Date: Sat, 20 Sep 2003 13:39:52 -0700 (PDT)
From: Magick <smstoys@yahoo.com>
Subject: kittens story pt III

kitten's story  (continuing series)
Pt 5

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    walking one step behind and to the right of Mistress,
   on the very short lead, my eyes scanned the parking
   lot furtively, catching occasional glimpses of other
   submissives/slaves being led towards the large silver
   building. i swallowed hard, thrilled yet apprehensive
   about what may lay ahead for me.  the fact that i
   was pretty much nude under the long robe heightened
   my excitement and i just knew my juices were trickling
   down both inner thighs! W/we neared the building and
   i could now see that there was lots of activity just
   inside the large glass doors. Mistress reached the
   doors and opened them and towed me off to one side
   of the lobby. She fished around in Her utility pack
   and located the passes that would get U/us into this
   closed event. by now i was shaking noticably, the
   nervous excitement building within me, as i gazed
   with wide eyes around the lobby, watching the other
   submissives/slaves being led about, and noticing the
   adorable outfits some of them were wearing.  Feeling
   Mistress' warm hand on my cheek made my breath catch,
   my head snapped around and i dutifully focused my
   attention to Her. i gasped in shock, mortified,
   blushing to the bone as She peeled the robe off my
   shoulders and let it fall in a puddle about my feet!
   i had no idea that i would be exposed like this in
   the public-ness of the main lobby! when Mistress had
   talked with me about this before, i knew that i would
   be naked some of the time, but believed it would have
   been in more "private" surroundings.

   i knew i had no choice and also knew i would not say
   a word to Mistress about my apprehensions. as scary
   as it might be, it was what Mistress wanted, and i
   of course live to please Her, serve Her in every way
   She sees fit. i bit my bottom lip as i contemplated
   these things, then felt a tugging on my chain as
   Mistress was moving once again, leading me forward
   through the thickening crowd, flushing from head to
   toe, feeling every eye in the place upon me. i
   swallowed hard and tried to keep my gaze on the floor,
   and not notice all the stares as W/we passed by.

   one thing i did notice in my frequent quick glances
   about, was that none of the other submissives or
   slaves i saw were this nude; most had sexy lingerie
   or wispy sweet somethings, but all of them seemed to
   be covered up better. i had to think that either
   this was some form of humiliation training in my
   behalf or Mistress was just so proud of me that She
   wanted to show me off to the world. the latter one
   made me feel more comfortable with the whole thing,
   so i decided that must be the reason for this.

   before i knew what was going on, another tug at my
   lead and Mistress had me sprawled over Her lap, my
   legs flopping lewdly apart. Mistress wasted no time
   and instantly began swatting my rear firm and hard,
   solid, loud spanks that i'm sure could be heard
   throughout the entire Center, and surely grabbed the
   immediate and rapt attention of all passersby. i
   blushed deeply, closing my eyes, the crocodile tears
   of shame streaming down my face as Mistress continued
   to redden my rear to Her approval.

   Mistress opened the cage and tugged on the lead,
   urging me forwards, towards the cage...i gasped aloud
   and balked, not wanting to be in there at all; there
   was not even a blanket to cover up with in there and
   it couldn't be comfortable at all! i shot a quick
   upward glance at Mistress' face, but instantly turned
   away, seeing a clear look of displeasure on Her
   Beautiful face. i whimpered softly to myself..
   <<**SMACCKKK!!!**>> i staggered slightly with the
   force of the firm spank on my ass, gasping, my eyes
   wide. yet i knew the reason as surely as i knew my
   place, and i bit my bottom lip, just as Mistress
   tugged sharply on the lead and snapped my head around
   to face Her, and She hisssssed in my ear "don't you
   dare misbehave now, My lilslut! Today can be a very
   exciting and enjoyable one for U/us both, or, it can
   be a whole day of non-stop punishment...your choice!
   Now stop balking and get your slut ass in that cage
   right this second or you'll get a spanking you won't
   forget!!"

   i mutely whispered back, "y-yes M-Mistresss".
   i swallowed hard, my ass burning deeply, my face
   flushed, i could not look at Her, and could barely see
   the floor as my eyes welled with bitter tears. i knew
   there was no choice and no turning back. i stepped
   gingerly towards the cage door and crouching down
   slowly, i put one foot inside it, and before i could
   take another step, Mistress' firm boot was instantly
   wedged between my ass cheeks as She shoved me forward
   and clicked the cage door closed behind me. She then
   placed a padlock over the hasp and secured it, and
   locked my lead to the bars on the side of the cage.
   i was locked in, trapped, practically nude, in this
   cold and barren cage, far from touch, far from any
   type of comfort. the tears streamed down my face as
   i knelt down onto the slender unpadded bars that made
   up the "floor" of this vicious place, not knowing what
   else to do. i closed my eyes to shut out the cruel
   world outside in a vain attempt to make this all go
   away. i lay my head against the cold bars of my new
   environment, and tried to think of something happy.

   when Mistress had described the day, this had not been
   included, now here i was exposed to all the world, put
   on display like a trophy won in some contest. oh i
   could just see Mistress playing chess or something to
   "win me". i chuckled softly to myself at this latest
   silly image and then bemused how it was that i could
   now be in such a predicament, shaking my head slightly
   in wonder and disdain. i heard a sharp noise nearby,
   and my eyes flew open and i stared in the direction
   the noise came from. a young beautiful slavegirl was
   being admonished by her equally pretty Domme. but what
   i noticed most was that this slavegirl was not nude,
   nor was she on display in some cold barren cage, no,
   she was out walking around - why couldn't that be me,
   why was it i had to be up here in this horrid cage!?!
   the tears began again in earnest as these thoughts
   passed through my mind. keeping my eyes closed to the
   cruel world now, i clung to the bars.

   of course Mistress was not far away and i felt Her
   Precious Warm Hand upon my cheek and i nuzzled against
   it, wishing to feel it there always. "Now now My
   lillove, take it easy, don't get yourself all worked
   up. I know its different, but it isn't that bad, and
   you'll get used to it, I promise! it will ok. shhh"
   She whispered softly, slipping a blindfold over my
   eyes, trying to soothe me...and as the blindfold
   sealed in the darkness, i began to sob, my chest
   heaving. Mistress placed Her Precious Soft Hand to
   my cheek once more and even through the aching sobs,
   i nuzzled Her Hand lovingly and She whispered in Her
   Precious Voice "this is what you wanted, remember...
   lilone...you were down on your knees begging Me...
   so take heart and make Me proud, serve Me well, and
   your heart will not ache as it now does My lilslave!
   you can do this, i know you can, so dry those tears
   and rest, there is much still ahead for you today,
   My dear, and it will be quite enriching for you, I'm
   certain! So rest and be strong My sweet slave!"

   Her Calm words did soothe me but still i wept as i lay
   back upon the cold steel of the cage bars. my mind
   replayed Her words over and over "...what you wanted..
   ..down on your knees begging Me... My sweet slave.."
   my heart pounded in my chest, my breath caught, as i
   repeated that word over and over... slave...slave...
   what i wanted... slave...........

  {[yes, it was true, i had begged with all my heart, for
   Her to make me Her slave, and She had agreed to try
   it and see what happened.  i had buried this hidden
   need, as deeply as the need itself ran; buried it due
   to circumstances, painful experiences, and fear.. fear
   of what it could mean if i ever spoke it, admitted it!
   when it had resurfaced several months back, it came on
   me like a freight train thundering down a mountain
   terrain, but, not in totality. it had only partially
   revealed itself and its true nature, but i had opened
   myself up to it, eagerly, my heart burned itself wide
   open, becoming consumed by what i then perceived to be
   the deep desire, the aching need of submission. as i
   embraced it finally, after sooo many long years of
   denying it, keeping it buried, it grew and took on a
   life of its own... my submission grew thick and deep,
   nourishing me, growing stronger and richer by the
   moment. then one evening i had this pang come over me,
   as if something were not quite right, but i had
   dismissed it as simply missing my Sweet Mistress.]

   [but that was not the truth. that night while i lie in
   bed, sleep did not come easily and when it did, it had
   brought with it a dream...a horrible terrible dream,
   scarier still, it made my heart race, my soul rejoice,
   my nipples ached and my cunny flowed!!]

   [...in the dream, an image of a womyn, lying
   naked on the floor, chained to a wall by arms and legs
   a very wet golden puddle surrounding her, golden
   splatters cover her shivering body, she's soaking wet,
   and very, very purry and happy, as she touches the
   collar around her neck which is also chained to the
   wall...she's smiling broadly, her closed eyes,
   fluttering open, and she smiles even brighter, seeing
   the Source of her joy -- her OWNER! A tall, robust
   Powerful Womyn, who smiles down upon her and whispers
   "MMMMM and hows My lilslut-SLAVE doing now hmm?"...]

  [and as the dream was about to fade, i was finally able
   to see fully the face of she who lay in the puddle of
   her Mistress' urine...it was *me*!  the epiphany of
   that realization would not leave me, throughout the
   next day and the day following, and i had struggled
   with it, all the while feeling it burning a hole right
   through my heart with the ache, the depth of the
   desire to seek this. all of it came together with a
   thunderous resounding cry of "YESSSSS!!!" that next
   night as i had lain in bed touching myself as Mistress
   had instructed, cumming in a crescendo of exquisite
   joy and fulfillment! i then knew i had to somehow
   bring this epiphany with me and lay it lovingly at
   the feet of my Precious Mistress, hoping, aching that
   She would agree! and She had........]

   today was my test, She had told me before leaving the
   house. this day would determine for Her, if i was
   as able to fully *be* the slave, HER slave, that i
   truly longed to be! my heart hurt, like a vise had
   closed on it, my breathing was ragged and i could feel
   my cunt flowing freely down my legs as She had said
   this to me. i knew i wanted this, needed this, but
   She had sensed some tiny ounce of hesitation, which
   could simply be fear of the unknown, or, that i was
   subconsciously holding something back from Her. so
   this test, She had explained, would give U/us that
   answer.

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   in the distance i became aware of hushed voices as
   other D/s folk mingled about the Center, some quite
   near and then i was sure i heard my Mistress' Voice
   speaking next and it sounded like She said "oh she's
   fine, its just her first time in O/our new cage, but
   she'll get used to it!"

   i swallowed hard, suddenly acutely alert in my metal
   prison, my heart thudding, holding my breath, i
   strained to hear more, as those words rushed thru me
   like a steel blade... "...O/our new cage..." *GASP*
   it was instantly bipolar... one part of me elated,
   the other part scared stiff! i liked it and i hated
   it at the same time! my nipples ached, burning in
   the cruel steel jaws that held them captive, feeling
   like 10 times their normal size, my cunt lips burning
   as well with the sharp-toothed clamps Mistress had
   placed over them before W/we had left the car. i could
   smell my arousal, thick and heavy in the air, my
   juices dripping out and coating my thighs. i prayed it
   was not detectable to those whom were chatting with
   my Mistress.

   suddenly the cage door was being opened, and i felt a
   firm tug on my leash as Mistress pulled me to the door
   insistently. She guided me fully into the door and
   then laid me across Her shoulders and lifted me out,
   setting me down gently on the floor beside Her. i
   instinctively dropped to my knees next to Her, trying
   to look as poised as possible. i wouldn't have been
   able to stand anyway as my knees felt very
   rubbery. i sensed activity nearby and bit my bottom
   lip apprehensively, trying to remain still as i
   nervously awaited whatever lay ahead for me.

   Mistress' voice once again cut into my thoughts as
   She spoke, obviously not addressing me, but the others
   who were apparently observing. i swallowed nervously,
   once more acutely aware of my nakedness and my obvious
   state of arousal, my nipples blood read and achingly
   throbbing in the confines of the vicious jaws which
   gripped them, and strained to listen to what She was
   saying to whomever was there.

   "Oh yes, My lilone is so very eager to please, and
   only quite recently did she express her deepest desire
   to serve Me ultimately and begged Me to accept her as
   My slave! I'm very excited about it and i know she is
   too. Isn't that right My sweet lilslave!?"

   i nodded and mutely responded "yes Mistres!" smiling
   as i said it. it was quite true, in every way!

   Mistress commanded "all four's lilone!" and i complied
   instantly leaning forward onto my palms, bending my
   elbows slightly, keeping my lower half higher than my
   top half as Mistress required.  "Good girl!" Mistress
   cooed to me. i swallowed again, the chain between the
   nipple clamps adding extra weight and making them
   sting ever worse!

   Mistress was once again addressing those who were
   watching, "she adores the paddle, and has very few
   limits at all!"  With that declaration, i felt the
   instantaneous stirring of wind right before the solid
   *THWACK!* as the paddle bit into my already reddened
   bottom! i winced, bit into my bottom lip and groaned
   as my body jerked forward slightly from the force,
   counting aloud "one! thank You Mistress!"  it was
   then quite obvious to me i was the demonstration of
   the afternoon. i blushed deeply. of course i was
   proud, happy, elated...being with Mistress, being
   adored as i was, was my whole world! the part that
   was hindering my full enjoyment of the moment was
   that this was the most public thing W/we had ever
   done together, and i was publicly very nude!

   the next blow *THHWACKK!!* harder than the first, came
   as i was momentarily caught up in thinking, catching
   me off-guard and nearly knocking me flat. i regained
   my balance and quickly intoned "t-two, Thank You
   Mistresss!"  i heard Her whisper under Her breath to
   me, "focus on what W/we are doing, do not daydream and
   by all means, do not embarrass U/us or there will be
   a heavy price to pay, My darling slave!"

   i shuddered, deep aching need coursing through my
   body, my veins running thick with electric currents
   that sparked everywhere they made contact, radiating
   outward from, and deeply into the flesh of my burning
   red ass, as the next several blows fell in succession:
   *THWACK-THWACKK THWACCKKK THWACKK THWACK THHHWAAACCCK*

   i scrambled to keep an accurate count as was expected!
   i grunted and drew out the last groan to cover my
   delay, but Mistress expected this and another sharp
   blow landed and forced the air from my lungs before
   i could even utter the count!: *THWWWACCCKKK!!*

   "What is the count, girl...tell Me...Now!!" Mistress
   ordered!

   i sputtered and took a rapid stab at it "ummm, 8!?
   Thank You Mistress!?"

   *THWACKKK!!!* "Wrong! you missed the last one, you
   will begin again at 1, girl!!"

   "y-yes M-Mistress!" i stuttered, the burn of the last
   2 really firm swats driving deeply into my flesh,
   and seemingly blocking the path to my brain, but i
   managed to guess correctly as i hurriedly spit out
   "w-one! thank You Mistress!!"  i could feel my juices
   trickling down my legs and groaned inwardly, knowing
   there were people around, didn't know how many but
   1 other person seeing me in this state was enough to
   completely humiliate me, and i had a feeling there
   was several more than just 1 person there!

   Mistress noted my proper response with a sharp "That
   is correct, girl! See that you do not lose count
   again as W/we do not have all day!"

   i whimperingly responded "y-es M-istress!" and felt
   my eyes fill with bitter tears, fearing that now i
   would not ever pass "the test" and would not be
   accepted as Mistress' slave.

   *Sha-WHACK!* a different tone, sharper bite, this
   wasn't the paddle! "t-two, thank You Mistress!"
   my body jerked with the sharp sting as several more
   blows fell in rapid succession, once again, and i
   rushed to keep accurate count! **Sha-WWHACK Sha-WHACKK
   Sha-WHACCKKK Sha-WHACCKKKKK Sha-WHACCKKKK!!**
   i realized it was the crop somewhere during that
   last onslaught, and spit out a fast count this time
   "7! Thank You Mistress!!"

   "Oh! Very Good My slave, very good! you've earned
   a break!"  i felt Mistress' Sweet Soft Warm Hands
   on my burning stinging rear and would have purrred
   lovingly for Her, but the public-ness of this just
   did not allow me to feel purry at the moment, even
   though i adored what W/we had just shared, with all
   my being! i whispered out a soft "thank You Mistress!"

   before i could relax, i heard many voices whispering
   very nearby. i groaned and felt totally humiliated,
   displayed lewdly for all the world, and this
   particular group of onlookers, my ass undoubtedly
   bright red and marked with welts. my cunt was leaking
   down my thighs, flowing so thick that i was sure
   everyone around could see it, and probably could
   detect the musky scent as i could.

   i adored the red, and especially treasured the welts,
   and would normally wear them with pride for Her who
   adorned my flesh with them! but right now i was just
   simply humiliated.

   but this, was just the beginning!


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  ((End of Pt 5))

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