Date: Wed, 14 Oct 1998 06:54:46 EDT
From: Amber Allen <midnightwind@hotmail.com>
Subject: Mistress

   As I sat waiting in the darkened room, wondering what my Mistress had
planned for me, my mind raced. How long had it been? It seemed like an hour or
more... As I sat, waiting and waiting for what was to come, not able to see
anything because of the black leather blindfold, not able to call out and beg
for my Mistress because of the ball gag...
   My thoughts flew by, sending me pictures of what she had planned for me. I
had been so bad, so very bad when I didnt let her use that strap-on in my
ass.. She had said I had to pay for being such a naughty girl... She and I had
so many different encounters, all of which I have loved in every way, oh how I
loved to be tied up by Her..
   My nipples ached because of the clamps she had put on me before she left
the room. There was a dull throb coming from each nipple, every breath I took
would ever so slightly shake my breasts causing sharp little pains to run
through my chest...
She had placed small weights on the chain which only added to the throbbing
and the stretching...
   And finally I heard a sound, faint at first but it grew louder with each
passing moment, I knew that sound well. It was the sound if my Mistress, the
sound of her 6 inch spiked heels clicking on the wooden floors as she walked
ever so slowly down the hall towards the room which I was in. There was also
another sound, oh what was it... it was familiar yet it was like hearing a
song you hadnt heard in years.. aahh.. I know what it is.. handcuffs. My
Mistress is making sure Her favorite handcuffs are oiled good..
   My heart started to race as I heard her coming so close to the door. I
heard the jingle of keys as she went to unlock the door, the clicking sound of
the lock giving way, and the faint creak as the door opened and then closed
quietly behind her. I could smell her there.. I could already taste her sweet
pussy.. she was so hot I could feel her from across the room. And yet I dared
not to move or say anything to upset her further. 
   She stood in the room, I know she was there because I could feel her very
presence... I always knew when she was near, she holds such power over me, she
wil always be my Mistress, at least I hope... I almost feel like I dont
deserve her because of how bad I have been.. I want so badly to please her and
to make it up to her in every way.. but I am so scared at the same time.. so
terrified of what may come in these next few minutes...
   And then,finally,she spoke... "Oh my little slave... how I do so love
seeing you like that... I hope your little time-out up here was not to bad on
you.. you wil need your energy for the next few hours..." My heart jumped when
I heard my Mistress say that.. Hours? We had never had a session that would
last hours.. oh I am in so much trouble... what is she planning on doing to...
   Oh god the pain! Mistress loves pulling on my nipples when they have been
clamped for so long... she yanked down on the chain and let out a small
laugh... I knew what that lugh meant.. it meant I was going to pay and pay
tonight... 
She untied my hands from behind my back and told me to stand. I did so quickly
but almost feel from the pain, for my legs had gone numb from sitting on my
knees for so very long..
   She slowly walked around me, letting her black laytex gloved fingers run
over random parts of my body every now and then, sending chills up and down my
entire body...  sometimes I could feel her hot breath on my neck... making me
even more nervous then before... she told me to spread my legs and I did so..
as soon as I did I felt leather around my ankles... it was the leather wrist
cuffs that she had made just for my ankles as a gift on my birthday..
   She then put a bar between my ankles and locked it into place, keeping my
ankles spread far apart, no matter what I did I could not close my legs.She
then took my arms and placed them behind my back... locking her favorite
handcuffs into place. She then took a rope,and strating at my elbows slowly
wrapped tightly down towards my wrists... wrapping in such close perfect
circles around my arm...until the lower half of my arm was completely covered
by rope.she then took the long piece of rope left near my wrists and looped it
through a hook in the ceiling...
   She pulled down on the rope sharply causing my arms to be jerked upwards
behind my back and making my body bend down so my ass was exposed and my
breasts were hanging freely... She secured the rope, making sure that it was
very tight. And out of nowhere I felt her hand come down on my ass with a
sharp pain... she had used all of her strength on that one, making my ass burn
instantly. She then walked around to the front of me.. she just stood there,
not doing anything but breathing, when she grabbed a hold of my hair and
pulled my head up. I could not see her but I could feel her eyes burning
through the blindfold that I was still wearing.
   She then took my long dark hair a tied it into a braid,which she secured
onto a   metal hoop, which she then secured to the handcuffs I was wearing,
making my head stay bent backwards, lest I put my head down and rip my own
hair out... I was so totally exposed to her.. unable to move,speak,see or stop
anything... The pain that was ripping through my scalp was only dulled by the
increasing pain in my nipples, for she added a few more weights to the chain
of the clamps...and this position hurt my shoulders and back so badly, but I
knew there was nothing I could do or say to stop her.. And even if I could
have stopped her, I wouldnt have. I have deserved whatever may come...
   I then felt something cold and slick run across my ass, which she rubbed in
quickly before losing any of it.. and before I knew it... I felt a pain around
the ring of my ass hole... it was like nothing I had ever experianced before.
It was a burning sensation which felt like it would never go away, only
worsen. As she slipped the rest of the 9 inch plug into my ass I felt tears
well up in my eyesI could feel my ass slaming back down around the narrow part
of the base of the plug.. so much better than when she was pushing it into
me... It felt so strange to have this thing inside me.. it felt like I was so
full.. almost like being full of hot coals because of the burning...
   She then walked around to the front of me and started to slowly rubb my
breats in slow circular patterns... I was starting to feel good when she
suddenly released one clamp... the pain was horrible compared even to that of
gettin gthe plug into my ass... I sobbed and moaned waiting and hoping for the
pain to go away... But as soon as it did she quickly removed the other one,
send another huge jolt of pain throughout my body. After a few minutes I had
caught my breath and started to calm down, when she replaced the clamps,this
time without the weights,onto my so very sore nipples.
I cried out in pain again, and I knew that this was to only be the begining of
what was to come that night...