Date: Sun, 10 Dec 2006 18:10:48 -0800 (PST)
From: ask ask <aka_gege_1@yahoo.com>
Subject: ONE LOOK IS ALL IT TOOK part#1 "Lesbian:College"

This story is not real(fiction) it doesn't have any
events that happened in my life or anything it's only
made up and if it has anything similar to anyone you
cant sue me.

This story is about love so if your only looking for
sex stuff I'm sure you can find another one that does
contain alot after all this is nifty.org. E-mail me if
any comments good or bad any that you have for me.


**WARNING**

This story contains adult material and may be
unsuitable for anyone under the age of 18. It involves
sexual acts between females, if this offends you, then
don't read it. Or if it's illegal in your
state/country to read it please don't other wise read
on ;)


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NAME OF STORY: ONE LOOK IS ALL IT TOOK


PART #1(THE ONE)




"Yea, well fuck you to!" *shit where am I suppose to
go now, I don't have anywhere to go to*. As I walk
through the empty streets of Los Angeles, I start
thinking of what lead me to this very moment. As a
child I was supposably the rich kid out of all my
friends. Yup life was great so I assumed I didn't
really needed school at all. Now look at me my mother
took my baby away(my Mercedes Benz), my credit cards,
well just about anything good that I had, and kicked
me out of the house. I didn't finish High School cause
I was all ready well of with the money from my
parents, now I have nothing or no one to go to. The
night is really cold you can almost feel that its
freezing you inside and out, I start looking down at
the ground and counting all the lines and cracks that
I step in(as you can see I'm a complete failure and
have nothing better to do) 1, 2, 3,............20
"ouch!' Was all I can hear.(I bumped it to someone,
and from the looks of it I think I hurt them cause
they felt to the floor really hard)

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry" I said to the stranger that
felt on the floor, as I help them get up from the
dirty pavement ground.

"Its okay, darn.. just.... got..new....jacket..and its
 crap already" she said, the darn part I knew she was
talking to her self, cause she said it as she was
wiping her jacket with her hands."its not your fault I
wasn't looking where I was walking, sorry" when she
said sorry was when she looked in my eyes, the
striking color of them reflected what could be know as
one word and one word only 'mesmerizing'. The beauty
which they held was one I haven't seen in my short
life(hey I'm not that old I'm just 22). Her eyes where
the deep blue sea color with a hint of green here and
there, they look eyes of a person which was not happy
in there life but didn't wanted to show the sadness,
yet she had a glow in them, they held so many secrets
that I ached to know about. Her hair was the color of
the sun with platinum highlights, her skin was the
color of vanilla ice cream(I love vanilla ice cream
yummy :D) she looks flawless, yet I wondered why she
was walking alone on this very cold night? I'm sure
she had a love one wondering where she's at this very
moment.

"Its actually my fault" I told her as I looked at the
ground with a grin on my face(I must have really
looked like an idiot). I'm an outgoing person I guess
she just had some special power over me.

"*warm smile* well bye"the lovely stranger said to me
as she walked away from me. I felt so lonely again
maybe more that I have before, I wanted to feel
someone cared about me but no one came for my rescue.
I keeped walking trying to sort things out, my friend
came into my mind *Courtney, she'll let me stay with
her for this night* it was settled, I started making
my way towards my best friends house.

*******20 minutes later**********

knock*knock*knock *click on the door bell*

"I'm coming, hold your horses!"I heard Courtney say in
her annoyed voice, as she walked towards the door I
also herd her foot steps getting closer.

"Hey Lex what brings you here?" She said as she saw it
was me instead of some unwanted guest.

"Nothing, well just wondering if I can stay the night
with you?"

"Sweetie, of course you can get in here" She said to
me, as she hugged me when I was about to entering her
apartment."Gosh Alex your freezing, get in here before
you get a cold or something."

"Thanks Courtney for letting me stay I didn't know
where else to go to." I told her as I went to her
living room, which is very familiar to me. I sat on
the couch and felt to warmth of the room kicking in on
me, which felt great.

Courtney walks up to me. "What happen, do you need
someone to talk to you know I'm here for you, if you
need anything."

"Thanks I know you are, its just that my mom kicked me
out of the house and took everything away from me and
told me to never set foot in her property again" I
told courtney in a voice as loud as a whisper.

"Why did she do that?" Courtney said in a kinda
motherly voice which made me start to cry, ever since
I told my mom that I'm a lesbian its like she hates
me, Courtney used the voice in which my mother used to
speak to me in when she still liked me.

"Honestly, I don't even know why. I was just sitting
in my room on my bed looking at the ceiling listening
to you know that song you told me to listen to, then
she just came in looking all crazy and started yelling
at me, at first I thought she was gonna leave in a
minute or so, but she just stayed their yelling at me
she walked towards my desk took my wallet, car keys,
well everything. She then told me to get out of her
house , and yelling at me to go fuck myself."

"What did you do then?" She sounded worried yet, like
if it was just another juicy gossip for her.

"Well, I went downstairs, she followed me yelling at
that point I didn't really know what to do, so I
walked towards the door yelled at her to fuck herself
and slammed the door shut" I was feeling the tears in
me coming out of my eyes slowly one by one falling on
my cheeks to the sides of my chin, and dripping on her
living room carpet. All she did was reach to me and
hugged me, I know that was all she can do at that
moment I didn't feel any better though.

"Sweetie, it's alright you know everything always ends
up working for you."  She said to me, our hug wasn't
over I didn't wanted it to end I felt safe with her,
she keeped on brushing my hair with her fingers and
telling me everything will work out at the end. I
wanted to believe her every word but I just couldn't
something inside told me that everything has changed
for me, I don't know for good or worst but I have to
find out.

"Courtney, *sniff* where's Josh?" Josh is a Courtney's
boyfriend, she got with him after she revealed her
love for me but I turned her down, I told her we were
not meant to be. The good thing is that she only acted
weird with me for like a few weeks then was back to
herself(the always smiling, looking on the bright side
of everything Courtney)

"Oh, we broke up like two days ago." This she said in
a voice that seemed she didn't care about him. "Lex, I
know this is not the time to tell you this, I just
feel that I have to let you know, I know we can't be
together but I still love you, I got with Josh to see
if I can get over you but I can't *sniff-sniff*(tears
where starting to well up in her eyes, her words came
straight from the heart you can feel all the emotion
each of they convey)" she got up from her couch, she
made her way to her hallway, she suddenly stopped not
looking back at me and said "Alex, every waking moment
I think of you, but I know its never gonna happen and
it kills me." I stared at her back as she said this,
my heart went out to her I know how it feels like when
you want something that you can't have, I started to
feel guilty I came here to just stay the night and now
I feel like my presence has caused pain to the one
person who has never turned there back to me, I cried
myself to sleep I'm sure Courtney did as well.

I woke up that morning at about 10:45 a.m, I saw a
blanket on my body which I knew I did not have on me
yesterday night, Courtney must have came in the middle
of the night and placed it on me. I looked around the
sun was shining through the windows and birds singing
on the other side of the windows. I started thinking
about the events that took place the night before, I
stood up still half asleep and walked towards the
bathroom. I look myself in the mirror I see I look
like shit, my eyes are all red and puffy, my face pale
my stare cold, my hair was a complete mess. I took a
shower the warm water felt good on my skin, usually
this is the time when I masturbate myself to an
amazing orgasm but not today. As soon as I washed my
hair, soaked up my body, and rinse myself off. I took
one of the towels hanging on the towel rack(how ever
you say it) I dried myself off rapped the towel around
me and walked out of the bathroom, and into my friends
room, I expected her to be there sleeping soundly, but
she wasn't. Then it hit me she has to go to school,
duh. I walked to her dresser and look for clothes that
fit me, as I'm 5'9 and she's 5'4 or 5'5 I wasn't sure
if I was gonna find anything. Lucky for me I did find
a white t-shirt with the logo of Volcom, and a pair of
pants that fit me kinda baggy(I had to use them with a
belt) but they still fit, also a pair of undies, (as
for the bra I had to get an undershirt as Courtney has
bigger boobs that me).

I made my way out of the apartment I locked my door on
the way out, I started my way back to my house (hey I
had to get my baby and some stuff like clothes, money,
ect.).

********25 minutes later*************
 I finally reached my front door step, I dig in the
pocket of the jeans, then remember these aren't mine
so they don't have the key to the house in them.
*sigh* I guess i'll have to knock then. I look at the
cars park at the front all I see are mine, my lil
brother's Porch, and my lil sister's Lexus(I'm the
oldest out of all of us). The good thing is my mom's
car is not in there.

*I press the door bell 4 times*

My sister answers the door, "OMG, Alex where have you
been, mom has been looking for you, she said you
started a fight with her yesterday."

I couldn't believe what I just heard, she was the one
who started the fight with me not the other way
around. "Jessica, she started it not me OK." I told
her in an angry voice. I walked pass her and was
heading up the stairs when I heard her coming behind
me.

"Alex, you know I believe you more than her." Its
true, she always picks my side instead of my moms. "So
what are you going to do now?"

"Well I'm gonna stay at Courtney's house, then try to
figure out what I need to do, hey do you know where
mom put my car keys?" I asked her while I was packing
clothes in to 4 big gym bags that I had in the closet.

"Umm, I think she has them in her room in the top of
her night desk."

"Do you know where she put my wallet?"

"Yes"

"Well, where did she put it?"

"It's in my room, sorry i'll bring it *smiling*" She
left the room running, anyways why was she looking
through my wallet? If that is what she was doing. Darn
it, I just keeped on packing my bags, Jessica walked
in my room holding my wallet, blackberry, and car
keys.

"Here, I didn't take anything out of it." I just gave
her a 'what are you talking about look' grabbed my
stuff of her hands.

"Ok, bye now."

"Come on Alex don't go, mom will get over it." I know
it's true, now I just wanted to make it by myself you
know try to work and stuff.

"I know she will, but this is something I have to do."
Jessica didn't say anything to that she just stayed
staring at me, even though I wasn't looking at her I
could feel her gaze on me. I finished packing my bags
a few minutes later she was sitting on the end of my
bed looking at her hands. "Hey Jess" I called out to
her.

"What?"

"Help me take these to my car, yea?"

"Why do you have to do this, don't go" She said this
and she got up and came to me and gave me a hug, I was
hugging her and i could feel her crying on my
shoulder, I felt a patch of wetness starting to form
on the white t-shirt I had on.

"Jess, I'm just gonna stay at Courtney's for like a
few days that's just like a 15 minute drive"

"Yea I know that, but I don't want you to leave, it'll
suck without you, I don't wanna stay with Derek only
he's retarded." I had to laugh at that.

"Jessica, i'll come back, duh." I told her to calm her
down, and so she can finally let go of me and let me
breath again.

"Promise"

"I promise"

"OK" she said, then let go of me which I thanked god
in my mind.

"Come on, help get these in my car, yea?"

"Yup lets go." She put the two bags that each weight
about only 10 pounds and left me the the heaviest
ones. When we got to the car I press that button on
the key thingy so the truck can open, and said my
good-byes to my sister. I felt better, I don't know
why but as I was driving I felt so relaxed. I was
driving in through places I haven't been in before. I
then get back to the friendly roads, and I started to
feel thirsty I see a liquor store. I stop my car park
and get out of it. I lock the door and walk in the
store I go to the back of it and get a pack or how
ever you call those of Smirnoff, and some Redbull. I
take it to the counter to pay for it, the Asia man
behind the counter greets me with friendly hello,
which I hate but say hi back. I walk out with my bag
of goodies, as I'm about to get back in my car I turn
to my head to the right and see someone walking, she
seemed familiar then I remembered it was that girl I
crashed with yesterday. I stay looking at her, the way
she walk's it's hypnotizing me. 'she's not getting
away from me this time' I tell myself, I kinda jog to
her "Excuse me!" She doesn't look back I think it's
maybe cause she thinks I'm trying to talk to someone
else instead of her. "Miss.!" This go her attention.
She turned to look at me, smiled and stop from
walking.

"Hi" She says to me.

"Umm....., hi i just wanted to see how your head was
going, is it better?" I didn't even think about what I
was gonna tell her.

"*laughs*Yup it's doing great" She smiles and I can
see her teeth they are so perfect and white. "How
about you?"

"Oh I'm good you didn't really hit me yesterday."

"Well thats good, you won't sue me *giggle*" I didn't
really find that funny but as I didn't wanted to lower
her ego, I laughed.


TO BE CONTINUED>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


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them don't worry.
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if i hear from people i'll keep writing it :)