Date: Sun, 22 Jul 2007 04:12:19 EDT
From: CadetWill2@aol.com
Subject: Prison-year 1

Men life can be a bitch, men its as if there's no escape, sometimes I just
wanna hurt him so bad, you know who I speak of, yeah him, he gets on my  mutha'
fucking nerves basically everyday, whether it be some stupid shit or
something serious, you can bet he do it, he just get on my damn nerves were I  really
just want to hurt him so bad, that he want no what hit his ass, it'll  teach
him to just leave me da fuck alone sometimes and just let shit be, to just  be
careful, while fuckin' wit me, yeah I know its wrong to have these thoughts,
but sometimes I just cant help it, its as if my mind says fuck it, sometimes
its  like get that shit over with and let that nigga be gone for good, right,
wrong,  right, hell who gives a fuck sometimes, sometime you just want the job
to be  done and let that nigga remember your ass in the worst way, but he's
your  brother, right, so you really cant do shit about it right, cause if you
do, your  mama gone get mad and fuss and probably do da same shit to your ass,
then you  got worry about what da hell your family gone say, you know they gone
talk bout  you, they already talking bout you since your gay and done had
trouble wit da  law but who cares, right, not you, but them other mutha'fucker's
 will, and  all they can say is, you was wrong but was I, lets think, they
seen the shit he  did to me, but since he was da youngest they thought da shit
was cute, they he  was just annoying me and ill get over it right, but no, I
want, will I, its gone  forever be there of how my bitch ass brother got on my
nerves and I did  something bout it one late night, and now he ass is resting
in a mutha'fucking  hospital and he cause it, they seen yet they aint do shit
bout it, right, yeah  right but yet they think I was mutha'fucking wrong that I
let it get to far but  did I, I mean did I really let it get to far or was it
that, they let it get to  far, I mean in my defense it coulda be stop but it
wasn't and now im sitting  here im my cell at a women's prison and doing
bench press, while that  mutha'fucker is still living at home in his mutha'
fucking perfect  world  getting the shit spoil outta him, they always spoiled him,
neva me, I was always  at fault never him, I forgot its because I was the
strong one and he wasn't,  cause I could handle my shit and he couldn't cause I
could be on my own and make  it yet he needed help, some mutha'fucking reason
right, yeah I had a solution to  all that shit, stop spoiling that nigga, let
him walk on his own, all they to do  was show him tough love right, but naw I
got all the tough love, hell can I even  call it love, no I don't think so, aw
shit, she doing mi cornrows a lil to  tight, she disturbing my thoughts, oh
yeah I no you wondering who I am and what  im fucking bitching about, right, yeah
I know, well let me introduce my self im  D, short for Dominique, well mi
name is Dominique La'trael Johnson and im  sixteen, and serving a sentence of
seven years five months and seven days, so  far I only did a year it aint bad, I
mean prison of course its better the jail,  I got put in here for aggravated
and assault with a deadly weapon, if you call a  pocket knife a deadly weapon,
and the welfare endangerment of a minor, yeah  bullshit right, I was a minor
but yet im sitting here in a women's prison not  some juvenile detention center
like all them other teen criminals, but shit all  gravy, im bout five four
and a half, dark skin complexion with the most exotic  rare pearl mystery eyes
as I been told. I wear mi hair in twist or cornrows, I  look like a dude and
dress like one with the clothes im provided with by the  facility, but its
understandable ima stud, been a tom boy all my life, been a  stud for majority of
my short life but done been through shit most folks cant  even think of, but
who cares right, not them mutha'fucker's out there who call  them selves family
every once in awhile I get a visit only for them to talk bout  him, who is
him, my baby bro, the reason ima behind bars, damn I miss the  outside world but
it's a same when someone as young as me don't miss their  family, but hey, I
said all I had to say on my way to prison, and that was as I  quote: `you
seen it coming yet you did nothing bout it, its yall fault he's  where he is not
mines, I know so do yawl' and with that I was taking away by the  guar, to
prison, it really wasn't as bad as people say it is but I just guess  that
because they were scared and thought they aint deserve it. Yet me, on the  other
hand look forward to it, I mean the cat calls weren't so bad but then  again I
was a stud. When I got my set of clothes and was being led to my cell,  majority
of the inmates couldn't believe that their new fresh meat was so young  yet
alone a stud, but I got cat calls but only a few, I was given the nick name  of
baby stud, yeah all new inmates were giving nicks, when first arrival here.
It wasn't bad as I got to get along with a lot of inmates and all. It was
actually great as if I had a family here, yeah I know it's sad that someone had
to find love, happiness and a family in such a place like this, but it
happens.  Now im sitting here between precious legs getting my hair cornrowed.
Precious  yeah that's her real name and it fits, cause she is a precious lil thing,
she  bout twenty I think gotta check up on that even though I should know,
well  precious is my ol'lady, we been together for bout eleven months two weeks
and  nine days, I met her bout a couple of weeks into my stay here, I was doing
pull  ups when I first seen her, she had on the same thing I basically did
except hers  were fitting her to a piece while mines on the other hand were
baggy and shit,  but she had a caramel complexion with cinnamon color freckles and
the most deep  brown golden eyes that told a story and the most beautiful
smile that showed her  dimples and a body to crave for, she wasn't skinny nor was
she BBW she was thick  in all the right places, she nice size tits and hips
and she had a phat booty,  yeah that ghetto booty where you can ride it all
night long, yeah she me  mesmerized and I know she knew it cause I was pretty
sure she could feel my  stare a thousand miles away. I had completely stop doing
pull ups and I aint  till my home girl shaz tap and that's when I seen that I
still had my chin over  the bar holding still in that same position like a
solider, cause I was a  solider but I let go and continue to stare at that
dazzling beauty across the  workout yard. That was until shaz tap me and got my
attention back. "yo, shawty,  wat's up with the staring and shit" shaz ask me
while looking in my direction  and when she saw what I saw all she could say was "
DAMN" yeah homegurl was that  fine, and as we staring, honey turn around and
wink then went back to her  conversation to some girls she was talking to you
all I could do was sit down  and that's when shaz tap me and point at shorty
coming towards us, shaz excused  herself and left me out like cold turkey. She
approach me and ask me the most  dumbest question, "you in prison?" then
laughs which was so beautiful but yet  still I guess it was her way of making
convo, "naw shawty, I aint in prison im  in Las Vegas at a prison wedding yeah
these folks and their crazy themes" I  respond back to her taking in another
glimpse of her body, she was  `Fine.'
She looks down on me and smiles, I was whip, "so……" she says  trying make
more conversation, "Wa'cha in here for" "nuttin really major shawty,  just
some mess they said I was here for aggravated and assault with a deadly  weapon,
if you call a pocket knife a deadly weapon, and the welfare endangerment  of
a minor, so im here, wat bout you, ma?" "damn girl you dangerous but im here
cuz mi ol'man beat on me and one day I woke and said enough is enough and
shot  his ass, you know what they ten twenty life, but they only gave me seven
years  and five months, since I claim in self defense" damn I thought home girl
straight, but I still had a thing for her, we continue to talk and became the
 greatest of friends till one day she wanted more and I gave it to her and
its  been history ever since.
"Baby" I heard precious say breaking my train of  thought, "yeah boo, wats'
sup" "im done" "oh, iight"  I said getting up from  my position on the floor
and going to use the toilet, "Lights out in five" I  heard one of the
guardsmen's yell, "baby, im in the mood tonight" she was always  in the mood which
I was grateful for, "oh yeah, is that right" "yeah its right"  "lights out"
the guardsmen yell, it haven't even been five minutes yet but who  cared, I
sure didn't cuz I was getting me some ass tonight. "top or bottom,  baby"
precious ask me with that sly smile on her face, "it don't matter boo, you  can
choose this time" and with that said she hop on the top and remove her shirt
and her white satin bra, as she did this I hop on the top and remove my shirt
and long johns top just sitting there in my sports bra and pants, she laid
down  on her back and remove the rest of clothing and spread them luscious thighs
 eagle style knees slightly bent, I climb between and let her remove the rest
of  my clothing as I gently suck on her plump juicy lips, she the start to
caress my  back rubbing her hands up and down my back as I start to fondle her
breast,  pinching her right nipple with my thumb and forefinger, I start to
kiss her left  breast taking her nipple into and gently sucking it every once in
awhile tugging  it and biting it and then I do same thing to her right breast,
as she moans and  starts to breathe heavily as her chest start to rise and
fall, I then kiss in  between her breast and make a trail down to her navel, I
stick my tongue in and  twirl it around as I slide my right down between her
meaty thighs and rub her  lips, I make my way back and kiss her passionate while
I part her lips with my  fingers, I rub her clit with thumb and stick a
finger in her, which make her  lose her breath, I pump into her furiously and then
put another finger in her  and then I take mi hand out and lube her ass with
her juices and then insert two  fingers into her wet dripping hole and rub her
clit with my thumb and insert a  finger in her asshole which makes her moan
with delight and start to suck on her  rock hard nipples and pump my hand faster
and faster while putting more pressure  on her clit and rubbing it harder and
biting her nipples and making her moan and  she then starts to writhe beneath
 me and her moans get louder and she  starts to flex her pussy muscles and
she tells me she's cumming and then her  body tightens and her juices start to
flow but I still pump harder and rub her  now sensitive clit trys to move my
hand but I keep it  where it is and then  I remove my hand and make small kisses
down her body until my head is between  her thighs and I then start to lick
her other lips while my left hand massages  her left breast and she sucks and
clean her juices off my right hand, then I  massage her right breast with my
right hand  while I part her lips with my  tongue and trail them up and down her
inner lips and then I flick her clit which  makes her let out a yelp and then
I plunged my tongue deep into her pussy and  start to massage her g-spot and
gently scrap and bite her clit and massage her  breast harder as she start
moaning and starts to writhe and then her pussy  muscles tighten around my tongue
and I probe and twirl and flick my tongue  harder until she screams "baby im
cummmmmiiiiiiinnnnnnnngggggg" and with that  she explodes into my mouth her
juices slide down my throat and I make sure I get  every drop, I then move up
her body and kiss her then we both hear clapping and  start to laugh yeah, its
good to get pussy but in prison everybody know you got  some then we hear faint
noises and moans and then another femm cries out she's  communing, then
another and the pattern continues and people clap and cheer them  on, but my baby
was still the loudest which let them know this baby stud know  what she be
doing and be doing it good.

That next morning at breakfast I had ladies coming up to me saying this and
that but had to let them know that I was precious on and only hers but I
was flatter, needless to say...