Date: Mon, 14 Oct 2002 08:49:45 -0700 (PDT)
From: Amanda Carpenter <ajc_1980@yahoo.com>
Subject: Her Awful Thoughts, part 5

Friday at school, Claudia had a difficult time concentrating.  The previous
evening had been quite exhausting.  Her arms and legs were a little sore
from being restrained and her vagina was burning from the workout the women
at Toni's party had given it.  She had never dreamed that such sexual
activity went on.  She would have thought such things were simply fantasy.
Now, however, she had been awakened to a new world of raw, uninhibited sex
and she felt her life might never be the same again.  Compared to last
night's experience, sex with her husband seemed absurdly bland and
unappealing.

When the school day was over, she headed to the health club.  Though she
was too tired for a workout, she felt that some time in the pool would help
to refresh her and after an hour playing and splashing in the water, she
felt totally revived.

"How can I be thinking about sex at a time like this?" Claudia thought.
"These awful thoughts are getting out of control."  As she turned back to
her locker she couldn't get the image of the young girl in the swimming
pool out of her mind.  "My god," she thought, "she couldn't have been more
than 12 years old."  The way the youngster's wet suit had clung so tightly
to her immature mound and chest, highlighting her labia and her tiny
nipples had inflamed Claudia.  She been watching the girl climb in and out
of the water and had found herself reaching below the water to touch
herself surreptitiously.

She took her things to the shower and closed the curtain.  As the warm
water streamed down her body, she felt the familiar tingling sensation
between her legs that had become such a prominent part of her life in the
last week.  Last night's party at Toni's apartment had truly been amazing.
She would never have imagined that the kind of treatment she had been given
would be exciting to her.  She remembered what it had been like to lie
there, restrained from moving her hands and feet, begging to have her pussy
played with.  She had certainly gotten her wish.  Toni and at least three
other women had worked on her diligently, bringing her to orgasm time and
again until she was begging them to stop.  And when they refused to stop,
when they continued their ministrations to her increasingly sensitive
areas, she had lapsed into a kind of erotic rapture, fully conscious, and
yet somehow removed to a world where only the sensations from her pussy and
breasts existed.

As her mind drifted, she formed an image of the youngster she had seen
earlier in the pool.  She pictured her tied to a bed, her eyes sparkling
with lust, begging for Claudia to put her fingers on her tiny pussy.  "No!
No!  I can't be thinking things like that," she told herself.  But as the
warm water simultaneously relaxed and stimulated her, she found that her
hands had crept down and were massaging her sex, pushing her labia
together, and rubbing gently against her sensitive areas.  In the privacy
of the shower she let herself go, moaning loudly above the noise of the
water and masturbating furiously.  The events of the past week had released
sexual demons within here that were constantly demanding attention.  She
thought again of the young girl-child she had seen earlier.  "Aaaahhh, unh,
unh!" she grunted as she brought herself to a small climax.  She stood
under the water, feeling spent, her body like rubber.  After she recovered,
she dried herself in the small space adjoining her shower and stepped out,
dressed in bra and underwear.

"Are you okay, Mrs. Patterson?"  Standing in the narrow space outside the
row of showers was Kelly, a high school girl who was one of many part-time
lifeguards at the indoor pool.  She looked at her conspiratorially and
winked, "I bet you're feeling better now, huh?"

"Uh, yeah, just fine.  Could you hear me all the way out here?"

"Oh yes, I could definitely hear you." The girl's tone of voice had changed
subtly.  She was speaking more quietly and almost a bit breathlessly.  Her
eyes traveled to the woman's breasts.  Claudia's antenna went up instantly.
A week ago she would have taken no notice, but now even the slightest
indication of sexual interest in another female got her immediate
attention.  She looked at the girl closely without speaking.  The girl
didn't turn away or avoid her gaze.  Instead, she stood her ground, locking
her eyes with the older woman.  Claudia deliberately shifted her eyes
downward, looking directly at the girl's body.  She was dressed in a two
piece suit with an oversized tee shirt covering her.  She examined her
small breasts and shapely, well-muscled legs.  She looked back into the
girl's eyes.  She could see from her expression that the girl knew exactly
what she was thinking.

"I've noticed that I'm getting a kink in my neck after I swim.  Have any
idea what could be causing it?" Claudia asked the young lifeguard.

"Why don't you sit here on the bench and let me see if I can help."

Claudia sat down, still dressed only in her underwear, and the girl moved
behind her.  She put her hands on Claudia's neck and massaged lightly.  "Is
this where it hurts?" she asked as she moved her hands carefully over the
taut muscles.

"That feels great.  Where did you learn how to do that?"

"Well, you know, a lot of women come in here and need to be rubbed," she
replied with just the barest hint of sexuality in her tone.

Claudia picked up on the open-ended way the girl had phrased her comment.
Was this youngster teasing her.  As the girl massaged her, she bent close,
her breath tickling the back of Claudia's neck.  "Is that better?"  As she
spoke, Claudia could feel the girl's small hands moving to her shoulders
and gently working their way down her front.  She didn't actually touch her
breasts, but she was so close it caused Claudia to shiver.  "You okay?"

"Oh yes!  I loved to be touched," Claudia breathed.

"You mean, you love to be touched here?" the girl asked as she again slid
her hands down the front of Claudia's shoulders, her fingertips lingering
on at the top of her bra.  Claudia glanced around.  Things were starting to
get serious, and she certainly didn't want anyone walking in and finding
them.  "Uh, this is kind of public, you know."

In answer, Kelly stepped to the entrance of the shower booth and motioned
for Claudia to join her.  They both entered the small dressing cubicle
adjacent to the shower stall and Kelly closed the curtain behind her.  They
were standing several feet apart and Claudia could see the blood pumping in
the arteries of the young girl's neck.  She slowly unsnapped her bra and
removed it.  She held both of her breasts out to the girl.  "Do you like
them?" she asked in a husky, breathless tone.

Kelly loved to have little encounters with the women who came to the
fitness center.  Sometimes, they helped each other dress and sometimes she
swam with them, giving them "lessons," but this was different.  They had
total privacy; there were no other women in the locker room and here she
was in a cubicle with this half naked woman who was showing her breasts to
her.  She could feel the heat creeping between her legs.  This was going to
be good!  Very few of the women she had been with before had been so
aggressive and so daring.

"Oh, well, let me see," she said as she gently held the woman's nipples in
the thumbs and forefingers of her hands and slowly rolled them back and
forth.  Although the nipples had hardened immediately when freed from the
woman's bra, they were getting even harder as she manipulated them.
Claudia was becoming highly aroused.  Standing there with her nipples being
massaged by this young girl was marvelous.  She watched her face as the
girl concentrated on her work, her fingers doing incredible things.  She
was amazed that such a young girl was so experienced with a woman's
breasts.

Kelly's voice lowered and she whispered, "Yes, I definitely like them.  I
think I'm going to have to put them in my mouth.  Do you want me to do
that?"

"Ohh, yes.  Please!"

"Mmmmm," the girl hummed as she began drawing first one and then the other
nipple into her mouth and sucking on it voraciously.  Claudia melted.  She
looked down at the top of the girl's head as she worked.  She could smell
the chlorine in her hair.  She leaned against the wall and arched her back
slightly, pushing her chest out.  The girl's mouth and tongue were doing
wonderful things to her nipples and it was having an effect on the rest of
her body.  She could feel her clitoris swelling and she was experiencing a
delightful tingling sensation all over.

Kelly, her mouth full of nipple, looked up and smiled.  Claudia could see
that she was enjoying herself.  She wondered how many other women had been
treated to the pleasures of Kelly's mouth here in the locker room.  The
girl obviously had experience.

"Kelly?  You in here?" echoed a voice outside the stall.  "Where are you?"

Kelly released the nipple from her mouth, a small trail of saliva dribbling
down her chin.  "I'm in here, Amber."  Claudia was shocked.  The voice
obviously belonged to a very young girl.  Surely, Kelly was not going to
allow her see what was going on between the two of them?  Suddenly, the
curtain was pulled aside and a young girl of perhaps 11 or 12 stood in the
doorway.

"What're you doing, Kelly?  Who's she?" the child asked.

Claudia was stunned.  It was the little girl about whom she'd been
fantasizing earlier.  She looked at her closely.  What a lovely face!  The
girl looked back at her and smiled.  "Hi!" she said.

"This is a friend, honey.  And we're just in here playing around," Kelly
told her as she moved her hands to Claudia's breasts and cupped them.
"See, her breasts were a little sore and I was helping her."  Claudia was
mortified.  This was too much.  What if the youngster told her parents?
She felt like they were playing with fire and she was terrified of being
burned.

"Wow, they sure are big!" Amber exclaimed, peering at Claudia's
breasts. "Can I touch them, too?"  She moved into the cubicle and Kelly
made no move to stop her.

"Amber's my cousin.  She's only 11 but she loves to play"

Claudia pondered the meaning of that remark as she looked at the girl
again.  She was still wearing her wet swimming suit and Claudia could see
the dark outlines of her nipples through the damp fabric.  The girl's pubic
area still protruded as she remembered it had and as she slowly moved her
eyes up to the girl's face she realized that she'd been closely observed.
The girl grinned at her, as if to say, 'You like it, I know you do.'

"Close the curtain, Amber," Kelly told her cousin, "And be very quiet.  We
can't let anybody know we're all in here."  Amber pulled the curtain shut.
Fortunately, the dressing area in front of the shower was roomy enough that
the three of them fit quite comfortably.

"Why don't you sit down on the bench, Mrs. Patterson?" Kelly suggested.
"You, too, Amber."  The two of them sat side by side.  Kelly leaned against
the wall opposite them.  "Mrs. Patterson's really hot, isn't she?  Go ahead
touch her breasts, Amber.  She'll let you."

Claudia was beside herself.  The girl that she had been fantasizing about
was now seated next to her and was going to touch her breasts.  She felt
faint.  Although highly stimulating, it was also a little scary.  She was
much too old to be having sexual feelings about a child, let alone actually
having contact with her.  Perhaps the little girl would just touch her
breasts a little bit and then go away.  Deep within her, she knew that was
not what she really wanted, however.

"Is it okay?" the girl asked her.  She nodded her head and the small hands
began to knead and caress her.  Her nipples tightened quickly and she let
out a quiet groan.  Her eyes were on the little girl, who was staring
intently at her breasts.  She was so young, so innocent, and yet here she
was, fondling Claudia's breasts like an experienced lesbian and quite
obviously enjoying it.  Her breathing had become rapid and her eyes were
glittering with excitement.  She began pinching the nipples and pulling on
them in a highly erotic manner.

Claudia caught a movement out of the corner of her eye and glanced at
Kelly.  The girl had pulled the bottom of her two-piece down and was
masturbating herself.  "Kiss them, Amber!" the girl whispered hoarsely to
her cousin.  The little girl looked at Claudia and gave her an alarmingly
adult look, licking her lips, and winking.  She leaned forward and grasping
one of Claudia's breasts with both hands, began sucking on her nipple.

"Ohh1 Omigod!  Ahhh!" Claudia said as the tiny mouth fastened on to her and
sent erotic shocks through her body.  She watched the small face at her
breast.  She reached out and cuddled the girl to her, cradling the child's
head and holding her to her bosom.  The suckling was more arousing than she
could have imagined.  The little girl worked on her with her lips, tongue,
and teeth while making soft, slurping noises.  She glanced at Kelly.  The
girl was lost in her own world, eyes glued to Claudia's breasts, her hand
clamped to her abdomen.  Claudia could see that she was working her fingers
rapidly and watched as she moved her hand with quick, jerking motions to
stimulate herself.  Sitting there with a small girl sucking her nipple and
watching a teenage girl masturbate herself shamelessly brought Claudia to
the brink of a quick, but short climax.  Clamping her legs together she
squeezed and released, letting go of a small amount of sexual tension.  The
little girl sensed something was happening to her and sucked on her nipple
so hard it was almost painful.

Suddenly, Claudia felt something move in her lap.  The little girl was
shifting her position and was pushing one of her small hands between
Claudia's thighs.  She leaned back against the wall, recovering from her
brief orgasm.  Although the though of this child actually touching her
crotch appalled her, she was too caught up in the heat of the moment and
the thrill of the depraved situation to stop herself.  She spread her legs
allowing little Amber access to her genitals.  She sat there, still
cradling the girl, and watched Kelly masturbate.  She felt the small hand
slide between her legs and move to the front of her panties.  'My God,' she
thought, 'this is awful.  I can't!  I just can't!"

Claudia sat up and removed her breast from the child's mouth.  She smiled
at the small, beautiful face.  "Sweetheart, I mustn't let you touch me
anymore.  It's just not right.  You're too young."

"She does it all the time, Mrs. Patterson," Kelly said, "She loves it.
Right, Amber?"

"Uh huh, I do it to Kelly and her friends and they let me," the girl said,
"I am old enough!  Want to see me do it to Kelly?"  Before Claudia had a
chance to reply she squirmed off her lap and reached for Kelly.  The
teenager quickly got her swimsuit bottom the rest of the way off and moved
in front of her.  Pulling her tee shirt up, she thrust her pelvis forward.
The small girl gleefully planted big smacking kisses on her abdomen and
thighs.  "Do you want me to kiss it?" Amber teased, "Do you want me to give
it a great big long kiss?"  She giggled and placed her mouth directly on
the teenager's mound.  Claudia could see the small girl's lips and tongue
working, lapping at Kelly's labia.  She began to relax.  Her confusion
regarding the child's age began to clear.  Surely, if these two youngsters
had previously been engaged in sex with each other, it couldn't be too
terribly wrong for her to simply sit and watch them.  Besides, right or
wrong, it was intensely exciting to her that she couldn't help herself.
Amber was so pretty and seeing her with her mouth fastened to Kelly's
genitals had aroused her to the point of no return.  One hand went inside
her panties while the other tugged and played with her nipples.

She leaned back and listened to the sounds the coming from the two girls.
Amber was making loud smacking and slurping sounds while Kelly was groaning
quietly.  The older girls thighs were tensed and the muscles stood out.
She was bumping her hips slightly toward Amber and it looked to Claudia
like she was soon going to have an orgasm.  She noticed that Amber now had
her hand between her legs and was rapidly stroking herself with clumsy,
inexperienced movements.  Claudia wondered if this young child was about to
climax also.  The tiny cubicle was charged with sexual tension, energy, and
began to smell heavily of female sex.  Claudia masturbated herself
skillfully.  She could have watched these two forever, it seemed.  She was
approaching climax but kept herself back.  Her blood pressure was up and
the tension in her body caused a strange kind of throbbing and tingling
sensation in her breasts and vagina.  Feverishly the two girls worked
themselves toward their peaks.  Soon Kelly was crying, "Eat me, Amber!
Aaahhh.  Eat me!"  A moment later she was convulsing and jerking as she
climaxed, pulling the child's head firmly into her crotch.  As the last
waves of her orgasm passed, she pulled back from the little girl and
stroked her hair lovingly.  "Umm, that was good, sweetie.  Do you want me
to help you?"

The child nodded her head.  "Yes, yes, yes!" she said.  She stopped rubbing
herself and pulled aside the crotch panel of her little swim suit.  Kelly
kneeled in front of her and delicately prodded and caressed the tiny mound.
Unashamedly, Claudia leaned forward and looked closely.  She had never seen
the genital area of such a young girl.  It seemed so underdeveloped.  The
outer labia were quite flat and the tiny inner lips were barely formed, yet
she could see that as Kelly touched the area of the girl's clitoris, she
responded visibly.  The teenager leaned forward and, as she had so many
times before, began to tongue the little girl.  It wasn't long before Amber
was shaking and panting.  Claudia reached her arm around the girl's
shoulders and held her as she began to quake with her little girl orgasm.
She was making small grunting noises and Claudia could not resist kissing
her face and forehead.  The child turned her face to her and met her lips
with her own.  She stabbed her tongue into Claudia's mouth as the last few
tremors of climax ran through the girl's tiny body.

"You like watching us, don't you Mrs. Patterson?" Kelly asked.  Claudia
nodded dreamily.  "Take those panties off," Kelly ordered her.  "Now it's
our turn to watch you."

Amber looked at the woman and nodded solemnly.  "It's only fair," she said.

Claudia looked at the two girls.  She was more than willing to comply.  In
fact, she was now feeling so aroused that she could hardly wait to spread
her legs and finger herself while they looked on.  She couldn't help
herself.  Having Amber suck her nipples and then watching the two of them
satisfy each other orally had been wildly stimulating.  She moved her hand
to the front panel of her underwear and touched herself lightly through the
fabric.  She was soaked!  She stood up and removed the wet panties.  She
leaned against the wall opposite the bench and Amber and Kelly sat down,
their faces only a few inches from her thighs.  She spread her feet and
hunched over.  She placed her right hand over her pelvis and cupped her
sex, squeezing gently and quivering with the anticipation of what would
come next.  She moved her hand up and pressed her fingertips on her pubic
hair.  She pulled up, stretching her labia and revealing her glistening
inner lips and the opening to her vagina to the two girls.

"Yeah? Do it for us," Kelly said.  Claudia was in no mood to tease.  She
ran her fingers down onto the soft, slippery folds and began massaging her
clitoris, just as she had on countless evenings before, masturbating in bed
and fantasizing about young girls.  Now, here she was, with two young girls
right there with her, watching every motion of her fingers on her pussy,
their eyes gleaming.  She grunted and pushed her hips forward as the
movement of her fingers picked up their pace.  It didn't take long.  In a
moment she was jerking and convulsing in the grip of a powerful orgasm, her
vagina contracting and releasing a flow of secretions.

"Unnh!  Look?  look at my pussy? see? unnh? yes? pussy," Claudia muttered
incoherently.  Enthralled by the sight of this woman engaged in
masturbating herself and climaxing all over her hand, little Amber reached
out and pressed her hand over Claudia's fingers.  Her little fingers
invaded the wet flesh and pressed into the woman's genitals.  She wanted to
feel this marvelous woman's pussy.  Claudia, though coming down from the
intensity of her orgasm, was instantly awakened by the little girl's
actions.  Looking at her, at this little child, probing her and
manipulating her, Claudia immediately shifted back into a state of sexual
excitement.  It was so depraved, so dirty to be standing there, legs
spread, while an 11 year-old girl played with her pussy.  She spread her
legs even farther and thrust her pelvis forward obscenely.  "Fuck me.  Fuck
me with you fingers," she whispered.  Part of her could not believe what
she was doing.  It was wicked and shameful.  But the intensity of her
arousal left no room for second thoughts.  She looked at the child and a
thrill went through her body.  As the girl carefully inserted a finger into
her vagina, a second orgasm coursed through her.

"I can feel it, Kelly!" Amber exclaimed, "I can feel her cumming on my
finger!"  She had buried her small middle finger as deeply into the woman's
vagina as she could.  For the second time, Claudia quaked and shook as
another orgasm unleashed itself.

She had now completely spent herself and Claudia slumped against the wall,
Amber's small fingers still on her genitals.  The little girl seemed to
know exactly what to do and was now pressing only very lightly on her
sensitive parts.  Claudia recovered and feeling somewhat embarrassed now
that the heat of passion had passed, told the girls how much she had
enjoyed it.  They talked for a few minutes and then Claudia quickly dressed
and left the club.

Riding home in her car, Claudia thought that perhaps she might need to
visit the club more often.  After all, a person can never get too much
exercise!