 37 yrs
old at that age a woman's sex drive is pretty high but when you have so
much going on and you get pulled several different ways you don't think
about it as much.

We got back into the truck and we were on our way. Alex seemed to fall
asleep again while I drove the last two hours; she was such a car
baby. When we arrived it was just about 5pm and I knew that mom would
probably have dinner started. I knocked on the door and she welcomed us
with open arms. I introduced Alex to my mom and dad; they were delighted
that I had such a beautiful creature as my girl friend and looked forward
to getting to know her a bit more even though the circumstances were a bit
overwhelming. Mom and I were finishing making dinner while dad and Alex
were watching cartoons in the living room. My dad isn't really a talker;
mom is the one that always asks the questions. We sat and ate and talked
for a while. I told mom that we were going to spend one night in a hotel
that way Alex felt a bit more comfortable and mom was fine with it. The
family planned a bbq for tomorrow for a meet and greet of my lovely new
girl friend. I knew it was going to be overwhelming for Alex but this was
the way of my family and if she was to be a part of this family she was
going to have to bare with it hopefully. I know I would probably feel the
same way with her family. We left mom's house and got into the truck
heading to a hotel. Alex looked at me and smiled. "Your a lot like your
mom; very demanding at times." I laughed and agreed.

At the hotel we got through the door and Alex through me to the bed and
straddled my lap and kissed my neck. "I want you Amanda." My hands went up
her back feeling her skin. It felt wonderful to be this close to her
again. When you go a month with out making love with your partner you tend
to almost forget what it feels like and you miss it dearly hoping it could
last forever. That is exactly what I wanted to make this night last for
eternity.

 We kissed passionately tongues dancing together as one; hands roaming for
skin that we desired. I pulled her shirt over her head tossing it somewhere
as she was unbuttoning mine, she was getting impatient so she stopped and
moved off of me taking of her bra and unbuttoning her jeans. My shirt was
half undone; I stopped her from undoing her jeans and sat at the edge on
the bed and grabbed her ass pulling her towards me more so that I could
kiss her belly; I unbuttoned her jeans as I kissed my way down. She lightly
moaned as she was enjoying what I was doing. I wanted to slow it down just
a little bit to make it last. I slid the jeans down and her wonderful aroma
filled my senses as she stepped out of them. I could see her wetness on her
lips as she stepped back to me. I again grabbed her ass and pulled her
close; I took one long painfully slow lick to her lips getting what I
wanted she moaned softly as her hands was pulling my hair. I have never
really loved the taste of all the other women I have been with but her
smell and taste makes me have small electroshocks to my clit making me have
small orgasms.  I put her foot up on the bed and went to my knees and
started to lavish her sweet pussy with my lips and tongue; I slid my tongue
in between her lips getting some juices then flicking her clit. She moaned
loudly "Mmm... baby it's been way to long with out your touch." I started
to flick her clit a little faster; her hips began to push into my face. I
stopped for a moment and looked up at her and grinned. She put her foot
down and went to lie on the bed but I stopped her. I got up and put a
pillow down for me and laid my head down on it and fingered her to come sit
on my face. "Baby you're not undressed yet." She looked at me confused.

"Now Alex." I barked at her. She did as she was told and she turned her
little ass around in sixty nine and started to undo my pants. I smacked her
ass hard making her yelp a bit and turned to look at me. "No." She pouted
and I went back to work on that gorgeous pussy of hers I had something new
for her this time. I sucked and flicked her clit with my tongue softly
getting her back to the point of arousal again. Her moaning was light so I
knew I had to pick up the pace but I really didn't want to, not just yet. I
slid two fingers into her and I got the load moan I was looking for. She
was pushing down on my face wanting more of my hand so I added one more
finger.

She was so tight inside; "Please baby." She moaned. She was getting close I
could feel her pussy clenching my fingers but I wasn't ready to let her
come just yet. I stopped my movements and she whimpered. "Please let me
come baby please." I slid my fingers up to that tight little ass of hers
getting it nice and wet then pushing back into her pussy then back to her
ass. She knew what I wanted she tired to relax her ass for me. I took my
other hand sliding my first finger in her pussy getting it wet and went
back to her ass and putting light pressure on it; she relaxed and it went
in with little effort. She moaned lightly so I went back to licking her
clit not moving my finger in her ass. I pushed my three fingers back into
her pussy and she moaned loudly that I knew someone would hear her. She
pushed herself up and down on my fingers and I felt her bite my inner
thigh. Her moaning was making me so wet. The feeling of having fingers in
both spots for me was amazing and I knew she was enjoying it to; I worked
hard on her clit and her pussy to get her to come and when she did it felt
like I could feel everything inside of her; her body clenched and
twitched. I had a mini orgasm as she had hers.  I licked up her wetness
that I had earned and slowly pulled my fingers out. When they were out she
rolled over and came up beside me kissing my lips laying half on me.

"How did that feel baby?" I asked rubbing her back.

"Different, but very good but I still want you." She lazy smiled at me.

"How about we get a nap and you can have me a little later. I had a small
one when you had yours."

"Did you now?"

I smiled. "Yes." She smiled and kissed me. I got up only for a moment to
undress and crawl under the blankets with her. For that loving moment we
forgot about what was happening back home. We actually got some real sleep
that night.



I awoke to Alex between my thighs licking my clit and pushing her wonderful
tongue inside of me. It felt so good, like her it had been way to long with
out her touch. I moaned for her to slide her fingers into me. "I want
fingers baby please." She did as I asked pushing three fingers in. She
rubbed the sensitive ripples of my upper wall which always sent shivers
down my spine as it felt so good. I pushed down harder on her fingers
wanting to take all of them; I could hear just how wet she had made me as
she pushed her fingers in and out of me. Alex latched onto my clit and
sucked and flicked it. When she raked her front teeth against my clit I had
to scream out her name. "Oh...fuck Alex...baby that's it...don't stop." She
wasn't about to let me down, I bucket my hips and clenched her fingers
holding her head right where I needed it to be; she rode my whole orgasm
till the very end.  She slowly pulled her fingers out and pushed her tongue
in cleaning me up. She took one last lick at my clit making me twitch as it
was overly sensitive. She came up and kissed my lips good morning. I smiled
at her and took her into my arms kissing her lips and tasting myself on
her. "Mmm...I always taste good on you." She laughed a bit. We laid there
for a few enjoying our closeness again. We had no worries on our minds
until that damn phone rang and it was Terri. Alex left for the bathroom as
I watched her cute little ass bounce while she walked as I reached for the
phone.

"Good news I hope Terri?"

"Good and some bad."

"Ok just give it to me."

"She's been caught and is sitting in jail but she is taking the insanity
plea and should be extradited to Nevada in a few weeks after she stands
trial for arson for your house."

"Ok well that's pretty good news. Hopefully she can get some help. What's
the bad news?"

"Your house is completely gone and the insurance company is looking for
you. Can I know where you two are at and should I tell them and do you want
to talk to them?"

"Alright we are in Oregon with my parents and yeah just have the insurance
company call me and we will be back in a few days to take care of
everything else. We are just going to have to find somewhere to stay for a
while till we get a new place."

"I have good news on that. I have that apartment that I haven't been using
for awhile. My get away place from the wife and you two are welcome to stay
in it until you find a place of your own. It's completely furnished. All I
ask is you just take good care of my stuff that's in there."

"Oh thank you Terri. You're the best. We will take good care of it I
promise. We will see you in a few days."

"Alright have a good one and take an extra week so no rush. You two have
been through enough."

"Thank you. See you soon." I hung up the phone and walked right into the
bathroom and got in the shower with Alex and hugged her tightly and kissed
her lips passionately. She pulled away slightly and looked at me like I was
crazy. I just had a smile from ear to ear.

"Good news I hope." I nodded and told her what was going on and she through
her arms over me and kissed me again. "Thank god it's over." We kissed and
took a long hot shower. She tried to get me again in the shower but we he
had a bbq to go to and of course she pouted.  We left to meet up with the
family back at mom's house. I introduced Alex to everyone and all was going
well when mom asked me when we were thinking of getting married. I pulled
mom aside for a bit.

"I haven't even asked her yet."

"Ask her now Amanda."

"I'm not ready. I don't even have a ring to give her."

"Well get your ass in gear. I'd like to see my daughter get married before
I die."

"I know. We are still kind of new. Give me a year with her then I will ask
her. It's too early. Ok?"

"Alright but you need to get a move on with it."

"I will mom." I walked outside for a bit to think. "Is it to early to ask
her?"I asked myself. I felt arms wrapped around me and lips on my neck.

"Ask me what baby?" Alex inquired. I turned around and she was just smiling
at me.

"Tomorrow do you what to go shopping?" I asked.

"Anything in particle you want to shop for?" She smiled at me.

"Well, we do need some more clothes since all of our stuff is gone now." I
said as I kissed her check. Her smile faded and her head went down. "I'm
sorry hun. I didn't mean it like that." I hugged her tightly.

"I know but I am the reason we lost all of our stuff." Alex pulled away
from me.

"Hunny, its ok. It gives a chance to combine our lives together better." I
lifted her head and stared in her eyes. "Alex, I want to spend the rest of
my life with you, I want you as my wife and me to be your wife. If I had a
ring to give you right now I'd ask you to marry me." She stared into my
eyes searching if what I was saying was true.

"If you had a ring now I would say yes, even with out a ring and you asked
me I'd still say yes." She rubbed my hand with her fingers.

"I want to do it the right way Alex. Is that ok?" I asked. She nodded.  I
smiled at her thinking in my head that I am completely devoted to her and
would do anything for her. We walked back into mom's house and talked with
my family and soon to be her family for a few hours. We were having a good
time, but I didn't leave Alex alone much with them. I went out back again
and manned the grill for a while so dad could visit too. Alex came out and
wrapped her arms around me again.

"This is nice baby." Alex said kissing my neck.

"Yeah, a girl can get use to this." I stated. We were enjoying each other
company as well as the families.

"You have a really nice family. Why did you ever leave here in the first
place?"

"To make a better life for Collin and I. Up here wages are weak and I knew
to make it as anything I'd have to go to a big city and get on with a
firm. Then I met Terri in a lesbian bar and we hit it off very well and she
offered me a job with her firm but she didn't know that I was a lawyer she
thought she was just going to hire me for a book keeper or paralegal. When
she looked at my degrees she said fuck it and put me as a temp lawyer and
here you see me now baby." I laid my head back on her shoulder.

"Then you met me." She smiled.

"Yes, I met you. I had a mad crush on you when I first started. Envied you
more though, because I wanted to be where you were in your career but I
knew in time and more cases I took on I knew I would be there soon enough."

"So you had a crush on me. Why didn't you pursue it then?"

"You know my rule about dating with in the firm, but I'm breaking that rule
with you and I will keep breaking it."

"Good. I'm glad we waited though because I don't think we would be were we
are now if we dated then."

"Don't I know it. We both were going through girls like water back then."

"Yeah, we did date a lot." She stated. By then dad took the grill back over
and we went and sat down under a tree in the back yard. Alex sat between my
legs as I leaned up against the tree. We were playing with each others
fingers and holding each other. I saw mom with the camera taking pictures
of us. We just ignored it and went back to talking.

"So tell me why did you wait so long to tell me that you wanted to be with
me? Why didn't you just walk into my office and just tell me?" I asked.

"Well, we had been hanging out for almost three years and getting know each
other better and I realized that I wanted to be with you when I started
fantasying about you when I was with other girls and even when I was alone
I would fantasy about you when I masturbated. You were kinda jumping from
girl to girl at this time so I didn't want to just be a fuck to you. So I
waited and hoped that I would stop dreaming about you but it never stopped
but I just ignored it best I could because I had to. You had that rule of
no dating with in the firm. So I didn't think I had a chance so I kept it
to myself." She laid her head back on my shoulder. I was planting little
kisses on her neck.

"Go on baby."

"Well later I met Jennifer and we got along very well. One night we were
having sex I called out your name and well..." Alex was trying to keep her
composure and not stuttered.

"That's when the abuse started?" I inquired.

"Yeah sort of. " She sighed.

"Is that kinda why you pulled away from me. Being short and really not
talking to me?"

"Yeah, but you were with Sarah too and I didn't want to mess you two up
because you two looked really happy together that one night all of us went
to the club to dance."

"We actually both really drunk that night and when we got home I got bitch
out for stating at you most of the night because you looked so good." I
smiled to myself thinking of that night.

Terri and Janet, Sarah and I, and Alex and Jennifer all decided to go out
and have a good time. We had a great week winning all of our cases so we
felt the need to celebrate. I went up and ordered our drinks for the first
round. Sarah and I and Janet and Terri were all there we were waiting on
Alex and Jennifer to show up. I was coming from the bar with our drinks
when I noticed at the door Alex and her date. Alex looked stunning in her
short cocktail dress and here calf high boots. Her outfit just screamed out
fuck me long and hard. Her long hair was curled around her face and she
didn't put on too much make up. She saw me and flashed me a smile and
walked over to me taking a few drinks from my hands to help me. I remember
telling her she look amazing over the music. We sat down and worked on our
drinks and I kept stealing glances of Alex. When she got up and walked to
the bathroom I watched her ass the whole way. I remember thinking that I
wanted to have that ass in my hands and on my face sometime. Then Sarah
stepped on my foot taking my thoughts of Alex away.

"What?" I turned to Sarah. She leaned over to me.

"Stop staring at Alex and focus on me damit." Sarah said with a pissy
voice. I took Sarah's hand and we danced for a while but I kept glancing
over at Alex. As I thought to myself "Damn I wish she were mine." Then
Sarah pulled me to her kissing me, I imaged that I was kissing Alex and my
hands started to roam Sarah's body as if it were Alex. She moaned lightly
and it brought me back to who I was with. I pulled away and told Sarah I
was going to use the bathroom. She went and sat down. Terri came in and
looked at me in the mirror.

"You know you want her." She said and used the toilet and walked out. At
the time I thought she meant Sarah when actually she meant Alex, but I
didn't know it till later. I walked back out and sat with the girls and
down a few more drinks and played kissy face with Sarah on the dance
floor. Alex was dancing with Jennifer and Terri was dancing with Janet. We
traded partners for a few and I got to dance with Alex for a few songs. Our
body chemistry was right in time with each other. She turned and her ass
was grinding in my crotch hard. I had my hand on her hips pulling her into
me more and my head was near her shoulder. I let a moan escape my lips and
I knew she heard it; she turned around and smiled at me. I thought she was
going to kiss me when in fact she got closer pushing her thigh into my
center and started grinding into me. It felt wonderful. For a brief moment
it was just her and I on the dance floor; I could feel her whole body
against me.  Then in a second Sarah pushed Alex away and went to dancing
with me. The rest of the night was ok until Sarah and I went back to my
place. Automatically we started to fight about what happen at the bar. That
was the same night we broke up and I didn't date after that had a few one
night stands but really didn't date anyone just focused on work.

"Baby...Baby...?" Alex then snapped her fingers in front of my face
bringing me back from my flash back.

"Sorry hun. What were you saying?"

"Where did you go?"

"Had a flash back of that night at the club. Sorry."

"Oh ok. I asked if you wanted to go since its getting dark out here." She
got up holding her hand out for me. I got up with her. Everyone in the
house was leaving and Alex and I wanted to go back to the hotel and get
some sleep. We went in and said our good byes to everyone; we were going to
leave the day after next. Mom hugged us both and told us she will see us
tomorrow. We drove back to the hotel and we just cuddled on the bed for
awhile not really talking. Just relaxing with each other.

"Your family is nice baby."

"Yeah, they are. Sometimes. So finish telling me why it took you so long to
be with me."

"Well, Jennifer and I made it three months; I was just scared to leave
her. I wanted to so badly but I didn't know how. She was so violent with
me. Everyday, she would ask me if I fucked you at work and it was the truth
we didn't. Then that day you called I had just told her that I did fuck you
because I knew it would be the only way to get out of that relationship
with her. The next thing I remember you were cuddled up next to me, holding
me in your arms sleeping in the hospital bed with me. It felt so good for
it to be you. When you went to the bathroom later that day the nurse told
me that you had been there the whole time with me not leaving my side. I
knew that day there was something between us that should have been more."
She paused for a bit. "When I got out I knew that I wanted to try but I
really didn't know if you were still with someone. So I waited till Terri
actually said something that you were single after I confessed my love for
you to her. It took me almost year to actually tell someone, I wrote in my
journal everyday about you. I wrote lesbian erotica with you and me in it
to just get it out to someone anyone. Then I got an email from my mom
during the day and she told me I had to take a chance or those wait if's
would always be there. So I went over to your house that night and here we
are now."

"Well, hun we need to take a trip up to see your mom so I can thank her
properly on giving you the advice."

"You don't know how scared I was that night. Scared of being rejected by
you." She stuttered out. I held her close to me.

"Alexandra I do love you and now that we are together I'm not gonna let you
go for nothing or no one. Please remember that."

"I love you too baby and I will." We fell asleep holding each other.

The next morning we got up for the day and packed out bags signed out of
the hotel and went back to mom's house to pick mom up to go shopping up in
Washington. Mom drove since I couldn't remember where to go. We went to the
mall and shopped there for awhile and Alex and I tried on suits for work
and some play clothes then socks, bras, panties. In all I think we spent a
little over $3000 just on clothes and I bought mom a few things too, we
were starting over. Alex disappeared again as she always did but this time
it was with my mother, I knew she was going to Victoria Secret. I texted
her telling her I was going into JC Penny for a bit to look at some bedding
sets, she said she would meet me there in a few. I went and look at some
engagement rings thinking that I might just have to get her to pick one out
because a lot of the ones they had were just not catching my eye. I went
and looked the bedding and really didn't like anything they had. I sighed
and Alex came up behind me and hugged me, I leaned into her.

"Hun, I just realized that we need to go to the computer store and get new
laptops for work." I commented.

"I know baby." She sighed. I just realized that we lost all of our pictures
too. Pictures of us at parties, pictures of Collin when he was younger. I
turned around and lightly smiled at her.

"Are you ready to go home Alex?"  I asked. Her smile faded knowing we had
to go back to the house and look at all the damage that had been done. We
left the mall and went down to the computer store and picked out two
laptops and software that we needed for work. As we drove home Alex was
fondling my hands and laid her head on my shoulder.

When we arrived at mom's house we went into the spare room to be alone to
be able to talk. I sat on the edge of the bed and Alex sat on her knees in
front of me.

"I'm so sorry Amanda for what has happened. I know we lost some
irreplaceable things in our home."

"Its ok baby, we will get through it." I lightly kissed her and then the
damn phone rang again but it was an unknown number. I knew it had to be the
insurance company. "I'll be right back baby." I went outside to talk to the
insurance guy for awhile. I think I was on the phone for two hours with him
discussing what needed to be filed and what needed to happen.

While I was on the phone Alex helped my mom with dinner and they talked for
a bit while they cooked. "I know you love Amanda Alex I can see it when you
two look at each other."

"I do love her very much."

"Do you want to get married to her?" Mom asked.

"That would be so wonderful. I know she wants to ask me but she wants to do
it the right way with a ring and what not. So I guess I will have to wait
till then."

"She thinks it's too early for her to ask you. She wants to wait till you
two reach at least one year anniversary of being together."

"Oh. I didn't know."

"Alex, I think you might want to ask her rather than wait because you two
are getting older and when you two find a new house. That way everything is
legal."

"Yeah, but I don't even know what kind of ring she wants."

"Something simple. Amanda's always liked simple things. Just remember it's
the simple things you do for your lover that matters the most."

"Thank you for your advice."

"Your welcome. Just take good care of her."

"I will." Alex smiled at her soon to be mother in law. I came back in and
the house smelled so good. I was hungry. Alex looked at me and
smiled. "Everything alright baby?"

"For now but we need to defiantly leave tomorrow to sign paper work that
way I can get the insurance money for the house and we can start looking
for another one. They are giving me $450,000 for the house in which in Cali
isn't going to pay for much." Alex came over to me and hugged me.

"You have me now; I will help with money baby. I have money in savings."

"I know that and I thank you."

"You don't have to thank me hun it's what partners do. We work together to
get the things we want and need and we need a house." She kissed my
cheek. I just nodded and sighed. We ate and Alex and I went to the bedroom
and watched some tv. I wasn't in the mood to talk or really cuddle
tonight. I had a lot going through my brain. I rolled over lying away from
her. She rubbed my back lightly and kissed my neck trying to get my
attention. "Amanda, is there something bothering you?"

"I'm just tired baby. I'm sorry." I closed my eyes. I heard Alex sigh.

"Ok. I won't bother you." She said and left the bed. Alex went outside to
look at the stars; she lay in the cool grass enjoying the night sky and
weather. "I could see myself living here with Amanda. It's peaceful."

I noticed that Alex got out of bed and I waited for a few thinking she went
to the bathroom or took a shower but I didn't hear anything. I went out and
looked for her. I stood there outside watching her for a few. She looked so
beautiful laying there in the grass. I walked to her and straddled her hips
all I had on was a t shirt and boxers. Her hands went up my thighs feeling
my skin, a cool breeze went through my hair and down my back making me
shiver a bit. She looked up at me and gave me a little smile. I leaned down
and kissed her lovingly, her hands cupped my ass cheeks pulling me to her
more almost making me fall on top of her as passion rose between us. She
wanted me as much as I wanted her.

I pulled away from her. "We need to get some sleep baby we have a long
drive home tomorrow." She just nodded. We went to bed cuddling each
other. I still had a lot on my mind, but all will be revealed later.

We got back to southern California in a few days between both of us
driving. We were spent but we needed to get to the office before Terri left
to get the keys to the apartment. We met up in the parking lot and she
hugged us both. "You guys doing ok?" We nodded.

"Sorry we are just tired."

"Did you see the house?"

"Tomorrow we will rummage through it."

"Alright. See you two soon."

"Thank you Terri." I said and she just smiled. We got the keys and went to
the apartment and through our stuff in the bedroom and showered
together. We got out and dried off. We had a hard time sleeping since it
really wasn't our home or our bed. It took us about an hour to fall asleep;
we both knew that tomorrow would be a hard stressful day for the both of
us.

We went over to the house and I sighed at the damage. Alex kept saying she
was sorry and I kept telling her not to worry about it. I rummaged through
the wreckage for a little bit finding my fire proof box that had most of
our important things in it like our birth certificates and social security
cards and some other paper work. I put it in the truck, I lightly cried to
myself. Alex rummaged to and found a few burnt pictures of our families and
of Collin; she walked over to the truck and saw that I was crying. She put
the stuff in the truck and hugged me. "I'm sorry baby, I really am." I
cried on her shoulder. I was overwhelmed, I thought I could handle it but I
was wrong. I controlled myself after twenty minutes of crying and we went
back to Terri's apartment for the rest of the day. I curled up on the couch
and cried; Alex came and held me in her arms.

"I'm a wimp Alex."

"No baby your not. I'm sorry this happened. I wish I had never met her."

We only stayed at Terri's for a month until we went and got an apartment
together. We really didn't want to wear out our welcome at Terri's. We
bought all new stuff for our apartment; it really wasn't what we wanted but
it had to do until we found a house that we could agree on. We had looked
at many houses and we just couldn't find what we were looking for. Alex and
I wanted a four bedroom with two baths that we both had an office and still
had a spare room for guests.  We stop having sex all together because of
stress at work and at home. We were fighting almost everyday either about
money or about the apartment or about finding a house.



Alex and I had been in the apartment for three months. It was June and
summertime meaning Collin will be coming home for summer break from
college, so I was getting things cleaned up and made the spare room look
good. Later that night Collin called and said he was going with his
girlfriend to her parent's house. I was ok with it on the phone with him,
but when we hung up I was a little bit upset that I wasn't going to get to
see him. Alex looked at me and hugged me rubbing my back. I sighed and left
her arms. I told her I was going to take a drive. She just nodded. I got my
keys and was off.

I got in my truck and just drove. I saw a store that caught my eye so I
stopped and went in. It was an adult toy store, we never picked up a toy
for Alex and I was thinking that maybe she would let me take her from
behind sometime. I picked the smallest they had for my strap on it was a
seven and a half, hoping that would be short enough and picked up a porno
maybe to get her in the mood tonight since it's been awhile.  I thought
about it and it had been four months since we actually made love, which got
me to think about why we haven't.  I got back in my truck and saw another
store and stopped. I bought something simple for her hoping she would like
it. I smiled to myself as I sat in the parking lot of our apartments
staring at what I bought for her. I walked up to our apartment and unlocked
the door and she came over to meet me and kissed my lips.

"I missed you."

"I wasn't gone long baby."

"I know. I got dinner almost done for us."

"Thank you hunny." I kissed her cheek and patted her little tight ass as
she walked back into the kitchen. I left and put the stuff away in our
bedroom. I attached the new toy to my harness after I cleaned it in the
bathroom. I was hoping that Alex wouldn't come in and catch me; I took off
my shorts and wore my harness under my shorts. It felt weird, been a long
time since I got to use it. We sat and ate watching the news for a little
bit, I cleaned up the kitchen and walked out to the living room and Alex
seemed to be thinking the same thing I was. She was lying on the couch in a
little black teddy, staring at me. I turned off the lights and she lit our
candles on the coffee table.  I felt nervous as I stared at her, I think it
was because we hadn't made love in a while and well the thought of maybe
she wasn't going to like the toy I had bought.

"You like?" She asked. I stared at her and just nodded and smiled like a
dumb school boy looking at his first boobs. Alex smiled at me and patted
the couch. I pushed her on her back and lay in between her thighs making
sure I was low enough that she wouldn't feel my toy just yet. She wrapped
her legs around my belly; I felt her warmth there. I kissed her lightly
moving from her lips to her neck down to her breast. I pulled the top of
the teddy reveling her nipples that were nice and hard for me, I loving
took my time with each nipple, and she wiggled under me pushing her breast
forward letting me take all of her breast into my mouth.  Our bodies became
heated with passion for each other. "Baby, I want to feel you." She lightly
panted. I sat up a bit and let her take my shirt and bra off tossing them
aside. The feel of the fabric of her teddy on my nipples made them stand at
attention. Alex scratched at my back, leaving red marks; I moaned as I bit
down lightly on her nipple causing her to moan as well. I kept pulling down
the top part of her teddy kissing my way down until I was at her feet and
tossed that to the side too. All she had on was panties, I kissed slowly up
her legs and reached her inner thighs, I could smell her arousal, I licked
the outside of her panties and tasted her. She was very wet; I smiled up at
her and hooked my fingers in the fabric as she lifted her cute little ass
for me, completely taking them off. She came to me and pulled at my
shorts. I grabbed her hand and forced her back down, I wasn't ready to show
her what I had in store for her. "What's wrong baby?" She asked.

"Nothing, I just want to enjoy you for a little while longer." I told her
and kissed her lips. She pouted but forgot when I started darting my tongue
inside her mouth and pushed three fingers into her, she was tight I didn't
know if she would be able to handle the toy but I had to try. She moaned
loudly in our kiss, I pulled my fingers out and undid my shorts and let my
toy out of its pocket and slowly moved up her body; I pushed it inside of
her a little too hard for me but I was so turned on at this point I felt
her finger nails dig into my skin and she had let out an approving moan
when I pushed it in. I didn't move just kept kissing her, her hands and
nails loosened from my back; I pulled back. "Are you ok Alex?" I looked at
her concerned that she was in pain. She nodded and grinned pushing her hips
to meet me, taking the whole toy inside her.  Now I was hot for her; being
able to take the whole toy inside of her just turned me on even more. "You
ready baby?"

"Wait a minute hun. Please"

"What's wrong? Does it hurt?"

"No, pull out all the way and let's take this in the bedroom." She said. I
pouted a bit since moving into the bedroom would mean we would lose a
little bit of the passion we had, and I thought maybe that she didn't want
the toy inside her after all. I did as she asked and pulled all the way out
of her and got off her, sitting there biting my lower lip. She got up and
took my hand; I followed her to the bed staring at her wondering what she
was thinking. Thinking to myself, "Maybe I should have asked her before I
went and pushed it in her." I sighed.

"Come here baby."

"We don't have to hun. If you don't like it I will just take it off, I'm
sorry. I should of asked you before I pushed it in. I'm sorry baby." I was
concerned.

"Amanda shut up and come here now." She barked at me. I went to her and she
turned around with her ass at my waist. I swallowed hard still looking into
her eyes. She was still smiling at me; I put the tip to her pussy and
pushed forward a little bit getting the head in. She pushed back a bit I
looked down and watched the whole shaft disappear into her. She let out a
light moan as I rubbed and kissed her back; I slowly pulled half way out
and pushed it back in. She let out a little whimper; my hands were on her
hips pulling and pushing her; slowly pushed in and out of her letting her
get use to the toy. She had her hand under her so I know she was playing
with her clit. I was going painfully slow and she barked at me to speed
up. "Faster baby."  I did and I got a moan and words that she has never
used with me. "Ahh... fuck me...yes... that's it baby...harder...mmm...you
feel so good inside of me..." I was enjoying listening and obeying her, I
had one hand on her hip guiding and the other I ran up and down her back
with my nails. I took her hair in my hand wrapping it around my palm and
pulled back hard and bit her back lightly, making her scream out my name,
"Ahh...fuck Amanda...I'm gonna...ohhh...yessssss..." I bit harder and she
came with me still pushing in and out of her hard, I was determined to get
her to have another one. "Baby stop please." I stopped and pulled out of
her. She laid on her back and motioned for me to come lay on top of
her. She spread her legs for me and I again pushed it back into her. She
moaned again, when it was in. Alex put her arms around me and held on to
me; I looked in her eyes.

"Was that ok? Are you ok baby?" I asked. She nodded and smiled at me. I bit
my lip and she leaned up and kissed my lips. We kissed lovingly, our bodies
felt so good together; we were getting heated again. My hips started to
push and pull again; I got up on my hands still trying to kiss her as I
started pumping faster for her. I finally get to see her face as I'm
fucking her, her eyes rolled in the back of her head a few times, then her
arms went up and push on the head board making the toy go deeper; we had a
good rhythm going ; her moaning got louder and louder the faster and harder
I went for her. She look so hot under me, I wanted to keep going but I knew
she wouldn't last much longer; her legs began to tighten around me and it
started to get harder to push in and out of her. She
screamed. "Ohhhhh...fuck...Amanda...." I pushed in and out of her a few
more times before she motioned me to stop. I laid there out of breathe
trying to hold myself up. I gave up and had to pull out of her and lay next
to her; she cuddled up against me. "I love you Amanda."

"I love you too Alex." I said still panting. "Was it ok? I know it's been
awhile since I have used the toy." She kissed my lips to shut me up and
crawled on top of me and the toy. "Apparently you're not done yet baby." I
said, she just smiled devilishly at me and started to grind on top of me; I
pushed my hips up for her and she moaned. I ran my hands up and down her
body feeling her skin as I watched her roll her hips; I pinched her nipples
lightly and heard her moan and move faster; I sat up and lavished her
breast paying attention to her nipples. She had her orgasm as soon as I bit
down on her nipple. She pulled the back of my hair pulling back down to the
bed; she bit and sucked on my collar bone. I moaned for her. She got off of
me and went down to the toy and started to suck on it; I watched and I
found myself getting turned on again. It was hot watching her roll her
tongue around the tip and staring into my eyes; I ran my fingers through
her hair and smiled down at her. She came back up and kissed me lightly.

"I want you Amanda. Please take it off." She whimpered. I did as she asked
and she lightly blew warm air on my mound. I rubbed her thigh, she moved to
sixty nine and we licked each other to orgasm a few more times. We passed
out together; it was a good night for us passing out with smiles on our
faces.

Morning came and we woke up wrapped around each other; looking at each
other we just had to laugh because both of us didn't want to get up for
anything we were content where we were. We took the day and looked at some
more houses. We actually found one we could agree on so I called the
realtor that was showing it and made an appointment to go through it in
better detail later that week.

We talked about the house over lunch and Alex was completely ready to buy
it and move in with out really seeing the price or haggling.

"Hun, we don't even know how much it is yet."

"I know but it has the high ceilings that we both like and the rooms are
big and the hard wood floors are prefect; the master bath looks so
inviting, we could you know in that bath." She smiled and went on about the
house and what she wanted to do to it and started talking about
landscaping. I just sat there listening to her get all excited over this
house that we knew nothing about.

"Alex, I love you. You're so cute when you get excited; I haven't seen you
like this in a long time. I've missed you." I told her.

"I love you too hunny." She shyly smiled. For some reason I was ready to
jump her right there and make love to her again. The feeling was back, we
had some hard times but we got through them and we were back to loving each
other and not really fighting anymore. I think last night was well needed
for both of us, taking some of our stress off. We went home and made dinner
and cuddled on the couch with each other; we went to bed and made love
again passing out very happy.

Alex and I went to work very happy; hand in hand we walked to the elevator
and went to our offices and began our day; she came in my office for lunch
but lunch was making love again on my couch. Our sex drives were on fire
again. It had been like when we were first dating again and it was very
nice. Our week went by fast and Friday was here again. We took off work
early to go look at the house with the realtor; when we got there she was
waiting for us at the door. We went inside and Alex went through the house
like a little kid in a candy store; I asked what the price was and the lady
told me. I went and found Alex sitting in the master bath tub day
dreaming. I smiled at her.

"So baby. Yes? No?" She looked at me.

"Yes hun we will buy it." I told her. She got up and hugged me tightly.

"When we move in I will let you take me in the ass I promise." She
whispered in my ear. My mouth dropped.

"Really?" I inquired. She nodded at me. I walked right were the lady was
standing. "Put a bid in for us, we want it." The realtor was happy for us;
she started the paperwork. We went home and automatically Alex started
packing up the house. "Baby, we need to wait until our bid is accepted." I
said. She pouted at me. "How about we go window shopping tomorrow for the
new place?" I smiled at her. She jumped a little in my arms and started to
kiss me. It was so good to see her back to herself. I had missed her.

A week went by and we had not heard from the realtor and Alex was getting
impatient to start our new life in our new house; and I was getting
impatient to have my way with Alex. I have a thing for her ass; I want to
be able to call everything on her body my own and she knows it just as she
wants the same from me and I'd gladly give it to her if she ever wanted it
as badly as I do.

I was sitting at my desk staring at the ring I had bought her the same
night I bought her new toy and I knew when I wanted to ask her but I just
had to wait. I wanted to ask her to marry me when we had our house warming
party at the new place with all of our friends there I figured it would be
the perfect time; I was just hoping that the ring was enough for her. There
was a knock on my door.

"Come in." I said and Terri came walking in. She sat down and smirked at
me. "What's up Terri?"

"I just wanted to say hello to you. I haven't seen you in awhile."

"Oh. Well hello."

"So what's new?"

"Everything's about the same. Just waiting on the call about the
house. Yourself?"

"Janet and I are well. We were hoping you and Alex can join us for a dinner
party this Saturday?"

"Did you ask Alex?"

"She told me to ask you."

"Well I'm game."

"Alright then. Parties at 7 pm."

"Do we need to bring anything?"

"Just yourselves."

"Ok." I said. With that Terri went out the door. I texted Alex about the
party and she was surprised at the fact that I said yes. I asked why. She
said it was a swinger's party. I told her that Terri didn't tell me
that. Alex came through my office door; shutting it and sitting on the edge
of my desk staring at me. I looked up at her.

"I didn't know baby."

"Well, do you want to go knowing now what the party is about?"

"Would you be mad if I said no?"

"I don't want to share you Amanda."

"Good, because I don't want to share you either."

"Then I will text Terri saying we really don't want to go."

"She might be mad. Just make up an excuse, like Collin is in town or
something. Just text her later on so that way she doesn't really suspect
it's a lie." I told her. She just nodded and put her forehead against mine.

"Alex, do you think our sex life is boring?"

"No, hunny. You actually took the time with me and waited on getting the
toy. I had been thinking about for a couple of days before the other
night. You made sure that I was ok through the whole thing. Even though it
wasn't as hot as it could have been since you were nervous because you were
worried the whole time about if I was in pain or not." She ran her fingers
through my hair. "I know you were just making sure that I was ok and I love
you for that."

"I'm sorry next time I won't ask as much, and I was worried and nervous
through the whole thing. I just didn't want to hurt you."

"I know and you didn't and you won't baby. I'm not as fragile as you think
I am." She smiled at me. I just sighed.

"Alex, I have something for you. I kinda had it planned out in my head when
I was going to give it to you but I don't want to wait baby." I got up from
my chair and went down on one knee; looking up at her I pulled the ring box
out of my pocket and showed it to her. "Alexandra will you do me the honor
and be my wife?" I asked her. Her face went from an oh face to a smile from
ear to ear. She hugged me tightly.

"Yes baby yes I will." She said. I hugged her back and lightly kissed her
cheek. She was kinda choking me but I knew she meant well; she was just
excited. We kissed for a few minutes and I put the ring on her finger; we
got up and sat on my couch together. She laid her head on my lap and I ran
my fingers through her hair. I told her what my plan was when I was going
to ask her but I really didn't want to wait any longer and she was ok with
it and felt that privately was better that way we had time to talk. I know
it wasn't the most romantic way to ask her but I kind of wanted just us. We
kissed lightly for a few more minutes and had to go back to get some paper
work done that we could get home. We went home and made love no toys just
us.

Another week went by and still nothing on the house. I was getting nervous
so I went ahead and called the realtor.

"This Amanda Myers and I would like to know the status of my bid?"

"Hold on a minute Amanda." The realtor said. I heard her rummaging through
paper work. "Found it. Sorry I have been backed up for days now. I'm
looking at it and everything has come back good. You two can move in next
week. I was going to call you later today."

"Awesome. Thank you. Bye." I smiled to myself. I walked out of my office at
work and went into Alex's office. She was on the phone and I was bouncing
my leg sitting in the chair in front of her waiting for her to get off the
damn phone. I had a smile from ear to ear. Finally she hung up the phone
and looked up at me.

"Hey hun. What's going on?"

"Alex, baby. I love you so very much." I smiled at her. She came over to me
and sat at my knees.

"What did you do?"

"I get to have your ass next week." I smirked. She thought about it for a
minute and a big smile came to her face.

"We got the house?"

"Yes baby we got the house." I hugged her and I thought I was happy; she
was bouncing off the walls.

"When can we move in?"

"Next week."

"Oh my god. We have so much to do, so much to buy, so little time to do it
in."

"Hunny calm down we will get it done. We can do it little by little."

"No you don't understand."

"Understand what?"

"Don't be mad, but my parents are coming in three weeks to meet you and
stay with us for two weeks. Mom wants to help plan the wedding. I just got
off the phone with her."

"Say what?" was all I said.