Date: Sat, 12 Feb 2005 09:08:15 -0500
From: num lfl <numlfl@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Hard Life

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The Hard Life

 I always thought that I had a hard life growing up but something happened
that showed me how wrong I really was. While my life had not been easy, it
was a lot easier that someone I was to meet. My father was a janitor at the
elementary school and my mother worked cleaning other people's homes.  Most
of the homes my mom cleaned were from the well to do section of the town
that we lived in. You would think that those people would pay well but they
had made their money by hanging on to it and not giving it away. Therefore,
between my mother and father's income they were barely able to support my
little sister and me. We lived in a trailer park just outside of town so of
course at school I was known as that white trailer trash.

 Between my sister and I she was the smart and I only had my good dose of
common sense to keep me out of trouble. As the older child, I was the one
my mom took to help her clean houses and thus I was able to see how the
other half lived. Some of those homes that I had to help her clean were
those of my classmates and that made my life a living hell. There is
nothing worse for a teenage girl than to have the clean your classmate's
house and even their rooms.

        Another thing my mom always made me do was to read. She and my
farther never finish high school so she wanted to make sure that I did.
Even over the summer vacation, I was force to go once a week with her and
get more books to read. When I was young that was not as bad as I enjoyed
reading but as I grew older I began to hate her for it. All I seem to be
doing was cleaning houses or reading, both of which I grew to hate.
However, one day when we went to the library to get more books I picked up
a historical romance novel. I knew mom hated those trashy novels so that is
probably why I chose it, just to piss her off.  Since it was historical,
she let me read it and after the first few pages, I was hooked. I did do
one thing when I read those books, that I did not tell my mother was that I
turned the male hero into a female hero. I had discovered shortly after
puberty that I was interested not in males but females. I was a lesbian.  I
had no experiences with any females but with my romance novels, I knew how
I wanted any future romances to go.

        When I turned 18 and I had actually graduated from high school I
was allowed to move out and start a live on my own. My parents wanted me to
go to college but they considered themselves lucky to get me out of high
school with a diploma. Mom and dad gave me 500 dollars to start out and I
knew that was all that they could afford to give me. I had saved up 500 of
my own so I had 1000 dollars to start out. I then set out to make my way in
the world and I knew that I was going to make millions one day. I was not
sure how I was going to do it but I was going to do it. I found a small
efficiency apartment in the city I moved. It was small and cheap but I just
knew that I would only be there for a month or so, then I would be able to
afford a much better place. Well after three months of looking for that
great job, that I knew was out there waiting for me I was finally forced to
take a night clerk job at a convenience store. I was down to my last few
dollars and I was determined that I was not going to move back home and be
reduced to helping my mom clean houses for the rest of my life. This job, I
knew was only temporary but after a year at that job I still had not found
anything better. There was just no one hiring, at least no one hiring a
teenage girl with just a high school diploma. After paying my bills, there
was not much money left to really do anything so I read my novels and
continued to look for a job that would take me out of poverty for good. It
was then that my live changed.

        I was working one night when a girl walked into the store at about
3 am.  The weather had just started to turn cold as fall was ending and
winter was about to begin. She was a small young girl not much more than 5"
tall. She had a dirty old coat on and her face and hands were dirty. As she
walked past the counter, I also quickly realized that she had not had a
bath in a while. She walked around the store and I began to get nervous. I
was afraid that maybe she was the front person for a robbery. I moved down
the counter to get a better look at her and I realized what she was doing.
She had some change in her hand and she was trying to find something she
could afford. She took her time and finally she found a couple of brownies
that was the cheapest thing that we sold. She came to the counter, put her
two brownies down, and laid down her change. I felt so sorry for her and I
knew she was probably starving. I rang her up and then as I put her
brownies in and bag I stepped over to where we had hotdogs warming on one
of those stands the rotate. I was supposed to throw them away when I came
on at midnight but that night I had not gotten around to that yet. There
was four hotdogs left so I put the hotdogs on buns and then put them in her
bag. I am not supposed to give food away but I knew that I had to help her
out a bit. I handed her the bag and she gave me a slight smile in
gratitude. I watched her go out the door and she sat down on the sidewalk
by the store. I moved over where I could see her and I watched her almost
inhale the first hotdog as if she had not eaten in a month. The second hot
dog she ate a little more slowly. The last two she left in the bag for
later, I guessed. She hung around a while but then she disappeared and I
did not see her for the rest of the night. When I got off the next morning,
I saw that she had come back and was sitting outside the store.  The
morning clerk was a real bitch and I knew she would call the police on her
so I did something I knew better than doing. Like I said, I have a lot of
common sense but this morning it failed me or then again maybe it didn't. I
walked over to the girl.

        "You don't have anyplace to go do you?"

        She shook her head no.

        "Well you will freeze your ass off out here so come on. You can
warm up at my place."

        The girl smiled and quickly followed along. I muttered to myself
that I should be shot for doing this and probably would be. I did not know
if she heard me when I said that but she seemed not to. I got in and
unlocked the passenger door. She got in and I almost upchucked from her
odor but I did not. I only lived a mile or so from the store so I stuck it
out.

        When we got inside the apartment I immediately showed her the
bathroom and told her she could take a shower if she liked, hoping she
would take the hint.  I gave her a flannel nightgown and a pair of my
panties to put on after her shower. She closed the door and when I heard
the shower going I went straight to her bag and opened it up. I would
normally never think of looking in other people's stuff but if she was
going to be in my apartment, I wanted to be sure that she did not have any
weapons or drugs. All that I found was some old dirty clothes and her birth
certificate. I checked it out and found out that her name was Jana and she
was 18. I put everything back and waited for Jana to get out of the shower,
which was not for another 20 minutes. When she opened the door, I got my
first good look at her. She had shoulder length blond hair and I had not
noticed before but she had beautiful blue eyes. Her face had a red glow
from the warm shower. She also smelled a whole lot better. She was holding
up the gown as she walked. I am about 5'8" so the gown was much too long
for her. She was also barefoot so I got her some wool socks to wear. I made
us a cup of hot chocolate and a roll to eat. As we ate, I tried to talk to
her but all I got was a shake of her head for yes and no or a shrug of her
shoulders. I finally gave up on getting anything out of her and decided it
was time for bed. Since I only had one bed I told her I would take one side
and she could have the other if she wanted to sleep. I promised not to bite
if she did not. She nodded her head yes and we climbed into bed with me on
my side and Jana on the other. I was about half- afraid to go to sleep
until I heard her breathing change and I turned and looked at her. She was
sleeping soundly so I turned back over and went to sleep.

        I woke up at about three and Jana was still sleeping so I eased out
of bed and made myself a cup of coffee. I was afraid to turn on my little
TV as I usually do but the silence was killing me. Finally, I turned on my
portable radio and put the sound down on low. The music did not disturb
Jana one bit. She kept right on sleeping. I then suspected that it might
have been a while since she had gotten a good night's sleep or in my case a
good days sleep. I got a book out and read awhile but then I smelled her
dirty clothes so I gathered them up and went to the laundry mat at the
apartment complex. I ended up putting them through the wash cycle twice to
get all the smell out. At about six, I fixed something to eat and debated
on waking Jana but finally decided that a little food may do her some good
so I woke her up. I called to her at first but that did not faze her. I
then gently shook her and she jump up wide-awake and her face told me that
I had scared the living shit out of her. I apologized for scaring her and
told her I had made some food to eat. She smiled and nodded ok. Again, I
tried to talk to her but did not get any more response than before.
Therefore, I just talked and she listened. I figured that she needed some
time to warm up to me before speaking.  After we ate, she helped me clean
up and then I took a shower. When I came out, I found her back in bed
sleeping. I went to the bed and as I covered her up, I noticed how the gown
hung on her. Even with the flannel gown, I could almost see her ribs. I
knew then that this girl had not eaten much lately and I wondered about
what had happen to her. I watched a little TV then got ready to go to work.
I was not sure what to do with her. I could not take her to work but I was
not sure about leaving her here by herself either. I finally decided to
leave her here and I left her a note telling her that I was at work and
would be back in the morning.

        I went to work hoping that she would be ok and that everything
would still be at my apartment when I got back. It was about two when who
other than Jana walked in. I asked her what she was doing there and she
pointed to the hot dogs.  Again, I had not thrown them away but I knew she
had no money. I could not just give them to her, as there was a camera by
the cash register and the door. So if she walked out the door with a bag
without buying something I would be in trouble. I pointed her to go to the
end of the counter where I knew the camera did not pick up. I fixed her one
and told her to eat it right there so the camera would not catch me. She
smiled and nodded her head. She ate one and then another.  When she was
done, she left but not before reaching for my hand. She took it, squeezed
it in hers, and smiled as if to say thanks. I was left thinking how weird
this girl was but she seemed harmless. I got home that morning to find that
Jana had a cup of hot chocolate ready for me. I talked and she listened. I
then went to bed and she joined me. This time I think I went to sleep
before she did.  Since my stuff was still here and she had not killed me
yet, I figured I was safe.  I woke up before she did but this time as I got
out of bed she woke up. She smiled at me and got out of bed. With my back
to her, I asked her if she wanted the bathroom first. I turned to see her
answer but it was if I had not said anything to her. I told her that she
could have the bathroom first this time facing her and she nodded ok. As
she came out and I went in, I told her I would be right out and then we
would find something to eat but again her back was to me and she walked on
without any response to what I had said. The light suddenly flashed on in
my head; she was deaf. As I sat on the toilet peeing I thought about the
last couple of days. Last night when she left the store, I had said goodbye
but she did not turn back to acknowledge me. When I tried to wake her up by
talking, it did not faze her. She always answered my questions with only a
nod of her head.  But her answers seem to be right so she had to be reading
my lips. I decided to try my theory one more time to make sure. When I got
out of the bathroom, I found that her back was facing me as she was making
the bed. I let out a scream but she kept right on making up the bed as if
nothing had happened. I helped her finish making the bed and then I got us
a coke. I had her sit at the kitchen table. I did not know how or where to
start so I just blurted it out.

        "You're deaf aren't you?"

        Jana face suddenly looked like she had seen a ghost. All the blood
just seemed to have drained out of her face. Slowly she nodded yes.

        "Why didn't you tell me?"

        Jana just shrugged her shoulders. I was not getting anywhere this
way. I needed more than just a shrug from her.

        "Can you talk?"

        Jana looked embarrassed when she shook her head no.

        "Well then can you write?"

        She nodded her head yes. Well this was better than nothing, so I
got up and got her a pen and a pad. I gave them to her and started again.

        "Ok let's start again. Why didn't you tell me that you were deaf?"

        Jana thought a minute and slowly started writing, then she handed
me the note.

        "I was afraid you would not like me and make me leave."

        "Oh no, I wouldn't do that. I do not care if you are deaf or not
but it would have made me feel better if you had told me. I was thinking
you were extremely shy or something."

        She wrote back "I'm that too."

        I had to smile at her answer. "I'm assuming that you are reading my
lips, right?"

        She nodded her head at that.

        "Do you use sign language?"

        She signed something.

        "I assume that was a yes."

        Jana smiled real big and nodded yes.

        "Well you are going to have to teach me. I think that will be a lot
quicker than me talking and you writing."

        Jana thought that over a minute then wrote something and handed the
note to me.

        "Does that mean that I can stay with you?"

        "Yes you can stay but..."

        I never got any farther than that as she jumped up and came over to
where I was sitting. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me. I was
shocked at first but then I hugged her back. She then seemed to melt into
my arms and I realized that she was crying. I hugged her tighter and moved
her so that she was sitting in my lap. I held her for a long time as she
put her head on my shoulder. Slowly she got herself back together and sat
back but she stayed in my lap. She started to sign quickly but then
realized that I did not have a clue as to what she was saying. She grabbed
her pad and started to write but then she got frustrated as if she wanted
to say a thousand things at once. She almost started to cry again but I
hushed her.

        "Calm down we will have plenty of time to talk but I need for you
to know something."

        She nodded ok.

        "I want you to stay here and I want to know all about you but
eventually you will need to find a job. I can barely support myself as it
is. OK?"

        She nodded yes but then she had a frown on her face. She wrote on
her pad.

        "I had to quit school after the ninth grade."

        I read that and that brought up a million more questions but I
would ask them later.

        "Shit, that will make it tougher but we will figure something out."

        Jana smiled at me and kissed me on the cheek. Again, I was shocked
by her actions but I let it go for the moment.

        "Where do we start? I guess I need to start to learn sign language
so that we can communicate easier. So hop up and let get started."

        Jana gave me a quick hug, got up and went back to her seat.

        "I do have to tell you something. I looked through your stuff when
you first got here. I wanted to make sure you were not going to kill me or
was a druggie.  So I know your name is Jana."

        Jana wore back "I figured you would. So I hid my drugs and gun
outside the store before you got off the night before last."

        She let me read her note and I looked up to see if she was serious
before she burst out laughing. This was the first sound I had heard from
her since met her and it surprised me. I guess I assumed that since she was
deaf and mute that she could not make any sounds at all but obviously, that
was not the case. I frowned at her for scaring me then I laughed with
her. She got her pad back and wrote, "I was just kidding. I have no gun and
have never done drugs.  Besides I am flat ass broke so I could not afford
any drugs even if I was a druggie."

        I laughed at her again then we settled and she started teaching me
sign language. She started me with the simple ones and then we moved on to
the harder ones. When I missed up I always said "Shit, fuck, hell" or
something of that nature. I have always been partial to a good cuss word
ever now and then.  So she stopped and taught me those words and then made
me sign them instead of saying them. It actually helped and as it made me
start to think in sign instead of talking. It was 11:30 before I knew it so
I stopped and hurried to get ready to go to work. As I got ready, Jana kept
asking me if she could go to work with me but I kept saying no, I couldn't
let her come. I would get fired if I brought a friend to work. She kept at
it until I gave in just to stop her from shoving that pad I gave her in my
face. She jumped into her clothes and we headed out.  I got to work just in
time. I made her stay in the car until the evening clerk left. I then went
out to the car, got Jana, and snuck her in the back door. I made her keep
out of the camera view and we started to practice signing. When my brain
and fingers got tired we stopped and Jana helped me catch up on restocking
the store, moping the floor and all the other fun things I was expected to
do at night.

        The next night we did the same thing until I got to the point that
I could understand most of what she signed and I could for the most part
sign to her what I wanted to say. The one advantage she had, which saved
me, was that when I could not remember a sign I could tell her and she
would read my lips.  She would then show me the sign for what I was trying
to say. I had the next two days off so when we went to bed I set the alarm
for noon. I woke up when the alarm went off I got up and shook Jana until I
finally got her awake.  After a shower, we headed for the closest discount
store to get Jana some clothes. She had only a couple of pair of jeans and
tops and not much more in the way of underwear. I did not have much money
but we were able to find her some more things to wear. From there we went
to the mall to window shop. Here we were able to dream about all we would
buy when we became rich. From there we went back to the apartment for some
TV and then bed.

        Over the next few weeks, we talked more and more. I slowly got a
full picture of her life. She only let bits and pieces out at a time but
eventually I had most of her story. She was born deaf to hearing parents.
She had an older brother that was three years older than she was. Her
family made their living as farmers but they only had a small farm and
never had any money to spare.  All her free time was spent working on the
farm. She learned to read lips on her own and her parents made no effort to
learn sign language or have it taught to her. At six, she was sent to
school but it was a small rural school that had no way of teaching a deaf
child. Here she got the only break of her life. The school called a social
worker that was able to get her into a school for the deaf at no charge.
Since it did not cost her parents, any money and she would be living at the
school they let her go. Here she found some happiness and was able to have
some of her childhood back at least while she was at school. She was behind
all the other children but she caught up quickly. The other children helped
her learn sign language and she began to blossom. It was only when she
returned home for breaks or during the summer did her life turn back down.
She described in some detail the time she came home for Thanksgivings that
first year and she forgot her place. She signed something to her mother.
She said her mother took back her hand and backhanded her, knocking her to
the floor and sending stars to her head. Her mother yelled at her to never
sign in the house again.  Even at that young age, she realized that her
parents were ashamed of her for being deaf. After that, she did her chores
and stayed in the fields as long as she could.  From then on, she dreaded
going home and as soon as she got home, she started counting down the days
to when she could go back to school. The summer after she finished the
ninth grade, her brother turned eighteen and her lit out never to return.
When the end of summer came, she started getting ready to go back to
school. On the day, she was to go back her mother told her that she would
not be returning to school. They needed her to work on the farm now that
her brother had deserted them. Jana told me that this just about broke her
heart and her spirit. She knew she would never be able to see her friends
again. She also mentioned that she sworn that there was an evil grin on her
mother's face when she told her that she was not going back to school. She
told herself that the day she turned eighteen she was going to be out of
there just like her brother.  She worked seven days a week on the farm from
then on until the night she ran away.

        On the night she left, she said she waited until her parents were
asleep.  She packed her bag taking only a few clothes so that her mother
would not notice anything missing. She slipped through the house to the
kitchen and finished filling her bag with food she had helped grow and
can. She left her parents a note telling them that she got up early and
went to work getting the last of the crops from the fields. She figured
that would buy her a little more time, as they would not expect her back in
until lunch or at the latest supper.  She then lit out going first through
the fields and avoiding the roads. She knew she parents would come looking
for her, as she was their source of free help. Had they been caring parents
she would have stayed but that were not the case. She used her food first
then she started using what little money she had. Her parents had never
given her a dime so she was forced to do the only dishonest thing she had
ever done. Once she had made up her mind that she was going to go when she
turned eighteen, she started to short her parents a dollar or two when she
and her father went to town on Saturdays to sell their vegetables. Her
father and she would go to the local farmer's market and when her father
took a nap, she would slip a dollar or two into her panties. When she got
home, she hid the money down by the creek in a jar. In two years, she was
only able to save about one hundred dollars. But that was enough to keep
her going until she made her way to my store. She was down to her last few
cents and for the first time since she left she was scared. Then as she
said, I came to her rescue like a knight in shinning armor.

        The first thing that we did once I was more aware of her past was
to get her into a GED program. It took a more than a few phone calls before
I was able to find someone that was able to help us. Through a local deaf
advocacy group, we were put into contact with a nice retired schoolteacher
who used to teach deaf students. She volunteered to help Jana get her
GED. So three nights a week, I took Jana to her house to study. As she was
being taught, I read my books. Most night she still came to work with me
but some nights she would stay at home and study or clean the apartment. I
have to admit it was nice to come home to find everything spic and span and
all the laundry done.

        When Jana first arrived, we both kept to our own sides of the bed
but over time, that separation began to lessen. This was caused by, I
think, two separate things. One was that we had grown more comfortable with
each other. We had become fast friends and waking up to find her hand on me
or mine on her somewhere was no big deal. The second reason was that we
were heading into December and the weather really started to turn cold,
much colder than it normally did this time of year. The apartment had only
a wall heating/air conditioning unit and the heat it put out was not all
that great. I had bought a room heater but I was afraid to leave it on
while we were sleeping so I turned it off when we laid down to sleep. I had
a sheet, quilt, and comforter on the bed but still we got cold. One very
cold day I woke up to find her shivering in the bed. She had pretty much
recovered from the couple of months she had spent on the road but I don't
think she had gotten herself back to where she needed to be.  I laid there
a couple of minutes trying to decide what to do. I did not have any more
covers to put on the bed so I had only myself to warm her up. Sliding up
against her was not a repugnant idea to me in fact it was quite the
opposite.

        Over the past few weeks, the idea of holding her or kissing her had
been popping into my head. I think the first time the idea appeared was one
night I was reading one of my romances (During the past summer, I found a
used bookstore that carried a line of lesbian romances and I had started
reading them exclusively) as Jana was studying. I glanced up at her sitting
there in her nightgown working away and I stopped reading and just stared
at her. I felt my heart start to beat a little faster and there was a
stirring in my body.  When I realized what I was doing I felt my face go
warm. I was thankful that Jana did not see me. After that when I read my
lesbian romances one of the characters always seemed to take on some of
Jana's features no matter how the author had described her. I tried to keep
those thoughts away but they always came back stronger and stronger. I
found myself staring at her and she eventually began to catch me staring.
Sometimes when she was signing something to me, I would forget to watch her
hands and instead would be losing myself in her eyes.  She would get so mad
at me when I did that, but then would give me a sweet smile. I would get my
concentration back and she would start signing again. I also began to dream
about her when I slept. She would be walking toward me and she would be
slowing undressing. But I would always wake up just before she got to her
bra and panties. Up to now I had never seen she naked but I began to wonder
what her body looked like.

        So now I was faced with a dilemma, to hold her and hope I did not
go farther than that or let her freeze because I was afraid of what I would
do. Finally, I decided I could not watch her shiver any longer so I slid in
closer to her body.  She was lying on her side facing away from me. As our
bodies made contact, I put my arm around her waist and drew her in close. I
felt her hands take my arm and move it between her breasts and she held on
tight to my hand. I put my head at hers and I could smell the scent of her
hair. My breasts were pressed against her back and I felt my nipples harden
and I hoped that she did not notice. After a couple of minutes, she stopped
shivering and she fell asleep. It took me a little longer to go to sleep; I
was doing what I so wanted to do for the past few weeks and it felt as good
as I had dreamed it would.

        I woke up about three to find Jana awake and facing me. I smiled at
her and she signed "Thank You." I took my hand and brushed her hair from
her eyes.

        "For What?"

        She signed back "For holding me."

        "I woke up to see you shivering and I could not let you freeze."

        "Being cold was not the only reason I was shivering." She signed.

        "Why else."

        "I had a dream that I failed the GED test and when I told you I saw
how disappointed you were in me. I got scared all of a sudden."

        "One you will not fail. Mrs. Haynes says that you are doing
great. I know you will pass with flying colors. In fact, I was thinking
about splurging and going on a night on the town when you pass the
test. You noticed I said when and not if."

        Jana smiled real big and hugged me. Her hands wrapped around my
body and instinctively I hugged her back. We held each other tight, I felt
her breast press against my breasts, and I felt my body responding to
hers. We held each other for about ten minutes then she moved back. I
stared into her eyes and suddenly I wanted to kiss her so bad. I was trying
to decide if I should when she made the decision for me. I watched as she
slowly moved in closer and I felt her lips touch mine. It was a soft short
kiss and when it ended, I found that my lips were still tingling long after
the kiss ended. She looked at me as if studying my reaction to her kissing
me. I put my hand to her cheek and lightly caressed it then I put my hand
behind her neck and brought her lips back to mine. This kiss lasted much
longer and as I parted my lips, I felt her do the same. As we kissed, I
moved her onto her back and moved with her. When the kiss ended I moved
both my hands to her head using them brush her hair away and to caress her
face. We smiled and I asked her if her wanted to do this. She nodded her
head yes and she lifted her head to kiss me again. I kissed her this time
using my tongue. I slipped it into her mouth and she readily accepted
it. She sucked on it and used her tongue to push it out of her mouth and
then insert hers into mine.  Our kissing became more and more passionate as
we kissed and kissed and kissed. I felt her hand caressed my back and
pulling me down on her.

        I slipped my hands between us and I moved them to her breasts. I
cupped them through the material of her nightgown and then went to her
nipples feeling them harden as I teased them. It was then that I heard her
first moan. I gently pinched her nipples and I felt her hands grip me. I
caressed her breasts a few minutes but I wanted to feel them without the
material of the nightgown separating me from her soft flesh. I stopped
kissing her and reached down taking her gown and began pulling it up. She
lifted her hips and then raised her shoulders as I pulled the nightgown
off. I slid a little to the side so that I could take in her breasts. They
were small and her areolas were about the size of a quarter. Her nipples
were sticking out about a quarter of an inch. I took my index finger and
circled both of her nipples. I looked up at her face and she was biting her
lower lip. I smiled at her and went back to kissing her as my hand went
back to caressing her soft breasts. I played with her nipples as I kissed
her lips, cheeks, and then neck. I moved my head on down to her breasts and
took a nipple into my mouth. She moaned again and I felt her hand on the
back on my head holding me in place. I licked and sucked on that nipple
then went over to the other one. As I did this, I sneaked my hand down her
flat stomach to her panties. I slipped it over the top of her panties to
her mound and on to her pussy.  The material was just slightly wet from her
juices she was starting to produce. I moved it up and down her pussy and
she groaned and opened her legs to give me more access. I rubbed her a
little harder and I could just feel her bud peeking out. I caressed it and
she twisted her hips. I moved her hand away and slipped it under her
panties to get my first feel of someone's pussy other than my own. I moved
it over her pubic hair and across her clit giving it a tease. She cried out
as I caressed it and had a small orgasm. I let her recover then I moved my
fingers to her slit. I moved it up and down the slit slipping my middle
finger into her pussy.  She was very wet by now and my finger slipped right
in. I moved it in and out of her as my fingers caressed her outer lips. She
was breathing hard and I knew she was enjoying what I was doing even
thought I was improvising, as I had never had sex before with anyone
before. I began to get a scent of her arousal and I wanted to taste her. I
removed my fingers and gave her nipples one last kiss. I brought my fingers
to my mouth and tasted her juices, they were slightly tangy, but I liked
the taste. I got up on my knees and moved between her legs. I took her
panties and pulled them off. I took a long look at her pussy, the first one
I had seen up close. She had sparse blond pubic hair and I could see that
it was matted with her juices. Her outer labia were swollen from her
arousal and I could see her clit peeking out from its hood. I lay down
between her legs and placed a kiss on her clit. I felt her shiver and I
began to lick it in earnest.  Jana cried out and I got her closer and
closer to another climax but before I got her there, I moved down to her
slit licking and sucking in her juices. I used my fingers to spread her
open and I dipped my tongue into her pussy. I loved it, from the way Jana
was moaning, and twisting around she was too. I wanted to stay there all
day licking her and making her cum over and over again. From there I went
back to her clit and sucked it into my mouth. I sucked on it and teased it
with my tongue and I felt her have another orgasm. I licked her clit as she
came and went to her pussy and sucked up her juices. I licked them clean
and went back to her clit licking on it with short strokes. As I did this,
I slipped a finger into her pussy and began to fuck her with it. She was
wet and very tight. In addition, I felt her vagina grip my finger. I licked
and fucked her to one more climax and was going for a forth when she pushed
me away. I was disappointed at first as I wanted to continue to lick her
and play with her pussy but she had enough for the moment.  I moved up
beside her and held her to my body as she rested.

        A few minutes later Jana began to stir. She kissed me on the cheek
and sat up. She took my hands and pulled me up to a sitting position. She
reached out and pulled up on the sides of my gown. I got the message and
pulled the gown up and off. I watched her eyes as she looked over my
breasts. I have B size breasts and my nipples were already hard from making
love to Jana.  She looked another minute then she pulled on my panties
wanting them off. I put my hands at the sides of my panties and lifted my
hips pulling them off. I knew my pussy was soaking wet and with her making
me undress as she was doing was making me more excited. I was not sure what
she was up to and this excited me all the more. Jana moved to the front of
me and had me separate my legs.  I was about to die, I wanted her to touch
me so bad but I did not want to rush her. She had to do this at her
pace. Finally, she took her hands and cupped my breasts.  Her hands were so
gentle that at first I could barely feel them. Slowly she put more pressure
with her hands as she began to caress them and then she went to my nipples
running her fingers across them. I moaned and she looked up at me. I smiled
letting her know she was doing fine. When she looked down, she moved her
head to my right breast and took the nipple into her mouth sucking on
it. Her mouth felt so nice as she sucked and then licked my nipple. I felt
a new flow of moisture coming from my pussy and I knew that I was soaking
the sheet as I had soaked my panties. She sucked on this nipple a minute or
two before going over to the left breast. This one she immediately sucked
into her mouth. As she sucked and teased my nipples, I put my hands on her
breasts caressing them. I just could not keep my hands off of her. I pulled
and gently pinched her nipples and I felt and heard her moan as she sucked
on my nipples. We kept this up for a good long while both of us giving the
other pleasure as we played with the other's breasts.

        Finally Jana let go of my nipples, she moved her head up, and we
kissed.  Slowly I felt myself getting pushed back, and Jana followed me
down without breaking off the kiss. She lay down on top of me and I wrapped
my legs around her waist. We kissed and I began to push my hips up trying
to make contact with her pussy. Since I was taller than she was, it took a
little maneuvering but we finally got our pussies together. She moved down
a bit and I propped up my head with a pillow so that we could kiss and
still rub our pussies together.  We started slow but picked up speed and
pressure. After a minute or two, I felt an orgasm coming. We broke off
kissing and concentrated on the pleasure our pussies were giving us. We
were both super wet and out pussies slid back and forth against each
other. I reached up and pinched her nipples that spurred her to kick up her
speed, I felt myself going over the edge, I finally had an orgasm, and it
was a powerful one. Somewhere distantly in my head I heard Jana moan and
cry out and I knew she had cum again.

        When I came around, I felt something gentle on my pussy. I looked
down and found that Jana was lying between my legs and she was licking my
pussy. I felt her tongue go up and down my outer labia then slip between
the lips to my core. She moved up to my clit sucking it into her mouth. She
sucked a moment or two then began to lick it. I moaned aloud and opened my
legs as far as I could.  Jana worked my clit a minute or two then she used
her fingers to spread me open and I felt her tongue enter my pussy. She
moved it around and I shivered from the pleasure she was giving me. She
licked and sucked my pussy getting me closer and closer to a second
climax. I tried to hold it off but when I felt her tongue on my clit, I
felt the orgasm hit. As I came, I felt two of her fingers enter me and that
made my orgasm last even longer. As I came down Jana began to fuck my pussy
and lick on my clit. I gripped the sheets in my hands and pushed my hips
upward forcing her fingers deeper into my pussy. I had fingered myself
before but having Jana do it was a hundred times better. Her fingers pushed
deep into my pussy and then back out only to be pushed back in. I rode
those fingers for all that I was worth but again I could stand only so much
and I had another orgasm. And like Jana, I had enough so I had to push her
head away.  She came up in the bed and I pulled her on top of me. We held
each other for an hour as we recovered from the intense lovemaking.

        As much as I hated to get out of that bed, I knew we had to. It was
time to get something to eat then get ready for work. For the first time
since I had gotten this job I wanted to call in but I needed the money so I
told Jana it was time to get up. She pouted a second but she got off me and
pulled me from the bed. I took one last look at her body before she put her
gown on. The apartment was too cool to go naked, as I wanted. I put my gown
on and we went to the stove and fixed a couple of hamburgers. We ate and
talked but I kept the conversation away from what we had just done. I
wanted to talk after dinner about that. I was not sure how to approach the
subject so I ended up being blunt as always.  We were washing dishes when I
turned her toward me.

        "Are you ok with what we did this afternoon?"

        She smiled back at me and signed, "You mean making love with
another woman or making love to you?"

        "Both, I guess"

        "I will admit that I had never thought about making love with a
woman before you came along. I guess I always thought it would be a white
knight in armor that would save me but now I am glad it was you."

        "Did you do it with me just because I saved you?"

        Jana giggled at me, then came up, and kissed me lightly on the
lips. Then she signed, "No silly, I made love to you because I love
you. You have given me more love than anyone else has ever before. I can't
help but to love someone who would love me as much as you do. I did not
think that you would ever fall for someone like me but when I saw you start
to look at me differently then I knew that one day we would do what we did
this afternoon and I was dieing for you to go ahead and do it. I am
thankful you finally did and thankful you chose me to do it with."

        I signed, "I love you too," and then I took her in my arms. I felt
the tears start to flow and from the wetness on my shoulder, I knew she was
crying too.  We cried and then kissed only to cry a little more. But we
never stopped holding each other but like everything else all good things
had to come to an end and it was time to go to work. I broke away and
started getting ready. I noticed that Jana was getting dressed too so I
knew that she planned to go to work with me and that did not displease me
at all.

        She waited in the car until the evening clerk left and all the
customers that were in the store left. I then snuck her in the back door.
She was about half frozen so I hugged her to my body getting her warm. I
noticed that her lips were cold so I warmed them up with my own. Ok, so
that was an excuse to kiss her but I took full advantage of the
opportunity. We kissed in the doorway of the back room until I heard the
front door open so I had to break off the kissing and attend to my job. It
was about two that every thing calmed back down and Jana and I had all the
work done. We had about two hours before things started to pick back up.

        Jana and I had finished cleaning up the counter when I grabbed her
from behind. I drew her to me so that her back was to me. I hugged her in
tight to my body with my hands wrapped around her waist. I started by
kissing her neck and soon I began to hear a soft moan. I moved my hands to
her breasts cupping them. Jana pressed her back against me and I could feel
my own nipples harden as I felt hers do the same through her top and bra. I
pinched her nipples a minute and she moaned louder. I saw her sign that
someone may catch us but I signed back that we had about two hours before
someone would come in. I then slipped my hands under her top and unhooked
her bra, which luckily was a front hooked bra. My hands went back to her
breasts now that I could feel them without any material in-between. They
were soft and warm, my fingers quickly found the nipples, and I teased
them. I was still kissing on her neck and cheeks.  Jana turned her head so
that I could kiss her so I did. Our lips met and I pushed my tongue into
her mouth. Her tongue met mine and they pushed against each other. I moved
my hands to the top of her jeans. I unsnapped and unzipped them. I slipped
my hand under her panties to her pussy. She was wet and ready.  I slipped
my fingers into her pussy and she groaned. I slipped my fingers in and out
of her pussy and then when they were good and wet I moved them to her clit.
Using light pressure, I began to caress her clit and she pushed her hips
forward to increase the pressure so I did. I rubbed her harder and I had
her twisting her hips and moaning to beat the band. My other hand was back
on her breasts pinching and pulling on her hard nipples. It did not take me
long to bring her to an orgasm and I felt her wet her panties with her
juices. I broke off my kiss and held her tight as she calmed back down. I
put her clothes back together but the smell of her had me so excited. I
think that Jana realized that so she turned around and got down on her
knees in front of me. With a wicked grin on her face, she unsnapped my
jeans and pulled them down over my hips until my pussy was in view. I kept
an eye on the door as her tongue reached out and began to lick up my
juices.  I felt her fingers spread my lips apart and she sucked my clit
into her mouth. The fact that we were doing this at work made it all the
more exciting and I could not hold off my orgasm for long as Jana teased my
clit with her tongue.  My orgasm hit hard and I closed my eyes and came
hard. Jana licked my juices up then put me back together. I helped her up
and kissed her tasting my juices on her mouth.

        The rest of the night went ok as more and more customers came in.
At eight, my relief came in and I was out the door in a flash. Jana was
waiting for me in the car and she had it warmed up. I took off and we were
home in record time. We were no more inside the door than we were
kissing. Our hands were trying to tear the clothes off each other but in
our hast, we were getting nowhere.  So finally, I broke off our kissing and
I finished taking my clothes off as she took hers off. We ran to the bed
and jumped under the covers. The bed was cold but as we kissed and fondled
each other the bed warmed up. My hands caressed her breasts, ass, and her
pussy. My fingers stroked her pussy slipping inside her.  Her fingers were
doing the same to me. I had to taste that pussy of hers so I moved around
so that my head was over her pussy under the covers. I put a leg on each
side of her head and lowered my pussy to her mouth as I lowered my head to
hers. I licked her outer labia and I felt her tongue slide up and down my
slit and on to my clit. I used my fingers to open her up and I pushed my
tongue as deep as I could into her pussy. I swirled it around her and I
heard her squeal.  Her mouth clamped down on my clit and she sucked hard as
her tongue played with the tip of my little bud. I moaned into her pussy,
she pushed me over the edge, and I had an orgasm. I stopped licking her as
I came but then went back to her pussy after it passed. I slipped a couple
of fingers into her tight pussy and began to fuck her as I sucked and
licked her clit. In no time, I felt her pussy walls clamp down on my
fingers and she had her orgasm. When her orgasm ended, I felt her slip a
couple of fingers inside my pussy filling me up. She moved them in and out
and I stayed still a moment enjoying the feeling of her fingers filling my
pussy. She began to fuck me harder and harder and I pushed back against her
on each stroke. I pushed my fingers deep into her pussy; we fucked, and
fucked until we both came a second time. I withdrew my fingers, she did the
same, and we licked the others pussy clean. Once she was clean, I moved
back up in the bed and we kissed and hugged until we fell asleep.

        For the next six months, I worked and she studied for her GED. We
made love every chance we could, as it was the only way we knew to show the
love we had for each other. After she got her GED, I got an interview at a
manufacturing plant for a night shift job. The plant was opening a new
shift and they were hiring a completely new crew to supply it. After the
interview was over the plant manager said, he was going to hire me and I
then hit him with hiring Jana too.  She had put in an application the same
time as I did but was not called.  I talked him into interviewing her and
with me interpreting for her; she was able to get a job. After the first
week on the job, we got everything down and we did well. In no time, we
were able to afford a better apartment and we moved. The next year went
fine and where you saw one of us, you saw the other. We were with each
other twenty-four a days and that may have been our downfall. One day Jana
decided to visit her old school so we went for a visit. Jana immediately
seemed at home, she saw one of her old counselors, and she remembered
Jana. They talked all afternoon and Jana did not want to leave but I was
more than ready. I think a little jealously on my part was sneaking out. We
began to fight more and more and our lovemaking was less and less. By the
end of the second year, we both knew that what we once had was gone. I
still loved her with all my heart but it got to the point everything she
did ticked me off and what ever I did ticked her off. We finally sat down
and decided a little time apart would do us some good.  Jana got a job at
her old school and I helped her move out.

        I was not to see her again for six years. After a year, I was bored
so I decided to do what Jana had suggested. That was to take a couple of
classes and see if I could write my own lesbian romance novels. I took a
class and the professor loved my work even to the point of helping me at
her home.  There she also bedded me but while the sex was good, it was not
Jana. I could not get her out of my head. As I was taking my classes at the
university, I was to learn Jana was also attending but we never saw each
other there. I started to write and soon had completed three novels but I
was afraid to do anything with them. I did not have any confidence in my
writing.

        Anyway, six years later I found myself bored one Saturday afternoon
and saw that a romance novelist was to appear at a local bookstore. So I
headed there to get an idea as to how to submit my books to a publisher. I
waited around until she was not busy and then got to talk to her. She
suggested that I find an agent and then let them do the work. She gave me a
few names to start with. I thanked her and as I turned to leave, I saw Jana
standing at the door.

        My heart felt like it stopped and there was a sharp pain in my
chest. I had to hold on to a shelf to keep from falling. She was just as
pretty as ever, her hair a little shorter and a little darker but she was
like a long lost memory come flooding back into your mind only this one was
real. When I got it back together, I walked to the sidewalk were she was
waiting. I was not sure what to say to her, my heart was in my throat and
it was beating a mile a minute. Finally, I was able to think and I used my
rusty sign language.

        "How are you doing?"

        "Fine and yourself?" She signed back

        "Pretty good, you look as good as ever."

        "Thank you. You don't look so bad yourself."

        We talked another minute then she suggested we go to the cafe
across the street and talk so I followed her there. We got a booth in the
back and ordered some coffee. We started slowly but we began to talk with
each telling the other what we had been up too. With help from the school,
she was able to get her degree in education and was now teaching English at
the school. I told her that I was still working at the plant but now on day
shift and had took her advice and had started writing my own novels but I
was not so sure how good they were. She stated that she was sure they were
great. We talked all afternoon and after getting dirty looks from the
waitress, we left the cafe and walked a while. I wanted to tell her how
much I missed her and how after all these years, I still cared for her but
I did not know how. Soon we ended up back by her car. I knew I had to say
something now or I may never get the chance again. I took a deep breath and
said what I was so scared to say.

        "You know I have never gotten over loving you. I miss you so bad it
hurts."  There I said it and now I had to wait for her acceptance or
rejection.

        Her eyes got moist and she signed back, "I miss you too and I never
stopped loving you either. Why do you think I came here today? I was hoping
that you would show up. I was about to give up when you appeared."

        I felt my own eyes get moist and I held out my arms and she came to
me. I hugged her tightly and she did the same. We held on for a long time
not wanting to let go. It was if we had lost each other once and we did not
want to do that again. Finally, we parted and I wiped the tears from her
eyes. She stepped back and signed to me.

        "I can't go back to the way it was. We were no good for each other.
I want it to work this time."

        "We are different people now. We have both grown up. I am no longer
your knight in shinning armor and I know you are not a character in one of
my romance novels. We both know where we screwed up before and we can avoid
those same mistakes this time around. I want to try again."

        "I do too." She signed and then she came forward and we kissed.  It
was the sweetest kiss I had ever received. I wanted to kiss her all evening
but there was a place where we could be alone. I broke off the kiss and
suggested that we go back to my apartment. Jana shuck her head yes. I gave
Jana a quick kiss and went to my car and she got into hers. I was able to
get out of the parking lot first and I saw her behind me. I kept one eye in
the real view mirror afraid that she would change her mind but she did not
and she followed me all the way home.  We got out and went in.

        Once inside I did not know what to do. I had dreamed of having her
here for so long and now that she was here, I did not know where to
start. My nerves were on overtime and I saw that my hands were shaking. I
decided that a drink was in order so I asked her if she would like a drink
adding that I had learned to make a mean margarita. Jana said that she
would love one so I made us both a drink, came over, and sat on the couch
beside her. We both took a sip or two from our drinks before we started
talking. We discussed what had happened to our relationship. We discussed
our feelings that we both still had for each other and how neither had ever
gotten over the other. A very deep conversation took two margaritas and
more than a few tears to get through. When we were done, we were both
emotionally spent. We sat in silence for a few minutes as we thought about
everything that we had talked about. I now knew she was as committed as I
was to making it work this time.

        I then got up and held out my hand to her and she took it. I helped
her up and led her to my bedroom. I started to get nervous again but the
two drinks helped to quell my nerves a bit. When we got to the bedroom, I
pulled down the blankets and sheet and turned to her. I took her face into
my hands and kissed her lightly on the lips. I then stepped back and began
to unbutton her blouse. I drew it off her shoulders leaving her in her
white lace bra. I could just make out her nipples hardening under the lacy
material. I dropped down to my knees and taking a foot, I slid off one shoe
and then the other. I put my hands to her jeans and unsnapped them. I
slowly unzipped them and pulling my hands at the sides, I slid them over
her hips and down. She lifted one leg and I pulled the jeans off the leg
and then the other. Jana was now dressed only in her panties and bra. I
caught a whiff of her arousal and it started my own pussy to get moist. I
reached up to her panties and pulled them down. I watched at her pubic hair
was revealed and then her pussy. It was as beautiful as I remembered. Her
hair was trimmed and I could make out her slit with her labia beginning to
swell with her arousal. I moved my head in and kissed her lightly and I
tasted her juices and was momentarily taken back to the first time I tasted
her juices. It was a pleasant memory and now this memory was also etched
into my brain. I got up and kissed her again, a little harder and longer
this time. I reached around her back and unsnapped her bra. I brought it
with me as I ended the kiss. Her breasts were revealed to me and I saw her
pink nipples were hard and begging to be kissed so I bent down and kissed
each one. I heard a moan come from her throat.

        Jana started to undress me but I pushed her hands away. I kissed
both hands and then I put her into the bed. I looked down at her body as
she lay there on her back. Her breasts rose and fell with her breathing.
Her legs were slightly parted and I saw her pubic hairs glisten with her
moisture. I slowly undress and she watched my every move. I took off my
blouse and then my bra. I paused a second or two and then took off my
shoes. I unsnapped my jeans and pulled then down leaving me in only my
panties. I knew that she could see the wet spot on my panties and I saw a
smile come to her face. I peeled my panties off and then crawled into the
bed with her. I lay down beside her and pulled her on top of me.  I felt
her breasts press against mine and I could feel her pussy against my thigh.
My own pussy was against hers and it felt good. I put my hand behind her
head and drew her down to me and we kissed. We started slowly using only
our lips but soon I felt her tongue enter my mouth. I met it with my own
tongue and we allowed our tongues to get reacquainted. I held her head in
place and used the other to caress her back. Her own hands were caressing
my face and then arms.  We were contented just to kiss for a while. I
kissed every part of her face remembering every curve and every sensitive
area. I nibbled on her ear lobes and I found that she still loved me doing
that. Her own lips were doing the same to me and when she got to the hollow
of my neck, I had to moan.

        Finally, I was ready to explore the other areas of her body. I
pushed her over onto her back and moved on top of her. I kissed her lips
and slid down her body kissing her as I went. When I got to her breasts, I
kissed each nipple and sucked them into my mouth. She gripped my arms as I
sucked and kissed each nipple. I gently bit and pulled on them causing Jana
to squeal. I spent a good long time on her breasts then I kissed my way on
down. I teased her belly button with my tongue then slid on down. When I
got to her pussy, she was wet and ready. I looked at her pussy and inhaled
her aroma. I bent down and kissed her clit and then went to her slit and
licked the length. Jana parted her legs even more and raised her knees up
opening her flower to my mouth. I licked inside her pussy driving my tongue
as deep as I could. I swirled it around scooping out her juices. I went
from there back to her clit and sucked it into my mouth. I teased and
caressed it and I felt her body shake as she had an orgasm. I licked up her
come then went back to her pussy licking and sucking on her lips. I brought
my fingers to her pussy and slipped a couple into her. She was wet and
ready for them. I moved them in and out of her and slowly fucked her
pussy. Her vaginal muscles gripped my fingers as I fucked her. I moved my
mouth back to her clit and using short strokes I licked and fucked her to a
second climax this one harder and lasting longer that the last one.

        When she finished cumming, she reached down and pulled me up to
her. I kissed her and held her tight as she rested. She then pushed me onto
my back and moved her mouth to my breasts. I put my head on a pillow and
watched as she began to suck and lick on my nipples. Her mouth felt so warm
on my nipples and when she bit them, I let out a loud moan. I had trouble
keeping my eyes on her and enjoy what she was doing to me. As she sucked on
my nipples, I felt her hand reach down to my pussy. She stroked me with her
fingers and I opened my legs to give her better access. She stroked me and
sucked on my nipples until I thought I was going to explode. She then gave
one last kiss to my nipples then she slid on down to my pussy. She inserted
two fingers into my pussy and she began to fuck me hard. Her mouth found my
clit and she sucked it into her mouth. I felt my orgasm hit me hard and she
fucked and sucked me though it.  When it ended, she removed her fingers and
replaced them with her mouth.  She gently licked me. Her tongue moved
gently across my labia and inside my slit. I moved my knees up and held on
to them opening myself completely to her tongue. She licked and sucked on
my pussy pulling on my labia with her lips. She licked every part of my
pussy even going to the area between my asshole and pussy. I could not
believe how good it felt to have her making love to me again.  Jana
eventually found her way to my clit and she sucked and licked me to my
second orgasm. She licked me through my orgasm then came up in the bed and
we held each other until we fell asleep.

        I woke up the next morning with Jana still lying beside me. I
reached over and ran my fingers through her hair and I felt the love that I
had for her. I knew I could not lose her again and that scared me. I said
what I thought was a silent prayer, "Please God don't let me screw this
up."

        Jana turned to me scaring me and signed, "She won't, as I won't let
her."

        I had to smile at Jana's response to my prayer and I hugged her
tight. We lay there and cuddled for a long while then she kissed me and we
got up.  After breakfast, we went out to the lake and walked around,
talking and holding hands.  We spent a quite afternoon talking, walking but
then it was time to come home, and then she would have to leave. I did not
want her to leave but I knew we must start slowly and get use to one
another again. As we exchanged email address and set up instant messenger
so that we could talk during the week, Jana found one of my CD disks with
my books that I had written on it. She asked if she could read them. I told
her yes and added that she was the only person to have read them.

        I kissed her goodbye and watched her walk out but this time knowing
that she would be back. The week went by slow but it helped being able to
talk to Jana during the week via the computer. Jana was scheduled to work
the weekend to supervise the kids that stayed at school over the weekend
but she traded, as it was important that we see each other this weekend. I
got home before Jana arrived. I took a quick shower and put on my favorite
perfume, as I wanted to look and smell my best. I then took a seat by the
front window waiting on her. I was starting to get scared when she finally
pulled up. She looked like she had a hard day so I met her at the door with
my best smile and a kiss. I made her a drink as she told me about her suck
ass day and I allowed her to vent. Once she was done, she apologized for
being such an ass but I said that was all right, that was what I was there
for. She gave me a kiss and went to take a shower. Once she was washed up
and ready we went out to eat. As she ate, she made me tell her about my
week but I was dying to ask her if she had read my books. Finally, as we
were sipping our wine after dinner, she causally mentioned that she had
indeed read my books. I was sipping my wine when she said that and I almost
choked.

        "Well did you like them?" I said after getting my breathing back.

        "I loved them. You have turned out to be a great writer. I did make
some grammar corrections, I am an English teacher, and I could not help
myself. You really should consider sending them to an agent like that
author told you to do and see if gets a response."

        "I can't, I know I will just get rejected and I don't know if I
could handle that."

        "I figured you would say that so I contacted that author you met
and got her agent and sent her my edited copies of your books."

        "You what?" I said louder than I meant too and everyone around
looked over at me. Of course, she could not tell the volume I used but she
could tell by my body language that I was a little upset. But I was not as
upset as I made myself out to be. Secretly I was glad she did what I was
afraid to do.

        "You heard me, I sent it off to Margaret Henderson, that author's
agent and its to late to do anything about it so you just as well get use
to the idea that you are going to be known as a great author soon. So you
can be pissed at me or you can forgive an old friend for overstepping her
place."

        I acted mad for a few minutes but then I could not maintain the act
for long. She did what I could not do and I was happy that she did it.

        "I will forgive you this time but don't do it again. Ok?"

        She signed "Ok."

        "But in the remote chance that she calls me and want me to come and
see her you have to come with me."

        "Deal" she responded.

        We went on talking about the books and I could not help myself
getting excited about the possibility of being published. That dream was
got me through the years we were apart and I never dreamed that it would
come true, as I never really had a lot of hope that Jana and I would get
back together. But here Jana and I were sitting in a restaurant so maybe
there was hope after all.

        When our wine was done, we left the restaurant and headed home. I
felt like I was on top of the world. I did not think this day could get any
better but the next thing I knew I was laying on my side facing Jana in the
bed. We were both naked and we were kissing. I caressed her face and slowly
ran my fingers down her arm. She was so soft and I let my fingers lightly
touch her arm then her back.  I could hear her "coo" from my touch. That
spurred my on so I moved my fingers to her ass and then on up between our
bodies to her breasts. I teased her nipples getting them hard. I turned
Jana onto her back and just traced my fingers all around her upper torso. I
ran them between her breasts and down her arms. I moved over to her belly
tickling her there and getting her to giggle. I slowly made my down to her
pussy. I pulled on her pubic hair and caressed the skin around her pussy
but not touching it. Jana moaned but held still as I let my fingers do
their magic. I moved back to her chest and I heard Jana groan. I teased her
breasts, which frustrated her but at the same time turning her on all the
more. I caressed her face then leaned in and kissed her. As I did this, I
traced my fingers back down her body only this time I went to her pussy.
Her lips were swollen and her clit was peeking out from its hood. There was
moisture was leaking out and I coated my fingers in her juices. I started
to stroke her pussy moving my fingers up and down her slit. I slipped a
finger into her pussy going as deep as I could. I moved it in and out, as I
continued to kiss her. She put her hands around my neck and held me in
place as her tongue entered my mouth. Jana was as hot as I had ever seen
her. I pushed a second finger into her and started to fuck her pussy. I
used my palm to get some friction against her clit and soon I had her
twisting and moaning into my mouth. I fucked a littler harder, pressed down
on her clit, and she came hard. I felt her whole body shake and her pussy
grab my fingers. When she finished her orgasm, I removed my fingers,
brought them to my mouth, and licked her juices. Before she could move, I
slid down and buried my face into her pussy drinking her juices. She was so
sweet and I could not get enough. I licked her outer labia and went between
the lips pushing my tongue into her. She closed her thighs on my head and
held me in place as I ate her out.  I pushed my tongue around her pussy
then up to her clit sucking it into my mouth. I licked and sucked her to
another climax. I licked her through her orgasm then she pulled me up and
kissed me.

        Her hands gripped my ass and she squeezed each cheek. She then
pushed me onto my back and attacked my breasts. She cupped them in her
hands squeezing them as her mouth sucked and bit the nipples. I moaned and
cried out, as I was way over due for an orgasm. It felt like my skin was on
fire and she was adding fuel to it. She pulled on my nipples with her mouth
and fingers. I moved my hands up to the headboard and gripped the rails as
she assaulted my body. She spent just the right amount of time on my
breasts before kissing her way down to my pussy. I opened my legs and I
felt her tongue enter my pussy.  She pushed it in deep and she sucked out
my juices. She sucked and licked my pussy and clit until I could stand it
no more and I came. It was a hard orgasm and as it went on I felt her
fingers enter my pussy and she began to fuck me as her tongue licked my
clit. She fucked me hard and as I felt one orgasm end, another one began. I
had never had multiple orgasms before and this was a revelation. I think I
had three or four orgasm before I cried uncle.

        When I came back around, I found that she had me cuddled in her
arms and I hugged her back. We gently kissed for about twenty minutes then
we went to asleep with Jana laying her head on my chest. I woke the next
morning with her in my arms. I woke her up by kissing her face. She woke up
with a sweet smile on her face. We hugged and then got up to face the
day. We spent the day continuing to learn more about whom we had become and
the love that had been dormant for six years was slowly being awakened.
That night we made love again, and again on Sunday afternoon before she
left to go back to school. It took us about a month to feel sure enough
about our selves and each other to try living together again. Since she
needed to live near the school, I moved into her small apartment that was
next to the school campus. The day that I moved into Jana's apartment, I
received a call from the agent that Jana had sent my books to. She said
that she loved my books and wanted to represent me. She wanted me to come
up to New York that week but I put her off a couple of weeks so that Jana
and I could make arrangements.

        Jana got someone to cover her classes and we took off for New York
on a Monday morning. I was scared to death but Jana keep me as calm as was
possible. When we landed at the airport, the agent had a car waiting for
us. We were taken to our hotel, which was nicer than any either of us had
ever seen before. It was suite that had a living room and a large bedroom
with a king size bed. The bathroom was just as nice with a large tub and
vanity mirror.  There was an agenda laid out for us. We had tickets to a
Broadway play that night and then we were to meet the agent at 10 the next
morning. That gave us about four hours to kill and Jana suggested a nice
long bath. She got the water started as we unpacked and then undressed for
the bath. Jana got in first and then I got in. She held out her arms and I
sat with my back to her and laid back into her arms. She held me close with
her arms just under my breasts. I put my hands on her legs caressing them
as she kissed my neck. I slowly began to relax in the warm water and the
caresses of my lover and friend. Her hands began to roam and they started
to caress my breasts and nipples. I moaned and turned my head so that I
could kiss Jana. Our lips met and I opened my mouth to hers. I turned
sideways so that I could caress her breasts as she was doing to me. We
kissed and our hands pulled and teased each other's nipples. I slid my hand
down to her pussy and began to stroke her slit. She followed closely
behind. Her fingers entered my pussy and caressed my clit. Using a circular
motion, she applied pressure to my clit and I found that I was getting
close to an orgasm so I increased the pressure I was using on her clit
wanting her to come when I did. Our fingers were working harder and faster
and we neared climax, finally we broke off our kissing as we both had an
orgasm. Once we both had both finished our orgasms Jana turned me back
around and I lay back against her. Using her hands in front of me, she
began to talk about the future to when I became a famous author. I would
quickly forget about her but I knew she was kidding as I assured her that I
would remember her fondly. We both laughed but then we talked more
seriously about what would happen tomorrow. She suggested that we get a
lawyer to check any contracts before we signed them and I agreed with her
on that. We talked a while longer then we washed each other's hair and
finally got out of the tub.  It was getting close to time to leave for
dinner and the show. We put on our best dresses and started out the
door. In the elevator I took her hand but she pulled away signing that
someone would see us. I signed back that we were in New York, no one knew
us here, and there was no one from the school that would ever see her. She
laughed and took my hand and even kissed my cheek as the doors opened.
There were people waiting to enter the elevator and they paid us no
mind. We held hands all through the dinner and the show that was better
than either of us had imagined it would be. It was all like a dream to me.

        When we got back, we settled into bed but I was too worked up to
sleep. I tossed and turned and Jana tried everything to get me to sleep but
nothing worked. Finally, she pushed me onto my back and sat on top of
me. She pulled off her nightgown and slipped off her panties. She then sat
up enough for her to pull my nightgown off leaving me in only my panties.
She sat back down and put her hands on my breasts. She pinched and pulled
on them treating them rougher than ever before but turning me on all the
same. I could feel her own moisture on my belly and I put one hand on her
breasts caressing them and the other at her pussy caressing her clit. She
lifted up slightly allowing me to push a finger into her pussy. I curled my
finger forward and used my thumb against her clit.  I hit her sweet spot
with my finger and my thumb was going in circles around her clit. She
moaned louder and louder until I got her to climax.

        When she came back down, she kissed me then got between my legs on
her hands and knees. She pulled my panties off, dipped her head down, and
began to lick. She licked the juices off my outer labia and then spread my
lips open going deeper with her tongue. She pushed my knees up and opening
me up further. I felt her tongue go lower and lower until I felt it at my
anus. Neither of us had ever gone there before and I admit it felt strange
and then nice.  She ran her tongue around the rim and then at the center. I
felt her tongue push in, it was too much, and I felt an orgasm hitting
me. Jana went back to my cunt licking up my juices. She went to my clit
licking and sucking on it as I felt a finger enter me.  She fucked me with
one finger for a couple of minutes then I felt a second finger enter my
pussy. She drove her fingers deep and fast into my pussy as she sucked my
clit. I came for the second time but Jana did not stop. I tried to push her
away but she stayed in place. I felt her remove her fingers only to replace
her two fingers with three fingers. This stretched me out and filled my
pussy. She started our slow but soon she was back up to speed pushing her
fingers in and out of my pussy hard and fast. I knew I would be sore the
next morning but I was beyond caring. She licked my clit hard and her
fingers were pounding my pussy.  In and out, those fingers stretched me and
I pushed back against them wanting more and more of them in me. I felt
another orgasm coming fast and I tried to hold it off as long as possible
but it was of no use. I felt my head spinning and then I screamed and
moaned until my orgasm hit and I passed out from the pleasure. I did not
wake up until the next morning with a sore pussy and in Jana's arms.

        I kissed her on the lips and I heard her groan. I slipped out of
bed and ordered us some breakfast from room service. As I waited for it to
come, I took my shower. When I got out Jana was sitting on the toilet
peeing. When she finished she gave me a quick kiss and took her shower. We
ate breakfast and got ready to meet my fate. I was scared to death but Jana
kept me from getting too nervous. Finally, the front desk called and our
car was waiting for us. I grabbed her hand and we went out the door. I
talked non-stop the whole way to the agent's office. There we only had to
wait a couple of minutes before she was ready for us. Margaret, the agent,
was a tall elegant lady about fifty or so. She introduced herself and I
shook her hand and introduced her to Jana as my partner. Jana looked at me
when I said that but Margaret did not seem surprised at me saying that. I
guess she assume that anyone who writes lesbian romance novels would be a
lesbian. Jana smiled and squeezed my hand.

        Margaret had us take a seat and went over my books saying how much
she enjoyed them. She even said that they would not have to edit them much
and I told her that Jana did my editing for me and that she was the one
that had sent her my books. We talked a while with me signing what I was
saying to Jana since I was facing Margaret and Jana could not see my
lips. Once the small talk was over, Margaret got down to business. She gave
me all the details and Jana and I talked to each other as we talked to
her. She told me her terms and what percentage she would take. I told her
it sounded fine but I would like to talk to a lawyer first and she agreed
that would be a good idea. I had made an appointment that afternoon to see
one. Margaret scheduled us in for the next day to sign the papers. Margaret
then took us to lunch at a five star restaurant. Jana and I were both
overwhelmed considering where we both had come from.  After lunch, we had
just enough time to meet the lawyer and there we found out Margaret was
considered the best in the business and I was lucky to have her.  After the
lawyers office Jana and I toured New York hitting the high spots before
returning to our motel room where we both collapsed from exhaustion.

        I did not wake until ten the next morning and reached over to Jana
only to find that I was alone in the bed. I stretched and went to the
bathroom to pee and then to find Jana. She was sitting on the couch
drinking a cup of coffee and reading the New York Times. I pulled my top
off and slipped my panties off. I sneaked up to her and snatched the paper
from her hands. She looked at me in all my glory. She signed to me, "I
think someone is horny this morning."  I nodded my head yes. I climbed on
the couch with my knees on each side of her hips and sat on her lap. I took
her face in my hands and planted a wet sloppy kiss on her lips. She kissed
me back and took my breasts in her hands squeezing them hard and pulling on
my nipples. I moaned into her mouth. When the kiss ended, I pulled her top
off and rose off her lap. I took her panties and pulled them off her hips
and past her knees. She finished kicking them off. I sat back down on her
lap. She took me by my breasts my brought them to her mouth where she
started to kiss and suck on them. I moved my hands to her breasts and
gently caressed them as she sucked on mine. My pussy started to get wet and
I felt a tingling down there. Jana's fingers found there way down to where
I was itching to be touched. She used one hand to spread me open and with
the other hand she used her fingers to caress my clit. Her fingers circled
my clit then pressed down on it rubbing harder. She caressed my clit and
then she inserted a couple of fingers of the hand she was holding me open
with into my pussy. I moaned from the pleasure she was giving me. One hand
was working my clit and the other she used to fuck my pussy. I started to
move my hips up and down humping her fingers. They went in and out of me
and she spread her fingers to stretch me a little wider. I soon felt my
orgasm coming and I gripped her breasts as I came. I sat back down in her
lap, she withdrew she fingers, and as I watched, she licked them clean.

        I moved in and kissed her when she was finished licking her fingers
clean.  I then moved off her lap and got on my knees in front of her. I
leaned in, kissed her breasts, and sucked on her nipples. When I heard her
moan, I kissed my way down her belly. When I got to her mound, I pulled her
hips to the edge of the couch. I put my hands under her knees and lifted
them up and out opening her pretty pink pussy up to me. I could see her
pink little rosebud of an asshole winking at me. I put my hands on her butt
cheeks and kissed her wet pussy. She was wet and excited and I dove in
licking and sucking on her juices. I used my thumbs, spread her lips open,
and dipped my tongue inside her. She moaned and I swirled my tongue all
around. When I had her good and worked up I slipped on down and found her
asshole. I was not sure if she would like that but I had when she had done
it to me. I felt a hand on my head and she held me there so I knew she
wanted me to stay there. I licked around her rim a few times and then I put
my tongue at the center. Slowly I pushed it in past her sphincter muscle. I
heard her moan loudly. I felt some moisture from her pussy leak down to
where I was licking. I pushed my tongue in and out of her asshole. As I did
this, I circled my hand around her leg to her clit. I rubbed her clit as I
fucked her asshole with my tongue. She pushed her hips toward me and soon I
heard that familiar groan and I knew she was coming. She flooded me with
her juices so I moved my mouth to her pussy and sucked them up. Jana pulled
me up and we cuddle on the couch for a while then she heard my stomach grow
so we got up. We both cleaned up and packed up to leave.

        We had lunch then met Margaret and I signed the contract. I was now
an author and one of my dreams had come true. At the airport, Jana
suggested that we upgrade to first class to celebrate. There was no one
else in first class so we had the place to ourselves. Once we were in the
air, I whispered in Jana's ear about joining the mile high club. Jana
blushed and signed no but I got a blanket and covered us up. I began to
play with her breasts and I slipped my hand under her pants and panties.
Her pussy responded to what I was doing and I soon had her coming. Jana
then slung off the blanked and took me to the bathroom.  She pushed me
against the washbasin and pulled my jeans down. She slipped down to her
knees and began to eat me out. I held on to her head and she quickly
brought me to a climax. We quickly traded places and I did the same to her.
Thus, we made it into the mile high club.

        Six months later, I had my first book published and I had Jana by
my side.  I quit work to write and take care of Jana. She had had a hard
life and she needed some pampering when she came home and I was more than
happy to do that for her.


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