Date: Thu, 8 Jan 2004 00:52:24 -0800 (PST)
From: kerryann keep <nakita_lynn69@yahoo.com>
Subject: Broken Hearts Broken Promises!

This story is about a dear friend who became my lover even if it was only
for a short time. Hi my name is Kellie-Anne and I am 24 years old and I
am a lesbian and have been since the age of twelve now I had never told
anyone due to two small things a) I didn't want it spread around that I
was a dirty rotten dyke as I heard people call my friends at school and
b) I was scared shitless of being rejected and being hurt and for the
fact that people might object to my sexuality and not want to be around
me anymore. It all started about three years ago now to me it only seemed
like yesterday when I came back from Queensland to find that my mother
Cassandra had moved in the love of my life Angela.

I will now take you back a few years maybe more to when I was at the age
of twelve and I first saw Angela. My mother Barbara at the time had been
in her room playing a game on the computer when a car pulled into our
driveway. Mum looked out the window and sent my stepfather Brian out to
see whom it was. As me and Mum stood at the window we heard Brian shout
"It's your friend Angela and her friend Big Girl", (as everyone
referred to her as anyone who called her by her real name got there heads
punched in so everyone chose to call her Big Girl.)

My mother was the first to arrive outside to go and hug her best friend
Angie (as I liked to call her) then came around the other side of the car
and cuddled Big Girl as well. Meanwhile the timid and shy Kellie-Anne
took her time coming down the back steps. When Angela laid her eyes on
Kellie she said "Hi gorgeous god you have grown I haven't seen you in
over two years", I looked up at her and my god I fell in love with the
beauty standing before me she had shoulder length brown hair, brown eyes
and beautiful and very full breasts and the kind of legs that went all
the way up to her hips and she was oh god she was beautiful ... she
probably weighed about 14 kilos.... size 14 clothes she had all the right
bumps in all the right places and what us Aussies call sex on two legs .

I looked at her again trying to make sure secretly that there was no
drool forming at my mouth and then I said "Hi Angie , How are you?",
with that said she came forward and wrapped her arms around me and held
me in a close embrace . All of a sudden it was if a switch had been
turned onto full power and I stood there feeling moist between my legs
and a really hot fire in my chest and a huge lump in my throat . She let
me go and held me at arms length to get a full look at me then smiled a
warm smile and said to my mother "Barbara you have yourself a beauty
here she is beautiful and she reminds me of you in some small ways and
her grandmother and her aunty all combined (if anyone ever told me I
looked like my aunty Natalie right now I would probably stab them in the
chest then poke out there eyes with a hot poker.... God I hate her so
much right now,) she is definitely yours Barb". I looked over at mum to
see her smiling that smile where her whole eyes light up and then they
like glow, I smiled at her and I saw her return the same brilliant
thousand watt smile that I had flashed her way. I walked in behind my
mother and my stepfather Brian and then behind me was Angie and I am so
sure she was checking out my young behind as I walked up the back steps
of our house .... I looked back and saw her smile I also saw Big Girl
coming right up behind Angie .

We all went inside and Brian poured them a cup of coffee and tea for him
and mum .... that seemed like years ago now but it still floats around in
my mind sometimes and right now as I come up the stairs behind mum at the
new house in Grafton and I walk inside .... Brian gives me a hug and then
asks if I want a coffee I say "sure", then I sit down beside mum as we
both spark up a smoke and sit there as Brian brings us our coffee . I
look at mum and say "So ma how long has Angela been here and why is she
here?", Mum looks at me then replies "Kellie she is here because her
boyfriend was a real asshole and she wanted to leave him because he hit
her ... so she is staying here with me and Brian till she finishes her
course then I am not entirely sure what she's doing to be honest".

With that said we sat there and continued discussing why I had left
Queensland and I told her then just as we were finishing our discussion
the revered and exalted goddess walked in the front door saying "Hi Ma
Kettle , where is Pa Kettle ?", then she looked up surprised to see me
sitting next to mum on the couch . She looked at me and then said "Hi
Kellie sorry bub for a second there I didn't see you sorry , how the
hell are you stranger?", I glanced up at her and took the coffee cup
away from my mouth and then replied "I have been better but I am okay
now ..... How are you honey?", She looked at the pain in my eyes then
said "I am doing alright actually".

She then went into her room I excused myself from mum and followed her
...before entering my old room I knocked and said "May I come in
please?", she looked up and said "God Kellie give the good manners shit
a rest and get your fanny in here and sit down", so I came in and sat
down on the bed she came closer and wrapped her arms around me pulling me
close to her , I could feel her breath on my neck and it gave me goose
bumps just feeling the feeling on my neck she held me close to her and I
was so damn close I could feel her heart beating against my chest then
she released me and said "You are sleeping in with me tonight we have to
talk", I looked at her shocked then I recovered and said "As long as
your sure bub?", she looked at me and her eyes told me she was sure so I
brought in my bags and left them near the bed .

Mum called us in for dinner which was my favorite Kebabs just the way I
like them home made I sat near Angela's chair in the lounge room which
seemed to please her we seemed to be sending each other silent messages
all night even after dinner .

When it was time for bed mum asked where I was sleeping "She is sleeping
in with me ma", Angela piped up mum looked at me then said "Okay
goodnight baby girls and I'll see you both in the morning", with that
said we headed off to my old room and I got dressed and jumped in beside
Angie we were silent for a moment then Angie spoke up "Kellie why did
you leave Grafton hon ?", I stopped breathing contemplating the answer I
was going to give her in the end it was the truth that spilled from my
lips as I told her how I had been raped and it scared me every time I
heard the I heard the idiot's car and that I had gotten pregnant and had
lost it .

She was silent for a moment then she pulled me closer to her and rested
my head on her chest and said "It's okay sweetheart no one will get you
whilst I am here to protect you .... and I will always be here to protect
you whenever you need me sweetie always", tears formed in my eyes and I
silently cried she must have felt the change in my mood because she held
me closer still holding me as I cried . Then after I had calmed she
kissed my lips softly then headed off to sleep . For me sleep did not
come for two reasons a)because I still heard that dickheads car engine
and it scared me and chilled me to the bone and the other reason being
b)because I was confused by the kiss on the lips that Angela had given me
. Finally sleep and exhaustion overcame me and I fell asleep .

I awoke the next morning feeling oddly refreshed for the first time in a
very long time . The after noon came for me and I headed out with mum to
the meat works with Angela in the front seat . Angela invited some guy
from the meat works to come to our place for dinner that night and for
some reason I felt down hearted it actually killed me inside to see
Angela act this way towards a guy .

We had a nice dinner and a nice drink and played frustration (for those
people who don't know what frustration is I suggest you look up a card
playing dictionary and have a gander it is a very frustrating game and
pisses people off easily believe me I have played it numerous times and
believe me it is a difficult game and a very annoying one especially if
your winning and you friend sucks at the game.)

I then got up halfway through the game because I had finished my hands
that I had to play and went and made everyone an iced coffee my favorite
drink but it's home made and not everyone likes it home made . I made
one for me , Mum , Angela, Dave but not for Brian because he doesn't
like coffee and it's too sweet for him . I then went into the room and
got my bedding to sleep in the lounge room , Angie looked at me with a
quizzical look and said softly to make sure no one else heard her "How
come you have those?", I looked at her and said "Because Dave is going
to be sleeping in your room tonight", she looked at me and shook her
head and said " No way your in with me if he stays he gets the couch",
with that said I put the bedding away .

It came time for Dave to go home so Brian ran him home and I went off to
bed with Angela , but not before giving mum a kiss goodnight . I stripped
off my clothes and got ready for bed and then we started talking again
....for some reason things came up and I turned to Angela to say "I have
a confession to make I have been in love with you since the age of twelve
but I just never had the courage or the guts to tell you", with that
said I heard silence from the other side of the bed . Then to my delight
Angie spoke up and said "I am flattered that you feel this way hon . Now
that you have told me what would you like to do about it ?", I gasped
and said these words "Please Angela kiss away the pain in my heart and
soul and fill it with your love , hold me close as we make love and watch
the sun come up in the morning", what she said next shocked the knickers
off me "Sure hon lets try it and see where it heads", with that said
she rolled over and drew me to her and kissed me softly on the lips (I
had no idea how to kiss because I had never kissed a girl before let
alone a young woman like Angie so I was kind of rusty ) Angie stopped and
said "Not bad for a beginner", I laughed and said the only reason your
saying that is because you are my friend and you don't want to hurt
me", she looked at me with mock hurt in her eyes then said " No I was
being serious with a little more practice you would be one heck of a
kisser", with that said she kissed me again searching for my tongue and
finding it she danced around it and my gums and then played with my
tongue with her own which caused a groan from me then I felt her roll
completely on top of me and take my lips again with her mouth as she
kissed me again. All I could do was run my hands up and down her warm
arms and through her lush brown hair which caused a shiver to run through
her body which mad me smile then she kissed the tips of my ears and then
my neck as she kissed away my pain , then I felt tears against my skin as
she washed my skin with her tears which made my heart feel light and my
head giddy as she touched me I felt every particle in my body tingle ,
then Angie's kisses reached the top of my chest and then the tips of my
breasts as she kissed them lovingly then her lips enclosed over my nipple
and sucked gently causing me to buck underneath her which delighted her
even more.

Then she switched nipples after she caused the right one to become fully
erect that it hurt just a little then she took the left one between her
lips and gently grazed her teeth over it which caused it to stand

up as straight as the other one then she kissed her way to my hips and
then past my pussy heading straight to my feet which she caressed with
her hands then replaced her hands with her lips then her tongue as she
glided her tongue over my feet then up both legs one at a time then
nestled between my legs .

She attentively reached out with her tongue and caressed my outer lips
with her tongue before diving straight into the inner entrance of my
pussy making me gasp and buck against her mouth then she took her tongue
and placed it as far as she could inside my pussy spearing her tongue in
and out of me like a small penis making me groan with delight then she
attended to the rest of my pussy with her fingers making me grunt and
heave against her some more which in turn caused her tongue to go further
inside me then she flicked her tongue over my clit at first slowly then
she built up speed as she knew I was nearing an earth shattering climax
which she was bringing me to and it seemed to make her so god damn happy
.

All of a sudden my legs went stiff and so did the rest of my body as I
shook as I came , I looked over and realized that Angie had found her way
beside me and she held me as my whole body shook and caused the bed to
shake a little and which in turn caused my breasts to shake as well as
Angela's but she didn't seem to mind all she cared about was how I was
feeling and making me feel safe .

I calmed down and smiled up at her she then asked the question she had
obviously been dying to ask "How do you feel now bubba lee", I stared
at her and said "Well I am feeling fine and still frisky but I am
alright but I am dying to taste you (I can't believe that just come out
of my mouth even at this excited moment) and feel you beside me, with me,
and through me."

With that said we started to kiss slowly at first then with heated
passion and more fury making her groan against my mouth which caused me
to kiss her more harder and with more fury then I took my hands and
guided them through her hair and then I raised my head to smell the scent
that settled into your hair after you had washed your hair , it was so
silky and smooth and I loved the feel of it against the skin in my palm .

I looked at her with lust in my eyes and noticed that she had lust in
hers as well but it seemed to make her even more sexy then I had ever
seen her , she took my breath away making me feel that light headed
feeling again and the fire in my stomach and chest(a pause here to ask
you in the audience if anyone has ever felt this way when they have made
love to someone before what does it mean because I had experienced it
before with this person I am writing about and now with my wife Sarah
whom I love dearly and would die if I ever lost her, a friend of mine
told me that feeling was pure and raw love and that you only ever felt it
once in a lifetime and the person you feel it with is truly your soul
mate . If anyone has any ideas feel free to email me at the address I
write below this story . Thank you.)

Now back to where I was the fire was burning again and every time I
touched Angela the burning either got stronger or seemed to cool down
under her gentle caress . Anyway I went back to kissing her beautiful
lips then her earlobes then her neck then I kissed further till I reached
her gorgeous globes which I engulfed into my mouth one at a time causing
her to moan and groan then I kissed the other one taking my time and
finding great delight in making her groan against me then I kissed my way
to her stomach then beyond to her hips which she raised in anticipation
but I thought I would tease her a bit longer so I waited until I reached
her legs which I covered in kisses then I kissed her toes and her inner
thighs then I settled down for the kill .

I rolled my tongue over her sex making her gasp then moan then I lapped
at her puss making her moan I didn't focus in on the jewel just yet I
wanted her to wait until I was ready to take her which was in due time .
I licked and suckled at her then I speared my tongue and entered her
taking her by surprise but she soon relaxed and went with the flow . I
decided that I wanted to feel inside her with more then my tongue so I
inserted three fingers which caused her to yelp with desire and she
thrust her hips forward in anticipation but I stopped the thrusting and
waited then picked up a slow rhythm then slowly but surely picked up
speed causing her to shiver and quake then all of a sudden her legs
buckled and she stopped quickly , then I was rewarded with her girl juice
as it came flowing out.

I crawled back up her body and lay beside her totally and utterly spent
and exhausted but totally satisfied . I looked over and saw Angie crying
and I thought to myself fuck I have hurt her but she pulled me close and
said "That was the first time someone has brought me to an earth
shattering climax and god it was good", I still had doubt but she soon
fixed that as her warm mouth enclosed over mine and she kissed me
tenderly and then she laid her head on my breast and closed her eyes as I
played with her hair and tickled her shoulder blades and shoulder then
her lower back .

But like I said earlier that was a long time ago and things are best kept
in the past I got hurt pretty badly and never ever forgave her for it . I
don't see Angela anymore she lives in Queensland as a waitress and I
live in Sydney a happily married woman with the woman of my heart and
dreams who came and rescued me when I least expected it . Angela will
remain in my deepest thoughts as I remember her as a friend and nothing
more .

The End !