Date: Tue, 14 Jun 2005 01:05:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: LC
Subject: That's Highschool part two

if you're under 18 then don't read this alright?!



College was going great. I enjoyed my time there but i also enjoyed the
time spent with my band and friends. On the other hand things weren't so
well with sara. Her and i had been getting into more arguements and most
of the time they were about stupid things.

"listen cindy, i don't think it's fair for you to be out all night with
the guys and with others i dont know. I mean god you could cheat on me if
you wanted to!"

"Sara, you know i'd never do that and besides the time i spend with my
band and friends is just us getting drunk and acting stupid. You know,
being loud and being funny. It's not like we're having some big orgy."

"oh ok so you think it's funny then?"

After she said this i could tell she was very serious and at the same
time very worried that she'd lose me.

"listen babe, you are the one for me. Nobody will take your place ok?" As
i said that i walked up to her and leaned in and kissed her. I didn't
think she was really in the mood but she responded back and we began to
make out. While kissing i let my hands roam free and they found their way
to her wonderful ass. yeah, she has an AMAZING ass. the kissing continued
but became more heated. we began to head towards the bed. once there i
removed her shirt and bra and was amazed at how wonderful of a body she
has. i was lucky enough to be able to kiss every part of her. she began
to kiss my neck and move up to my ear while i'd rub her breasts. i soon
became on top and thenr emoved whatever other clothing she had. as i
moved my way down i kept kissing her body. at this point she was just
moaning and rubbing my shoulders. I began to lick her clit and she kept
moaning and moaning. after that i put into three fingers. while doing
this her and i began to make out even more. i could tell that within
seconds she'd be done but i loved every second of it. finally she calmed
down but we continued to kiss for hours. finally we just cuddled there
and fell asleep for the afternoon.


I awoke to my phone ringer and for some reason i was in  a hurry to
answer it.

"hello?" i said.

"dude cindy it's me fred and i have some news to break. this summer we're
gonna be goin on
a  southwestern tour with a couple of bands! guess who the bands are!!"

"God frank i dont know!"

"fine! anyways it's the starting line and yellowcard. how fucking amazing
is that?!"

"you got to be kidding me! when does the tour start and what venues are
we going to?"
"well i do know it starts in a week and we will be hitting up our own
home town..."

"shit though, i dont think sara can come and i think she'll flip!"

"who gives a shit on what she thinks, cmon dude!"

"Yea you're totally right but i have to go but i'll call you later."

After hearing this news i was quite shocked but also worried about what
sara would think.
I decided to go talk to her about it and see how she'd react.

"Hey babe listen i have some good and bad news. I'm going to be on tour
for two months and i leave in a week."

"Cindy you have to be kidding me. I mean i'm very happy for you but
you'll be gone! what the hell am i supposed to do?"

"well i will be in tucson for one show so visit me there and at a few
other places."

"still babe. well i guess you'll have fun with the boys but promise me
you wont do anything stupid. I love you so much and it's just i don't
want to lose you ok?"

"Alright honey, things will be fine."


Two weeks after i recieved that call i was in my hometown and i had two
days before the gig just to relax and wander around. I decided to meet up
with some friends for dinner the first night.

"cindy, i can't believe you've made it this far!" breanna said.

"i mean it was just yesterday you guys were barely starting up and now
look at you miss rockstar!"

"ha, yea time goes by fast but at least i'm doing something i enjoy.
anyways has anything big happened while i've been gone?"

"oh nothing really, i mean we're all in college now but besides that
nope." breanna said.

"any of you up for a bar tonight?" i said.

"yeah dude let's go! it's been awhile since i've had anything to drink,
i've been so busy!" amber said.

Once we arrived to the bar and order all of our drinks we began to recall
old memories.

"haha dude, remember during spring break and how wasted the rest of us
got? god that was amazing...oh wasn't nicole there? didn't you two date
or something along those lines?" breanna said.

"haha you kids were dumbasses that night...but yea we did but it doesn't
matter anyways." i said tyring to play it off.

"whatever you say capn!" said sierra.

After a few minutes of us drinking and being the normal rejects we are i
decided i better call it a night since i had to visit my family in the
morning.

"Well i'm out kids but give me a call tomorrow and don't forget the show
in two days ok?" I said.

As i walking towards the door this beautiful brunette that was very
atheltic and tall walked by me. at that moment i looked at her and
realized it was someone i knew from way back when. I was trying to find
the words to say to to her but she found them first.

"cindy, what are you doing here?" nicole said this smiling and gave me a
huge hug.

"hey! I just finished up some drinks with the girls...anyways how are you
doing?" i said trying to be polite but really i was i had so many mixed
emotions going through me.

"Hey why don't you and i go somewhere quiet to talk, oh say a cafe?"


Once we got to the cafe i was wondering how we'd act in front of each
other and what would be said. I was actually excited to see what would
happen.

"cindy how are you and sara?" nicole said.

"oh we're doing great. it sucks though because i'm not gonna see her for
two months since i'm on tour and she has summer classes back in cali."

"you're on tour? whoa...you're gettin pretty famous huh? haha i'm sure
you could get any girl you want." nicole said.

After she said this i had to laugh to myself because we all know that
there was a girl i wanted but she screwed that up herself.

"so nicole any handsome guys for you now days? i mean last i knew was
that you and mike were dating or maybe that was fooling around." yeah i
was being a smartass but cmon!

"listen cindy, that was a long time ago and you know i fucked up! jesus,
i mean you knew i wanted you but no you like to keep me hanging." she
said this with some bitterness but also some sadness.

"me keep YOU hanging? wow babe you have it backwards. i mean who was it
who told you they cared for you first and yet you turned your back on me.
who was it who cheated on me? oh yea, you. So don't even try to blame
this one on me." I said this and decided to leave because i wasn't about
to have some big arguement in front of people i didn't know with this
girl. As i was walking outside i got a phone call from stephanie.

"hey cindy, you ok? You sound very upset."

"yeah i am actually. hey old on i'm gonna put ya speakerphone because i
need a cigarette and i need to find my lighter."

"Ok so cindy what in the fuck happened? Why are you so upset?" Stephanie
said.

"well i ran into nicole tonight and lets just say it was bittersweet. I
mean we all know i'll always have feelings for her. I mean she was what
made my life complete and nobody, not even sara has done that yet. Thing
is though we also know that nicole betrayed me and i lost all hope for
her."

"Cindy give her another chance. I mean you'd be even happier and just
look at you, you know you want her back."

"fuck it dude. We all know that if i did go back with her she'd crush me
again and again just like she use to. that's all she's good at, brekaing
hearts and ruining love. ha yea, i dont know what drugs i was on in the
first place to fall for someone who'd just fuck me over in the end."

"whatever you say cindy...just be happy ok? Well i love ya dude but i'll
talk to you later."

After her and i hung up i finished my cigarette and said outloud, "i hope
you kill me before nicole has the chance to kill any other feelings i
have."

I then stood up and got in my car and drove off because i was way too
tired of all this bullshit.

During my whole conversation with stephanie, nicole had been around the
corner and heard everything that was being said. She had finally felt so
much guilt that it killed her. She hadn't realized how much cindy loved
her and how bad it hurt her when nicole cheated on her. Nicole realized
she had to do something big to make it up but that's if there was even a
chance.

i called stephanie up the next day to see if the plans were still on.
"ok dude so is the party still on for tonight?"

"fuck yes it is, there's gonna be about 50 to 75 people coming over."
stephanie said.

"yessssss finally i get to get wasted with you fools again. it's just
like highschool!" I said.

While at stephanies that night all of my best friends and i got so wasted
that we decided to play the dare game. our dare game was basically for
dumbasses because the things we did were, well dumbass. So it was my turn
and my dare was to jump from the roof to the the nearby tree in front of
stephanies house. haha dumb as hell but we all thought it'd be funny. So
there i was laughing my ass off on the roof with everyone cheering me on.
I got a count down and when it came to 2 i decided to just jump. well i
made it to the tree but i didn't stick to it so to say. The next thing i
knew i was on the grass and saw everyone laughing.

"cindy, get up. cindy!"

Some voice was calling my name and i didnt know who. I opened one eye and
realized it was the next day.

"no fuck that...im tired." i said to whoever tried to wake me up.

finally the person grabbed me and stood me up. thats when i opened my
eyes to see nicole. I was also still outside and i guess i passed out
after the tree incident.

"what are you doing here?" i said.

"i live down the street and i drove by this morning and saw you passed
out front. did you have fun last night?" she said.

"haha wow...yea though, it was a blast. wow i gotta sit down or
something." i said. the headache was kicking in.

"c'mon, lets go to my house and get you fixed up."

When we got to nicoles house memories such as when i first kissed her
started to come back. If only things were to have worked out...

"Cindy where in the hell did you get these cuts from?" she said worried.

"Oh i jumped off the roof to a tree last night. you should have seen it,
it was so rad."

"wow...ok letme clean em up."

She then got some alcohol wipes and band aids. i had one cut on my chest
and i told her i could clean but she said it'd be better if she did. i
didn't argue after that. while she was cleaning i noticed she'd take her
time. Nicole then stood up to throw away the wipe but before she realized
it i grabbed her arm and pulled her closer to me. there we were only a
few inches apart and i had to do it. we both just looked into each others
eyes for a few moments but finally gave in and kissed. it was slow at
first but soon it got faster. before i knew it there i was laid out on
her kitchen counter top with her on top of me. god it had been so long
since her and i had even kissed but let alone had sex.  nicole removed my
shirt and she had a huge grin but tehn began to kiss my neck. meantime i
had my hands printed on her ass. the girl had a nice body, i mean she was
in every sport during highschool. she moved from ym neck to my breasts
and started to suck on my nipples. wow did it feel good. i began to moan
and i saw her grin after that. from there she moved down farther and
undid my pants. oh was i overly excited. she slipped in two fingers but
then one. she was doing so well and then we started to make out. her
tongue was so amazing! right when i was about to climax i got a phone
call.

"fuck me, who is it?!" i said.

"oh i'd love to fuck you..." nicole said.

I did a double look because i would have enver assumed for her to say
something like that. Anyways i looked at my phone and it was
sara....shit!

"hey baby! how are you?" i said.

"guess what love!!! im in town right now!!! i wanted to come visit you
for your show tonight and see your friends and what not! aren't you
excited?!" after she said this i felt my heart sink.

"oh, yeah thats wonderful! where exactly are you right now?"

"i'm at my parents house but listen pick me up in about 30 minutes and
i'll go to yuor soundcheck with you! ok well see ya then!"

after i hung up i just got dressed and looked at nicole. I didn't know
what to do. I mean i liked sara so much and she was so loyal but i loved
nicole. what in the hell was i to do?

"so who was that?" nicole asked.

"oh it was sara...i guess shes in town and is gonna go to my soundcheck
with me...i guess i have to go but listen im sorry...i didn't think
things would be like this..." i said this hoping she'd understand.

"no it's fine, whatever though. I'll see you later."

After i left nicoles house i had to go pick up sara. on the way to sara's
house i kept thinking of nicole and how perfect she was. it'd be so hard
for me to decide but i'd just have to wait for the right moment.

When i walked into sara's house i was greeted with a big hug from her.

"baby i missed you so much! you don't even understand!" sara said.

"i'm glad you came babe..." i said.

Sara and i then decided to head to my sound check since my band had to
get ready. I wasn't nervous at all about the show but more worried about
nicole. that girl always had me and i think she always will. anyways the
sound check went fine and sara and i just walked around downtown tucson
while we had time to waste. it was fun being with her but i kept thinking
of nicole. While sara and i were walking back to the venue a line began
to form and i was kinda suprised so many kids would be there that night.
well it just wasnt kids i mean sure there were some college people too
and even some people who were in their 30's or older. while sara and i
talked with some of the people there i could have sworn i saw nicole.
Maybe i was losing it but i would have given anything for her to be
there. I don't even think she was going to come after what happened this
afternoon.

It was around 7:00 when my band finally went on. we were doing great and
the crowd was also going crazy but before we knew it we had one song
left. oddly enough i wrote this song a long time ago about nicole. i
laughed at first thinking what if she was hear right now. anywho we
played the song and ended our show pretty well. the rest of the night was
fun with friends and the other band members but i was still hoping to see
nicole. finally the show was done and the crowd was moving out. i walked
sara to her car and i was gonna get a ride with our drummer but as we
were walking to her car i ran into nicole finally. sara didn't notice
nicole and kept talking away but i froze and looked at nicole.

"listen sara i gotta go but call me later ok?" i said this and gave her a
hug and hurried off.

"where the fuck is she? fuck! god how did i lose her again..." i was so
pissed that nicole walked off and that i had lost her.

I decided to head back to the venue and help the guys.

"cindy pass me those cables dammit!" our guitarist tom said.

I was too busy thinking about nicole.

"dude honestly what the hell is wrong with you?" tom said.

"you wouldn't understand...i lost nicole again and i think this was
it..." we were on stage discussing this when i heard soemone in the back
of the club say, "no you didn't."

"you didn't lose me babe. If anything i'm scared that i lost you."

After nicole said this i ran towards her and picked her up and kissed her
so much.

while her and i were hugging i began to cry. this was the girl from way
back when that meant so much to me that i had to learn to function
without her.

"nicole i'm so sorry...please forgive me...listen im going to sort things
out tonight with sara but you are the one for me..." i said this and
continued to cry in ehr shoulder.

"cindy don't worry, i love you."

after we left the venue we went back to nicoles. right as we entered the
door she threw me against the wall and plunged her tongue in my mouth. my
hands went straight for her ass. we were going everywhere in her house
and ended up on the couch. we couldn't wait any longer. She was on bottom
this time and i started to lick her ear but then went down her neck and
kept sucking it. i could tell she enjoyed it because her hands were
digging deep in my back. i'd tease her and stop just to see what she'd do
and i guess she didnt like it. after the neck i sucked on her nipples for
a long time and would lick them and she'd just moan then. i knew she
wanted me to go down on her so i finally i removed her pants and began to
lick up all her sweet juices. she wrapped her legs around my head and i
just licked faster then. after that i finally slid one finger in, then
two then three. i knew she was really having fun. while fingering her i
went back up and kissed her like it was the last time we'd ever kiss. we
continued to have sex for hours on end until we finally fell asleep in
each others arms.

after that night i had to go back on tour and nicole would visit me
whenever she got the chance. sara and i broke up the day after the
concert. of course she was upset but she realized it was better for me to
be dating the person i loved and not faking love with her. i hear from
her every once in awhile and i think she became straight because she's
been dating some guy for awhile. Nicole and i are still dating and i'm as
happy as can be. i've finished college and she too. we're living in san
diego right now along with my band. my band finally got signed and life
is great...the only thing left is to have kids...haha that's gonna be a
funny one to try.