Date: Fri, 10 Jun 2005 20:07:24 -0700
From: Savannah Torkelson <savannahtorkelson@hotmail.com>
Subject: A Mistress Discovered (Part 1)

This is my story, recently happened, which has so changed my life.
It is a story of passionate love that leads into the beautiful world of
domination and complete submission. My life has irrevocably changed.
My email is savannahtorkelson@hotmail. com. I welcome your comments
and encouragement to continue. The names have been changed to protect
the innocent (or now not so innocent now).


                    A MISTRESS DISCOVERED (Part 1)


Over the last two months Beth and Allison had become very
close friends. They lived in the same apartment complex on
the beach in Santa Cruz, CA and, although they had separate
apartments, for the last two weeks they had spent almost all
of their free time in Allison's apartment. They had
breakfast together in the morning and after returning from
work they both took quick showers in their own apartments,
put on casual cloths, and convened at Allison for what had
become their evening ritual. A couple of glasses of wine and
small talk about the day that led them both to the kitchen
where they worked on dinner together. After dinner they
would spend the evening together sometimes talking other
times watching a movie or TV until late in the evening when
Beth would return to her apartment for the night.  Even over
the weekends they had begun spending their time together
shopping, going to movies, and going out for lunch or
dinner.

All of this was a great but pleasant surprise to Allison.
She had been divorced for three years and her only daughter
was married and living in Colorado. Over the last six month
she had begun to feel very lonely. She was not a
particularly social animal by nature and her recreational
outings were limited to an occasional lunch, dinner or drink
with some of the other nurses from work. She was an RN in
the pediatrics ward of the local hospital. She was greatly
surprised at how much she and Beth had in common and how
relaxed and natural she felt around the younger woman given
their age difference. Allison was 43 and Beth was 24.
Allison had never had very many close women friends and
Beth's sudden appearance in her life and the bond that
developed between them both amazed her and pleased her
greatly. Beth's almost painful shyness caused Allison to
develop  maternal and protective feelings for the younger
woman; a sense of control which gradually turned into a soft
dominance in there interaction which Beth willingly ceded.
But as their friendship deepened, and trust grew between
them, under the shyness, she discovered not only a quick wit
but also a keen intellect which Beth employed as a software
engineer at a firm in the Silicon Valley.

Allison divorce had been relatively painless. She and her
husband, who was a doctor, had grown very distant with each
other especially since she had gone back to work. When he
announced that he was leaving her for another  much younger
woman she was not overly surprised in fact she was actually
relieved to have the situation resolved.

For her age Allison was in very good physical shape. She was
5'9" and weighed 135lbs. Her short auburn hair, cut in a
stylish pageboy,  had no gray and her long slim legs and
body were tanned from her walks on the beach. Her green eyes
offset her smooth olive skin. There were only two things she
did not like about her body. She thought that her ass was
too large and her breasts, specifically her nipples, had
been a constant embarrassment to her since puberty. When
aroused her nipples would stick very conspicuously out of
whatever blouse she was wearing. As a result, from a very
early age, she always padded her bras, not to enhance her
ample size C breasts, but to hide her nipples. Her husband
teasing on this subject had not helped the situation at all
especially when he commented that he thought they were
abnormal. When fully aroused her nipples were as big around
as a pencil and stood out a full _" against large areolas.
Her breast had, however, to her delight, regained there
firmness after she had finished nursing her daughter. Her
husband had finally admitted that he thought them disgusting
and, during there increasingly infrequent sexual forays,
would never even touch them. This was a great frustration to
Allison for she found oral and manual stimulation of her
nipples to be quite erotic and had even continued to nurse
her daughter until she was three because of the pleasure it
brought her.

Beth was almost equal to Allison in height at 5"8" but at
175lbs she was definitely over weight. Her round curvaceous
body was rubenesque in proportion and in actual fact fit her
very well. She however was very much in the habit of wearing
very loose fitting clothing to hide her body and avoid any
stares on the street or at work especially any attention
directed toward her full D breasts. Her soft blond hair was
shoulder length and was offset by almost porcelain skin
which was translucent in its alabaster whiteness. She never
spent any time in the sun and avoided even the hint of a
tan. Her brilliant blue eyes were surrounded by a round
almost cherubic face that gave her a very innocent look.

The Thursday evening before Memorial Day weekend they had
decided to splurge on Friday night and go to the Polamar  in
downtown Santa Cruz a very upscale Mexican restaurant. They
both had all three days off, which was unusual for Allison,
and they decided to rendezvous at the restaurant directly
from work.

The meal was sumptuous and their conversation became
increasingly enjoyable and light hearted as they consumed a
pitcher of Margaritas between them. After the meal, walking
back to their cars, they both agreed they would like to take
a shower and would meet as usual at Allison's place. Allison
suggested that she stop on the way and buy a bottle of
tequila and some margarita mix so as she termed it they
could "get stupid" tonight since it was something they had
never done together. Beth enthusiastically agreed.

Beth arrived at Allison's apartment at 7:30pm.

"My God you really did mean get stupid," exclaimed Beth when
she saw the liter of Jose Cuervo on the kitchen table next
to a large bottle of Margarita mix.
"It's cheaper this way and anyway we don't want to run out,"
laughed Allison. "We don't have to drink it all. I don't
think we could." she giggled. "Anyway its time for a party.
We've been good girls long enough." They both laughed.
Allison mixed them two drinks and they settled on the couch
easily falling into their now familiar intimacy.

For three hours they drank and chatted, listened to some
music, watched part of a silly movie on TV. They both drank
slowly but by 10:30pm they were quite high.They were sitting
on the couch together the lights dimmed, the curtains pulled
over the living room windows, both very much enjoying the
closeness and mood of the moment.

"Listen," Allison said. "I've been thinking about this for a
while. Why don't you move into my apartment. We can be
roommates and share the rent. It would save us both a lot of
money and anyway we're almost living together as it is."

To Allison's shock, as she looked into Beth's eyes, she saw
tears welling up and overflowing down her cheeks. With a sob
Beth buried her face in her hands and bending over hid her
face in her lap.  Allison quickly slid over next to her and
put her arm around her shoulders.

"Sweetheart what's the matter. I really didn't mean to upset
you. Really. I just thought it was a good idea." she
murmured.

Beth slowly looked up at her through tear streaked eyes. "
Oh Allie there's so much you don't know about me."

" Honey I know," Allison replied. " But it can't be that
bad. I mean what do you do run around your apartment naked
at midnight screaming? Come on sweetie. We've been together
almost constantly for the last few weeks and I've really
enjoyed it and I know you have to. You're my best friend you
know and I hope I'm yours."

Beth looked deeply into Allison's  eyes, a soft sob escaping
her lips. "Allie I am a lesbian and  I'm very much in love
with you."

Allison had never seen such despair in a look, in a voice
before. Her heart filled with care and tenderness for this
wonderful woman she had come to know.

"Beth I am really really flattered that you feel that way
about me. I really am. But I've never even talked to a
lesbian before. Wait I mean I've never talked to another
woman that I knew was a lesbian. Let me catch my breath
here."

"You're not angry with me?" Beth replied.

"Honey how could I be angry with you? You've just paid me a
huge compliment.  I am very flattered. It's just so sudden
and so new."

Allison saw Beth's face soften, the fear and despair
disappearing from her visage.

"I was so afraid you wouldn't want to see anymore if I told
you."

"Sweetie not at all. I'm really happy you told me the truth
and aren't hiding anything from me. OK? I really appreciate
that. Listen we're both pretty loaded. Let me sleep on this
and I'll give you a call in the morning and we can have
breakfast together and talk some more.  OK?"

" Oh Allie yes very OK. I really don't want to lose you."

Allison smiled wiping a tear from Beth's cheek. "Don't worry
honey. Really. Just let me think about this OK? I don't want
to lose you either."

Allison and Beth got up from the couch and as Beth walked in
front of her toward the door suddenly, as if a light switch
had been turned on, Allison became acutely aware of Beth's
full hips, her large rounded ass moving seductively as she
walked, undulating in time to her steps. As Beth stopped at
the door and turned toward her Allison's eyes became riveted
on her large breasts so plainly revealed through the loose
cotton blouse she wore, so obviously unhindered by a bra,
her large puffy nipples protruding like small golf ball
through the thin fabric. Allison had seen her like this
before but never really seen her. It was like a veil had
been lifted from her eyes.

Allison's look was not lost on Beth and for the first time
she felt a ray of hope of possibility. As they hugged at the
door Allison was amazed and awed by the feel of their
breasts pressing together. Beth kissed her on the cheek. She
turned and opened the door.

"You promise to call in the morning?" Beth asked eyes
lowered.

"Yes honey of course." Replied Allison

Beth looked up and smiled at Allison, a look of pure love
and adoration flooding her face.

As she closed the door behind the departing woman Allison
turned and leaned back against the door.

"What the hell just happened?" she thought. "What the hell
is this." And with that thought came the crashing
realization that her life had changed, changed completely
and dramatically and that she was now on a path from which
there was no turning back.