Date: Fri, 30 Jan 2004 13:37:52 EST
From: LostYooperDyke@aol.com
Subject: Sauna

     There I was, awkward in my 13 year old, chunky body,
too self conscious to skinny dip with the rest of the girls.
There is a reason they call it `skinny' dipping I think.
     My parents and I had come out to our friends camp
Friday evening for the weekend, as we had at least once a
month every summer for as long as I can remember.  My
parents had been called early this morning back into town
when my grandpa had fallen and broke his hip.  Knowing I
would be stuck at home alone while they were at the hospital
they left me here to enjoy the weekend with Krissy, our
friends daughter who I'd grown up with all these years.
Though Krissy is 17, she and I are good friends and can talk
about anything to each other.  Of course Krissy's parents
were there, along with her sister Angela, Angela's husband,
their daughter, and another couple my parents age.
     The day, as usual was spent mostly at the lake.  Krissy
and I went blueberry picking for muffins and pancakes in the
morning.  We played some basketball, and just hung out.  It
was early afternoon when the car of 4 of Krissy's friends
pulled in.  Though I knew all of them, and they were all
very nice to me, I felt insecure in their presence.  They
were all so pretty, so thing and confident, mature.  I felt
like a lost puppy following them around.
     After dinner, when they decided to spend the night, I
knew the rest of the weekend would be a drag for me.
     We were all sitting in the sauna long after sunset when
they decided it was late enough to go skinny dipping.  One
by one they left the sauna, disposing their suits in the
adjoining changing room.  I listened as they giggled down to
the lake and jumped into the water.  I glanced down at my
body, "No way," I said to myself, and leaned back against
the wall closing my eyes.

     The click of the door startled me awake and Angela
walked in wearing her bathing suit.
     "How come you aren't in the lake with the rest of the
girls?"  She asked sitting next to me on the top bench.
     Angela, Krissy's sister was 25 and as kind and friendly
as the rest of the family.  "Oh, I just don't feel
comfortable skinny dipping."  I shrugged it off.
     She smiled, "I understand.  They are very pretty
girls."
     "Indeed they are.  And look at me," I laughed pinching
on of my rolls accentuated by the swim suit.
     "Oh please," Angela said, "There's nothing wrong with a
little meat on your bones.  I use to be the same as you, a
little on the chunky side, and all my friends, thin like
them.  Now though, even in my chunky days, I would be
smaller that most of them are now."
     I looked at her, thin, long legs, her tan sculpted
body, and couldn't even imagine her chunky.

     She reached across me and grabbed the small pan to
throw more water on the rocks.  "You know, I see a lot of
myself when I look at you.  Watching the way you interact
with Krissy and her friends."
     "Why is that?"
     "I can't put my finger on it," she smiled.
     Beads of sweat had soon covered my body, as Angela
continued to sit next to me.  Words were nonexistent, time
seemed to remain still.  The laughter from the lake
continued but we remained silent.
     "Do you mind if I shower?  That was the reason I came
down here.  I heard the girls in the lake and figured now
was as good a time as any."
     "Sure.  I'll go sit by the fire," I got up to leave.
     Angela grabbed my arm stopping me.   "Just sit.  You
don't need to leave."
     "Are you sure?"
     "Please stay.  I'm just going to take a quick shower
and get out of here."
     I sat back down tentatively as she stepped to the floor
and adjusted the water temperature.  I searched for
something to distract my eyes from watching her as she
removed her suit and stepped under the water.  There was
nothing.  The pale gray painted walls, the bare light bulbs
mounted to the ceiling, the stationary rocks on the stove.
Nothing held my attention like the spray of water cascading
over her body.  I glanced quickly then turned away,
squirming in my seat trying to keep myself distracted.
     As I stared at nothing, I felt her hand rest upon my
arm.  "It's okay to look," she said gently.  "There's
nothing to be embarrassed about."  She turned my head toward
her smiling lips and stepped back into the water.  She held
my eyes with her intense gaze, comforting me, telling me it
was alright with the hold of her eyes.  With the slightest
nod of her head, she called me to join her.  My mind raced,
my heart pounded like it would burst though my ribs, my body
remained still.
     She stepped toward me again, reaching for my hand.
Clenching it, she pulled me easily to the spray of water,
and with her body inches from mine whispered, "It's okay."
     My mind raced with thoughts of what I wanted to do to
this beautiful woman, and yet I remained paralyzed with
fear.
     Her gaze helped comfort my fears as her hands held my
neck and pulled me to her succulent lips.  I melted into the
softness and parted my lips to the urgings of her tongue.
My hands rested on the curve of her hips as her tongue
searched my mouth.  Each touch from her was hesitant,
seeking permission from my movements before proceeding.
     Her hands were on my small, under developed breasts.
Her fingertips squeezing my nipples sending new sensations
throughout my entire body.  She slowly turned me under that
water sliding the straps of my swimsuit down.  I was
entranced by her movements, unaware of my nudity as she
worked her lips, her kisses over my shoulder to my hard
nipples.  She flicked her tongue across the left one a few
times before sucking the hard bud into her mouth.  The
sensation made me gasp for air.  She smiled hearing that
gasp, and kissed her way across my chest giving the right
breast just as much attention.  Her hands wrapped around me
tracing the indention of my spine down to my ass and back
up.  I drew her face back up to mine and kissed her one last
time before she got down on her knees in front of me.
Urging my legs apart with light kisses on my thighs, her
hands traveled lightly over the backs of my legs.  I
cautiously spread my legs for her as the water poured still
over my body.  She kissed through the fine, short hairs of
my pussy, spreading the lips open with her tongue.  She
licked all along my slit from the small bulb of my clit to
my asshole and back several times.  Each stroke of her
tongue she paused at my entrance  to dip her tongue inside.
My hands held her my her hair encouraging her.  My legs were
becoming weak as she continued her ministrations on my clit.
Although my fingers were locked into her hair, I kept moving
backwards trying to will the strength to keep my legs
stable.
     Noticing my dilemma, she guided me towards the bench so
I could sit, never moving her mouth.  I sat, and spread as
far as I could to give her better access.  My hips started
rocking with the rhythm of her tongue.  Her fingers soon
joined in with her tongue, circling my hole waiting for
approval.  Not really knowing what my body was doing, but
relishing in every movement, I bucked my hips allowing her
to slide into me at last.  I felt myself tightening around
her finger as the moans coming from my mouth grew in
intensity.
     Suddenly, my body grew stiff and my insides shuddered.
She stayed still as shock after shock cursed though me.
     When finally the last tremor passed, she sat next to
me, drawing my body into hers, cradling me.

     Some time had passed with her holding me still like
that before a word was spoken.
     "You are beautiful."  She whispered.
     Without another word being said, I sucked her breast
into my mouth.  She sighed deeply as I tried to make her too
feel everything I had just experienced.  I bit lightly on
her taut nipple before moving to the other.
     She laid herself down on the bench opening her legs.
Unsure what to do, she gently guided my head down between
her legs.  She was wet, the scent tickling my nose.  She
urged my mouth to her with her guiding hands.  I licked
every inch of her paying mind to which places caused her to
moan, which places caused her to move.
     With one hand, she took my hand, and directed 2 fingers
into her.  I moved them around slowly searching the inside
of her.  She moved against my fingers urgently, setting the
pace of her need.  With her other hand, still on my head,
she held me to her, grinding her hips onto my mouth.
     She road my mouth and fingers hard and with much desire
as the guttural sounds escaping her lips grew deeper.
     "That's it, right there."
     She encouraged me.
     "Add another finger."
     She instructed me.
     "Harder now."
     "Yes."
     That was the last thing I remember hearing before her
things clenched around my head.  She shook as I licked all
the juices flowing from her.
     When her legs finally released me, she reached for my
and pulled me to her.  She kissed me deeply, licking around
my lips to taste herself on my mouth.
     We laid there like that, her arms around me, for what
seemed to be an eternity.