Date: Wed, 21 Apr 2004 20:20:11 -0700 (PDT)
From: kerryann keep <nakita_lynn69@yahoo.com>
Subject: Forbidden Love

			      Forbidden Love
			   Written by: Kerryann
			       (F/f) Fiction


It all happened so fast I am not too sure where I should begin. Okay Okay
I will start at the beginning and you can decide.  It all started when I
first went into Rainbow Matchmaker and made that profile of mine. I went
around looking at the site and all the lesbian women and straight women
looking for something beyond their own private little world.


Hmm you may ask yourself what was I looking for? Well I can bullshit and
say I was just looking but like I said that would be crap. No I was
looking for a friend, a confident. Someone I could share my problems
with, someone who would listen and offer advice, someone I could call my
own.

That's when a woman named Pam came to talk to me. She was sweet and I
fell in love instantly she was such a beautiful person to talk to. In my
secret mind I was wishing I could see her and touch her. We decided to
talk privately because we were the only ones left in the lesbian chat
room.

Through msn we started to talk about everything and I admitted honestly
that somehow I knew her but I wasn't sure how and where I knew her from?
My heart raced and my palms started to sweat. All of a sudden she
disappeared and I sat there so upset with myself because I thought I had
scared her away.

The next day I saw an email from Pam and I thought ` Oh my god she
thinks I'm batty', but boy was I surprised when I opened the email. She
said to me that she felt a connection with me and she was sorry that she
left me so quick the night before but her computer died and she was up
all morning fixing it. She also said that she would love to get to know
me better.

Well ladies and gentlemen I thought ` Why not let her get to know the
real person behind the name Shagwell.' I also thought ` Maybe this is a
hoax it can't be real why would she even consider liking a dumb ass like
me, I had lost so many loved ones in the past. Why am I any different
then all the other hopefuls she meets whilst I am not online? Maybe I am
just another buddy on her list that she contacts whilst online via email
or msn.'

Anyway a couple of days later another email came from Pam, she said in
more depth that she would like to get to know me better and maybe we were
connected in some cosmic way, (yeah I thought to myself the cosmic thing
is email lol) and she would like to discuss a few more things with me to
see if we had anything in common.

After that it was email tag with each other we could never really discuss
much online because of the time zones and all that stupid jazz. One
afternoon I was scanning my emails when I noticed Pam had written a huge
long email. So I opened it and got a shock of a lifetime she was coming
here. Fuck me I thought to myself what if she thinks I am a fuckin ugly
bitch? What if she ... oh fuck all the possibilities that were running
through my head.

Finally I got my brain in order told her that I would pick her up from
Sydney airport and asked when her flight would be. A day later I received
yet another email saying this " My Darling Kerryann I will be there
tomorrow (fuck me I was soooo nervous and scared) I will see you at the
airport. Lovingly Yours Still Pam oxoxoxoxox.

I thought this is going to be one heck of a time with her here what if.
Ah fuck it I told myself it would be cool. I went to bed because I had
work the next morning at 3:30am and then I would finish at 9:30am so it
was alright.



With that all out of my head I laid my head to the pillow and thoughts
and images of Pam danced in my head. She was floating around in my head
naked and teasing me to come kiss her. Oh my god I am married I
shouldn't be thinking of this. I fell into deep sleep with a smile on my
face.

I finished work and dashed home to shower and throw something nice yet
sexy on. Then Sarah picked me up and we headed to the airport. We arrived
just in time as the passengers were just getting off the plane. I scanned
the crowd and wasn't paying o much attention when all of a sudden this
drop dead gorgeous women spoke up and said " Kerryann darling good to
see you in the flesh finally", with that she threw herself into my arms
as she hugged me.

I thought " I am such a loser she is going to turn around now an go
home'. (To be honest ladies and gents she was unbelievably sexy and I
was a lesser comparison to the lovely women who stood in front of me). I
looked into her eyes and knew instantly this was my Pam and no she
wasn't going home, well not just yet anyway. After the intros were made
we headed to Sarah's car and got in.

We yakked and yakked all the way back to Revesby and to our flat. We
pulled in the drive Sarah took her things in and then came back out
again. Pam looked at me with a smile on her face and sat back and rested
her eyes whilst Sarah got in the car and took off heading towards
Cronulla Beach.

We arrived there and got out. I walked to the sand and sat down, as did
Sarah, but not Pam no she walked barefoot along the shoreline all the way
to the point and where my eyes couldn't see her anymore. As she was
walking back I watched her feet splash the water up her leg. I watched
the sun caress her skin and that made me jealous. Jealous you say well
yes I was jealous of the sun because it got to caress her skin and I
couldn't.

The sun sank low into the sea as it does when the sun sets. Let me take
some time out to describe the sun and how I see it. It had an orange
reddish glow to it, I was sitting there trying to absorb as much warmth
from the sinking sun as I could and was trying to send it her way. I
wanted her to feel all the warmth that I now felt in my bones as the sun
continued its decent into the dark as it should be.

Then the stars started to come out and Sarah said " Time to go home
ladies". With that my reverie broke and we headed back to the car. We
got in and drove back towards home. On the way we stopped and had dinner
at a Chinese restaurant and then headed home.

We got in the door and everybody immediately went to their respected
rooms and closed doors. We all came out I noticed Pam had had a shower
and the way her hair flicked back and forth with beads of water flying
everywhere I thought ` Fuck me she is a hottie'. We all went into the
lounge room and Sarah switched on our brand new DVD player and put in a
movie.

We sat back to watch it and the credits started for the start of the
movie I asked Sarah to stop it so I could make popcorn. Pam followed me
to the kitchen and as soon as we were out of sight I pulled her close to
me and kissed her lips. When we stopped she looked at me surprised but
soon had that eat me look in her eyes so she pulled me closer still and
attacked my mouth with her tongue.

I could taste the sweetness of her tongue. The heat from her mouth. The
small amount of saliva, which I greedily gobbled down my throat. She was
making my pussy throb and I groaned because my nipples were rock hard and
begging to be sucked, touched, or released. She seemed to sense my need
as she lifted my top and placed her hands over both breasts and cupped
them through the material.

I almost came on the spot but didn't. I stopped her and moved towards
the microwave and placed the popcorn in and set it then got drinks. We
headed back to the lounge room but not before I fixed myself up. I sat
next to Sarah and Pam sat at my feet. The movie started down in my chair
and got comfy.

Half way through the movie I felt a hand caress my feet I looked down and
Pam was subconsciously massaging my feet I tried hard not to moan because
her touch was sending electric shocks all the way up to my pussy. I felt
her hand creep up to my thigh and massage it.

Anyway I somehow managed to get through the movie then the next one.
Before I knew it Sarah said she as off to bed. I kissed her heatedly and
she went off to bed. I sat there for a little bit longer and Pam grabbed
my hand and we sat snuggled on the couch together, my head resting on her
breast.

I decided time to go to bed I kissed her lips and headed to my room. I
went in and got undressed and laid next to Sarah who groaned and snuggled
closer as we spooned each other. But to no avail I couldn't sleep I sat
there staring at the ceiling knowing that somewhere down the hall Pam was
doing the same thing.

I got up and went to the kitchen to make myself a coffee and whilst the
kettle was on I went to check on Pam when I opened the door my chin hit
the floor. I could see her silhouetted by the moonlight. She was naked
and was groaning I looked closer (I had to come further in the room to
see her so I crept in) she had a huge vibe stuck in the folds of her
pussy and was ramming it in and out of her pussy. I could smell her scent
from where I was standing and it was driving me crazy.

I backed out of the room and headed back to make my coffee. I sat in the
lounge room and sat on the futon laying my head on the softness of it. I
had just closed my eyes when I felt a hand creeping up my leg and start
to massage the outside of my pants where my pussy was now sitting.

I groaned and opened my eyes and there stood Pam totally naked. She
leaned forward and kissed my lips and I grabbed a handful of her hair and
pulled her into me deepening the kiss. I managed to get my hand under my
own and caressed her nips as they sat there begging to be touched and
sucked. I took my mouth away from hers and attacked her breasts.

I licked and sucked each nipple as she lung to me grabbing my hair and
pulling me closer to her body. I sucked and pleasured those nips until
she pushed my head between her legs I understood her longing and nestled
my head there and licked her softly making her legs tremble.

I parted her pussy lips with my thumbs and gazed at the treasure before
me. It was so beautiful I knew before long that I would be devouring it
and drinking the juice that was now leaking from her pussy lips. I stuck
my tongue deep in her hole and licked and tickled with my tongue.

I didn't touch her clit, as I wanted to let her savor her orgasm as I
brought her to it. I pushed my finger deep into her pussy and felt her
push towards me. I then commenced to lick her top to bottom back to
front. As my tongue skimmed her ass she groaned so I stayed where I was
and licked to the center and back out again.



I licked the center of her behind and felt her move against my tongue and
heard her moan softly. I took the finger out of her pussy and place it in
her other hole as I attacked her clit biting it and sucking gently. I
felt her body tense and start to vibrate so I sped up my process and
tongued her faster until I clamped my mouth over her hole and was
rewarded with a mouthful of girlcum.



I let her fall gently against the lounge as I slithered my way back up
her body where my face was covered in tiny kissed and she kissed me
passionately on the lips. She rolled me over grinned wickedly and said "
My

turn".

She kissed me then traced her tongue around my lips. She kissed my neck,
which sent shivers racing through my body and made me giggle. She nibbled
on my earlobe and sucked my ear into her mouth. She lowered herself until
she was at my breasts which she lifted and placed a kiss on each nipple.

I felt her lick my nipples and tease them with her tongue as I started to
moan. Through moans I gasped out " Bite them please but not too ah...
hard". So she nibbled on them gently making my knees buckle and my body to
quiver. She licked them until my nipples started to hurt a bit.

Then when I thought she was going to eat my nipples she kissed and licked
my stomach. Then kissed my pussy just at the top I grabbed her head and
tried to pull her between my legs but she wasn't ready obviously for
that. She kissed the tops of my legs and licked her way down each leg .
Then without warning she flipped me over and started to butterfly kiss my
back and lick her way down until she reached my behind which she caressed
and tickled with her tongue.

The heat that was coming from between my legs was almost killing me with
desire. I felt her place her hand between my legs as she teased just the
lips of my pussy I felt a tingle down there and I think I had a small
orgasm because cum started to leak down my legs and run down through the
crack of my ass where she licked it up.

Only when I thought I would die of sexual hunger did she nestle between
my legs and take gentle licks and nips at my pussy making me groan and
beg her to eat me. Which of course she did but extremely slow and
seductively.

She took her time devouring my pussy as I felt her tongue enter my heated
folds and penetrate my soul or so I thought. I felt her swipes at my
pussy as my cum leaked out of me and slid down to my ass. She never
missed a drop as she was eating me out I felt her tongue hit my clit.

That's when it happened I felt my body tense up, my legs to shoot out
and lock into place and the quivering to wrack my body and then my orgasm
shot out and so did my cum. I watched her drink it all down and then wipe
her face . She slithered back up my body and we kissed....


			    THE END! (or is it)