Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2003 22:36:19 -0700 (PDT)
From: Valenti <valenti_44@yahoo.com>
Subject: Amanda and I     Story Submission F/f

Amanda and I (F/f)
By Valenti
Valenti_44@yahoo.com

A story of how both an older and younger woman experienced their first girl
on girl lovemaking.

My name is Terry Evans and shortly after my divorce I moved into a small
house of my own in a quiet mature neighborhood. After 5 years of living
with a mentally abusive bastard I finally got the courage to
leave. Fortunately I have no children and since I have a great job as a
computer analyst, I do ok financially. It's been two years now since I've
gotten over the whole ordeal but I still have feelings of inadequacies and
insecurity that my late husband was so good at reminding me of. At 33 I
think it's time to get on with my life. I do have a few close friends but
now that I live in another city due to a job transfer that I requested, it
makes it more difficult to get together. Apart from long hours at work and
the regular out of town travel during the week, I don't do a whole lot of
anything any more. I realized that that would have to change.

Winter wasn't as busy for me around the house but in the summer, I would
spend most of my weekends cleaning, catching up on yard work, doing windows
and generally getting choirs done around the house. The property isn't
large but the previous owners had done a lovely job on the gardens and
maintained house beautifully. I wanted to keep it up. I enjoy keeping busy
around the house but it does get lonely from time to time. I've always been
a homebody anyway and so last year I had hot tub installed on my deck. It's
really very pleasant dipping in on a clear cool night and watching the
stars.

I had met some of the neighbors and had the couple next door over on
occasion for a cook out and to use the hot tub. They were in their mid 40s
and had a 14 year old daughter. Amanda was a cute little thing but sort of
standoffish and shy. Sometimes I'd invite her over for a cold coke or
lemonade when I was out cutting the grass or weeding and Amanda would often
offer to help. Of course I never turned down the help. Over the course of
the summer Amanda would hang out around my place and just talk to me as I
busied myself in the yard. "I never see you hanging out with anyone
Amanda," I asked her, don't you ever go out with your friends?" She only
had one close friend and she was in Europe with her parents. All of her
other so-called friends were always too busy to hang out with her she
explained. She didn't have much to do this summer and her parents were too
busy with their business to take a summer vacation with her this year. I
more or less felt sorry for her since she was an only child and I knew she
was bored and lonely to.  Amanda took a shine to me and I liked her to. We
spent many Saturday afternoons together just talking and she helped me out
with a lot of my choirs. I decided to pay her for all that she does around
the house and that would give her some spending cash as well.

One week I took a few vacation days and decided to take her to six flags
amusement park for the day. I cleared it with her parents and we were
off. Amanda had a great time and from then on she treated me like her big
sister. Now at 14, a girl is very impressionable and Amanda would hang on
every word I said and I liked the idea that I could make a positive
impression on a young person. As for a personal life, I wasn't having much
of one these days and I enjoyed her company. As for dating, it seems all
the nice guys were taken so I was content with just hanging out at home on
the weekends. As it went, my sex life sucks and I regularly resorted to
self-satisfaction. Regularly isn't the word actually, it's like every night
and sometimes during the day if I could find the time. Being a computer
analyst, I'm pretty savvy around the Internet and last year I discovered
the adult chat rooms and porn sites. Although I never actually met anyone I
chatted with online, I did do cyber sex several times and more often than
not, it was with another female. It was such a turn on to think that
another woman found me hot, all be it that it was just online. Secretly,
this had become an obsession with me since I hadn't considered the fact I
would be attracted to other woman.

One night the sky was clear and the moon was full. I mixed myself a drink
and decided to dip in my hot tub. I lit a candle and turned on some soft
music. Being rather secluded behind a large trellis I removed my swimsuit
and just sat in the warm water enjoying the relaxing evening. For 33 I
thought, my body's not so bad. My 36b breasts sit high and are nicely
proportioned to my figure. I'm 5'6" and with spending so much time outside,
I have a nice tan. While running my hands over my body I heard a slight
noise in the yard. Although the moon was bright, I couldn't see anything
beyond the deck. After a few moments I was certain someone was watching
me. A little scared I eased myself out of the tub, slipped my bathing suit
on and went inside. A couple of minutes later I was startled when I heard a
knock at the door.

As was her custom, Amanda walked in saying "hello?" "Hi Amanda" I said,
"You startled me, what's up?" "My parents are out for the night and thought
I'd come over and hang out if that's ok?" "Sure" I told her. I was just
going back into the hot tub for a few minutes, want join me?" Amanda ran
back to her house and changed into her bathing suit. When she removed her
wrap and I noticed she was wearing a string bikini that I had never seen
before. "Oh that's so cute on you Amanda, you look very sexy with that on"
I told her. She blushed I think. Amanda was actually at that age when her
body was beginning to form into a woman but her mind was in many ways that
of a child. Her little breasts had grown to beyond the little mounds of
last year and her hips were taking a nice form. The string bikini she had
on only a V shaped patch in front and back for the bottoms and two small
triangles and a string for a top. "Does your mother know you have that?" I
asked. "No way! She'd kill me if she knew I bought this. I might have to
hide it over here if that's ok with you Terry" I laughed and told her it
would be fine with me. "You might as well not wear anything," I told
her. "It doesn't leave much to the imagination you know." "I was hoping
you'd like it," Amanda said with enthusiasm. Ok, I thought. Now maybe I
read more into it but I thought I saw her purposely sway up the two steps
and down into the tub. I wondered if she realized it or not. What the hell
am I thinking?

Well it wasn't such a bad thought was it? I thought. I was feeling horny as
hell these days and I never did finish what I had started just a few
minutes earlier before I was interrupted. This is crazy, I was actually wet
and not from the water. It's a good thing that it was dark enough so as not
to expose my obvious wet spot. Then the thought occurred to me that it
would be fun teasing Amanda. Maybe lead her on and see how she would react,
maybe flirt with her just a little in an inconspicuous way and observe how
she handled the situation. Yes, that's what I'd do. I'd tease her and send
her home hotter than hell. She wouldn't know what hit her and I'm sure at
14 she's discovered the art of pleasuring herself. I think I was 12 when I
first started so Amanda is probably doing it by now.

My thoughts came back to reality when Amanda asked if I was coming
in. Snapping out of my obvious daze, she asked, "are you ok?" "Yes, no
problem, I'm sorry if I was staring at you but I hadn't noticed how grown
up you are now." "Thank you" was all she could say. I brought my drink to
tub side and slipped into the water. The water was warm and Amanda
commented how much she liked doing this, especially at night in the
dark. It was so cool she said. We talked a little about school for next
year, boys, cool CDs and general girl talk. Later I asked Amada if she
could get me another drink and to grab herself a coke. I suppose I could
have gotten them but surprising myself in this new found interest, I wanted
to watch her get out of the water and maybe sway her way into the
house. She got out of the tub and dried herself off a little. All the while
I pretended not to notice but I was enjoying watching her with the light
from the full moon glistening on her wet skin as she strutted into the
kitchen. God I was getting hot thinking of the possibilities. My hands went
for my pussy and I managed to finger myself a little before Amanda was back
with the drinks. Boy that was stupid of me, I thought, now I'm hornier than
hell and I'm going to have to send her home or excuse myself and go to the
bathroom to finish myself off. As Amanda climbed back into the tub, I got
up and steadied her with my hand on her arm. It felt electric and I was
tempted right there and then just to pull her into my arms and hold her. I
chickened out!

Once in tub, she skirted across the water to get her drink and hand me
mine. I couldn't help but notice when she reached for the drinks her little
breast just about fell out of that tiny piece of cloth she called a bathing
suit. "It's true, your Mom will kill you if she finds out you're wearing
that." I kidded her after noticing what almost happened and not exactly
sure what to say or do. "Please don't tell her, I'll get grounded for
sure," she begged. "Don't worry it's our secret," I assured her, "but it's
so small you might as well not wear anything at all." I realized I had
mentioned that now for the second time tonight. "I don't think that top
would even cover my nipples" I joked, looking for a reaction from her. Not
realizing that she was staring, Amanda just looked at my breasts as I
spoke. I think she was imaging my large mounds in that little top. We sat
there side-by -side, sipped on our drinks and leaned back to make out the
constellations of the stars. Amanda was admiring me for my knowledge of
astronomy and would hang on every word I said in amazement. We hung out for
another half an hour or so, and that night, Amanda left her little
two-piece at my house and swore me to secrecy. Over the course of the
summer Amanda had joined me several more times in the tub and each time she
would change when she arrived. Her parents knew where she was but I don't
think they knew we were in the hot tub on most of those occasions. I didn't
mention it and they didn't ask.

One evening Amanda's mother came over and asked if I wouldn't mind keeping
Amanda over the following weekend since her husband would be attending a
trade show for work in Las Vegas and she'd like to go along. Her mom had
asked Amanda to join them but she chose to stay home if her mom could find
a sitter. "If it's ok, can she stay with you?" her Mom asked and I agreed
of course. Amanda had asked earlier in the week if I could show her how to
use MS Office on the computer as part of one of her classes for next year
and if there's anything I'm good at, it's using a computer. I agreed that
on the weekend when she was over I would spend some time showing how to use
Power Point and Excel.

I took the Friday afternoon off that day so as to be home for Amanda and to
say goodbye to her parents. Amanda brought her backpack of clothes, her
pillow, and a favorite stuffed toy, a huggy bear she called it, over to my
place. We went out to Pizza Hut for diner and later went to the movies to
watch Maid in Manhattan with her favorite singer Jennifer Lopez. Latter, we
arrived back to my house around midnight and I could see that Amanda was
fighting to stay awake. She thought it was pretty cool that we were out so
late. I settled her in the spare room, right across from mine and told her
I was going in for a quick dip in the hot tub before going to bed. "If you
need anything I'd be right across the hall." I said.  She thanked me very
much for the pizza and movie and she gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek.

By the time I came to bed, Amanda was fast asleep and through the open door
of her room brightened only by a nightlight and what little light slithered
through from the hallway, I could see her silhouetted petite figure
partially covered by the blanket allowing full view of her panties and
bra. Her back was to me and from my vantage point I could see the rounded
curves of her tiny waist and ass. I paused in the doorway for a few moments
and took in the view and I enjoyed it. Instinctively, thinking she might
get cold, at least that was my reasoning, I entered the room to cover her
up. She stirred for a moment then I placed a kiss on her forehead and went
to bed. Surprising myself at this new attraction, I lay in bed that night
and thought about what should be done with this situation. I never
considered that I would be attracted to woman, let alone a young minor but
since I discovered the chat rooms, my interests and curiosities about
having sex with another woman has been forefront on my mind. Maybe because
my ex husband treated me like shit or I was so horny from not getting any
in so long, what ever the reason, I was hot tonight. On one hand I knew
Amanda was attracted to me, I just had that "feeling", on the other hand if
I tried anything I could be in deep shit! If I could only think of a
non-obvious way to make things happen.

The following morning seemed to present the right situation. I had gotten
out of the shower and I knew her bedroom door was open. I didn't bother
dress or cover up after having my shower. I opened the bathroom door and
figuring Amanda would be ready and waiting to use the bathroom, I casually
walked out into the hall to my bedroom completely nude, greeting her as we
passed. "Oh I'm sorry Amanda," I said. "I didn't think you were up
yet. I'll make us some breakfast in a few minutes if you like." I said
casually. Standing just a few inches away her, I could see the surprised
expression on her face and she didn't know where look. "If you're going to
have a shower, just leave your dirty clothes on the floor and I'll be back
in minute to collect the laundry" I said to her as she broke her steady
gaze. "Ah sure, ah, ok" replied a surprised Amanda, and with that I went to
my room and slipped on a pair of kaki shorts and T-shirt. I went back into
the bathroom to collect Amanda's bra and panties for the laundry and of
course I tried to steal a peek of her naked body through the smoked shower
glass doors. I couldn't quite make her out with all the steam but it was a
definite turn on for me trying to peak. Shit! I thought. I'm turning into a
perverted old broad, I'm hornier than hell and it's not even noon yet!

The morning flew by fast and that afternoon we went to the mall and did a
few choirs around the house. We went out for diner so I wouldn't have to
cook and got back around seven that night. Amanda wanted to change her
t-shirt since she spilled her drink on hers during diner. She came back
down wearing a tight short t-shirt exposing her belly button and waist. God
she looked hot I thought. I needed to find a way to seduce this little
vixen and do it in such a way that I wouldn't get in trouble. As promised,
we settled down in front of my computer and I showed her how to use power
point and excel. All the while I could smell her Tommy Girl perfume and the
apple fragrance in her hair from her shampoo. During my tutoring I would
lean into her, rub my breasts against her shoulders and arms without making
it obvious and I would touch her hand with mine as often as I could as I
helped her manipulate the mouse around the screen. All this close proximity
to Amanda was making me crazy. I noticed her nipples protruding through her
t-shirt and realized she wasn't wearing a bra. I asked if she was feeling
cold and she said not really. Uhm, I thought, that's interesting! Now what?
The sight of Amanda's tight little body was having quite an effect on my
common sense.

Just then an instant message popped up on the screen. I guess that is one
of the advantages of having cable internet access, you're always a
online. It was my cyber lover "HornyGrl" At first I felt a wave of panic
come over me but then I realized that this was perfect. "Hey honey, wanna
play?" was the message on the popup screen. Amanda didn't know what to
do. She asked me who that was and I told her it I didn't know but why don't
we have some fun with this. "Cool," she said. Amanda was already familiar
with messenger and chat rooms and she knew how to work it. "Go ahead and
say ok" I prompted Amanda. Amanda responded back and soon she was
chatting. HornyGrl was one of my cyber chat friends that first opened my
mind to girl girl fun. I guess she thought it was me and so she kept on
chatting. I left for the kitchen to get Amanda a coke and me, a rum and
coke. By the time I returned, HornyGrl was already trying to get down and
dirty. She thought it was me chatting and based on her comments, she seemed
a little confused with some of the posts that Amanda wrote. Amanda wasn't
responding back to HornyGrl like I would have and by now she was a little
confused. "Go ahead," I said, "be a little naughty and tell her you want
her to kiss you all over, see what she says." Amanda smiled at me and typed
in her response.

This went on for a few minutes and I could see Amanda was enjoying
it. Maybe this is the opportunity to break the ice I was looking for I
thought? I suggested we turn off the computer, get changed into our
swimsuits and go in the hot tub. Amanda thought it was a good idea. It was
a beautiful night and she said goodbye to HornyGrl and got changed.  By now
I was hot and my panties were soaked from leaking cum. I knew Amanda was
affected by the hot chat because she looked a little flustered. She kept
crossing her legs and her nipples were protruding out like two little
headlights. She didn't think I noticed or she would have been
embarrassed. "So who was that?" Amanda asked me after she came out to the
deck. A little embarrassed and not exactly sure what to say, I told her
that she always comes online and wants to chat with me. I don't know who
she is but all she wants to do is talk about sex. "I like to talk about sex
do you?" she asked me. "Yes I do" I replied. "Sometimes after I chat with
HornyGrl, I feel all tingly inside and it helps me sleep better." I told
her, corny answer I know but it was the best I could muster up at the
time. As it happened, it was a good answer for Amanda.  "Funny, I feel
kinda of tingly inside to." She said. "You mean like in your tummy or in
your, you know, in between your legs?" I asked, hoping she would talk about
it. "Ya, in between my legs." She confided. "There's nothing wrong with
feeling like that Amanda, it's normal and when I feel that way sometimes I
just go skinny dipping or I rub myself there until I feel better. It's
perfectly normal for a woman to feel that way. It just means you're
maturing." I reinforced her. "As a matter of fact, I kinda feel like that
myself right now, all tingly and wet inside." Amanda just looked at me in
relief knowing in her mind now that she wasn't the only one that felt like
that sometimes. We were quiet for a few moments as we sat on the edge of
the tub together, taking in the night and watching the rays of light from
the full moon reflecting off the water bubbles that formed on the surface
of the water.

It was Amanda who broke the silence. "I wish my breasts were bigger," she
blurted out." I almost choked on my drink. "Why they're just perfect for
your age. You're only 14, they will grow soon enough." I reassured
her. "Terry, I think you have nice breasts, they're so big."  She told
me. I was a little surprised but certainly delighted that she brought it
up. With that, I propped both of my breasts up with my hands and proudly
displayed them for her just inches away. "They're not too bad I guess but
they wouldn't feel as hard and firm as yours though Amanda." Juggling them
a little as I said it. I thanked her for the compliment and asked her if
she would like to know how her breasts would feel when she got older. I
said "Go ahead, you can touch them if you like." Amanda raised her
trembling but eager hands to my breasts and cupped them over the fabric of
my bikini top. Trying to keep her at ease as she felt the breasts of a
mature woman for the first time, I then said casually, "They feel a lot
mushier than yours don't they?" All Amanda could do was nod. "I had hard
firm breasts like yours when I was your age and I used to touch them all
the time. Do you touch yours a lot?" "Sometimes," Amanda replied. I wiggled
a little closer beside her as we both sat on the edge of the tub with our
feet dangling in the water and told her that I didn't mind if she wanted to
touch my breasts a little longer. Amanda looked relieved because I knew she
didn't want to stop touching them just yet but she didn't want to make it
seem obvious that she enjoyed touching them either. I read her thoughts and
gave her the reassurance she was hoping for. I arched my back slightly
giving her a good view of my breasts and I noticed her nipples were
defiantly hard and protruding out her small tight bikini top. "Do you like
how they feel Amanda? I asked her. She just nodded as if in a trance. "Can
I touch yours?" and with that I gently covered both of her entire small
hard breasts with the palms of my hands and held them there as I felt
Amanda's petite sexy body shudder uncontrollably under my touch. "I dropped
my hands down to my lap and she did the same. "Amanda," I said, we have to
keep anything we do here a secret from everybody do you agree?" I asked
her. "I would never tell because I'd get in big trouble" she said. "Yes
that's true and so would I so lets just keep it our secret and be like
secret sisters" I gently touched her tiny breasts again through the fabric
of an almost non existent bikini top and she lifted her hands to clasp
mine.

"When I feel like this, I sometimes go skinny dipping, would you like to
try it?" I asked her while we held each other's breasts. I was trying not
to sound like I was begging but deep inside I was wanting her to strip for
me. I was so hot for this little vixen I wasn't sure just how far to go. I
never considered myself to be attracted to woman or bi sexual but some of
my best cums were with other woman when I discovered sex online. After a
few cyber sessions with other woman I knew it would be only a matter of
time before I tasted the real thing. I just didn't expect it to be with
someone so young and I was surprised with my newly discovered fetish.

Amanda seemed ok with the whole thing so far. After all, it was she that
was instigating some of the feeling up and it was she that couldn't wait to
tear off her bikini and slip into the hot tub when I suggested it. I told
her I go skinny dipping all the time especially at times like right now
when I'm feeling all tingly inside. I told that sometimes when I get all
tingly inside I rub myself and it feels better. With that I removed my
bikini and placed both pieces on the deck. "When you saw nude this morning
in the hallway, did you think I was sexy? Amanda stared and nodded. "You
know you are much prettier than me and I would like very much to see how
really beautiful you are." Amanda removed her skimpy suit and we both just
stared at each other for a few moments. Her little pussy had some hair on
it and she was just amazed at how hairy my bush was. I took her hand in
mine and we stepped into the tub. I told her it was ok if she wanted to
touch my breasts and she did. I played with her nipples and pinched and
rolled them between my fingers. Amanda let out small moans and her little
body was shaking. "When you get all tingly inside Amanda do you like to rub
yourself like I do?" I asked, figuring the time was right. A little
embarrassed and hesitant, she said "ya, sometimes." "Well it's nothing to
be ashamed of you know, I do it all the time. I think it's very relaxing,"
I assured her. As we sat on edge of the tub with our feet dangling in the
water, I started to rub my pussy. "This is how I do it," I told her showing
that it's done slowly and which finger I use. Her eyes were glued to my
pussy as she watched me slowly rub myself. I was close to coming and if I
didn't stop I'd probably scare her away.

Amanda was instantly glued to the sight of this beautiful older woman whom
she had been attracted to for quite some time. Amanda was remembering the
times she spied on Terry late at night when she skinny dipping and playing
with herself. She knew if Terry ever found out she would loose a
friend. This is one secret she won't share. Rubbing her pussy was nothing
new to Amanda. She had discovered this forbidden pleasure last year when
she first Terry in a bikini and went home to her room and dreamed about
being hugged kissed by her. During the rest of the summer Amanda would try
and sneak whatever peeks she could steal to get her thrills. When Terry
would ask Amanda if she wanted to come over and hang out or help with some
choirs, Amanda was more than willing to be there.

"I know you rub your self Amanda because I did by the time I was your
age. Do you do it like this?" I asked. "Hey, I have an idea, it's only us
girls here, let's try it together?" I think she nodded a yes and with that,
I moved over and sat behind her with her between my legs. I instructed her
to lean back and rest her body against mine. I reached my arms across her
and down to her hot little pussy and started to rub her as if I was rubbing
myself. I could see instantly that Amanda was enjoying this. Amanda
positioned herself in front of me and leaned back with her head resting in
between my breasts. I fingered her gently with one hand and rubbed her tiny
but hard breasts with the other. Almost in no time, Amanda began to jerk
and gyrate. She was cuming and cuming hard. "Oh my God!" she screamed. "Oh
that feels sooooo good! "Oh my God! Ah!" was all I could make out. "I'm
glad you like it." I leaned around and placed my mouth on her breasts. I
sucked gently and Amanda went wild. Her breasts were very sensitive and she
turned around wanting to suck mine but I told her later she could have
me. Right now it was her turn to enjoy. I swung Amanda's legs out of the
water and positioned her on the deck. I kissed her entire little body and
sucked her breasts as she moaned and screamed with delight. I licked her
from head to toe and sucked on her toes. Amanda was beside herself. I made
my way down with my tongue to her waiting tight little pussy and began
licking her gently. I sucked on her clit and brought her to the edge and
back several times. Amanda was thrashing around in pure lust and wanton
desire. Finally I sucked her clit with one final long delicious suck and
Amanda passed out. I was concerned at first but realized she was breathing
and had what was an obvious smile on her lips.  I rolled over to her side
and fingered myself crazy until I exploded in a river of cum, and I lay
there still, reflecting on what I had just done.

Clearly, Amanda was exhausted and that night I guided her to bed in my room
with me where we spent the night hugging, kissing, and sucking each other's
breasts until we both fell asleep.

I hope you enjoyed this first installment of Amanda and I. Comments and
suggestions from male and female are most welcomed.