Date: Sat, 1 Jan 2005 06:37:53 EST
From: ImmamessEh@aol.com
Subject: Sauna Updated

There I was, awkward in my 13 year old, chunky body, too self conscious  to
skinny dip with the rest of the girls.  There is a reason they call it `skinny'
 dipping I think.
The day, as usual was spent mostly at the lake.  Toni and I went blueberry
picking for  muffins and pancakes in the morning.  We played some basketball,
and just hung out.  It was early afternoon when the car of 4  of Toni's friends
pulled in.  Though  I knew all of them, and they were all very nice to me, I
felt insecure in their  presence.  They were all so pretty,  so thin and
confident, mature.  I  felt like a lost puppy following them around.
After dinner, when they decided to spend the night, I knew the rest of  the
weekend would be a drag for me.
We were all sitting in the sauna long after sunset when they decided it  was
late enough to go skinny dipping.  One by one they left the sauna, disposing
their suits in the adjoining  changing room.  I listened as they  giggled down
to the lake and jumped into the water.  I glanced down at my body, "No way,"
I  said to myself, and leaned back against the wall closing my  eyes.
The click of the door startled me awake and Angela walked in wearing her
bathing suit.
"How come you aren't in the lake with the rest of the girls?"  She asked
sitting next to me on the top  bench.
Angela, Toni's sister was 25 and as kind and friendly as the rest of the
family.  "Oh, I just don't feel  comfortable skinny dipping."  I  shrugged it
off.
She smiled, "I understand.  They are very pretty girls."
"Indeed they are.  And look  at me," I laughed pinching on of my rolls
accentuated by the swim  suit.
"Oh please," Angela said, "There's nothing wrong with a little meat on
your bones. "
I looked at her, thin, long legs, her tan sculpted body, and couldn't  even
imagine her chunky.
She reached across me and grabbed the small pan to throw more water on  the
rocks.  "You know, I see a lot  of myself when I look at you.  Watching the way
you interact with Toni and her  friends."
"Why is that?"
"I can't put my finger on it," she smiled.
Beads of sweat had soon covered my body, as Angela continued to sit next  to
me.  Words were nonexistent, time  seemed to remain still.  The  laughter from
the lake continued but we remained  silent.
"Do you mind if I shower?  That was the reason I came down here.  I heard the
girls in the lake and  figured now was as good a time as any."
"Sure.  I'll go sit by the  fire," I got up to leave.
Angela grabbed my arm stopping me.   "Just sit.  You don't need to  leave."
"Are you sure?"
"Please stay.  I'm just going  to take a quick shower and get out of here."
I sat back down tentatively as she stepped to the floor and adjusted the
water temperature.  I searched for  something to distract my eyes from watching
her as she removed her suit and  stepped under the water.  There was  nothing.
The pale gray painted  walls, the bare light bulbs mounted to the ceiling,
the stationary rocks on the  stove.  Nothing held my attention  like the spray
of water cascading over her body.  I glanced quickly then turned away,
squirming in my seat trying to keep myself distracted.
As I stared at nothing, I felt her hand rest upon my arm.  "It's okay to
look," she said  gently.  "There's nothing to be  embarrassed about."  She
turned my  head toward her smiling lips and stepped back into the water.  She held
my eyes with her intense gaze,  comforting me, telling me it was alright with
the hold of her eyes.  With the slightest nod of her head, she  called me to
join her.  My mind  raced, my heart pounded like it would burst though my
ribs, my body remained  still.
She stepped toward me again, reaching for my hand.  Clenching it, she pulled
me easily to  the spray of water, and with her body inches from mine
whispered, "It's  okay."
My mind raced with thoughts of what I wanted to do to this beautiful  woman,
and yet I remained paralyzed with fear.
Her gaze helped comfort my fears as her hands held my neck and pulled me  to
her succulent lips.  I melted  into the softness and parted my lips to the
urgings of her tongue.  My hands rested on the curve of her hips  as her tongue
searched my mouth.  Each touch from her was hesitant, seeking permission from
my movements  before proceeding.
Her hands were on my small, under developed breasts.  Her fingertips
squeezing my nipples  sending new sensations throughout my entire body.  She slowly
turned me under that water  sliding the straps of my swimsuit down.  I was
entranced by her movements, unaware of my nudity as she worked her  lips, her
kisses over my shoulder to my hard nipples.  She flicked her tongue across the left
 one a few times before sucking the hard bud into her mouth.  The sensation
made me gasp for air.  She smiled hearing that gasp, and kissed  her way across
my chest giving the right breast just as much attention.  Her hands wrapped
around me tracing the  indention of my spine down to my ass and back up.  I
drew her face back up to mine and  kissed her one last time before she got down
on her knees in front of me.  Urging my legs apart with light kisses  on my
thighs, her hands traveled lightly over the backs of my legs.  I cautiously
spread my legs for her as  the water poured still over my body.  She kissed through
the fine, short hairs of my pussy, spreading the lips  open with her tongue.
She licked  all along my slit from the small bulb of my clit to my asshole
and back several  times.  Each stroke of her tongue  she paused at my entrance
to dip her tongue inside.  My hands held her by her hair  encouraging her.  My
legs were  becoming weak as she continued her ministrations on my clit.
Although my fingers were locked into her  hair, I kept moving backwards trying to
will the strength to keep my legs  stable.
Noticing my dilemma, she guided me towards the bench so I could sit,  never
moving her mouth.  I sat, and  spread as far as I could to give her better
access.  My hips started rocking with the rhythm  of her tongue.  Her fingers soon
 joined in with her tongue, circling my whole waiting for approval.  Not
really knowing what my body was  doing, but relishing in every movement, I bucked
my hips allowing her to slide  into me at last.  I felt myself  tightening
around her finger as the moans coming from my mouth grew in  intensity.
Suddenly, my body grew stiff and my insides shuddered.  She stayed still as
shock after shock  cursed though me.
When finally the last tremor passed, she sat next to me, drawing my body
into hers, cradling me.
Some time had passed with her holding me still like that before a word  was
spoken.
"You are beautiful."  She  whispered.
Without another word being said, I sucked her breast into my mouth.  She
sighed deeply as I tried to make her  too feel everything I had just experienced.
I bit lightly on her taut nipple before  moving to the other.
She laid herself down on the bench opening her legs.  Unsure what to do, she
gently guided my  head down between her legs.  She was  wet, the scent
tickling my nose.  She urged my mouth to her with her guiding hands.  I licked every
inch of her paying mind  to which places caused her to moan, which places
caused her to move.
With one hand, she took my hand, and directed 2 fingers into her.  I moved
them around slowly searching the  inside of her.  She moved against my  fingers
urgently, setting the pace of her need.  With her other hand, still on my
head,  she held me to her, grinding her hips onto my mouth.
She road my mouth and fingers hard and with much desire as the guttural
sounds escaping her lips grew deeper.
"That's it, right there."
She encouraged me.
"Add another finger."
She instructed me.
"Harder now."
"Yes."
That was the last thing I remember hearing before her thighs clenched  around
my head.  She shook as I  licked all the juices flowing from her.
When her legs finally released me, she reached for my and pulled me to  her.
She kissed me deeply, licking  around my lips to taste herself on my mouth.
We lay there like that, her arms around me, for what seemed to be an
eternity.