Date: Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:20:25 -0800 (PST)
From: LC
Subject: What's Ahead

NOTE: no one under the age of 18 is to read this for it contains explicit
material!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I had just graduated from Highschool and I had major plans for the rest
of my life...at least I thought.  So there I was, 18 and enjoying my last
summer vacation before I had to go to college. A lot of my best friends
were going elsewhere and we knew we had to make this summer count. We all
decided that we should go on a trip but not just any trip. We wanted to
make it great so we decided to go London. None of us had been there
before so of course it'd be fun. There was Kylie, Alexis, Ashley,
Vanessa, Joe, Steve, Shawn and I. A couple weeks before this trip I had
run into an old teacher of mine. Her name was kelly thompkins. I had her
for a few classes through out highschool and I have to admit she was so
damn beautiful. She was only 30 so we easily clicked. Anyways, when I ran
into kelly at the store I ahd told about the trip our group of friends
was planning.

"Ali, that's awesome you and the gang are going there...i've been there a
few times and I must say it's great compared to here." Kelly said.
"Yeah, I'm stoked for this trip kelly. We're somewhat nervous though
because no adults are going and for all we know we're going to get lost
and stuck in Europe." I said kiddingly.
"Well this might sound odd but since I don't teach for another month or
so, what if I joined you guys on the trip?"
I couldn't believe she just said that...i mean i didn't mind AT ALL but
wow. Was this some advance she was making at me? probably not...
"Wow kelly, are you sure about that? it's somewhat expensive and you'd be
stuck with a bunch of teenagers...not to mention in another country!" I
said.
Well to get to the point kelly did end up buying a ticket and everything
for this trip. I informed the rest of my friends and none of them
cared...a few had her as a teacher before too and thought it'd be fun if
she went...of course a couple of the guys were mainly excited that she
was coming because she was so hott. She was about 5'6, 125 lbs., blue
eyes and blonde hair.

So it was the night before we left for London and everyone decided to
meet at my house just to go over everything...including kelly.

"alright you guys, make sure you have your passport, money, more money
and well probably more  money." I said.

"Ali, calm down! I mean we're going there just to have fun, c'mon dude!"
Said kylie.
She got me on that one, she was right.

"You're right kylie, I don't know why I'm freaking out..." I said this
and went to sit down by alexis.

"Hmmm I might know why you're freaking out...perhaps it's because someone
you consider beautiful and amazing is going with us?" said alexis. Alexis
and everyone knew I was bi but I didn't know she knew that I thought
kelly was beautiful.

"How the hell did you know?!" I said blushing.

"not too hard to tell ali, it's a dead give away." Alexis said.
Right after she said this, kelly oddly enough showed up at my house. We
were expecting her but talk about a coincedence.

"Hey kelly!" I said. I knew everyone else was secretley laughing inside.

"Hey ali! Oh my god, I'm soooo excited to go with you to london! Oh and
everyone else too of course..." Kelly said.

"Kelly just admit it, you only want to go because I'm gonna be there."
Shawn said. Shawn was obviously kidding about this but it still prompted
kelly to roll her eyes.

That night everyone made sure they had a checklist and knew what time to
meet at the airport. Slowly but surely people started to leave and the
last person out was kelly.

"So ali, plan on finding any cute british boys over there? Huh?" she said
while elbowing me.

"No way, I'm sure they're as bad as any American boy, so no." I said.

"What about you kelly? Going to look for some handsome stud? Hmmm? Oh
what if I find you one?!" i said kiddingly but she didn't seem to take it
as a joke.

"Well ali i have to go home and get ready, i will see you tomorrow though
ok?" She said this and gave me hug and walked off...what happened just
now was kind of odd but still no reason for her to freak out and go
home..whatever, i'd be spending some time with her in europe so I was
fine.


There we were with a 12 hour flight to London. What the hell was I to do
for that amount of time? I ended up sitting next to alexis and kylie but
I shotgunned aisle. Kelly had the seat across from in the other aisle. At
first everyone fell asleep and just kept to themselves but eventually we
all got bored. Kylie and alexis went into their own conversation so I
decided to talk to kelly. While talking with kelly I'd notice she'd hold
a stare for a few seconds longer than normal. We were talking about
normal things but then she asked me what I was going to do for college.

"Get the hell out of Phoenix. Such a dead city and I just need to
travel...I was thinking of going to so school in San Fran or something.
Other than that I eventually want to become a journalist and be one of
those hardass business women with no life." I said this with a few laughs
but I was serious too.

"Hmm sounds like a plan...please take me too!" She said this with
seriousness but then realized the shock I was in and eventually said she
was kidding.

After another hour of talking I started to get restless and just wanted
to listen to music.
"Oh sweet you have a psp! Can we watch a movie? Oh look here you can take
shawns seat next to me so we can watch it." I didn't object at all.

We decided to watch Nightmare Before Christmas for some random ass reason
but half way through the movie I fell asleep. I fell asleep on kelly's
shoulder by the way. It felt great just relaxing there and sleeping and
when i woke I soon found kelly asleep too. Her head was resting on mine
and well it was so damn cute.

Ok so lets fast forward to a couple days in the trip. Not too much had
happened with her and I except the occasional stare, a few more falling
asleep on each other and little things like that. Well on 4th night there
in London everyone wanted to go clubbing...except me. I was so tired that
I told them i was going to stay in and maybe go walk around in the nearby
park. When Kelly found out that i was staying back she "supprisingly"
stayed behind too. It was just her and I for the remainder of the night
and it was so perfect with her. We decided to go out to eat and
afterwards went for a walk in the park.

"Kelly, I really don't want this trip to end...I really enjoy it here
with you and everyone...just promise though that when we get back home we
wont stop talking." I said this with honesty.

"Ali the last thing I want to do is stop talking to you...I'm having a
lot of fun here too but.."

"But what Kelly? What's up? i know you're not telling me something..." I
said this and stopped walking beside her. I stood in front of her and had
the courage to stare her in the eyes.

"Ali, just forget it.." She said this and tried to walk off but I grabbed
her hands and just stood there with her. I looked her in the eyes and i
realized just how much i cared for her. She just smiled at me but I knew
it was her fake smile...something was still wrong.

"Fine don't tell me Kelly. Maybe it's better that I don't know what
you're thinking...I thought I could help you but whatever, let's go back
to the hotel to see if anyone else is there." For some reason i said this
with bitterness and I'm sure kelly was hurt by it. I just figured that if
she wasn't going to tell me then why waste my time? I'd rather get hurt
now than later down the road when I'm completely devoted to that girl.

When Kelly and I got back to the hotel she walked me to my room. I didn't
know what to do because she could tell I was upset.

"Well I had fun Kelly but I think I'm going to go to sleep or something.
Thank you though again." I tried to be nice about it but now i was really
ina  pissy/bitter mood.

Kelly didn't make any passes at me when I went into my room so I thought
I might as well get ready for bed. I had nothing else to do.

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--------------------------------------------"Why is this so damn hard?"
Kelly thought to herself. "I care for this girl a lot but I can't let
this happen...she was a student of mine, she's so young and ahhh...it
just wont work out...why did i ever put myself out there?"


Kelly decided she'd sit out on the patio deck and just waste time by
gazing out at the city. She had to occupy herself with something else
rather than thinking of ali. Whenever Kelly thought she had Ali off her
mind, soon enough Ali came back. Kelly couldn't deal with the fact that
she had feelings for Ali. She was suppose to be a mature adult, was
suppose to handle things well and mainly wasn't suppose to fall for
students.

In the middle of Kelly thinking about Ali she got a knock at the door.
She took her time to get up and assumed it was one of the other girls
coming back from the clubs.
Kelly wasn't paying any attention and just opened the door and turned
around. The room was pitch black so she couldn't make out who it was but
she found out soon enough.

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"Kelly, I'm sorry to say this but I think i'm in love with you..I can't
stop thinking of you and how perfect you are." I said this with so much
heart and passion. "Don't you feel it too? I mean this is so rare!"

Kelly didn't say anything and just stood there. Shit, I knew I fucked
up...I turned around to walk away when suddenly i felt her hands on my
shoulders.

"wait ali, please wait." Kelly said

I turned around to face her and grabbed her hands. Kelly didn't bother to
let go of my hands so I figured I might as well take the chance now. I
leaned in and kissed her lightly at first. She didn't object to this so I
continued. Seconds later the kiss grew more intense and all we could do
was hold one another and kiss. I took my hand and dragged it up under her
shirt. She began to kiss my neck and nibble on ym ears while i played
with her breasts. After a few minutes of this we found our way to her
bed. I started to remove her shirt and kiss her stomache until i got to
her jeans. In the meantime she was rubbing my neck with her hands and
barely moaning. I undid her pants and was still kissing everwhere around
but finally i went back up to her and kissed her again while I inserted a
couple fingers into her wet vagina. I knew she wanted this...she began to
moan more and more and I just played with her more and more. I would stop
kissing her to kiss her neck or suck on her ears. My hand was hard at
work and I could tell she was close to cumming. Right before she cummed I
went and nibbled on her nipples and finally she came. She continued to
hold onto me and then we started to kiss again. There were a couple of
moments when we'd stop making out to just look at one another. Kelly got
on top this time and began to nibble on ym ears. i just kissed her body
as much as I could. Kelly slowly inserted a couple fingers in me to be a
tease. i couldn't help but smile when i realized this. Once she got
started i started to kiss her more frantically. All i wanted was her. I
came eventually and we just repeated this for another hour or two.
Eventually we grew tired and resorted to cuddling and kissing.

"Kelly, did you feel anything special when we did that?" I asked.
"Ali, I felt a lot of things. A lot of emotions went through me but I've
never been this happy...i really care for you and I just want this to
work out...there are so many complications though..." She said.
"kelly, i think it's safe to say I love you. I care for you so damn much
and I would be so happy to spend forever with you. Kelly Thompkins, would
you be my girlfriend?" I asked.
Kelly began to cry and just cuddled closer to me. She burried her head in
my neck and i held her hand. I placed her hand over my heart and told her
she's the reason as to why my hearts beating.
"Ali, I'd be more than glad to be your girlfriend...only one thing, i
never want this happiness to stop...never." She said.

The next day everyone basically knew her and I had feelings for one
another and oddly enough no one judged us or cared. They wer ejust happy
that we were happy. The rest of the trip was amazing and I could have
died happy. Kelly and I talked about what we'd do when we got home and we
realized I'd have to face my parents, she'd have to face the fact that
she was dating a r ecent student. After a couple of months, my family
accepted it and well work didn't go too well for kelly. When the school
found out about us they fired her. I felt awful they had did this but her
and I knew that was a possibility. She decided to go back to school too
but in the meantime she just tutored other students on and off while I
was working for a local magazine. Things were going great and I was truly
happy.

A couple years passed and our love didn't fade. She finally got another
job and ended up working for a local Art company. I was close to
graduating from college and was planning on working for a magazine.
Things were perfect and eventually I asked Kelly to "marry" me. Our state
wouldn't officialy allow it but screw that. I loved this girl for who she
was and I wanted to spend forever with her.

Of course more years passed and soon i was about to be 28...ten years we
had been dating and neither of us could believe it. We decided that we
wanted to start a family except one thing came in the way...her ex...her
ex husband not to mention. Kelly had a secret she never told me and
eventually the downfall started.


More is on the way and thanks to those who've read this so far!