Date: Tue, 04 Aug 1998 11:21:04 PDT
From: Kristina Ward <kristigirl4@hotmail.com>
Subject: Casey and Karen

This is the story about the love between a teenage girl and an adult woman.
As in other stories that I have written there are sexual situations
included. As in my other stories I have attempted to depict these
situations with love and romance and not pornography. If you are offended
by this story line then you should leave now.
Thanks, Kristina Ward
kristigirl4@hotmail.com


CASEY AND KAREN
by Kristina Ward

"Damn" I thought to myself as I looked at my report card. My Calculus grade
was still a D. My Mom was going to be pissed. I had promised her that after
the D in the second quarter that I would bring it up and I had not been
able to do it. I had tried very hard this quarter but I still wasn't
getting it. I needed a better grade so that I could get into State next
Fall. All of my other grades were fantastic but my Calculus grade was going
to hold me back. Dr. Wells, my teacher, had offered to help after I had
gotten a D in the class in the second quarter. She was a really nice person
and a good teacher but for some reason I wasn't able to grasp what she was
trying to teach me. I decided to go to her classroom to see if her offer of
help was still available. I had no idea that this trip to her classroom
would eventually change my life forever. I knocked on the door and went in.
She was sitting at her desk eating an apple with her feet propped up on the
desk.

"Hey Casey" she said "Come on in what can I do for you?"

She was a very pretty woman of about forty years of age who dressed more
like she was about nineteen. She always wore these really short skirts and
tight tops. A lot of the other girls didn't like her because they thought
she was trying to be one of them. She had always been very nice to me so I
didn't care what they said about her.

"Dr. Wells I need help." I said "I need a better grade in your class so
that I can get into the State University next year."

"Well kid you came to the right place. I was wondering when you were going
to realize that you needed help. Let's set up a schedule for you to come
after school for tutoring." she said

We decided that I would come every Monday, Wednesday and Friday after
school for about an hour. We started the very next Monday and continued
until the end of the quarter. She really helped me a lot and for once I
started to get an understanding of what she was teaching. It was like a
whole new world was opening up to me. With all of the time we were spending
together we started to get to be friends. On Mondays she would ask me what
I had done on the weekend and I would tell her what I DONE OVER The
WEEKEND. I remember when I had gone to a club for the first time she wanted
to hear all about it. Where I went, who I went with, etc. She seemed to be
interested in my life and I was happy to tell her about it. I guess it
wasn't all that interesting but she always listened when I talked. I always
asked her about her weekends but she said that she mostly just stayed at
home. I didn't even know if she was married or not and I never asked
because I didn't want her to think that I was prying into her private
life. I always talked to her about boys and school and such. I didn't have
a boyfriend but there was a couple of boys that I was kind of interested
in. She knew both of them and she would tell me to be careful and not let
myself get hurt. She said that I should wait got into college to start a
relationship which seemed like good idea to me because I didn't really have
time for a boy friend. I was a cheerleader and I was in several clubs at
school and that took up a lot of my time. I had been out on dates before
but always found that the boys were all looking for the same thing but they
weren't going to get it from me. I had decided that I was not going to let
some high school boy have my prize. It was very special to me and I wanted
to save it for the right person. My next report card came and I was really
psyched to see what I got in her class. When I saw the grade I was
thrilled. I had gotten an "A".  I was so happy that I just had to go tell
her thank you. She was in her classroom when I went after school and when
she saw me she gave me a big smile.

"Well what do you think of your grade?" she asked.

"Oh Dr. Wells I can't believe it. I've never gotten an A in a math class."
I said excitedly.

"Well girl, you've got one now and you earned it. I didn't help at all."
she said.

"No, it's because of you that I got the A and I wanted to thank you." I
said.

We were standing in the classroom and I gave her a big hug and said thanks
again. We talked for a few minutes and then I remembered that I had to
catch my bus. I left and ran to the front of the school and got there just
in time to see my bus going around the corner. I was standing there trying
to think of a ways to get home when Dr. Wells came out of the school and
headed for her car.

"Hey there A student who are you waiting for?" she asked

"I missed my bus." I said.

"Oh Casey I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you miss your bus." she said.

"It's not your fault. I should have checked the time." I said

"Well how are you going to get home?" she said.

"I guess I'll have to walk." I said

"I'm not supposed to give students rides but I guess this is a special
circumstance. Why don't you meet me around the corner at the little market
and I'll pick you up there. That way I won't get into trouble if someone
sees me let you in my car here."

I walked around the corner to the market and she was waiting for me. She
had a really nice car. It was red and it looked like some kind of sports
car. I got in and she started the car and we left. As we were riding along
we started to talk some more.

"You know Dr. Wells I've never asked you and please don't think I'm being
nosy but are you married?" I said.

"No I'm not but I guess I was kind of married for about ten years." she
said.

"Kind of married?" I said.

"Well I guess you could call it that. We lived together but we weren't
married. We split up about three months ago." she said.

"Oh Dr. Wells I'm so sorry. Was it hard on you?"

"Yeah it was" she said "I haven't really gotten over it yet. By the way
we've spent so much time together that I think it would be ok if you called
me Karen when were not in school. I think we can be friends as well as
student and teacher, ok."

"That would be so cool. I think you're one of the nicest people I know.  It
would be really cool to be your friend Karen." I said.

We kept driving toward my house and we talked more. She gave me her phone
number and told me that I could call her anytime I wanted.  When she
dropped me off I was so happy that I ran into the house to tell my mom that
I had gotten an A in Karen's class. She was just about as happy as I was. I
told that I wanted to buy Karen a gift for helping me so she gave me the
car and I went to the mall to pick something out. I got her some really
nice perfume from Victoria's Secret. I was to excited to wait until Monday
to give it to her so I called her from the car and asked if it was ok for
me to come over and give it to her. She was a little hesitant at first but
then she said that it would be ok for me to stop by. She gave me directions
to her house and I went right over. She lived in a beautiful house out in
the country. There were lots of trees so I had a hard time seeing the house
when I got there. She must have seen me coming up the drive because she was
waiting for me on the porch. There was this huge golden retriever with her
and I was a little scared to get out of the car.

"Don't let Max scare you. He's harmless. The only thing you have to worry
about is him licking you to death." she laughed and said. "I guess
introductions are in order. Max meet Casey and Casey meet Max."

"How do you do Max." I said. Like he knew that he was supposed to he sat
down and offered me his paw. We laughed as I took it and shook it.

"Why don't you come in Casey." she said.

We went into the house and sat in the living room. It was a beautiful room
decorated very nicely. There were lots of plants and many pictures of Karen
and Max. There were also some pictures of Karen and Max and another lady.

"Who's this in the picture with you and Max?" I asked.

"That's my friend Janice" she said. "She used to live with us but she moved
out about three months ago." she said.

She looked at me very intently for a moment and then it dawned on me what
that meant. This was the person that she was kind of married to. Karen's a
lesbian I thought to myself. Oh my God I had no clue. She didn't look like
a lesbian. She's so feminine and pretty but so was the lady in the picture
and they were both gay. She must have saw the confusion in my face because
she said.

"Are you ok Casey?" she asked.

"Just a little shocked I guess. I had no clue." I said. "You're really
gay?"

"Yes I am. Have been all my life." she said.

I didn't know what to say. I had to think about this. The person that had
helped me so much and who I had become so close to was a homosexual. I
looked at the picture again and thought about what it meant. They were
obviously happy when the picture was taken. I wondered what happened.  Why
did they break up. I had a million questions to ask her but I couldn't
talk. All I could think about was that I had to go home. I needed to get
out of there.

"Uh Karen, I've got to get going, ok?" I said kind of embarrassed like.  "I
told my mom I would be home right away."

"Sure I understand." she said with a sad look on her face. "Will you be
coming back for more tutoring or is this just to much for you to handle?"

"I don't know. I've got to think about this whole thing. I'll let you know.
I still want to thank you though. Without you I wouldn't have gotten the
A." I said.

"You're very welcome. I'm happy for you. You worked very hard for that A
and you deserved it." she said. "Don't let what happened here today ruin
your desire to do good in Calculus. If you need help please don't be afraid
to come to me for it and I still want to be your friend." she said.

"Karen please just give me some time to get used to this." I said.

She said that was fair enough and I left. All of the way home I thought
about Karen being a lesbian. Wow I thought this is pretty weird. I also
found myself thinking about her and the lady in the picture having sex.  I
have to admit I found that to be kind of arousing. Oh my God I thought I
was getting turned on by the thought of Karen making love to another woman.
Why was I thinking about that I wondered. I'm not gay, I thought to myself.
By the time I got home all I could think about was Karen. I felt so bad
about the way I acted at her house. She didn't deserve that. When I got
home I told my mom about what had happened and she also thought that I had
acted very badly.

"You know Casey, it doesn't matter if she's gay she helped you an awful lot
this quarter. You probably would have gotten another D if she hadn't taken
an interest in you. You owe her more than just a silly little bottle of
perfume. You need to work this out." she said.

For the next couple of weeks I avoided Karen at school. I didn't go to her
class and I knew it was costing me. I just couldn't face her because
something was going on in my brain. Every night for the last two weeks I
dreamed about Karen. It started out as dreams about her and Janice and
turned into dreams about me and her. I was so frightened and so confused. I
thought that I was falling in love with her. I kept telling myself that I
wasn't gay but I kept dreaming about Karen. I finally went back to her
class and she said that she wanted to see me at the end of the period. I
stayed in my desk as everyone else left the room. After everyone was gone
she spoke.

"You do realize that you'll have to make up the work you missed." she said.

"I know." I said.

"Do you want me to find someone to help you?"

"No I'd rather you did it." I said.

"Same schedule as before?" she said.

"That will be fine." I said and then added "Karen we need to talk. I need
to apologize to you for the way I've acted."

"No apology needed sweetheart. I know that it was a big shock for you. I
shouldn't have dropped it on you like I did. I should've prepared you for
it a little better."

"Karen" I said "You're very special to me and I just recently realized how
special you are. I've missed you Karen."

"I've missed you too Casey. I was so afraid that we couldn't be friends
anymore. I'm so glad that we've worked this out. So, Prom is tomorrow
night. Who are you going with."

"Justin Moore asked me and I said that I would go with him. We're just
going as friends though." I couldn't say that I really wanted her to take
me. By this time I was madly in love with her and I wanted to find a way to
tell her. My Mom said that I should just come out and tell her. She was
being so cool about the whole thing. I had broken down one night and told
her how I felt about Karen. All she asked me was if I was sure about how I
felt. I told her that I was sure and that I had given it a great deal of
thought. I had come to the realization that I was gay also. It was so
strange to think that. Before Karen I had never had feelings toward another
girl but she had changed that. Now all I could think about was being in
Karen's arms and being held and kissed by her. I realized that not only
were we two females but she was also twenty two years older than me. Old
enough to be my mother as a matter of fact. All of that didn't matter to
me. I was in love and that's all that mattered. She told me to have a good
time at prom and to make sure that I took a lot of pictures for her to see.
The next night as I started getting ready all I could think about was
Karen. I wanted to be with her on this night. As luck would have it Justin
called about an hour before he was supposed to come and get me and said he
had a temperature of 104 degrees. That's just great I thought I'm going to
miss my prom because Justin has a cold. My Mom was out of town for the
weekend so I decided I would go see Karen. I drove to her house not even
knowing if she was home. Fortunately she was there. I knocked on the door
and I heard Max bark. A few seconds later she answered the door. She was
all dressed up like she was going out someplace.

"I'm sorry Karen if you're going out someplace don't let me keep you." I
said.

"Casey why aren't you at the prom?" she said.

"Justin got sick and couldn't go." I said. "I didn't want to stay home and
all of my friends are at the dance so I thought I would come see you."

"Well come in and don't let Max jump up on you and mess up your dress.  You
look simply gorgeous." she said.

I told her thank you and went in the living room and sat on the sofa.  She
went to the kitchen and got some wine for both of us.

"This is a special occasion so I guess you can have some wine but don't say
anything about this to anyone, ok."

"I won't" I said. "but what about you're night out? I've messed that up
haven't I."

"Don't worry about it I was just going to a club over in Silver Spring that
I used to go to when I was single. I'm single again so I thought I'd give
it a try but I'd rather spend the evening with a friend. So what should we
do?"

"I'm hungry." I said

"all right how about some dinner. I can either have something delivered or
I can cook you something. I'm actually a very good cook." she said.

She made us some pasta and chicken that was delicious and when dinner was
over we went into the living room and listened to some music. We were
sitting on the couch just relaxing when I said.

"Karen can we dance?"

"I don't know if that's a great idea Casey. You know under the
circumstances and everything." she said.

"Oh come on Karen it's no big deal I just want to dance." I said

She said ok and we got off of the couch and started dancing. It felt so
wonderful being in her arms. She held me very tenderly and I put my head on
her shoulder. I gave her neck a little kiss and she said.

"No Casey, don't."

I looked in her eyes and I could see that she was very nervous. I leaned
forward and my lips found hers. At first she resisted but then I felt her
relax and return my kiss.

"Casey this is so wrong. I'm your teacher. We can't do this." she said.

"Karen I love you. I want it." I said and then I leaned forward again and
kissed her. We were dancing very closely now and I could feel her breasts
touching mine. Her breasts were a little on the large side while mine were
actually tiny.

"Oh Casey I love you too with all my heart. I've been in love with you
since that first tutoring lesson but we still shouldn't be doing this."
she said.

"Karen we love each other and I'm over eighteen. I want you to make love to
me." I said.

I could see the battle going on in her mind and in her face. After a few
seconds she smiled at me and just said.

"Not here in the living room."




She took my hand and led me to her bedroom. We stood next to the bed
kissing for a few minutes before she reached around behind me and pulled
down the zipper on my dress. She slid it over my shoulders and lowered it
to the floor. I was standing in front of her with just my bra and panties.
She reached out and took one of my breasts and started massaging it. It
felt wonderful as she ran her fingers over the nipple and I could feel it
hardening against my bra. She unhooked the bra and let it fall to the
floor.

"You're so beautiful." she said as she took my breast into her mouth. I
could feel her tongue moving back and forth across the nipple and It was
starting to drive me crazy. I felt myself being lowered onto the bed and
then Karen was over me still sucking on my nipple. Her hands were pushing
my panties down below my waist so I lifted my hips so that she could push
them down easier and soon I felt them coming off completely. I was now
naked in my Calculus teacher's bed with her sucking on my breast and
rubbing my vagina with her fingers. I opened my legs so that she could
insert her fingers inside of me. I could feel myself getting close to an
orgasm as she started down my body with her tongue. When I felt her breath
on my vagina I couldn't hold it back anymore. Wave after wave of intense
feelings surged through my vagina. I was thrashing about on the bed when
she put her tongue inside of me. It was a feeling that I had never had in
my life. This woman had me totally in her hands. I could barely think as
the orgasm peaked and then started to ebb.

"Oh my God Karen." I shouted as another orgasm crashed over me. She was
still working on me down there with her tongue and fingers. I felt another
orgasm starting in my vagina and this one was even more intense. I raised
my hips off of the bed so that her tongue would go further inside. She had
my clit in her mouth and she was running her tongue over it very quickly.
My whole body starting shaking as another orgasm thundered it's way through
me. I was literally screaming when it finally hit.

"Oh God, Oh God." I screamed as I put my hand on the back of her head.  She
was moving her head up and down very quickly bringing me to my third
orgasm. I was totally lost in it. I couldn't feel anything except Karen's
tongue and fingers in my vagina. They were moving so fast now that my body
was totally out of control and I could feel myself actually start cumming.
She very gently lowered me back down to the bed when the orgasm was over
and then she kissed me. I could taste myself on her lips. I looked at her
when we finished the kiss and her face was covered with my fluids.

"I love you so much Karen." I said as she laid down next to me on the bed.
She had gotten up and removed her clothes. She had a magnificent body that
just craved for my touch. I took one of her nipples into my mouth and
suckled on it and parted her vagina lips with one of my fingers. I kissed
my way down to her vagina and then did to her what she had done to me a few
minutes before. I parted her lips with my fingers and ran my tongue the
whole length of her vagina. I found her clitoris and sucked on it gently.
Pretty soon she was thrashing around on the bed the same way I had as
orgasms went through her body. She lay on the bed next to me as her
breathing started to get back to normal.

"This isn't going to be easy you know?" she said

"I know but I really do love you Karen. I want to spend the rest of my life
with you."



"Casey your so young. What about boys and getting married and having babies
and all of that?" she said.

"Karen I'm a lesbian." I said

"Casey you don't know that for sure. One night in bed with another woman
doesn't necessarily mean your gay. You need to take some time to think
about what you're saying. Maybe you are gay but give yourself some time to
figure it out." she said

I leaned over on my side and looked at her face. She was so beautiful and I
loved her so much. I lowered my lips to her and kissed her as sweetly as I
could.

"Karen I'm sure. There is nothing else that matters in this world as long
as I'm with you." I said. "I want us to be together as partners and lovers
forever. Will you marry me Karen"

I kissed her again and looked in her face. There were tears in her eyes and
she smiled at me and just said "yes".

We fell asleep in each others arms that night and have every night for the
last seven years.

Kristina M. Ward kristigirl4@hotmail.com This is the story about the love
between a teenage girl and an adult woman.  As in other stories that I have
written there are sexual situations included. Like in my other stories I
have attempted to depict these situations with love and romance and not
pornography. If you are offended by this story line then you should leave
now. Thanks Kristina Ward kristigirl4@hotmail.com


CASEY AND KAREN by Kristina Ward

"Damn" I thought to myself as I looked at my report card. My Calculus grade
was still a D. My Mom was going to be pissed. I had promised her that after
the D in the second quarter that I would bring it up and I hadn't been able
to do it. I had tried very hard this quarter but I still wasn't getting it.
I needed a better grade so that I could get into State next Fall. All of my
other grades were fantastic but my Calculus grade was going to hold me
back. Dr. Wells, my teacher, had offered to help after I had gotten a D in
the class in the second quarter. She was a really nice person and a good
teacher but for some reason I wasn't able to grasp what she was trying to
teach me. I decided to go to her classroom to see if her offer of help was
still available. I had no idea that this trip to her classroom would
eventually change my life forever. I knocked on the door and went in.  She
was sitting at her desk eating an apple with her feet propped up on the
desk.

"Hey Casey" she said "Come on in what can I do for you?"

She was a very pretty woman of about forty years of age who dressed more
like she was about nineteen. She always wore these really short skirts and
tight tops. A lot of the other girls didn't like her because they thought
she was trying to be one of them. She had always been very nice to me so I
didn't care what they said about her.

"Dr. Wells I need help." I said "I need a better grade in your class so
that I can get into the State University next year."

"Well kid you came to the right place. I was wondering when you were going
to realize that you needed help. Let's set up a schedule for you to come
after school for tutoring." she said

We decided that I would come every Monday, Wednesday and Friday after
school for about an hour. We started the very next Monday and continued
until the end of the quarter. She really helped me a lot and for once I
started to get an understanding of what she was teaching. It was like a
whole new world was opening up to me. With all of the time we were spending
together we started to get to be friends. On Mondays she would ask me what
I had done on the weekend and I would tell her what I HAD DONE OVER THE
WEEKEND. I remember when I had gone to a club for the first time she wanted
to hear all about it. Where I went, who I went with, etc. She seemed to be
interested in my life and I was happy to tell her about it. I guess it
wasn't all that interesting but she always listened when I talked. I always
asked her about her weekends but she said that she mostly just stayed at
home. I didn't even know if she was married or not and I never asked
because I didn't want her to think that I was prying into her private
life. I always talked to her about boys and school and such. I didn't have
a boyfriend but there was a couple of boys that I was kind of interested
in. She knew both of them and she would tell me to be careful and not let
myself get hurt. She said that I should wait got into college to start a
relationship which seemed like a


 good idea to me because I didn't really have time for a boy friend. I was
a cheerleader and I was in several clubs at school and that took up a lot
of my time. I had been out on dates before but always found that the boys
were all looking for the same thing but they weren't going to get it from
me. I had decided that I was not going to let some high school boy have my
prize. It was very special to me and I wanted to save it for the right
person. My next report card came and I was really psyched to see what I got
in her class. When I saw the grade I was thrilled. I had gotten an "A".  I
was so happy that I just had to go tell her thank you. She was in her
classroom when I went after school and when she saw me she gave me a big
smile.

"Well what do you think of your grade?" she asked.

"Oh Dr. Wells I can't believe it. I've never gotten an A in a math class."
I said excitedly.

"Well girl, you've got one now and you earned it. I didn't help at all."
she said.

"No, it's because of you that I got the A and I wanted to thank you." I
said.

We were standing in the classroom and I gave her a big hug and said thanks
again. We talked for a few minutes and then I remembered that I had to
catch my bus. I left and ran to the front of the school and got there just
in time to see my bus going around the corner. I was standing there trying
to think of a ways to get home when Dr. Wells came out of the school and
headed for her car.

"Hey there A student who are you waiting for?" she asked

"I missed my bus." I said.

"Oh Casey I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you miss your bus." she said.

"It's not your fault. I should have checked the time." I said

"Well how are you going to get home?" she said.

"I guess I'll have to walk." I said

"I'm not supposed to give students rides but I guess this is a special
circumstance. Why don't you meet me around the corner at the little market
and I'll pick you up there. That way I won't get into trouble if someone
sees me let you in my car here."

I walked around the corner to the market and she was waiting for me. She
had a really nice car. It was red and it looked like some kind of sports
car. I got in and she started the car and we left. As we were riding along
we started to talk some more.

"You know Dr. Wells I've never asked you and please don't think I'm being
nosy but are you married?" I said.

"No I'm not but I guess I was kind of married for about ten years." she
said.

"Kind of married?" I said.

"Well I guess you could call it that. We lived together but we weren't
married. We split up about three months ago." she said.

"Oh Dr. Wells I'm so sorry. Was it hard on you?"

"Yeah it was" she said "I haven't really gotten over it yet. By the way
we've spent so much time together that I think it would be ok if you called
me Karen when were not in school. I think we can be friends as well as
student and teacher, ok."

"That would be so cool. I think you're one of the nicest people I know.  It
would be really cool to be your friend Karen." I said.

We kept driving toward my house and we talked more. She gave me her phone
number and told me that I could call her anytime I wanted.  When she
dropped me off I was so happy that I ran into the house to tell my mom that
I had gotten an A in Karen's class. She was just about as happy as I was. I
told that I wanted to buy Karen a gift for helping me so she gave me the
car and I went to the mall to pick something out. I got her some really
nice perfume from Victoria's Secret. I was to excited to wait until Monday
to give it to her so I called her from the car and asked if it was ok for
me to come over and give it to her. She was a little hesitant at first but
then she said that it would be ok for me to stop by. She gave me directions
to her house and I went right over. She lived in a beautiful house out in
the country. There were lots of trees so I had a hard time seeing the house
when I got there. She must have seen me coming up the drive because she was
waiting for me on the porch. There was this huge golden retriever with her
and I was a little scared to get out of the car.

"Don't let Max scare you. He's harmless. The only thing you have to worry
about is him licking you to death." she laughed and said. "I guess
introductions are in order. Max meet Casey and Casey meet Max."

"How do you do Max." I said. Like he knew that he was supposed to he sat
down and offered me his paw. We laughed as I took it and shook it.

"Why don't you come in Casey." she said.

We went into the house and sat in the living room. It was a beautiful room
decorated very nicely. There were lots of plants and many pictures of Karen
and Max. There were also some pictures of Karen and Max and another lady.

"Who's this in the picture with you and Max?" I asked.

"That's my friend Janice" she said. "She used to live with us but she moved
out about three months ago." she said.

She looked at me very intently for a moment and then it dawned on me what
that meant. This was the person that she was kind of married to. Karen's a
lesbian I thought to myself. Oh my God I had no clue. She didn't look like
a lesbian. She's so feminine and pretty but so was the lady in the picture
and they were both gay. She must have saw the confusion in my face because
she said.

"Are you ok Casey?" she asked.

"Just a little shocked I guess. I had no clue." I said. "You're really
gay?"

"Yes I am. Have been all my life." she said.

I didn't know what to say. I had to think about this. The person that had
helped me so much and who I had become so close to was a homosexual. I
looked at the picture again and thought about what it meant. They were
obviously happy when the picture was taken. I wondered what happened.  Why
did they break up. I had a million questions to ask her but I couldn't
talk. All I could think about was that I had to go home. I needed to get
out of there.

"Uh Karen, I've got to get going, ok?" I said kind of embarrassed like.  "I
told my mom I would be home right away."

"Sure I understand." she said with a sad look on her face. "Will you be
coming back for more tutoring or is this just to much for you to handle?"

"I don't know. I've got to think about this whole thing. I'll let you know.
I still want to thank you though. Without you I wouldn't have gotten the
A." I said.

"You're very welcome. I'm happy for you. You worked very hard for that A
and you deserved it." she said. "Don't let what happened here today ruin
your desire to do good in Calculus. If you need help please don't be afraid
to come to me for it and I still want to be your friend." she said.

"Karen please just give me some time to get used to this." I said.

She said that was fair enough and I left. All of the way home I thought
about Karen being a lesbian. Wow I thought this is pretty weird. I also
found myself thinking about her and the lady in the picture having sex.  I
have to admit I found that to be kind of arousing. Oh my God I thought I
was getting turned on by the thought of Karen making love to another woman.
Why was I thinking about that I wondered. I'm not gay, I thought to myself.
By the time I got home all I could think about was Karen. I felt so bad
about the way I acted at her house. She didn't deserve that. When I got
home I told my mom about what had happened and she also thought that I had
acted very badly.

"You know Casey, it doesn't matter if she's gay she helped you an awful lot
this quarter. You probably would have gotten another D if she hadn't taken
an interest in you. You owe her more than just a silly little bottle of
perfume. You need to work this out." she said.

For the next couple of weeks I avoided Karen at school. I didn't go to her
class and I knew it was costing me. I just couldn't face her because
something was going on in my brain. Every night for the last two weeks I
dreamed about Karen. It started out as dreams about her and Janice and
turned into dreams about me and her. I was so frightened and so confused. I
thought that I was falling in love with her. I kept telling myself that I
wasn't gay but I kept dreaming about Karen. I finally went back to her
class and she said that she wanted to see me at the end of the period. I
stayed in my desk as everyone else left the room. After everyone was gone
she spoke.

"You do realize that you'll have to make up the work you missed." she said.

"I know." I said.

"Do you want me to find someone to help you?"

"No I'd rather you did it." I said.

"Same schedule as before?" she said.

"That will be fine." I said and then added "Karen we need to talk. I need
to apologize to you for the way I've acted."

"No apology needed sweetheart. I know that it was a big shock for you. I
shouldn't have dropped it on you like I did. I should've prepared you for
it a little better."

"Karen" I said "You're very special to me and I just recently realized how
special you are. I've missed you Karen."

"I've missed you too Casey. I was so afraid that we couldn't be friends
anymore. I'm so glad that we've worked this out. So, Prom is tomorrow
night. Who are you going with."

"Justin Moore asked me and I said that I would go with him. We're just
going as friends though." I couldn't say that I really wanted her to take
me. By this time I was madly in love with her and I wanted to find a way to
tell her. My Mom said that I should just come out and tell her. She was
being so cool about the whole thing. I had broken down one night and told
her how I felt about Karen. All she asked me was if I was sure about how I
felt. I told her that I was sure and that I had given it a great deal of
thought. I had come to the realization that I was gay also. It was so
strange to think that. Before Karen I had never had feelings toward another
girl but she had changed that. Now all I could think about was being in
Karen's arms and being held and kissed by her. I realized that not only
were we two females but she was also twenty two years older than me. Old
enough to be my mother as a matter of fact. All of that didn't matter to
me. I was in love and that's all that mattered. She told me to have a good
time at prom and to make sure that I took a lot of pictures for her to see.
The next night as I started getting ready all I could think about was
Karen. I wanted to be with her on this night. As luck would have it Justin
called about an hour before he was supposed to come and get me and said he
had a temperature of 104 degrees. That's just great I thought I'm going to
miss my prom because Justin has a cold. My Mom was out of town for the
weekend so I decided I would go see Karen. I drove to her house not even
knowing if she was home. Fortunately she was there. I knocked on the door
and I heard Max bark. A few seconds later she answered the door. She was
all dressed up like she was going out someplace.

"I'm sorry Karen if you're going out someplace don't let me keep you." I
said.

"Casey why aren't you at the prom?" she said.

"Justin got sick and couldn't go." I said. "I didn't want to stay home and
all of my friends are at the dance so I thought I would come see you."

"Well come in and don't let Max jump up on you and mess up your dress.  You
look simply gorgeous." she said.

I told her thank you and went in the living room and sat on the sofa.  She
went to the kitchen and got some wine for both of us.

"This is a special occasion so I guess you can have some wine but don't say
anything about this to anyone, ok."

"I won't" I said. "but what about you're night out? I've messed that up
haven't I."

"Don't worry about it I was just going to a club over in Silver Spring that
I used to go to when I was single. I'm single again so I thought I'd give
it a try but I'd rather spend the evening with a friend. So what should we
do?"

"I'm hungry." I said

"all right how about some dinner. I can either have something delivered or
I can cook you something. I'm actually a very good cook." she said.

She made us some pasta and chicken that was delicious and when dinner was
over we went into the living room and listened to some music. We were
sitting on the couch just relaxing when I said.

"Karen can we dance?"

"I don't know if that's a great idea Casey. You know under the
circumstances and everything." she said.

"Oh come on Karen it's no big deal I just want to dance." I said

She said ok and we got off of the couch and started dancing. It felt so
wonderful being in her arms. She held me very tenderly and I put my head on
her shoulder. I gave her neck a little kiss and she said.

"No Casey, don't."

I looked in her eyes and I could see that she was very nervous. I leaned
forward and my lips found hers. At first she resisted but then I felt her
relax and return my kiss.

"Casey this is so wrong. I'm your teacher. We can't do this." she said.

"Karen I love you. I want it." I said and then I leaned forward again and
kissed her. We were dancing very closely now and I could feel her breasts
touching mine. Her breasts were a little on the large side while mine were
actually tiny.

"Oh Casey I love you too with all my heart. I've been in love with you
since that first tutoring lesson but we still shouldn't be doing this."
she said.

"Karen we love each other and I'm over eighteen. I want you to make love to
me." I said.

I could see the battle going on in her mind and in her face. After a few
seconds she smiled at me and just said.

"Not here in the living room."




She took my hand and led me to her bedroom. We stood next to the bed
kissing for a few minutes before she reached around behind me and pulled
down the zipper on my dress. She slid it over my shoulders and lowered it
to the floor. I was standing in front of her with just my bra and panties.
She reached out and took one of my breasts and started massaging it. It
felt wonderful as she ran her fingers over the nipple and I could feel it
hardening against my bra. She unhooked the bra and let it fall to the
floor.

"You're so beautiful." she said as she took my breast into her mouth. I
could feel her tongue moving back and forth across the nipple and It was
starting to drive me crazy. I felt myself being lowered onto the bed and
then Karen was over me still sucking on my nipple. Her hands were pushing
my panties down below my waist so I lifted my hips so that she could push
them down easier and soon I felt them coming off completely. I was now
naked in my Calculus teacher's bed with her sucking on my breast and
rubbing my vagina with her fingers. I opened my legs so that she could
insert her fingers inside of me. I could feel myself getting close to an
orgasm as she started down my body with her tongue. When I felt her breath
on my vagina I couldn't hold it back anymore. Wave after wave of intense
feelings surged through my vagina. I was thrashing about on the bed when
she put her tongue inside of me. It was a feeling that I had never had in
my life. This woman had me totally in her hands. I could barely think as
the orgasm peaked and then started to ebb.

"Oh my God Karen." I shouted as another orgasm crashed over me. She was
still working on me down there with her tongue and fingers. I felt another
orgasm starting in my vagina and this one was even more intense. I raised
my hips off of the bed so that her tongue would go further inside. She had
my clit in her mouth and she was running her tongue over it very quickly.
My whole body starting shaking as another orgasm thundered it's way through
me. I was literally screaming when it finally hit.

"Oh God, Oh God." I screamed as I put my hand on the back of her head.  She
was moving her head up and down very quickly bringing me to my third
orgasm. I was totally lost in it. I couldn't feel anything except Karen's
tongue and fingers in my vagina. They were moving so fast now that my body
was totally out of control and I could feel myself actually start cumming.
She very gently lowered me back down to the bed when the orgasm was over
and then she kissed me. I could taste myself on her lips. I looked at her
when we finished the kiss and her face was covered with my fluids.

"I love you so much Karen." I said as she laid down next to me on the bed.
She had gotten up and removed her clothes. She had a magnificent body that
just craved for my touch. I took one of her nipples into my mouth and
suckled on it and parted her vagina lips with one of my fingers. I kissed
my way down to her vagina and then did to her what she had done to me a few
minutes before. I parted her lips with my fingers and ran my tongue the
whole length of her vagina. I found her clitoris and sucked on it gently.
Pretty soon she was thrashing around on the bed the same way I had as
orgasms went through her body. She lay on the bed next to me as her
breathing started to get back to normal.

"This isn't going to be easy you know?" she said

"I know but I really do love you Karen. I want to spend the rest of my life
with you."



"Casey your so young. What about boys and getting married and having babies
and all of that?" she said.

"Karen I'm a lesbian." I said

"Casey you don't know that for sure. One night in bed with another woman
doesn't necessarily mean your gay. You need to take some time to think
about what you're saying. Maybe you are gay but give yourself some time to
figure it out." she said

I leaned over on my side and looked at her face. She was so beautiful and I
loved her so much. I lowered my lips to her and kissed her as sweetly as I
could.

"Karen I'm sure. There is nothing else that matters in this world as long
as I'm with you." I said. "I want us to be together as partners and lovers
forever. Will you marry me Karen"

I kissed her again and looked in her face. There were tears in her eyes and
she smiled at me and just said "yes".

We fell asleep in each others arms that night and have every night for the
last seven years.

Kristina M. Ward
kristigirl4@hotmail.com