Date: Wed, 8 Jun 2005 10:03:09 -0700 (PDT)
From: Natasha Person <lesbianpredator@yahoo.com>
Subject: Wanting

"Who are you?" I asked smugly as I walked towards my office. My coat
slung over my arm and my suit case swung back in forth as I walked. The
petite women stood up behind the desk and extended her hand.

"Hi Mrs. Star I'm Carlene Matix you new secretary." Her extended hand
hit my shoulder as I walked passed. She pulled it back uncertain of her
next move. I hung my coat on the coat rack and sat my suit case on the
table. I unlocked it and pulled out one of the folders. "Matix get in
here now!" She swiftly walked into the room. "Yes ma'am." I leaned
against my desk and opened the folder. She stood in front of me waiting.
I spoke without looking at her. "I wrote this short piece last night.
Read and tell me what you think, then take it to editing." I slapped the
folder shut and handed it to her. She took it and proceeded to walk out
the door. I cleared my throat. "Sit on the couch there and do it. Are
you scared of me or something Miss Matix.?" "um no, I just you wanted
to be in here alone that's all." She sat down on the couch and opened
the folder. I plopped down in my swivel chair and checked my email. I
could feel her looking at me but said nothing, I just continued with the
actions that were already in progress.

"So did you like the piece I wrote?" I stood up and went to sit next to
her on the couch. I sat me arm in back of her on the head of the couch.
Beads of sweat stuck out her skin on her forehead. I watched as they
rolled down her skin. One side of my mouth curled up. I slid my index
finger over her forehead. "You're sweating are you ok?" "Yeah I'm
fine and I really like your piece. I'm gonna take it to editing now."
She got up quickly and left my office. It very interesting to see how
people react in certain situations. I sat on my couch with my legs
crossed for awhile. I sank deep into my thoughts. But I was soon
interrupted by Carlene. "Mrs. Star you have a call on line three."
"Thanks." I walked to the phone and pressed the speaker button.
"Yeah" "Hey Skye baby , did ya finish that piece you've been workin
on?" "Yeah Maxi. Hey did ya get me that spot at the Poetry Gallows?"
My forehead quickly wrinkled. "Hey whose ya favorite agent girly?"
"You are and don't call me girly." I smiled and shook my head. "Your
performance is schedule for Tuesday at 8:00, so ya got a few days at get
ready. I gotta go dear I'll talk to ya." Maxi hung up and then I hung
up. I stretched and then walked out to Carlene's Desk. She stood up as
soon as she saw me. "What can I do for you Mrs. Star?" "First you can
relax, next get Bill Sutherland on the phone and tell him to not to print
my Douglas story but print the one I sent to editing. Also order me some
Taco Bell I'm hungry and order something for yaself you're joining me
for lunch." She smiled. "Right away Mrs. Star." I headed down the
stairs to the bathroom. "Good afternoon Mrs. Star." "Hey Cynthia
What's goin on?" "Nothin." I stepped into the bathroom and washed my
hands.

Madeline stepped out of one of the stalls. "Hey Skye." "Hi Madeline.
Oh um are you busy I need you to start the cover this months issue of the
Magazine, we're coming close to the deadline." "I'm way ahead of you
boss." She smiled and Brushed her chest up against my back as she walked
towards the paper towel dispenser. I leaned my head forward and smiled. I
walked to the paper towel dispenser and dryed my hands. I put my lips
Against Madeline's left ear. "be careful." I felt Madeline shiver as I
said those words. I smiled. "I will be by your office around 5:00 to
pick up the finished cover." She nodded and I left. Women can be so
challenging but vulnerable at the same time. I made my way back upstairs.
Carlene was sitting at her desk with our lunch. "Bill Said that there is
a problem with the printers and everything that was schedule for printing
today is cancelled until tomorrow." She sat her head in her hands. I
huffed in aggravation. "He tells me now, get him on the phone." "Yes
ma'am. She dialed his number and put it on speaker. "This is Bill."
"Bill how long have the printer been down?" "Um see what had happened
was..." "No excuses. Fix it Bill, just fix it. Carlene hang up." She
quickly hung up. "God damnit." Is stomped into my office and flung my
body on the couch. "Here is your lunch." Carlene sat my lunch on my
desk and walked towards the door. "Where are you're going you're
eating with me. She nodded. She went and got her lunch and joined me on
the couch. Got my food from the desk.

As we ate I watched her lips. She turned and looked at me and smiled a
nervous smile. "your lips are gorgeous." Carlene chuckled "Thank you
." She wiped her hands after she had finished and threw away the
garbage, including mine. Carlene stood near the garbage can. "Is there
anything I can do for you Mrs. Star?" She looked anxious, like she would
do anything I told her to do. She as if she would even liked floor after
I had walked on it. "No, I'm fine for now." She nodded her head and
walked out of the office. I went over to my desk and sat down. I looked
at the computer screen and went to work on my next story.

Sweat dripped down the sides of my forehead as I typed. By this time I
had removed my suit jacket and tie. My pencil was sitting in between my
teeth. A crunching sound filled my ears as I bit down. After I finished
the last sentence on the third page. I glanced at the clock that was
sitting over my filing cabinet. It read 4:59 pm. I chuckled as I walked
out of my office, with my white button down shirt open reveling my gray
wife beater. Carlene turned around when she heard my foot steps. She
stood up. "Did you need something ma'am." Her eyes traveled down to my
open shirt. I could see the reflection of the buttons on my shirt in her
eyes. She bit her bottom lip and leaned against her desk as if she could
no longer stand. I leaned on the desk also. "No, I'm going down to
graphics to pick up the cover to this months issue of the magazine. If
anyone calls tell them I'm not in my office. As a matter of fact just
forward my calls to my voice mail." "Ok." I walked down the hall and
down the stairs. I stepped in front of the door to Madeline's office and
opened it. The first thing I looked at was the clock. It read 5:06. She
was sitting behind her desk typing away. She didn't even acknowledge
that I had come in. I put my hands on my hips and stood on the heel of my
left black pump. "You must be working on something very interesting."
Madeline looked up. I could tell she was startled. She put her hand on
her chest. I watched it as it traveled there. I looked at the two open
buttons at the top of her blouse. The top of her chest sat in my line of
vision. "I'm working on different cover options for the three upcoming
anthologies. What do you think?" I pulled my eyes away and walked behind
her desk. I leaned over her and looked at the screen. "This one looks
really good. What do the other ones look like?" I continuously stared at
the screen waiting for an answer. But I didn't get one instead I felt
Madeline's left hand pushing against my chest. I felt as her fingers
closed on my nipple. I felt my nipples grow.

I grabbed her hand and turned around to face her. "Are you sure you want
to sleep with your boss?" She nodded innocently. So I sat on her
keyboard and opened my legs. She got down on her knees and inhaled the
sweet scent of my pussy. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head as if I
was already fucking her. I felt her teeth as she bit down into the
material of my black business pants. I bit my bottom lip. "I wanna taste
it." I rolled my eyes, I had heard those words too many times. They were
starting to get old. The wetness of my pussy started to disappear. But I
decided to entice her anyway. "Its right in front of you. SO go ahead
and taste it." She unbuttoned the one button that held my pants closed
in the front and unzipped the zipper on the side. She stood up and put
her hand inside my pants. Her hand ventured past my panties and into my
black bush. Madeline used her pinky and thumb to spread my puss lips. I
felt her middle finger rub against my clit. I started to breathe harder
but I didn't moan. I wanted her to work for the privilege to hear me
moan. With her other hand she pulled my face into hers and we exchanged
the taste of each other mouth. As we kissed we were interrupted by the
ringing of the phone. I pulled away from her. I pushed the speaker
button. It was her husband. "Hey honey I was wondering if you wanted
spinach or broccoli." Hearing the sound of her husbands voice turned me
off. As a matter of fact the sound of any mans voice turned me off. I
took her hands out of my pants and fixed my clothing. I then went and sat
on the stool that sat next to the door. I waited until she finished her
conversation. "So where were we." She stated. She smiled at me. I sat
in the chair and just looked at her with my head tilted to the side. "Ya
know. I forgot you were married. Can I have the copy of the cover so I
can leave." The smiled left her face her eyebrows furrowed. She handed
me the cover. "Why are you such a bitch?" she asked. " Because I can
be. You don't seem to have a problem with it, you wanna fuck me." I
left the room and returned to my office.

"Several people called for you while you were gone." Carlene said. I
sat on her desk next to her. "Who called?" She handed me a list. I
crumpled it up. "no one important." She smiled at me, I smiled back. An
attraction was starting to brew. I went into my office and started
getting ready to leave. While I packed Carlene came in. "Is there
anything else you need me to do before I go?" "Nope. But I'm gonna
need you to come by my house and help me sort through all the poetry
submission I got for the contest. I just help sorting them into proper
age groups that's all." She seemed eager to do it. Her face seemed to
light up. I guess she really wanted to be alone with me. "Sure what
time." Well closed to tomorrow since we can't print anything right now.
So I'd say around 2:00." "ok." "I guess you already have my
address." Carlene blushed. "Yeah they gave it to me when I applied for
the job. I'll see you tomorrow." SHe quickly walked out of the door. I
grabbed the rest of my stuff and left the office.

Madeline entered the elevator when I did. She stared at me as we traveled
to the lobby. I looked over at her. She put down her things and pulled me
into her. I smiled smugly. I hiked up her skirt and pulled down her
panties. My fingers went inside her. She moaned and rode my fingers as
the elevator continued to move. I felt my essence leave my body. When she
let go of my hair I looked into the corner of the elevator. I was shaking
my head. My mouth moved but I couldn't understand what I was saying. My
essence floated to the shell that it had left. I whispered into my ear:
Carlene is what you want. Carlene, Carlene. Sweat poured down the sides
of my face. I looked at Madeline. She repetitively rode my finger as if
she was going to die after we finished. It seemed like she was trying to
suck all of me into her, through the femininity that sat between her
legs. I felt my self being pulled the her portal of ecstasy. My essence
still stood beside me telling me no. Telling me to save all my passion
for Carlene. I closed my eyes as it became apart of me again. I opened my
eyes. Madeline had came all over my hand. I wiped it on her skirt and
left the elevator. I quickly got into my car and went home.

I stood in front of the door to my apartment as if in a trance. Maybe I
had been imagining what had happened that elevator. But I knew I hadn't
because the smell of pussy was still in my sense of smell. I pulled out
my keys and unlocked the door. My neighbor peeked outside her door. "oh
, Skye dear." "Yes Mrs. Spring." Mrs. Spring was like a grandmother to
everyone in the building. She gave me advice when I needed it and she
didn't judge me on my sexual preference like most elders do. "Skye a
beautiful young lady came knocking at your door earlier. She said her
name was Carlene..." I guess she was waiting for me to say something, to
acknowledge if I knew her or not. "Carlene is my new secretary, why
would come by here. That's not until tomorrow." Mrs. Springs winked her
eye at me. "Some hanky panky dear. At least one of us will be getting
our groove on." She giggled. "Come to my place dear, for a cup of tea.
We shouldn't be standing in the hallway like this. Someone might think
we're up to something." I nodded. I closed an relocked my door and
walked into her apartment, behind her. The smell of mints marinated the
air. "You're lucky , I just put the kettle on the stove. Would you like
some cookies?" She was always trying to get me to eat something. "Sure,
just one." "No you will eat two. You are to skinny. You like a bony
bird. But you are still as handsome and adorable as you want to be." I
couldn't help but smile. She always had a way of turning an insult into
a good thing. "What kind of tea would you like. Oh that's a silly
question of course you want orange." "Yes ma'am orange. So what did
Carlene say?" I was anxious to know. "Hmm what did she say. I'm just
teasing you dear. She wanted to know if she could stay with you tomorrow
night because they started renovating her apartment and she has no other
place to go."

"Why didn't she just call me and ask." "Dear you are so smart but
such an idiot. She came here because she wanted to see you. She likes
you. You really should learn to read the signs." We both laughed. She
sat my cup in front of me with two cookies on a napkin. "Thank you."
She sat across from me at the kitchen table. "So do you like this girl?
She is very pretty, but kind of short." I shook my head "Mrs. Springs
you are always announcing the flaws that people have." "That's because
they're fixable, well most of them are." I finished my cookies and tea.
"Thank you for the talk and everything Mrs. Springs." "You're welcome
dear." I picked up my stuff and went next door to my apartment. I
switched the light on and put my things next to the door. I undressed as
I hummed down the hall to my bedroom. I neatly put my clothes on a hanger
and threw my self on my bed in my underwear. I looked over at the phone
and decided to call Carlene after I took a shower and ate some real food.
Those cookies made me hungry.

I never take hot showers, only cold ones. I turned the knob until the
water was ice cold and I stepped in. It felt like I was hit with a big
snow ball. I picked up my wash cloth and cleanse my self of today's
issues. I washed my hair and cleansed it of all the thoughts that
troubled me. I Turned off the shower and stood in front of the mirror. I
realized I needed to give myself a hair cut. It had grown to much. I
stared at my face and noticed I need a facial so I put some mask cream on
my face. I walked to my room and put on some boxers. Then I walked back
to the bathroom with my chest bouncing, happy of there new found freedom.
I washed the hardened mess off my face and put on some lotion. I then
walked to the freezer and pulled out a frozen pizza and popped it into
the oven. I decided to call Carlene. Her phone rang 4 times until she
picked up hello. She sounded like she was sleeping. "Hi Carlene its
Skye. Were you asleep?" "No I was just laying in bed." She seemed
nervous. "I can't sleep at all with my room smelling like paint." "Um
instead of staying tomorrow why don't you stay tonight and tomorrow? I
could use the company." "Are you sure?" "Yeah I'm sure. You can
sleep in my bed and I'll sleep on the couch." I heard silence. "Ok
I'll be there in an hour." Then I heard the dial tone. I went into the
kitchen and took my pizza out of the oven. I cut it into four big pieces
and went and sat on the couch to watch TV. and eat. Smallville reruns
were on so I watched those.

I was sprawled across the couch with my legs open when she came. The
doorbell rang and I got up and opened it. "um you're not wearing a
shirt or bra." She started to blush. "Yeah , I only sleep in boxers."
"ok." I could tell she was happy about that. "You can put your stuff
in my room. It's down the hall." I pointed. She walked down the hall. I
observed the way her hips moved as she walked. Then I laid back down on
the couch not knowing that the button the held my boxers closed had come
open. Carlene didn't tell me until she had her free peeks. She sat down
next to my open legs and looked over. I saw her smile but I wasn't sure
why. "Do you like smallville?" "yeah." She answered me while looking
at my pussy. "Your boxers are open." Carlene reached over and buttoned
them. My arousal became more fierce when I felt her knuckles brush
against my pussy. "Oh thanks." I still stayed in my same position. He
turned towards the TV. Out of habit I began to roll one of my nipples in
between my fingers. I saw her watching out of the corner of her eye.
"would you like to do it for me?" Carlene fumbled over her words. I sat
up and clasped her hand with in mine and brought to my chest. She
mechanical started to do what I did. As my nipple moved in between her
fingers she moaned before I did. I she undid her jeans with one hand. She
looked at me and said "Touch it, but just a little bit. You are my
boss." I rolled my eyes at that. I leaned forward and my finger in
between her lips. Her clit felt cute and small. "mmmmmmm that feels so
good. Rub it harder please and faster." I did just that and she went
into a frenzy. She pulled my mouth to her and she kissed hard, then soft.
Out tongues made love, just like we were about to do. I felt our souls
intertwine. I laid on top her with my knee pushing against the hand that
was massaging her clit. "Yesssss." Carlene raised her hands in the air
as if she didn't know what to do with them. "ok no more."

she breathed. She pushed me off and walked to my room. I fell to the
floor so horny and frustrated that I didn't know what to do. Finally I
got back on the couch and turned of the TV. I heard her get into my bed.

I laid in the dark with my hand in my boxers and I fell asleep. Images of
the night before flashed in my mind as I woke up the next morning. I was
mad. I sat up and looked around the room. I got up and walked to the
bathroom and walked in on Carlene taking a shower. I acted like it was no
big deal and brushed my teeth. "Hey I'm taking a shower." "So what
the curtain is closed all I see is a shadow." "You seem grumpy." "Of
course I am. Last night we started something with got me horny and you
stopped it, so yeah I grumpy." I said in between brushes. "well I'm
sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen. You are my boss." "But you
wanted it to happen. So of course it was going to happen. I rinsed my
mouth. I was fed up with the denial. So I got in the shower with her. She
backed against the wall. "Are you scared of me? Are you scared of the
way I can make you feel?" "Yes. I don't want people to think I'm
sleeping with to get ahead. I want them to think I got where I wanted to
go on my own." I walked towards her and put my hand on the wall next to
her head. I ran my fingers down her curves. Her eyes closed and pushed
her pussy against mine. "I want it so bad." She opened her mouth and
pushed it into mine. I was drawn into her again. I pushed against her
until she touched the wall. I spread her legs. She pushed my hand away
and closed her legs. She got out of the shower and dried off. She went to
the bedroom. I followed her. I practically chased her to the bed. And
turned her around. She looked confused. I held her. We stood in my room
naked holding each other until we decided to get dressed.

We sat across from each other doing what we were supposed to be doing in
the first place. I wondered if we were ever sleep together or remain
friends. I also wondered what was going through her head. Se thieved
looks at one another. For hours we sat and worked, wondering what the
other was thinking. We would learn that once we finally spoke.