Date: Thu, 6 Oct 2005 19:15:55 -0700 (PDT)
From: Christy Smith <whosdog1981@yahoo.com>
Subject: Six Years Too Long

This story is meant for people above the age of 18.
This is a true story and the names are changed. If
lesbian sex offends you why are you even here? Just
kidding please stop reading this. 18 and over.omments
email me at yourdog1981@yahoo.com


It was just another November day a typical school day.
Kids screaming fights going on and the simple peace of
my office :) God how I love to shut the door and walk
away from it all. The day wasn't so bad a few issues
here a few issues there but nothing more or less than
normal. So again I was staying after school to tutor
kids and as always Sarah was the only one who showed
up. Sarah and I have a very unique friendship she's a
wonderful kid and a smart on to but lord does she need
some help sometimes. :)

So this was a typical day I was helping her with math
as ALWAYS and she was staring at me and nodding her
head at ever word, but something didn't feel right.
Maybe I knew maybe I just knew. I was on my knees
explaining a problem and she was sitting in a chair. I
got up to go to my desk and she grabbed my arm and i
turned to her ( my first mistake) she leaned up and
kissed me. I about passed out. This was not right I
just couldn't do this. I backed away and said WE CANT
DO THIS. Tears formed in her eyes and then fell from
her cheeks. We sat there me in shock her sobbing for a
few minutes, finally i could hear her say why. Then
she got louder "Dammit Why cant we be together. I love
you I know you care for me why cant we love each other
why cant we be together." I sat there even more
stunned by this confession. Why wont you say something
she screamed she was standing up now the tears falling
hard and fast to the ground. I finally stuttered we
just cant. That's when she grew some balls and said
dammit Kasey I cant let you go and kissed me hard and
deep this time. Without even thinking I kissed her
back my tongue slipped past those beautiful lips and
began to explore her mouth. All the while I was
thinking how wrong this was but dammit how good she
tasted. Her hands began running all over me and that's
when I pulled away. It was me this time who began to
cry and I said "Sarah we cant do this, it doesn't
matter if i like you or not whether i care for you  or
not this isn't right we can't do this I am your
teacher. My tears we falling hard and fast now and she
was sobbing, she grabbed her books and ran out. It was
3 days before she returned to school, I saw her in the
hall before 1st period she walked up to me and
apologized said it would never happen again and walked
away.  Sarah stayed with me at that school for two
more years and left in the middle of her senior year.
I never asked why I just let her go. It wasn't until
four years later that we saw each other again

it was my 30th b-day and man did I feel old! I was out
having dinner with some friends when this women at a
table next to me kept staring at me. I just assumed it
was the party hat my friends were making me wear on my
head so I brushed it off. About half way through the
celebration I got up and went to use the restroom. As
I came out of the stall there she was.. Sarah all
grown up 21 now and man did she look beautiful. She
just stared for a minute and then hugged me. I hugged
her back no harm no foul right. She was legal now. We
did the normal how are you bs, and she said happy
b-day I said how did you know and she pointed to my
hat. I laughed and pulled the string from my chin and
pulled it off blushing a little, I pointed to my hat
and said friends and she said no girlfriend? I said
nope not in a long time. I told her I had been to busy
at school. She laughed and said still being wonder
women hunh. I smiled and said I have no life. She
laughed and said you never did. I said who are you
here with she said my girlfriend. I smiled even though
it hurt and said oh how long have you to been together
she said 6mnths or so, but i am leaving her tonight. I
must have looked shocked because she said she's to
young to much drama i brought her here to break up
with her just haven't done it yet. I smiled and she
must have noticed b/c she said does that make you
happy i said yes without even thinking about it. I
mean happy for I tried to recover. It was then that
she grabbed my hand and placed a business card in it,
and without another word she leaned in a kissed me. It
was like all 6years of loneliness faded away i wanted
her so badly I could taste it. She kissed me with such
passion and force my knees went out but she grabbed me
and held me. When our lips parted she smiled and said
happy b-day and walked out. When I composed myself
enough to go back to my table my friends were all
asking what happened and i said i ran into an old
friend. They shrugged it off and ordered another
round. Towards the end of the night I watched as Sarah
broke the news and watched the tears of the scorned
heart. The x got up ran out of the doors and I never
saw her  again. Sarah glanced at me ordered another
drink and sat back. At the end of the night I was very
drunk and I am not good when i am drunk. My friends
all bid me Farwell and I began my walk home. I only
lived a few blocks from the restaurant and i just had
to breath some air. I was about halfway home when i
heard footsteps behind me then i felt arms wrap around
my waist. I almost screamed but then i felt this
gentle kiss on my  neck and heard these simple words.
"Now can I have you forever" I turned around to see
Sarah with tears in her eyes. I kissed the tears away
and said yes now you can have me forever. We walked
hand and hand to my house just basking in the glory of
us. We never made love that first night. We were way
to drunk we just laid in each others arms talking
about what had been what was and what could be. I
found she was working on a degree in teaching because
of me and I smiled, and I also found out she moved
away because she could bare the thought of being near
me but not being with me. When she came back and found
out I was still in town she had to see me and it was
just by chance that we meet up that night. it was the
next day a Saturday when we first made love. We had
gotten up around noon and decided a shower was in
order. I watched her undress and she was just so
beautiful. At 5 foot 11 her body was perfectly curved
and it was just beautiful i felt inadequate around her
but she took my hands in hers and said i think your
beautiful. We stepped into my shower and washed up. I
was almost ready to get out when she kissed me. Her
moth was like a fire I could not put out. I reached
for her grabbing anything i could. Touching her all
over her hands followed suit. Suddenly I pulled away
and she got scared. Oh please don't do this she
sobbed. I said baby I want to do this right. I grabbed
her hand and took her to my bed I laid her down and
began kissing ever inch of her body. She moaned as my
lips neared her pussy. She was shaved and I was in
heaven. I began tracing my tongue around her lips
letting her get used to my touch. The I moved my
tongue around her clit and began to suck on it. Her
nails dug into my back as she arched her backed and
pushed her hips into my face. I slowly slid into her
and felt some resistance. Oh my god she was a virgin!
I looked up at her I guess I look shocked because she
said I waited for you Kasey all I ever wanted was you.
Tears feel from my eyes as I took her virginity. We
made love for hours that day. Sometimes it was urgent
sometimes it wasn't passionate and sometimes it was
slow and soft but it was always loving. I have loved
her for 10 years now not counting her time as my
student. We have two kids now and I just celebrated my
40th b-day. We went back to that same restaurant we
found each other in so many years ago. I love you
Sarah I always have and I always will.


You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you
really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I
have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes
along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
                                              Eleanor Roosevelt

One thing I learned about being who I am, and dealing with ignorance is to
have a sense of humor about it. Humor in my opinion is the best weapon
anyone can obtain.