Date: Fri, 15 Jul 2005 11:53:34 -0700 (PDT) From: Manda None <mandagl@yahoo.com> Subject: Dear Diary Disclaimer: Okay if you hadn't guessed by the name of the section you're in, or the site you're looking at, this story is about adult child sex. That means that an adult and child will have sex and it will be treated as normal and acceptable in the story. If that bothers you then please stop reading. Further more there is this stupid law in the US and other countrys that says you must be 18 to READ, yes READ this type of story. And even though it's a foolish law, even foolish laws have to be obeyed. So if your under 18, although *I* appluad you for exploring your sexuality, I have to ask that you stop reading. P.S. The errors are deliberate. Dear Diary By mandagl@yahoo.com June 22, 2004. Dear Diary, Melissa is so dumb, Mike will never like her like that. He's just a stoopid boy and they dont know anything. Why doesn't she notice me? Ever since my birthday last week when she spent the nite I think Iv'e had a crush on her. Turning 11 sucks. One good thing happened tho, Miss Allen down the street gave me a card with FIVE dollars in it! I'm glad her and Mom are friends. Love, Cindy. June 24, 2004. Dear Diary, Sorry I didnt right yesterday I was at grandmas and forgot you, then when I got home it was late and I was too tired. Anyway, Moms vacation is over so shes going back to work and Miss Allen will be watching me again. Ill be going to her house tho, instead of her coming here. I like her house. It's weird tho. She had paintings all over, mostly of women. And one picture, it must be old cause it's in black and white, but it's too girls kissing. My tummy tingles when I look at it. Love, Cindy. June 26, 2004 Dear Diary, Miss Allen seems different. She told me to call her Sandy. And shes kinda cuddely. I feel weird when she puts her arm around me if we are watching tv or something. Oh yeah I almost forget, Melissa and Mike are boyfriend and girlfriend now. Stoopid Melissa, I want her to be my girlfriend, why does she like that dumb boy better than me? I didnt tell you about my birthday. Melissa and I spent the night here on my birthday and we stayed up all nite. Most of the time she talked about Mike and other boys. But then we got quite for a little while and then we started to kiss. I felt really wierd when I kissed her. It made my thingy tingle and I felt all warm in my tummy. It was a good feeling but kinda scarry too cause I thought mom would catch us. I want to do it again but now cause of Mike she won't kiss me any more. I'm sleepy now I want to go to bed, good nite. Love, Cindy. June 29, 2004. Dear Diary, I watched a movie with Sandy today. I forgot what it was called but there was this wierd circus and a teacher at a church school and the teacher fell in love with this really pretty black girl and they ran away together oh and a dog that died and then it came back to life in the end which made me happy cause the dog was cute. It reminded me of me and Melissa. Did I tell you Melissa is black? Its weird tho cause her mom and dad are white. She was adopted. Mom has to go out of town this weekend and she's leaving me with Sandy. I wanted to stay with Melissa but shes going to her grandmas and wont be home. Thats ok tho cause Sandy is fun and Im sure well have alot to do. July 3, 2004. Dear Diary, I have so much to tell. Ok so mom left last night and I stayed with with Sandy. We watched another movie. She had lots of movies about girls that love each other. Some she says Im too young to watch tho. I think there dirty movies, like the ones dad use to watch on the computer. I watched one once and it made me feel tingly. I think it made me wet my pants too so I dont wanna watch them any more. So any way Sandy and me watched the movie about a cheerleader that loves this other girl. It was silly, I liked it though specially watching the girls kiss, it made me feel tingly too but not so much as daddys movies. She made me ice cream after the movie and we talked for a long time. I told her about Melissa. I think its ok to tell her cause I think she likes girls too. I dont think she would tell mom but if she does ill pretend I didnt say anything. So it was really late when Sandy told me to go to bed. So she tucked me in and then she did something. She kissed me. Not like mom either. She kissed me right on the mouth like the girls in the movie, I even think she opened her mouth a little. It scared me at first cause I didnt know what to do, but I liked it. I think I even peed a little cause my panties got wet. I hope she doesnt know about that, I would be imbarissed if she found out. I want to kiss her again like that tho, maybe tomorrow I will try to kiss her. Love, Cindy July 4, 2004. Dear Diary, We watched the fireworks tonight. It was fun. I think they are pretty and I really like at the end when they shoot off a bunch of them all at once. Sandy held my hand while we watched. It made me feel good. I like the way it feels when she holds my hand. Sandy doesnt know I'm awake right now. She went to bed the same time as me, but I stayed up so I could write to you. She kissed me again. This time I know she had her mouth open cause she put her tongue right in my mouth. It was wierd. Me and Melissa didnt kiss like that. It was even better than the other kiss. I think something is wrong with me tho cause every time she kisses me I wet myself. I thought it was cause I was a little scared at first but I wasnt scared this time. When she kissed me this time she put her arms around me. it felt really nice, she is strong. I think I love Sandy. I think im going to ask Sandy if she likes girls tomorrow. I think shell tell me cause I told her about Melissa. good nite Love, Cindy. July 5, 2004. Dear Diary, I asked Sandy if she likes girls and she told me shes a lezbyen. She said mom knows. She said its cause mom and her slept together but I dont understand how you could know something like that just from sleeping. Sandy said she wasnt like other lezbyens cause she liked little girls more than grownups. I guess most lezbyens dont like kids much. I dont know why but she said I cant tell mom that. I think mom already knows she likes me though cause she lets me come over all the time. Oh mom called from New York. She has to stay a whole week. Something about the new computer they bought was broken and she had to help fix it. I miss her but Im still happy cause I get to stay with Sandy until mom gets back. I dont think about Melissa so much any more. I was really sad about her but I think I love Sandy now and she likes me so I want her to be my girlfriend now. I want to ask her if shell be my girlfriend but Im scared. What if she says no? Or what if she laughed at me. I dont know what Id do if she laughed. I bet if I was older tho shed be my girlfreind. Its almost bed time now so Im gonna stop writing. I hope Sandy kisses me again tonight. I went to the bathroom before I started writing so I wont wet my panties tonight. Love, Cindy July 6, 2004. Dear Diary, Im scared something is wrong with me. I peed before I went to bed last night and I still wet myself a little when Sandy kissed me. Im going to ask her if I can sleep with her tonight. I think shell let me cause she let mom. Its early. Sandy said she will take me swimming. I cant wait I love to swim! I think I will write more when I get back or maybe tomorrow. July 7, 2004. Dear Diary, Sorry I didnt write any more. I have so much to tell though. Ok so Sandy took me swimming. She is so pretty in a swim sute. I wish shed grow her hair out tho. I like long hair like moms. So anyway after we swam Sandy took me to taco bell. I love taco bell so much. And when we got home we watched a movie. It was scarry and I cuddled up with her so I wouldnt be so scared of it. I told her I couldnt sleep in my room cause of the movie and I asked if I could sleep with her. She said no at first but I begged her and she said ok. So when we went to bed she held me from behind and it felt so good. It made me wet myself a little tho. I was scared something was wrong so I told Sandy. I almost cried I was so scared to tell her. I thought shed be mad at me but she wasnt. She was happy. She said that sometimes special things like kissing or holding each other made girls pookies get wet a little and that I shouldnt be afraid. I wonder why that happens. I dont know tho cause it never happened when mom kissed me. Maybe Sandy meant when some one kisses me like the way she does. So I almost fell asleep and then I felt Sandy rubbing me. She was rubbing my butt. She snuggled really close to me and kissed my neck and it made me feel all tingly all over. It made me giggle and I think that scared her cause she stopped. Well I'm going to stop writing now and go ask Sandy if I can sleep with her again. Love, Cindy. July 9, 2004. Dear Diary, I dont know what Im supose to do. Sandy kissed me last night when we were in her bed and she put her hand right on my booby. It felt really good but at school they said no one is allowed to touch us like that. Im supose to tell on her but if I tell on her she wont do it any more. Im scared now that Im gonna get in trouble. Maybe no one will find out. It feels really nice and I want her to do it more after she stops. Ill right more later. I told Sandy what they said at school about how no one can touch us there and she said that she was sorry and that she wouldnt do it anymore. I told her i liked it and I didnt understand why no one was supose to. She said its cause some people are bad and they hurt kids. I dont understand anything she told me. I think it has something to do with sex tho. Its all stoopid tho cause if thats sex stuff that Sandy did to me it feels good but then why arent you spose to do it? Grownups are dum. I told Sandy I wouldnt tell and she was happy. Its bed time now I think cause Sandy turned off the tv. I'll write later. Love, Cindy. July 10, 2004. Dear Diary, I think Sandy is one of those people that likes little girls. I mean Like Likes them too, the way I like other girls. I think my teachers are dum cause shes not mean like they said. Sandy is nice to me, I'm not afraid of her. I really think I love her. Shes so sweet and we have so much fun together. Sandy held me tight last night, she rubbed my tummy and my butt and it felt so good. I couldnt fall asleep, I just laid there and let her rub me. I wish she rubbed boobys tho. I think cause of what I said about school shes scared to. Maybe I should ask her to be my grilfriend, then she wouldnt be scared any more. Love, Cindy. Jully 12, 2004. Dear Diary, Mom got back from New York last night. Shes at work now. Im at Sandys house and shes gonna take me swimming again. Im sad cause I dont get to sleep with her tonight. Maybe mom will let me stay over anyway. Ill write later. Ok Im back. mom said I cant spend the night with Sandy. Im gonna ask her again friday if Sandy says its okay. Love, Cindy. July 14, 2004. Dear Diary, I hate moms job. Theyre making her go away again. Shes going to Arizona for three whole days! She just got back! I want her to quit but she said she cant. I just think she doesnt want to. The only good thing is I get to stay with Sandy again but I miss my mom. Love, Cindy. July 16, 2004. Dear Diary, Mom left today. I cried when she went I begged her not to go but she said she had to. Im at Sandys now. She ordered pizza and we had fun eating it. I'm nervous tho cause Im gonna ask her to be my girlfriend tonight. I tried yesterday but I was too chicken. Love, Cindy. July 17, 2004. Dear Diary, She said YES! I thought I was gonna cry I was so scared to ask her but she said yes. Shes my girlfriend now. My first girlfriend. Im gonna hold her hand all the time now. We even kissed for a long time last night when we went to bed. She rubbed my boobys more. It felt so good. Then she kissed my nipple a little. It felt like electricty and it even made my pookie tingle. I want her to do that again. I wonder if she wants me to touch her boobs. I wanna see them. Hers are smaller than moms but theyre pretty when she wears a swim sute. I wanna tell everyone that Sandy is my girlfriend but she said that people are mean about grownups that like little girls. I think shes right too cause of what they said at school. I wonder why they think that. Maybe they just dont any nice ones. Oh and Sandy told me what grownups like that are called it starts with a p but I cant remember now. I'll ask her later. Love, Cindy. July 18, 2004. Dear Diary, Mom called after I wrote to you last night. She has to stay an extra day or too. I hope she comes home soon. I miss her. I cried when she told me. I think she gets upset when I cry so I try not to but I love her so much and I miss her when shes gone. Im getting sad now ill write later. Im back. I didnt tell you what happened last night. I slept with Sandy again. She let me touch her boobs. It was wierd cause I was touching her but it made me feel all tingly. I wonder if that happens to her. She let me see her boobs too. They are so pretty. I even got to kiss them. It was funny to cause her nipples get hard when I kiss them. Then she did something else. She put her hand in my jammies and touched my pookie. Well she touched my panties over my pookie and rubbed the little bump on it. It felt really good. It almost tickled. Then she stopped and we went to sleep. Love, Cindy. July 19, 2004. Dear Diary, Sandy told me the word again I think its pedafile. She says people are mean about them so we cant tell were girlfriends. She also said that we cant tell about the stuff we do when we go to sleep. Sandy kissed my pookie last night. it was really nice. She rubbed me for a long time and we kissed alot. It made me feel all warm and out of breath. She started kissing me all over. She kissed my boobies and my tummy. She even blew on my tummy and it tickled so much and we laughed. Then she got kinda quite and she asked if she could take off my jammies. I was scared to say yes, I wanted her to so finally I told her to take of my pjs and she did. She started kissing me again and then she got down to my pookie and she put her tonge on it and she rubbed the little bump and it started to feel really good then I thought I was about too pee but she said it was ok. It tingled so much all of a sudden I got dizzy I think I even squealed. Then i started crying and Sandy got really scared. I tried to tell her it was cause I was so happy, I hope she understood. Sandy said that what we did is sex. I like it. I understand why grownups talk about so much now. Its really fun. I dont think mom and her slept together either, I think they had sex like we did. I wonder of mom is a lezbyen. Sandy told me she loves me last night. Mom says that all the time but when Sandy said it I got butterflys in my tummy. Love, Cindy. July 22, 2004. Dear diary, Mom is spending the night in Denver tonight so I'm staying with Sandy again. I hope she kisses my pookie again. Im gonna ask her if I can kiss hers. Love, Cindy. July 23, 2004. I want to marry Sandy and move in with her. I love her so much it makes me want to cry when I think about her. She kissed me all over again last nite. I was laying there and she rubbed me all over my body. She even told me what that little bump is called she said its my cliteris and that i should learn to touch it too so that I could make myself feel good. Then she kissed me on my pookie until it felt really good again. It felt so good and I got all sweaty and it even made me giggle a little bit. After she did that I asked if I could kiss hers. She got really quite for a long time and I thought she was mad at me. Then she said she didnt know cause she was afraid I wouldnt like it or it would make me scared. And I begged her to let me and so she said ok. Then I kissed her boobs some and I made her nipples hard again cause that is so funny when it happens and then I kissed her tummy like she did mine and I rubbed her all over and then I did it. I kissed her right on the pookie and she taught me how to do it right. She said I should suck on her cliteris thing and I should put my finger in her and so I did and she was all wet. It tasted funny at first but it wasn't bad. I liked it alot and I kept doing it and she got really tense and then she grabbed the pillow and yelled and got all calm and quite for a long time. I think she felt tingly like I did. Then we kissed some more and we went to sleep. I love when she holds me. It feels so good cause she had strong arms and I feel safe and warm. I hope she lets me kiss her like that again.