Date: Wed, 31 May 2006 09:07:20 -0400
From: leslie hi <leslie_hi@kaxy.com>
Subject: The Deep End   part four

Disclaimer: this story is intended for adults above 18 and it is the
property of the author.


The Deep End,  part four
by leslie


         Do you ever get the uncontrollable urge to push every button in
someone else's car or play with the seat to get just the right fit...open
up the glove box just to open it? ..... No?....me neither...much :)
Actually I found myself just lightly tapping a lil pink teddy bear on a
string, hanging over the car rear view mirror. Sitting on the passenger
side of Shaunee's car, wearing loose fitting but comfy black linen shorts
and a short sleeved tan cotton shirt, I remembered the argument I had just
lost......

         "No fun"?! What do you mean..."No Fun"?! It's a blazer
Shaunee...it's not supposed to be fun, it's supposed to be "Practical"!
"And it matches my shorts...so there". Well that did it...did you ever get
a Christmas present from someone you loved dearly like a family member or
old family friend and the only thought you got was "I wonder if they still
have the receipt"...and then being asked how you like it from that same
person as they are smiling and beaming from the pure act of giving and have
just watched every move of the unwrapping till the magical moment when you
lift up the gift and tell them "it's wonderful and how much you always
wanted one"? .....Well now I was the old family friend and was eagerly
looking at Shaunee to tell me how much she really wanted to ride in my
blazer to the mall.....and as Shaunee fidgeted....a five pound slightly off
red brick landed just over my left eyebrow....well at least it seemed that
way, as I suddenly realized the Dajavoo of it all and felt my age worse
than any mirror ever could....."On second thought baby, I would also really
like a spin in that lil red job of yours too and you say the top comes down
too.....ummm I could go for that! With that Shaunee was all smiles and
giddy and couldn't wait to take me for a spin to the mall in her lil red
Chrysler. At least thats what I thought till she bugged out her eyes, gave
a quick "Back in a sec" and bolted for the house. "Smooth save Lauren", I
thought to myself and casually walk over to Shaunee's car and slid in the
plush tan seat on the passenger side.  "Ummmm, this does feel nice and
maybe a run in this thing might not be so bad at that....Fun actually! And
Shaunee's words came back to dangle in my face and I knew just what she
would say too.... "told ya sooo, told ya sooo" ...well maybe not but she
would have had a right to......"Age....I don't do it well".....lol.

         A few minutes later....Out walks heaven....a beautiful blond angel
with her shiny hair floating in the wind, car keys jingling between two
fingers, lil pearl white purse hanging on a silver chain and a rose/white
pattern sleeveless sundress flitering and swaying as Shaunee bounced from
the house steps to the car. My eyes were glued to this vision as she opened
her door and jumped in, the dress (already just above her knee's) sliding
further up, showing me the velvet cream of her well toned thighs to the
perfect curl of her pink toe nails wrapped around pink sandals. As the door
slames shut, I come out of my trance and smile at Shaunee and tell her she
looks breathtaking! She just giggles a "Thank You" and tells me she saw
this in my closet and thought it would be perfect for our first time out as
a couple and that the rose pattern reminded her of our sheets and how much
 love we had between them. Besides it looked new and was still in plastic,
didn't you ever wear it Lauren? Then I thought for a bit....wondering why I
DID buy the thing, then...oh god....I remembered...."Never mind you big
snoop, just drive". But I should have known that wouldn't work, as she just
sat back and hummed to herself...."Anyone ever tell you, you talk too
much"?!.....She just kept on humming that damned song...."This is silly,
just start the car and lets go"......Humming........."Alright!!! I bought
it the same time I bought the sheets, it seemed like a practical thing to
do at the time, till I got it home, made the bed and put it on and realized
I was wearing my bedsheets! I haven't worn it since...Happy"?!
........Looking over at Shaunee now, I can see why I didn't hear
anything...she was laughing so hard that no sound was coming out, just
slaps on the door and armrest...then all of a sudden she lets out a huge
non stop laugh fest and I can feel myself wanting to shrink into the floor
in embarrassment at myself. After she had suffered several heart attacks
and lost breath a dozen times, she finally wipes away the tears from her
eyes and leans into me, resting her soft head on my shoulder....."Oh
Lauren...what a pair we make...now I think I have an idea what you meant in
the bedroom today when I broke down....We do need each other.....maybe more
than either one of us can admit". Then I smiled, turned my face to her,
lifted her chin with my fingers and kissed my darling for the first time in
full view of anyone...but I didn't care...she was more right than she will
ever know.

         Driving the short run on the highway to the mall, I can't help but
feel so completely happy and lucky that all this has suddenly happened to
me....."TO ME"!!! A lil over a month ago, I was just "That woman who owns
the store down the street and "That lady that seems nice, maybe we'll
invite her over....someday". And of coarse, the book store customer looking
for another dip into someone else's life, before turning the lamp off to go
to sleep. Turning to glance at my gift from heaven, I can't help but to
reach out and take Shaunee's right hand in mine and just squeeze
tight....with her left hand steering the car, her flowing hair sailing in
the wind and the incredible beauty of the day...Shaunee asks
me...."Happy?"....Too choked up in the moment to speak, I just squeeze her
hand and nod yes....over and over.....

         Pulling into the mall parking lot, we park the car, put up the
roof and fiddle with our hair for awhile before getting out and stepping
toward the mall entrance. Hand in hand we go in and I just let the
atmosphere of the place overwhelm me....Life, laughter...people with
people........and me....with Shaunee....all was right with the
world....Then I feel a pulling on my hand and find myself being dragged
someplace and hearing a "Poor baaaaaby....Owwwwwhhhhhh.....you poor thing
you......Then finding myself in front of a glass window with a lil white
baby puppy wagging it's tail wildly and my princess playing with him or
her, through the glass. "Isn't she just the little cutie Lauren!!!!!
"Owwww wittle baby...yes mommy's here....Owwwww you wittle cutie...."Oh
Lauren.....PLEASE?!!!!! Shaunee are you nuts?! I don't know anything about
puppies, do you? And then she gives me an "Ah Huh"! And tells me she had a
lil dog when she was little but it got hit by a truck, then said she didn't
ever want one again....not until now....not until today...right this
minute....because she had a home now and wants to love again...."Oh
God....now what....you tell me....an angel at your feet, looking up at you
with those damned ocean blue puppy eyes....and asking you to let her love
something again....well? What would you do???
......................"Honey, we just got here...why don't we think about
it for a bit while we finish shopping"? Ok baby? Shaunee just nods weakly
and stands up as we head to the rest of the mall stores. Shopping with a
beautiful girl and buying her clothes, make up and in short, just about
everything a girl could want for moving into a new home....should and is a
gift from God but all through it, I had the feeling she wasn't having the
fun I was and over lunch I fiquired out why.  Sitting in the food court,
eating pizza and sipping on malts...I could see Shaunee constantly glancing
off to the left...with curiosity getting the best of me, I looked where she
was looking....sighing, I turned back and saw she was busy sipping her malt
and trying to look like she was interested in some of the bags of stuff we
had bought...purposely "NOT" looking my way.........Sighing again I
say....."Oh Shaunee....do you know who loves you more than life itself?"
.....Smiling now she tells me "You do silly...and I love you more!"...Then
I tell her she's right but someone else loves her too.......A half hour
later we're walking out to the car...loaded from head to toe with
bags...and carrying a blue carrier box with a lil white tail wagging out
the back door.

         I never knew what it was like....what is was REALLY like ....to
make someone you love truly happy. Just feeling the aura of ( Yes I DO know
how soapy,ect. This sounds) Shaunee's presence with me as we
walked....no....more like "skipped" to the car...loaded up to the hilt but
not feeling the weight of one bag. Everything was Shaunee today and that
was exactly the way I wanted it to be.  The fact of the matter was.....I
needed her in my life, desperately. I was beginning to see how being alone
all these years was having unexpected implications on me....."Not seeing
how I might be perceived by others...or caring....As I went about my life",
things like the shock of someone not liking my choice of vehicles....not
feeling as fast or as much love for things that didn't directly affect your
life, as much as others might feel or love......The way it took me many
hours to finally see that the one person in this world I could truly say I
loved, had her mind more on an adorable puppy than she did on ANY of the
shopping we did, no matter what we bought or tried on and the more I
thought of it, the more I became convinced that it wasn't so much the puppy
on her mind, as the feeling that she was thinking I might say "No", either
because I was so set in my ways or just gave the impression that I was, or
worse....gave the impression that Shaunee was enough of an imposition and
not wanting to impose any more on my life, she would have (I think) let us
leave the mall and not have mentioned the puppy and how much she really
cared for it...."JUST BECAUSE I GAVE OFF THE IMPRESSION THAT I DIDN'T
CARE!!!" Shaunee would have been miserable for weeks and I would have been
pulling my hair out wondering why and what I did wrong to this princess in
my life.......Yes, when she said "We do need each other.....maybe more than
either one of us can admit"....I'll say it again....."She was more right
than she'll ever know.....

         Back on the road again, Shaunee was busy driving and looking in
the mirror at or new family member and doing the "Owwww you wittle
gochegooo, how's my wittle woochegooo...Owwww you just swoooo cuuute" and I
just had to turn around and see how this was having an effect on the poor
guy (Yes, Shaunee never did look and just assumed it was a lil girl....poor
Shaunee...lol). Our lil guy was just a wagging that tail to every sound
Shaunee made but worse....kept looking directly at me, as if I might tell
Shaunee to turn around and bring him back...."(God I really really have to
stop giving off these kinds of impressions)." Turning the corner, I can see
a park, the same park I took off my shoes and walked in the grass in, just
shortly after meeting my angel for the first time! I yell out "Shaunee,
let's pull in here for a while" and we pull in. Getting out, I say" How
bout a lazy stroll over to that secluded tree and maybe sit for a bit in
the shade and let or prince here go do his
thing"......Prince?....Guy?....Oh oh....hahahahahaha...sorry, I got soooo
caught up in "Him" that I just never looked....hahahahaha...."Ok big
guy...lets show you to the world!" So we open the trunk, dig under all the
bags and find a nice blanket, Shaunee grabs the carrier and a bag of
goodies we bought at the pet store...leash and all that and head over to
the tree. After getting there, Shaunee sets the carrier down and opens the
lil door as I lay out the blanket just under the tree so I can lean back
against it and watch my "family." After playing ball toss and doing the
doggy deeds, our big guy and my girl are exhausted...so puppy lays down on
the corner of the blanket and Shaunee comes over to me as I take her hand
and pull her down to me, her back against my tummy and body nuzzled between
my now open thighs. Instinctively stroking her soft blond hair and leaning
in to kiss the top of her head many times and whisper that I love her more
and more every day...Shaunee sighs and as she is caressing and stroking my
calves and taking off my shoes to give me a massage, tells me something I
didn't expect. "You know what Lauren, when we were in the mall and I was
feeling sorry for myself...not thinking you wanted the puppy and all, we
walked by a bridal shop and I saw a lil dress there in the window display
that looked like it was made just for me....I think I wanted to try it on
but didn't know how you might react and seeing that you were trying soooo
hard to make me happy and buying me all that great stuff (Yes I could tell
you were trying and I love you so much for it), I didn't want to bring up
any more stress in your life than I have already brought in......but I just
want you to know...I dearly love you....(She has stopped massaging my feet
now)....and if you ask me anything, I will say "Yes"....If you want me as
your wife, my answer is Yes...I will be your wife....If you want my body
and undying devotion to you......Then I give them both to you
now...forever...I'll do anything you ask...If you ever want to kiss me or
take my body....then I'm yours to take....In public, in front of friends or
in our bed....(I was feeling pretty hot now and I know Shaunee was too as
both of our breathing got heavy and rapid, I'll bet my baby could feel my
heart busting as she lay against me)......

         Getting into the moment I brought my hands down to my girls
heaving breasts and cupped them both, tracing her harding nipples with my
thumbs as I squeezed."You'll do anything I ask
baby?"....Ummmmm....Yes....anything...."Your going to be my wife, aren't
you darling?"....Oh god....  Oh god ....yes...I'll be your wife...."Your
going to let me take you right here aren't you baby, your going to be
completely naked and let me cum in your lovely mouth and all over your
beautiful lips...right here under this tree, aren't you
baby?"....."Yes....Yes Lauren...all for you....all for you" .... And she
starts to unbutton the front of her dress, her eyes misty and closed, her
mouth slightly open and dry pink lips parted just enough for the passion in
her voice to escape her pulsing perfect body,as I ease the shoulder straps
off her milky shoulders ..... ( My god, I can't believe I'm doing
this...let alone "IN PUBLIC" no less...even though no one is anywhere in
sight....I can't believe the words out of my mouth and yes, the feelings
behind them as I am unclasping Shaunee's white lace bra....I "WANT" to feel
dominate with her...I "WANT" to hear those words of love and yes,
submission from her soft pink lips)....Shaunee is now naked from her
shoulders to her slim waist, as I tell her " Give me everything you have to
give baby....everything" And I hear a soft whispered "I'm yours"...and I
watch her body lift up slightly as she leans back against me and slides the
dress and her matching white lace panties off in one agonizingly slow
motion. Now so fucking hot from all this unexpected change in our
relationship to each other and the very real and beautiful fact that
Shaunee is really giving me herself, just as I asked her to and finding
that I liked the feelings that were racing through me as I realized I had a
naked goddess between my legs who had just told me she would be my wife and
belonged to me...I couldn't take it anymore....this was sooo unreal and
erotic that I lost all thoughts of these new feelings and unsnapped my
shorts, lifted up my ass, yanked them down my thighs part way, took Shaunee
firmly by her hair and shoulders as I turn her tanned perfect body to face
me....and glassy eyed, I look into those giving and loving eyes of
hers...as I pull my loves lips and face into my burning pussy...and tell
her over and over "Love me....Love me baby", as she gives me what we both
must give in this new relationship...

         It doesn't take me long, with the moment being what it is and of
coarse the sight of Shaunee's beautiful naked body between my legs , giving
me the most wonderful kiss a woman can ever give another woman...I cum HARD
and I do mean "HARD" ...I can feel the soft palms of my baby's hands under
my ass as she is drowned in my hot cum, looking down at the scene with
blurry eyes, seeing the tell tale glisten of cum on my princess's nose and
lips....I smile wickedly and pull her into my pussy again....telling
her..."Drink my love....Drink deep"....and as she does...I can hear the
swallowing and feel her now burning hot tongue licking the folds of my lips
and any streams flowing down my inner thighs....."My baby...My sweet sweet
baby", was all I could get out as this girl I had known for only just over
a month now, was naked at my feet and giving me all she had in love ....her
body .... and eternal devotion. After I had finished cumming in her mouth a
second time...I pulled her up gently by her bare shoulder's and she seemed
to feel just soooo contented in my arms as if she had lost now any doubts
about her new relationship with me and realized, as I did, the new
direction our love was going and embraced it with full knowledge that I
loved her and would now take care of her forever....As her "Husband"....her
lover...and her friend. Brushing her hair from her sleepy eyes as she lies
on my breasts, I whisper to her...."As my wife, when we get married, You
know we'll have to consummate our love" .... Yes....yes Lauren...I..I
know...."I know your not a virgin to men but you are to me baby...any
Ideas?"..........................................After a long pause,
Shaunee
say's.................................."Yes"..................................There
is a
way............................Internet.......................You'll.........you'll
have to order...........................................................
something.............................................."What baby, what
will I have to order?".............................................After
another long pause and feeling a slightly shaky girl rested between my
thighs with beautiful blond angel hair sprawled out over my
breasts.....................I
hear.....................You'll....you....you'll have to wear
it..........................."How do you know about this
honey"...................then I think I can feel her smile right through my
bra and into my heart as she say's.............I read some things online,
thats how I knew that my feelings for you, when I was with my family, were
real and not to be afraid to take the next step with you.......I read a lot
and I think I know what you need for me.....but you'll have to order
it.........Then she snuggled into me more and went to sleep, still naked
and beautiful....A short time later, I helped her with her dress but no bra
or panties were put back on, we bundled up our blanket and sleepy puppy and
headed for our home.....the entire "Family".....

End of part four.....

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leslie