Date: Sun, 23 Aug 2009 13:41:06 -0400
From: numlfl <numlfl@musfiber.com>
Subject: Memories - Part Five
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Memories
Part Five
By Chris
Felicia looked at her then at the water again. Monica just knew that
she wanted to say yes but just couldn't bring herself to do so. Monica
decided to take the lead and push Felicia a little.
"Come on, Joyce and I will be beside of you. I promise that nothing
bad will happen to you." Monica said as she got up and taking Felicia by
the hand pulling her up. Joyce got up too and they each took off their
coverings.
"Oh I love your suit." Joyce told Felicia.
"Thanks, it is just an old one that I had." Felicia said but she was
smiling from the compliment.
Monica then took her right hand as Joyce took her left one and they
led her to the water's edge.
"You won't take me in too far will you?" Felicia asked.
"Just up to here." Monica said as she reached over with her free
hand and placed it on Felicia's pussy giving it a squeeze.
"Monica!" Felicia screamed as she pushed Monica's hand away and she
turned a bright red as she looked at Joyce who was trying not to laugh.
"I can't believe that you did that." Felicia screamed at her.
"Oh she has never had any manners; she's always been the uncouth
one." Joyce told Felicia.
"You can say that again." Felicia said and Monica could see that
Felicia was a little mad at her but that wasn't such a bad thing as it got
her mind off what Monica was doing at that moment which was leading her
into the water.
"Oh you loved it, you know you did." Monica said as she eased
Felicia further into the water.
"I did not; it was embarrassing and uncalled for." Felicia told her
with her face turning red with anger.
"Yes it was and I'm sorry but look down." Monica said as she looked
down as Felicia did and they were all three up to their waist in the water.
Felicia tensed up for a moment and Monica was afraid that she would
panic and she almost did but then she calmed back down. "That wasn't
fair..." Felicia said to her.
"No it wasn't but it worked. Now let's squat down and get the rest
of our bodies wet." Monica said as turned Felicia toward her as Joyce
released her hand and she put her hands on Felicia's hips.
"We both got a hold of you so nothing is going to happen." Joyce
told her.
"Okay but Joyce and I are going to kick your ass when we get out of
the water." Felicia told her.
"If you think you can then go for it." Monica said challenging her
but then she saw Felicia smile as she began to go down with them.
Felicia gripped her hands tightly as they went down in the water
until just their heads were out of the water. Felicia was as stiff as a
board for a few minutes before she began to relax. Monica felt Felicia's
hands relaxing so she slowly eased her hands away.
"Don't leave me." Felicia told her.
"We won't honey. Joyce and I are going to be right next to you."
Monica said as she leaned in giving her a short kiss then she pulled back a
couple of feet. Again it took Felicia a few moments to relax again but she
did.
Monica eased back a few more feet and she said. "Now swim to me."
"But I don't know how to swim." Felicia told her.
"Yes you do, just let nature take over. It's like riding a bike, you
never forget." Monica told her.
"But I don't know how to ride a bike either." Felicia countered.
"Okay if you're just going to be a big chicken then be one." Monica
told her and she saw Joyce giving her a dirty look.
Felicia eyes lit up on that one, "Fuck you bitch." Then she launched
herself toward Monica who was backing up making her swim further.
The first few strokes were awkward but Felicia was determined to get
to Monica who wasn't sure just what she would do once she got there,
however when she did get there, she grabbed a hold of Monica and she could
sense that Felicia was about to panic again. "Put your feet down, you're
okay." Monica said as she gripped her tightly as she pushed down on her
lower back.
"You did it babe." Monica said as she felt Felicia begin to stand
up.
Felicia's face turned from a white panic look to something closer to
pride. "Thank you but I am going to kick your ass when we get home
tonight."
"How about you putting the strap-on on and fuck my ass instead."
Monica whispered into her ear.
Felicia then blushed but she whispered back, "Oh that sounds kinky."
"Yes it does." Monica said and then she pushed Felicia away and
turned her around so that she was facing Joyce.
"Joyce back up some more and Felicia is going to swim to you."
Monica said.
"I am?" Felicia said as she looked back as Monica.
"Yes you are." Monica told her as she pushed Felicia away from her
but she held onto her hips.
"You won't..." Felicia was saying when Monica finished her sentence
with, "No we won't." Then she let go of her and pushed her toward Joyce.
This time Felicia's swimming strokes were smoother and she began to
relax as she swam. When she got to Joyce she grabbed onto her and hugged
her tightly. Monica could see Joyce congratulating her as Monica mover back
further.
When Felicia turned back around and she saw Monica further away she
called out, "Quit moving back."
Monica just laughed and Felicia gave her the bird before setting out
to swim to her and Monica kept moving backwards until Felicia got there and
this time she put her feet down immediately as she hugged Monica who kissed
her before sending Felicia back toward Joyce who had also moved back more.
"Will you two quit moving!" Felicia said as she set out for Joyce
again. When she got to her she gave Joyce another hug then she set back
toward Monica.
Each time she swam, Monica could see how much smoother that she got
with her strokes. It was like the swimmer in her was coming out. She may
not remember swimming but somewhere in her brain, it remained and Felicia
was making it come out. They made her swim several more times before
Monica could see that she was tiring just a little so she and Joyce came
back together and they just soaked in the water until it was time for them
to get out and fix up lunch as Morgan and the kids were heading back in.
They ate and talked and then rested with Morgan laying back and
taking a nap while Jayne and Cody bugged Joyce about going back into the
water but she made them wait until she was sure that their lunch had
settled and she had gotten tired of them bugging her. As they headed for
the water, Monica felt Felicia grab her hand and she was pulling her toward
the water. Jayne and Cody were already in the water and had started dunking
each other when Monica and Felicia got here. Of course, they immediately
stopped picking on each other and went toward their aunt. Monica could fend
them off pretty well until Felicia decided to join in and then she was
getting dunked regularly. Then it became a free for all as they went at
each other. Then Cody went for Felicia and before Monica could tell him no,
he had dunked her. Monica went toward Felicia as she yelled at Cody who
didn't have a clue as to what he did wrong. Felicia then came up out of
the water spitting out water and coughing a bit and she heard Monica
getting on Cody who was feeling bad.
"Now shut up Monica, I dunked him first." Felicia said as she went
to Cody and gave him a hug to reassure him that he had done nothing wrong.
"I'm sorry Felicia." Cody told her.
"Now don't be sorry, it's cool but I think your aunt needs to be
taught a lesson." Felicia said as she went to her and grabbed her from
behind.
"Now dunk her good!" Felicia called to Cody who wasn't sure what to
do as his mom was now at the water's edge.
"I'm sorry Cody but Felicia is just now getting used to the water
again and I didn't tell you to go easy on her. But obviously she is doing
fine now." Monica said as she turned quickly and dunked Felicia but she
kept her hands on her making sure that she would feel safe. However Felicia
jerked away and she came out of the water fast and she dumped Monica into
the water pushing her down hard.
Monica came up sputtering and she turned to Cody and said, "Honey,
you can dunk her all you want." Then she went to Cody and gave him a hug to
make up for hollering at him then she dunked him and he went after her and
the fight was back on until Joyce decided that it was getting too rough and
she made all four of them stop. So Jayne and Cody went to the pontoon boat
and climbed up and ladder at the back of the boat that their father had
made so that they could jump off of it. It was about ten feet off the water
and they screamed and hollered as they jumped into the water. Monica and
Felicia moved up out of the water and were watching them with Joyce as
Morgan snored away. Monica saw that Felicia was watching them jump off and
she saw her getting anxious and she was afraid that Felicia was getting
scared for them. She was just about to reassure her as Joyce made them wear
their life vests when they jumped off the boat. But then Felicia got up
heading toward the boat. Monica could see that there was a sense of purpose
to her walk and she just knew what Felicia was going to do and she was the
one who became fearful. Monica wasn't sure that this was such a good
idea. She had gotten Felicia past her fear of water but she hadn't planned
on her trying diving again.
Felicia got to the ladder and she waited for Cody to jump
off. Monica meanwhile had gotten up and walked to the water's edge as had
Joyce. Jayne being the sensitive one and being in tune with her mother,
slipped back into the water and she had taken her vest off so that she
could help Felicia should she need any. Felicia climbed to the top of the
ladder then she looked down at the water. Monica start to holler at Felicia
to not to dive when she heard Joyce say, "Don't say anything, I think this
is something that she has to do. She doesn't know why, but she does have to
get it out of her system." Felicia then brought up her hands and she dived
into the water. She came back up about five feet away from where she hit
the water with not a hint of a smile one would expect.
"God that was the most graceful dive I have even seen." Joyce gasped
out.
"From what her mother told me, she would have been a gold medal
winner one day." Monica said in almost a whisper.
"She could be one now as far as I am concerned." Joyce said as she
grabbed Monica's arm.
Felicia was coming out of the water toward them about then and she
said, "What's wrong with you two, haven't you ever seen anyone dive
before?"
"Not like that." Monica said and she gave her a hug just wanting to
reassure herself that Felicia was okay.
By then Jayne and Cody had come up and were begging Felicia to teach
them how to do that. Felicia just smiled at Monica and she went with Cody
and Jayne spending the rest of the afternoon teaching them how to dive
making them go from the boat and not going up high until they had the
basics down pat. Jayne was able to catch on first and ended up being a
decent diver but Cody was determined to do as well as his older sister and
he kept trying until he had it down.
They ended up staying on the lake until it was starting to get dark,
then they were able to get the kids out of the water and that included
Felicia who had discovered her love of the water again. On the way back,
Morgan was able to run full speed and he even let Felicia drive part of the
way. Monica watched her as she saw Felicia concentrating so hard on what
she was doing. Monica wanted to tell her to relax that it wasn't that big a
deal to drive a boat even a big pontoon boat. But then to Felicia it was a
real big deal so Monica talked to Joyce and Jayne on the way back.
"Thank you for today, it was so wonderful though it was scary at
times." Felicia said as Monica backed out and started them on their way
home.
"I'm glad that you had so much fun but I should have thought about
you and water. I wasn't thinking ahead on that one." Monica told her
feeling bad about that.
"How would you have known, I didn't know I would be afraid until we
got there. But anyway it turned out great in the end and that is all that
counts." Felicia said as she leaned over and giving Monica a kiss on the
cheek before getting back into her seat.
Monica was quiet for a moment thinking of what she wanted to say
next when she happened to have looked over and she saw her little angel was
sound asleep. She smiled to herself as she reached over and got her phone
out of her little bag. She hit the speed dial button of Joyce.
"My child is sound asleep, how about yours." Monica asked her after
Joyce had said hello.
"They were sound asleep long before we got out on the
highway. That's the one thing I love about going to the lake, it wears them
out and they're too tired to argue on the way home." Joyce said with a
laugh.
"I do want to thank you for your help today sis. I don't know what I
would have done without you to save my ass again." Monica said sincerely.
"That's what big sisters are for honey. Beside you have helped me
out too so it works both ways." Joyce said. "Felicia is a wonderful girl;
you could do a lot worse than her you know."
"I know sis that is why I brought her out to meet you all as I plan
on hanging on to her." Monica said and then she saw a sleepy Felicia move
over and kiss her cheek again.
"Thanks Joyce," Felicia mumbled out before leaning up against Monica
and falling asleep.
"Was that Felicia? Tell her that she's welcome and she is welcome to
come back anytime." Joyce asked.
"Yes it was her but you'll have to wait until tomorrow to tell her
she has gone back to sleep again." Monica said with a laugh.
"Well, tell her for me when she's awake." Joyce told her.
"I will." Monica told her and then they talked for a few minutes
more before hanging up.
Monica drove on to Felicia's apartment in silence as her mind went
through the day and she was so thankful that it turned out as great as it
did. When she got to the apartment, she found that there wasn't a parking
place very close so she had to park further away. She got all of their
stuff out first before going around and opening the door and catching poor
Felicia before she fell out.
"Come on babe, you need to wake up, we're home." Monica said as she
gently shook Felicia awake.
"Okay, I'm awake." Felicia said as Monica helped her out however
Monica could see that she was still more asleep than awake. However she was
awake enough to walk to the apartment though Monica had a hand around her
waist guiding her. She got her inside and she locked the door with Felicia
still clinging to her. This scene reminded her of bringing a friend home
who had gotten drunk, only Felicia wasn't drunk, she was just worn out
after spending all day in the water playing.
Monica then led Felicia to the bathroom where is sat her on the
toilet as she turned the shower on. She thought about just going on to bed
but she knew Felicia would fuss at her in the morning, if she let her go to
sleep with the lake water on her body. She got the water nice and warm
before she pulled the half asleep Felicia to her feet and into the shower
with her swim suit on. She put Felicia under the water and she saw her eyes
flash open in fear at first and then those eyes focused in on Monica and a
smile came to her face.
"Is it time for that ass fucking?" Felicia said as she smiled at
her.
"No it's time to get you out of that tight bathing suit and wash the
lake water off." Monica said as she began to peel Felicia's suit off giving
her a kiss or two on her breasts and pussy as she got to her knees to
finish getting it off. Felicia giggled as she kissed her pussy but then
groaned as kisses was all she got. She did help Monica in stepping out of
her swimsuit. Monica then got out of her suit and she began to wash
Felicia's hair as Felicia played with her breasts. This did make it hard to
wash Felicia's hair but she got it washed and rinsed. Then she went for the
rest of her body washing more than caressing much to Felicia's
disappointment. Then she further frustrated Felicia as she washed herself
making Felicia pout a little. But that didn't stop her from coping some
feels as Monica bathed.
When she got done, she ushered Felicia out of the shower and helped
her to dry and she brushed out her hair as Felicia sat on the toilet. She
did it longer that was necessary and she saw Felicia begin to yawl as she
relaxed.
"Oh no you don't, I know what you are doing here." Felicia said as
she jumped up then she gave Monica a kiss and said, "Let's get to bed and
make love."
"Okay babe, let me finish up and I'll be right in." Monica said as
she turned Felicia toward the door pushing her away but she did squeeze her
bum on the way out making Felicia giggle.
Monica took her time allowing Felicia to get settled in the bed, and
then she headed out toward the bedroom. When she got there, she saw that
Felicia was lying on her side facing away from her. Her eyes went straight
to that cute little ass with her pussy just peeking out from between her
legs which she had one slightly in front of the other one. Monica started
to say something when she heard a sigh come from Felicia and she knew that
her lover was sound asleep. Monica smiled to herself as she quietly went to
the bedside lamp turning it off. Then she went to her side of the bed,
slipping in beside of Felicia. She pulled Felicia in close giving her a
kiss on the forehead. Felicia stirred then she settled back down. Then it
wasn't long before Monica was off in dreamland too.
Monica woke up alone in the bed which she was getting used to as
Felicia was almost always up before she woke up. She made a stop at the
bathroom before heading to the front of the apartment. She heard Felicia in
the kitchen so that is where she headed.
"I'm mad at you." Felicia said as soon as Monica entered the kitchen
and Monica could tell by the tone of her voice that she really was
mad. Felicia was at the stove facing away from her and she didn't turn
around.
"Why baby?" Monica asked as went over to her placing her hands on
her waist as Felicia continued to face away from her.
"Because you said we were going to make love last night but you let
me fall asleep and didn't wake me up. I bet you even stayed in the bathroom
until I did fall asleep. Didn't you want to make love last night?" She
asked and Monica could sense that she was about to cry.
Monica knew that she had to tread carefully here as she turned
Felicia around and she saw that she was about to cry and that her feelings
had been hurt a little. "Okay I did stay a moment longer in the bathroom
than was necessary just to see if you would fall asleep." Monica said and
she saw the anger fire up in Felicia's eyes however she put her finger to
Felicia's mouth to prevent Felicia from blasting her before she was done.
"I did it because I knew that you were as worn out as I was. And I
want us to be wide awake when we made love. How would you feel if I feel
asleep while you were making love to me? You'd feel like you had to be the
worse lover in the world wouldn't you?"
"Well yes..." Felicia said and she was about to go on but again
Monica stopped her.
"And how would I feel if you fell asleep as I was making love to
you? I think I would feel the same way. We had a great day yesterday and I
didn't want it to end with us both trying hard to make love to each other
and please each other. It's better to do that when we do have all our
energy. And you my sweet friend, do wear me out when we make love and I
didn't have much energy in reserve last night. So am I forgiven or do I
have to get down on my knees and beg for your forgiveness?" Monica asked.
Felicia looked at her carefully before replying, "I don't
know... Maybe a little begging is needed."
Monica saw that Felicia was trying hard not to grin, but Monica
played her part as she went down to her knees grasping her hands together,
she looked up at Felicia with sad eyes saying, "Oh please Felicia, please
forgive me..." Monica was saying making it as dramatic as she could.
"Oh quit that!" Felicia said as she reached down to pull her up.
"So am I forgiven?" Monica asked.
"Yes you're forgiven. I should have known that you had a good reason
to do what you did, and I was worn out last night; I just woke up feeling a
little hurt that you didn't seem to want to make love last night." Felicia
told her.
"You know there will be more days like last night when I am just not
up to making love because I am tired or pissed off at the world or if I am
starting my period. That first day I tend to cramp and am not in the mood
but the weird part is there after I am horny as hell though that isn't when
most people would want to make love." Monica told her.
"I think we can figure out a way to satisfy your needs and besides I
might need to have something done when I am in the same condition." Felicia
said with a wink then she gave her a kiss. "Now go get me the box of waffle
mix from that cabinet over there. We're going to have my special waffles
this morning."
"And just what makes them special?" Monica asked her as she went to
the cabinet that Felicia was pointing to.
"I'm the one making them, that's what makes them my special
waffles." Felicia said simply and Monica had to laugh as Felicia had gotten
her on that one.
After their breakfast, they went out to the garden and talked to
some of the other residents there and also to Ruth who was coming out of
her apartment with the cane that she used for a bad hip that Monica learned
about as they talked. Monica noted that as Felicia and Ruth talked it was
more like a young person did to an older person that she respected and not
as great grandmother to great granddaughter. They talked about the diner
and Ruth made sure to include Monica in on the conversation. And though
the talk, Monica could see that while Ruth's conversation didn't suggest
that she was talking to her great granddaughter, her old loving eyes
did. Monica hated the way they were pussy footing about their relationship
but she didn't feel that she was in a position yet to change that. But one
day, she felt like it needed to come out in the open and even if Felicia
didn't remember who Ruth was; she should be reminded of that. Even now that
Felicia did know, she didn't change the way she acted toward Ruth. Monica
felt like everyone tiptoed around Felicia too much as she had seen the
strong side of her and she hadn't showed much of a weak side. However there
was that side of her that her family had seen and Monica would too, much
sooner than she could imagine.
They talked for a while before Felicia said that they had plans and
had to go; Monica gave her a knowing smile which made her blush. Monica
wanted to say something about her blushing but she decided not to push it
since Ruth was still there listening to everything and seeing even
more. Ruth talked for a moment more and Monica could see Felicia getting
anxious before Ruth finally let them go, however as she said goodbye, Ruth
put her hand on Felicia's forearm and she gave her a loving smile and her
hand squeezed Felicia's arm. Monica saw Felicia smile and that made her
feel good.
"I didn't think Ruth was ever going to let us go, whose idea was it
to go out to the garden anyway?" Felicia asked.
"It was your idea silly." Monica said with a smile.
"Well next time, tell me that you don't want to, tell me you'd
rather stay in and fuck." Felicia told her as she began to strip out of her
top and shorts.
Monica laughed as she told her, "Okay I'll try and remember that
next time but I also know once you set your mind to something then there is
no use trying to change it."
"Try... and start getting out of those clothes girl, I'm horny."
Felicia said grinning from ear to ear now that she was buck assed naked.
"I can see that you are." Monica said as she quickly finished
stripping out of her own clothes, then she went to Felicia pulling her in
close and giving her a kiss. Her hands caressed her back then as one hand
stayed there as the other went down to Felicia's ass giving the cheeks a
squeeze. Felicia was panting as she kissed Monica back and Monica could
sense the desire within Felicia, a desire that needed to be satisfied now.
So she reached down to Felicia's thighs gripping at them then pulling them
up as Felicia gave a hop and curled her legs around Monica's waist.
Monica kept kissing her as she slowly walked back toward the
bedroom. Monica slipped her hands to Felicia's ass cupping her cheeks as
she walked. As she was entering the bedroom, Felicia was rubbing her pussy
against Monica's lower stomach and Monica could feel that Felicia's juices
were already flowing. When she got to the bed, Monica eased over until she
got to the point of no return and they fell onto the bed. Monica, with
Felicia's help, moved them into the center of the bed and she resumed
kissing and loving on her. Then she began to kiss her way down to Felicia's
chin, then to her neck and on below down to her breasts. She bit the left
nipple then sucked it into her mouth letting the tip of her tongue tease
the nipple. Felicia moaned and groaned as she gripped Monica's shoulders in
her hands. Monica went to the right nipple kissing it first before biting
and then sucking on it. Felicia allowed her only a few moments of loving on
her breasts before she pushed her on down. Felicia needed relief and she
needed it now. Monica kissed her way to Felicia's pussy inhaling her sweet
womanly aroma for just a moment before she began to lick. Felicia wasn't in
the mood for lots of teasing so she went right to her slit licking and
sucking on those lips. Felicia's juices tasted really good this morning and
she licked them up as her tongue went deeper and deeper into her pussy. She
licked her way up to Felicia's enlarged clit and she sucked it into her
mouth. She sucked hard as she slipped two fingers into Felicia's tight
pussy. Felicia was already twisting around on the bed pushing her hips up
to get Monica to suck harder on her clit. She fucked Felicia with her
fingers going in deep and moving them within her pussy as she sucked and
bit on Felicia's pussy. She wanted to bring Felicia off so she kept sucking
hard on that little bud until Felicia cried out as she went stiff and
Monica licked up the girlcum that was pouring out of the pussy.
Slowly Felicia began to relax and as she did so, Monica went to
their toy bag pulling out the strap-on and she put the smaller cock into it
before putting it on. As Felicia opened her eyes, Monica was just laying
down on top of her with the cock pointed at Felicia's pussy. Felicia gave
her a big grin as she opened her legs out wide allowing Monica to press the
fake cock into her pussy.
"Fuck me good..." Felicia panted out.
"Oh I plan on it sweetie." Monica said as she lay on top of her
pushing the cock deep into Felicia's pussy. Felicia wrapped her legs around
Monica's waist pushing her pussy up onto the cock. Monica twisted her hips
around making Felicia moan then she began to lift her hips up and bring
them down. She fucked her slowly at first going in deep letting Felicia
feel every inch of her cock.
"Oh that feels great." Felicia moaned out.
"That is what I want for you. I want to make you feel so good."
Monica said as she smiled down at Felicia kissing her softly.
Monica moved her hips slowly raising them up and pushing them down
letting the cock she was wearing go in deep into Felicia's pussy. Monica
kissed her lips and face as she fucked her slowly and she felt Felicia flex
her hips on each thrust of her hips making their coming together that much
more pleasurable for them both. The base of the cock was rubbing nicely on
Monica's clit making her feel good as she needed to cum too. Ever so
slowly, Monica picked up the forcefulness of the thrusts of her hips making
Felicia grunt and groan as the cock filled her pussy. Soon Monica began to
quicken her thrusts as she pushed down harder and deeper into Felicia's
pussy. They both began to pant and Felicia's nails were digging into the
flesh of Monica's back and Monica felt her own orgasm gathering speed. She
fucked Felicia harder and faster with the sounds of their bodies coming
together echoing around the room. Monica was shifting her hips making the
base of the cock rub her clit that much harder and she knew she was about
to cum. About that time she felt Felicia's nails dig deep into her
shoulders, Felicia's eyelids fluttered as she came hard. Monica felt the
release of her own orgasm at that time and she fell down on top of Felicia
burying the cock deep within her pussy.
Monica was the first to recover and she began to kiss Felicia's
sweaty face as she slowly pumped her hips making Felicia grunt sending her
into another orgasm as the last one was ending. Monica kept driving the
cock into Felicia's pussy making her groan and moan as she just kept having
a series of mini orgasms. Eventually Felicia grunted out, "Oh god stop, I
can't take anymore." Monica gave her a few last hard thrusts of her hips
making Felicia cry out then she stopped allowing Felicia to calm down.
Monica kissed Felicia's lips letting her recover but keeping the
cock buried deep in Felicia's pussy. She wiped the sweat from Felicia's
brow feeling the edge of her sweat soaked hair. Felicia looked at peace
with the world and that made Monica so happy. Monica kissed her again and
this time Felicia was able to kiss her back.
"Oh god girl, that was wonderful, I didn't think I would ever stop
cumming." Felicia panted out as she struggled to get her breath back.
"I wanted you to just keep on cumming, it seemed that you needed
that this morning." Monica told her as she kissed her again.
"I did but now it is your turn to be fucked." Felicia said as she
pushed Monica off of her.
"I do believe that you owe me an ass fucking, maybe now is the time
for you to give it to me." Monica suggested and she saw the twinkle return
to Felicia's eyes.
"Cool, let's get started," Felicia said then she hesitated. "But I
have never done that before."
"You had never used a strap-on before and you did just fine with
that so I have no doubt you can do this too. Just go slow at first and put
plenty of lube on my ass first." Monica told her as she helped Felicia get
the harness off of her.
"What dildo do you want?" Felicia asked.
"Just use the one that is on it." Monica said and she added, "Don't
worry, we'll wash it real well before using on it you again. I have some
cleaner that will get it all clean and ready to be used on that sweet pussy
of yours. Or even better, we can buy you another one." Monica told her.
"Maybe a little bigger one but not much bigger?" Felicia suggested.
"I know just the perfect sex shop to take you too and it's just an
hour away. It has lots of toys that you will like." Monica said and she saw
Felicia's face light up.
"Oh god that will be fun." Felicia said with glee.
"Yes it will but now it's past time for a little ass fucking."
Monica said as she turned over and got up on her knees putting her ass high
in the air. She then reached over and got a tube of lube handing it back to
Felicia.
Monica heard Felicia opening the tube and she expected to feel the
cold jelly on her ass but instead she got a pair of hot lips kissing her
asshole.
"Mmmm... that feels good." Monica moaned as she felt Felicia began
to lick and tease her asshole with her tongue. Then the tongue began to
probe her asshole making Monica moan louder. The tongue went deep into her
which made her pussy really start to leak out it juices. But soon the warm
tongue left her ass and it was replaced with fingers that had the cold
jelly on them. The shock of different temperatures on her asshole made her
groan but that turned into a moan as a couple of fingers entered her ass
putting the lube inside her. Felicia put lots of lube on her ass, more than
was really necessary before she stopped. Then Monica felt the head of the
cock at her ass.
"You ready?" Felicia asked nervously.
"Yea baby, go for it." Monica said as she relaxed her asshole. Then
she felt Felicia beginning to push it in but she wasn't using much
pressure.
"It won't fit, I'm afraid that I'm going to hurt you." Felicia said
as she pulled back.
Monica looked back over her shoulder at Felicia and said, "Honey, it
will go, you just have to use more pressure than when you fuck my
pussy. Don't worry, you won't hurt me."
"Okay," Felicia said and Monica felt the cock back at her asshole.
This time Felicia applied more pressure and Monica felt her asshole
opening and the head popped in. "Oh there you go babe, now slowly push the
cock on in. It feels good." Monica told her.
She felt Felicia's hands on her hips and then she felt the cock
going deeper into her ass opening it up and stretching her asshole
open. Soon she felt Felicia's hips touch her ass cheeks. "You did it babe,
you're all the way in." Monica moaned out.
"Are you okay?" Felicia asked.
"Yes, it feels good, now pull it out a little ways and then back
in." Monica told her.
Monica felt the cock begin pulled out an inch or so then pushed back
in. Monica moaned feeling the cock move within her ass. Monica let Felicia
fuck her ass slowly before she began to push back and Felicia started to
speed up going in even deeper. Monica reached down and she began to play
with her clit as Felicia fucked her ass. It was going in deep now and was
feeling good.
"Fuck my ass baby, go deep and hard." Monica told Felicia and she
felt Felicia grip her hips harder and she began to really fuck her
asshole. Monica started to slap her pussy and clit as she felt Monica fuck
her asshole good, just giving it a real reaming. Monica was pushing back
hard and Felicia was now grunting as she fucked her ass.
"Spank my ass baby, as you fuck me." Monica ordered her.
This time Felicia didn't hesitate as Monica felt a hard slap against
her right ass cheek. It stung and then there was another spank her to her
left cheek. Monica started to slap her pussy and clit harder as Felicia was
fucking her ass hard and fast as she slapped her ass cheeks making them hot
and red. Monica held off her orgasm for as long as she could but when she
felt it coming, she pinched her clit hard and she came hard. She fell to
the bed and the cock popped from her asshole leaving it empty but she was
in the middle of a massive orgasm.
As she came back around, she felt Felicia kissing and hugging on
her. Monica turned over onto her back pulling Felicia to her kissing her
back and hugging her tightly. "Oh that was great." Monica moaned out
between kisses.
"It was cool seeing that cock go into your ass, will you do it to me
now?" Felicia asked.
"You sure you want to try, it isn't for everyone." Monica told her
and she saw Felicia frown. "Okay, I'll be glad to fuck that cute little
asshole of yours.
"Goodie," Felicia said with glee.
Monica got up taking the harness from Felicia and removing the
cock. She took it to the bathroom and put it onto soak with some
cleaner. She then came back pulling out the smallest dildo that she had
with her but it still looked too large for Felicia's tiny asshole. She
wasn't so sure about this but she knew better than to try and talk Felicia
out of it as she already had her ass high in the air. Monica got in behind
of her and she kissed and loved on Felicia's cute little asshole making her
relaxed as she played with her pussy. She soon had Felicia moaning and
groaning. She got the lube and she put lots on her fingers using one then
two fingers trying to get Felicia stretched out. She put lots more on the
cock then she got into position.
"You ready?" Monica asked.
"Yea," Felicia replied as her voice went high from her nervousness.
"Just relax," Monica told her as she pressed the head against
Felicia's asshole. Felicia groaned and Monica started to pull back but
Felicia was determined as she was pushing her ass back toward her. Monica
knew Felicia wasn't going to give up on this so she pressed harder and the
head popped in. Felicia let out a loud groan and Monica stopped for a
moment. Then she pressed in further seeing Felicia's asshole opening up but
she could feel Felicia's body tense up and she knew that she was hurting
her. However Felicia was still pushing back and kept on doing so until the
cock was all the way into her ass.
"You did it babe, it's all the way in." Monica told her as she
stayed still hoping that Felicia's ass would stretch enough to make it
easier to fuck her.
Monica could see Felicia breathing hard as she pulled back a little
and went back in causing Felicia to groan more and Monica knew she was
hurting Felicia and that wasn't good.
"Babe, I have another idea I want to try. Just close your eyes and
relax for a minute." Monica said as she slowly pulled the cock from
Felicia's asshole.
"No I want to do this." Felicia moaned out as Monica was getting off
the bed.
"We'll do it, just let me try something. Now close your eyes and
trust me." Monica said as she kissed Felicia on the head then she turned
it away from her so Felicia couldn't see what she was up to.
Monica took the harness off putting the dildo in the sink with the
other one before coming back and getting another dildo of about the same
size and putting it on the harness. She got it strapped back on then she
pulled out one of her smaller butt plugs. She put some lube on it before
getting back on the bed.
"You ready to try again?" Monica asked and she saw Felicia tense up.
"Yea," Felicia said and she voice sounded scared.
"Just relax; I think you'll like this." Monica told her as she let
her hand caress Felicia's lower back and then ass.
Monica waited until she felt Felicia started to relax and she put
the tip of the butt plug to Felicia's asshole. Again Felicia tensed up and
Monica waited her out using the tip of the plug to tease Felicia's
asshole. When she began to relax, she started to push the plug into her
ass. The slim plug easily penetrated Felicia's ass and her asshole expanded
to accept the flared end of the plug. Then the plug popped in and Monica
settled it in place. She played with the plug for a few moments pulling it
in and out until she heard Felicia moan. It was then she placed the head of
the dildo she was wearing to Felicia's pussy and pushing it in with one
firm stroke. Felicia let out a loud moan as Monica began to fuck her hard
and deep. Monica didn't give Felicia time to say anything as she fucked her
pussy good with the dildo and she began to play with the butt plug
again. Pulling and pushing on it so that Felicia was getting stimulation
from both her asshole and pussy. Felicia was now fully into the fucking she
was getting as she pushed back against Monica.
"Spank me," Felicia cried out and Monica was more than willing to
comply with the request.
She began to spank those firm cheeks making them red and Felicia
grunted and groaned with each slap. Monica was pushing the dildo in deep
into Felicia's pussy on each in stroke and she was pushing against the butt
plug in Felicia's ass making it move too. Monica kept up the spanks and
fucking going until Felicia's ass was a bright red and she was crying out
as she came hard. She fell to the bed pulling the cock from her pussy.
Monica took off the harness layingit beside of her but the left the butt
plug in Felicia's ass.
Monica was kissing on her when Felicia came back around, "I'm sorry
that I couldn't take the ass fucking." Felicia said and Monica could see
that Felicia was disappointed in herself.
"Honey, it's cool. You enjoyed the fucking and the butt plug didn't
you?" Monica asked as she reached down and pushed the plug into Felicia's
ass a little more.
"Yes... But..." Felicia was saying.
"There's no buts' to it, we do what we enjoy and if it doesn't feel
good then I'm not going to do it to you. We'll use the butt plugs until you
feel like you want to try ass fucking again but you can't ask me to fuck
your ass until I know that you will enjoy it. Do you hear me?" Monica
asked.
"Yea I do." Felicia said then she added, "The butt plug does feel
nice."
"Good then we'll leave it there for a while." Monica told her with a
wink.
"And some nipple clamps..." Felicia asked.
"Honey, you got to work tonight and you know how tender you were
last Sunday night." Monica cautioned her.
"That's why I want to wear them, so I will think of you all night."
Felicia said as she got up off the bed going to the bag finding the nipple
clamps. As she bent over, the small butt plug started to slip out causing
Felicia to have to reach back to get it before it slipped out of her ass.
Monica laughed then she said as she was getting up, "Come on to the
bathroom, I think you need a little bigger one that will stay in."
Monica then took the plug from Felicia's ass and then she reached
down into the bag pulling out a slightly larger butt plug that had a larger
flare to it so that once in place, it would stay there. Felicia's eyes grew
wide when she saw it but Monica could tell the Felicia liked this one. "Now
let's head to the bathroom and clean up a bit and I'll put this one in."
Monica told her.
"First the nipple clamps." Felicia said as she held up the pair that
she had worn before.
"Okay my sweet," Monica said smiling as she took them from
her. Monica pinched Felicia's nipple making it hard before she opened the
clamp and putting it on Felicia's left nipple. Felicia moaned as the clamp
closed onto her nipple. Monica then put the right one on and she heard
Felicia groan again as the clamp tightened down. Felicia then gave her one
of the weights and she put that one the chain which pulled down on
Felicia's nipples. It was Monica's turn now and she pushed her chest
out. Felicia pinch and twisted her nipples making Monica moan and then she
put the left then right clamp on, then came the weight that pulled down on
Monica's nipples and making her groan.
They went from there to the bathroom both walking easily until they
got used to the clamps on their nipples. Once there, Monica sat on the
toilet and peed then Felicia got down in front of her and licked her clean
thus saving some toilet paper. Then Felicia got a wash cloth so that she
could wipe the lube from Monica's ass. They then switched places only
Monica made Felicia opened her legs and she licked at Felicia's pussy as
she peed drinking in some and licking up the leftover girlcum. Once she was
done, she made Felicia get up and she put the lid down making Felicia bend
over as she held onto the toilet. Monica wiped the excess lube from
Felicia's ass cheeks leaving the lube around her asshole. She used her spit
to wet down the butt plug that she was holding then she placed the end at
Felicia's asshole.
"This will stretch you a little more than the other one but not as
much as the dildo did." Monica told her.
"Okay, I'm ready." Felicia said and this time she didn't tense up
when the tip touched her asshole.
Monica slowly pushed the butt plug in making Felicia moan as her
asshole opened to accept it. She let the flared in go in slowly so that
Felicia could get use to it and make it more fun as she loved watching the
asshole open. The plug then slipped in and Monica played with it for a
moment before she slapped Felicia on the ass hard saying, "You're ready."
"Ouch," Felicia said as she jerked up grasping her ass then she had
to grab her tits as the weight swung wildly pulling on her nipples.
"That hurt," Felicia said pouting.
"What hurt?... This?" Monica asked as she slapped the other cheek
hard.
"Yes that hurt!" Felicia said grabbing her ass again and then her
tits as the weights kept moving.
"Then I guess it would be a good idea to get your ass out of the way
of my hand." Monica suggested as she slapped Felicia's ass again.
"Damn you girl!" Felicia said as she turned her head toward Monica
and she saw Monica raising her hand up again.
Felicia screeched as she started to go out of the bathroom in a fast
walk as she couldn't run with the butt plug up her ass and the clamps on
her nipples that were weighted down. Monica watched as Felicia waddled
away, always looking back to see where Monica and her hand were. Monica
laughed as she caught up with her but this time she didn't spank her. She
just put her hand on Felicia's ass, she pressed on the butt plug making her
giggle. They went on into the kitchen where they got some cold bottled
water as they both felt dehydrated from all the sweating they had done
while making love.
"Did you like it the first time Libby fucked you in the ass?"
Felicia asked her.
"I didn't dislike it but I also didn't get as much pleasure out of
it as I do now. It felt uncomfortable and weird but it didn't hurt so I was
willing to try it again." Monica told her.
Felicia thought about that for a moment and then she seemed to want
to say something but didn't know how. So Monica tried to help her out
hoping that she was right in her thinking of what Felicia wanted to say.
"You didn't like it at all did you?" Monica asked.
Felicia hung her head as she said, "No." Then she raised her head up
and she was smiling as she said, "But I like the butt plugs. They feel good
and when you fucked me with that little one in me, I thought I had died and
gone to heaven."
"I'm happy that you like them, see you don't have to like everything
that I show you. We can have lots of fun with the things we both like. I
mean there are so many things that we can try and we always have the basics
that are very enjoyable too. Don't ever forget them." Monica told her.
"Oh I won't, you got me hooked on rubbing our pussies together. I
love that the most." Felicia said as she came to her giving her a
kiss. Their breasts came together and the clamps hurt them both but that
just made the kissing more intense. Monica let her hands slide down to
Felicia's ass and she began to play with the butt plug making Felicia moan
into their kiss. Felicia's finger curved around from Monica's back to her
front and down to her pussy. She began to stroke her pussy lips making
Monica moan too. Monica of course had to keep pace as her left hand went to
Felicia's pussy and she began to play with it. Their kissing got lighter as
they played with each other's pussies and Monica added playing with
Felicia's butt plug to add to the sensations that she was feeling. Monica
pushed a couple of fingers into Felicia's pussy making her cry out as she
broke off the kissing. Monica then went at her harder pulling more on the
butt plug so that she was pulling it out to the flared middle before
pushing it back in. Felicia was trying to keep up but Monica was fucking
her pussy with two fingers and her palm was pressing against her clit
making Felicia squirm. Monica fucked Felicia's pussy hard with her fingers
as Felicia's fingers were now just resting on Monica's pussy but Monica
didn't care as all she wanted right now was to get Felicia off. Monica felt
Felicia biting down on her shoulder as her body went stiff and Monica had
to hold her up as she felt Felicia's girlcum coating her fingers.
"Damn you girl, you do know how to get a girl off don't you?"
Felicia gasped out.
"Yea and I do love getting you off. It makes me so happy." Monica
told her and she hugged her.
"Well give me a minute to get my legs under me and then I'm going to
get you off too." Felicia said as she clung to Monica.
"Take your time honey," Monica said as she eased Felicia over to the
edge of her table getting Felicia to sit on the edge.
Monica eased Felicia on back while she didn't have all her senses
with her. She dropped down to her knees and she put her mouth between
Felicia's legs and she began to lick up all the girlcum. Felicia let out a
moan as she put her legs up over Monica's shoulders using her heels to pull
Monica in closer. Monica licked around Felicia's pussy lips getting all the
girlcum up and just as she stuck her tongue into Felicia's pussy, Felicia
came around to what was happening to her.
"Oh no you don't!" Felicia cried out as she tried to get up but
Monica was ready for her reaction and she put her hands to Felicia's
breasts squeezing them as her mouth went up to her clit. She sucked the
sensitive bud into her mouth and Felicia cried out, "You fucking bitch!"
which was followed by a long moan.
Monica knew she had Felicia now as she released Felicia's breasts
letting her right hand go to the butt plug in Felicia's ass. She began to
pull on it so that the flared end was almost coming out and then she would
push it back in. Her left hand went to the chain connected to the nipple
clamps and she pulled on it making Felicia moan louder. Monica sucked and
chewed on Felicia clit as she pulled on the chain and played with her butt
plug. Felicia began to squirm around on the table and her juices were
coating Monica's chin. Monica went back to her pussy to lick up those
juices before going back to Felicia's clit sucking and chewing on it. She
heard Felicia moan louder and her breathing had sped up so Monica knew that
she was close to an orgasm. Monica gripped the butt plug and she pulled
harder on the chain. Then as Felicia let out a squeal that indicated that
she was coming, Monica pulled the butt plug out as she yanked on the chain
pulling the chain from Felicia's nipples, Felicia's hands went to her
nipples covering them as the pain hit her as her orgasm passed through her
body. Monica pulled her own chain down pulling the clips off causing her a
great deal of pain then she gathered Felicia up in her arms as she kissed
and loved on her as the orgasm coursed through her body.
"One of these days I'm going to get the best of you." Felicia moaned
out.
"Not if I can help it, I like making you cum as much as I like
cumming myself." Monica told her.
"If anyone else told me that I wouldn't believe them but you I do."
Felicia said. "Now let me rest and I will make love to you." Felicia said.
"Let's rest in bed, you need to take a nap, you have to work all
night." Monica said expecting a fight but Felicia just laid her head on her
shoulder and let her carry her into the bedroom.
Monica lay her down on the bed then lay beside of her. She kissed
Felicia then pulled her in close and they both slept for a few hours. When
Monica woke up, Felicia was between her legs licking away. Monica smiled at
her and reached down to caress her face as she let Felicia bring her to a
nice orgasm. They took a shower and Felicia made them a later dinner before
Monica drove her to work.
Monica had picked up an old dresser that she was in the process of
working on so that is what she set about doing once she got home. She
wondered if she would get another call from Felicia that night complaining
about her nipples hurting from her bra rubbing on them and sure enough
about three in the morning the call came. This time Felicia wasn't busy so
they got to talk a while before hanging up. Monica was feeling good as she
went back to work on the dresser, all the while thinking about Felicia and
how well things were going. Then about five in the morning, she took a
shower and went to bed, dreaming of her love.
Early Saturday morning, Monica and Felicia headed for the sex
shop. Felicia was excited about the trip and what toys they would find
there. As soon as Monica had parked the car, Felicia was out and heading
for the door. Monica watched as she locked the car and she could see that
Felicia was getting impatient that she wasn't in as much a hurry as she
was.
"It took you long enough." Felicia told her when she got to the
door.
"Honey, they're not going to sell out of everything before we get in
there." Monica said as she gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"I know but I've never been in a place like this and I want to see
what they got and I want to buy something that you haven't tried so we can
try it together." Felicia told her as she grabbed her hand as she opened
the door. Then she stopped as she saw just how big the store was and how
many things were there, dildos and vibrators of every size lined the walls
and shelves.
"Shit," Felicia let slip from her lips and Monica laughed.
"Come on girl and let's look around." Monica told her as she pulled
Felicia from the doorway and on into the sex shop.
Monica went first to some of the dildos made to use with a strap-on
and they looked at them first. They looked them over carefully each picking
out one to use on the other. Next were the butt plugs which Felicia got
real excited about since she had just found out that she liked them. Monica
picked out a couple that she thought that Felicia would enjoy; one about
the same width as the one that Felicia liked and then another slightly
larger to be used once Felicia got more used to wearing them. Once they
finished with them, Felicia spotted some nipple clips and she pulled Monica
over to them.
"Look at all these nipple clips; I can't believe that there are so
many different types." Felicia exclaimed.
Monica smiled at her and then she said, "And I bet you want a set of
each."
"Yea and some of these weights." Felicia told her as she giggled.
"Oh yes, we can't forget the weights." Monica said with a laugh, and
then they began to seriously look at them. She told her about each of
them; at least what she knew as there was a couple she hadn't tried
before. Some looked like that were harder to put on and some of the cheap
ones they skipped past entirely. Monica let Felicia pick out what she
wanted to try and Felicia studied each of the final few that they had
decided were worth trying carefully and she picked out a couple of
them. Monica told her that the shop wasn't going anywhere so they could
always come back for more if they wanted.
Next to the nipple clamps were some clamps for the clit and also for
pussy lips. "Have you tried these?" Felicia asked.
"No, that I haven't tried." Monica admitted.
"I wonder what it would feel like to have them on your pussy lips?"
Felicia said aloud and Monica wasn't sure if she was talking to her or
thinking aloud.
"I don't know but we can always get a pair and try them. I think we
have enough weights between what we have at home and what we are going to
buy here. I mean if we don't like them then we can always just not use them
again." Monica told her.
"True but which ones?" Felicia asked as she picked up several
different types.
"I don't know but let's go with one of the better looking ones that
have a lot of rubber to the tips. My pussy lips are very sensitive as are
yours so let's protect them when we play." Monica cautioned her.
"True and the clit clip?" Felicia asked.
"Okay, pick out a couple of those too but good ones, we can wear
them together with our nipple clamps." Monica suggested.
"Cool," Felicia said as she picked a matching pair out and these she
kept as this was what she was going to buy.
Next was some of the bondage stuff and since they hadn't really
tried that yet and Monica had some stuff they just mainly looked it over
however Felicia found a small light weight whip that she liked and it
wasn't too expensive so she decided she just had to have it too. So Monica
knew that she would be whipped soon and that wasn't such a bad thing as the
whip that Felicia picked out would sting nicely but not hurt real bad.
They looked around the store for another couple of hours picking out a
couple of more things that looked interesting but weren't too
expensive. Monica also got Felicia a little pocket rocket for her to play
with when they weren't together. Felicia liked this and gave her a kiss for
getting something just for her. Then they went to check out and Monica
ended up with a bill that totaled a little over three hundred
dollars. Felicia was shocked and offered to put some things back but Monica
wouldn't have any of it as she was looking forward to trying out these
things with her lover.
"So did looking at all these sex toys make you wet?" Monica asked
when they got back in the car.
"A little," Felicia said blushing.
"Let's see," Monica said as she leaned over placing her hand on
Felicia's inner thigh.
"What are you doing?" Felicia asked a bit shocked as Monica slipped
her fingers inside of her shorts leg and onto her panty covered pussy.
"Checking to see how wet you are, my dear." Monica said grinning at
Felicia as her fingers moved up and down Felicia's panty covered pussy.
"Very wet I see." Monica told her as she pushed Felicia's panties
aside allowing her fingers to caress Felicia's wet lips.
Felicia closed her eyes and let out as moan before she came back to
her senses and pushed Monica's hand away. "We can't do that here, someone
will see us." Felicia protested but Monica could see that Felicia really
was horny as hell and wanted to make love as soon as possible. She licked
off her fingers then put the car in reverse.
Felicia talked nonstop on the trip back home about everything in the
store and the things that she had seen. Monica let her talk for a while and
then she happened to mention that they could get even more stuff over the
internet however Felicia didn't even own a computer much less have access
to the internet. So if they were to order something then it would have to
be from her house which Felicia had yet to go to. Felicia was excited
about what else was out there and Monica told her about some of the better
places that one could order from. But for now they had more than enough to
play with.
"So what do you want to start with?" Monica asked as they entered
Felicia's apartment with their new purchases.
Felicia took their bags over to the couch sitting down as Monica
went to sit beside of her. Felicia began to pull the items out laying them
on the table in front of her. Monica watched as Felicia studied each
carefully before laying them down. It was only when she opened the bag that
she had bought that her eyes really lit up and Monica knew where they would
start.
"These," Felicia said finally as she held up the clamps for the
pussy and a new pair of nipple clamps.
"I figured that would be what you chose." Monica said as she got
up. "Come with me." She said holding out her hand to Felicia.
"Where're we going?" Felicia asked as they got to the center of the
living room.
"Right here," Monica said as she stopped. "Now close your eyes and
don't open them until I tell you."
"Why," Felicia asked her.
"Because I asked you to," Monica told her as she put her fingers
above Felicia eyes and gently bringing them down so that Felicia was forced
to close her eyes.
Monica gave her a soft kiss before heading to the bedroom. There she
got a couple of scarves and some of her weights. When she returned, she was
pleased to see that Felicia still had her eyes closed and was waiting for
her return however somewhat impatiently. Monica went behind of her placing
a scarf around her eyes and tying it around her head. She then went in
front of her and she began to pull Felicia's tee shirt off then she reached
behind of her unhooking her bra, pulling it off leaving her breasts
exposed. Monica wanted to caress and kiss them then and there but she held
off. She went to Felicia's shorts pulling them down with Felicia's
panties. She could see how wet she was and she could smell her
arousal. Monica helped Felicia to step out of her shorts and panties before
she stood up. She then silently removed her own clothes as she wanted to be
as naked as the beautiful young woman in front of her.
Monica moved behind of Felicia and she leaned in whispering all so
quietly, "Put your hands behind your back.
Felicia did so and Monica took the other scarf, using it to tie
Felicia's hands together behind of her back. "Spread your legs out wide, my
dear." Monica whispered to her. Again Felicia did so though her legs were
somewhat shaky from excitement.
Monica walked back in front of Felicia and she could see that her
juices were starting to leak onto her inner thighs. Monica went over to get
the nipple and pussy clamps when she saw the little whip. She decided that
maybe Felicia should be the first to feel the sting of the whip. She picked
it up going back to Felicia where she let the tails of the whip graze
across Felicia's breasts.
"You know what this is?" Monica asked.
"The whip," Felicia said with a slight break in her voice.
"I think that maybe you should be the first to feel the sting of the
tails, what do you think of that idea?" She asked her.
Felicia gasped and Monica wondered if she had played this one too
far and she should have let Felicia try it on her first but then Felicia
replied calmly, "I think I would love that."
Monica looked at Felicia's facial expression and how her body
reacted to the new experience of bondage and she saw that Felicia had an
excited grin on her face and her body was very relaxed. Then her eyes went
down to Felicia's pussy and it was leaking even more juices now. So she
felt better about her decision. She took the whip and she walked around
Felicia's body trying to decide where to start but when she saw that cute
ass, she knew that was the obvious starting point.
Monica reached out with her left hand caressing those cute cheeks as
she said to Felicia, "I believe this cute ass needs some warming up, don't
you?"
"Oh yes," Felicia said as she stuck her ass out a little.
As soon as Felicia did this, Monica brought the whip back and sent
it across those bums.
"Ohhh..." Felicia said as she moved her ass in but then she put it
right back out there for Monica to hit it again.
Monica then began to lightly whip that cute ass making Felicia
squeal and moan as she did so. Monica knew the tails were stinging
Felicia's ass cheeks but they weren't hurting her. Monica whipped Felicia's
ass for a couple of minutes before stopping and going to her front.
"Now I think those cute titties need some warming up." Monica said.
"Yes they do," Felicia said as she pushed her tits out.
Monica hit the right breast coming for over top of it. 'Ohhh,"
Felicia cried out as she bit her lower lip. Monica then knew to go a little
easier on those sensitive breasts as she went over to the right one hitting
it with a lighter stroke. This seemed to be just right as Felicia moaned
but didn't cry out. Monica lightly whipped both breasts working the right
one a bit then the left one then going from one to the other. Then she very
lightly whipped Felicia's stomach before going on down. Felicia tightened
up as she had figured where Monica was heading with the whip. This is also
where Monica was very careful not to hurt Felicia making sure that this was
enjoyable so she used very light strokes to hit above then on Felicia's
pussy causing her to really moan but she also saw the juices
flowing. Monica only stayed there for a moment before quitting then she
leaned in and took a long slow swipe up Felicia's pussy with her tongue.
"Oh fuck," Felicia cried out as a small orgasm passed through her
body. Monica didn't mean to make Felicia cum right then but Felicia was
closer to the edge than she had thought. So Monica had to grab onto her
hips to steady her as the orgasm passed through her body. As soon as
Felicia got her legs back under her, Monica stood up and she came up to
kiss Felicia which surprised her at first but soon she was kissing her
back. Then just as the kissing was getting intense, Monica pulled back and
she saw Felicia trying to follow her until she almost lost her balance.
"Here hold this in your mouth; I'll need it again soon." Monica said
as she put the handle of the whip into Felicia's mouth.
Felicia opened her mouth accepting the whip handle as she tried not
to grin. Monica went over to where the nipple clamps were sitting and she
picked them up along with some of the new weights and the pussy clamps. She
came back to Felicia and stood there for a few moments just making Felicia
wait and she could see her slowly get antsy. She then bent over giving her
right nipple a kiss and she saw it start to get hard. She then took the
nipple between her fingers pulling it out a bit before placing a clamp on
it. She heard Felicia moan as the clamp squeezed her nipple.
"How does that feel?" Monica asked her as she took the handle from
Felicia mouth so she could talk.
"It is a little tighter than the other one so don't pull this one
off when I cum." Felicia told her.
Monica placed the handle back to Felicia's mouth and she opened it
to take it in. Then she said, "You're assuming that I'm going to let you
cum."
Felicia let out a giggle or tried to with the handle in her
mouth. Monica kissed the left nipple before pulling it out and placing the
clamp on it. Felicia moaned again so Monica let her get used to the new
clamps before she placed the first weight on the chain. Felicia let out a
groan and again Monica waited for a moment before placing a second one on
the chain. This time Felicia moaned a little louder but she seemed to be
okay however Monica decided to stop there with the weights. She then went
down to her knees giving Felicia's clit a kiss drawing a moan from Felicia
as she pushed her pussy out toward her which was what Monica wanted.
She reached out taking a hold of Felicia's right pussy lip and she
felt Felicia tensing a little. Monica kissed her clit again to get her to
relax then she placed the clamp on the lip and then she slowly released
it. Felicia sucked in her breath then she slowly released it. Monica went
ahead and placed a clamp to the left side lip. Felicia again sucked in her
breath holding it a little longer before releasing it. Monica kept an eye
on Felicia as she placed a weight on the chain and she slowly released
it. Monica watched as the lips were pulled downward and Felicia sucked in
her breath. Monica placed a second weight on the chain pulling the lips
down even more. Felicia tightened her face but she seemed okay however
Monica saw sweat developing above Felicia's upper lip.
"Do you want anymore?" Monica asked her.
Felicia hesitated for a second before shaking her head "Yes."
Monica had one more weight left and it was the heaviest. She placed
it between the first two then she released it. Felicia groaned louder and
Monica was about to pick up the weights when she calmed down.
Monica stood up, taking the whip handle from her mouth, and she
asked, "Are you okay, do you want me to take the clamps off?"
"No I like it; it hurts some but not that bad now. I just wish I
could see what it looks like." Felicia told her.
"Okay," Monica said and she saw Felicia turn her head so that Monica
could remove the scarf covering her eyes. However Monica went to the desk
that Felicia kept her camera. She got in front of her and began to snap
several pictures. She knew that even with the scarf over her eyes, Felicia
could tell she was taking pictures of her as she couldn't help but to
smile. After taking several from the front and back, Monica stood in front
of Felicia and said, "Here, look at these pictures, you look so cute in
them."
"Oh you bitch!" Felicia said through she was grinning at her.
"I'm a bitch am I? You know I was going to be nice and not whip you
anymore but now I think that cute ass of yours needs another whipping."
Monica told her.
"Well you are a bitch, so give me what you got." Felicia said as she
bent over ever so slowly.
"Tell me if I go too hard or too long." Monica said wanting to make
sure she didn't do too much.
"Oh I can take what you got bitch!" Felicia said as she wiggled her
ass which caused the weights on her nipples and pussy lips to move and she
moaned.
"You asked for it." Monica said as she went behind of Felicia and
she began to whip that cute ass harder and faster than before.
Felicia moaned and groaned as Monica whipped her. She was moving her
ass around so the weights were moving too. Monica was about to let up when
Felicia cried out, "Whip me Bitch!"
Monica was surprised by this outburst but she could see that
Felicia's pussy was getting wetter and wetter. So she whipped her harder
and going down to the thighs to whip them. Felicia was obviously getting
into this so she kept going until Felicia's ass and thighs were very
red. Monica didn't know when she should stop as Felicia was moving around
but making no effort to get away from the whip plus she was still calling
her a bitch which Monica was taking as meaning that she didn't want her to
stop.
Then Felicia cried out, "Oh Monica, I need to cum!"
Monica dropped the whip and went to her side. She reached down and
started to rub Felicia's clit hard and fast. She was kissing her face as
she did so. Felicia was wiggling all around and the weights were flying all
around, so much that Monica was afraid they would pull her nipples and
pussy lips off. About then Felicia let out a loud moan and Monica felt
Felicia soak her fingers and the floor with her girlcum. Monica had to grab
her as she started to fall. Once she had her on her knees, she removed the
clamps from her nipples and pussy lips rubbing both as Felicia moaned and
shivered more from the intensity of her orgasm. Monica untied Felicia's
hands and pulled off the scarf from around her head so she could open her
eyes when the orgasm allowed her to. Monica held her tightly kissing her
face and caressing her body.
It took Felicia longer than usual to recover and when her eyes
opened, she said, "Oh god that was intense, my pussy is still quivering."
"That's good to hear, I wasn't sure how far you wanted to take
this. I was whipping you pretty hard there." Monica told her as she kissed
her lightly on the lips.
"It hurt but I liked it and the clamps were hurting too but that
just added to it all. I think we got to do this again, once my nipples and
pussy recovers." Felicia said with a giggle. Then she saw the wet spot on
the carpet, "Oh god, did I pee on the floor?"
Monica smiled, "No but you squirted pretty well, it just means that
you had an intense orgasm. I'll just have to remember to put some towels
down next time." Monica said as she gave her a kiss then she got up to get
a towel from the bathroom. When she came back, Felicia had the whip in her
hand and a gleam in her eyes. Monica smiled as she went to her knees and
she soaked up Felicia's girlcum from the carpet, as she did so she felt the
tails of the whip going across her back. She looked up and smiled at
Felicia so she would know that she was willing to have Felicia do the same
things to her.
Once she had the spot soaked up, she took the towel back to the
laundry room giving Felicia time to rest a bit more and she could get a
towel for herself in case she ended up squirting since she was already so
excited. When she came back into the living room, Felicia was standing and
had two scarves in her hands. Monica came up to her, closing her eyes as
Felicia put one of the scarves around them and tying it behind her
head. Monica could sense Felicia walking around her so she wasn't surprised
to feel Felicia grab her wrists from behind. However instead of just
putting them behind her back as she had done, Felicia brought her wrists up
placing them behind her head and it was there that she tied them
together. Monica liked that Felicia was thinking for herself and not just
copying what she had done to her. It also made her wonder just what Felicia
would have planned for her now.
Monica waited for a moment, hearing Felicia breath and smelling her
sex but then sweet aroma disappeared and she heard her walking off. Monica
was even more curious now and she had to wait a couple of minutes before
she heard Felicia return. Again she could sense Felicia walking around her
and she kept waiting to feel the sting of the whip and she heard the tails
sail through the air in front of her breasts but they never touched
her. Instead she felt the lightest of touches on her left nipple which made
it grow harder than it already was. As she felt the light touch on her
right nipple, she realized that Felicia had retrieved the feather. She then
moved the feather around the base of her breasts before she circled the
right breast until she got to the nipple and she let the tip of the feather
go across it.
"Shit," Monica cried out as she wanted Felicia to touch her for
real, the feather on her breasts was driving her crazy.
She heard Felicia giggle then she felt the feather trail down her
belly and she had to wiggle around as it tickled so much. She tried to pull
her hands down but Felicia had obviously tied her wrists together pretty
well. Slowly the end of the feather got to a point that was just above her
pussy. Monica was biting her lower lip as the tip of the feather ran back
and forth ever so close to her most sensitive spot. She felt her pussy
producing more juices and she could feel them leaking onto her
thighs. Felicia kept the feather there for the longest time before Monica
felt it start to move again. The feather tip went to her clit which was
peeking from its hood and Felicia teased it mercilessly as Monica
moaned. The light touch just made her want to reach down and really rub her
clit hard but she couldn't. It was all she could do to hold her pussy out
for Felicia to tease. The feather finally left her clit and Monica felt
some relief but then she felt it on the left side of her pussy and then the
right side. This felt just as bad, and it got worse when she moved the
feather tip to her slit. The feather started at the bottom and went up to
her clit where it stayed for a few moments then back to her slit. Monica
was trying her best to stand still but it was so fucking hard. She was
moaning and groaning as she felt the desperate need to rub her pussy or
better yet get Felicia to rub it.
After what seemed an eternity, the feather left her pussy. It did
give her some relief but the need to cum was so great within her. She felt
the feather trail around her hip and she could tell that the tip was very
wet from her juices. Monica felt a hand to the middle of her back and one
at her shoulder. The hands made her bend over until she felt her shoulders
hit the arm of the couch. Then she felt Felicia push her legs out wider and
she could feel her pussy and ass opening up. She knew what was coming next
and she was right this time. The feather touched her at the top of her ass
crack and all so slowly made its way down her crack to her asshole. There
it stopped and tickled her to no end. Monica moaned as she puckered her
asshole as the feather went across it. It stayed there for much too long
then went back to her pussy where it tickled her there again. Now Felicia
was running the feather from the top of her ass crack to her clit and back
again. Monica was twisting her body all over the place as she just moaned
from her frustration. After another five minutes of this teasing, Monica
couldn't stand it no more, her body needed more than the feather touching
her.
"Oh god Felicia just do something to me, just get rid of that god
damn feather." Monica moaned out.
Monica felt the feather being laid down on her back and even that
tickled. Then she felt Felicia's hands on her hips and something hard at
the entrance of her pussy. Monica knew then that Felicia had obviously put
the strap-on on before she started the teasing. Monica started to push back
on Felicia's cock only to feel a sting on her right ass cheek as Felicia
slapped it hard.
"Stay still or you won't get fucked." Felicia warned her.
"Oh god you are being such a tease today." Monica said as she tried
to stay still with the cock just at the entrance of her pussy and going no
further.
"And you're loving it, seeing how wet your pussy is." Felicia said
as she left the cock in place not moving it.
It stayed there for what seemed like an eternity before Monica had
so say something, "Pleaseee..." which was all she could think of to say.
Monica felt the cock taken away from her pussy and the first thing
that went through her mind was that if she could get her hands on Felicia
at that instant, she would kill her. However that wasn't necessary as she
felt the cock head back at her pussy and it plunged deep into her pussy.
"Fuck yes!" Monica cried out as she felt the cock filling her
pussy, stretching out her pussy lips as Felicia had put on the larger dildo
onto the harness and was fucking her with it. Monica felt Felicia grabbing
her hips and she was fucking her hard and deep. The cock felt like it was
splitting her in two as it went in and out of her pussy. Felicia was using
the full length of the fake cock and Monica was enjoying every inch of the
cock.
"Fuck me hard!" Monica cried out to Felicia as she pushed back
against Felicia on each stroke of the cock.
Monica wanted her hands free but she knew Felicia wasn't about to do
that so she just enjoyed the hard fucking that Felicia was giving
her. Monica was so excited from the teasing that she couldn't hold out long
from the wonderful fucking that Felicia was giving her. She had waited too
long to get to the fucking and soon she felt her pussy clamping down on
Felicia's fake cock and she came. She felt her knees go weak but Felicia
held her up as she continued to fuck her pussy. Monica got her legs back
under her as she came around. She began to push back against Felicia's
strokes feeling the cock go so deep into her pussy. It filled her so well
and she couldn't get enough. Felicia was pushing in deep into her pussy and
then she felt Felicia's hands leave her hips. She felt one hand on the
center of her back and the other came around her right side. Then the felt
that damn feather tickling her breasts.
"Goddd...." Monica cried out as she felt the feather going across
her nipples and then the feather and the fake cock did their job as she
felt another massive orgasm pass through her body. This time she did fall
to the floor as she let her orgasm take over her mind and soul.
When she came around she found that her hands were free and Felicia
was kissing her face as she was wiping the sweat from her brow. "Oh god,
you are suck a tease." Monica moaned out as she pulled Felicia to her
kissing her passionately.
"Did you like it?" Felicia asked as the kiss ended.
"I loved it, you did great babe." Monica told her.
"You didn't mind that I didn't use the clips that we bought?"
Felicia asked her.
"I was surprised but pleasantly so." Monica assured her.
"I didn't go too long in teasing you did I?" Felicia asked.
"No you did it just about right. I was just to the point of wanting
to shove that damn feather up your ass when you started to fuck me. So your
timing was perfect." Monica told her as she kissed her again to stop the
questions and to let Felicia know that she had done fine.
They rested for a while, kissing and cuddling before retiring to the
bedroom, where Monica showed Felicia just what the feather could do to her
body. She had Felicia squirming around the bed laughing and giggling but
also getting so fucking aroused that Monica had to fuck her long and hard
to get all the desire from Felicia's body.
Sunday Felicia brought out the nipple clamps again and early the
next morning Monica got that call from Felicia telling her how tender her
nipples were from her bra rubbing them. Monica knew that this had already
become a tradition with them and she wondered if either of their nipples
could survive it.
The following weekend they spent Saturday back with Joyce's family
at the lake as Felicia had fallen back in love with the water and she loved
playing with Jayne and Cody. They had come a long way in their diving
abilities and Felicia loved teaching them new things that she knew. Felicia
had quickly fallen in love with all of Joyce's family as they treated her
just like they did Monica. The first time that they had gone to the lake
with Joyce and her family, the family took it easy on her with her fear of
the water. But that was now a thing of the past and Felicia would also go
out and ride the tube with Cody and Jayne. She had now become a part of the
family and was kidded and teased just as Monica was.
They also began to spend a few more Friday night's at Felicia's
parents as Felicia and her mother become a little closer. She seemed to
Monica more at ease talking with her mother. The pressure seemed to be off
of her to become the girl she was. Monica wondered now who was putting the
most pressure for her to do that, Sherrie or Felicia herself. She began to
suspect that maybe it was Felicia who thought that she had to be that
person and thus felt like a failure because she couldn't pull it off. But
at this point it really didn't matter as Felicia and Sherrie had found a
way to become mother and daughter.
And, of course, they went to see each play that came to the
theater. They both enjoyed going to them and they loved to dress up and go
to dinner and then see whatever was playing. They even enjoyed watching the
play when the plot of the play wasn't something that really excited
them. It was just going out and seeing the actors and enjoying being there.
As the first month of their relationship passed into the second
month and then into the third, Monica began to pick up on something about
Felicia's memory, while most things she forgot after a couple of months,
when it came to the things that they had done together, Felicia seemed to
be retaining them. Monica wanted to say something to Felicia about it but
she was afraid to. She even mentioned this to Sherrie who had noticed the
same thing and neither knew how to handle it so they decided to just let
Felicia bring it up first if she chose to do so. Monica still wondered if
she was doing the right thing by not bringing it up but things were going
so well that she figured it was better to let sleeping dogs lie. However
sometimes those sleeping dogs wake on their own and thus was the case with
Felicia.
As Felicia would talk about something that they had done more than a
couple of months before, she would pause for a moment like she was
realizing that it was something that she shouldn't have been able to
remember. Again Monica would just let it pass and talk about whatever
Felicia had mentioned. Monica was encouraged by Felicia's ability to
remember more even if it was just when it was about them. However this
retention of their shared events seemed to scare Felicia or at least it
seemed that way to Monica. She knew that she should talk to Felicia about
it but again, her family had made such a fuss about not mentioning anything
about Felicia's memory that Monica was afraid to do so either and that
would cost her dearly.
One Friday, Monica came over as she always did, coming on into
Felicia's apartment as she had been given a key long ago. Usually Felicia
was in the kitchen fixing her something to eat as she always arrived
hungry, only this day Felicia wasn't in the kitchen so she went looking for
her. She wasn't in the bathroom, and then she heard a noise coming from the
bedroom. She noticed that the door was shut and that was something that
they had never done. She went to the door, putting her ear to it and it
sounded like Felicia was crying. Monica slowly opened the door, seeing
Felicia lying on her side and tears were just running down her cheek.
"What's wrong baby?" Monica said as she rushed into the room,
sitting by Felicia, pulling her up and hugging her to her body.
Felicia looked into her eyes with those tear stained eyes, and
Monica could see that she was about to tell her what was wrong but then she
saw this scared look in her eyes that she was getting more and more
often. "Oh nothing, I watched a sad movie and it got to me." She said as
she got up pulling herself from Monica's arms.
"What movie was it?" Monica asked as she got up following her.
"What movie was it what?" Felicia asked her as she entered the
kitchen.
"The movie that made you cry?" Monica told her feeling more than a
little frustrated at the way that Felicia was acting. Something was up and
Felicia wasn't cooperating.
"Oh I forgot, you know how my memory is, I can't remember anything
more than a few minutes." Felicia said, and then she asked, "So what you
want for lunch?"
"Your memory is a lot better than it used to be." Monica told her
not being able to hold it in anymore.
"No it isn't, it's the same as it always is." Felicia told her and
Monica saw Felicia's eyes show that fear but then her eyes flashed their
anger at her for even mentioning such a thing.
Monica so wanted to pursue the argument but she backed down afraid
to start a fight with Felicia. And this just made her even madder at
herself and Felicia as she knew for them to have a real relationship; they
would have to learn to argue and then learn to make up.
"Let's go out to eat, I don't feel like staying in." Felicia told
her as she strolled out of the kitchen leaving Monica there confused and
fuming more than just a tad.
Monica gave in yet again, going and finding her purse then catching
up with Felicia who was already out of the apartment and heading toward the
car. Felicia seemed to be distant for the rest of the day and then she
suggested that they go see Joyce that evening though is wasn't something
that they had planned. So Monica had to call Joyce to see what they were up
to and found out that Cody had a little league game that evening so Monica
invited themselves along.
Once at the ballpark, Felicia quickly got into watching the game as
Monica talked to Joyce about what had happened that day. Joyce wasn't sure
what to make of the crying either but she did strongly suggest that she
talk to Felicia to see what was going on. So that night as they lay in bed,
Monica tried to do just that.
"Honey is there something bothering you?" she asked her.
"No everything is fine." Felicia told her as she turned away from
her.
"It just that I have noticed that you are remembering more and more
and when I mentioned that to you this afternoon, it upset you." Monica told
her as she put her hand on Felicia's shoulder.
"No it didn't..." Felicia told her defensively, "...and don't
mention anything about my memory, it hasn't changed and never will. If you
can't live with that then you're free to leave anytime." Felicia told her
before moving away from her to the edge of the bed.
Monica was taken aback by this sudden change so she knew something
had happened that morning before she got there but what it was, she didn't
know but she knew she needed to find out quickly.
"Honey, just what happened this morning, did someone say something
to you?" Monica asked her as she slipped over close to Felicia.
"Only you and you wanting to dig into my lack of memory; like I told
you if you don't like me as I am now then you are free to leave." Felicia
said as she got up out of the bed.
Monica lay there watching as Felicia left the bedroom; she wasn't
sure what to do with her. She lay on her back waiting for Felicia to return
but after about five minutes she realized that Felicia wasn't going to
return. So she got up to go look for her. She found her lying on the couch
facing the back. Monica went over to the couch and she lay down behind of
her.
"I'm sorry if I said anything wrong, I don't want to ever leave you
and I promise never to mention your memory again." Monica said to her then
she placed her hand on her shoulder.
"You promise?" Felicia asked her so quietly that Monica barely heard
her.
"Yes I promise." Monica said as she kissed her on the back of her
head.
"Okay," Felicia said as she turned around and Monica could see that
fear in her eyes.
Monica pulled Felicia to her body, hugging her tightly as she kissed
her face. She wanted to make Felicia feel better and herself feel better
but she just didn't feel that this was over with yet. She felt like this
was just the beginning of their troubles. They slept on the couch that
night so they were both stiff the next morning. Monica tried several times
to get Felicia into the mood to make love but she just wanted to sit and
read however Monica could tell that Felicia wasn't doing that much
reading. The pages were turning much too slowly for Felicia to be reading
it. And that night for the first time, Felicia didn't call her from work
complaining about her nipples since they hadn't played with the nipples
clamps.
Over the week, Felicia didn't seem to be getting better even though
Monica kept her promise not to mention her memory. But then again Felicia
had pretty much stopped talking to her, making Monica do all the talking
which was hard since it was a slow week at work and nothing much was
happening. The only thing that was different was the fear that was growing
in Felicia's eyes. By Friday when she got to the diner, Monica was growing
scared for Felicia as she was very quiet and she had very little to say to
her however she was touching her every chance that she got. She also seemed
to be studying her as if she was trying to engrain Monica into her
memory. Then when she left that morning from the diner, Felicia went with
her even though there were customers in the diner.
When they got Monica's car, Felicia leaned in giving her a hug then
she kissed her softy on the lips. "Come by at one." She said as she went
back into the diner.
Monica was left there standing wondering what that was about. Just
the way that Felicia kissed and held her made her feel like it was the last
time that she would do either with her. And the way that Felicia looked and
touched her just added to that feeling and then add to that the fact that
Felicia had told her to "Come by..." instead of telling her to just come on
over when she woke up as she normally did. Monica watched her for a few
minutes before getting into her car and driving home. She didn't even try
to go to sleep as she knew that it wouldn't do any good. She was just too
worried and upset about what was to come to believe that she could sleep.
One o'clock was a long time coming but it got there and she found
herself at Felicia's door afraid to knock. However she did knock and she
didn't have to wait long for the door to be opened. She saw a sad looking
Felicia standing her then she saw the two bags that were in her hands.
"Why?" Monica asked.
"Because you deserve better than me." Felicia said as she put the
bags in front of Monica then she went to close the door.
"There isn't anyone better than you Felicia." Monica told her as the
tears streamed down her face.
"Yes there is, now go and find her. I don't want to ever see you
again. Don't come by the diner either, you're not welcome there anymore. If
you do, I'll have Juan kick you out. I'll even get a restraining order on
you if you do. I don't want to but I will. You know I will too." Felicia
told her as she shut the door in her face leaving her standing there
crying. She stood there for a few minutes then she could feel that she was
being watched so she picked up her bags, turned around and made her way
back to her car not caring that everyone could see her crying.
When she got home, she tried to figure out what to do and who to
call to find out just what the hell went wrong. The first person she
thought about was Felicia's mom Sherrie so she picked up her cell phone and
made the call.
"Do you know what Felicia did?" Monica asked as soon as Sherrie
answered the phone.
"Yea, she just called me and told me not to talk to you and in fact
I was no longer allowed to talk about you." Sherrie said and Monica could
hear the sadness in her voice.
"So are you going to talk to me?" Monica asked.
"Well since she stopped listening to what I tell her to do long ago
then I'm not bound by her orders. Besides you are good for her and I'm damn
sure not going to let her go back to her little isolated world for which I
am as much to blame for as anybody. I wanted to protect her too much and
you showed me and her just what she can do." Sherrie told her.
"What should I do? Go back and demand that she talk to me?" Monica
asked her as she felt her tears start to flow again.
"No wait until I can get her to talk to me, I'll find out what my
misguided daughter is doing." Sherrie told her.
"Okay but hurry, I'm afraid that she will forget about me and how
much I care about her." Monica told her.
"Well maybe that will be our ace in the hole, you can start again or
at least whatever that has scared her away will be forgotten and you can
get back with her." Sherrie told her.
"Well I hope that it is the latter, I don't want her to forget about
me." Monica told her.
"For some reason I don't think she will, you know that you are the
only thing that she has been able to remember longer than two months."
Sherrie told her.
"But what if that changes with me not being there all the time. I
mean if I wasn't staying at her place I was visiting her at the diner and
most days I did both." Monica stated.
"I just don't think that will happen. Maybe it is just a mother's
intuition but I feel it in my bones that she will never forget you."Sherrie
told her.
"Oh god I hope so." Monica told her.
"Now tell me about what has gone on lately and let's see if we can
make sense of my silly daughter's behavior." Sherrie asked of her.
Monica told her everything that she had been noticing lately though
even as she told Sherrie, she couldn't find anything that would explain
what was happening except that it had to do with Felicia's memory but she
felt like there was also something there that she was missing. The fact
that Felicia was remembering more did scared Felicia but there was
something else that had happened that triggered Felicia to cry that morning
and which led her to kicking her out of her life. Sherrie was coming to
much the same conclusion but she didn't have a clue as to what that was
either. They talked for a couple of hours before hanging up but Sherrie
promised to keep her up to date on what was happening with her daughter.
The next person Monica called was Joyce but she didn't talk long to
her as Joyce told her that she would be right there. As soon as Joyce got
there, she gathered Monica up in her arms and let her cry it out. Then they
spent the rest of the afternoon and evening talking it out. Joyce wanted to
go over and slap some sense into Felicia's head but Monica wouldn't let her
do that. So they talked and talked until Monica fell asleep from
exhaustion. Then when she woke up the next morning, Joyce was still there
and she made her breakfast making sure she ate well. She stayed with her
most of the day before Monica convinced her that she needed to return to
her own family who needed to be mothered as much as she did at the moment.
Monica worked out her frustration out on the old desk that she had
just picked up. It was in bad shape and needed a lot of work which was good
as Monica had now added anger to the frustration that she was feeling. She
worked all day barely taking a break getting all the old paint and varnish
off the table. She worked through the night and only went to bed when she
knew that she would fall asleep. She was still hurt and angry when she went
to work that night. Carol had decided that she had been good long enough
and it was time to start some trouble but all Monica had to do was look her
way and Carol shut up real quick. Monica decided that maybe being angry at
the world wasn't a completely bad thing but she had to work at not taking
it out on anyone else.
Monica called Sherrie on Tuesday afternoon to find out if there had
been any updates from Felicia but Sherrie wasn't making any progress. She
said that Felicia refused to talk about her and she refused to say what had
happened. Sherrie was afraid to push too hard as she didn't want Felicia to
shut her out too. Monica agreed with her on this point as right now Sherrie
was the only way she could get information about Felicia. So they talked
until it was time for Monica to get ready for work.
The rest of the week went slowly and it was hard as hell to drive by
the diner without stopping but she knew that Felicia meant what she said
about not stopping there. Felicia was determined to get her out of her life
but why? That was the big question; the question that Monica had to get the
answer to before she could let go.
That weekend, she spent with Joyce as she needed to get away from
her place and away from Felicia. If she had stayed home, she would think
about Felicia the whole time. Everyone was nice to her and Joyce made sure
that she was kept busy. Jayne was particularly attentive asking how she was
doing and telling her that she was there to talk to if needed. Monica gave
Jayne and big hug and thanked her for being such a great niece. The weekend
was nice but she still spent a lot of time thinking of Felicia and talking
to Joyce about her.
When she got back Sunday afternoon, she called Sherrie but she
didn't get to talk long since Felicia was there. She did say that Felicia
was spending more time there which was nice but she could sense that
Felicia would rather spend her time with someone else through she wouldn't
admit to that. This gave Monica hope but her wanting to spend time with her
and allowing herself to do it was another matter. Sherrie got off the
phone quickly but did call her back after she had taken Felicia to work and
they talked longer. Monica asked if it was safe to stop by and see Felicia
but Sherrie cautioned her not to, Felicia was still determined to keep her
away.
Monica waited for another couple of weeks before she just had to see
Felicia again. She just couldn't stand it; she just had to make sure that
she was doing okay. So when she got off work early Friday morning, she
pulled into the diner not meaning to go in. She just wanted to see her and
see how she was doing. She sat in her car letting it run as she looked for
Felicia. Soon she came into view carrying a bunch of dirty plates. Monica
started to duck down but she knew that Felicia would recognize her car and
besides she wanted Felicia to see her. She had to let her know that she
still cared about her. Felicia about dropped the plates she was carrying
when she looked out and saw her. It was hard to tell but Monica thought she
saw a sad look come over her face but then that face grew angry. She dumped
the plates behind the counter before running around the counter to the
front door.
"Get the hell out of here, I told you I never wanted to see you
here!" Felicia yelled from the door. And this brought Juan from the back to
see what was going on.
Monica felt her heart break as she held up her hands to show she
meant no harm. Then as the tears streamed down her face, she backed out and
headed out of the parking lot. She was crying so hard that she could barely
see the road but somehow she made it home. She went straight to bed crying
herself to sleep. She just couldn't believe how Felicia had turned against
her so quickly and completely. She slept for only a few hours before she
woke up feeling so fucking bad. Her head was pounding and her heart ached
so badly. She peed then went to the kitchen pouring herself a cup of coffee
as she called Joyce. Again Joyce only talked for a minute before saying
that she was coming over to get her.
Joyce took her home with her and they all took care of her that
weekend. Joyce convinced Monica that maybe it was time to give up on
Felicia. Whatever was going on with her wasn't getting any better and it
didn't appear that it would. And Monica knew in her heart that Joyce was
right. Besides there was nothing she could do to convince Felicia to let
her back in. If Felicia didn't want her around then she wasn't going to
become one of these stalkers who kept after her. The ball was in Felicia's
court and it would stay there until she hit it back and that didn't seem to
likely at this point. So she accepted her fate but that didn't mean that
the heartache went away, it was still there and would stay there for a long
time to come. When she got home Sunday night, she called Sherrie and told
her what had happened and that she was letting Felicia go. Sherrie tried
to talk her out of it but Monica was firm in her decision. Monica told her
that she would keep in contact with her as she did like Sherrie and a part
of her wanted to make sure that Felicia was alright. She still cared for
her and was concerned about her. So they talked awhile then Monica said
goodbye knowing that it was indeed over between her and Felicia.
So Monica went back to working on her furniture and reading her
books when she wasn't working. It was the two things that keep her hands
and mind busy and off of Felicia. She did talk to Sherrie every couple of
weeks but they rarely talked about Felicia. Sherrie just said that she had
gone back to her old ways, working and staying in her apartment. She did
come and see them more often and Sherrie was going to see her. They had
grown closer but Sherrie couldn't get Felicia out like Monica was able to
do. She told Monica that she would gladly give up some of the time she was
now spending with her daughter just to see her happy and as alive as she
was when she was with her. This broke Monica's heart all over again but she
just couldn't do anything about it. The way that Felicia hollered at her
from the diner that night was more than she could take again. Once was more
than enough for any one lifetime.
The weeks and months passed as Monica was making a killing on her
furniture. She was refinishing a piece about every two weeks as she put
all of her soul into it. About everyone at the plant had an old piece that
they wanted done and she gladly took the work in. It kept her busy and she
pretended that she was happy doing it. The cruise that she and Felicia were
to go on with Libby and her girlfriend came and passed. She just didn't
feel like going without Felicia. There was another one scheduled for the
spring and she promised Libby that she would go on it, even if she had to
go alone. When Thanksgivings came, she spent her days off with Joyce and
her family. Their parents came down and spent the long weekend so Joyce had
a full house. Monica had for the most part stopped thinking about Felicia
by that time however it was Jayne who brought her up one night. Monica was
bunking in her room since Monica and Joyce's parents had taken the spare
bedroom.
They were lying in Jayne's big bed talking about school and the
things that Jayne was into there. It was fun to listen to Jayne go on about
school and all the plans she had for the future. Her life was just starting
and she so wanted to get out into the world and explore it.
Then unexpectedly Jayne popped out with, "Have you seen Felicia
lately?"
The question took Monica by completely surprise as everyone had
about stopped talking about Felicia except for Jayne who always did so when
they were alone. But on this trip she waited until the last night before
doing so. And Monica had figured that Jayne had to given up on her and
Felicia getting back together. "No, of course not, you know that. Why are
you asking?"
"I was just wondering. You know maybe it is time for you to try
again. Maybe she has had time to think about things and changed her mind."
Jayne told her.
"Honey, things don't always work out in the real world as they do in
your books and movies that you read and see. Sometimes love just ends and
that is it." Monica told her as she took Jayne's hand giving it a squeeze
as she hated to tell Jayne that every romance doesn't end happy ever after.
"I know but you and Felicia was made to be together, I just know
it. Please just go see her one more time for me." Jayne pleaded with her.
"Honey, you know Felicia's memory, she has probably forgotten all
about me now and I'm not sure that if we tried again that things would end
any differently. Maybe she is better off without me in her life." Monica
told her.
"But she isn't better off, she's worse off and you need to go and
save her." Jayne told her and Monica could see the heartache in Jayne's
face.
"How do you know that Jayne?" Monica asked becoming more than a
little suspicious of her niece.
"I just do." Jayne told her.
"You haven't been talking to her have you?" Monica said as she was
about to go off on her niece if she had.
"No, I haven't I promise. I just feel it in my heart. Just do it for
me and I promise never to ask you for anything else." Jayne told her.
"Honey, you have been making that promise to me since you were old
enough to talk and you have yet to keep it." Monica said with a smile.
"This time I will. Just do this for me and if she rejects you then I
will never mention her name again, I promise." Jayne told her.
Monica didn't believe this promise any more than she did the others
but it had been months since she had last seen Felicia and even though her
memory had improved, she doubted that she would remember her now. Even
Sherrie had told her that Felicia had stopped talking about her so she
figured that she was safe in stopping by the diner. "Okay, I'll stop in and
see her but then that's it. You can't ever mention Felicia again, you
promise?"
"Cross my heart and hope to die," Jayne said as she crossed her
heart and smiled at her.
"Yea right, you probably got both your fingers crossed and your toes
crossed when you said that." Monica told her as she gave her a hug not
bothering to check Jayne's hands for fear that she would find her fingers
crossed as they actually were. "Now go to sleep, your old aunt is tired."
"Yea I know how you old people are." Jayne said with a giggle as she
turned over on her side away from Monica.
Monica then popped Jayne's ass for that comment and said, "I'm not
that much older than you little girl."
Jayne said "Ouch" then she giggled before falling into a contented
sleep of the young leaving Monica there thinking about Felicia all over
again.
Monica was awake for half the night as her niece slept away. She
started to wonder if Jayne was right after all and it was time to make one
more try at Felicia, she was worth that at the very least. But what would
she do if Felicia had no memory of her at all and that was a real
possibility. She wasn't sure she was up to starting over with Felicia and
not have it end the same way. What if she got scared again and dumped
her. Getting dumped was hard enough to get over but getting dumped twice by
the same girl might be pretty hard to take. She was tough but she wasn't so
sure that she was that tough. As she finally began to get sleepy, she
looked over at her niece and she figured that maybe it was okay to follow
the advice of her innocent in the ways of love niece. It was with that
thought that she fell asleep.
Monica thought about going to see Felicia all week trying to get her
courage up but every morning, she found a reason to pass the diner by. When
Friday morning arrived and she was locking up the plant, she knew that this
would have to be the day that she fulfilled her promise to Jayne. She was
as scared as she had ever been in her life as she walked out to her
car. Then she drove under the speed limit for the first time in years as
she headed toward the diner. But she got there all the same and she had to
force herself to pull into the parking lot. Her only hope now was that
Felicia had taken the night off or had switched to days. She knew that her
luck never went that well and such was the case tonight.
She got out of her car going into the diner. She didn't see Felicia
at first as there were several customers in the diner and all were eating
but Felicia nor Juan were to be seen. Monica went over to her usual seat
and she hopped up on the stool at the end of the counter. Monica felt
nervous sitting there as she had forgotten her book. But there was a paper
a couple of seats down so she grabbed it and began to read the comics
hoping that there would be a funny one that would help her to relax. She
heard the doors behind the counter swing open however she didn't pull her
paper down to see whom it was.
"What can I get you to drink?" she heard a very familiar voice say.
Monica hesitated for a moment before she brought the paper down so
that Felicia could see whom she was talking to. Monica looked into
Felicia's eyes and she saw for just an instant that Felicia recognized her
and she was pleased to see her again but then her face went blank like she
was just a waitress waiting on a customer she would see once and never
again.
"Coffee," Monica said leaving out that she needed creamer just to
test Felicia and see what she would do.
She just nodded her head getting a coffee cup and filling it with
coffee from a fresh pot and not the one that had obviously been sitting
there for a while. Then she went to the cooler and got some creamer
bringing it over to Monica and setting it in front of her.
"Thank you," Monica said with a smile as she saw that Felicia had
just realized that she had given herself away with the creamer. Monica
could almost see her cussing herself for not asking if she needed cream but
it was too late now.
"What do you want to eat?" Felicia said in a fake monotone that
Monica knew she was trying to use to sound bored and uninterested but her
eyes were betraying her. They were telling Monica that she so wanted to
say or do something right then but she just couldn't let herself.
"Let me try some of your new biscuits and gravy, they sound real
good. Have you tried them?" Monica asked trying to strike up a
conversation.
"Yea, they're real good." Felicia said then she turned and hollered,
"Juan, I got a B&G for you." Then she left Monica to look after her other
customers.
Monica wanted Felicia to stay and talk but this wasn't the place,
besides Monica got the information that she needed. It wasn't the response
she expected to get from Felicia as she expected to either get no response
from Felicia or be hauled off to jail for being a stalker. But now that she
had gotten a somewhat positive response from Felicia, what should she do
with it. She wasn't expecting it so she didn't plan ahead. She knew she
would have to come up with something soon but this moment wasn't that time.
She could afford to wait but not for long. When Juan came out; he saw
Monica and was about to call out to her when Monica shook her head no. She
didn't want to make a scene and force Felicia's hand. Lucky Felicia was
busy so she didn't see their silent exchange. Felicia soon brought her food
and refilled her coffee without saying anything to her but Monica could see
that Felicia was eyeing her. Monica ate her food and read for a few minutes
as she drank her coffee. Then she paid her bill and left the diner.
However as she was starting her car, she saw Felicia looking at her and she
was staring hard. She saw Felicia arguing with Juan and she figured that
Juan was telling her to go out and talk to her and Felicia wasn't having
any of that.
Monica backed out and headed home. Now came the tough part, trying
to decide what to do. She could wait until Monday morning and stop in again
but she had a feeling that she had a very short window of opportunity here
and she needed to strike while the iron was hot. She went home but she
wasn't sleepy in the least so she went to work on the dresser she was now
working on as she formulated a plan. She finally came to the conclusion
that if she was going to do anything then today was the day to do it. So
she tried to figure out what she was going to say to her when she went over
to see her. She was going over everything that Felicia could possibly say
to her knowing full well that anything that she would come up with would
not have anything to do with how the conversation actually went but it kept
her mind busy and helped to calm her down.
Monica did manage to lie down and get a couple of hours of sleep
before noon when she got up and took a shower. She put on her best pair of
jeans and a knit top that would keep her warm as the weather had turned
cold. She then grabbed her coat and headed out to see what the rest of her
life would be like. Either she was going to get back with Felicia or she
would get her heart stomped on again. Or maybe Felicia wouldn't be there
and she would have to live another day in limbo.
She had to park a good ways away from Felicia's apartment and that
wasn't a good sign as far as she was concerned. She walked to Felicia
apartment feeling the cold harsh wind cut through her body. It chilled her
heart and she just knew that it was going to go bad today. She almost
turned around to go back to her car but she forced herself to go on. She
had to get this over with today.
She was about to knock on Felicia's door when she heard yelling
coming from inside of the apartment. One of them was Felicia's and another
was Sherrie, she thought but the third she could make out. It was familiar
but not completely so. Monica became worried now so she knocked hard and
the voices quieted down. She had to wait for a minute but then the door
opened and she was looking at Ruth, Felicia's great grandmother.
"Well speak of the devil," She said then she added, "Come on in
girl, your timing's perfect."
Monica stepped inside and she went on into the living room where she
saw Sherrie standing by the kitchen door and Felicia was standing by the
hallway leading to the bedrooms. Monica tried to read Felicia's eyes but
this time she had time to cover any reaction that she may have had by her
sudden arrival.
"I think that you have come to say or ask something of our problem
child over there so go ahead and ask her." Ruth said as she came up beside
of her leaning on her cane.
Monica was suddenly speechless as she looked from Ruth to Sherrie
and finally to Felicia. She wasn't expecting to have Ruth and Sherrie there
when she talked to Felicia so she didn't know what to say but then she
looked at Felicia and saw that bored, do not care look in her eyes and it
hurt her. She was hoping to see the same thing she saw at the diner but
that was gone now. All she saw was that look that Felicia wanted it all to
go away; she wanted her to go away so that was what she ended up asking.
"Do you want me to stay or go?" Monica askd her.
Felicia stood there for a moment not saying anything and Monica
could see that the question went even deeper that she had intended for it
to. It was a simple question but it actually was a question that the answer
would determine both of their fates. The silence was almost deafening to
Monica as her heart was in my ears beating loudly. Finally Felicia said,
"It doesn't matter to me, you can stay or go, I don't really care."
Monica felt her heart sink as that wasn't what she wanted to hear,
so she said, "Okay," and she started to leave when she felt Ruth old bony
hand grab her elbow holding her in place. She was gripping it so tightly
that it almost hurt.
"That isn't good enough young lady. Monica came over to get an
answer from you and she deserves that answer. So get your ass over here and
look into Monica's eyes and give her an honest answer. This is your one
chance to tell her how you feel because once she walks out this door I
suspect that she will never come back." Ruth said so angrily that even
Monica was scared of her.
Felicia stood there for a moment and Monica felt sorry for her but
she did want an answer that came from Felicia's heart so she would know for
sure.
"Now get over her girl before I have your mother go get a switch and
I'll wear that ass out of yours and don't think I won't, I wore her ass out
once when she was about your age because she didn't mind me." Ruth told her
in a cold steely voice. This time Felicia did move, abet slowly, toward
her. Monica felt her heart beating pounding within her chest as Felicia
drew nearer. She could now smell her perfume and it made her want her so
badly but she held firm. She was going to make Felicia say what she had to
say good or bad.
As Felicia drew close, Monica felt Ruth let go on her arm and step
away. Felicia came up to her but she was looking down at first and no
matter how much Monica wanted to reach down and lift her chin up, she
didn't. She made Felicia do that on her own, which she did after a
moment. And when she did, Monica saw the tears running down her cheeks.
End of Part Five.
To be continued...
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