From: Big_L X <shadow_angel223@hotmail.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 12, 2007 9:57am
Subject: Her voice changes

Yo what up everyone here is another one from El, this one is actually a
partially true story ya dig.

  Okay this gurl had to stop staring at me or I was going to conclude she
was interested, she was beautiful though half and half skin, full pink
lips, light brown eyes and hair that was real curly and went to her back it
was almost ginger but didn't reach it yet it had loads of different shades
of brown. She had a thick figure a true black booty. Sigh* I wanted her,
but unfortunately she was with, Elliot the dude who uses and abuses girls,
her name was Sasha.
   "Hey Killa, come over here and help me with my statistics," she yelled
across the room disturbing my chain of thoughts.
   "No," I replied smiling.
   "Fine I'll come to you," she said getting up, and coming over to my
desk. I don't know why she called me Killa, she started calling me it so
everyone followed I don't think anyone knew my real name anymore.
   "Gurl I am not helping you slash doing your work for you okay," I said
to her, she always came to me for help then I ended up doing it for her.
    "Fine I'm coming to your crib so you can help me, I mean teach me how
to do it for me like a tutor ya dig," she said looking down at me pleading
with her eyes.
    "Iyt whatever its your call, you know people goin think there is
something going on between us," I said packing my books everyone knew I was
a lesbian and fucking abandoned me in fear I had a thing for them only the
real friends stuck with me.
   "Let them," she said leaning in real close in front of everyone and
whispering in my ear. Oh she was hot, it was gonna be real hard to tutor
her if she kept pulling stunts like that.
   Here I am walking down the hall then Elliot jumps me.
   "Word is you be messing with my gurl," he said to me blue eyes glaring
down at me.
   "Firstly you need to cut the black act it aint working your NOT gangsta
so get it out of your head, and secondly I aint messing with your girl I
only go were I'm invited ya dig," I simply said putting one hand on his
upper arm and pushing him out of ma path.
    6 hit and know sign of Sasha, so I was like fuck it I'm getting ready
to hit the clubs, I'm 18 in high school but that don't mean I don't hit the
clubs.
   I went up to my room took a shower got out and got dressed by 8 I was
ready and looking fine.
   As I opened the door I saw Sasha standing there with her books getting
ready to press the door bell.
    "Going somewhere," she said with a pissed off look on her face I gave
her one back.
     "Hey I said 6 u be here at 8
      Gurl you mother fucking late" I said not passing up the chance of a
rhyme.
     "Hey u never set a time
      Gurl stop lyin" she said rhyming back at me, not too bad then I
realised I hadn't set a time, damn.
     "Umm my bad come in, make yourself at home I'ma go get changed, I said
leaving the door open and rushing up stairs.

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Shit I was letting it all go here if she didn't want me I'd probably die of
shame, but I had to try.
   "Okay let's get this over with," she said coming down the stairs and
jumping up on the couch.
    "You make it sound like you don't wanna be doing this," I said to her.
     "Well to be honest I don't but not because of what you think, your man
was all up in my face and I like to be avoiding shit like that ya dig," she
said staring me in the eye. Damn, her eyes were a dangerous asset, dark
brown, oh so mysterious.
  She explained real slow being patient in everyway possible I just wasn't
concentrating.
   "Look you gotta find the average so you can determine, what is the
average reaction time and those above that have an over average reaction
time and those below have an under average reaction time ya dig," she
explained to me. I got it but I couldn't stop staring at her lips. "Let's
get a drink so you can get your mind running again," she said getting up
and dragging me to her kitchen, I always wonder how she was able to afford
a place of her own and why she lived on her own.
    "Why do you live by yourself and how can you afford it," I asked
basically thinking out loud.
    "Well basically when I told my mom she kicked me out and a nice old
couple took me in when I was 16 and looked after me....they died and left
everything to me because they had no one else," she said not looking at me,
"so I'm rich enough to afford certain thangs ya dig". All I could do was
nod because I knew she had had it pretty rough and being in my high school
things probably weren't getting any easier.
    She passed me a bottled soda and we got back to work, she helped me a
lot and I was actually getting it.

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   "So that's it," I said to her finally rounding it up.
   "Yeah thanks Killa, I get this thang now," she said in a very very
strange voice it sounded completely different from her it was kind of horse
and real sexy.
    "You okay you want a drink or something," I asked her.
    "Umm no my voice does that sometimes," she said getting up to pack her
books, she looked at the time and saw it was about 10:30pm.
    "Wow look at that I gotta go," she said packing her stuff. I looked
outside and saw it was real dark.
    "You can stay here if you want to," I said then nearly slapped myself
for saying it.
     "Really would that be cool," she asked.
     "Yeah of course it would, I got some clothes u could wear and a drawer
of un-opened panties and bra's in different sizes in case of emergencies,"
I told her casually.
   "Yeah then it's all good," she replied.  I led her up the stairs to my
room the only room in the house, I had a queen sized bed, but I wasn't sure
what to do.
  "Umm...you can have the bed I'ma sleep on the floor," I said to her.
  "Look at the size of that bed and you want to sleep on the floor oh hell
naw we can sleep together, I don't bite," she said dragging me over to my
own bed. I threw her a big t-shirt and told her were everything was and
after separate showers we climbed into the bed. I lay on my back and stared
at the ceiling I was feeling her body so close to mine and knowing I
couldn't touch it.
   "So what did Elliot say to you," she asked me randomly.
   "Nothing, he just said he hoped I wasn't messing with his girl, and I
put him straight," I simply told her.
   "Oh," she replied then the awkward silence came. I felt so frustrated in
everyway, ever since Demetria my life had come crumbling down I lost most
of my so called friends when I came out in school, I always thought that it
was better to be hated for what you are rather than loved for what your not
and I still feel that way. I heard Sasha's breathing become deeper so I
figured she was asleep, I turned on my side and started to doze off then I
was snapped back to reality when I felt a hand crawl up my side and pull me
close, I stiffened she's just dreaming I thought she's just dreaming.
   I was awoken as usual to the sun hitting my face, I felt beside me and
saw Sasha was gone and I wasn't surprised. I got up looked at the time it
was 6 in the morning my usual wake up time, I had a shower got ready for
school went downstairs and saw Sasha sitting there at the table.
  "Damn I think you took even longer than I do to get ready," she said to
me.
   "I thought..you..was.."
   "Gone," she said finishing my sentence. "What do you take me for," she
said half smiling, I had to smile back because I was real surprised and
happy, but I knew not to get attached.
   "Okay let' eat," I said moving over to the fridge, taking out the milk
and the cereal from the cupboard. I watched her eat since I never really
ate breakfast.
   "Why aint you eating," she said asked me.
   "I'm not hungry," I replied
   "Yes you are I can tell in your eyes," she said to me then she moved
over me trying to put a spoon of cereal in ma mouth, my immediate reaction
was to turn my head.
   "If you don't eat the cereal I'm going to make out with you," she said
to me which I believe was very random, and so I ate the one spoon of cereal
then threw ma bag over my shoulders.
   "Come on piggy," I said laughing.
   "Who you calling piggy," she growled pouncing on me making me fall to
the ground. Her face was an inch from mine and her lips even closer I could
feel the heat radiating from my body up to her I saw her close her and lean
forward and I quickly moved out the way make her fall of me.
  "School," I said in a hoarse voice.
  "Umm yeah school," she said, her voice had changed again it was kind of
high pitch and hoarse at the same time. I knew I didn't want to get
involved in shit, one night stands was my thing, and I figured that she
wasn't the kind that was down for one night stands.
   We walked to school together in silence, as we got closer to school she
distanced herself from me and I immediately got the picture and walked away
from her only turning back to look at her once and she was in Elliot's arms
and I knew what the levels where, what my status was and yeah I was hurt
but I got over it quickly just thinking about the number of girls I hurt
and no matter what I decided I didn't want anything to disturb my flow, but
one thang was for certain gurl needed to stay away from me. Today no doubt
I was hitting the club
  In the hallway walking back and I bumped into Elliot.
  "So you enjoy you're little sleepover with my gurl," he asked or should I
say spat.
   "Wigga please, I didn't touch your girl I aint interested and I never
will be, so move bitch," I spat back and before I knew I had hit the floor
wigga had pushed me down, I got up and ducked as I saw him swing I turned
and ran, running down the hall out of the school doors and to my crib were
I stayed, knowing full well my ass would be safe. The thang about me is
that I can't fight for shit, and I don't try.
  "It's a Friday and I'm hitting the clubs," I sang as I put on my well
fitting apple bum jeans and a red tank to that showed of my figure, did my
hair and saw the time 8oclock and yup yup I was ready.
  I opened the door and saw Sasha, Déjà vu but I was ready.
  "Are you going somewhere," she asked all attitude.
  "Damn straight b, I'm going out so whatever you're here for better just
turn around and go home, I aint helping your ungrateful ass," I said
casually with a little hint of venom.
  "What?" she asked in total confusion.
  "What happened to "let them talk," I know the lines and standard okay,
now get the fuck off my property," I said opening the door to my ride and
driving off leaving her there teary eyed, I felt bad, but being the real
bad ass nigga that I am I don't catch feelings ya dig. I drove through town
till I got to THE SPOT and I knew the body guard Darren who was my gay
homie and he let me in straight up, I got in and looked around, it was
8:45pm and the club was starting to get packed, so I sat down and ordered I
turned around and saw a gurl next to me who was smiling eagerly, from what
I could tell she had bright blue eyes and sandy shoulder length blonde
hair, not my type so I turned away, I was looking for some booty today, I
was a girl who knew what they wanted when they wanted it ya dig. Then I saw
some seriously hot eye candy I could only see her from the back but it was
looking good, some what familiar but I've had plenty so I wasn't surprised
I strolled over to her.
  "Hey what up ma, you wanna dance," I said tapping her on the shoulder,
she turned around and oh my god it was Sasha, I let out a sigh and turned
to walk away.
   "Sure," she said grabbing my hand and pulling me on to the dance floor
and next thing I know she's grinding up against me throwing her hands up in
the air thrusting her hips, damn I was feeling it, and she had me grinding
back up against her. What the fuck was I doing I wasn't drunk enough to do
this, so I walked off into the bathroom, I make it rain fading into the
back round as I walked away, I looked in the mirror and my eyes were
brighter than usual and I knew my shit was kicking in, I had a condition
were my eyes slightly changed with emotion, that's why I'm always passive,
I checked myself a bit more before walking out and bumping into this chick
who was all studded up I looked her up and down, she had cornrows, topped
with a hat, baggy jeans and a t-shirt that matched her hat, I sighed and
walked past her, I had a thing were I hated studs they drove me nuts, they
were worst than me, getting up inside your head then leaving you to drown
studs and I had bad history but I still found them sexy.
  "Damn you packing a lot on the back," she growled as I walked away, I
turned to look at her and smiled, and flipside started playing what the
hell I thought, I let her drag me on to the dance floor. She pulled me
close and swayed with me then I turned around and started popping my ass to
the music, and gyrating and moving I felt her hand on waist pushing up
against me, very obscene very sexy too this was one thing about studs that
I liked.
  Next thing I no I'm backed up against the wall making out with this sexy
ass stud, then I saw over her shoulder that Sasha was watching us and I
thought might as well put on a good show for the girl show her what's
up. So I was in the corner with this sexy ass stud kissing down my neck and
a girl watching very kinky, so I started grinding myself into her and she
was pushing back.
  "My place or yours," she said in my ear.
  "Mine," I replied back it was a Friday I had nothing to worry about and
she took my hand and led me to the door. The girl Shavon who was leading me
out was real sexy and I knew for sure I was gonna enjoy what she had in
store.
  We got in my car and we drove in silence to my place, when we got closer,
she had zipped down my pants, and I made a note that next time I'd wear a
skirt, we barely got through my door and she was on me, she gently pushed
me down on the couch during lip lock her tongue darting in out of my mouth,
then she sat up on me and took of my top and pulled down my pants, and I
was there in my matching lace bra and thong, she marvelled at my body and I
smiled, I sat up and kissed her and her hand went behind me and unclipped
my bra and covered my breast with her hand and started twisting my hard
nipple sending shocks down my whole body I started moaning inside her mouth
I fell her clothes rubbing against my bare skin so I reached down and
removed her shirt and with that her sports bra, she smiled at me before
laying me down and kissing and nipping my neck and moving down to my breast
and licking and then sucking making me moan out loud and then gently biting
down making me squeal then moving over and doing the same to the other
one. Then she went further down south kissing my stomach, and then I felt
her hot breath on my pussy, then with one stroke she had me shivering and
had my orgasm building, I felt her pull my lips apart and then I felt her
tongue go deep inside me and it made me moan really loudly, she started to
move in and out it a slow fuck motion, it was so sensuous and felt so good,
then she replaced her tongue with her fingers and finally went to my
throbbing clit and with one lick she had me on the bridge as my orgasm took
over my body and had me shaking uncontrollably and moaning loudly telling
her to keep going then I grabbed her head and came strong and hard then
slumped back on the chair totally exhausted, all I could see was Sasha's
face in the over glow of my orgasm, I wanted it gone from me but it
wouldn't go then she leaned in to kiss me and I was so ready then it
switched back to Shavon's face and I turned my head involuntarily.
  "What's wrong?" she asked, squinting her eyes.
  "Look you gotta go," I whispered.
  "Fine! I'm going," she growled pulling on her clothes angrily.
  "I've had better anyway," she muttered. This made me smile because I knew
and believed it didn't get any better than me.
  "Typical stud that's you, well close the door behind you as I swing my
fine ass into the kitchen," I said getting up not bothering to put no
clothes and walking into the kitchen. I could feel her eyes on me. "You
should be gone," I said not looking back at her. Then I heard the door open
and close. I sighed with relief and ran upstaurs to go take a shower. Now I
knew why one night stands where so bad, and that fucking girl Sasha. What
was I thinking? Why was I seeing images of her face? DURING SEX!