Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 04:54:50 -0400
From: Renée-Naomi X <shadow_angel223@hotmail.com>
Subject: Lesbian Section Begininings Title-Up the Levels
Y'all might know me as shadow angel but I'm JukeBox lool and this is my
latest project y'all show me love and you'll get the second posting no love
or comments then I will conclude it's a shit story and give up lmao.
Okay how do I start this... okay I will start with my name is Renée and
I'm 21 a college drop out (yay yay to Kanye) and you know what I'm living
large and taking charge cause I'm a song writer. This is my life basically
I live in San Francisco California you know how it be and I'm such an effin
dyke. Some like to call me a stud because of the way I dress lookin fly in
them baggy pants and wife beaters, but I say fuck labels... as far as I'm
concerned I'm Renée on my birth certificate it don't say stud... I hope. So
here I am making my way to home girls crib to get ma hair done... it was
long and frizzy. So these are my rules and how I be dealing them chicks, I
have different levels for em. Aight level one the girls who can be swept of
there feet with some corny lines and a sexy stare next thing you know we
butt naked getting our freak on. See that's level one some call them easy I
like to call them... Um easy haha. Okay level two you can't get them in bed
with some corny lines hell no... see you use the corny lines to weaken
there defences and you can't just buy them a drink either you gotta take em
out maybe fast food haha then you be getting down and dirty in the back of
your car. Then we have level threes see I don't really do level threes
unless the pussy be calling like damn. See they are more than a dime piece
they make you weak when they smile, look at you, you feel me. No corny
lines, no fast food( a definite no, no) its gotta be all real if you
seriously wanna be hitting that. So from what I've said so far you might
have noticed that I don't do girlfriends, I don't do wifey, I do friends
with privileges I do unofficialness I do all the shit that don't make you
tied down to one chick. Some like to call it playa I like to call it
staying safe from drama and all the other emotional shit.
"Yo girl stop day dreaming or you aint gone get your hair braided come
here," Carla yelled as she held her door wide open, she sounded angry but I
gave her one of my cute smiles and she was good. I walked into her
crib... now I must say I love the way girls crib smelled it smelled of
fried chicken, and all the other nice fried foods that aint good for you
but you know you gotta have.
"Alright how you want it, gotta make this quick," she sighed.
"Come on girl you make it sound like we about to have some boring
sex... look you know how I like it tight... fly...You know just work your
magic up on me," I said flirting with her a little. See the thing that made
Carla special was the fact that everyone I've ever been friends with that
is femme I've had in more ways than one but Carla you could say was a level
three and she knew me too well to even give it up to me.
"Aight well sit you're ass down and tell me about your latest sexual
adventures... oh by the way I heard Lil Rema's knew song girl them lyrics
are tight," she said to me as she began to comb ma afro.
"Yea I no I wrote it," I laughed. "And what makes you think I done have
some sexual adventures?" I joked. She turned my head towards her and raised
an eyebrow.
"Okay you got me," I replied. "You remember Sophie Gonzales, her dad
owns the barber shop a few blocks down," I began
"No! Sophie!! I coulda swore the girl had more brains and I was sure she
was a level three," Carla exclaimed. You see Carla knew the levels I told
her everything, because she always had my back when it came to the crazy
bitches and the ravin boyfriends she was there.
"Hell no so you wanna say you and her be on the same level nahh she's a
level two, we went to taco Johns then straight to her crib for the night,"
I told her smiling at the night. See the thing about Sophie she was loud
and responded to me in the most amazing way she wasn't the best I'd had but
sure enough good. Then I felt a quick pain on my head.
"Ow what was that for?" I groaned rubbing my head.
"Don't be having no nasty thoughts while I'm standing right next to
you," she laughed making me laugh.
"So what's good with you?" I asked her as she began to braid my hair
not too tight but tight enough.
"My cousin Lauryn is coming to town she just turned 19 and has moved
out of her mommas place they just couldn't get on so she's gonna live with
me," she told me.
"Lauryn that cute lil twerp who loved to do funky styles on my hair wow
I remember her with her braces and chunky ass glasses," I laughed.
"Well looky here she don't look like that no more and she like me is out
of bounds and if you're a true friend you will stay away," she warned
turning my head to look her in the eye.
"I got you man, and I respect you too much I would never try move to
your cousin, plus I never even thought of her like that," I exclaimed. We
went on talking for awhile to my hair was done.
"There you go bitch, all done," she said tapping me on my freshly braided
hair.
"You know I love you girl," I said checking my fresh do in the
mirror. Suddenly we heard three sharp knocks on the door. I continued to
check out ma hair and Carla moved to answer the door. All I heard was hear
squeal excitedly.
"Girl I was supposed to come pick you up form the airport," I heard Carla
exclaim.
"I no, but I wanted to surprise you," the person replied... the voice was
kind of familiar. I moved down the hall to see the finest sexiest honey I'd
ever seen I swear my jaw piece practically hit the floor.
"Ree are you just gonna stand there or show a girl some love," the sexy
ass chick said to me open her arms wide.
"Lauryn! Oh my God girl you look... fine!" I gasped hugging her she was
shorter than me so I could rest my chin or her head," I looked at Carla who
gave me a death stare and I quickly let go.
"Well I guess I hit puberty late but I've caught up, but you aren't look
so bad yourself," she said to me biting her lip which was full sexy and
pink and totally kissable. Oh my Lord I had to get out of there her
sexuality and presence was so powerful.
"Well nice seeing you again I gotta go now," I said looking at Carla who
was still giving me her death stare. I had to lighten the mood. "I messed
with a barber's daughter now I gotta go holla at her again," I said winking
at Carla, who looked she like finally breathed before smiling and ushering
me out the door while following me out.
"Remember what I told you if you value our friendship you will not fuck
with my cousin," she warned in a low tone.
"I wouldn't dream of it girl trust me," I said hugging her but in my mind
I was already having sexual thoughts of her cousin running through my mind
the kind of thoughts that were god damn freaky!
I hopped in my ride an Audi S8 I was feeling to the core. I drove
straight to Sophie's crib she lived in apartment 3 doors down from her
father, which is pure hilarity. Braids fresh, black tank top and the baggy
pants to match dear lord I was looking fine. Joke I am actually modest
around folks but this me here not around folks so I can be as big headed as
I like... right.
So here I was standing in front of shawty's door contemplating on
whether or not I should not... as I raised my hand to knock the door flew
open. Sophie stood there holding garbage in her hand looking totally
pissed.
"Hey baby," I casually said smiling scratching the back of my head which
was a thing I did when I was lying or nervous.
"Don't you baby me que te jodan" she growled in Spanish which was what
she did when she was angry or about to cum haha. Either way the girl was
hot no matter what language.
"Fuck me well we did it two nights ago and I came here to talk with you
but you wanna act out go on with your bad self," I said turning to walk
away, no this was the technique that all level twos and some level threes
fell for.
"Wait," she sighed grabbing me hand. Score!! Do I got game or do I gots
game. She pulled me inside her house, which looked really homey. "You want
something to drink," she asked.
"Yea sure just open your legs and gimme some of that juice," I
laughed. She shot me an evil glare she was a high up level two... lines
turned them on but they react in an angry manner.
"You came here to buss your stupid corny line get out now say what you
have to say," she snapped.
"Wow feisty, you wanna slap me too huh," I snapped back.
"I wouldn't mind," she retorted.
"Fine I will say what I have to say then I'm out of here you won't see
me again," I told her angrily I was upping my game cause she was upping the
levels.
"You are an amazing sexy drop dead gorgeous person... and you are not
like other girls I've been with you are so much more than that so I
apologize if I did you wrong but I will not apologize for what we did
because I liked every second of it," I told her. I saw a face softening
with each line. I couldn't do it to her I just couldn't play her like that
you see with level 2/3's you couldn't get too involved or you will fall
HARD!! "So let's forget it you know the hating the cussing and just be
friends, you know I don't wanna be in a relationship and I don't wanna hurt
you," I said moving to her stroking her cheek she looked so damn sad but I
had to stay strong and not let that cute look drag me into the void.
"I knew from the beginning what I was getting myself into," she
whispered. The she leaned forward while tip-toeing and kissed my lips
softly at first then she pulled my head closer to her and kissed me harder,
her tongue dancing around in my mouth, soon I found myself kissing her
back, pulling her close to me and touching her tongue with mine. Then she
pulled away.
"Well I guess this is goodbye but I feel we could be friends soon," she
smiled... Oooh damn girl had game it's a shame I invented the game she
playing... cause she kissed me so good that was honeys was of saying this
could all be yours.
"Yea I hope so," I said smirking walking out. Okay I didn't get a cookie
but I still came out on top.
**** Oh my God see I was nervous about seeing Renée shoot I bit all my nail
of in the plane and damn she is even finer than before but she didn't even
stick around. I've changed so damn much but she probably still sees me as
Carla's little cousin. I know it was my first night but I had to hit up the
clubs you know introduce myself to the fine sisters who will actually pay
fucking attention to me.
"Where you going," Carla said leaning in my doorway.
"I'm going to that club cocoa the one I could never usually get into
before," I told giving away my sexual orientation as cocoa was a gay club
but more famous with black people.
"That answers my second question, look I know you've had a crush on home
girl Ree for a while but please sugar don't go there," she said to me and
it immediately pissed me off because if she was saying this to me, what did
she say to Renée.
"What you talking bout, I can get with whoever I please," I snapped at
her
"Look you're in my care now, in my crib, and I'm warning you she isn't
the sweet charming person you see, she will tear you to pieces take every
little bit of you and the leave you for the next chick she is not someone
you try hold down. You are a big girl I know that but I love you and I
don't wanna see you get hurt which is what will happen if you mess with
Renée" she explained to me. I don't know what people call it nowadays but
I'm gonna call it and epiphany she was right and wrong at the same time.
"I see what this is and I see what you're saying," I began. "You want her
you're in love with her but you're too scared she will do to you what she
does to everyone else," I said to her in a calm voice.
"I use to be but I'm not anymore, just think before you do anything
stupid like sleep with her," she groaned in an irritated manner before
walking out.
"My cousin was fucking right I couldn't go jumping up in there like I was
easy, no I needed experience and to play the game like my life depended on
it.
Carla got dressed looking fine and she drove us to the club it was about
10pm and it was just about jam packed and left right and centre I was
already seeing finess in different shapes and sizes. We sat at the bar
Carla and I and just took in the atmosphere bodies grinding up on the dance
floor male and female it was so exciting to see.
"What can I get you ladies?" the bar maid asked, I turned around and
damn I saw me some hotness she was gorgeous, light skin full slips, hair
pulled back.
"Yes you can get my cousin over here a soda and I a kiss please baby,"
Carla said with this flirty look. I was shocked would she say that to a
stranger.
"Mmm since you asked so nicely anything for my girl," the bar maid winked
before leaning over the bar and kissing Carla on the lips. I think my mouth
hit the counter my uptight cousin had manage to get herself a girl not just
any girl for that a fine one.
"Oh I'm sorry Lauryn, Jessie the wifey, Jessie, Lauryn my little cousin,"
she said in a dazed voice not taking her eyes of Jessie. She looked so
happy.
"Hey shawty I was wondering if you wanted to dance," I felt someone say
as they touched my arm. I turned around and saw this girl she wasn't drop
dead sex appeal gorgeous she was CUTE! Oh my God she was cute in a sexy way
She looked about 5 ft6 she had a black bandana on with a white hat to match
a black shirt and so slightly baggy jeans, I was looking her over.
"Yea why not," I said smiling taking her hand. Next thing Missy Elliot
is blasting out the speakers and I'm grinding up on her. Her hands are shy
barely touching me. I turn around put arms around her neck and
whisper. "Lauryn what's your name," I ask her trying to be friendly.
"Alex," she replied still acting all shy... she needed to be edged. So
were swaying to the beat, I take her hands as I turn round put them on
waist as I grind back up on and she was grinding back. Usher and Lil John
was screaming yeah and the floor was getting more packed and I was having
fun and Alex was too cause her shyness soon faded and we were getting down
on the floor. **** I arrived at Cocoa at like 11 I stepped through and it
was packed as usual. I moved to the bar and saw Carla lipsing Jessie.
"Y'all need to be getting a room," I laughed sitting next to Carla.
"Yea we do don't we baby," Jessie smiled they looked so in love it was
sweet.
"Damn girl you're braids are tight where you get them done," Jessie said
turning her attention to me. Carla gave me a look I didn't understand at
all.
"Yea they fresh the handy work of your girl over here," I smiled running
my hands through my hair. Carla sighed loudly and gave me a dirty look.
"Baby..." she quickly turned to Jessie but Jessie just through her
flannel that was on her shoulder down and walked into the backroom.
"What's up with her?" I asked totally confused.
"You have a reputation she's insecure about our friendship. When I was
braiding your hair I was supposed to be with her I told her I had
work. You're a fool you could have backed a sister up she said angrily. She
started to climb over the bar her ass in the air in the tight shorts. I
felt bad.
"I'll handle it," I said grabbing her pulling her down and hoping over
the bar. I rushed through the back and saw Jessie sitting on the stall with
her hands on her head.
"What up home girl," I smiled, she looked up but she didn't smile
back. "Look I'm gonna break it down for you. Carla is my best friend my
sister basically she's had my back since back when and yeah I've thought
about it but she hasn't I would never go there I respect her too much and
respect what you guys have. I've never seen her happier than when she's
with you," I explained, I saw a little smile form. "So you better get back
out there and get your girl, before all those playas try move to her," I
laughed. She laughed back I offered her a hand and she took it we were
cool. We walked out the back room to Carla who looked like she was about to
burst into tears. I watched Jessie walk round the bar take Carla's hand
walk back into the backroom...
So here I was standing behind the bar then I see the finest honey smiling
while she's getting grinding and laughing with some other girl. She leans
in, and whispers in her ear then moves to the bathroom. I needed to get a
better look so I followed her. I walk in and see her staring at herself in
the mirror she looks confused, dazed and happy at the same time.
"Hey girl I saw you across the floor and I was like whoa I at least
needed to admire this work of art," I said in my flirty voice.
"Renée please, corny lines is not becoming of you," she turned around
and smirked, it was Lauryn. "And you can admire all you want you don't have
a chance with me," she said tapping me on shoulder before walking past me.
Now I know I made Carla a promise but this girl was IT!! She was my
mission my journey... God help me I don't fall to deep.