Date: Wed, 03 Dec 2008 13:26:48 +1100
From: myloveforeveryours@gmail.com
Subject: My love is forever yours Installment 1

This story is no more then just that. A story. The events are not true. The
people are loosely based on real people however.

Any comments or questions feel freel to email me at
myloveforeveryours@gmail.com


"Lets go for a drive" my now sweet said. And it was that one idea that
started it all. We drove around for the night, We watched planes fly into
the Airport, We went to the lookout over Blue Lake, but we just drove. The
whole time we were deep into conversation, and no matter how much I had
wanted to tell her I couldn't. I was too shy. How do you tell someone who
is so much older then you, that you love them, that the only reason you are
alive right now, is because of them?


"We have to go to my house, I need to get something and then I will take
you home."


"Do you have to take me home?"


I didn't know a lot about her. I thought she lived in the suburbs like
everyone else, But we drove past the burbs and ended up in the city at the
Docklands. "come inside with me" Simone was very demanding and I couldn't
refuse. She knew I would do anything she said. The elevator didn't take
long to get to the 15th floor. And there was her apartment, Classy, yet
funky. It showed off who she was, although she never allowed anyone to
visit who wasn't family. This struck me as being weird. Why was I allowed
there?


I sat on the couch while she did what she had to do, she returned with a
bag. "look inside" Presents. Lots of them. "one for every birthday I missed
of yours from when we first met." I was gob smacked, Why would she do this?
"Simone, why did you get me presents and not come and see me?" I had to
ask.


"If I had visited you every year for your birthday and given them to you
there and then, I wouldn't have been able to spend time with you, without
your annoying mother trying to take over the conversation and not allowing
us any time together. Oh, and I wouldn't be able to do this" And thats when
she kissed me. A little soft kiss to see if I would kiss her back. I
did. She told me, that she wasn't taking me home that night. "Spend the
night with me. next to me"


We layed there cuddling and kissing for a bit, she knew me so well that she
knew I was shy at times and that this would be one of those times. I had no
pressure on me. She told me that she had to wait for me to be old enough so
that no one could argue with us over the age difference.


Let me explain a bit about Simone, she is tall with light brown hair that
has occassional natural blonde streaks, she isnt perfect to most but to me
she is. Wrinkles on her face from being older, and she is taller then
myself. Her body type is perfect. She has this little pudgy gut. Me on the
other hand? Im short with light brown hair and green eyes.


I fell asleep with her arms around me, and I awoke to breakfast in bed.
"You know I dont work anymore right? I took time off after a really bad end
to a relationship" She gave me two options, I could either go to work with
her for the day, and pretend to be her cousin who wants to know what she
does for work or she could just work from home for the day.


I told her I would be her cousin. I didn't want her taking time off work or
changing her working habits because of me. We decided that I get to choose
what we do tonight.


While she attended to meetings and did her paperwork, I figured out what
our plans were for the night. But then she burst into the room and declared
"We are going to Sydney tonight!" Bummer, my poor plans. She has a meeting
in Sydney tonight and it was short notice. She had already booked our
tickets. I never knew she kept a bag in her car of her belongings for when
she had to go interstate like this, So we quickly went to my house so I
could grab a few things and off to the airport we went. Business class.
WOW. Simone told me I would have to get used to it, I'm sure I will though!
There was this one Air Hostess though, who was quite bitchy, even though it
was a quiet flight and business class wasn't full, it had maybe 6 people in
it, she went mad at us for having a quick kiss.


The plane landed, and we picked up our hire car, booked ourselves into the
local hotel for a night and off we went for dinner before she had her
meeting. While she is at her meeting I walked around the city taking in the
sites. I take my digital camera everywhere with me for times like now. I
snap photos quickly. The bridge and the harbour, the city buildings. Two
hours later Simone calls me. "Where are you? I will come and pick you up" I
wait outside some building waiting for her. Its not long before she
arrives.

We went back to the hotel. We were both pretty tired so we went to bed, as
it was very late and she surprised me, she undressed right there and then
in front of me, and hopped into bed naked. I turned off the lights and
hopped into bed next to her, I could feel her hands all over me, her
fingers circling around my nipples, her finger nails lightly drawing on my
butt cheeks. And then her lips on mine. We made love for 2 hours and then
we fell asleep.


I awoke to kisses on my belly. "wake up sweetie we need to go get a plane"


"do we have to go work once we get back or can we just go home" I asked
half asleep


"Well, thats something we need to talk about, do you mean your home where
you lived with your mother, or your new home with me at our apartment?"


I sat up and looked at her, "you asking me to move in already?"


"No, I'm saying you have moved in to my apartment which is now up for sale
so we can find a bigger apartment for the two of us where you can have your
space for your "me" time"


The plane was delayed and when we finally touched down, we went home, I was
super tired. And so was Simone. We nearly fell into our apartment because
we were that tired and we just made it to the bed.


After 4 hours of sleep, there was a knock at the door, "oh shit" Simone
whispered in my ear that I so had to get out of bed and hide. While I got
up she ran around the apartment hiding stuff, her parents were at the
door. They didn't know their middle aged child was a lesbian let alone was
sleeping with someone half her age.


Her parents left after an hour and I came out of hiding. "honey we really
need a bigger place" I had a sore back from crouching behind the couch in
the corner.


"lets go buy something to cook for dinner, what do you want?"


" I don't know, lets go have a look and decide while we are at the
supermarket"

Down on the lower level just outside of our building is a supermarket, It's
small but it has enough food in it for us, we decide on pasta and a white
creamy sauce, while we pay, the guy on the checkout tells me "you have a
beautiful looking mother"


We look at each other and try not to laugh, Although it is something we
have to talk about. Over dinner Simone brings it up, "I know that I love
you, and that you love me right"


"yes I love you"


"And you know you are the first person I've allowed into my life instead of
just being career minded all the time?"


"yes Simone, I do know that"


"Well, for my work I'm well known, and if people found out about us, I
don't know how they would take it. I want you to go everywhere with me for
work, be it functions or meetings, but only when you want to, But if people
ask, I want to say you are my daughter,"


"you want me to lie about who I am again? Do you remember how much shit I
went through when I was younger because I had to hide and lie about who and
what I am?"


"I know possum, but I want to give you the best of everything, and to do
that, we need money, which means my job, and if we don't hide it, it could
all collapse."


"money isn't everything you know"


"I KNOW that! But I want YOU to have whatever you want and to be happy, and
I WONT let my career die because I am finally with the one person that I
love."


"Fine, do whatever, tell them whatever you want, just don't expect me to
stand by your side when you tell them all this shit with a smile on my
face" I get up, and walk out.


Sitting downstairs on the wooden plank seats, I look at all the boats, I
wonder what I would have been doing had none of this happened, If I was
still at home with my mother in my boring life.


My phone vibrates in my pocket, its a sms "I'm so sorry, I just want
everything to be perfect, pls come home to me. I love you."


I turn around and look at the apartment, Standing on the balcony, with her
glass of white wine is Simone. I can't bear to be down here while she is up
there, I head back in and once I arrive at the door she is there, tears
running down her face, and the biggest apology I have ever heard from
anyone.


"I guess some lies are going to have to be told so we can be happy and
together, But I'm not calling you mother or mum"


Simone has this laugh, that once you hear it, you never forget it, and if
you do hear it in a packed room you know that its her.


She finishes her glass of wine, and pours another one, by midnight she is
shitfaced from a few bottles of wine. I literally drag her to bed and she
falls asleep, no goodnight kiss or anything,


I now keep a mental note that while drunk she snores.