Date: Sun, 7 Jan 2007 17:25:19 -0500
From: Chris Reed <numlfl@musfiber.com>
Subject: We're Only Friends - Part Three
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We're Only Friends
Part Three
by Chris
"Oh god what have I done." Kristen thought to herself as she watched
Tara wince in pain as she tried to breathe.
"Baby, are you all right? What's wrong?" Kristen asked as all the
anger
was gone now and she was just worried about the girl that she loved so much.
"I think my rib is broken." Tara wheezed out as she slid off of
Kristen
and sat against the wall.
"Oh god, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I didn't want to hurt you." Kristen
said and she felt tears start to come down her cheeks.
"I know you didn't." Tara said and to Kristen she sounded defeated.
"I need to get you to the hospital, stay there and let me get my
keys."
Kristen said as she jumped up and went into the kitchen to get her purse and
keys.
"No, I'm okay; just let me sit here for a while." Tara said as she
tried
to breathe lightly but this was hard to do after just going fifteen rounds
with Kristen.
"No I'm taking you to the hospital." Kristen said as she came back
into
the living room with both of their purses. "Now let me help you up." Kristen
said as she squatted beside or Tara.
"Go easy, I'm hurting pretty bad, I know I've got a broken rib now."
Tara said as she let Kristen help her up but she moaned from the pain all
the
way up and then when she was on her feet, she had to rest a minute before
taking a step.
"Oh god, I'm so sorry." Kristen said as the tears ran down her face.
She felt so bad about hurting Tara. When she got to her car, it was a real
effort to get her into the small car without hurting her more. And then
every bump in the road caused Tara to moan again and that made Kristen cry
harder until she was crying so much, she could hardly see the road in front
of her. But she did get them to the hospital safely.
"Oh my, were you two in a car accident?" The young lady at the desk
at the ER asked.
"No we..." Kristen started to say but then she didn't know what to
say
but Tara saved her.
"No, we were mugged." Tara said and Kristen felt relieved until the
girl said, "Then I need to call the police." And she picked up the phone and
started to dial.
"No, there's no need to call them. We didn't get a good look and they
ran off so just get the doctor to look at my friend here, she has a broken
rib." Kristen said but it was already too late, the girl wasn't paying any
attention to them and she was already talking to a detective.
"Why did you tell them we got mugged?" Kristen whispered to Tara
after they had both been checked in and were waiting to be seen.
"I don't know it was the first thing that came to me that would
explain
our injuries. I mean, you have a busted lip and I have broken ribs." Tara
wheezed out.
"I know, I'm sorry but what do we tell the cops when they get here?"
Kristen asked.
"Just that they were wearing hoodies and we didn't see what they
looked like and that we chased them away with our knowledge of martial
arts." Tara said and then she shut up as a nurse came over with an ice pack
for Kristen's lip. It was a two hour wait before Tara was finally called
back
and Kristen went with her despite the nurse's protests. Then it was another
half hour before a younger looking doctor came in. He talked to them and
Kristen could tell that he wasn't buying their mugging story but he didn't
say
anything. He sent Tara for x-rays and while she was gone, he stitched up
Kristen's lip and told her to put an ice pack on her lip and on the bruise
on
her cheek. Tara returned about the time that the doctor finished sewing up
Kristen's lip and he went out to check the x-ray. Again another wait before
he came back and said that two of Tara's lower ribs were cracked but not
completely broken and there was no damage to her lung. He had a nurse wrap
her lower chest to give her some support. Kristen and Tara then decided to
make a fast exit before the cops got there and they thought that they had
succeeded but then they heard their names called. They turned and saw an
older lady standing behind them and they knew she had to be a cop.
"Yes, can we help you?" Kristen asked.
"I'm Karen Miracle, I'm a detective for the Eastern District. I need
to
take your statements about the mugging. If you will follow me, there is an
office we can use." She told them.
"That's okay; we just as soon just go home and forget about it,
thanks
anyway, sorry to have caused you any trouble." Kristen said a little too
quickly and she started to escort Tara away.
"We can talk here or down at the station, your choice." The detective
said and that stopped them in their tracks.
"Here will be fine." Kristen said as she turned and faced the stoned
face lady detective.
"There was no mugging was there?" The detective said as soon as Tara
and Kristen had sat down in the hard chairs and she had written down their
names and addresses.
"No, there wasn't. We sorry for saying that but we didn't realize
that
the hospital would call you all." Kristen told her.
"Their required to by law to call us and you both could be charged by
reporting a crime when there wasn't one or was there one?" The detective
said leaving the last part hanging in the air.
"But we didn't report one to you, the hospital did." Kristen said.
"Same thing, it was reported to us and I had to come here to
interview you. And you both are the ones to start this. But don't worry, I'm
not going to report you but I do need to hear what happened."
Tara looked at Kristen and she knew what Tara was thinking as she
was thinking the same thing. "We'd prefer to keep that between us. We did
something stupid and we won't ever do this again. There will not be a repeat
performance, I promise you." Kristen said.
The detective looked at Tara and then switched her stony eyes on
Kristen and she felt like she was a child who had been caught doing
something wrong. She tried to keep eye contact with the cop but she found
that she had to look down in shame. She wanted to cry but she was able to
prevent the tears from appearing in her eyes. The detective was silent for a
long time before she said, "Okay, I'll let it go for now but if I hear a
peep
about something like this happening again, I will come down on you both like
white on rice. Do I make myself perfectly clear?"
"Yes, you do." Kristen said and then Tara said the same thing.
"Well go home and make up and if you can't then go your separate
ways." She commanded and then she left them there sitting.
"Let's get home." Kristen told Tara as she got up.
"Then you will leave?" Tara asked.
"No, I'm going to take care of you." Kristen said and she looked at
Tara and at first she saw that Tara wanted to argue but then the fight
seemed to go out of her and she just sighed.
Kristen wanted to stop at the drug store to get the pain pills that
the
doctor had prescribed for Tara but Tara said she didn't want them so
Kristen took her on home.
Once there, she did get a couple of Tylenol down Tara and then she
helped her to undress and put on a long sleep shirt to wear to bed. She put
her to bed and then she went downstairs to have a long cry. She just
couldn't
believe how everything had gone so wrong but she was even more determined
to get to the bottom of what Tara was hiding within her soul. Then once that
was done, she would decide her future with Tara. She eventually cried
herself asleep but it was not a good sleep. She tossed and turned on the
couch and her head and face were killing her.
Kristen woke the next morning to moaning coming from upstairs and
that scared the shit out of her. She jumped from the couch and she felt
dizzy for a second but she made her way to the steps anyway. By the time
she started up the stairs, her head began to clear and she only felt the
pounding of her head from the pain and the pounding of her heart from fear
for Tara. She looked in the bedroom but Tara wasn't there and then she
heard Tara say "Fuck!" and she knew that Tara was in her bathroom. So she
ran in there and she found Tara sitting on the toilet crying.
"I can't even wipe my own fucking ass." Tara cried as she held her
side
and the tears ran down her face.
"Oh fuck, what have I don't to you." Kristen said as the tears
started
to run down her face. But she tore some toilet paper off and she dropped
down to her knees in front of Tara.
"What do you think you're going to do?" Tara said as she closed her
legs.
"I'm going to wipe for you." Kristen said as she put her hand on
Tara's
knee.
"No, I'll figure it out; I won't have you doing that." Tara said
forcefully.
"Baby, this is all my fault. First I pushed you too hard and then I
did
that to you." Kristen said pointing to Tara's ribs. "Please let me help
you..."
"I can't ask you to do this." Tara said and Kristen knew that Tara
was
very independent and had real trouble asking for anything.
"You're not asking, I'm asking you to let me help you, to ease my own
pain." Kristen said hoping that if she put it this way, Tara would relent
and it
was the truth, she had just as much pain in her heart as Tara did in her
ribs.
But she also knew that Tara had even more pain in her heart and that pain
was what she really wanted to help Tara help heal.
Tara looked at her for a moment and then she slowly opened her legs
up. Kristen took the toilet paper and quickly wiped Tara clean, not wanting
to
make Tara suffer the indigently of having someone wipe her ass for her.
"Now let me help you back to bed, you need to rest." Kristen said as
she helped Tara up and she was washing her hands.
"No, I'm going to go to work. I have too much to do to just sit
here."
Tara said and from the look in her eyes, Kristen knew that there was no use
in talking her out of it.
"Well let me help you take a shower and get ready." Kristen told her
and then she turned on the shower and she started to undress Tara not
giving her a chance to turn her down. She carefully undid the wrap about
Tara' ribs and she almost gasped when she saw the big bruise on Tara's right
side. But she bit her tongue and she pulled Tara's panties down and she
helped her into the shower. Kristen then undressed and stepped in with her.
She carefully washed Tara's body making sure to be extra gentle when she
got to the cracked ribs. She dried Tara off and then herself. Then as Tara
carefully brushed her teeth, Kristen dried off and she looked in the mirror
to see for the first time what her face looked like. She bottom lip looked
even fatter and more bruised that it felt. And then she saw the bruise under
her right eye and it looked bad. She saw that Tara had stopped what she was
doing and she was watching her. She saw that Tara was feeling really bad
about what she had done to her face.
"I'm sorry." Tara said and Kristen knew that Tara was about to cry.
"Hell with the face I had, this is an improvement." Kristen said with
a
laugh and Kristen was relieved to see that the comment made Tara laugh too
and then she groaned with pain from her ribs.
"We're a pair you know that." Kristen said and she saw a slight
nodding
of Tara's head.
Once she had put some makeup on trying to cover as much of the
damage to her face as she could, she helped Tara to get dressed. Then she
had to convince Tara to let her drive her to work. It took some talking but
she was able to do it. So they left a little early and Kristen helped Tara
out
of her car but Tara refused any other help. Kristen sat there in her car and
she watched Tara gingerly walk into her building. Every step that Tara took
was painful for her to watch.
When she got to work herself, she was, of course, asked about her
face and she just told everyone that she was carrying some clothes
downstairs to wash them when she missed a step and fell. Everyone seemed
to buy the story or at least they pretended to buy what she was saying. For
Kristen, it really didn't matter at this point, if people were going to
talk;
there wasn't anything she could do about it.
She left work a little early and as soon as she pulled up to Tara's
building, Tara came walking out. To Kristen it was like watching a ghost
walk
as she was so pale. Kristen started to get out and open the door but she was
waved off.
"How are you feeling?" Kristen asked as Tara sat in the seat with a
moan.
"Oh peachy keen!" Tara said sarcastically.
Kristen looked at Tara and she tried not to show the hurt that remark
made but she couldn't help it. It was a low blow and Kristen knew that Tara
meant for it to be hurtful.
"I'm sorry, it was a hard day and I'm hurting bad." Tara said as a
tear
came to her face.
"Will you take a pain pill that the doctor gave you if I go and get
it
filled?" Kristen asked as she let the first remark that Tara go as she saw
that Tara was sorry that she had said it.
"Yes." Tara said simply as Kristen started the car and pulled out.
"Good, I got it filled at lunch. You can take one and I will fix us
something to eat. Then I help you take a shower and you can go to bed.
"How did you know that I would say yes to the pain pill?" Tara asked.
"To be honest, I figured that you would refuse it but I wanted to be
prepared just in case." Kristen said as she glanced over at Tara and saw
that
was a good answer.
"Thanks, you are a good friend." Tara said and Kristen wanted to let
out a frustrated sigh as Tara was back on this friends thing. She just
wanted to shake her until Tara admitted they were well past the friend
thing. But she kept her mouth shut as she drove them home.
She put Tara at the table after she had gotten the pill down her and
then she fixed them a fast supper of Taco's. Then she helped her up the
stairs and she started the shower as she undressed Tara. This time Tara
didn't moan as much and Kristen knew that the pain pill was taking effect.
By
the time she got her dried and her ribs rewrapped, Tara was asleep on her
feet so she helped her into bed. The next few days followed the same
pattern as Tara refused the pain pill during the day but by the time that
Kristen picked her up from work, she was more than ready for the pain pill.
Kristen did notice one change in Tara that concerned her some and that was
that Tara was looking a little more depressed each day. But she attributed
it
to the pain Tara's broken ribs were causing her. Then Saturday came and
Tara's spirits seem to rise. Kristen tried to talk Tara out of doing her
class
that week but Tara was determined not to let the girls down. Now that
Saturday had come and she saw that it did lift Tara's spirits, she was glad
she wasn't able to get Tara to cancel the class. But with her ribs, Tara
couldn't show the class the moves that she wanted them to learn that week
so Kristen had to show them. This wasn't something she really looked
forward to doing but after months of training under Tara, she did have some
confidence that she could do them properly, just not as well as Tara would
have done them. The girls didn't get to do the pile on after the class was
over but they all did give her a kiss and told her that they wanted her to
get
better fast and that did bring a smile to Tara's face. But as soon as the
girls
left, Tara's mood quickly went back down.
It took about six weeks before Tara's ribs healed and Tara was able
to care for herself. Kristen was happy that Tara's ribs had healed but she
missed the time that she took to care for her as that was about the only
point that they had any conversation at all. The rest of the time Tara spent
in bed and even after she was healed, she tended to go to bed right after
they had dinner. Kristen tried her best to get Tara to talk to her or get
her
to do something in the evenings other than sleep but each and every time
she tried, Tara would bite her head off and then go on to bed. Kristen was
now more worried about Tara's mental health than their relationship. She
knew she would have to do something sooner or later but she didn't know how
to approach it. Every time she did anything, Tara would bare her claws and
Kristen would always back off. The only time she could see the normal Tara
was on the Saturdays that she taught her class. When she was doing that,
she was herself again. But even there, she didn't have the normal energy
that she used to have and Kristen could tell that the girls, even as young
as
they were, were picking up in it. And they had always worked out after the
class but Tara quickly packed everything up and she was ready to head home.
Needless to say their Tuesday and Thursday's workouts had ended. Kristen
could tell that she was gaining back the weight that she had lost but more
than that she missed the fun they had. Nothing was fun anymore, they were
just two people living in the same house and sleeping in the same bed.
After a couple of months of this, Kristen was really scared that she
was losing Tara so on Monday at lunch, she decided to give Tara a call and
try to talk her into going out for lunch but Tara didn't answer her cell
phone.
Kristen wondered what was going on as Tara always had her cell phone on
during lunch and Kristen knew that was the one time during the day that she
could get her. She thought that maybe Tara was working through lunch so
her dialed her direct number at work. It rang a few times then it bounced to
Zelda, the operator for Tara's building.
"Hey Zelda, this is Kristen, I was trying to get a hold of Tara, is
she
there or did she already go to lunch?"
When she heard Zelda hesitate, she knew something was badly wrong
so she said, "Zelda, you there?"
"Yes, I'm sorry but I figured that you knew but Tara doesn't work
here anymore and hasn't for a while now." Zelda said and Kristen felt her
heart drop and her stomach turn upside down.
"What do you mean, she doesn't work there? I watch her leave every
morning to go to work."
"I don't know about that, but if she is going to work, it isn't
here."
Zelda said and there was a pause before she added, "I know it's none of my
business and but I'm worried about her. She was just never the same after
she and you were mugged and she got her ribs broke. She just couldn't seem
to focus on her work and she couldn't ever finish her projects. I know I
shouldn't tell you this but she quit right before she was to be fired. She's
such a lovely girl but there is something troubling her."
"I know there is and I guess I haven't been the friend I need to be
with her but I just don't know how to get her to talk to me." Kristen said
and
then she felt a sob come out of nowhere and she was crying as she sat in her
car. She cried for a few minutes before she realized that Zelda was still on
the line and was trying to talk to her.
"I'm sorry Zelda; I don't know what came over me." Kristen said as
she
stifled another sob.
"You love her don't you?" Zelda asked her.
"Yes I do." Kristen said not knowing why she was telling Zelda this
but
when she had met her at the party she and Tara went to, she thought that
she was a very loving and knowledgeable lady, the grandmotherly type that
you couldn't help but to tell her things you would never tell a stranger.
"Then you need to make her talk to you."
"I've tried but she keeps biting my head off so I back off as I don't
want us to get into another fight." Kristen said and then she realized that
she had just told Zelda that there was no mugging but thankfully Zelda
didn't make a comment about it.
"You've heard of tough love haven't you?" Zelda asked.
"Yea, of course I have." Kristen said.
"Then make her talk to you no matter what she says, work on her until
you wear her down, but do everything you can to save that girl. If you love
her and if she is really your friend then you will do anything to save her.
Are
you hearing me young lady?" Zelda said like her mother would have talked to
her.
"I hear you and I'll do it tonight." Kristen said.
"No, you'll go home right now and catch her be surprise. By the time
you get home tonight she will have prepared for you and she will have her
defenses up. If you catch her at home now, then you will have the advantage.
And call me tomorrow to tell me how she is." Zelda said and Kristen started
to reply only to find that Zelda was no longer on the other end of the
phone.
Kristen started to go back inside and tell her supervisor that she
had
to have the afternoon off but she knew if she did, then she would never get
out of there so instead, she just left him a message. She knew he would be
pissed off at her but that would have to be the way it would be. So she did
that and then she tried to pump herself up but she wasn't doing herself
much good so she just started the car. She thought about what to do when
she got home but every plan she came up with, she came up with a reason for
it not to be the way to go. By the time she got to Tara's house, she didn't
have any clue as to how she wanted to do this. She saw Tara's car parked a
few spots down from her so she knew that Tara was home. She thought
about calling Zelda back but then she knew this she had to do on her own.
She got out and went to the door. She used her key and she tried not to
make any noise as she shut the door. She put her purse down on the couch
and took off her shoes. Then she made her way up the stairs, skipping the
third step as she knew that it was the one that squeaked the loudest. She
got to the top step and went directly to the bedroom door. She saw that it
was cracked open and she peeked inside and she saw that Tara was lying on
her side facing the door. Her pant suit that she had put on that morning was
at the foot of the bed and Tara was lying there in her bra and panties. She
also noticed that Tara was wiping her eyes and it was at this point that
Kristen realized just how far down Tara had gone. Kristen said a silent
prayer to a god that she had long since stopped believing in and she burst
through the door.
"What the hell are you doing home?" Kristen demanded as she came to
the side of the bed.
Tara looked up at her in shock and then Kristen saw the familiar
glaze
go over her eyes that came every time that Kristen tried to talk to her.
Tara
then said "I came home sick." And then she rolled over to her other side
away from Kristen.
Kristen walked to the other side of the bed so that she was again
facing Tara and she said, "From what I hear, you have been coming home sick
for a while now."
"Who did you talk to? Oh never mind, just get the hell out of here
and
go back to work, just leave me the fuck alone." Tara said as she rolled back
over.
Kristen walked calmly to the other side of the bed and stood again in
front of Tara. "I've been leaving you alone too long now. That ends today.
You're going to talk to me and you're going to do it today!"
"Yea, you think. I don't think you have big enough balls to make me
do
anything I don't want to do and I won't do!" Tara said and this time she
didn't
turn away from her. Kristen could see some fire in her eyes that she hadn't
seen in a while. This gave her some hope that she was doing the right thing.
"You may be right about the balls thing but I do have more than
enough love and that makes up for my lack of balls." Kristen said softly as
she sat on the edge of the bed.
"Don't say that. Please don't say that." Tara said and she tried to
turn
away but Kristen put a hand on her shoulder stopping her. She saw Tara turn
angry and she was afraid of what Tara would do but she kept that fear
inside and she didn't show it to Tara, she just showed her determination.
"Don't say what? That I love you? Well too bad because I do and the
only time that I tried to tell you that, you stopped me but no longer. I
want
you to hear me say it and I want you to hear me say it over and over again
because that is how I feel." Kristen said and she wanted to squeeze Tara
shoulder with her hand that was still there but she didn't.
"You don't know what will happen if you say that. I can't let you say
it,
I can't." Tara said and this time Kristen saw fear come to Kristen's eyes.
This was something she had seen only once before and that was the day she
tried to tell Tara that she loved her. Then it was hidden by anger but it
was
there. This time the anger wasn't there but the fear was.
"Then tell me, make me understand why you don't want me to say that
I love you. I don't know what is in your head unless you tell me and then
maybe I can see where you are coming from. Help me help you Tara. You're
dieing right in front of my eyes and I have just sat here and watched it but
I can't just sit here and watch you die anymore. I'm going to fight like
hell to
help you whether you want my help or not. But God Dammit, I'm going to go
down fighting, I just want you beside me, fighting with me and not against
me." Kristen said as a few tears came to her eyes. She had so not wanted to
cry but she couldn't stop the tears from coming.
But then Kristen saw that Tara was thinking and she hadn't responded
immediately and then Tara finally said, "You'll die if you love me."
At first Kristen wanted to laugh at the absurd remark but then she
realized that Tara was very serious, she could see it in her eyes. "How will
I
die Tara?" Kristen asked very seriously and solemnly.
"I don't know, I just know that you will, everyone does." Tara said
and
Kristen now saw immense sadness in Tara's eyes, sadness that would tear
even the most cold hearted persons soul out.
"Everyone that loves you dies or everyone you love dies?" Kristen
asked.
"Everyone I love or loves me, it's one and the same, they just die."
Tara said as she closed her eyes and she just seemed to sigh and for a
second Kristen thought that she had just died on her but then she saw her
breathing and she wanted to just grab Tara up and hug her until she couldn't
hold her anymore.
Kristen gently shook Tara until she opened her eyes, "I know that you
are tired and you just want to sleep right now but you have to talk to me.
You have to tell me everything, you have to tell me who has died that you
have loved, and we need to do this now. Please would you do that for me?"
Kristen asked gently and softly.
"If I do will you promise to leave me. I'll die if you die on me. I
can't
have that on my soul. I can't handle it." Tara said and she started to sob.
Kristen pulled her up and hugged her tightly and she let Tara cry and she
cried with her. When Tara finally cried it out, Kristen let her go and she
wiped the tears from Tara's eyes and then Tara actually reached up and
wiped a tear for Kristen's cheek.
"Tell you what, I will promise to talk about it and we will have an
honest discussion. Then I will let you decide if I'm to go or not, it will
be
your decision." Kristen said.
"Okay but I can tell you now that I will tell you to leave." Tara
said.
Kristen started to argue but then she realized that this wasn't the
time to do that so she just said, "Tell you what, I really need to pee and I
would love to have a cup of tea as we talk. How about we both freshen up and
I'll meet you down in the living room in a minute or two."
"Okay, I need to pee too." Tara said as she started to get up.
"You okay until then?" Kristen asked.
"Yea, this is just a conversation I didn't want to ever have but with
you nothing is ever easy is it." Tara said as a half smile came to her face.
"Nope, but the same could be said of you." Kristen said as she got up
and she saw that Tara was nodding in agreement.
Kristen quickly went to the bathroom and then rushed downstairs to
put some water on to heat. Hot tea wasn't something either of them drank
on a regular basis but it was something that they did on occasion. Kristen
thought that this would give them something to sip on as they talked. She
was getting the green tea bags out when she heard a voice being cleared at
the doorway. She turned to see Tara standing there in her robe.
"Why don't you get out of those dress clothes as I fix the tea." Tara
offered as she came over to where Kristen was standing.
Kristen had an urge to reach out and give Tara a hug and then a kiss
but she knew that this was not the time to do that and she also knew that
there may never be a time for her to do that again. But this wasn't about
her
needs; today was about Tara's needs. So she just said, "Thanks, I appreciate
that."
"No problem," Tara said as Kristen turned and left to go upstairs
where she quickly pulled her blouse and slacks off and then her bra. She
then put her robe on and hurried back downstairs.
"That was quick, afraid I would change my mind about talking?" Tara
asked as she put their cups of tea on the coffee table.
"Ah..., no..., it's not that at all." Kristen said and then she saw
that
Tara had arched her eyebrows.
"Oh, okay, I was a little fearful that you would change your mind."
Kristen said as she went to the stereo to put on a little classical music,
something soothing that wasn't too powerful but would provide some
comforting background noise.
"Pulling out all the stops, I see." Tara said as she sat back on the
couch and she had the look of someone that just wanted to get this over
with. But Kristen knew that they would both some forget that the music was
playing but it would still be there and somewhere deep inside of their
heads,
they would be hearing it, or at least that was the hope.
"That is the last one, I promise." Kristen said as she came to the
couch and she sat with one leg curled under her other leg and she was facing
Tara. She was sitting close to her but not so close that their knees were
touching as Tara turned to sit the same way facing Kristen.
"So where shall I begin?" Tara asked as she let out a deep sigh.
Kristen picked up her cup and took a sip of her tea; this gave her
time
to think of how to begin. "I assume that more than one person that you loved
and who loved you has died?"
"Yes," Tara said and Kristen could see that same sadness come to
Tara's eyes.
"Then start with the first one and go from there." Kristen suggested.
Now it was Tara's turn to take her cup of tea and take a sip as she
thought about what she was being asked to do. She took longer to compose
her thoughts and Kristen didn't rush her. She picked up her cup and also
sipped on her tea as she waited on Tara. Finally Tara took the cup from her
lips but she kept it in her hands as she began to talk slowly and
deliberately.
"I was fourteen when my parents went on a company sponsored
vacation for the top salespersons and their spouses. My father was the top
in his region so he got to go and of course my mother jumped at the chance
to get to go to the Caribbean. I was left in the care of my father's sister.
She was always nice to me but she was one to put on airs and everything in
her house had to be just right. Her husband had died a few years before and
left her very well off. Anyway I was stuck with her but it wasn't real bad
as
it was just for a week. So anyway, their plane made it just past Florida
when
it developed a problem and it went down killing everyone on board. I thought
that I was going to die too but my brother, who was away at college, came
home and he got me through it. I had always looked up to him and he never
minded having a little sister to bug him. After the funeral, I begged my
brother to stay. I couldn't bare the thought of losing my parents and being
stuck living with my Aunt. I mean, she wasn't a bad woman and she did care
for me but she just wasn't a fun person or one to show any emotion. So
anyway, my brother transfered to a local college for me and he moved in
with us. Then every weekend I made him take me anywhere he went. I know
he would have rather been with a girl his age but he did this for me. After
a
while, I was able to get over my parent's death. It hurt a lot to lose them
but I had my brother and I transferred all my love to him. I know I put him
through hell and I took his freedom away but he gave willingly to me. Things
began to get back to normal for a couple of years but then a week after my
sixteenth birthday..." Tara stopped talking and she began to cry.
Kristen quickly realized that she had forgotten to get any tissues so
she jumped up and ran to the kitchen to get a box out of the pantry. She
gave one to Tara and she let her blow her nose. Kristen resisted the urge to
say anything. She felt like it was better to let Tara cry and then start her
story again. She decided to only say something if Tara got stuck and
couldn't
go on with her story.
Tara got her crying under control and she blew her nose a last time
and she took a sip of her tea and then she continued with her story. "So a
week after my sixteen birthday, I sent my brother out to get us a pizza as
the dinner that my aunt had served I couldn't eat. It was some fancy food
and I was a teenager who only wanted hamburgers and pizzas. It was rainy
and the roads were a mess. So my brother went out for me and when he
didn't come back within a half hour, I began to worry. Then two hours later
the door bell rang and as I opened the door I saw two cops standing there.
As soon as I saw their solemn faces, I let out a scream as I knew that my
brother was gone. I fell to the floor and I cried and shouted for my
brother.
He was the only one in the world that I knew that I could depend on and he
had left me too. I stayed in bed for the next two days crying as I knew it
was all my fault that he had died. I had sent him out when he didn't want to
go and he was killed when a car hit a pool of water in the street and slid
out
of control. The car hit his car on the driver's side door and he was killed
instantly. My aunt did get me to go to the funeral but it was the hardest
thing I had ever done, it was even harder that my parents funeral. The guilt
I was feeling was just too much for me to handle. Now that I had no one to
give me the attention I needed or wanted, so I started to get into trouble
at
school and I was hell on wheels to my aunt. Backtalking was my middle name
and she was threatening to send me to a foster home if I didn't straighten
up. Then one day, I was walking through the streets when I should have been
at school. I came to an old store that had been converted into a martial
arts
training center. I was looking in when this old man walked up to me and
asked
if I wanted to come in. He looked to be about a hundred and ten and I
flipped him off and ran on down the street. But the next day I was back
looking in and this time when he offered, I accepted. I thought I would show
him just how tough I was and how an old man like him couldn't teach me shit.
But as you can guess, I was the one that got taught a lesson. He showed me
how to kick and then made me do it. I, of course fell flat on my ass just
like
you did but he didn't laugh or anything. He just told me to get up and try
again. I was determined to show him that I could do it and he knew he had
me hooked. After a couple of hours, I was doing pretty well and I actually
felt better about myself. He then told me to wait a minute and when he
came back, he was holding a uniform for me to wear the next time I came.
But it had to be after school. So the next day after school, he was waiting
for me and he starting teaching me about Taekwando but also teaching me
about life. I started telling him about my parents and my brother and he
would listen carefully and he seemed to understand my pain. Then on the
anniversary of my brother's death, I came in feeling bad and angry. He could
sense my mood and he made me start working the bag with my kicks and
thrust and he wouldn't let me stop until I was exhausted and had worked my
anger out on the bag and him." Tara stopped as she took a last sip of her
tea.
As she rested, Kristen went to make them another cup and when she
returned, Tara was ready to start again.
"So I graduated from high school and went away to college. I lived in
the dorm for the first year and not having anyone to come home to for the
summer; I stayed on at school and got an apartment. There was a girl that I
had met during my freshman year and she had room down the hall from me.
We got along pretty well so I asked her to share the apartment since she
was going to stay at school too. She was like me; she had no family to go
home to. Her name was Terrie and she was a really sweet girl. She also had a
crush on me that I didn't know about. We both had easy classes during the
summer so we had a lot of free time to spend together. Just about every
day we were going somewhere or doing something. So we really got close and
one night, I was lying in bed and I was thinking about Terrie when my door
opened and she walked in naked. She slipped into my bed and she kissed me.
We were lovers from that day forward. She was my first love and I couldn't
get enough of her and she couldn't get enough of me. But then at the end of
the spring semester she started to get bad headaches. We both thought
that she had developed migraines. I finally talked her into going to the
doctor and after two months of tests where they found nothing wrong, they
did a CAT scan of her head and found a massive tumor. She only lasted six
weeks but I spent every fucking moment with her and then I sat there one
night and watched as she took her last breath." Tara said and she began to
cry again and this time Kristen was ready with a tissue.
Kristen let Tara cry as she grieved once again for her first love. By
now Kristen was feeling all the pain that Tara was feeling and she too
needed
a tissue. She also began to understand where Tara was coming from and she
wanted to reach for Tara but she could still feel some resistance from Tara
so she sat still and cried with her.
"I need a pee break." Tara said as she got up and Kristen could sense
that the worst part of Tara's story was about to come.
"I could use one myself and I'll reheat our tea." Kristen said as she
got
up and went to the kitchen and filled their cups with hot water. She put the
tea bags in as she went to pee. When she came back into the living room, she
saw that Tara was already there waiting for her. Kristen tried to brace
herself for what was about to come.
"After Terrie had died, I decided to give up on love. I concentrated
on my studies and my Taekwando. Between the two, I was able to keep my
mind off of love and that was fine until I graduated and I went to Seattle
for a job that I had accepted. I figured that it was as far away from the
pain I was feeling as I could get. Everything was fine for awhile until I
met
this little bitch that was the administrative assistance for the president
of
the company. She was just like her boss, he was a bastard and she was a
bitch. Nobody in the company liked either one of them but we all had to deal
with them, then came the day that the head engineer assigned me a special
project. This project turned out to be the president's baby. I hated my boss
for doing that to me but I was the low person on the totem poll so I got the
project. So I ended up having to talk to the administrative assistance about
every day and over time I got to know her and she got to know me. Then one
day she invited me out to dinner and I, for some reason, said yes. I met
Caroline at the restaurant and at first we talked about the project and then
on to other things. I slowly found out that she wasn't the bitch away from
work that she was at work. As she put it, that was just what she had to do
at work to keep her boss happy but she did have a dominate personality and
that was very evident in how she talked and acted. That one dinner turned
into many more dinners and then she invited me over to her house. That
night she introduced me to lots of new ways to make love and she was the
first one to ever fuck me. It took me a while but I slowly fell hard for
her. I
loved her in eberyway that I could and she loved me. It wasn't long before I
moved in with her and we became a happy couple. I knew then that I had
found the one that I was meant to be with. All the past pain was gone
forever and I knew it would never return. But then..." Tara said and she
burst into tears and this time Kristen did reach out and pull Tara to her.
She
held her tight as the sobs came pouring out. She could feel the pain and
sorrow come pouring out of Tara and she cried with her and for her. Tara
cried and cried until she had no more tears and it was only then that she
pulled back from Kristen.
"Then she had to go to the bank one day after work and she walked
into a robbery. They guy was high on meth and he was acting crazy. As she
walked into the bank, he turned and shot her. She was killed instantly and I
never got to say goodbye to her or tell her how much I loved her. When I
heard that she had died, it suddenly occurred to me who had really killed
her, it wasn't the robber who had killed, it was me. She loved me and for
that sin, she had to die. So don't you see why I can't let you love me and
why
you have to leave? I can't be responsible for another death." Tara said as
tears ran down her face and then she added, "So now that we have had this
conversation, you can see why I have to decide that you must leave. I can't
have your death on my hands."
Kristen sat back for a minute and thought about what to say next. She
knew she wasn't about to leave Tara now and she had to find away around
Tara decision.
"First off, we haven't gotten to the discussion as to whether I
should
leave yet." She said and she held up her hand to prevent Tara from
protesting. "We just have begun to discuss where you are coming from and I
do want to talk about you first before we ever get to the discussion about
us. And I do want to talk about what you have been through and I know that
you are hurting right now after having to relive all that you have been
through but I want you to listen what I have to say. Then I will decide when
we will talk about us and I will abide by your decision as I have promised
that
I would."
"Why do you get to decide when we talk about us?" Tara asked
forcefully.
"Good question and I guess that the best answer is that you get to
make the decision and I have no control over what you will say. Once you
have made the decision then I have to honor it. So I get to decide when my
fate is determined. That is only fair isn't it?" Kristen asked.
"I guess it is but I will keep bringing it up until you do." Tara
warned.
"I know you will." Kristen said with a slight smile but she was glad
that
Tara didn't pin her down as she had no intention if starting that discussion
until she knew Tara would decide to keep her around. "Now I want to talk
about what you have just told me if you feel that you are up to it."
"I was hoping that you would accept what I had to say and understand
it with any other discussion but I knew better than that. If it will help
you
understand why I want you to go then yes, we can talk about it." She said.
Kristen knew that was the best that she could hope for and she
thought for a second and she began. "I have to admit that when you told me
upstairs that I would die if I loved you, my first impression was that you
had
gone crazy, but now after hearing everything you had to say, I can see that
you aren't so crazy. I do understand how you came to that conclusion and it
also explains why you kept insisting that we just be friends. It all makes
sense to me now. I just wished I had known this from the beginning but since
it was your past and given how traumatic it was, I can understand again why
you didn't. But I need to ask you a few things, okay?"
"Yea, go ahead. The sooner we get this over with the sooner we can
both go our separate ways." Tara said with a look on her face that showed
her impatience with it all but her eyes showed something different and it
was what was in those eyes that Kristen was hoping would help her.
"Just why did you go to Mae's that night that we met?" Kristen asked.
"I don't know, I guess I was feeling a little lonely" Tara said and
then
she corrected herself by saying, " Horny, I meant to say horny."
"No you meant to say lonely didn't you? It's all right to admit that,
that was the reason I was there. I was very lonely and I needed to be with
someone and I'm glad it was you that I found."
"Yes I was lonely, but I didn't want to find someone permanent, just
someone for a night or weekend or even just a casual friend." Tara said and
Kristen could see Tara's mind going back to that first weekend and was
remembering what she was feeling at the time.
"But you got me instead, the girl that wouldn't leave, right?"
Kristen
said smiling.
"Yea, you were definitely not what I was looking for." Tara said and
finally a soft smile came to her face, which Kristen was glad to see.
"My next question is why did you let me stay, you could have forced
me out long before now?" Kristen asked.
"I don't know, I really don't." Tara said.
"Okay, we'll come back to that question but let me ask you another
question. Before the fight, were you happy with me here?"
"Yes but..." Tara said and Kristen raised her hand to keep Tara from
continuing with what she knew that she was going to say.
"The next question and I want you to think about it before answering.
Do you love me?" Kristen asked and she could see the pain that question
caused her but it had to be asked.
Tara sat there and she began to cry once again. Kristen handed her
another tissue and then she got up and she got both of their cups and went
into the kitchen. She wanted to give Tara time to think about her answer
and with her in front of her; she knew it would be harder for Tara to really
think about it. She made them both another cup of tea which she didn't want
but she couldn't think of what else to get them. She didn't want to pour
wine
as Tara didn't need and alcohol in her system as depressed as she already
was. She got their cups and went back to the living room where she saw that
Tara had stopped crying. She gave Tara's cup to her as she sat down.
"Yes I love you but that doesn't..." Tara started to say when Kristen
put her hand back up to stop her and she could see that Tara was about to
slap that hand away.
"Well I love you too. So if you are right about your loving me will
lead
to my death, then the process has already been put in motion. I for one
don't
believe that your love will be the cause of my death just as I can't say
that I
won't die before you. I may go out tomorrow and get into an accident or it
may be next year or fifty years from now. But there isn't anything either
one of us can do about that. We love each other and that is that. So lets
move on to something else. I can't leave you until you are doing better than
you are right now. I can't leave knowing that you are just lying here all
day.
So before we even think about talking about you making your decision about
me leaving or not we need to get you back on your feet. So do you have any
desire to go back to your old job or one like it?"
"No I hated that job. I don't know why I chose engineering in the
first
place. It was just something to get a major in." Tara said.
"That is what I thought and I have an idea for you but first I need
to
ask you just how well off you are. I don't mean I want to know how much
money you have, that isn't any of my business but are you just comfortable
or past that point."
"I don't mind telling you how much I make but to put it in your
terms,
I don't have to work another day in my life and still have money left over.
My
aunt was able, through her lawyers, to get my brother and me a huge
settlement from my father's company and the company that owned the
charter airline. So I ended up with both mine and my brother's part of the
settlement over my parent's death and when my aunt died, she left
everything she had to me. So yea, I'm more than comfortable."
"That's what I thought and now I want you to think about something.
The only time I have seen you happy lately was when you were teaching those
girls, that is what you were meant to do. I think you should start your own
Taekwando training center. Maybe a place for just girls and women or you
could teach men too or maybe just the young ones so that you can start them
out right. Start them out so that they will not laugh at young girls that
are
trying to learn. This would be right up your alley."
Kristen saw that this caused Tara to think a bit and she saw the
light
start to come back into her eyes.
"I have thought about that but I didn't think I could ever make
enough to make a go at it." Tara said.
"So what if you don't make money with it, if you break even then you
come out ahead. You don't need the money, but you do need to find
something to do that will make you happy. Go out and find a place that you
can buy and fix it up. It doesn't have to be a big place, just a small house
that you can gut out and make a place to teach the kids." Kristen said and
she saw a light go off in Tara's head.
"I think I'll do that. I never thought about not needing to make
money
off of it. Thank you for making me see that."
"Your welcome and then one last thing before we stop for the moment,
I want you to do something for me." Kristen said.
"What's that?" Tara asked.
"Come here with me." Kristen said as she got up and went over to the
bag that was hanging from the ceiling. She saw that Tara was following but
she had a questioning look on her face.
Kristen went behind the bag and held on to it holding it still and
she
said, "I want you to give me your best kick."
"Come on Kristen, I'm tired and I just don't feel like it. Beside I
can't
with this robe on." Tara said as she started to walk away.
"Wait a minute." Kristen said as she hurried over and she pulled Tara
back to the bag and then she put her hands to the tie of the robe and she
untied it. She then pushed the robe off of Tara's shoulders and threw it
across the floor leaving Tara standing there in just her panties.
"Now kick it!" Kristen said as she got back behind the bag.
"No, I don't want to!" Tara said and she started to walk away again.
"By god, there goes the biggest pussy in the world. She rather go cry
like a baby." Kristen said and she saw that when Tara turned around, she had
fire in her eyes.
"You had better watch it." Tara warned.
"Watch what, you're too big a pussy to do anything." Kristen pushed
her on.
Then before Kristen knew what happen, Tara spun around and laid a
kick against the bag that almost knocked her down. "You call that a kick, my
mom can kick harder than that and she fat as a cow." Kristen said as she
tried to push Tara's buttons.
Tara did a reverse spin and kicked the bag with her other foot, but
this time Kristen was prepared and she held on to the bag and she was
thankful that she was on the other side of the bag and not in front of it as
that kick would have killed her.
"Well I guess if that's the best you can do, but it was still a pussy
kick." Kristen said.
"I'll show you who's the fucking pussy around here you little bitch!"
Tara said and Kristen could see the anger in her eyes and that was what she
was wanting.
Tara swung her leg around and kicked the bag and then she started to
use her hands against the bag and Kirsten could feel ever thrust of Tara's
hands and feet with every kick and thrust of her hands.
"Shit girl, am I'm going to have to show you how this is done. Have
you
forgotten everything you ever knew while you were up there in bed crying
like a baby?" Kristen pushed Tara further.
"God damn you, you little bitch!" Tara said as she picked up the
speed
of her kicks and punches.
""That's right, I'm a bitch and don't you forget it. I bet you want
to
beat the shit out for me for making you feel all that pain again, don't
you?"
Kristen said.
"Hell yes!" Tara replied and she went to another level with her
kicking
and punching.
"Picture the bag as me and beat the shit out of me for doing that to
you!" Kristen shouted at Tara and Tara responded.
"I hate you bitch!" Tara said as she was breathing heavy now and she
went at the bag non stop.
When Tara began to slow down, Kristen tried a new tactic and she
hoped that it would work, "And that bitch Caroline, I bet you would love to
beat the shit out of her for dieing on you. She left you without saying
goodbye!"
Kristen saw Tara pause for an instant and then she saw a tear come to
her eyes and she watched Tara angrily wipe it away, "Oh god yes, I hate her
for leaving me!"
Tara went at the bag even harder and when she slowed down, Kristen
hit her again with her words, "And what about Terrie, she could have fought
the cancer harder, but no, she just gave up and died!"
"Fuck her too!" Tara shouted and again she went at the bag with blind
fury. Her form was completely gone now; Tara was just punching and kicking
as she cried.
"And what about your brother and parents, if they really loved you,
they would never have left you all alone to face this fucking world."
Kristen
shouted at Tara.
"Oh fuck them, I hate them all." Tara cried out as she just flung her
legs and arms at the bag until there was nothing left inside of her. All her
anger and pain went out as she flung her arms and legs at the bag. She then
gave one last kick and fell to the mat, breathing hard and fast, with the
sweat coating her body and her panties soak with her sweat. As Tara rested,
Kristen let go of the bag and she ran upstairs. She had one more thing in
store for Tara and then she hoped it was the right thing at the right time
to
do it.
When she returned, she found Tara lying on her back in the mat. Her
eyes were closed and her breathing had begun to slow down. Kristen put
what she had gotten down on the mat beside of Tara and she dropped down
to her knees by Tara's hips. She put her fingers into the waist band of
Tara's panties and quickly pulled them off before Tara knew what was
happening to her. She pulled Tara's legs apart opening Tara's pussy to her.
She jumped over Tara's leg and she put her hands under Tara's knees. She
lifted them up and out and she saw Tara's pussy lips opening up to her. It
had
been awhile since she had seen Tara's beautiful pussy and she noticed that
Tara had not shaved her pussy in a while but she didn't care. She dropped
her head between Tara's thighs and she began to lick. Tara's pussy tasted
sweaty from the sweat she had worked up and she wasn't wet yet but
Kristen was hoping she would make her that way quickly. She licked up and
down the lips and she felt Tara jerk and she knew that Tara was realizing
what she was doing to her.
"No, don't... don't do that!" She heard Tara cry out and she felt
Tara's
hands on her head trying to push her away but with all the hitting of the
bag
that Tara had just done, there was very little strength in her arms.
Kristen moved her mouth to Tara's clit and sucked hard on it.
"Nooo...
cried out and then she let out a long moan.
"Nooooo..." Tara cried out again but Kristen could feel that Tara
wasn't pushing her head away anymore but instead, she was holding it in
place
and then she let out a loud moan and Kristen knew that she had her.
Kristen sucked and licked on Tara's clit and she moaned again even
louder this time. Kristen moved her mouth back to Tara's pussy lips and she
tasted the juices that she had missed so much. She licked up and down
Tara's lips before putting her tongue into the slit and going deeper.
"Oh baby, lick me!" Tara cried out as she arched her back and she
shook from a small orgasm. Kristen went to Tara's clit and she started to
lick
and suck at it causing Tara's small orgasm to grow into a very large orgasm.
Kristen went back to Tara's pussy and she drank in her lovely girlcum. As
Tara recovered from her orgasm, Kristen quickly put the strap-on that she
had gotten earlier and she coated the cock with some lube.
"Turn over and get on your knees!" Kristen ordered.
"No don't..." Tara said but at the same time she did as she was told.
When Tara was in position, Kristen put the cock head to the entrance
of Tara's pussy and she pushed the whole length into Tara in one hard
thrust.
"Oh fuck! Oh fuck!" Tara cried out as Kristen pulled the cock out and
then pushed it back into her hard.
Kristen put her hands on Tara's hips and she began to fuck her hard
and fast. She wanted Tara to feel every thrust of the cock as it pounded
into her. She heard Tara began to moan and groan as the cock filled her
pussy then came back out only to be pushed back in hard.
"Fuck me baby!" Tara moaned and those words were music to Kristen's
ears.
"I am baby, I'm fucking you good!" Kristen said as she gave Tara an
extra hard thrust of the cock and that caused Tara to moan loud and long.
Kristen fucked Tara hard and fast for a few minutes then she bent
forward and she curled her hand around Tara's hip and she found her clit.
She could feel the cock going in and out of Tara's pussy as she began to
caress Tara's clit. She could feel the juices pouring out of Tara's pussy
and
she began to rub harder. Tara moaned out, "Oh god, I'm going to cum!"
Kristen worked her hips harder and she pressed down on Tara's hard
clit. She could feel Tara's body begin to jerk and she knew that Tara was
close. She moved her hips around as she made her inward thrusts and Tara
groaned her approval. Kristen was soaked in sweat herself by this time as
she fucked Tara's cunt and caressed her clit until Tara cried out and she
came hard. She fell to the mat and the cock popped out of her pussy.
Kristen quickly removed the strap-on and threw it to the side. She
then pulled Tara onto her back and she lay on top of her as she wrapped her
arms around Tara's shoulders with her hands caressing Tara's face. Slowly
Tara's eyes began to flutter and then they opened. Kristen watched as a
small smile came to her face. Kristen's heart was pounding in her chest as
she lowered her head and closed her eyes. She knew it was now or never and
she so wanted to feel Tara's lips against hers again. It had been so long
since
she had gotten to kiss Tara she had about forgotten what it was like. She
went slowly to give Tara time to turn her head away or push her away but
neither happened. Kristen felt Tara's short quick breaths and then she felt
Tara's lips against her lips. At first Tara was passive and Kristen held
still
until Tara finally began to respond by opening her lips a bit. Kristen felt
the
tears of joy come to her eyes and she started to cry as she kissed Tara. The
tears ran down her cheeks and fell onto Tara's face. Kristen then felt
Tara's
hands on her face and she felt Tara pushing her face away. Kristen knew
that something was wrong and she just wanted to die right there. She
couldn't handle Tara rejecting her again. She couldn't bare to look at Tara
but then she heard the sweetest words that she had ever heard.
"Don't cry baby, it's going to be okay." Tara said and Kristen felt
Tara
wiping her tears away. Kristen opened her eyes to see a soft but sad smile
on
Tara's face.
"I love you so much Tara." Kristen said.
"I know you do." Tara said and Kristen could see that Tara wanted to
say more but she couldn't. But Kristen didn't need to hear Tara say those
words; it was enough for now that Tara was accepting her love.
Kristen then moved her head back down and she kissed Tara again.
This time Tara responded immediately as she opened her lips and the kiss
became very passionate. They kissed with Kristen on top and then Tara
turned Kristen over to her back and she got on top controlling the kissing.
They used their tongues but mostly they just used their lips and these
weren't lust filled kisses but kisses of two girls discovering their passion
and
love for each other.
Finally they stopped and Tara put her head on Kristen's shoulder and
Kristen held her tight as she moved her fingers up and down Tara's back.
They lay there for a few minutes, not saying anything as the words had gone
out of them for the moment. They had talked all afternoon and evening and
now they just wanted to feel the warmth of the other. But then Kristen's
stomach betrayed her as it growled.
"I think someone is hungry." Tara said giggling.
"Me and my stupid stomach." Kristen said disappointed that her
stomach messed up the moment.
"No, it's cool, I'm getting hungry. No actually I'm starving. I
haven't
felt this hungry in a long time." Tara said smiling.
"Then lets go fill that stomach up and while we're at it, I will fill
mine
too as I'm starving. I only had a roll for breakfast and that was a long
time
ago. Kristen said as she gave Tara a quick kiss and she jumped up. She then
helped Kristen up.
"But first I need to take a quick shower." Tara said as she started
toward the stairs.
"Yea you do." Kristen said as she put her fingers to her nose
squeezing
her nostrils shut.
"Funny, but that is like the pot calling the kettle black, stinky."
Tara
said laughing. And then she held out her hand for Kristen to join her.
This gave Kristen's heart a jolt as she thought that this might be
the
time that she got to take a real shower with Tara but when they got to the
guest bathroom, Tara let her hand go and Kristen felt a little disappointed.
"I know you want to shower with me and it will come but I need to do
some things first." Tara said as her hand went unconsciously to her pubic
hair that she had neglected to shave in a while. Then Kristen understood
what Tara was saying and she reminded herself to take it slow and not to
rush Tara. She nodded and went to her bathroom and she took off her
panties and got the shower going as she felt her stomach growled again.
"Calm down," Kristen told her stomach but she was also talking to
herself as she stepped into the shower to wash the sweat off her body. She
took her time and let the warm water help her to clear her mind. It had been
a long and very emotional day mainly for Tara but for her also. But she knew
that she wasn't in the clear yet, Tara could still change her mind and make
her leave and she would have to go this time. She had made that promise to
Tara and she couldn't take the promise back. But she was determined to
convince Tara to let her stay. While she was washing her pussy she felt a
little stubble there and she realized that Tara wasn't the only one to let
that go. So she got her razor out and she did a quick shave of her pussy and
her legs. When she came into the bedroom she saw that Tara was already
there naked as she was. She noticed that her pussy was now clean shaven
and that gave her body a thrill.
"So where do you want to eat?" Kristen asked as she joined Tara in
the closet.
"I don't care as long as it is fast and hot." Tara said as she handed
Kristen a simple cotton dress and she got a similar one for herself. Kristen
saw that Tara put the dress over her head and let it fall into place so she
did the same. Obvious Tara was really in a hurry as she didn't bother with a
bra or panties so she didn't either. They went on down stairs and got their
jackets and were out the door. Kristen made sure that she was the one
driving as she knew that Tara had enough on her mind at the moment and she
tried to keep the conversation off of anything about what they had just
gone through. She just talked about the coming of winter and how it was
starting to get cold. Then she went on to her job and what was going on
there but she stayed away from Tara's job or lack of one. She passed a few
fast food places but none hit her fancy then she saw a Waffle House and
she made a sharp turn into the parking lot.
"Hey, we can't go inside to eat, neither of us is wearing any panties
or
bras." Tara protested.
"They don't know that." Kristen said with a wicked grin on her face.
"Very true," Tara replied and Kristen saw a little bit of a devious
grin
on her face.
They grabbed their purses and went inside and Tara led Kristen to a
booth in the smoking section and that made Kristen wonder why she went
there. They sat down and both looked over the menu and when the waitress
came over they both got coffee. Kristen knew she was beginning to tire out
and she needed a little caffeine to get her going again. Once they had their
coffee, Kristen ordered steak and eggs while Tara ordered an omelet with a
pecan waffle.
"So you think that I should start my own Taekwando training center?"
Tara asked seriously.
"Yes I do Tara. You have the money to find a place and can last long
enough to have the place start to make a profit or at least break even. Plus
teaching those girls are the only thing that I have seen you do, that makes
you happy. Tara you deserve to be happy." Kristen said.
"I know but I've never tried anything like that. I mean starting a
business and trying to run it. I don't know anything about doing all the tax
stuff and keeping up with expenses. Hell, I barely remember to pay my own
bills on time." Tara said with a nervous laugh.
"Oh hell that is easy. There are computer programs that help you with
that. I can help you set that all up if you want me too." Kristen said with
a
hopeful tone in her voice.
"I would like that." Tara said and Kristen felt like crying at that
point
but the waitress came with their food, saving Kristen from making a scene.
Their hunger took over at this time and they both attacked their food
like they hadn't eaten for weeks. Neither girl had really had an appetite
for
a while now and their stomachs finally got through to their brains and they
was demanding to be fed. The talking all but stopped at this point and they
enjoyed the food that tasted so good but was so bad for them but they were
both young so that wasn't a consideration. Once they had eaten as much as
could, they both sat back and then both let out a loud burp that caused them
both double over with giggles. They got stares from the few other
customers that were in the place but they played them no mind. They were
finally laughing together again and that felt good. Then Tara gave Kristen a
shock as she pulled out a pack of cigarettes.
"What's this?" Kristen asked with her eyebrows arched.
"I know I shouldn't be smoking but with the tension lately, I picked
it
back up again. I started when I went through my pain in the ass stage and
then quit with I took up Taekwando. But don't worry this will be my last
one,
I promise." Tara said contritely.
"Okay, you had better quit. Now hand me one, so you can finish the
pack and then you can quit." Kristen said as she put her hand out for one.
"You smoke and you are fussing at me!" Tara said.
"No but I have been known to smoke one every once in a while when
I'm stressed." Kristen admitted as she let Tara light her cigarette.
"So how many have you smoked lately." Tara asked as she inhaled
deeply on her cigarette and she let it out.
"Let's just say that I owe more than a few packs to Joe, the guy that
works in the cubicle next to mine.
"I see, well we both quit when we leave here." Tara said as she took
another puff of her cigarette.
From there, the conversation went back to Tara' future Taekwando
training center. The more that they talked about it the more excited Tara
got. Kristen was so pleased that she had thought of that for Tara. It gave
her something to think about other than her troubles. They both went
through a couple of cigarettes as they talked and sipped their coffee. Then
Kristen happened to put her hand on the table as she made a point. She left
it there for some reason and a few moments later she felt something soft
and warm on top of her hand and she found that Tara had placed her hand on
top of her hand. Kristen looked up and she saw a slight smile on Tara's
face.
Kristen moved her hand back just a bit so that she could lace her fingers
with Tara's. This was the first time that Tara had ever shown any public
affection toward her and was thus a huge step for her. They talked on but
then Tara asked a question out of the blue.
"So when are you going to start the conversation about us?"
"When it's time for us to have that conversation, we will." Kristen
said
wondering why Tara chose to bring that subject up just now when everything
was going so well.
"Okay," Tara said and then she added, "I'm about ready, how about
you?"
"Yea, let me hit the restroom and get rid of all the coffee I just
drank." Kristen said as she slid out of the booth to go to the bathroom but
she didn't let go of Tara's hand without giving it a squeeze. When she came
back out, Tara was just finishing paying the check. She then went to the
bathroom as Kristen went out to warm the car. The car was just getting
warm when Tara got into the car.
"You ready?" Kristen asked.
"Just a second," Tara said as she leaned toward her and she put her
hand to Kristen cheek turning her head toward her. She then moved in and
gave her a long passionate kiss.
"What was that for, not that I mined you doing it?" Kristen asked.
"Because I wanted to, plus the cook was watching us the whole time we
were in there and I wanted to give him something to remind him of us." She
said as she gave a wave to the cook who quickly turned his back to them.
"You are so mean!" Kristen said as she laughed. Then she put her car
into gear and backed out.
"Come here a minute." Tara told Kristen as they entered the house.
"Okay," Kristen said as she followed Tara into the living room and
they
ended up behind the couch. She then started to take off her jacket when
Tara said, "Let me help you with that." as she came and stood behind her.
But when the jacket was about halfway off; Tara stopped pulling it
down. Kristen then felt a hand on her back and she was pushed forward over
the back of the couch with the jacket pinning her arms behind her back. She
was about to protest when she felt the bottom of her dress being pulled up
and onto her back and over her head thus exposing her bare ass. Then she
had a better idea of just what Kristen was up to and she got even a clearer
picture when she felt her feet being kicked out wider opening her pussy and
ass to Tara.
The next thing that she felt was Tara's tongue touching her clit and
then going up her slit until it went across her asshole.
"Oh god that feels so damn good Tara" Kristen moaned out.
Kristen then felt Tara's tongue play with her asshole for a moment
then it went back to her pussy and she started to lick at her outer lips.
Kristen felt like she was in heaven, having Tara make love to her again. She
felt Tara's hands go to her ass as she licked at her pussy, Tara's hands
were
caressing and squeezing her ass cheeks. Kristen pushed her ass back so that
Tara would lick deeper and she did. Kristen felt Tara's tongue part her
pussy
lips and it went deep into her pussy. Kristen felt her pussy producing
juices
and she felt Tara moaning as she licked them up. The fact that she was bent
over the couch and her dress was covering her head made it more exciting.
Plus the fact that her arms were pinned behind her back just added to it.
She could have freed her arms but she didn't want to. This was how Tara
wanted her and that was just fine with her. Kristen then felt one of Tara's
fingers go to her asshole and it was lightly going around the rim. Kristen
knew that she was going to cum pretty quickly if Tara kept this up. Kristen
let out a loud, long moan and she pushed her ass back wanting the finger to
enter her asshole and then it did. She felt it press against her asshole and
she relaxed so that it could. She felt it opening up her asshole and then it
slipped inside. The finger went all the way in and then Tara pulled it out
only
to press it back in. As she fucked her asshole, Tara's tongue went down to
the clit and she felt Tara suck it into her mouth.
"Make me cum Tara, I need to cum!" Kristen shouted at Tara.
Kristen then felt Tara's tongue against her clit and it felt great.
It
was all she needed to help her cum and she shook all over as her pussy
flooded Tara's mouth with her girl cum.
She didn't feel Tara's tongue leave her clit or her finger leave her
asshole as she enjoyed her climax. But as she started to recover from her
orgasm, she felt something hard at the entrance to her pussy. Then with one
hard thrust of Tara's hips, the cock filled Kristen's pussy. Kristen let out
a
grunt but it felt good to have her pussy filled again. She felt Tara pulled
the
cock back and then back in hard. Then Tara started to fuck her and Kristen
was moaning to beat the band.
"How is this feeling?" Tara asked as she put her hands on Kristen's
hips.
"Like my fat mother is trying to fuck me." Kristen said just to egg
Tara on and to see what she would do.
"You and your fat mother!" Tara said and then she gave a real hard
thrust of her hips and Kristen thought that the cock would come out her
mouth.
Tara then gripped her hips harder and she started to really fuck
Kristen's pussy with the cock. She had never been fucked this hard before
and Tara could fuck hard when she wanted to but this was what she needed.
It was what they both needed. Tara was going at it hard and when her hips
met Kristen's bottom, Kristen was pushed forward on the couch.
"Fuck me Tara, fuck me!" Kristen cried out as she grunted at every
thrust of Tara's hips.
Her pussy was getting a work out and she could feel the cock going in
and out of her pussy and every thrust felt so damn good. Her pussy was so
wet now that you could hear the squishy sounds of the cock fucking her all
around the room.
"Oh god, I'm going to cum soon, make me cum Tara!" Kristen cried as
she felt her pussy spasm around the shaft of the cock. Then her orgasm hit
and she came hard. The orgasm felt so good that she blacked out for a
moment and when she came around, she was lying on the floor naked and
Tara was kissing her face and lips.
"That felt so good, I have missed making love to you." Kristen said
as
she kissed Tara back.
"I have missed it too." Tara admitted.
"Let's go to bed where it is much softer." Kristen suggested.
"Sounds good to me." Tara said and after another passionate kiss,
Tara got up and then helped Kristen up. Tara grabbed onto her hand and
pulled her up the steps and into the bedroom.
They settled down in the bed and they kissed for a few minutes but
then the day began to get to both of them as they started to yawn. They
kissed again and then they settled down to sleep but this time Tara didn't
pull away. She stayed up against Kristen.
"I'm scared." Tara said as they both were about to go to sleep.
"I know you are, but we can work this all out. I'm not going
anywhere."
Kristen reassured her as she kissed Tara on the forehead.
"Please don't go." Tara said and Kristen started to respond but she
saw that Tara was already asleep.
Kristen woke when the alarm clock went off and she quickly turned it
off before Tara woke up. She slipped out of bed carefully and then for some
reason, she turned to look at her sleeping friend. Tara's short black hair
was
all messed up and she had a peaceful look on her face. But then she saw that
same face change and it looked sad as if she was dreaming about something
bad happening. She knew then that there wasn't anyway that she was going
to leave Tara alone that day. She knew her supervisor would kill her if she
called in on a Tuesday after leaving the day before without any notice. But
she had to do what she thought was more important and then an idea came
to her, something that would do them both some good. It might get her
fired but it was worth the risk. So she got her cell phone and took it
downstairs with her and she sat down at her computer. She worked
everything out and charged a shit load on her credit card but she knew it
was worth the money. Once everything was set, she took her cell phone into
the bathroom. She sat down on the toilet to pee and she dialed the number
to her supervisor's desk. She told him that she had to have the rest of the
week off and she would be back at work on Monday. She then turned her
phone off as she knew that when he came in at eight; he would be giving her
a call. Once she finished peeing, she went back into the bedroom and she
slipped back into bed. She pulled Tara gently to her and held her tight as
Tara slept and soon she was asleep herself.
"What are you doing here?" Tara asked as she came into the kitchen a
little later that morning.
"I'm making breakfast silly." Kristen said smiling as she turned the
pancake in the pan over.
"I can see that smarty pants, I mean, why aren't you at work?" Tara
said as she came to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"To tell you the truth, when the alarm went off this morning, I was
still so tired that I knew I wouldn't be worth much at work today so I just
called in." Kristen said and she so wanted to turn and see Tara's facial
expression to see if she was buying the excuse she was giving her. And in
fact, she was tired when she got up as they hadn't gotten into bed until
late
but that wasn't why she took off.
"Won't you supervisor be mad?" Tara asked and Kristen was relieved
that Tara didn't question her reasoning.
"No, he won't be mad, he'll be pissed as hell but he'll get over it
or he'll
fire me." Kristen said as she put the pancake on the platter with the others
she had made and she brought them to the table where Tara was sitting.
"So what do you want to do today?" Kristen asked changing the
subject quickly.
"I don't know but I don't want to have any more deep discussions for
a
day or so, okay?" Tara asked and Kristen saw that Tara had her forehead
knitted.
"I agree but I do have an idea that I thought about this morning."
"What's that?" Tara asked as she took a bite of her pancake.
"You know the new airline has a special going on with cheap fairs to
Miami and I know you said you love the beach. I figure we can catch an
afternoon flight out and rent a car to the beach. We could spend the rest of
the week there and fly back early Saturday morning so that you can still
teach your class that day. I know you wouldn't want to miss that. What do
you think?"
"I would love that but we'd never be able to get a flight out now."
Tara
said disappointed.
"Yee of little faith, I have you know that we have two tickets
waiting
for us for the two fifteen flight at the airport, a rental car reserved, and
a
motel booked for the rest of the week." Kristen said feeling very proud of
herself.
"Are you serious?" Tara asked.
"No, I'm pulling your leg." Kristen said dead panning it.
"Shit," Tara said and Kristen saw that Tara thought she was serious
when she said that she was pulling her leg and Kristen knew Tara still had a
way to go to and she definitely needed to get out of here.
"Oh Tara, I was kidding about pulling you leg. I sorry, I shouldn't
have
done that but I'm very serious about the flight and everything else. We'll
be
on our way to Florida in about four hours."
"You're serious aren't you?" Tara said acting as if she was afraid to
get her hopes up.
"Yes I'm serious. We're actually going!" Kristen said.
"Holy shit! What are we doing sitting here, we have to pack and get
to
the airport." Tara said as she took one last bite of her pancake and jumped
up.
"Slow down girl, we got time. We're going to the beach so what's
there
to pack, shorts and a bathing suit." Kristen told Tara's back as she was
heading out of the kitchen.
"You haven't seen me pack before have you." Tara said as she ran up
the stairs.
Kristen felt good about what she had done and if she lost her job
over
it then so be it. Tara was much more important than her job. She then
cleaned up the kitchen and went upstairs to the bedroom. When she walked
in, it looked like a tornado had hit the room as clothes were flung all over
the place and she heard Tara talking to herself in the closet. She hadn't
seen Tara this excited in a long time.
"What are you doing?" Kristen asked as she went into the closet
where Tara was pulling things down and then tossing them away.
"I'm packing, what's it look like. And besides I'm not talking to you
anymore." Tara said seriously.
"Why not?" Kristen asked.
"One, you got me excited about the trip then you let me down then you
got me excited again. Two, you only gave me less than two hours to pack. I
need at least two days to pack for that long a period." Tara said but she
could tell that Tara really wasn't serious, at least not serious about not
talking to her; she wasn't so sure about needing two days to pack. That part
Kristen was beginning to believe.
"What can I do to help?" Kristen asked.
"You can pack your own stuff and stay out of my way." Tara said
without looking at her.
So that was what Kristen did, she packed her bag and then she sat on
the bed staying out of Tara's way. But Tara didn't stop talking to her, in
fact, she talked nonstop as she packed and repacked her bags. Finally,
Kristen had to just shut Tara's bags and she started to carrying them
downstairs with Tara standing there protesting that she wasn't done yet.
Tara then followed her down the stairs with two more outfits that she
wanted to place in her bags. Kristen let her do that then it was out the
door
and to the airport. The flight went well with very little turbulence, which
Kristen was thankful for as she was a very nervous flyer. Once out of the
airport, they got their rental car and headed for the hotel. Kristen had
requested a room facing the ocean and since was before the winter tourist
season hit, they had their chose of rooms. The first thing that they did was
to go down to the beach.
"Thank you for doing this for me. I really needed to get out of the
house." Tara said as she took Kristen's hand and they started up the beach.
"I did it just as much for me too." Kristen said and it was true but
when she thought this trip up, she only had Tara in mind.
"Well, thank you anyway." Tara said and they walked up the beach for
a while, mostly in silence but they did talk some. They then sat and watched
the sun set before heading back toward the hotel. Once they both had
freshened up, they headed out for a restaurant as they hadn't had much to
eat since their late breakfast. They stopped at the first seafood place that
they came too and they lucked out as the food was great but then they were
starving at this point so anything would have tasted good.
As Tara took her shower, Kristen turned on her cell phone and she
found that her supervisor had called ten times but he didn't leave any
messages. She knew that she was in trouble at work but that was the way it
had to be. She had a choice to make and she made it and she would deal with
the consequences when the time came.
"Anyone important?" Tara asked as she came out of the shower naked
and drying her hair.
"No, just wrong numbers," Kristen said as she quickly deleted all the
missed calls.
"The shower is all your but I must warn you, I used up all the hot
water, you'll have to take a cold shower." Tara said laughing.
"After seeing you naked, that's what I need, a cold shower." Kristen
said laughing.
"Well, if you're a good girl, I might just warm you back up when you
get out." Tara said with a wink.
Kristen smiled as she thought about just how Tara planned on warming
her up. She gave Tara a kiss as she passed her and she went on into the
bathroom for her shower. There was some hot water left and Kristen
enjoyed a long hot shower.
As she came out of the bathroom, she started to say something like,
"I'm real cold baby and I need warming up." But then she saw that Tara had
already fallen asleep and she just stopped and smiled as she looked at her
sleeping friend and lover. She quietly turned off the lights and she gently
slipped into bed so as not to wake Tara. She settled in next her, laying on
her back to think a minute. But then Tara turned over and she laid her head
on Kristen's shoulder.
Kristen pulled her in close, kissing her forehead and she said
softly,
"Sweet dreams my love."
"Mmm..." was Tara's reply and then all Kristen heard from her was the
gentle breathing of her sleeping friend. Kristen wanted to think about
things
but then sleep overtook her and she had nice dreams about Tara.
Kristen woke the next morning to Tara's kisses on her face. "Morning
baby," Kristen told her as she gave Tara a morning kiss.
"I'm sorry that I fell asleep on you last night. I don't know what
happened to me. I was waiting for you to get out of the shower and then
next thing that I knew I was waking up to light coming through the window.
But I promise to make it up to you this morning." Tara said.
"There's nothing to be sorry for and there is nothing for you to make
up for. You know what I enjoyed the most about last night?" Kristen asked.
"No, what?" Tara asked.
"We have been sleeping in the same bed for the last couple of months
but on opposite sides of the bed but last night when I got into to bed, you
turned over and put your head on my chest. That meant more to me than
anything else you could have done. That warmed my heart like nothing else
could do. This trip is about getting you back on your feet and allowing us
to
get to know each other again, sex will be there any time we want it. We
started our relationship based on sex, now I want us to start it over but
this
time it needs to be based on friendship." Kristen said hoping that Tara
understood what she was saying.
"If you don't want to fuck me anymore, that's fine with me." Tara
said
with a pout on her face.
"No, that's not what I mean..." Kristen was saying as she tried to
backtrack when Tara burst out laughing.
"I told you I would get you back for only giving me two hours to
pack."
Tata said laughing and then she turned serious, "but I know what you are
saying and I agree with you. We've put each other through hell lately and
now we need to get it back together with each other's help."
"Yes, that's exactly what I mean. But you almost made me pee when
you got me there." Kristen said.
"Speaking of peeing, I'll be right back." Tara said as she jumped up
from the bed.
"Hey, I was the one to bring that up." Kristen called to Tara's back
as
she headed to the bathroom.
"Hey, I can't help it if you are slow as your fat mother." Tara said
laughing.
Kristen laughed with her and she was glad to have the old Tara back.
Once they they had stopped for breakfast, they walked out on the
pier and watched the early morning people who were fishing off the pier.
>From there, they went back to the beach and started walking. Soon they
both had their sandals off and they were walking in the water edge and then
running up the beach when a larger wave came in sending water further up
the beach. Kristen kept the conversation light but then something Tara said
reminded her mother and without thinking, Kristen told Tara about
something that her mother had done. About halfway through her story, she
realized what she had done and she looked at Tara to see what effect it had
on her. She had always avoided talking about her family but for once, Tara
didn't seem to mind. Then Tara did something she had never done before,
she began to talk about her parents. It wasn't about the crash or anything
but some things that she had remembered from her childhood. And there
were no tears this time, but Kristen noticed that she was having to think
hard to go back and try to remember something that she had buried inside
of the wall that she had put around herself. Kristen could see that it
wasn't
easy for Tara to open up but she was doing it. It came slowly at first but
as
more things came back to her the easier it was for her to talk. Kristen
gently encouraged her and asked questions she felt Tara could and would
answer. It was so nice to hear about Tara's past without the pain that she
had keep inside of her for so long. Tara talked all morning as they walked
up
and down the beach.
"What do you want to do this afternoon?" Tara asked after she had
come out of the bathroom. They had gotten a couple of tacos and ate them
on the beach before coming back to their room to pee.
"This," Kristen said as she put her hands to Tara's waist, pulling
her in
close and then she kissed her.
"I like that." Tara said as the kiss ended and then she moved back in
for another kiss which Kristen was more then happy to give her. She slipped
her hands to Tara's back and pulled her in close as she opened her mouth and
she moved her tongue into Tara's mouth. She ran her tongue along Tara's top
teeth and then the bottom teeth before she moved her tongue further in
and she felt Tara's tongue come out to meet it. Her hands were caressing
Tara's back and then she moved her hands down to the bottom of Tara's tee
shirt and she began to pull it up. She didn't stop kissing Tara until she
had
her tee shirt at Tara's neck. She slowly moved her mouth back and she pulled
Tara's tee shirt on off. Once it was off, she started to kiss Tara again as
her hands moved to Tara's back and she unhooked the bra. Again she moved
back and she took Tara's bra with her and once it had slipped off Tara's
arms she dropped it to the floor. She looked down at Tara's beautiful pert
breasts and the dark nipples that were beginning to grow hard. She dipped
her head and kissed the left nipple and that drew a moan from Tara. She
then went to the right nipple and kissed it getting another moan from Tara.
Her mouth left this nipple and went back to the right one and this time she
sucked it into her mouth. As she sucked on the nipple, she moved her hands
down to Tara's shorts and she unbuttoned them, and then she pushed the
zipper down. She put her hands to Tara's hips and she started to push the
shorts and panties down. She kept her mouth on Tara's left tit for as long
as
she could but when she got the shorts halfway down Tara's thighs; she let
the nipple slip out of her mouth. She dropped to her knees and pushed the
shorts and panties on down. She was eye level with Tara's pussy and she
could see and smell the juices that had begun to flow from that pussy she
loved. Kristen placed a kiss at the top of Tara's pussy and she tasted the
juices.
"Oh that feels good." Tara cooed.
"It's about to feel even better." Kristen said smiling as she got
back
up on her feet.
Tara gave her a dreamy smile and Kristen lead her over to the bed and
Tara laid down in the center of the bed. Usually Tara was the aggressor
when they made love but today Kristen could tell she wanted to be made love
to and Kristen was going to do that all afternoon.
As Kristen began to pull her clothes off, she saw Tara bring her
knees
up and then out. Kristen had to stop a moment as she watched Tara's pussy
lips open and she could see the wet pink flesh that she so loved to lick.
Kristen quickly finished pulling her tee shirt off and she pushed her shorts
and panties off. Keeping her eyes on Tara's face, Kristen climbed onto the
bed. She moved between Tara's legs and she lay down on her stomach with
her head placed between Tara's thighs. She placed her hands on Tara's
thighs and she slowly moved them up Tara's body and she could see the
anticipation in Tara's eyes. She made Tara wait as her hands snaked their
way to her breasts. But when they got to the swell of the breasts, Kristen
stopped moving her hands. Tara broke eye contact with her and she looked
down at Kristen's hands that were within a hairs width from her aching
breasts. Kristen waited until Tara bit her lower lip and then she moved her
hands on up and she cupped Tara's breasts with them. This brought a soft
moan from Tara. Kristen squeezed them and then she moved her fingers to
Tara's nipples and using a feathery touch she ran her fingers across the
nipples causing them to grow hard. Then using her thumb and index fingers,
she pinched each nipple tenderly and this made Tara groan and moan. Tara
slowly closed her eyes as Kristen played with her nipples and Kristen then
lowered her mouth and she kissed Tara's clit and Kristen watched as Tara's
eyes pop open and she moaned again. As she closed them again, Kristen
started to lick Tara's pussy. The juices were pouring out of Tara by this
time and Kristen set about licking them off and making Tara produce more.
She licked up and down Tara's slit, sucking on the lips and taking a few
quick
strokes of her tongue against Tara's clit to keep her excited and on the
edge
of an orgasm. Kristen's fingers kept at Tara's nipples pulling and pinching
them as she licked her pussy. She started to move her tongue in deeper
between Tara's pussy lips and she felt Tara move her knees even wider
apart, opening her pussy even more. Kristen pushed her tongue in deep and
moved it around and Tara began to push her hips up to get even more in her
pussy. Kristen sucked and licked as she continued to play with Tara's
breasts.
Finally Tara really started to moan and groan and Kristen knew that she
needed to cum so she moved her mouth to Tara's clit and she started to lick
it. She licked lightly at first and then harder. As Tara neared her climax,
Kristen sucked the clit into her mouth and she sucked hard as the tip of her
tongue stroked Tara's clit.
"Oh Kristen, I'm cumming baby!" Tara cried and then she jerked her
hips upwards and Kristen felt the girlcum hit her chin.
She wanted to go down and suck up the girlcum but she kept her
mouth on Tara's clit as she wanted this orgasm to be a powerful one. She
kept licking and sucking at Tara's clit and Kristen could feel Tara's body
being racked with one pleasurable spasm after another. Soon the spasms
became one long spasm and Tara's eyes went into the back of her head. Tara
gave one last jerk of her hips and then they fell to the bed and Kristen
knew
that she was spent. It was only then that she moved her mouth to Tara's
pussy and she licked up the sweet girlcum that Tara had produced. She
licked down to Tara's asshole and she licked there getting the juices that
had run down and then back up to Tara's pussy and sucked up the last of the
girlcum.
Tara was still out cold so she came up into the bed and pulled Tara's
limp body to her and she kissed Tara's lips lightly. She heard a low mummer
come from Tara and then she was back asleep. Kristen snuggled up close and
she let her own body relax and soon she was sleeping just as hard as Tara
was.
"Hey baby, wake up." Kristen said as she sat on the side of the bed.
She had woken up about two hours after she had fallen asleep.
"Mmmm..." Tara said as she opened her eyes and she looked up at
Kristen.
"Did you sleep well?" Kristen asked and she bent down and kissed Tara
lightly on the lips.
"Yes, you wore me out but now it's your turn." Tara said as she
reached up to Kristen but Kristen took Tara's hands preventing her from
pulling her back into bed.
"Later baby, I'm hungry and I bet you are too." Kristen said smiling.
"Yea but I want you to feel good like you made me feel good." Tara
said as she turned on her side.
"You did baby, just seeing you feeling good and knowing that I was
the
one doing that to you was just as pleasing to me. I want you to feel good,
now
get your ass out of that bed and let's go eat and then get into some
meanness." Kristen said as she got up and pulled Tara from the bed.
Tara had spent too much time in bed these last two months and
Kristen was determined to break her of that habit and she was going to do it
this week. So after they had eaten supper, she took her to a club that she
had found out about. Even though she wasn't much for dancing, she got out
there with Tara and they danced and laughed long into the night.
The next morning, Kristen didn't let Tara sleep too long and she had
her up and out on the beach by mid morning. This time as they walked up the
beach, Kristen gently edged the conversation to past loves and she talked
about Janet for a while and then she asked about Terrie and Tara started to
talk about her and Caroline. This was what Kristen wanted Tara to do, not
that she wanted to know about these girls, she just wanted Tara to learn
how to talk about them without feeling the pain of their deaths. It took
Tara a bit to get started but soon she was talking about them and that
pleased Kristen.
That afternoon they were back in bed and again Kristen was able to
make love to Tara first and she worked her so hard that she wore Tara out
like she had the previous day. Then that evening, she made sure that they
didn't come right back to the hotel after eating supper but she took Tara to
a park and they rode about every ride in the place. So when they came back
to the hotel, they both were so tired, they fell into the bed falling asleep
before their heads hit the pillows.
Friday morning, they slept late and then they decided to go into town
and do a little shopping. They went to the big mall and spent most of the
day
there, buying new outfits and just trying on things that they liked or would
like to see the other person in. Tara also found a martial arts store and
bought one for Kristen and a couple new uniforms for herself. Kristen also
noticed that Tara picked up a couple of smaller uniforms for the couple of
girls that couldn't afford one on their own. Kristen started to say
something
about it but then she stopped herself as she knew that Tara would only say
that she would charge the girl's parents for them but she knew better than
to believe that. So she just kept her mouth shut but she did smile at Tara
as
she paid for the uniforms and Tara gave her that "What?" look. After the
mall, they went to an outlet center and shopped there for a while before
deciding that they had shopped themselves out. They stopped on the way
back at a seafood restaurant and had a big meal as this would be their last
chance to get good seafood for a while.
"If you don't have anything planned for tonight, I have something I
want us to do." Tara said as she came out of the bathroom after they had
gotten back to their room.
"No, anything you want to do is fine with me." Kristen said wondering
just what Tara had in mind but she was glad that Tara had come up with
something as she wasn't sure what to do to keep Tara active. But the trip
had done what she had wanted it to do and that was to start to bring Tara
out of her depression.
"Good, grab a blanket and meet me down in front of the hotel in about
fifteen minutes." Tara said as she rushed out the door before Kristen could
say anything.
Kristen was now really curious as to what Tara had in mind but she
got
the blanket and she waited a few minutes before going out the door to meet
Tara. She found her in front of the hotel with a bag in her left hand. As
she
came up to her, Tara reached out and took her by the hand. She then
started toward the beach. Tara was talking about the sounds of the waves
crashing onto the beach and the fresh ocean smells not giving Kristen a
chance to ask just what and where they were heading. They went a little
further and stopped when they got to an isolated part of the beach. She
then led her up to the dunes and she had Kristen spread out the blanket for
them. Once they had sat down side by side, Tara pulled out a bottle of wine
and two plastic champagne glasses.
"Sorry but this is all they had at the liquor store." Tara said as
she
unscrewed the cap on the cheap wine. "They also didn't have a great
selection of wine either so who knows what this will taste like." She added.
"Well, I'm sure it will be good." Kristen told Tara.
"I wouldn't bet on it." Tara said with a laugh as she filled both of
their
glasses and she handed one to Kristen. "What shall we drink to?" Tara asked.
"How about to our new beginning?" Kristen suggested.
"I like that. To our new beginning!" Tara said and they touched
glasses.
Kristen took a sip of the cheap wine and was surprised at the taste.
"This isn't so bad, you know."
"Yea, it's actually pretty good. The old guy at the store wasn't
lying to
me after all." Tara said and she took another sip.
They then sat and sipped their wine and just enjoyed the fresh air
and the sounds of the waves coming onto the shore. Kristen started to say
something to start a conversation but she could see from the moon light
that Tara was just enjoying the silence so she kept quite but then Tara
turned to her and she looked Kristen into the eyes and Kristen knew
something was up and she was scared for a second.
"I know what you have been up to this week?" Tara said.
Kristen's fear grew quickly and she felt a knot forming in her
stomach
and she replied with the only thing she knew to say, "I haven't been up to
anything this week, I just thought we both needed to get away." Kristen said
and she started to go on lying but Tara put a finger to her lips and she
stopped talking.
"No, you had a plan all along and don't lie to me. No more lies
between
us." Tara said and the knot in Kristen's stomach got tighter and she wanted
to respond but Tara's finger on her lips kept her from doing so.
"You got me out of the bed and out of the house and brought me down
here. You got me to talk about my family and about my past lovers and then
you had the gall to make love to me so long that I couldn't do anything when
you were done. I was so exhausted that I couldn't return the favor. And
when I was able to, you wouldn't let me. I thought that you didn't want me
to
make love to you anymore but then I figured you out and I saw into your
devious plan. And I just got one thing to say about what you did."
"What is that?" Kristen asked nervously even though Tara's finger was
still on her lips.
"Thank you." Tara said as she finally smiled and then she removed her
finger and replaced it with her lips.
Kristen didn't think that she had ever had a sweet a kiss as this one
was, but then she thought just seconds before that she had fucked
everything up with Tara but as this kiss proved, that wasn't the case. In
fact, the opposite was true; the week had gone just as she had wanted it to.
"I do have one more thing to say." Tara said as the kiss ended.
"What's that?" Kristen asked.
"I want to make love to you tonight, here on the beach. Just let this
night be about you and nothing about me." Tara said.
Kristen could see how important this was to Tara by the look in her
eyes so she said nothing as she took Tara's wine glass and she threw it to
the
side with her own glass. She then lay back on the blanket, putting her arms
above her head showing her submission.
"Close your eyes baby." Tara told her softly and Kristen did so.
For a moment nothing happened, and then Kristen felt Tara coming up
beside her and then leaning over her. The next thing that she felt was
Tara's
soft lips touching hers. They stayed there only briefly and Kristen groaned
when they were gone. But they quickly returned and Kristen let Tara take
the lead and she followed just mimicking what Tara was doing. When Tara's
lips opened she opened her lips and when she felt Tara's tongue in her
mouth,
she pushed her tongue out to meet it. As they kissed, Kristen felt Tara's
hand on her stomach. Kristen felt the hand start to go in circles on her
stomach and she took in a deep breath as the hand came closer to her
breasts. When Tara's hand finally cupped her left breast through her tee
shirt and bra, Kristen had to let out a deep moan into Tara's mouth. Tara's
hand just lay on her breast for a moment and Kristen could feel her nipple
hardening and she wanted Tara to touch her bare breast but she didn't make
any move to rush Tara. Her panties were getting soaked with her juices and
she knew that soon her shorts would be soaked too. Finally Tara's began to
squeeze her breast and Tara moved her mouth to Kristen's neck and she
began to kiss and she nibbled her on her ear lobes. Kristen was moaning and
cooing as Tara kissed her neck. Tara moved her mouth back to Kristen's lips
and Kristen felt the passion in Tara's kiss.
As the kiss ended, Tara spoke softly, "I'm going to take your clothes
off. I want your see your beautiful body in the moon light."
Kristen could only nod her approval as she felt Tara's hands at her
sides pulling her tee shirt up. Keeping her eyes closed, Kristen sat up and
let
Tara pull her top off. Then she felt Tara reach behind her and unhook her
bra. She felt the cool night air hit her nipples as the cups of her bra came
off. Nothing happened for a moment but then she felt Tara's hot mouth kiss
her right nipple leaving it wet and hard. Then she felt a warm kiss on her
left nipple and Kristen let out a long moan. When the warm mouth came off
her breast, she felt Tara's hands on her shoulders and she was being eased
back down on the blanket. The next thing she felt was Tara's hands at the
front of her shorts and they were being unsnapped. She lifted her hips as
Tara pulled her shorts and panties down. The cool air hit her hot wet pussy
and Kristen thought she was going to cum right then. Once her shorts and
panties were off, she felt Tara separating her legs out and she felt her
pussy lips opening. She wanted to feel Tara's fingers or mouth on her pussy
but instead, she felt her fingers on the tops of her feet and they slowly
moved up her legs using a light touch. Kristen shivered as the fingers went
up her lower legs to her thighs. As the fingers neared her pussy Kristen
raised her hips up but this only resulted in the loss of Tara's fingers on
her
body. Kristen quickly got the message and she lowered her hips. The fingers
returned to her hips and they went to her abdomen where they circled
around her lower belly before moving to her stomach. When the sensual
fingers got to her breasts, they circled each one going further up until
they
were right at her nipples, then they reversed course and circled their way
back down. Kristen was going crazy with desire but she also loved every
moment of what Tara was doing to her. Soon the fingers were at her face
and she felt a finger tracing her lips and she wanted to kiss the finger but
she didn't. The fingers went to her neck and then to her ears, caressing
them. Then they went to her shoulders and up her arms to her fingers. Then
they left her body and Kristen let out a long mournful sigh.
Kristen waited for what was to come next and then she felt Tara's
lips
touch her lips with a light kiss. The next place she felt Tara's sweet lips
was
on her right nipple and then her left one. Then they were at her belly
button
and finally her clit and that sent a shock wave through out her body.
Kristen
then felt Tara leaning over and she felt Tara suck her left nipple into her
mouth. She sucked hard and Kristen couldn't help but to arch her back and
this time Tara didn't punish her for it. Her mouth stayed glued to her
nipple
as she sucked and then nibbled on her nipple. After a minute or two, Kristen
felt Tara's mouth move over to her right nipple sucking and biting on it.
Kristen so wanted to hold Tara to her breasts but she kept her arms over
her head. When Tara's mouth left her right nipple, it left it with a wet
popping sound. She felt Tara move down on the blanket and she felt Tara's
hot breath on her pussy an instant before she felt her mouth cover it and
she felt Tara's tongue sneaking out and start licking her. Kristen cried out
as
she had a small orgasm and she felt her girlcum squirting out of her pussy
and she felt Tara sucking it all down. Tara then set into licking up and
down
her slit as she used her fingers to pull her lips open.
"Oh fuck Tara!" Kristen cried out not caring that they were out on
the
open beach were anyone could see and hear them.
Tara's tongue went in deep and she licked and sucked so well. Kristen
cried and moved her ass as the tongue moved in and out of her pussy. Then
she felt Tara's mouth move to her clit and she felt two fingers enter her
pussy. They moved all the way in and then they started to fuck her as Tara's
tongue licked her clit.
"Fuck me Tara, oh god, please fuck me!" Kristen cried out to Tara and
then she felt a third finger enter her pussy and Tara started to fuck her
harder. Her pussy felt full and Tara's tongue was licking harder on her
clit.
Kirsten knew she wasn't going to last long this way, even after having a
small
orgasm earlier.
"I want to cum, make me cum!" Kristen said as she jerked her hips
upward trying to get more of Tara's fingers into her pussy and for Tara's
mouth to suck on her clit harder. But then the fingers left her pussy and
she
almost reached down to get Tara to put them back into her pussy. But Tara
did that on her own but this time, she was bringing stretched even further
than ever before. At first she thought that Tara had brought along a dildo
or something but then she realized that Tara had added her pinky to the
fingers fucking her so now she had four fingers in her pussy stretching her
more than ever before. Tara twisted and turned her fingers as they fucked
her and Kristen thought she was going to die from the pleasure the fingers
and Tara's tongue was doing to her. She felt her pussy spasm and she let out
a cry as her orgasm began and wave after wave of pleasure washed over her.
But Tara didn't stop fucking her pussy with the four fingers nor did she
stop
licking her clit and the one huge orgasm turned into multiple huge orgasms
that racked her body leaving her lifeless and finally causing her to black
out.
When she came back to her senses, she looked down to see Tara
happily licking at her pussy lips. When Tara's looked up at her, she had a
grin
on her face that went from one side of her face to the other.
"Turn around and let me at that pussy of yours." Kristen said as she
smiled. Tara started to say something but then Kristen could see that Tara
changed her mind. She stood up quickly and her clothes came flying off her
body. When she was naked she walked around to Kristen's head and Kristen
found she was looking between Tara's legs. Tara's pussy looked so pretty and
sexy and her mouth was drooling. Tara stepped back and Kristen got a
profile of her body and she could see those pert breasts sticking out from
her chest. Tara dropped to her knees and she moved forward. When
Kristen's pussy was over her head, Kristen reached up and put her hands on
Tara's ass. She pulled Tara's pussy to her mouth and she began to lick. She
tasted Tara's juices and she could tell that Tara was very aroused as she
pussy lips were swollen and her clit was starting to stick out. Kristen ran
her
tongue up and down those lips and she heard Tara moan. She moved her
tongue up Tara's pussy lips and she went on until her tongue got to Tara's
asshole. She moved her tongue across the puckered hole and then she began
to lick it causing Tara to moan again. Kristen moved the fingers of her
right
hand to Tara's pussy and she began to rub them up and down the slit. Tara
was moaning and groaning as Kristen licked her asshole and masturbated her
pussy with her fingers. Kristen began to push the tip of tongue into Tara's
asshole as she pushed two fingers into her pussy. Kristen was fucking both
of Tara's holes and Tara was starting to push back against her as she fucked
her. Kristen pushed a third finger into Tara's pussy and she used the
fingers
of her left hand to caress Tara's clit.
"Oh yes girl, make me cum girl, make me cum, do damn hard!" Tara
cried out to her.
Kristen started to fuck Tara's pussy with her fingers harder, going
in
deep and then pulling them almost all the way out before shoving them back
in. she pushes her tongue in deep into her asshole as she worked her pussy
and clit with her fingers. Soon she felt Tara's asshole and pussy grip her
tongue and fingers and she heard Tara groan as she had an orgasm. Kristen
quickly moved her mouth to Tara's pussy and she drank in her girlcum. Tara's
moans and coos were music to Kristen's ears as she sucked up the juices that
she loved. She kept licking and sucking on Tara's pussy and soon she felt
Tara's tongue on her pussy and she opened her legs up wider as Tara began
to lick harder. They licked each other through a couple of more orgasms
before they exhausted themselves. Kristen pulled Tara up to her and they
kissed for a few minutes and then they just cuddled in the moonlight and
listened to the waves as they broke and came to shore. Slowly Kristen
drifted off the sleep.
"Wake up Tara!" Kristen said as she shook her awake.
"What?" Tara said as she stretched and yawned.
"It's four am!" Kristen cried as she scrambled to her feet.
"So?" Tara asked as she sat up.
"Our flight leaves as six and we are an hour away from the airport.
We
still have to pack and check out." Kristen said as she tried to put her tee
shirt on.
"Oh fuck! We can't miss our flight; we have a class to teach this
morning. The girls will be so disappointed if we aren't there!" Tara cried
as
she jumped up and started to dress quickly.
They dressed in record time, forgoing their bras and panties, and
then
they ran up the beach and into the hotel. When they got to their room, they
just threw clothes into suitcases, not caring whose clothes or suitcase it
was. They checked out and made it to the airport in record time. Once
there, they turned in their car, paying extra for letting the rental company
refill the tank. They got to the terminal just as they had started to load
the
plane. It took half of the plane ride home before Kristen calmed down
enough to realize that she was in a plane and she remembered that she
didn't like to fly. So she took Tara's hand and that made her feel a little
better. It took forever for the airline to unload their bags and they got to
Kristen's car. Again she made record time in getting home and they left
their bags in the car as they ran up to the house and up the stairs. They
each went to their showers and washed the sand and sex off their bodies.
Then it was back out of the house and on to the class.
End of part Three - To be continued...
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