Date: Mon, 21 Mar 2005 22:26:11 -0800 (PST)
From: Christianna Phillips <lespica_crespa_bella@yahoo.com>
Subject: Stormy Road to Discovery

This is a fiction sexual story of 2 consenting adult
women. All characters are a figment of the authors
imagination and if there is any similiarites between
people, places or events it is purely accidental.


Stormy Road to Discovery


   I glanced down at the shining green digits of the
clock on my dashboard. It was 11:30 and I was still
four hours away from home. The roads were slick from
the raging storm outside. The pounding rain and the
blackness of the night made it nearly impossible to
see in front of me. The man on the radio said the
storm was to last throughout the night.
    Damn.
    I debated whether I should continue driving or
pull over and stay somewhere for the night. Reaching
back into my memory, I tried to think whether there
were any hotels coming up. I was in the middle of no
where and hadn't seen signs for over an hour.
    Damn.
    Sighing, I kept driving cautiously. There weren't
any motorists out on this stormy night but that wasn't
my main concern. I didn't want to drive off the
highway and be stuck there, hoping that someone would
pass and help if I couldn't get my car back on to the
main road.
    About 20 mintues later I saw a sign for the Venus
Bar and Inn, seven miles ahead. I quickly made my
decision and 10 minutes later pulled up to a small
bar. I grabbed my purse and small bag of toiletries
and booked it into the bar.
    It was a small, dimly lit place with boothes
lining the far left wall and a few scattered tables on
either side of the bar, which was in the middle of the
room. There was an open space where there were women
dancing with each other. In fact, all I saw was women.
Strange, I thought, but shrugged it off and sat at the
bar. The bartender, a woman in her early 40's came up
to me. She had short black hair and was thick, not
fat, but just pure thickness to her body. Attractive
in a non conventional way. She looked at me, taking in
my hair and white blouse that had gotten drenched from
the short run from my car to the bar. I glanced down
and noticed my nipples protruding through my bra and
blouse. I blushed and she laughed.
    "Don't worry 'bout it girl. We're all women
here...nothing to be embarrassed 'bout. It's happened
to us all."
    I smiled and requested a diet coke and rum.
    "Car stuck girl?"
    "No, the weather is terrible and I thought I would
get a room for the night instead of driving home. I
didn't want to chance being stuck in the middle of a
little used highway."
    She nodded and gave me my drink.
    I looked around at the ladies in the bar as I
sipped my drink. There were so many different types in
here. I was used to seeing suburbia housewifes with
perfectly coifed hair and knee length skirts. Not this
combination of women with buzz cut hair and suits or
women in jeans and loose, flowing blouses, or the
surburban housewife look alike but not
quite...something I just couldn't put my finger on. I
shrugged and took another sip of my drink.
    Seeing something out of the corner of my eye, I
turned. My jaw dropped. Two women were in the
corner...KISSING. No..no way. I looked again. Oh yes,
they were indeed kissing. And not in the friendly way
I would kiss my girl friends. The way a lover would
kiss another lover. Passionately. Wow. I had never
seen anything like that. I had heard whispers of women
who loved other women but had never experienced it. It
was like I had entered a whole new dimension.
    I waited for disgust to fill me watching those two
woman kissing and caressing each other. When it didn't
I was surprised. What shocked me even more was when I
felt a tightening in my chest. In seconds my entire
world was thrown for a loop. I realized that *I*
wanted to be that woman. I wanted to have my head
slightly tipped back, with my eyes closed and the
gentle hand on my lower back, being kissed...by that
other woman.
    I turned around quickly and the bartender caught
my eyes. My face went into flames and I glanced down
at my drink, clutching the glass between both hands
for dear life. She came up to me and I could feel her
gaze on me. I didn't know...do I look up? Pretend
she's not there.
    "Lemme get you a new one girl. That's almost
gone." She said. I nodded and pushed the glass her
way.
    After refilling it she hunkered down to my level
and looked at me.
    "Nothing to be ashamed of girl. It's not bad." She
glanced over at the two women who were now sitting at
a table, one of them leaning her head on the others
shoulder.
    I didn't know what to say to that so I took a
drink of my rum and diet coke.
    She smiled at me. "So you need a room for the
night girl?"
    I nodded, not quite trusting my voice not to
crack.
    "Well, I'm the one to see 'bout that. I own this
whole place."
    "Ohh..okay. Well..yeah..I just need a room for the
night." Mental head slap. You are quite the idiot
Nora, I told myself.
    She reached under the bar and took out a key.
    "Here's a key to room 9. It's ten bucks for the
night. So ya have it when you're ready to crash."
    I reached into my purse and took out a ten dollar
bill.
    "Did you want me to pay for the drinks now?"
    "Ya done for the night?"
    I glanced around the room and then at the clock.
12:30.
    "No..I think I'll probably stay down here for a
bit longer."
    "Then you pay then girl."
    I smiled and thanked her. Someone had turned the
jukebox on to Patsy Cline. The two drinks started
their effect on me, warming my belly and loosening my
sense. I swayed back and forth in my seat to "Crazy"
and watched the different women in the room. They were
dancing, sitting, talking, laughing, kissing, gazing
at each other...and that's when it hit me. None of the
couples in this room were any different then other
couples. Except for the fact that they were all women,
it could have been anywhere. So why were lesbians so
frowned upon? Odd.
    I looked down at my drink and realized it was
gone. I motioned for another. The bartender filled my
glass up.
    "So, how long have you owned this place?" The
drinks were loosening my tongue, putting me in a
conversational mood.
    "This place used to be my pops and when he passed
on I changed the name to Venus 'steada Rooster Bar an'
Inn. It's been that way for 'bout 15 years. We have a
very specific clientele as you can see."
    I nodded. "It's a lovely idea. A place where women
can come without the fear of having men pawing on them
and trying to get down their pants."
    She laughed, loud and very sexily. "That's the
whole idea girl."
    "Yes, I do imagine." I said thoughtfully. Then
without warning...
    "You have a very nice laugh."
    She smiled at me. "Thanks girl. You have a very
nice smile."
    I blushed.
    "An' it's mighty cute when you do that blushin'
thing you do."
    Which only caused me to flush deeper. She laughed
again.
    "So where ya coming from girl?"
    "I was at a job interview two hours south of
here."
    "For what?"
    "English teacher."
    "Ah, how'd that go?"
    "Ohh it went rather well I suppose. I hope I get
it. I would like to move and it's a lovely school."
    "Jus' outta college?"
    "I graduated a little over a year ago. I did some
traveling and now I'm ready to settle in a career and
start thinking about my future." I realized, as I said
this, that my future just might be a little different
then how I had originally pictured it. This was a
fleeting thought through the alchol buzzed haze of my
brain so I didn't ponder on it to much.
    "Would ya like another drink girl?"
    "No..no I think this is fine. And it's Nora."
    "Polly." She stuck out her hand.
    I shook her hand and smiled. "It's a pleasure
Polly."
    "Same to you Nora-girl." She winked.
    For the next hour we chit chatted. When I looked
up I realized that the bar had practically emptied.
The last patrons were packing up. The last two ladies
out the door waved at Polly and yelled a goodbye. She
returned their wave and went to the door to lock it.
    "Closin' time." She started putting the chairs up
on the tables.
    I stood up. "Please, let me help you."
    "No no...you sit right down, this is my job."
    "I insist. You would have gotten more done had I
not sat here and taken up your time with my mindless
chatter."
    She laughed that laugh of hers. "Believe me
Nora-girl. I enjoyed it."
    "Nonetheless, I would still like to help you."
    "Alrigh' alrigh' I see you're not 'bout to back
down so jus' help." She grinned at me.
    After the chairs were up, I washed the boothes and
bar top as she put the money from the drawer and
papers in a safe.
    "Rest of it can wait 'til tomorrow." She smiled.
"Lemme show ya to your room."
    "Where do you live?" I asked  her.
    She spread her arms. "Why I live here. My
apartment is upstairs as well, jus' on the other side
of the rooms."
    "Wow, this really is your life isn't it?"
    She nodded. "An' I love it."
    I followed her up the stairs to room 9. I fumbled
with the key and opened the door to a smallish but
quaint room with a double bed covered in a green
comforter. The walls were beige with a light gold and
green leaf trim. It wasn't at all what you would
expect in a small, out of the way Inn. A door opened
to a small bathroom and there was a clock radio beside
the bed. I tossed my purse and toiletries bag on a
chair in the corner and turned to Polly.
    "Well..thank you very much." I smiled.
    She was staring at me, her eyes burning into mine.
My smile faltered. My mouth formed an "O" as she took
three steps to me. Her hands found my shoulders and I
gazed up at her. Three thoughts flitted in my brain.
First, she was a good five or six inches taller then
my five foot three. Second, she had the greenest eyes
I had ever seen in my life, almost like they were
colored with a marker. And thirdly, I was about to
experience my first kiss all over again.
    We gazed at each other for seconds..for
hours...for eternity. Who knows how long it was
because before I knew it...or eons later, I was being
kissed by this woman. Her lips were on mine, gently
exploring. My hands reached for something to hold and
found her waist. We stood like that, kissing for
several minutes before breaking away simultaneously. I
gasped and held my hand to my chest.
    It had been a kiss like I had never experienced. I
stared at her, not trusting myself to speak. Even if I
had, I wouldn't have known what to say.
    I expected her to come into me and kiss me again.
To my great surprise she didn't. Her hand carressed my
cheek.
    "Good night Nora-girl."
    She turned and walked out of my room, shutting the
door. I stood there still not knowing what to think. I
wanted to go after this woman but a part of me
wouldn't move my feet. Sighing a sigh of resignition I
walked into the bathroom, bringing my bag with me and
switched on the light.
    After brushing my teeth and unpinning my hair I
gazed into the mirror. The site that greeted me wasn't
terribly unpleasent. I had shoulder length auburn hair
and large blue grey eyes. I had my model beautiful
mother to thank for my high cheek bones and delicate
body. I looked down the length of my body. Full hips
and breasts. A bit of a tummy. Definetly not skinny by
any standards but shapely. I was pleased with my body.

    Sighing again, I clicked off the light and pulled
off my clothes, folding my blouse and skirt neatly on
top of the dresser and changed into a night shirt. I
crawled between the sheets and stared at the dark
ceiling. My mind was a jumble of thoughts, all of them
concerning Polly. I was exhausted after the long day
and finally fell asleep.
    My eyes snapped open and I looked over at the
clock. It read 3:45 AM. I had only been asleep for
less then two hours. I crawled out of bed and got a
glass of water from the bathroom. My eyes were gritty
so I rubbed them. I reached back into my sleep clogged
brain, trying to figure out what had woke me up. Ah
yes, a dream. Polly had come into my bedroom and woken
me up by peppering my face with small kisses. She'd
kissed her way down my breasts and tummy and that's
when I woke up. What would have happened after that? I
desperately wanted to find out. I flounced back onto
the bed in a state of indecision. I was not the
aggressive type. My mother, despite her beauty, had
been very demure and proper and had raised me to be
so.          I had never kissed a man until my senior
year of high school and that had been barely anything.
At least not compared to the kiss I had recieved from
Polly.
    Perhaps it was the drinks from earlier or perhaps
I was feeling very brave. I'm not sure what caused me
to do what I did but that's not really the point. The
point is that I did it.
    Opening my door, I quietly stole my way into the
dimly lit hallway and went to the area where I
believed Polly's apartment to be. The door didn't have
a number on it so I assumed it to be hers. I knocked
ever so lightly on the door and stood there, my bare
toes curling into the carpet, heart pounding against
my rib cage. I felt the same way I did when I had
given a speech in high school. My forehead felt like a
small sheen of sweat had covered it and my palms were
slightly damp. I wiped them on my night shirt. Stage
fright. That's exactly what it felt like as I waited
for her to come to the door. I prayed that she was
asleep but I prayed even harder that she was awake.
    Less then a minute later the door opened. There
she stood in men's pajama bottoms and white
undershirt. I could see the dark color of her nipples
through the undershirt and my mouth went dry. What was
I doing? I didn't even know what to say. I hadn't
planned this out at all and now I was standing at this
womans door like a complete idiot waiting for some
intelligent thought to enter my brain. Not even
intelligent...just anything to say!
    "Um..I hope that I didn't wake you up."
    "No, not at all. I was just reading."
    Ah ha, safe territory. "What are you reading?" I
asked.
    "Pride and Prejudice."
    "Ahh I read that in high school. I enjoyed it." I
said lamely.
    Polly smiled. "So you came over to see what I was
doin'?"
    "Oh uhhh...no. I just..." Why had I come down here
in the middle of the night, wearing only a night
shirt? I wasn't sure of the answer so I merely
shrugged.
    Polly nodded and stepped back, holding the door
open as an invitation to step into her apartment. I
hesitated for a few brief seconds before stepping in.
Upon entering, there was a hallway that lead into a
small living room. There was a round coffee table in
the middle of a tan over stuffed couch and chair.
There were brown throwpillows on the couch. The walls
were beige and no carpet was on the floors. They
shined a beautiful mahagony. There was a masculine
touch to the apartment but it was obvious a woman
lived in it..why I couldn't tell, perhaps it was
because I knew a woman lived here. Book cases lined
the walls stuffed full of books of every title. There
was no television to be seen and a record player sat
in the corner. It was comfortable and welcoming.
    Polly lowered herself onto the couch and curled
her legs underneith her. She folded her hands behind
her head and stared at me.
    "You're more then welcome to sit down girl."
    I caught her eyes and bit my lip. I still didn't
know why I was here or what to say.
    She laughed. "I'm not gonna bite ya girl. Go ahead
an' sit down." I couldn't continue standing there like
an idiot so I sat down in the chair.
    I folded my hands demurely in my lap after pulling
my nightshirt over my knees.
    "So." I said.
    "So." She mimicked.
    I laughed then, realizing how rediculous I was
being. Why was I so nervous in the company of this
woman? There was no reason. After admitting this to
myself I relaxed. We started discussing books and our
favorites.
     During one point in the conversation, I was
stressing a point and had moved to the couch to
explain what I felt about Polluck's art. By six AM, we
had out talked ourselves. I glanced down at my watch
and made a small groan.
    "Oh no. It's already six. I didn't sleep very much
and I was planning on driving home today."
    Polly put her hand over mine.
    "Stay another night girl. You don't wanna be
drivin' on no sleep an' the storm is supposed to keep
goin' throughout the day. Rain and lack of sleep while
drivin' isn't a good combination."
    I nodded. "I suppose you're right. And all that's
waiting for me is my apartment. There is no harm in
staying one more night."
    She smiled at me and leaned over into me. For a
moment, I thought she was going to kiss me again. My
heart stopped and my eyes started closing. I felt her
hand on my forehead and realized she was just brushing
a stray lock of hair that had fallen into my face. A
rush of diappointment filled me. My eyes snapped back
open and I saw her grinning at me.
    My eyes lowered and my teeth found my lower lip. I
chewed for a moment, then looked at her.
    "Polly." I started, then stopped. What was I going
to say? I wasn't even sure until it all started
pouring out of my mouth. "In the hallway, last night,
when you...when you kissed me..."
    "Yes?"
    "Well...I enjoyed it. And I keep expecting you to
do it again but you don't. Why is that?" Oh Lord. What
had I just said?
    "I didn't wanna be making you feel like you were
being pressured girl. Plus, you'd had a bit of drinks
in ya last night."
    "Well...I don't feel pressured at all."
    She stared at me for a moment and then leaned in
as she had moments before. This time it wasn't to
brush my hair out of my face. This time, her lips
captured mine and her hand intwined itself into my
hair. I returned that kiss with as much passion as I
could give. Bringing my hands up to her shoulders I
drew her closer and a small sound escaped from my
mouth. She gently pushed me on my back, never breaking
the kiss, and laid on top of me. It was a heady
experience, this kiss. Her breasts pressed against
mine and our legs were entwined.
    Finally she broke away and studied my face.
    "You really are beautiful Nora-girl." She murmured
and leaned in to kiss me again.
    This time the kiss didn't last as long. She kissed
me for a few moments then moved her kisses to my
cheeks and down to my neck. Spreading light bites and
kisses down my neck she brought her hands to mine and
squeezed them lightly in question. I squeezed them
back as a yes.
    She kissed back up my neck to my lips and caught
my mouth in an almost bruising kiss. I gasped and
pressed my body against hers.
    Pulling away, Polly herself up to her knees and
looked at my body. She smiled a gentle smile and
brought her hands to the bottom of my nightshirt. My
teeth immediately found my lip as I stifled back my
nervousness. I wasn't quite sure what would happen and
I was terrified but breathless with anticipation at
the same time.
    Slowly, ever so slowly, she inched the shirt up my
body, exposing my legs, belly and breasts. She pulled
the shirt over my head and tossed it to the side. I
swallowed hard and stared at her. I could feel my eyes
widen. She brought her hands to my belly and lightly
drew them up my body to my face, cupping it in her
hands and kissing me again. I pushed her up and moved
to remove her undershirt. Throwing it over by my
nightshirt I stared at her breasts. They were larger
then mine, full and round with dark nipples that stood
out against her skin. I, of course, had seen other
women naked, but it wasn't something that I really
paid attention to. I had always averted my eyes in
shyness because it wasn't proper to stare at another
naked person. Now I couldn't tear my eyes away from
her. My gaze slid from her breasts up to her face.
    There was a look in her eyes, something I wasn't
familiar with. The green had darkened to an almost
forest green and I realized what I was seeing.
Passion, fire...I had caused this look in her eyes. It
was a wonderful feeling and I wanted to...I don't
know. I wanted to make it more. We kissed yet again
and again, she kissed down my neck. This time,
however, she didn't stop at my neck. Her mouth moved
down my chest to my breasts. She drew my nipple into
her mouth and I gasped, my hands grabbing her head and
intwining into her short hair. She sucked and nibbled
on my nipple before moving to my other one.
    It felt SO good. I had never experienced anything
like this. The farthest I had gone with a man was some
light petting and kissing. There was something similar
to an itch between my legs. I had felt that before,
when I touched myself in the privacy of my room in the
dark. I knew there was only one way to rid myself of
that itch...
    Polly's hands moved down my sides to my legs,
lightly rubbing up and down with her fingertips. I
pressed myself against her wanting her to do things
that I didn't even know how to put into words. She
laughed lightly and kissed her way down my belly. Ohhh
yes, I knew I wanted her to do something there. I was
shaking from the need I felt. She came to my hips and
nibbled around them and to my inner thighs. Oh
Lord...Oh my Lord. I wanted her to move her lips about
an inch to the right.
    She kissed and licked down my legs and then back
up, continuing up my belly and back to my breasts,
pausing at them for a few moments then to my lips. I
grabbed her head and pulled her to me and kissed her
deeply, moaning.
    "What do you want Nora?" She asked, her voice low
and husky.
    I shook my head. I didn't know how to say what I
wanted. It didn't seem right, asking for it,
especially asking for what I wanted her to do.
    "I don't believe that my love. Tell me what you
want." She prodded.
    "I...I want..." She nodded at me. "I want you
to..." I just couldn't say it. Polly brought her hand
between my legs, sliding a finger between the lips.
    "Do you want this?"
    I nodded my head vigorously.
    She leaned in and put her lips by my ear, catching
it between her teeth. "Would you like me to put my
mouth down there Nora?"
    "Oh...Oh God, yes!"
    She smiled and kissed me briefly. Sliding down my
body she spread my legs and pressed her finger on my
center. I moaned and my hips jerked up to meet her.
She laughed lightly and slid her hands under my hips
and brought me to her mouth. Her tongue find it's way
between my lips and began to wirlwind of movements,
moving back and forth on my clitoris.
     At the first touch of her tongue on me I moaned
loudly, then clapped my hand to my mouth. She stopped
for a moment and shook her head.
    "No Nora. Don't cover up your noises. I love to
hear them."
    I moved my hand away and she continued. I was
completely on fire, my body writhing against her
mouth. Digging my hands into her hair, I gasped and
moaned as one of her fingers moved inside of me. The
combination of her tongue and finger drove me over the
edge and I jerked up, a scream building in my throat.
My breathe came in gasps and my breasts were heaving
up and down. I could feel the pressure building inside
of me, starting where her tongue was and moving
throughout my entire body until it exploded bringing
me to heights of pleasure. The scream erupted from my
throat and my fingers dug into her scalp as the orgasm
wracked my entire body. I fell back, gasping,
expecting her to stop. When she didn't, a whimper
escaped my mouth. Polly continued licking my clit and
this time slipped two fingers inside of me. She curled
them upward and used her other hand to spread the
folds of my clit, putting her tongue directing on the
most sensitive part of me. She lightly moved it back
and forth as her fingers inside of me curled against
what I know now, as my G-Spot. Within moments I was
wracked with another orgasm, this one more intense
then the last. I was jerking up and down against her,
unintelligible noises escaping my mouth. My head was
thrown back and my body was covered with a light sheen
of sweat as my toes curled into the couch and I
grabbed at air.
    Finally, I fell back into the couch. Polly slid
her body up mine and propped herself up on her elbows
on either side of my head. She grinned at me.
    "Well Nora-girl. That was possibly the best damn
thing I've ever had the pleasure of causing."
    I laughed, embarrassed.
    "Don't be embarrassed girl. It was amazing."
    I smiled at her. "That was...I don't know what
that was. It was unbelievable. I've never...never
experienced anything like it."
    She grinned. "Glad I could help ya girl."
    "I want...I want to do that...to you, that is." I
stammered.
    "Do you?" She asked.
    "Oh yes! But...I've never done anything like that.
I mean...I've never even been with a man."
    She smiled. "Well darlin', this is better. Much
better."
    I rolled her off me and stood up, pressing her on
her back. I went to the bottom of the sofa and pulled
the pajama pants down her legs. I looked down at her
body. It was beautiful to me. I wanted to do so much
but didn't know where to start or even how to do it. I
looked at her and she smiled patiently.
    Biting my lip, I knelt on the couch and touched
her breasts. I cupped them in my hands as best as I
could and rolled her nipples between my fingers. Her
beathe caught in her throat. I leaned down and
tentatively licked one nipple, then the other. Then I
brought them into my mouth, squeezing her breasts
together and going back and forth between them.
Polly's hands found my long hair and pressed me to her
chest. Then I kissed down her belly and gazed between
her legs. It was now or never. I chose now.
    Lowering myself on the couch I spread her legs as
she had spread mine and kissed her thighs. I slid my
tongue between the lips and marveled at how it felt.
It was soft and wet. A taste like I couldn't describe
filled my mouth, not unpleasent at all. I licked her
clit once, twice and looked up at her. Her eyes were
closed and a small smile played on her lips.
    Bringing my concentration back to the task before
me, I licked again, softly, slowly up and down the
entire length. I stuck my tongue in the hole as best I
could...that didn't really seem to work so I went back
to her clit. I tensed my tongue up and made it pointy
and licked up and down slowly, repeatedly. Then I
started to go faster. Polly was moaning softly as I
grasped her hips in my hands and used my tongue on
her.  Her moans got louder and closer together and I
was excited by them. I put fingers in her like she'd
done to me and pumped them in and out of her as I made
circles on her clit. She pushed her pelvis against me.
    "Ohhh...ohhh yes...Oh yes Nora, yes...mmmmm..."
She was moaning and gasping and suddenly her muscles
contracted against my fingers. Her entire body got
tense and a low, long moan came out as she came.
Suddenly she pushed me away from her. I looked at her
questioningly.
    "Nora-girl, that's good darlin'. I can't take it
more then once." She pulled me against her and slowly
her breathing became normal.
    We lay like that for a few moments and then she
pulled me up and brought me into her bedroom. Upon
waking in the early afternoon we made love again, this
time we did it at the same time, her on top of me,
head between my legs.
    Polly and I spent all day in bed. She worked that
night at the bar and I spent the night again in her
bed. The next day, I had to leave. She held me against
her and kissed me softly.
    "Nora-girl, I want you to know you're always
welcome here. I don't want ya to think you have to
return jus' for me though. You have a job waitin' for
ya and a long life to live."
    I looked at her questioningly.
    "Jus' go girl. You'll understand later."

    I went. I ended up not getting the job but was
given a position in another state. I moved and was
never able to return to the Venus Bar and Inn. Polly
was my first and she'll have a special place with me
forever. She helped me discover my true self and
because of her, I was able to lead a full, true life
of complete happiness.