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Date: Sun, 25 Feb 1996 17:28:10 UTC
Subject: 1st Gay Encounter. (True, F/F F/F Mast Teen)
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I am 17 and on an exchange course from France I am at present studying
Computer Science and I am currently using a friend's computer; my name is
Venessa.  Although still technically a virgin I have not had penetrative sex
but have had plenty of manual and oral sex.  When I was 14 I read the book
the Women On Top by Nancy Friday.  It was about female fantasies and
experiances; I found the whole thing very exciting.

I have had two encounters the first a week before my 17 birthday.  A friend
of mine was upset she was having a rough time at school; problems with
parents and her boyfriend was a bully.  She came around to watch some movies
in my room one of them was Sliver with Sharon Stone.  My friend Gaby at
first just moaned about her life in general throughout the whole of the
first movie we had seen it before.  We have always been very close and have
known each since we were 7.  I told her she would always be loved by me and
I gave a kiss nothing sexy.  

We watched Sliver and we talked about what were seeing.  We both agreed that
most people are voyeurs to some extent and we both would have a similar
thing if we could.  Sharon Stone masturbating in the bath was very erotic we
both masturbate and have done so since reading the Women On Top we often
talk about it not intimately just that we both do it.  Gaby has had sex with
her boyfriend but will not swallow his come she does not like it.  We were
both on my bed watching the movie I jokingly said that later I would have to
masturbate; I was feeling uncomfortable in my knickers (they were damp) and
went to scratch my pussy and pull the tight elastic away that was pinching
me; Gaby mistook this and thought I was going to touch myself and said carry
on and do not mind her.  I explained what I was doing and Gaby said if I
wanted too do not be shy.

Sometime later in the film I noticed that Gaby had her hand between legs and
was gently moving her thumb so that the knuckle joint was rubbing against
her clitoris at that point I thought I might as well go ahead and touch
myself.  We once shared a bed shortly after she first had sex with her
boyfriend I made her tell me all about it; later I could feel the top of her
arm which was touching me moving slowly to a rhythm I realised what she was
upto once she finished I waited until she was asleep and then masturbated
myself when I finished Gaby asked if I had ants in my pants because I was
fidgeting so much.  We both knew what we had done.

I was wearing a pair of loose fitting shorts and put my hand inside I was
very damp and it was very relaxing just to stroke.  After about 10 mins
there was no hiding what we were doing not that we were panting or moaning
but we were not hiding our actions.  I had my arm around Gaby from when I
was comforting her earlier and found that I was massaging the top of her arm
which is what I normally do to my breasts when I am alone when I realised
what I was doing I stopped Gaby then said that it was nice; "Have massage
and a wank at the same time" was how she put it.  So I continued to massage
Gaby and stroke myself.

I have often fantasised about making love to a girl more so than boys
occasionally that girl has been Gaby but I have never thought to do it in
real life we are very close and I love her very much as my friend.  Now I
did think about it I knew she was not against lesbianism from talking in the
past and watching the movie she had commented how erotic one of the gay
scenes was. I pulled the quilt up over us I think because of a bit of
inhibition this meant that we could do what we wanted without embarrassment.
I parted one of my legs further and penetrated my pussy with my middle
finger and pressed the palm of my hand against my clitoris.  I had decided
that no matter what I was going to climax I also thought that it might turn
Gaby on enough for her to make a move.  

I slowly moved my hand that was massaging Gabys arm to the top of her left
beast and carried on massaging Gaby is underdeveloped here (only 32b) we
were both now breathing heavily and were concentrating on the pleasure we
were giving ourselves.  I realised that my left hand was now massaging Gabys
whole breast the nipple was very hard and Gaby made no attempt to stop me I
then decide that she was ready for me to approach; I turned to her and asked
her to kiss me Gaby turned and looked at me "I am not sure I can" she said
"then let me" I replied.  With that I lent forward and kissed her on the
lips I stopped stroking myself I remember wiping my fingers on the sheets
before I touched her because I thought this might put her off.  I had now
turned and the hand that I had wiped was now caressing her breast I felt
both her hands on my hips one wet and warm from her own caresses this
pleased me for I knew then that it was not my imagination and that she had
really been masturbating.  We broke apart I said "Gaby I love you I could
not ask for a better friend if you want I will stop?" "I want to but I do
not know" was all she could say.  I sat up and straddled her right thigh I
bent down and kissed her again first her lips and then her neck both my
hands were caressing her breasts I could feel her pussy on my knee and I
could feel the pressure of her thigh on mine.  I pulled her 'T' shirt up and
I moved my kisses down to her breasts I remembered how I once joked with her
about the size of her breasts and she said that they were very sensitive
when  her boyfriend bit them gently with his teeth I know used this
knowledge on her taking her nipples between my teeth biting gently.

We were both now grinding our pussies hard onto each others legs although
Gaby was not touching me with her hands she was responding to my kisses; I
have always enjoyed kissing and this plus the situation was making me more
excited.  Within minutes we had both orgasmed both furiously rubbing our
pussies against each others thighs.  Except for Gabys top neither of us had
taken any of our clothes off throughout the whole thing.

I asked Gaby to stay the night which was normal only this time we both got
undressed and cuddled together.  We spoke for most of the night I told her
of my fantasies and that what had happened between us did not mean that we
were gay I still like the idea of making love to a boy.  We decided that our
friendship would not be damaged by what we had done.  Before going to sleep
Gaby reached down and started stroking my pussy she made me climax again.

A week after that I was asked if I would like to go to England on a student
exchange course that was three months ago.  Me and Gaby did not have a
chance to make love again but we both look forward to me going home on next
month because we both would like to do it again.

In England I have been staying with a family in Surrey the house is bigger
than that at home.  The couple I am staying with have four children one boy
(15) and girls (13 17 and 20) the girl my age Lisa is in France with my
parents.  The eldest girl Tammy has just started university but comes home
at weekends; Rob the boy will not leave me alone but is cute he feels that
French woman are romantic perhaps I might make a pass at him so he can tell
his friends Tabitha the youngest only wants to know about French boys.

I had my second gay encounter was with Tam two weeks ago I thought at first
she did not like me but she speaks French and we have become friends.  I did
not think that I would make a pass at Tam; I did think I might play with Rob
he has been in my room and some things have been taken a photo of me and
Gaby on holiday in the south of France both topless.

I was out with Tam and some of her friends they were all students and the
majority were females two were definitely lesbian I think they were
together.  Later at home Tam asked me if I had enjoyed myself I said I had
and we started to talk about the individual friends how one was loud the
other shy normal girl talk. Then she said "You have probably noticed that Jo
and Chris are gay its quite nice because they never try to hide it".  I said
it was OK if thats what they wanted.  I did think I might confess my own
experience with Gaby but thought better of it Tam might not appreciate it.

Tammy went back to University on the Monday I have been attending Lisa's
school but on the Wednesday I had a flu bug and stayed at home Thursday I
felt better but again stayed at home.  This gave me the house to look
around.  I think people are fascinated about other people.  It sounds
horrible but I went snooping.  I had already had a look around Lisa's room
the one I was staying in I found some old diaries nothing much only one
reference to sex she let a boy touch her pussy six months ago and she
masturbated him it also showed that she masturbates.  I had been writing to
her for 3 years and I had seen her at least once every year she also knew
Gaby (we went on holiday together).

I then went into Robs room and found my photo and pair of my knickers under
his bed I left the photo where it was but replaced the stolen pair with the
one's I was wearing they were very much the same but slightly different
shade.  I also found some porn magazines I think they were his fathers
because I found the same titles in his parents room where I also found a
vibrator.

I then went into Tammy's room she was doing a degree in English literature
and her room had lots of books I found some photographs of her on holiday
with a boyfriend (she no longer had one) there was many of her topless and
there was one of  them both naked lying together on the bed.  I took these
photographs thinking of Rob with mine later I masturbated looking at them
not just because of her but her ex-boyfriend was quite a hunk he had a
semi-erection in the photo.

When I was looking around Tammy's room I was amazed to find quite a few
books by D.H. Lawrence, Anis Nin, Henry Miller and others all quite erotic.
At her study desk there was a P.C.  (I am studying Computer Science) and
some of her work short essays and stories Tam had said she wanted to be a
Journalist and Writer.  In one of her drawers I found a story that was
obviously important to her it was printed and set out quite neatly in a
folder it was quite long so I thought I would stop my intrusive snooping and
read her book.

The story was a thriller about a female journalist who whilst investigating
a article comes across information to do with political corruption.  It was
quite a good story but the most interesting thing was that it had quite a
lot of sex in it.  Although it was mainly straight stuff there was some
lesbian scenes where the journalist while trying to get closer to politician
involved in the corruption is seduced by his wife.

It was only at this time that I thought of make-love to Tam.  I do not like
labels I am not gay I do not like to think of myself as bi-sexual they seem
to harsh a category but I do appreciate that two people of the same sex can
enjoy each other sexually.  Reading the story I pictured Tam as the
Journalist this made me very excited and I was touching myself whilst
reading it.  Eventually I came I was also looking at the photo of Tam and
her ex. and thought of myself with them both.

I still did not think that I was going to make-love to Tam I only had a few
weeks left to go and I was not sure that I might see her again not alone or
in circumstances that could lead to me making the big seduction.

As it turned out there was no big seduction.  Tam had invited me to go and
see her in Warwick I wanted to see Stratford Upon Avon before leaving
England and she thought we could make a weekend of it.  I travelled on the
Friday evening and we went out on another all-girl night Jo and Chris were
there to.  Everyone got a bit drunk there was some men there who were on a
stag-night.  The conversation got around to sex who liked what that sort of
thing.  I confessed that I was still a virgin after all I was the youngest
but that I had engaged in other things and it was only a matter time.  There
was much talking and innuendo and I think we were annoying people because we
were loud.

Me and Tam went back to room she shared a house with some friends and
started talking over a cup of coffee the conversation was mainly about sex
and men I mentioned Jo and Chris again hoping to steer the conversation in
that direction.  Tam suddenly said that Jo had made a pass at her the
previous year.  I was not sure if Tam was serious or not and asked her if
she had responded her answer prompted my own confession.  Tam said that she
had turned Jo down not for any dislike towards the idea of making-love to
another girl but because at the time she was with her boyfriend and the
proposal caught her unprepared.  I then said that I had a confession that I
had made love to my friend Tam at first misunderstood and said "I thought
you said you were a virgin?".  I then explained I meant to my girlfriend.
At first Tam was totally shocked she could not believe it.  I explained that
I was not a butch lesbian and that I had only done it the once but that I
did enjoy it and would be happy to do it again ( I did not add with her).  

We did not go into detail but once she got over the initial shock we talked
a bit longer I did explain to her that I still got incredibly turned on
thinking about making love with a man in fact the night before coming to
England me and my boyfriend(!) had an evening of passionate oral sex I still
do not want to totally lose my virginity (wierd uh?).  When we came to going
to bed Tam asked if I did not mind sharing (She had double bed) I said "no
but are you not frightened I might make a pass" hoping that she might take
me up she replied "no its okay; mind you it could be a thought it might be
the only sex I get this year.".  I did not know if this was a come on or
not.  We got undressed we both had 'T' shirts to sleep in I was not exactly
hiding my body but I did not want Tam to think I was trying to throw myself
at her.  Tam on the other hand was quite happy to walk around in the nude
she had a good body and like Gaby small breasts with up turned nipples her
pubic hair was trimmed I found out later she is normally quite hairy but as
she swims a lot she does not want it all hanging out.

We got into bed a talked a bit longer eventually Tam turned out the light.
It was hell lying there next to her I did know whether her earlier remark
was meant as a come on or that she was just comfortable in sharing the same
bed with a 'lesbian'  I was also becoming rather horny my clitorus was
throbbing making its presense known and I was becoming wet.  I started
getting panicky thinking that prehaps she could smell me.  Eventually I fell
a sleep.  Sometime later I woke I could feel Tam lying next to me we had
moved closer together and our bodies were touching I had my back to her my
'T' shirt which was quite short and risen up and my bare arse was touching
her thigh.  After some time I sensed a steady movement I realised that Tam
was masturbating ever so slowly next to me.  Immediately I thought of  the
night with Gaby and my own pussy started to get damp.  I could not
understand what she was trying to do I had told what had led to me and Gaby
making love was she trying to copy that.  One thing I was sure of was that
if she could masturbate so could I.

I turned to face her still pretending to be asleep I peeked through my
closed eyes and could see that Tam was on her back.  I was on my left side
facing her I brought up my right leg and moved my left back slighly I
started to stroke the inside of my thigh my pussy was already wet.  When I
masturabate I normally insert my middle finger and grind my clitorus onto
the palm.  I also like to rub my anus some thing I have not asked my
boyfriend to do yet I do not like the idea of anal sex.  When I first knew
about it I once inserted my finger and then the handle of a hairbrush up my
bum but it did not make me horny but I do like to rub my anus.

Every so often I would stop caressing myself leaving the pressure on my
clitorus and looked at Tam.  When I had turned I made sure that my knee was
touching her so that I could feel her movements.  Tam was still on her back
with her eyes closed. I continued to caress myself my movements now quite
bold I opened my eyes and saw Tam looking at me she was still touching
herself and I could feel that she was close to coming so was I.  Our faces
were only six inches apart or so and Tam lent forward and kissed me that was
all that I needed.  I moved closer to Tam and through my right leg over hers
my pussy was now on her thigh and my knee was pressed against hers.

I remembered her story and that she knew what was happening.  We were
kissing open mouthed now I decided now was not the time for inhibitions.  I
put my hand onto her breast and started to caress it our pussies rubbing on
each others legs both were know covered with our juices.  I moved down to
suck on Tams breasts thinking back to Gaby I started to gently bite it.  My
knee had broken away from her pussy and I moved my right hand down there and
immediately put two fingers into her pussy and pressed the palm of my hand
against her clitorus; all the time thinking back to her book thinking that
subconsciously this what she wanted.  Tam climaxed in this position rubbing
furiously on my hand.

I had not yet orgasmed me and Tam cuddled Tam was gently caressing my
breasts and I was gently rubbing her pussy we were talking about what had
hapened and who was going to make the first move Tam looked as if she might
go to sleep and leave me frustrated I had moved my hand away from Tams pussy
and had gone back to caressing my own Tam sensed this and said "Let me".  I
laid on my back and let her caress first my breasts and then my pussy she
was rubbing her finger around my clitorus and I was soon sqirming.

Tam started to kiss my breasts and I could feel her slowly moving down my
body again I remembered her story and I knew where she was heading.
Although she had never been with a women before like me she must have
thought about it often.  My boyfriend had given me oral sex before and it
was great I think at the time the idea of it was better than his actions
because he had never done it before.  Tam because of her age and the fact
her boyfriend(s) must have licked her before knew what she was doing.  I had
only had a boy go down on me a few times in the past but I did enjoy it.
Tam was now sucking my clitorus and brushing were tounge over it I was
caressing both my breasts with one hand and I was pulling her hair with my
other I could feel her thumb in my pussy and the pressure of her fingers on
my anus was enough to make me orgasm.

We spent the weekend in except for a quick visit to Stratford Upon Avon.  We
did hire one of the boats and went for row whilst Tam was doing all the hard
work I would give her a flash of my pussy when there was no other boats
around at one point I even started to play with myself a little.  That night
back in her room we made-love again.  I woke up early Sunday morning before
Tam we had fallen asleep cuddling and our legs were entwined I started to
rub myself gentle on Tams leg I was feeling horny I slipped my hand down to
my pussy and started to caress myself I rolled onto my back and my left hand
took the place of my right and with it I started to rub my anus the wet from
my pussy made all slippery.  Tam had woken and I she started to touch my
breasts teasing the nipples eventually she moved her hand to my pussy and
she could feel me touching myself she went to remove my fingers but I would
not let her I wanted to do it myself.

Tam went back to kissing my nipples and caressing my inner thighs I was
concentrating on my own approaching orgasmand I knew that Tam had her own
fingers caressing herself.  Tam moved down the bed and her face was inches
away from my carssing fingers occassionally she would kiss or lick me she
could see that I was rubbing my anus and she moved finger so that she could
take over.  At one point she tried to insert her finger but I stopped her
and just asked her to rub.  I eventually came with the fingers on my right
hand in my pussy grinding my clitorus on its palm.

Afterwards Tam made herself come.  As we sat talking Tam said that she had
tried anal sex with her boyfriend but did not like it but she thought that
because I was rubbing my anus I like it.  I explained that I only liked it
rubbed.  Later when we were making-love I was licking Tams pussy and I
started to rub her anus she did not stop me I then started to use my tounge
on her hole she later did it too me and it was nicer than the finger.

On the Monday I had to return to Surrey I have not seen Tam since although I
hope she is coming home this weekend although  I doubt we will get a chance
to be alone.  I go back to France soon although Tam as said she may come on
over for a holiday but I hope to return when I am 18 to go onto college I
have family here in England. 

I am using an anonymous address because as I wrote at the beginning I am
using friends computer but when I return England I will be taking a degree
in Computer Science and will soon have my own computer.

I hope you enjoyed my letter I do not know what I will do when I return home
I have a boyfriend(!) I hope he has been a good boy????

Venessa. 

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