Date: Sun, 29 Dec 2002 16:10:28 -0800 (PST)
From: Amanda Carpenter <ajc_1980@yahoo.com>
Subject: Her Awful Thoughts, Part 11

This is a story about sexual relations between women and young girls. If
these ideas offend you, please do not read.  If they don't offend you,
please prepare your personal space by obtaining the necessary tissues,
towels, vibrators, your favorite lubrication, etc.  Persons and events are
sometimes based on flights of fantasy.  Owner retains copyright.  Would
love to hear from you.  - Mandy Carpenter (ajc_1980@yahoo.com)


Part 11

   Saturday evening, Claudia's husband left for a long road trip and she
had the house to herself once again.  She enjoyed being alone, especially
since she often walked around the house in her robe with nothing underneath
and whenever she thought of anything sexual--which was nearly all the time
these days--she reached down and stimulated herself as much as she wanted
to.  Tonight, she was sitting comfortably in front of the TV, watching an
all-girl video that she had found in her husband's cache of sex tapes.  She
had never seen it before and was so entranced by the action that she
watched open-mouthed as the women on the screen molested each other in a
wild variety of ways.  She had allowed her robe to flop open and she was
sitting with her legs unashamedly spread while both hands worked on her
puffy genitals.
   It had truly been an unbelievable week.  The things that she'd done with
young girls had surpassed her wildest fantasies.  She didn't know why girls
excited her more than women or men, but she had given up trying to analyze
herself.  She was going to live for the moment and enjoy whatever came her
way.  As she watched the tape, she drifted into a reverie, thinking of all
the young bodies that she had seen and played with in the last two weeks.
She could still remember the salty taste of their skin and the musky smell
that exuded from between their young, immature labia.
   Taking a break for a few moments, she wandered into the living room, her
robe still open and her body naked underneath.  Suddenly she was possessed
by the desire to do something extraordinarily daring and naughty.  She
wanted to walk out into her front yard, naked under her robe, and allow the
front of it to open.  The awful thought was overwhelming.  She had never in
her life considered exposing herself.  Somehow, being home alone and
extremely heated from the video and the masturbation made the idea so
alluring, so wonderfully wanton that she didn't feel she could resist.
After all, it was late at night and the neighbors were not likely to be
looking out their windows, nor was there ever much traffic on her street at
this time of night.  The thought of a passing car gripped her momentarily
and her body trembled as she imagined being seen half-naked by unknown
passers-by.  She walked tentatively to the door, weighing the possible
dangers of this indiscretion.  She hesitated, and then, full of the sexual
energy and desire that had become her constant companions, she slowly
opened it.
   It was completely quiet outside.  Nothing was moving.  She stepped onto
the small front porch, softly closing the door to shut out the light from
inside the house.  She stood unmoving in the darkness.  Her porch light was
off, but the light from a nearby street lamp, illuminated her clearly.  She
looked around and, seeing no one, opened her robe toward the street holding
the sides out, like the cartoons of dirty old men she had seen.  She
laughed at herself.  A dirty old woman!  She felt the fresh air against her
breasts and body. It was delightful, but she was disappointed.  It was not
really sexually arousing, as she had thought it might be.
   "Hello," came a feminine voice from the front yard next door.
   She jumped and quickly wrapped her robe tightly around her.  She turned
to see who might be out this late at night.  "Oh, hi, Gloria," she said,
trembling with embarrassment.  It was the young niece of the older couple
next door.  Claudia had been told by another neighbor that the girl had
been sent to live with her elderly aunt and uncle because her parents
couldn't handle her.  Yet she had always seemed like a nice girl to Claudia
and she couldn't imagine what the problem had been.
   "I'm not supposed to be out here, but my aunt and uncle have been asleep
for hours and I'm just so bored."
   "You've been watching me?" Claudia asked.
   "I just noticed you."
   "Not out with friends tonight?"
   "They wouldn't let me go out, and even if they would, I haven't made any
friends here."
    Feeling sorry for the displaced teenager and pushing away her
embarrassment, Claudia invited her in for a soft drink and a snack.  The
girl accepted gratefully and the two went into the house and headed for the
kitchen.  They sat at the table munching while Gloria told Claudia all
about herself.  There was something about the way the girl spoke that
impressed the woman.  She was intelligent, insightful, and unlike so many
teenagers Claudia knew at school, her concerns were not shallow or petty.
   When the food was finished, Claudia suggested that Gloria should return
home, but the girl begged her to stay for awhile.
   "Gosh, I haven't been able to talk to anyone for ages," she said, "and
besides the "old folks" won't miss me."
   Claudia remembered what it had been like to be a teenager and gave in to
the girl's request.  She knew how difficult it could be for young girls to
find someone with whom they were comfortable and with whom they could talk
about the things that were important to them.
   "Well, all right.  Let's go into the TV room and get comfortable at
least."
   Claudia brought their soft drinks with them and they sat on the sofa
next to each other.  Claudia turned on the TV and left to go to the
bathroom.  When she returned, she was horrified to see the all-girl video
which she'd been watching earlier on the screen.  Two girls were engaged in
some heavy sex, one wearing a strap-on dildo and plunging it into the
other's vagina.  She was stunned.  She didn't know what to say.  Before she
could think how to react, Gloria spoke up.
   "Wow, I've never seen a lesbian video before.  It's amazing!" she
said. "I didn't mean to pry or anything, I just pressed the play button on
the VCR and there it was."
   Claudia grabbed the remote and fumbled for the stop button.
   "Were you watching that today?" the girl asked innocently.
   "Me?  Oh, uh, well, no.. no of course not.  Must have been my husband."
   "You're blushing!  I think you were watching it!" the girl said
triumphantly, smiling at Claudia.  "I don't know any grown-up women who
watch porn.  Cool!"
   The woman felt trapped.  If she lied about it, she knew the girl would
completely lose respect for her.  "Okay, you're right.  I was watching it,
but just out of curiosity, that's all."  The girl was staring at her so
unashamedly that Claudia was getting embarrassed.  "Well, maybe it was a
bit more than curiosity," she laughed
   "Me and my friends back home watch porn all the time," she said, "but
we've never had any lesbian stuff."
   Her composure had been slowly returning but Claudia was abruptly taken
aback by these words and said, "Do you think you should be doing that?"  It
was an effort to try and be the influential voice of adult reason, but it
felt flat.
   "Hey, why not?  It's better than letting the boys fuck us and getting
pregnant or catching some disease, don't you think?"
   The conversation was going in a way that Claudia had not anticipated.
This girl kept pushing her in a direction she didn't real think would be a
good idea especially since this girl was her next-door neighbor, for gosh
sakes.  She was beginning to wonder if allowing this girl to open up to her
might have been a bad idea.
   "Well, I... I guess that's between you and your parents."
   "Yeah, but I want to know how you feel about it.  You're pretty cool for
an adult.  I mean, do you think it's wrong for me and my girlfriends to
watch and porn and masturbate together?"
   Whoa!  Claudia was jolted by this revelation.  If she'd been surprised
before, now she was absolutely speechless.
   "You know, it's not like we're lesbos or anything.  We don't touch each
other, but it's fun to do it at the same time and watch each other."
   Her mind reeling, Claudia tried to form a reply.  Before she could help
herself, she said, "Ohhh, that sounds like fun."  She regained control and
added, "I mean, I suppose it would be okay."
   "So, did you ever do anything like that when you were younger?"
   Claudia turned on the sofa to face her guest.  She slowly looked her
over.  The girl had brown hair, an average figure tending to overweight,
and an undistinguished face.  There was a certain something about her,
however, that appealed to Claudia.  The girl seemed to exude sexuality and
as Claudia examined her breasts outlined under her tee shirt, her mind was
filled with thoughts of seduction and domination, but she felt that these
awful thoughts were totally inappropriate in this situation.  She was
trying to be a role model of sorts, a trusted older adult who might help
this youngster with her problems and she didn't really want the girl to
know what a wanton degenerate she was.  In spite of her reasoning, a part
of her realized that it was hopeless to resist.  Her nipples were tingling
and warmth was spreading over her genitals.  She had become such a sex
addict that no matter how much she tried to control herself she could not
let this opportunity pass.
   "No, I never did.  I'd like to try it sometime though."
   "Really?  Do you mean that?" the girl asked excitedly. "Don't think bad
of me, but after seeing those girls on the tape, I'm really horny!  Do you
think we could do it together right now?"
   Abandoning all caution, Claudia answered the girl by picking up the
remote and turning on the video.  The moans and sighs of the two performers
filled the room.  Gloria's eyes were locked on the screen and Claudia
watched her.  The teenager was unbuttoning her jeans and unzipping her
them.  Without taking her eyes from the screen, she raised her hips and
slid out of her jeans.  The woman watched as she slipped her right hand
into her panties and began massaging herself.  She turned to Claudia,
"Ohhh, that's good.  Go ahead, take yours off.  I wanna see."
   The woman didn't hesitate.  She stood and dropped her robe from her
shoulders.  Facing the girl, she ran her fingers through her pubic hair and
looked directly into her eyes.  "Mmmmmm," she murmured.  The teenager
gulped.  The woman was totally naked and proudly displaying her pubic hair
right in front of her.  Gloria had never seen a woman do such a thing.  She
and her girlfriends had played with themselves in front of each other, but
they had always kept their underwear on.  She could feel the lubrication
oozing from her vagina and spreading over her labia as her fingers rubbed
and caressed.  She realized the sight of this woman was making her very
excited.  She didn't understand but she knew that right now she'd much
rather watch Claudia than the women on the TV screen.
   Claudia had become adept at reading the expressions and body language of
girls and she could see that this one was aroused by what she was seeing.
She sat down on the end of the sofa and turned sideways.  She raised her
right knee and leaned it against the back of the sofa, giving the teenager
a full view of her genitals.  She'd been trimming her pubic hair recently
and she knew that her labia would be clearly visible.  She reached down and
toyed with herself.  "Is this how you and your friends do it?"
   "Um, well, actually we, um, we keep our underwear on." she stammered.
   "That doesn't sound like much fun.  How can you see each other's
pussies?"  Claudia had suspected that the games this girl had been playing
were fairly innocent and she was now determined to corrupt her fully and
introduce her to all the pleasures of woman-to-woman sex.  "Come on,
Gloria, take those panties off.  You aren't afraid, are you?"
   "No, I'm not afraid," she said, with an excited quiver in her voice.
Too shy to stand up, she slipped her underwear off while she was seated and
swiveled slightly towards Claudia.  She let her hand fall to her lap
covering her naked genitals
    "That's better.  Now let me see.  Spread your legs a little."  The girl
was becoming aroused, but she was still shy around this strange woman.  She
didn't want to seem like an inexperienced young girl, however.  She wanted
to show Claudia that she was just as brave and daring as any other girl.
She moved one of her thighs toward the back of the sofa, keeping her hand
over her pubic area.  She glanced at the woman and saw that she was
obviously enjoying watching her.  Looking down at herself, she moved her
hand slightly to the side, revealing some of her thick, dark pubic hair and
a part of her labia.  She was nervous, stimulated, and loved the feeling of
doing something that was socially "wrong."
   "Come on!  I want to see all of it," Claudia demanded, her voice tinged
with impatience.  "Move your hand away."  The girl's hand slowly moved and
she rested it on top of her thigh.  She continued looking down at her
crotch rather than meet the woman's eyes.
   The sight of this girl, reluctantly spreading her legs and exhibiting
her exposed genitals was driving Claudine crazy.  She fought to hold
herself back.  She certainly didn't want to scare the girl and she wanted
to draw the experience out, savoring each step in the girl's seduction.  At
this point, neither of them was either watching or listening to the video;
they had been drawn into a private exhibition far more compelling.
   "Will you spread yourself for me so I can get a better look?  This is
incredibly exciting to me.  Gawd, I feel like I could cum just looking at
you."
   "Okay," came the quiet reply.  She wasn't exactly sure what the woman
meant.  She had never "spread" herself before.  She wiggled into a more
comfortable position and moved both hands to her genitals.  Hoping that she
understood what the woman meant, she gently worked the index and middle
finger of each hand between her labia and opened her butterfly for the
woman.
   "Ooooh," said Claudia, stimulated beyond reason by the opened genitals
and the girl's halting movements.  With her legs spread for the girl she
began masturbating in earnest.  By now, her wetness had thoroughly coated
the delicate tissues in and around her vagina and the sensitive flesh was
responding to her touch.  She sat for a few minutes, rubbing and looking.
   "Are you ready to play with yourself, now?" she coaxed.  "I want to
watch you while I do it to myself."  With some hesitation the girl began to
touch her clitoris with the middle finger of her right hand.  Finding it a
little too dry, she raised her fingers to her mouth and spit on them, then
returned them to her genitals and began to rub her clitoris with small,
barely perceptible movements.  Claudia gasped from the raw sexuality of the
action.  She quivered and lubrication from her vagina flowed freely.
   Gloria was overwhelmed.  She could hardly believe what had happened.
This beautiful woman, sitting opposite her, was actually naked and was
masturbating herself.  And now she, herself, was masturbating like some
porn star for this woman.  She felt strangely exhilarated.  Her heart was
pumping and her skin felt hot all over.  As her natural moisture began to
seep from her opening, she wiped it over her small nub, enjoying the
slippery feel and the increased pleasure to her genitals.  She glanced down
at herself and then at the woman across from her.  She could feel her
arousal rise, getting close, aching, pulsing, and then...
   "Let's take a little break, baby," Claudia said hoarsely.  She didn't
want this girl to have her first orgasm just yet.
   Gloria was flustered.  She had been worked up far beyond anything she
had ever experienced and now they were taking "a break"?  She removed her
hand quickly and pulled her legs together.  She realized that she was out
of breath and panting slightly.  Her throat was dry.
   Claudia got up and stood in front of the sofa, stretching.  "Gawd, that
feels good."  She turned to the girl and moved to stand almost directly in
front of her.  "Feel how wet I am," she said.  "I don't usually get this
wet."  She spread her knees slightly and pushed her hips forward.  "Go
ahead, feel it."
   The heat was on her, and the girl could not resist and the feeling of
doing something completely bad and nasty overcame her.  She reached her
hand toward the woman and touched the small patch of pubic hair.
   "Don't be shy, put your fingers where it's wet.  Please?" Claudia told
her.  Gloria was eager and yet cautious.  She was fully aware that she had
never done such a thing and yet the sight, and the feel of the woman's
pubic hair stimulated her to the point that she knew she must experience
this woman as fully as she would allow her to.  She carefully moved her
fingers against the exposed, damp flesh of the woman's labia, caressing
them lightly with her knuckles.  The softness amazed her.  For some reason
her own flesh didn't seem to have much of a feel to it, but this was
different.  She turned her hand over and touched the delicate tissues with
her fingertips.  Claudia moaned and she abruptly realized that she could
masturbate this woman right now if she wanted.  She could move her fingers
just right and cause this woman sexual pleasure.
   The scent came to the girl's nose.  It was much stronger than her own
and it was neither sweet nor sour nor much like anything she had smelled
before.  She leaned forward on the sofa and brought herself closer to the
woman's genitals.  She was drawn to this most private place on a woman's
body, surprised at the arousal she was feeling, and yet, hesitant and a
little fearful.
   Looking down at her, Claudia moved boldly.  She placed her right hand
behind the girl's head and gently pulled her towards her pelvis.  "Oh
please, please kiss it for me!"  Her voice was throaty and filled with
lust.  She didn't know what she would do if the girl refused.  She could
feel some resistance, the girl was holding her head away, not quite
committed. "Please, please!"  And finally, releasing a sigh, Gloria moved
her mouth to the woman's damp pubic hair and kissed.  Claudia watched,
fascinated, as the girl gave in to her and placed her mouth against her.
"Thank you," she murmured.  She tilted the girl's face up to her, and
stroked her cheek.  "Why don't you sit down and let me kiss you?"
   The sound of those words struck Gloria hard.  She was still in a
semi-trance from her contact with the woman.  She had touched her, smelled
her, and kissed her.  And now she knew she wanted more.  She didn't
question, she simply acted.  She sat back on the sofa again and simply
spread her legs.  She knew what was going to happen and she was filled with
excitement.  She watched as the woman got to her knees in front of her and
braced her forearms on the sofa on either side of her thighs.  She was
transfixed by what was happening.  Her concentration was focused on the
beautiful woman's face, looming nearer, and suddenly she could feel the
warm breath on her thighs.  Gloria's head was pounding, her heart racing.
She needed this woman, she needed to have her mouth.  She whimpered, her
hips wiggling beneath her.
   Sensing the girl's readiness, Claudia leaned into her and fastened her
mouth to the young genitals.  The girl convulsed her thighs and hips and
pushed herself against the woman's face.  Claudia began working with her
tongue, pushing and rubbing.  She had no reason to hold back or go slowly
now, and she ate voraciously, knowing that it would only be a few minutes
before this young beauty released into her mouth.
   "Ooohhh! Ahhh! Oh my god!" Gloria moaned.  She called out and twisted
violently.  She was getting close to the kind of orgasm she had not thought
she could have.  She felt like a real woman, and soon... "Oh god, oh god,
oh god!" and then it arrived.  Her eyes rolled back in her head, the
pulsing in her vagina gripped her, and she was overcome, quaking,
shivering, arching her back.  She screamed her pleasure and felt herself
flowing into Claudia's mouth, gushing, pumping.  Then, gradually, the
contractions faded and she slowly began to relax.  She had been in another
world for the last few minutes and it took some time to recover.  She
slumped against the back of the sofa, her legs spread wantonly, while the
woman continued soothing her sensitive flesh with her mouth.
   Claudia was ecstatic.  The feeling of having seduced this young woman
and drawn a powerful orgasm from her was intoxicating.  The girl's juices
were particularly rewarding, since they had leaked from her vagina more
copiously than anyone Claudia had yet encountered.  Her face was smeared
with it and as she licked at the ticklish area, the girl seemed
miraculously to be producing still more.  It was a feast, and one which
Claudia relished, as she licked and sucked and swallowed.  She saw that the
girl was relaxing finally and reluctantly got up from between her legs and
sat next to her on the sofa, holding her bare leg against the girl's.
   Turning to the girl, she said quietly, "You were wonderful!"
   The girl looked directly into the woman's eyes for the first time. "I
didn't think... I never... Oh, thank you!" she breathed.  Gloria had in
fact never considered that sex with another girl or woman could be sexually
exciting.  She had always thought that lesbian sex was somehow tame and
uninteresting.  The revelation which she had experienced showed her that
she must have a lot to learn.  The feeling of this woman's skin, her lips,
and the soft curves of her body were more stimulating than she had imagined
any kind of sex could be.
   The two of them wrapped their arms around one another and kissed
eagerly.  The girl removed her tee shirt and bra and they embraced, breast
to breast, nipple to nipple.  Gloria wanted more, much more.  She would
have been content to spend days locked in sexual transaction with this
woman.
   "Is there anything... you know, that I could do," she whispered in
Claudia's ear.  The woman melted and felt her genitals give a gentle twitch
at the words.  Oh yes, there were many things that this young girl was
going to do before their night together ended.
   "Would you like to taste me?" she asked.
   "Yes, please."
   Claudia took the girl to her bed.  She intended to wear her out, make
her quite sore, and send her home wanting more, begging for it.  Feeling
oddly domineering, she asked the girl to bend over the bed and place her
hands on the mattress.  She moved beside her and, obeying an unfamiliar
impulse, reached down between the girl's legs from behind her and roughly
pulled her right hand tightly against her genitals and anus.  Holding her
firmly she looked at the back of the youngster's head, noticing the curves
of her shoulders and neck and seeing clearly how young and vulnerable she
was.  With her left hand she reached forward and grasped the nearest
shoulder.  The girl was captured in an awkward position, but she didn't
appear to mind.  Claudia spoke to her, her voice raw and hoarse.
   "You want to have sex like a real woman now?"
   "Oh!  Yes...yes I do."
   "Do you want to lick my pussy like a real woman?"
   "Uhn...oh yes."
   "You want me to sit on your face so you can lick me really nice?"
   "Ohh, yes."
   "Tell me you want to eat my pussy real bad."
   "I...I want to eat your pussy...real bad."
   "And you'll do anything I tell you to?"
   "I'll do anything for you."  The girl was a bit surprised at how easily
these words came to her.  She'd never thought of herself as someone who
took orders, but now with sexual desire enveloping her and the attraction
she felt for this woman, she suddenly wanted very much to be told what to
do.
   Claudia tightened her grip on the girl's shoulder and increased the
pressure against her genitals, pushing her thumb against the girl's anus.
She felt the girl tense as she pressed into her.  The dirty talk was having
a strong effect on her, and evidently on the girl too, for she could feel
the lubrication oozing onto her fingers from her vagina.
   "Would you lick my ass if I told you to?  Say it!"
   "Yes, I would lick...lick your ass."
   The woman could wait no longer.  She lay the girl on her back, and
without ceremony climbed atop her.  She straddled her head, her knees on
each side of her face, trapping the girl's shoulders between her
calves. "You're going to eat me now, aren't you Gloria?  You're going to
lick my pussy really good and suck on it."
   "Yes," was all the over-stimulated girl could manage.  She was a bit
frightened to see the woman's genitals looming over her, but totally
willing to fully immerse herself in real sex with a woman.
   "That's right, girl.  Eat me good."  With that, she lowered her wet
flesh onto the girl's face.  The woman's genitals covered Gloria's mouth
and chin.  The warmth of the soft, slippery flesh was unlike anything the
girl had ever experienced and the thought that she was lying on a bed with
a woman who was "sitting on her face" thrilled her.  The taboo nature of
what she was doing, combined with the closeness and odor of the woman,
caused her to shiver with excitement.  She did what she thought the woman
would like: she searched out the nub that she knew would be at the top of
the woman's genitals and licked on it.  She heard Claudia groan with
delight and felt her rock her hips gently back and forth over her face.
She reached up and held on to her waist.  She didn't want to lose her
position on Claudia's clitoris and as the woman rocked forcefully, she held
on tightly, doing her best to stimulate the firm clitoris with her tongue.
   Quickly nearing her peak, Claudia reached down and put her hand under
the girl's head, pressing her face tightly into her crotch.  "Oh gawd yes,
eat me, lick my cunt, eat my pussy!" she yelled, using the dirty talk that
she loved so much.  And in another few seconds, she stiffened, grunted, and
allowed a strong orgasm to ripple through her.  She could feel her liquid
flow and was gratified to think that the teenage face underneath her was
getting a warm facial from her.  She drew out her climax, moving in small
jerks across the girl's face, tickling her clit on the tip of her nose.
Finally, she raised up and looked down at Gloria's shiny face.  "Oh that
was good.  You really know how to lick pussy, don't you?  You like it don't
you?"
   The girl's eyes fluttered open and looked up, "Mmm...yes... good," she
whispered.
   "That's good, because I need more, I need to cum again."  She got up
from her squatting position and lay on her back next to the girl.  "Get
down between my legs and eat me some more," she ordered.  She was enjoying
her position of dominance and watching the girl obediently crawl between
her widely stretched thighs was wildly intoxicating.  She thrust her hips
obscenely toward the girl's face, "Come on baby, lick it.  Make me cum
again.  I need to cum on your lovely face again while you eat me."  Claudia
had only recently discovered the delight she got from verbalizing during
sex.  The nastier she could manage to become, the more it thrilled her.
   Gloria was puzzled by the change in the woman.  Earlier, she had been so
gentle and kind but now she was being almost mean, she thought to herself.
At the same time, it was exciting to feel that she was being used.  There
was something about it that made her feel like a slut and it was having a
strong effect on her.  She wanted to be told what to do.  This strange
woman seemed to have a hold on her that she couldn't explain.
   "Come on, nasty girl, put your mouth on me and make me feel good."
Gloria leaned forward while propped on her elbows and began to lap at the
woman's genitals.  She closed her eyes and lapsed into a dream-like state
in which the only thing that existed for her were the soft, pliable flesh
in front of her with it's wonderful odor.  She licked and sucked as though
the woman were made of candy and the moaning and groaning that reached her
ears encouraged her to try new things with her mouth.  She explored with
her tongue, finding the opening of the woman's vagina and pressing the tip
inside.  She nibbled delicately on the labia and teased the clitoris
between her teeth.  Soon she could tell that she was doing the right
things; the woman was panting and her hips were thrusting up and down.  The
wetness was increasing and she loved the mild taste of the sticky fluid.
She sensed that what she should be doing was to concentrate her tongue on
the woman's clitoris.  She pressed hard with it and moved side to side.
The panting and the moaning sounds were getting louder and the woman's hips
were bucking.  Suddenly, she felt the leg muscles tense and shiver.  The
woman's stomach contracted.  She yelled.  And Gloria kept her mouth
fastened firmly to the woman's genitals, licking furiously, not stopping
even as the woman's contractions slowed and she began to relax.
   "Aaaah!  Okay, okay, stop a minute!  My gawd, that was incredible!  Oh
baby, you can really lick pussy!"  Claudia was drifting, and part of her
was enjoying the role of hard-edged lesbian, while at the same time she
felt a bit wicked saying things that were so vulgar.  Was she beginning to
change?  In these past weeks, she had become increasingly more aggressive
with the girls she had been with.  Was she becoming some sort of masculine
lesbian, rough and bossy, playing the male?  She hoped not, and then an
image came to her.  It was a familiar image from popular pornographic
culture and it was of a woman, dressed in black and wielding a whip, a
dominatrix she thought they were called.  She shivered and looked down at
the willing girl, still poised between her legs and ready to continue
serving her.  Was this what she was becoming?  She knew that she was
enjoying the power that she was exerting over the teenager but did she want
to whip her?  Did she want to tie her down and do the things that she
imagined the women dressed in black did?  The answer was buried deep inside
her and she became confused and distressed.  Better not to think of it now.
   "I think it's time for you to get home.  Tomorrow we'll talk."
   "But..."
   "You heard me... time to go.  Get dressed and take that pretty little
cunt back home."
   "Yes...yes...ma'am."
   "Good girl."