Date: Mon, 18 Aug 2008 00:33:14 -0700
From: ME <i.wearmysunglassesatnight12@gmail.com>
Subject: So, This is a College Fling?

So, I'm a pretty popular kind of person. I'm well known around campus,
but there's something about girls. I tend to fall for the heterosexual
beauty that I hooked up with. I tend to hook up with those hetero girls,
but it's all in good fun when you're drunk. Lately I've tried to
basically "get to know" this one girl, Jennifer*. She's the one girl
every guy is after; yeah, she's that hot.

Every time I see her, I give her the typical "hello" and smile. She's a
smoker, like me, so I see her pretty often outside with her friends. One
random day, I decided to invite her to drink with me and she did. We got
pretty shitty, but I decided to not make any passes towards her because I
wasn't sure if she was into women. She hung out with me and my friends
and participated in our wild antics. After this night we became closer
and always tried to make further plans to hang out, but they constantly
fell through. I'd see her in the dorm and give her a huge hug. I would
also stop by her room randomly when I was drunk to just hang out. We have
the same taste in music, which is odd because it's a very eclectic choice
of music; similar artists, same songs, same lyrics.

Right now, it's to the point where we hug every time we see each other.
She'll even leave her smoking circle to come to mine, just to say hello.
This has been hard on me because every time we try and have a decent
conversation on these smoke breaks, we're constantly interrupted. Her
friends and my friends sporadically pop themselves into our conversation
drawing our attention towards each other to something else. This happens
numerous times, in which she actually leaves back to her friends with
just a wave goodbye.

I invited Jennifer to this rager and she actually came, but by herself. I
went outside to greet her and gave her the biggest hug ever. I was
surprised she actually made it over, then we entered the party and all of
my friends gave her a welcome. They all know about my huge crush on
Jennifer, so they're grins towards me gave me this sense of confidence.
The usual happened, people kept on interrupting left and right. Then she
eventually left right before it was my turn to play beruit with my best
bud.

Several days passed by with the same "hello" and "goodbye." Then randomly
she hugged me from behind and said, "Hey baby." I honestly felt my heart
speed up and my face turn bright red. A friend of mine, Denzel, thought
it was the most hilarious and cute event. I simply responded with "hey
honey, how are you?" We continued on with our conversation and ended it
with a hug.

Since me and Jennifer became pretty good friends, I felt comfortable
visiting her in her friend's rooms. I'm actually becoming friends with
her friends, the more they like me, the more they'll talk about me and
hopefully she'll appreciate my efforts on getting to know her better.
They all think I'm a pretty cool person, but I still want Jennifer. She's
been my conquest since the first time I laid my eyes on her.

We ended up going out together on our last Saturday of the college year,
so we basically got pretty shitty. We went to a pretty sick rager, we
danced a whole lot and I tried extra hard to impress her. I was actually
afraid that she'd get with someone else or feel that I was coming on a
bit strong. Somehow, I managed to refuse everyone that tried to talk to
me, unless they were the gorgeous Jennifer, they weren't worth my time.

On the long walk home, we held hands and talked about former lovers. I
had found out that she was interested in girls and most of all interested
in me! She told me she'd been waiting for this moment since the day we'd
had our first encounter together. I was going into the dorm and from the
corner of my eye saw her trying to catch the door before it locked. I'd
run back to open the door for her and with that act of generosity came my
first class smile.

She pushed me on to some random lawn and started hooking up with me; I
could feel every inch of her body pressing up against my own. We started
to slightly wrestle and then began to roll around. This whole experience
was accompanied by the best make out session ever. I pushed her away for
a second and said "we shouldn't do this here, let's go back and have some
privacy." She agreed and we continued to walk and talk with the
occasionally pause and twenty second make out session. It would normally
take use about eight minutes to walk back, but twenty minutes later we
shared a cigarette before we entered the dorm.

We walked to her room and when we entered I decided to lean against the
door. She reached to lock the door, preventing her roommate from coming
in. We started to make out again and it was a struggle to get to her bed.
We ended up on the floor some how before we actually made it to her bed.
Everything smelled like her and I wanted to get a better sense of smell,
so I decided to spice things up a bit by fingering her through her jeans.
I decided to stop and whispered "are you sure this is what you want?" and
began again till I heard "You're all I want."  I suddenly stopped and
told her I didn't want this to end up as a drunken escapade; I wanted her
to realize what she meant to me.

I ended up back in my room, crushed. For once I didn't allow my drunken
horniness turn into something different. Did I actually have feelings for
someone? I didn't know what to think, and then I received a quiet knock.
I yelled "yer" and she entered. "Listen, I honestly believe in me and
you." I signaled for her to come in and she sat at the bottom of my bed.
I scooted closer and put my arm around her, whispered in her ear "let's
just snuggle for the night." She responded with "I don't expect anything
from you, just want you to smile." We ended up changing into pajamas and
then brushing our teeth.

Then we talked all night about past relationships, favorites and all the
basic things. The sun started to pear into the window and neither of us
was tired. I kissed her forehead gently and held her so close to me.
Everything finally felt so nice, I felt like screaming inside. We snuggle
and held hands for about an hour before we finally fell asleep.

Seven or six hours later I woke up to a beautiful sight, the girl I've
been waiting for kissing my body. She kissed every inch of my stomach and
kept going lower. Her hands held mine; her hair lightly grazed my body.
She let go, pulled my boxer shorts down and I just couldn't stop her. It
felt so right. She started to lick the right places; everything was set
in a perfect motion. She began softly and slowly got harder. She licked
just around the clit until it basically poked her in the eye. Her hands
grabbed my thighs as she began to draw me closer and closer. My hands
were grabbing the sides of her beds and what felt like an eternity of
pleasure busted into an orgasm. I was so pleased.

We decided to shower together, I told her to meet me in the far back
shower to the right, so no one could see us. When I got in the water was
the perfect temperature. I squeezed some shampoo on her head and went to
work. I started to massage her head, till she couldn't take it anymore,
so I would wash it out, then I preceded to do the same thing with
conditioner. I pulled her hair back, grabbed the loofah and poured some
shower gel on it. I started with her neck, slowed to the shoulders, down
her back, around to her stomach, up to her chest to one arm, then the
other, and then back down her back, to her butt, down her legs, around to
her front. As I approached her thighs I went slower, dropped the loofah
and used my hands. The slower I got the more firm my hands got. When the
soap washed off her body completely, I started to kiss her body, the
really warm water poured all over her body, to my head.

Since I'm all about anticipation, I licked her lips one, but one and
massaged her clit gently. Then decided for my hands and tongue to switch
positions, and went to town on her clit. I could feel it getting warmer
and firmer, so I decided to proceed with my fingers. I worked both with
the same rhythm and same motion, and then accelerated as I felt her
orgasm drawing out. I honestly felt my lungs filling with warm steam and
could only imagine how she felt, and then I felt her nails slightly dig
into my back as she screamed.

She cleaned up and left the shower; I cleaned up and went to my room. I
dried up and put pajamas back on because I intended on lying down. So, I
put a movie on, laid down and took deep breaths. I couldn't believe what
just happened. I began breathing through my nose again and passed out to
her scent on my pillows.

The next day came; I just got out of my environmental class and walked
back to the dorm. It's a usual occasion for smokers to meet at the bench
and discuss their day. There she was, laughing and smiling with our
mutual friends. It seemed as if she was in a fantastic mood, so was I.
She saw me walking towards the smokers bench and smiled at me and I
reciprocated the action. During this I thought, "how the fuck did this
happen to me?"

I greeted her and she greeted me with a peck on the cheek and my face
began flustering. Some people noticed, one friend included a "woo," while
he swayed his hips. Everyone chatted for a bit until it was almost time
to head to their next classes, luckily I didn't have a class for another
four hours; tons of time to kill. People started to disperse, but I
notice Jennifer and I were left alone somehow. We sat there on that
bench, the sun gleamed in our eyes, her hair shined creating this glow
surrounding her. We faced each other, she put her hand on top of mine on
my thigh, and I nearly creamed my pants. She leaned in closer and her
scent started to drive me wild again and out of nowhere she kissed me and
said "We're both free, we should go in."

I followed her into to her room, leaned against the door after it was
shut, she came closer to me. She wrapped her arms around me and locked
the door. Here I am thinking "YES" and here she is, the girl my eyes have
followed. We started to make out, her right thigh pressed into my crotch
while she added a bit of motion. I took her in as much as possible, and
she whispered in my ear "you need to strip right now," while she kissed
and nibbled on my ear. She was so fucking sexy at that moment; I couldn't
bear to stand it. I took off my shirt and bra, and then she told me not
to move my hands anymore. She kissed my collarbone moved down to my
breasts; my nipples were getting perky and needed some attention. She
moved slowly to tease me, but her soft lips made everything feel so good.
She approached the left nipples, pointed out her tongue and started to
make circular motions around the nipples and then she just took it all
in. slightly nibbling and sucking, with her tongue ring everything just
spiraled out of control. She paid the same attention to the left nipple,
then started kissing her was to the button of my jeans. Then she did this
thing with her teeth that somehow unbuttoned my jeans. She pulled them
down along with my underwear and then said, "Go to the bed."

I did and felt her eyes watching me; she then went to her desk and
retrieved a camcorder. "I would like to film this experience because once
you're through with me; I'll need something to masturbate to." I replied
with "As long as I get a copy." For some reason this turned me on even
more, I remember thinking "have I ever been this wet?" she started
stripping while she walked towards me with a smile that made me want her
down on me that very second. We made out a bit more with her on top of
me, then she slowly kissed her way down and said, "you're not wet enough
to receive just yet." So, we started to scissor, her wet pussy on mine as
we grinded slowly. Then things started to get faster and harder, her
moans synchronized with mine. Then she reached down and inserted her
middle finger, then she started the "come here motion" with her finger. I
couldn't take it anymore I needed an orgasm.

This went on for around fifteen minutes, and then she removed her finger
and sucked my juices off of it. Then our tongues met, for a hot make out
session. She then went down on me and I nearly came at that moment, but
held back. She focused entirely on my clit; giving it a field day. She
sucked, nibbled and licked it, while I just bit my lip in full pleasure.
Then I felt my orgasm coming on as I arched my back, moaned so loud I'm
sure the whole building heard and came all over her face. She cleaned up
down there and resurfaced. We laid there on her bed facing each other;
she kissed my lips and said, "You are so sweet."

We fell asleep and woke up to "Jennifer open the fucking door, I left my
keys." We struggled to get our clothes on as fast as possible; I didn't
know what to do, so I just went on to Jennifer's Mac Book to check my
email. Jennifer opened the door. Her roommate walked in, saw me and said,
"Are you two banging?" We both burst into laughter, while our faces got
flustered. Her roommate's name is Andi and is known for hooking up with
other people's piece of ass; Jennifer was well aware of this and said,
"No, we're just hanging out." Andi left for her next class and I noticed
I must have missed mined, but didn't really care because I was with the
most incredible gal alive.

Jennifer apologized for her roommate's general attitude and she laid
down. She then motioned for me to lie next to her, I followed and we
spooned. Jennifer mentioned we'd have to leave school soon and her
semester at Australia. Me being me I was crushed, she feared that I'd
forget about her entirely and never speak to her again. I told her I
couldn't because she made me so incredibly happy when she walked into my
room that night.

We both ended up leaving school that following Saturday. I walked her to
her car, we held each other for several minutes, til I kissed her
forehead with tears in my eyes and said, "Yeah, we're parting now for
several months, but you will forever be with me." We kissed for one final
time, the last time, and said "goodbye."

Several months passed, I found out that Jennifer decided to not return to
school after her semester abroad. We talked as much as possible, but it
was not enough. I started to realize that our love had started to fade as
distance took its toll on our lives. It's almost as if she never really
existed in my life to begin with, it's sad, but the wounds are healing. I
will forever remember those moments we spent together.